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SENSE AND SENSIBILITY
by Jane Austen (1811)
CHAPTER 1
The family of Dashwood had long been settled in
Sussex. Their estate was large, and their residence was at Norland Park,
in the centre of their property, where, for many generations, they had
lived in so respectable a manner as to engage the general good opinion
of their surrounding acquaintance. The late owner of this estate was a
single man, who lived to a very advanced age, and who for many years of
his life, had a constant companion and housekeeper in his sister. But
her death, which happened ten years before his own, produced a great
alteration in his home; for to supply her loss, he invited and received
into his house the family of his nephew Mr. Henry Dashwood, the legal
inheritor of the Norland estate, and the person to whom he intended to
bequeath it. In the society of his nephew and niece, and their children,
the old Gentleman's days were comfortably spent. His attachment to them
all increased. The constant attention of Mr. and Mrs. Henry Dashwood to
his wishes, which proceeded not merely from interest, but from goodness
of heart, gave him every degree of solid comfort which his age could
receive; and the cheerfulness of the children added a relish to his
existence.
By a former marriage, Mr. Henry Dashwood had one
son: by his present lady, three daughters. The son, a steady respectable
young man, was amply provided for by the fortune of his mother, which
had been large, and half of which devolved on him on his coming of age.
By his own marriage, likewise, which happened soon afterwards, he added
to his wealth. To him therefore the succession to the Norland estate was
not so really important as to his sisters; for their fortune,
independent of what might arise to them from their father's inheriting
that property, could be but small. Their mother had nothing, and their
father only seven thousand pounds in his own disposal; for the remaining
moiety of his first wife's fortune was also secured to her child, and he
had only a life-interest in it.
The old gentleman died: his will was read, and
like almost every other will, gave as much disappointment as pleasure.
He was neither so unjust, nor so ungrateful, as to leave his estate from
his nephew;--but he left it to him on such terms as destroyed half the
value of the bequest. Mr. Dashwood had wished for it more for the sake
of his wife and daughters than for himself or his son;--but to his son,
and his son's son, a child of four years old, it was secured, in such a
way, as to leave to himself no power of providing for those who were
most dear to him, and who most needed a provision by any charge on the
estate, or by any sale of its valuable woods. The whole was tied up for
the benefit of this child, who, in occasional visits with his father and
mother at Norland, had so far gained on the affections of his uncle, by
such attractions as are by no means unusual in children of two or three
years old; an imperfect articulation, an earnest desire of having his
own way, many cunning tricks, and a great deal of noise, as to outweigh
all the value of all the attention which, for years, he had received
from his niece and her daughters. He meant not to be unkind, however,
and, as a mark of his affection for the three girls, he left them a
thousand pounds a-piece.
Mr. Dashwood's disappointment was, at first,
severe; but his temper was cheerful and sanguine; and he might
reasonably hope to live many years, and by living economically, lay by a
considerable sum from the produce of an estate already large, and
capable of almost immediate improvement. But the fortune, which had been
so tardy in coming, was his only one twelvemonth. He survived his uncle
no longer; and ten thousand pounds, including the late legacies, was all
that remained for his widow and daughters.
His son was sent for as soon as his danger was
known, and to him Mr. Dashwood recommended, with all the strength and
urgency which illness could command, the interest of his mother-in-law
and sisters.
Mr. John Dashwood had not the strong feelings of
the rest of the family; but he was affected by a recommendation of such
a nature at such a time, and he promised to do every thing in his power
to make them comfortable. His father was rendered easy by such an
assurance, and Mr. John Dashwood had then leisure to consider how much
there might prudently be in his power to do for them.
He was not an ill-disposed young man, unless to be
rather cold hearted and rather selfish is to be ill-disposed: but he
was, in general, well respected; for he conducted himself with propriety
in the discharge of his ordinary duties. Had he married a more amiable
woman, he might have been made still more respectable than he was:--he
might even have been made amiable himself; for he was very young when he
married, and very fond of his wife. But Mrs. John Dashwood was a strong
caricature of himself;-- more narrow-minded and selfish.
When he gave his promise to his father, he
meditated within himself to increase the fortunes of his sisters by the
present of a thousand pounds a-piece. He then really thought himself
equal to it. The prospect of four thousand a-year, in addition to his
present income, besides the remaining half of his own mother's fortune,
warmed his heart, and made him feel capable of generosity.-- "Yes,
he would give them three thousand pounds: it would be liberal and
handsome! It would be enough to make them completely easy. Three
thousand pounds! he could spare so considerable a sum with little
inconvenience."-- He thought of it all day long, and for many days
successively, and he did not repent.
No sooner was his father's funeral over, than Mrs.
John Dashwood, without sending any notice of her intention to her
mother-in-law, arrived with her child and their attendants. No one could
dispute her right to come; the house was her husband's from the moment
of his father's decease; but the indelicacy of her conduct was so much
the greater, and to a woman in Mrs. Dashwood's situation, with only
common feelings, must have been highly unpleasing;-- but in HER mind
there was a sense of honor so keen, a generosity so romantic, that any
offence of the kind, by whomsoever given or received, was to her a
source of immoveable disgust. Mrs. John Dashwood had never been a
favourite with any of her husband's family; but she had had no
opportunity, till the present, of shewing them with how little attention
to the comfort of other people she could act when occasion required it.
So acutely did Mrs. Dashwood feel this ungracious
behaviour, and so earnestly did she despise her daughter-in-law for it,
that, on the arrival of the latter, she would have quitted the house for
ever, had not the entreaty of her eldest girl induced her first to
reflect on the propriety of going, and her own tender love for all her
three children determined her afterwards to stay, and for their sakes
avoid a breach with their brother.
Elinor, this eldest daughter, whose advice was so
effectual, possessed a strength of understanding, and coolness of
judgment, which qualified her, though only nineteen, to be the
counsellor of her mother, and enabled her frequently to counteract, to
the advantage of them all, that eagerness of mind in Mrs. Dashwood which
must generally have led to imprudence. She had an excellent heart;--her
disposition was affectionate, and her feelings were strong; but she knew
how to govern them: it was a knowledge which her mother had yet to
learn; and which one of her sisters had resolved never to be taught.
Marianne's abilities were, in many respects, quite
equal to Elinor's. She was sensible and clever; but eager in everything:
her sorrows, her joys, could have no moderation. She was generous,
amiable, interesting: she was everything but prudent. The resemblance
between her and her mother was strikingly great.
Elinor saw, with concern, the excess of her
sister's sensibility; but by Mrs. Dashwood it was valued and cherished.
They encouraged each other now in the violence of their affliction. The
agony of grief which overpowered them at first, was voluntarily renewed,
was sought for, was created again and again. They gave themselves up
wholly to their sorrow, seeking increase of wretchedness in every
reflection that could afford it, and resolved against ever admitting
consolation in future. Elinor, too, was deeply afflicted; but still she
could struggle, she could exert herself. She could consult with her
brother, could receive her sister-in-law on her arrival, and treat her
with proper attention; and could strive to rouse her mother to similar
exertion, and encourage her to similar forbearance.
Margaret, the other sister, was a good-humored,
well-disposed girl; but as she had already imbibed a good deal of
Marianne's romance, without having much of her sense, she did not, at
thirteen, bid fair to equal her sisters at a more advanced period of
life.
CHAPTER 2
Mrs. John Dashwood now installed herself mistress
of Norland; and her mother and sisters-in-law were degraded to the
condition of visitors. As such, however, they were treated by her with
quiet civility; and by her husband with as much kindness as he could
feel towards anybody beyond himself, his wife, and their child. He
really pressed them, with some earnestness, to consider Norland as their
home; and, as no plan appeared so eligible to Mrs. Dashwood as remaining
there till she could accommodate herself with a house in the
neighbourhood, his invitation was accepted.
A continuance in a place where everything reminded
her of former delight, was exactly what suited her mind. In seasons of
cheerfulness, no temper could be more cheerful than hers, or possess, in
a greater degree, that sanguine expectation of happiness which is
happiness itself. But in sorrow she must be equally carried away by her
fancy, and as far beyond consolation as in pleasure she was beyond
alloy.
Mrs. John Dashwood did not at all approve of what
her husband intended to do for his sisters. To take three thousand
pounds from the fortune of their dear little boy would be impoverishing
him to the most dreadful degree. She begged him to think again on the
subject. How could he answer it to himself to rob his child, and his
only child too, of so large a sum? And what possible claim could the
Miss Dashwoods, who were related to him only by half blood, which she
considered as no relationship at all, have on his generosity to so large
an amount. It was very well known that no affection was ever supposed to
exist between the children of any man by different marriages; and why
was he to ruin himself, and their poor little Harry, by giving away all
his money to his half sisters?
"It was my father's last request to me,"
replied her husband, "that I should assist his widow and
daughters."
"He did not know what he was talking of, I
dare say; ten to one but he was light-headed at the time. Had he been in
his right senses, he could not have thought of such a thing as begging
you to give away half your fortune from your own child."
