|
A Little Princess
by Frances Hodgson Burnett
A LITTLE PRINCESS
Summary: Sara Crewe, a pupil at Miss Minchin's
London school, is left in poverty when her father dies, but is later
rescued by a mysterious benefactor.
CONTENTS
1. Sara 2. A French Lesson 3. Ermengarde 4. Lottie
5. Becky 6. The Diamond Mines 7. The Diamond Mines Again 8. In the Attic
9. Melchisedec 10. The Indian Gentleman 11. Ram Dass 12. The Other Side
of the Wall 13. One of the Populace 14. What Melchisedec Heard and Saw
15. The Magic 16. The Visitor 17. "It Is the Child" 18.
"I Tried Not to Be" 19. Anne
A Little Princess
1
Sara
Once on a dark winter's day, when the yellow fog
hung so thick and heavy in the streets of London that the lamps were
lighted and the shop windows blazed with gas as they do at night, an
odd- looking little girl sat in a cab with her father and was driven
rather slowly through the big thoroughfares.
She sat with her feet tucked under her, and leaned
against her father, who held her in his arm, as she stared out of the
window at the passing people with a queer old-fashioned thoughtfulness
in her big eyes.
She was such a little girl that one did not expect
to see such a look on her small face. It would have been an old look for
a child of twelve, and Sara Crewe was only seven. The fact was, however,
that she was always dreaming and thinking odd things and could not
herself remember any time when she had not been thinking things about
grown-up people and the world they belonged to. She felt as if she had
lived a long, long time.
At this moment she was remembering the voyage she
had just made from Bombay with her father, Captain Crewe. She was
thinking of the big ship, of the Lascars passing silently to and fro on
it, of the children playing about on the hot deck, and of some young
officers' wives who used to try to make her talk to them and laugh at
the things she said.
Principally, she was thinking of what a queer
thing it was that at one time one was in India in the blazing sun, and
then in the middle of the ocean, and then driving in a strange vehicle
through strange streets where the day was as dark as the night. She
found this so puzzling that she moved closer to her father.
"Papa," she said in a low, mysterious
little voice which was almost a whisper, "papa."
"What is it, darling?" Captain Crewe
answered, holding her closer and looking down into her face. "What
is Sara thinking of?"
"Is this the place?" Sara whispered,
cuddling still closer to him. "Is it, papa?"
"Yes, little Sara, it is. We have reached it
at last." And though she was only seven years old, she knew that he
felt sad when he said it.
It seemed to her many years since he had begun to
prepare her mind for "the place," as she always called it. Her
mother had died when she was born, so she had never known or missed her.
Her young, handsome, rich, petting father seemed to be the only relation
she had in the world. They had always played together and been fond of
each other. She only knew he was rich because she had heard people say
so when they thought she was not listening, and she had also heard them
say that when she grew up she would be rich, too. She did not know all
that being rich meant. She had always lived in a beautiful bungalow, and
had been used to seeing many servants who made salaams to her and called
her "Missee Sahib," and gave her her own way in everything.
She had had toys and pets and an ayah who worshipped her, and