"He did not stipulate for any particular sum,
my dear Fanny; he only requested me, in general terms, to assist them,
and make their situation more comfortable than it was in his power to
do. Perhaps it would have been as well if he had left it wholly to
myself. He could hardly suppose I should neglect them. But as he
required the promise, I could not do less than give it; at least I
thought so at the time. The promise, therefore, was given, and must be
performed. Something must be done for them whenever they leave Norland
and settle in a new home."
"Well, then, LET something be done for them;
but THAT something need not be three thousand pounds. Consider,"
she added, "that when the money is once parted with, it never can
return. Your sisters will marry, and it will be gone for ever. If,
indeed, it could be restored to our poor little boy--"
"Why, to be sure," said her husband,
very gravely, "that would make great difference. The time may come
when Harry will regret that so large a sum was parted with. If he should
have a numerous family, for instance, it would be a very convenient
addition."
"To be sure it would."
"Perhaps, then, it would be better for all
parties, if the sum were diminished one half.--Five hundred pounds would
be a prodigious increase to their fortunes!"
"Oh! beyond anything great! What brother on
earth would do half so much for his sisters, even if REALLY his sisters!
And as it is--only half blood!--But you have such a generous
spirit!"
"I would not wish to do any thing mean,"
he replied. "One had rather, on such occasions, do too much than
too little. No one, at least, can think I have not done enough for them:
even themselves, they can hardly expect more."
"There is no knowing what THEY may
expect," said the lady, "but we are not to think of their
expectations: the question is, what you can afford to do."
"Certainly--and I think I may afford to give
them five hundred pounds a-piece. As it is, without any addition of
mine, they will each have about three thousand pounds on their mother's
death--a very comfortable fortune for any young woman."
"To be sure it is; and, indeed, it strikes me
that they can want no addition at all. They will have ten thousand
pounds divided amongst them. If they marry, they will be sure of doing
well, and if they do not, they may all live very comfortably together on
the interest of ten thousand pounds."
"That is very true, and, therefore, I do not
know whether, upon the whole, it would not be more advisable to do
something for their mother while she lives, rather than for
them--something of the annuity kind I mean.--My sisters would feel the
good effects of it as well as herself. A hundred a year would make them
all perfectly comfortable."
His wife hesitated a little, however, in giving
her consent to this plan.
"To be sure," said she, "it is
better than parting with fifteen hundred pounds at once. But, then, if
Mrs. Dashwood should live fifteen years we shall be completely taken
in."
"Fifteen years! my dear Fanny; her life
cannot be worth half that purchase."
"Certainly not; but if you observe, people
always live for ever when there is an annuity to be paid them; and she
is very stout and healthy, and hardly forty. An annuity is a very
serious business; it comes over and over every year, and there is no
getting rid of it. You are not aware of what you are doing. I have known
a great deal of the trouble of annuities; for my mother was clogged with
the payment of three to old superannuated servants by my father's will,
and it is amazing how disagreeable she found it. Twice every year these
annuities were to be paid; and then there was the trouble of getting it
to them; and then one of them was said to have died, and afterwards it
turned out to be no such thing. My mother was quite sick of it. Her
income was not her own, she said, with such perpetual claims on it; and
it was the more unkind in my father, because, otherwise, the money would
have been entirely at my mother's disposal, without any restriction
whatever. It has given me such an abhorrence of annuities, that I am
sure I would not pin myself down to the payment of one for all the
world."
"It is certainly an unpleasant thing,"
replied Mr. Dashwood, "to have those kind of yearly drains on one's
income. One's fortune, as your mother justly says, is NOT one's own. To
be tied down to the regular payment of such a sum, on every rent day, is
by no means desirable: it takes away one's independence."
"Undoubtedly; and after all you have no
thanks for it. They think themselves secure, you do no more than what is
expected, and it raises no gratitude at all. If I were you, whatever I
did should be done at my own discretion entirely. I would not bind
myself to allow them any thing yearly. It may be very inconvenient some
years to spare a hundred, or even fifty pounds from our own
expenses."
"I believe you are right, my love; it will be
better that there should by no annuity in the case; whatever I may give
them occasionally will be of far greater assistance than a yearly
allowance, because they would only enlarge their style of living if they
felt sure of a larger income, and would not be sixpence the richer for
it at the end of the year. It will certainly be much the best way. A
present of fifty pounds, now and then, will prevent their ever being
distressed for money, and will, I think, be amply discharging my promise
to my father."
"To be sure it will. Indeed, to say the
truth, I am convinced within myself that your father had no idea of your
giving them any money at all. The assistance he thought of, I dare say,
was only such as might be reasonably expected of you; for instance, such
as looking out for a comfortable small house for them, helping them to
move their things, and sending them presents of fish and game, and so
forth, whenever they are in season. I'll lay my life that he meant
nothing farther; indeed, it would be very strange and unreasonable if he
did. Do but consider, my dear Mr. Dashwood, how excessively comfortable
your mother-in-law and her daughters may live on the interest of seven
thousand pounds, besides the thousand pounds belonging to each of the
girls, which brings them in fifty pounds a year a-piece, and, of course,
they will pay their mother for their board out of it. Altogether, they
will have five hundred a-year amongst them, and what on earth can four
women want for more than that?--They will live so cheap! Their
housekeeping will be nothing at all. They will have no carriage, no
horses, and hardly any servants; they will keep no company, and can have
no expenses of any kind! Only conceive how comfortable they will be!
Five hundred a year! I am sure I cannot imagine how they will spend half
of it; and as to your giving them more, it is quite absurd to think of
it. They will be much more able to give YOU something."
"Upon my word," said Mr. Dashwood,
"I believe you are perfectly right. My father certainly could mean
nothing more by his request to me than what you say. I clearly
understand it now, and I will strictly fulfil my engagement by such acts
of assistance and kindness to them as you have described. When my mother
removes into another house my services shall be readily given to
accommodate her as far as I can. Some little present of furniture too
may be acceptable then."
"Certainly," returned Mrs. John Dashwood.
"But, however, ONE thing must be considered. When your father and
mother moved to Norland, though the furniture of Stanhill was sold, all
the china, plate, and linen was saved, and is now left to your mother.
Her house will therefore be almost completely fitted up as soon as she
takes it."
"That is a material consideration
undoubtedly. A valuable legacy indeed! And yet some of the plate would
have been a very pleasant addition to our own stock here."
"Yes; and the set of breakfast china is twice
as handsome as what belongs to this house. A great deal too handsome, in
my opinion, for any place THEY can ever afford to live in. But, however,
so it is. Your father thought only of THEM. And I must say this: that
you owe no particular gratitude to him, nor attention to his wishes; for
we very well know that if he could, he would have left almost everything
in the world to THEM."
This argument was irresistible. It gave to his
intentions whatever of decision was wanting before; and he finally
resolved, that it would be absolutely unnecessary, if not highly
indecorous, to do more for the widow and children of his father, than
such kind of neighbourly acts as his own wife pointed out.
CHAPTER 3
Mrs. Dashwood remained at Norland several months;
not from any disinclination to move when the sight of every well known
spot ceased to raise the violent emotion which it produced for a while;
for when her spirits began to revive, and her mind became capable of
some other exertion than that of heightening its affliction by
melancholy remembrances, she was impatient to be gone, and indefatigable
in her inquiries for a suitable dwelling in the neighbourhood of Norland;
for to remove far from that beloved spot was impossible. But she could
hear of no situation that at once answered her notions of comfort and
ease, and suited the prudence of her eldest daughter, whose steadier
judgment rejected several houses as too large for their income, which
her mother would have approved.
Mrs. Dashwood had been informed by her husband of
the solemn promise on the part of his son in their favour, which gave
comfort to his last earthly reflections. She doubted the sincerity of
this assurance no more than he had doubted it himself, and she thought
of it for her daughters' sake with satisfaction, though as for herself
she was persuaded that a much smaller provision than 7000L would support
her in affluence. For their brother's sake, too, for the sake of his own
heart, she rejoiced; and she reproached herself for being unjust to his
merit before, in believing him incapable of generosity. His attentive
behaviour to herself and his sisters convinced her that their welfare
was dear to him, and, for a long time, she firmly relied on the
liberality of his intentions.
The contempt which she had, very early in their
acquaintance, felt for her daughter-in-law, was very much increased by
the farther knowledge of her character, which half a year's residence in
her family afforded; and perhaps in spite of every consideration of
politeness or maternal affection on the side of the former, the two
ladies might have found it impossible to have lived together so long,
had not a particular circumstance occurred to give still greater
eligibility, according to the opinions of Mrs. Dashwood, to her
daughters' continuance at Norland.
This circumstance was a growing attachment between
her eldest girl and the brother of Mrs. John Dashwood, a gentleman-like
and pleasing young man, who was introduced to their acquaintance soon
after his sister's establishment at Norland, and who had since spent the
greatest part of his time there.
Some mothers might have encouraged the intimacy
from motives of interest, for Edward Ferrars was the eldest son of a man
who had died very rich; and some might have repressed it from motives of
prudence, for, except a trifling sum, the whole of his fortune depended
on the will of his mother. But Mrs. Dashwood was alike uninfluenced by
either consideration. It was enough for her that he appeared to be
amiable, that he loved her daughter, and that Elinor returned the
partiality. It was contrary to every doctrine of her's that difference
of fortune should keep any couple asunder who were attracted by
resemblance of disposition; and that Elinor's merit should not be
acknowledged by every one who knew her, was to her comprehension
impossible.
Edward Ferrars was not recommended to their good
opinion by any peculiar graces of person or address. He was not
handsome, and his manners required intimacy to make them pleasing. He
was too diffident to do justice to himself; but when his natural shyness
was overcome, his behaviour gave every indication of an open,
affectionate heart. His understanding was good, and his education had
given it solid improvement. But he was neither fitted by abilities nor
disposition to answer the wishes of his mother and sister, who longed to
see him distinguished--as--they hardly knew what. They wanted him to
make a fine figure in the world in some manner or other. His mother
wished to interest him in political concerns, to get him into
parliament, or to see him connected with some of the great men of the
day. Mrs. John Dashwood wished it likewise; but in the mean while, till
one of these superior blessings could be attained, it would have quieted
her ambition to see him driving a barouche. But Edward had no turn for
great men or barouches. All his wishes centered in domestic comfort and
the quiet of private life. Fortunately he had a younger brother who was
more promising.
Edward had been staying several weeks in the house
before he engaged much of Mrs. Dashwood's attention; for she was, at
that time, in such affliction as rendered her careless of surrounding
objects. She saw only that he was quiet and unobtrusive, and she liked
him for it. He did not disturb the wretchedness of her mind by ill-timed
conversation. She was first called to observe and approve him farther,
by a reflection which Elinor chanced one day to make on the difference
between him and his sister. It was a contrast which recommended him most
forcibly to her mother.
"It is enough," said she; "to say
that he is unlike Fanny is enough. It implies everything amiable. I love
him already."
"I think you will like him," said Elinor,
"when you know more of him."
"Like him!" replied her mother with a
smile. "I feel no sentiment of approbation inferior to love."
"You may esteem him."
"I have never yet known what it was to
separate esteem and love."
Mrs. Dashwood now took pains to get acquainted
with him. Her manners were attaching, and soon banished his reserve. She
speedily comprehended all his merits; the persuasion of his regard for
Elinor perhaps assisted her penetration; but she really felt assured of
his worth: and even that quietness of manner, which militated against
all her established ideas of what a young man's address ought to be, was
no longer uninteresting when she knew his heart to be warm and his
temper affectionate.
No sooner did she perceive any symptom of love in
his behaviour to Elinor, than she considered their serious attachment as
certain, and looked forward to their marriage as rapidly approaching.
"In a few months, my dear Marianne."
said she, "Elinor will, in all probability be settled for life. We
shall miss her; but SHE will be happy."
"Oh! Mamma, how shall we do without
her?"
"My love, it will be scarcely a separation.
We shall live within a few miles of each other, and shall meet every day
of our lives. You will gain a brother, a real, affectionate brother. I
have the highest opinion in the world of Edward's heart. But you look
grave, Marianne; do you disapprove your sister's choice?"
"Perhaps," said Marianne, "I may
consider it with some surprise. Edward is very amiable, and I love him
tenderly. But yet--he is not the kind of young man--there is something
wanting--his figure is not striking; it has none of that grace which I
should expect in the man who could seriously attach my sister. His eyes
want all that spirit, that fire, which at once announce virtue and
intelligence. And besides all this, I am afraid, Mamma, he has no real
taste. Music seems scarcely to attract him, and though he admires
Elinor's drawings very much, it is not the admiration of a person who
can understand their worth. It is evident, in spite of his frequent
attention to her while she draws, that in fact he knows nothing of the
matter. He admires as a lover, not as a connoisseur. To satisfy me,
those characters must be united. I could not be happy with a man whose
taste did not in every point coincide with my own. He must enter into
all my feelings; the same books, the same music must charm us both. Oh!
mama, how spiritless, how tame was Edward's manner in reading to us last
night! I felt for my sister most severely. Yet she bore it with so much
composure, she seemed scarcely to notice it. I could hardly keep my
seat. To hear those beautiful lines which have frequently almost driven
me wild, pronounced with such impenetrable calmness, such dreadful
indifference!"--
"He would certainly have done more justice to
simple and elegant prose. I thought so at the time; but you WOULD give
him Cowper."
"Nay, Mamma, if he is not to be animated by
Cowper!-- but we must allow for difference of taste. Elinor has not my
feelings, and therefore she may overlook it, and be happy with him. But
it would have broke MY heart, had I loved him, to hear him read with so
little sensibility. Mama, the more I know of the world, the more am I
convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really love. I require
so much! He must have all Edward's virtues, and his person and manners
must ornament his goodness with every possible charm."
"Remember, my love, that you are not
seventeen. It is yet too early in life to despair of such a happiness.
Why should you be less fortunate than your mother? In one circumstance
only, my Marianne, may your destiny be different from her's!"
CHAPTER 4
"What a pity it is, Elinor," said
Marianne, "that Edward should have no taste for drawing."
"No taste for drawing!" replied Elinor,
"why should you think so? He does not draw himself, indeed, but he
has great pleasure in seeing the performances of other people, and I
assure you he is by no means deficient in natural taste, though he has
not had opportunities of improving it. Had he ever been in the way of
learning, I think he would have drawn very well. He distrusts his own
judgment in such matters so much, that he is always unwilling to give
his opinion on any picture; but he has an innate propriety and
simplicity of taste, which in general direct him perfectly right."
Marianne was afraid of offending, and said no more
on the subject; but the kind of approbation which Elinor described as
excited in him by the drawings of other people, was very far from that
rapturous delight, which, in her opinion, could alone be called taste.
Yet, though smiling within herself at the mistake, she honoured her
sister for that blind partiality to Edward which produced it.
"I hope, Marianne," continued Elinor,
"you do not consider him as deficient in general taste. Indeed, I
think I may say that you cannot, for your behaviour to him is perfectly
cordial, and if THAT were your opinion, I am sure you could never be
civil to him."
Marianne hardly knew what to say. She would not
wound the feelings of her sister on any account, and yet to say what she
did not believe was impossible. At length she replied:
"Do not be offended, Elinor, if my praise of
him is not in every thing equal to your sense of his merits. I have not
had so many opportunities of estimating the minuter propensities of his
mind, his inclinations and tastes, as you have; but I have the highest
opinion in the world of his goodness and sense. I think him every thing
that is worthy and amiable."
"I am sure," replied Elinor, with a
smile, "that his dearest friends could not be dissatisfied with
such commendation as that. I do not perceive how you could express
yourself more warmly."
Marianne was rejoiced to find her sister so easily
pleased.
"Of his sense and his goodness,"
continued Elinor, "no one can, I think, be in doubt, who has seen
him often enough to engage him in unreserved conversation. The
excellence of his understanding and his principles can be concealed only
by that shyness which too often keeps him silent. You know enough of him
to do justice to his solid worth. But of his minuter propensities, as
you call them you have from peculiar circumstances been kept more
ignorant than myself. He and I have been at times thrown a good deal
together, while you have been wholly engrossed on the most affectionate
principle by my mother. I have seen a great deal of him, have studied
his sentiments and heard his opinion on subjects of literature and
taste; and, upon the whole, I venture to pronounce that his mind is
well-informed, enjoyment of books exceedingly great, his imagination
lively, his observation just and correct, and his taste delicate and
pure. His abilities in every respect improve as much upon acquaintance
as his manners and person. At first sight, his address is certainly not
striking; and his person can hardly be called handsome, till the
expression of his eyes, which are uncommonly good, and the general
sweetness of his countenance, is perceived. At present, I know him so
well, that I think him really handsome; or at least, almost so. What say
you, Marianne?"
"I shall very soon think him handsome, Elinor,
if I do not now. When you tell me to love him as a brother, I shall no
more see imperfection in his face, than I now do in his heart."
Elinor started at this declaration, and was sorry
for the warmth she had been betrayed into, in speaking of him. She felt
that Edward stood very high in her opinion. She believed the regard to
be mutual; but she required greater certainty of it to make Marianne's
conviction of their attachment agreeable to her. She knew that what
Marianne and her mother conjectured one moment, they believed the
next--that with them, to wish was to hope, and to hope was to expect.
She tried to explain the real state of the case to her sister.
"I do not attempt to deny," said she,
"that I think very highly of him--that I greatly esteem, that I
like him."
Marianne here burst forth with indignation--
"Esteem him! Like him! Cold-hearted Elinor!
Oh! worse than cold-hearted! Ashamed of being otherwise. Use those words
again, and I will leave the room this moment."
Elinor could not help laughing. "Excuse
me," said she; "and be assured that I meant no offence to you,
by speaking, in so quiet a way, of my own feelings. Believe them to be
stronger than I have declared; believe them, in short, to be such as his
merit, and the suspicion--the hope of his affection for me may warrant,
without imprudence or folly. But farther than this you must not believe.
I am by no means assured of his regard for me. There are moments when
the extent of it seems doubtful; and till his sentiments are fully
known, you cannot wonder at my wishing to avoid any encouragement of my
own partiality, by believing or calling it more than it is. In my heart
I feel little--scarcely any doubt of his preference. But there are other
points to be considered besides his inclination. He is very far from
being independent. What his mother really is we cannot know; but, from
Fanny's occasional mention of her conduct and opinions, we have never
been disposed to think her amiable; and I am very much mistaken if
Edward is not himself aware that there would be many difficulties in his
way, if he were to wish to marry a woman who had not either a great
fortune or high rank."
Marianne was astonished to find how much the
imagination of her mother and herself had outstripped the truth.
"And you really are not engaged to him!"
said she. "Yet it certainly soon will happen. But two advantages
will proceed from this delay. I shall not lose you so soon, and Edward
will have greater opportunity of improving that natural taste for your
favourite pursuit which must be so indispensably necessary to your
future felicity. Oh! if he should be so far stimulated by your genius as
to learn to draw himself, how delightful it would be!"
Elinor had given her real opinion to her sister.
She could not consider her partiality for Edward in so prosperous a
state as Marianne had believed it. There was, at times, a want of
spirits about him which, if it did not denote indifference, spoke of
something almost as unpromising. A doubt of her regard, supposing him to
feel it, need not give him more than inquietude. It would not be likely
to produce that dejection of mind which frequently attended him. A more
reasonable cause might be found in the dependent situation which forbade
the indulgence of his affection. She knew that his mother neither
behaved to him so as to make his home comfortable at present, nor to
give him any assurance that he might form a home for himself, without
strictly attending to her views for his aggrandizement. With such a
knowledge as this, it was impossible for Elinor to feel easy on the
subject. She was far from depending on that result of his preference of
her, which her mother and sister still considered as certain. Nay, the
longer they were together the more doubtful seemed the nature of his
regard; and sometimes, for a few painful minutes, she believed it to be
no more than friendship.
But, whatever might really be its limits, it was
enough, when perceived by his sister, to make her uneasy, and at the
same time, (which was still more common,) to make her uncivil. She took
the first opportunity of affronting her mother-in-law on the occasion,
talking to her so expressively of her brother's great expectations, of
Mrs. Ferrars's resolution that both her sons should marry well, and of
the danger attending any young woman who attempted to DRAW HIM IN; that
Mrs. Dashwood could neither pretend to be unconscious, nor endeavor to
be calm. She gave her an answer which marked her contempt, and instantly
left the room, resolving that, whatever might be the inconvenience or
expense of so sudden a removal, her beloved Elinor should not be exposed
another week to such insinuations.
In this state of her spirits, a letter was
delivered to her from the post, which contained a proposal particularly
well timed. It was the offer of a small house, on very easy terms,
belonging to a relation of her own, a gentleman of consequence and
property in Devonshire. The letter was from this gentleman himself, and
written in the true spirit of friendly accommodation. He understood that
she was in need of a dwelling; and though the house he now offered her
was merely a cottage, he assured her that everything should be done to
it which she might think necessary, if the situation pleased her. He
earnestly pressed her, after giving the particulars of the house and
garden, to come with her daughters to Barton Park, the place of his own
residence, from whence she might judge, herself, whether Barton Cottage,
for the houses were in the same parish, could, by any alteration, be
made comfortable to her. He seemed really anxious to accommodate them
and the whole of his letter was written in so friendly a style as could
not fail of giving pleasure to his cousin; more especially at a moment
when she was suffering under the cold and unfeeling behaviour of her
nearer connections. She needed no time for deliberation or inquiry. Her
resolution was formed as she read. The situation of Barton, in a county
so far distant from Sussex as Devonshire, which, but a few hours before,
would have been a sufficient objection to outweigh every possible
advantage belonging to the place, was now its first recommendation. To
quit the neighbourhood of Norland was no longer an evil; it was an
object of desire; it was a blessing, in comparison of the misery of
continuing her daughter-in-law's guest; and to remove for ever from that
beloved place would be less painful than to inhabit or visit it while
such a woman was its mistress. She instantly wrote Sir John Middleton
her acknowledgment of his kindness, and her acceptance of his proposal;
and then hastened to shew both letters to her daughters, that she might
be secure of their approbation before her answer were sent.
Elinor had always thought it would be more prudent
for them to settle at some distance from Norland, than immediately
amongst their present acquaintance. On THAT head, therefore, it was not
for her to oppose her mother's intention of removing into Devonshire.
The house, too, as described by Sir John, was on so simple a scale, and
the rent so uncommonly moderate, as to leave her no right of objection
on either point; and, therefore, though it was not a plan which brought
any charm to her fancy, though it was a removal from the vicinity of
Norland beyond her wishes, she made no attempt to dissuade her mother
from sending a letter of acquiescence.
CHAPTER 5
No sooner was her answer dispatched, than Mrs.
Dashwood indulged herself in the pleasure of announcing to her
son-in-law and his wife that she was provided with a house, and should
incommode them no longer than till every thing were ready for her
inhabiting it. They heard her with surprise. Mrs. John Dashwood said
nothing; but her husband civilly hoped that she would not be settled far
from Norland. She had great satisfaction in replying that she was going
into Devonshire.--Edward turned hastily towards her, on hearing this,
and, in a voice of surprise and concern, which required no explanation
to her, repeated, "Devonshire! Are you, indeed, going there? So far
from hence! And to what part of it?" She explained the situation.
It was within four miles northward of Exeter.
"It is but a cottage," she continued,
"but I hope to see many of my friends in it. A room or two can
easily be added; and if my friends find no difficulty in travelling so
far to see me, I am sure I will find none in accommodating them."
She concluded with a very kind invitation to Mr.
and Mrs. John Dashwood to visit her at Barton; and to Edward she gave
one with still greater affection. Though her late conversation with her
daughter-in-law had made her resolve on remaining at Norland no longer
than was unavoidable, it had not produced the smallest effect on her in
that point to which it principally tended. To separate Edward and Elinor
was as far from being her object as ever; and she wished to show Mrs.
John Dashwood, by this pointed invitation to her brother, how totally
she disregarded her disapprobation of the match.
Mr. John Dashwood told his mother again and again
how exceedingly sorry he was that she had taken a house at such a
distance from Norland as to prevent his being of any service to her in
removing her furniture. He really felt conscientiously vexed on the
occasion; for the very exertion to which he had limited the performance
of his promise to his father was by this arrangement rendered
impracticable.-- The furniture was all sent around by water. It chiefly
consisted of household linen, plate, china, and books, with a handsome
pianoforte of Marianne's. Mrs. John Dashwood saw the packages depart
with a sigh: she could not help feeling it hard that as Mrs. Dashwood's
income would be so trifling in comparison with their own, she should
have any handsome article of furniture.
Mrs. Dashwood took the house for a twelvemonth; it
was ready furnished, and she might have immediate possession. No
difficulty arose on either side in the agreement; and she waited only
for the disposal of her effects at Norland, and to determine her future
household, before she set off for the west; and this, as she was
exceedingly rapid in the performance of everything that interested her,
was soon done.--The horses which were left her by her husband had been
sold soon after his death, and an opportunity now offering of disposing
of her carriage, she agreed to sell that likewise at the earnest advice
of her eldest daughter. For the comfort of her children, had she
consulted only her own wishes, she would have kept it; but the
discretion of Elinor prevailed. HER wisdom too limited the number of
their servants to three; two maids and a man, with whom they were
speedily provided from amongst those who had formed their establishment
at Norland.
The man and one of the maids were sent off
immediately into Devonshire, to prepare the house for their mistress's
arrival; for as Lady Middleton was entirely unknown to Mrs. Dashwood,
she preferred going directly to the cottage to being a visitor at Barton
Park; and she relied so undoubtingly on Sir John's description of the
house, as to feel no curiosity to examine it herself till she entered it
as her own. Her eagerness to be gone from Norland was preserved from
diminution by the evident satisfaction of her daughter-in-law in the
prospect of her removal; a satisfaction which was but feebly attempted
to be concealed under a cold invitation to her to defer her departure.
Now was the time when her son-in-law's promise to his father might with
particular propriety be fulfilled. Since he had neglected to do it on
first coming to the estate, their quitting his house might be looked on
as the most suitable period for its accomplishment. But Mrs. Dashwood
began shortly to give over every hope of the kind, and to be convinced,
from the general drift of his discourse, that his assistance extended no
farther than their maintenance for six months at Norland. He so
frequently talked of the increasing expenses of housekeeping, and of the
perpetual demands upon his purse, which a man of any consequence in the
world was beyond calculation exposed to, that he seemed rather to stand
in need of more money himself than to have any design of giving money
away.
In a very few weeks from the day which brought Sir
John Middleton's first letter to Norland, every thing was so far settled
in their future abode as to enable Mrs. Dashwood and her daughters to
begin their journey.
Many were the tears shed by them in their last
adieus to a place so much beloved. "Dear, dear Norland!" said
Marianne, as she wandered alone before the house, on the last evening of
their being there; "when shall I cease to regret you!--when learn
to feel a home elsewhere!--Oh! happy house, could you know what I suffer
in now viewing you from this spot, from whence perhaps I may view you no
more!--And you, ye well-known trees!--but you will continue the
same.--No leaf will decay because we are removed, nor any branch become
motionless although we can observe you no longer!--No; you will continue
the same; unconscious of the pleasure or the regret you occasion, and
insensible of any change in those who walk under your shade!--But who
will remain to enjoy you?"
CHAPTER 6
The first part of their journey was performed in
too melancholy a disposition to be otherwise than tedious and
unpleasant. But as they drew towards the end of it, their interest in
the appearance of a country which they were to inhabit overcame their
dejection, and a view of Barton Valley as they entered it gave them
cheerfulness. It was a pleasant fertile spot, well wooded, and rich in
pasture. After winding along it for more than a mile, they reached their
own house. A small green court was the whole of its demesne in front;
and a neat wicket gate admitted them into it.
As a house, Barton Cottage, though small, was
comfortable and compact; but as a cottage it was defective, for the
building was regular, the roof was tiled, the window shutters were not
painted green, nor were the walls covered with honeysuckles. A narrow
passage led directly through the house into the garden behind. On each
side of the entrance was a sitting room, about sixteen feet square; and
beyond them were the offices and the stairs. Four bed-rooms and two
garrets formed the rest of the house. It had not been built many years
and was in good repair. In comparison of Norland, it was poor and small
indeed!--but the tears which recollection called forth as they entered
the house were soon dried away. They were cheered by the joy of the
servants on their arrival, and each for the sake of the others resolved
to appear happy. It was very early in September; the season was fine,
and from first seeing the place under the advantage of good weather,
they received an impression in its favour which was of material service
in recommending it to their lasting approbation.
The situation of the house was good. High hills
rose immediately behind, and at no great distance on each side; some of
which were open downs, the others cultivated and woody. The village of
Barton was chiefly on one of these hills, and formed a pleasant view
from the cottage windows. The prospect in front was more extensive; it
commanded the whole of the valley, and reached into the country beyond.
The hills which surrounded the cottage terminated the valley in that
direction; under another name, and in another course, it branched out
again between two of the steepest of them.
With the size and furniture of the house Mrs.
Dashwood was upon the whole well satisfied; for though her former style
of life rendered many additions to the latter indispensable, yet to add
and improve was a delight to her; and she had at this time ready money
enough to supply all that was wanted of greater elegance to the
apartments. "As for the house itself, to be sure," said she,
"it is too small for our family, but we will make ourselves
tolerably comfortable for the present, as it is too late in the year for
improvements. Perhaps in the spring, if I have plenty of money, as I
dare say I shall, we may think about building. These parlors are both
too small for such parties of our friends as I hope to see often
collected here; and I have some thoughts of throwing the passage into
one of them with perhaps a part of the other, and so leave the remainder
of that other for an entrance; this, with a new drawing room which may
be easily added, and a bed-chamber and garret above, will make it a very
snug little cottage. I could wish the stairs were handsome. But one must
not expect every thing; though I suppose it would be no difficult matter
to widen them. I shall see how much I am before-hand with the world in
the spring, and we will plan our improvements accordingly."
In the mean time, till all these alterations could
be made from the savings of an income of five hundred a-year by a woman
who never saved in her life, they were wise enough to be contented with
the house as it was; and each of them was busy in arranging their
particular concerns, and endeavoring, by placing around them books and
other possessions, to form themselves a home. Marianne's pianoforte was
unpacked and properly disposed of; and Elinor's drawings were affixed to
the walls of their sitting room.
In such employments as these they were interrupted
soon after breakfast the next day by the entrance of their landlord, who
called to welcome them to Barton, and to offer them every accommodation
from his own house and garden in which theirs might at present be
deficient. Sir John Middleton was a good looking man about forty. He had
formerly visited at Stanhill, but it was too long for his young cousins
to remember him. His countenance was thoroughly good-humoured; and his
manners were as friendly as the style of his letter. Their arrival
seemed to afford him real satisfaction, and their comfort to be an
object of real solicitude to him. He said much of his earnest desire of
their living in the most sociable terms with his family, and pressed
them so cordially to dine at Barton Park every day till they were better
settled at home, that, though his entreaties were carried to a point of
perseverance beyond civility, they could not give offence. His kindness
was not confined to words; for within an hour after he left them, a
large basket full of garden stuff and fruit arrived from the park, which
was followed before the end of the day by a present of game. He
insisted, moreover, on conveying all their letters to and from the post
for them, and would not be denied the satisfaction of sending them his
newspaper every day.
Lady Middleton had sent a very civil message by
him, denoting her intention of waiting on Mrs. Dashwood as soon as she
could be assured that her visit would be no inconvenience; and as this
message was answered by an invitation equally polite, her ladyship was
introduced to them the next day.
They were, of course, very anxious to see a person
on whom so much of their comfort at Barton must depend; and the elegance
of her appearance was favourable to their wishes. Lady Middleton was not
more than six or seven and twenty; her face was handsome, her figure
tall and striking, and her address graceful. Her manners had all the
elegance which her husband's wanted. But they would have been improved
by some share of his frankness and warmth; and her visit was long enough
to detract something from their first admiration, by shewing that,
though perfectly well-bred, she was reserved, cold, and had nothing to
say for herself beyond the most common-place inquiry or remark.
Conversation however was not wanted, for Sir John
was very chatty, and Lady Middleton had taken the wise precaution of
bringing with her their eldest child, a fine little boy about six years
old, by which means there was one subject always to be recurred to by
the ladies in case of extremity, for they had to enquire his name and
age, admire his beauty, and ask him questions which his mother answered
for him, while he hung about her and held down his head, to the great
surprise of her ladyship, who wondered at his being so shy before
company, as he could make noise enough at home. On every formal visit a
child ought to be of the party, by way of provision for discourse. In
the present case it took up ten minutes to determine whether the boy
were most like his father or mother, and in what particular he resembled
either, for of course every body differed, and every body was astonished
at the opinion of the others.
An opportunity was soon to be given to the
Dashwoods of debating on the rest of the children, as Sir John would not
leave the house without securing their promise of dining at the park the
next day.
CHAPTER 7
Barton Park was about half a mile from the
cottage. The ladies had passed near it in their way along the valley,
but it was screened from their view at home by the projection of a hill.
The house was large and handsome; and the Middletons lived in a style of
equal hospitality and elegance. The former was for Sir John's
gratification, the latter for that of his lady. They were scarcely ever
without some friends staying with them in the house, and they kept more
company of every kind than any other family in the neighbourhood. It was
necessary to the happiness of both; for however dissimilar in temper and
outward behaviour, they strongly resembled each other in that total want
of talent and taste which confined their employments, unconnected with
such as society produced, within a very narrow compass. Sir John was a
sportsman, Lady Middleton a mother. He hunted and shot, and she humoured
her children; and these were their only resources. Lady Middleton had
the advantage of being able to spoil her children all the year round,
while Sir John's independent employments were in existence only half the
time. Continual engagements at home and abroad, however, supplied all
the deficiencies of nature and education; supported the good spirits of
Sir John, and gave exercise to the good breeding of his wife.
Lady Middleton piqued herself upon the elegance of
her table, and of all her domestic arrangements; and from this kind of
vanity was her greatest enjoyment in any of their parties. But Sir
John's satisfaction in society was much more real; he delighted in
collecting about him more young people than his house would hold, and
the noisier they were the better was he pleased. He was a blessing to
all the juvenile part of the neighbourhood, for in summer he was for
ever forming parties to eat cold ham and chicken out of doors, and in
winter his private balls were numerous enough for any young lady who was
not suffering under the unsatiable appetite of fifteen.
The arrival of a new family in the country was
always a matter of joy to him, and in every point of view he was charmed
with the inhabitants he had now procured for his cottage at Barton. The
Miss Dashwoods were young, pretty, and unaffected. It was enough to
secure his good opinion; for to be unaffected was all that a pretty girl
could want to make her mind as captivating as her person. The
friendliness of his disposition made him happy in accommodating those,
whose situation might be considered, in comparison with the past, as
unfortunate. In showing kindness to his cousins therefore he had the
real satisfaction of a good heart; and in settling a family of females
only in his cottage, he had all the satisfaction of a sportsman; for a
sportsman, though he esteems only those of his sex who are sportsmen
likewise, is not often desirous of encouraging their taste by admitting
them to a residence within his own manor.
Mrs. Dashwood and her daughters were met at the
door of the house by Sir John, who welcomed them to Barton Park with
unaffected sincerity; and as he attended them to the drawing room
repeated to the young ladies the concern which the same subject had
drawn from him the day before, at being unable to get any smart young
men to meet them. They would see, he said, only one gentleman there
besides himself; a particular friend who was staying at the park, but
who was neither very young nor very gay. He hoped they would all excuse
the smallness of the party, and could assure them it should never happen
so again. He had been to several families that morning in hopes of
procuring some addition to their number, but it was moonlight and every
body was full of engagements. Luckily Lady Middleton's mother had
arrived at Barton within the last hour, and as she was a very cheerful
agreeable woman, he hoped the young ladies would not find it so very
dull as they might imagine. The young ladies, as well as their mother,
were perfectly satisfied with having two entire strangers of the party,
and wished for no more.
Mrs. Jennings, Lady Middleton's mother, was a
good-humoured, merry, fat, elderly woman, who talked a great deal,
seemed very happy, and rather vulgar. She was full of jokes and
laughter, and before dinner was over had said many witty things on the
subject of lovers and husbands; hoped they had not left their hearts
behind them in Sussex, and pretended to see them blush whether they did
or not. Marianne was vexed at it for her sister's sake, and turned her
eyes towards Elinor to see how she bore these attacks, with an
earnestness which gave Elinor far more pain than could arise from such
common-place raillery as Mrs. Jennings's.
Colonel Brandon, the friend of Sir John, seemed no
more adapted by resemblance of manner to be his friend, than Lady
Middleton was to be his wife, or Mrs. Jennings to be Lady Middleton's
mother. He was silent and grave. His appearance however was not
unpleasing, in spite of his being in the opinion of Marianne and
Margaret an absolute old bachelor, for he was on the wrong side of five
and thirty; but though his face was not handsome, his countenance was
sensible, and his address was particularly gentlemanlike.
There was nothing in any of the party which could
recommend them as companions to the Dashwoods; but the cold insipidity
of Lady Middleton was so particularly repulsive, that in comparison of
it the gravity of Colonel Brandon, and even the boisterous mirth of Sir
John and his mother-in-law was interesting. Lady Middleton seemed to be
roused to enjoyment only by the entrance of her four noisy children
after dinner, who pulled her about, tore her clothes, and put an end to
every kind of discourse except what related to themselves.
In the evening, as Marianne was discovered to be
musical, she was invited to play. The instrument was unlocked, every
body prepared to be charmed, and Marianne, who sang very well, at their
request went through the chief of the songs which Lady Middleton had
brought into the family on her marriage, and which perhaps had lain ever
since in the same position on the pianoforte, for her ladyship had
celebrated that event by giving up music, although by her mother's
account, she had played extremely well, and by her own was very fond of
it.
Marianne's performance was highly applauded. Sir
John was loud in his admiration at the end of every song, and as loud in
his conversation with the others while every song lasted. Lady Middleton
frequently called him to order, wondered how any one's attention could
be diverted from music for a moment, and asked Marianne to sing a
particular song which Marianne had just finished. Colonel Brandon alone,
of all the party, heard her without being in raptures. He paid her only
the compliment of attention; and she felt a respect for him on the
occasion, which the others had reasonably forfeited by their shameless
want of taste. His pleasure in music, though it amounted not to that
ecstatic delight which alone could sympathize with her own, was
estimable when contrasted against the horrible insensibility of the
others; and she was reasonable enough to allow that a man of five and
thirty might well have outlived all acuteness of feeling and every
exquisite power of enjoyment. She was perfectly disposed to make every
allowance for the colonel's advanced state of life which humanity
required.
CHAPTER 8
Mrs. Jennings was a widow with an ample jointure.
She had only two daughters, both of whom she had lived to see
respectably married, and she had now therefore nothing to do but to
marry all the rest of the world. In the promotion of this object she was
zealously active, as far as her ability reached; and missed no
opportunity of projecting weddings among all the young people of her
acquaintance. She was remarkably quick in the discovery of attachments,
and had enjoyed the advantage of raising the blushes and the vanity of
many a young lady by insinuations of her power over such a young man;
and this kind of discernment enabled her soon after her arrival at
Barton decisively to pronounce that Colonel Brandon was very much in
love with Marianne Dashwood. She rather suspected it to be so, on the
very first evening of their being together, from his listening so
attentively while she sang to them; and when the visit was returned by
the Middletons' dining at the cottage, the fact was ascertained by his
listening to her again. It must be so. She was perfectly convinced of
it. It would be an excellent match, for HE was rich, and SHE was
handsome. Mrs. Jennings had been anxious to see Colonel Brandon well
married, ever since her connection with Sir John first brought him to
her knowledge; and she was always anxious to get a good husband for
every pretty girl.
The immediate advantage to herself was by no means
inconsiderable, for it supplied her with endless jokes against them
both. At the park she laughed at the colonel, and in the cottage at
Marianne. To the former her raillery was probably, as far as it regarded
only himself, perfectly indifferent; but to the latter it was at first
incomprehensible; and when its object was understood, she hardly knew
whether most to laugh at its absurdity, or censure its impertinence, for
she considered it as an unfeeling reflection on the colonel's advanced
years, and on his forlorn condition as an old bachelor.
Mrs. Dashwood, who could not think a man five
years younger than herself, so exceedingly ancient as he appeared to the
youthful fancy of her daughter, ventured to clear Mrs. Jennings from the
probability of wishing to throw ridicule on his age.
"But at least, Mamma, you cannot deny the
absurdity of the accusation, though you may not think it intentionally
ill-natured. Colonel Brandon is certainly younger than Mrs. Jennings,
but he is old enough to be MY father; and if he were ever animated
enough to be in love, must have long outlived every sensation of the
kind. It is too ridiculous! When is a man to be safe from such wit, if
age and infirmity will not protect him?"
"Infirmity!" said Elinor, "do you
call Colonel Brandon infirm? I can easily suppose that his age may
appear much greater to you than to my mother; but you can hardly deceive
yourself as to his having the use of his limbs!"
"Did not you hear him complain of the
rheumatism? and is not that the commonest infirmity of declining
life?"
"My dearest child," said her mother,
laughing, "at this rate you must be in continual terror of MY
decay; and it must seem to you a miracle that my life has been extended
to the advanced age of forty."
"Mamma, you are not doing me justice. I know
very well that Colonel Brandon is not old enough to make his friends yet
apprehensive of losing him in the course of nature. He may live twenty
years longer. But thirty-five has nothing to do with matrimony."
"Perhaps," said Elinor,
"thirty-five and seventeen had better not have any thing to do with
matrimony together. But if there should by any chance happen to be a
woman who is single at seven and twenty, I should not think Colonel
Brandon's being thirty-five any objection to his marrying HER."
"A woman of seven and twenty," said
Marianne, after pausing a moment, "can never hope to feel or
inspire affection again, and if her home be uncomfortable, or her
fortune small, I can suppose that she might bring herself to submit to
the offices of a nurse, for the sake of the provision and security of a
wife. In his marrying such a woman therefore there would be nothing
unsuitable. It would be a compact of convenience, and the world would be
satisfied. In my eyes it would be no marriage at all, but that would be
nothing. To me it would seem only a commercial exchange, in which each
wished to be benefited at the expense of the other."
"It would be impossible, I know,"
replied Elinor, "to convince you that a woman of seven and twenty
could feel for a man of thirty-five anything near enough to love, to
make him a desirable companion to her. But I must object to your dooming
Colonel Brandon and his wife to the constant confinement of a sick
chamber, merely because he chanced to complain yesterday (a very cold
damp day) of a slight rheumatic feel in one of his shoulders."
"But he talked of flannel waistcoats,"
said Marianne; "and with me a flannel waistcoat is invariably
connected with aches, cramps, rheumatisms, and every species of ailment
that can afflict the old and the feeble."
"Had he been only in a violent fever, you
would not have despised him half so much. Confess, Marianne, is not
there something interesting to you in the flushed cheek, hollow eye, and
quick pulse of a fever?"
Soon after this, upon Elinor's leaving the room,
"Mamma," said Marianne, "I have an alarm on the subject
of illness which I cannot conceal from you. I am sure Edward Ferrars is
not well. We have now been here almost a fortnight, and yet he does not
come. Nothing but real indisposition could occasion this extraordinary
delay. What else can detain him at Norland?"
"Had you any idea of his coming so
soon?" said Mrs. Dashwood. "I had none. On the contrary, if I
have felt any anxiety at all on the subject, it has been in recollecting
that he sometimes showed a want of pleasure and readiness in accepting
my invitation, when I talked of his coming to Barton. Does Elinor expect
him already?"
"I have never mentioned it to her, but of
course she must."
"I rather think you are mistaken, for when I
was talking to her yesterday of getting a new grate for the spare
bedchamber, she observed that there was no immediate hurry for it, as it
was not likely that the room would be wanted for some time."
"How strange this is! what can be the meaning
of it! But the whole of their behaviour to each other has been
unaccountable! How cold, how composed were their last adieus! How
languid their conversation the last evening of their being together! In
Edward's farewell there was no distinction between Elinor and me: it was
the good wishes of an affectionate brother to both. Twice did I leave
them purposely together in the course of the last morning, and each time
did he most unaccountably follow me out of the room. And Elinor, in
quitting Norland and Edward, cried not as I did. Even now her
self-command is invariable. When is she dejected or melancholy? When
does she try to avoid society, or appear restless and dissatisfied in
it?"
CHAPTER 9
The Dashwoods were now settled at Barton with
tolerable comfort to themselves. The house and the garden, with all the
objects surrounding them, were now become familiar, and the ordinary
pursuits which had given to Norland half its charms were engaged in
again with far greater enjoyment than Norland had been able to afford,
since the loss of their father. Sir John Middleton, who called on them
every day for the first fortnight, and who was not in the habit of
seeing much occupation at home, could not conceal his amazement on
finding them always employed.
Their visitors, except those from Barton Park,
were not many; for, in spite of Sir John's urgent entreaties that they
would mix more in the neighbourhood, and repeated assurances of his
carriage being always at their service, the independence of Mrs.
Dashwood's spirit overcame the wish of society for her children; and she
was resolute in declining to visit any family beyond the distance of a
walk. There were but few who could be so classed; and it was not all of
them that were attainable. About a mile and a half from the cottage,
along the narrow winding valley of Allenham, which issued from that of
Barton, as formerly described, the girls had, in one of their earliest
walks, discovered an ancient respectable looking mansion which, by
reminding them a little of Norland, interested their imagination and
made them wish to be better acquainted with it. But they learnt, on
enquiry, that its possessor, an elderly lady of very good character, was
unfortunately too infirm to mix with the world, and never stirred from
home.
The whole country about them abounded in beautiful
walks. The high downs which invited them from almost every window of the
cottage to seek the exquisite enjoyment of air on their summits, were a
happy alternative when the dirt of the valleys beneath shut up their
superior beauties; and towards one of these hills did Marianne and
Margaret one memorable morning direct their steps, attracted by the
partial sunshine of a showery sky, and unable longer to bear the
confinement which the settled rain of the two preceding days had
occasioned. The weather was not tempting enough to draw the two others
from their pencil and their book, in spite of Marianne's declaration
that the day would be lastingly fair, and that every threatening cloud
would be drawn off from their hills; and the two girls set off together.
They gaily ascended the downs, rejoicing in their
own penetration at every glimpse of blue sky; and when they caught in
their faces the animating gales of a high south-westerly wind, they
pitied the fears which had prevented their mother and Elinor from
sharing such delightful sensations.
"Is there a felicity in the world," said
Marianne, "superior to this?--Margaret, we will walk here at least
two hours."
Margaret agreed, and they pursued their way
against the wind, resisting it with laughing delight for about twenty
minutes longer, when suddenly the clouds united over their heads, and a
driving rain set full in their face.-- Chagrined and surprised, they
were obliged, though unwillingly, to turn back, for no shelter was
nearer than their own house. One consolation however remained for them,
to which the exigence of the moment gave more than usual propriety; it
was that of running with all possible speed down the steep side of the
hill which led immediately to their garden gate.
They set off. Marianne had at first the advantage,
but a false step brought her suddenly to the ground; and Margaret,
unable to stop herself to assist her, was involuntarily hurried along,
and reached the bottom in safety.
A gentleman carrying a gun, with two pointers
playing round him, was passing up the hill and within a few yards of
Marianne, when her accident happened. He put down his gun and ran to her
assistance. She had raised herself from the ground, but her foot had
been twisted in her fall, and she was scarcely able to stand. The
gentleman offered his services; and perceiving that her modesty declined
what her situation rendered necessary, took her up in his arms without
farther delay, and carried her down the hill. Then passing through the
garden, the gate of which had been left open by Margaret, he bore her
directly into the house, whither Margaret was just arrived, and quitted
not his hold till he had seated her in a chair in the parlour.
Elinor and her mother rose up in amazement at
their entrance, and while the eyes of both were fixed on him with an
evident wonder and a secret admiration which equally sprung from his
appearance, he apologized for his intrusion by relating its cause, in a
manner so frank and so graceful that his person, which was uncommonly
handsome, received additional charms from his voice and expression. Had
he been even old, ugly, and vulgar, the gratitude and kindness of Mrs.
Dashwood would have been secured by any act of attention to her child;
but the influence of youth, beauty, and elegance, gave an interest to
the action which came home to her feelings.
She thanked him again and again; and, with a
sweetness of address which always attended her, invited him to be
seated. But this he declined, as he was dirty and wet. Mrs. Dashwood
then begged to know to whom she was obliged. His name, he replied, was
Willoughby, and his present home was at Allenham, from whence he hoped
she would allow him the honour of calling tomorrow to enquire after Miss
Dashwood. The honour was readily granted, and he then departed, to make
himself still more interesting, in the midst of a heavy rain.
His manly beauty and more than common gracefulness
were instantly the theme of general admiration, and the laugh which his
gallantry raised against Marianne received particular spirit from his
exterior attractions.-- Marianne herself had seen less of his person
that the rest, for the confusion which crimsoned over her face, on his
lifting her up, had robbed her of the power of regarding him after their
entering the house. But she had seen enough of him to join in all the
admiration of the others, and with an energy which always adorned her
praise. His person and air were equal to what her fancy had ever drawn
for the hero of a favourite story; and in his carrying her into the
house with so little previous formality, there was a rapidity of thought
which particularly recommended the action to her. Every circumstance
belonging to him was interesting. His name was good, his residence was
in their favourite village, and she soon found out that of all manly
dresses a shooting-jacket was the most becoming. Her imagination was
busy, her reflections were pleasant, and the pain of a sprained ankle
was disregarded.
Sir John called on them as soon as the next
interval of fair weather that morning allowed him to get out of doors;
and Marianne's accident being related to him, he was eagerly asked
whether he knew any gentleman of the name of Willoughby at Allenham.
"Willoughby!" cried Sir John;
"what, is HE in the country? That is good news however; I will ride
over tomorrow, and ask him to dinner on Thursday."
"You know him then," said Mrs. Dashwood.
"Know him! to be sure I do. Why, he is down
here every year."
"And what sort of a young man is he?"
"As good a kind of fellow as ever lived, I
assure you. A very decent shot, and there is not a bolder rider in
England."
"And is that all you can say for him?"
cried Marianne, indignantly. "But what are his manners on more
intimate acquaintance? What his pursuits, his talents, and genius?"
Sir John was rather puzzled.
"Upon my soul," said he, "I do not
know much about him as to all THAT. But he is a pleasant, good humoured
fellow, and has got the nicest little black bitch of a pointer I ever
saw. Was she out with him today?"
But Marianne could no more satisfy him as to the
colour of Mr. Willoughby's pointer, than he could describe to her the
shades of his mind.
"But who is he?" said Elinor.
"Where does he come from? Has he a house at Allenham?"
On this point Sir John could give more certain
intelligence; and he told them that Mr. Willoughby had no property of
his own in the country; that he resided there only while he was visiting
the old lady at Allenham Court, to whom he was related, and whose
possessions he was to inherit; adding, "Yes, yes, he is very well
worth catching I can tell you, Miss Dashwood; he has a pretty little
estate of his own in Somersetshire besides; and if I were you, I would
not give him up to my younger sister, in spite of all this tumbling down
hills. Miss Marianne must not expect to have all the men to herself.
Brandon will be jealous, if she does not take care."
"I do not believe," said Mrs. Dashwood,
with a good humoured smile, "that Mr. Willoughby will be incommoded
by the attempts of either of MY daughters towards what you call CATCHING
him. It is not an employment to which they have been brought up. Men are
very safe with us, let them be ever so rich. I am glad to find, however,
from what you say, that he is a respectable young man, and one whose
acquaintance will not be ineligible."
"He is as good a sort of fellow, I believe,
as ever lived," repeated Sir John. "I remember last Christmas
at a little hop at the park, he danced from eight o'clock till four,
without once sitting down."
"Did he indeed?" cried Marianne with
sparkling eyes, "and with elegance, with spirit?"
"Yes; and he was up again at eight to ride to
covert."
"That is what I like; that is what a young
man ought to be. Whatever be his pursuits, his eagerness in them should
know no moderation, and leave him no sense of fatigue."
"Aye, aye, I see how it will be," said
Sir John, "I see how it will be. You will be setting your cap at
him now, and never think of poor Brandon."
"That is an expression, Sir John," said
Marianne, warmly, "which I particularly dislike. I abhor every
common-place phrase by which wit is intended; and 'setting one's cap at
a man,' or 'making a conquest,' are the most odious of all. Their
tendency is gross and illiberal; and if their construction could ever be
deemed clever, time has long ago destroyed all its ingenuity."
Sir John did not much understand this reproof; but
he laughed as heartily as if he did, and then replied,
"Ay, you will make conquests enough, I dare
say, one way or other. Poor Brandon! he is quite smitten already, and he
is very well worth setting your cap at, I can tell you, in spite of all
this tumbling about and spraining of ankles."
CHAPTER 10
Marianne's preserver, as Margaret, with more
elegance than precision, styled Willoughby, called at the cottage early
the next morning to make his personal enquiries. He was received by Mrs.
Dashwood with more than politeness; with a kindness which Sir John's
account of him and her own gratitude prompted; and every thing that
passed during the visit tended to assure him of the sense, elegance,
mutual affection, and domestic comfort of the family to whom accident
had now introduced him. Of their personal charms he had not required a
second interview to be convinced.
Miss Dashwood had a delicate complexion, regular
features, and a remarkably pretty figure. Marianne was still handsomer.
Her form, though not so correct as her sister's, in having the advantage
of height, was more striking; and her face was so lovely, that when in
the common cant of praise, she was called a beautiful girl, truth was
less violently outraged than usually happens. Her skin was very brown,
but, from its transparency, her complexion was uncommonly brilliant; her
features were all good; her smile was sweet and attractive; and in her
eyes, which were very dark, there was a life, a spirit, an eagerness,
which could hardily be seen without delight. From Willoughby their
expression was at first held back, by the embarrassment which the
remembrance of his assistance created. But when this passed away, when
her spirits became collected, when she saw that to the perfect
good-breeding of the gentleman, he united frankness and vivacity, and
above all, when she heard him declare, that of music and dancing he was
passionately fond, she gave him such a look of approbation as secured
the largest share of his discourse to herself for the rest of his stay.
It was only necessary to mention any favourite
amusement to engage her to talk. She could not be silent when such
points were introduced, and she had neither shyness nor reserve in their
discussion. They speedily discovered that their enjoyment of dancing and
music was mutual, and that it arose from a general conformity of
judgment in all that related to either. Encouraged by this to a further
examination of his opinions, she proceeded to question him on the
subject of books; her favourite authors were brought forward and dwelt
upon with so rapturous a delight, that any young man of five and twenty
must have been insensible indeed, not to become an immediate convert to
the excellence of such works, however disregarded before. Their taste
was strikingly alike. The same books, the same passages were idolized by
each-- or if any difference appeared, any objection arose, it lasted no
longer than till the force of her arguments and the brightness of her
eyes could be displayed. He acquiesced in all her decisions, caught all
her enthusiasm; and long before his visit concluded, they conversed with
the familiarity of a long-established acquaintance.
"Well, Marianne," said Elinor, as soon
as he had left them, "for ONE morning I think you have done pretty
well. You have already ascertained Mr. Willoughby's opinion in almost
every matter of importance. You know what he thinks of Cowper and Scott;
you are certain of his estimating their beauties as he ought, and you
have received every assurance of his admiring Pope no more than is
proper. But how is your acquaintance to be long supported, under such
extraordinary despatch of every subject for discourse? You will soon
have exhausted each favourite topic. Another meeting will suffice to
explain his sentiments on picturesque beauty, and second marriages, and
then you can have nothing farther to ask."--
"Elinor," cried Marianne, "is this
fair? is this just? are my ideas so scanty? But I see what you mean. I
have been too much at my ease, too happy, too frank. I have erred
against every common-place notion of decorum; I have been open and
sincere where I ought to have been reserved, spiritless, dull, and
deceitful--had I talked only of the weather and the roads, and had I
spoken only once in ten minutes, this reproach would have been
spared."
"My love," said her mother, "you
must not be offended with Elinor--she was only in jest. I should scold
her myself, if she were capable of wishing to check the delight of your
conversation with our new friend."-- Marianne was softened in a
moment.
Willoughby, on his side, gave every proof of his
pleasure in their acquaintance, which an evident wish of improving it
could offer. He came to them every day. To enquire after Marianne was at
first his excuse; but the encouragement of his reception, to which every
day gave greater kindness, made such an excuse unnecessary before it had
ceased to be possible, by Marianne's perfect recovery. She was confined
for some days to the house; but never had any confinement been less
irksome. Willoughby was a young man of good abilities, quick
imagination, lively spirits, and open, affectionate manners. He was
exactly formed to engage Marianne's heart, for with all this, he joined
not only a captivating person, but a natural ardour of mind which was
now roused and increased by the example of her own, and which
recommended him to her affection beyond every thing else.
His society became gradually her most exquisite
enjoyment. They read, they talked, they sang together; his musical
talents were considerable; and he read with all the sensibility and
spirit which Edward had unfortunately wanted.
In Mrs. Dashwood's estimation he was as faultless
as in Marianne's; and Elinor saw nothing to censure in him but a
propensity, in which he strongly resembled and peculiarly delighted her
sister, of saying too much what he thought on every occasion, without
attention to persons or circumstances. In hastily forming and giving his
opinion of other people, in sacrificing general politeness to the
enjoyment of undivided attention where his heart was engaged, and in
slighting too easily the forms of worldly propriety, he displayed a want
of caution which Elinor could not approve, in spite of all that he and
Marianne could say in its support.
Marianne began now to perceive that the
desperation which had seized her at sixteen and a half, of ever seeing a
man who could satisfy her ideas of perfection, had been rash and
unjustifiable. Willoughby was all that her fancy had delineated in that
unhappy hour and in every brighter period, as capable of attaching her;
and his behaviour declared his wishes to be in that respect as earnest,
as his abilities were strong.
Her mother too, in whose mind not one speculative
thought of their marriage had been raised, by his prospect of riches,
was led before the end of a week to hope and expect it; and secretly to
congratulate herself on having gained two such sons-in-law as Edward and
Willoughby.
Colonel Brandon's partiality for Marianne, which
had so early been discovered by his friends, now first became
perceptible to Elinor, when it ceased to be noticed by them. Their
attention and wit were drawn off to his more fortunate rival; and the
raillery which the other had incurred before any partiality arose, was
removed when his feelings began really to call for the ridicule so
justly annexed to sensibility. Elinor was obliged, though unwillingly,
to believe that the sentiments which Mrs. Jennings had assigned him for
her own satisfaction, were now actually excited by her sister; and that
however a general resemblance of disposition between the parties might
forward the affection of Mr. Willoughby, an equally striking opposition
of character was no hindrance to the regard of Colonel Brandon. She saw
it with concern; for what could a silent man of five and thirty hope,
when opposed to a very lively one of five and twenty? and as she could
not even wish him successful, she heartily wished him indifferent. She
liked him--in spite of his gravity and reserve, she beheld in him an
object of interest. His manners, though serious, were mild; and his
reserve appeared rather the result of some oppression of spirits than of
any natural gloominess of temper. Sir John had dropped hints of past
injuries and disappointments, which justified her belief of his being an
unfortunate man, and she regarded him with respect and compassion.
Perhaps she pitied and esteemed him the more
because he was slighted by Willoughby and Marianne, who, prejudiced
against him for being neither lively nor young, seemed resolved to
undervalue his merits.
"Brandon is just the kind of man," said
Willoughby one day, when they were talking of him together, "whom
every body speaks well of, and nobody cares about; whom all are
delighted to see, and nobody remembers to talk to."
"That is exactly what I think of him,"
cried Marianne.
"Do not boast of it, however," said
Elinor, "for it is injustice in both of you. He is highly esteemed
by all the family at the park, and I never see him myself without taking
pains to converse with him."
"That he is patronised by YOU," replied
Willoughby, "is certainly in his favour; but as for the esteem of
the others, it is a reproach in itself. Who would submit to the
indignity of being approved by such a woman as Lady Middleton and Mrs.
Jennings, that could command the indifference of any body else?"
"But perhaps the abuse of such people as
yourself and Marianne will make amends for the regard of Lady Middleton
and her mother. If their praise is censure, your censure may be praise,
for they are not more undiscerning, than you are prejudiced and
unjust."
"In defence of your protege you can even be
saucy."
"My protege, as you call him, is a sensible
man; and sense will always have attractions for me. Yes, Marianne, even
in a man between thirty and forty. He has seen a great deal of the
world; has been abroad, has read, and has a thinking mind. I have found
him capable of giving me much information on various subjects; and he
has always answered my inquiries with readiness of good-breeding and
good nature."
"That is to say," cried Marianne
contemptuously, "he has told you, that in the East Indies the
climate is hot, and the mosquitoes are troublesome."
"He WOULD have told me so, I doubt not, had I
made any such inquiries, but they happened to be points on which I had
been previously informed."
"Perhaps," said Willoughby, "his
observations may have extended to the existence of nabobs, gold mohrs,
and palanquins."
"I may venture to say that HIS observations
have stretched much further than your candour. But why should you
dislike him?"
"I do not dislike him. I consider him, on the
contrary, as a very respectable man, who has every body's good word, and
nobody's notice; who, has more money than he can spend, more time than
he knows how to employ, and two new coats every year."
"Add to which," cried Marianne,
"that he has neither genius, taste, nor spirit. That his
understanding has no brilliancy, his feelings no ardour, and his voice
no expression."
"You decide on his imperfections so much in
the mass," replied Elinor, "and so much on the strength of
your own imagination, that the commendation I am able to give of him is
comparatively cold and insipid. I can only pronounce him to be a
sensible man, well-bred, well-informed, of gentle address, an |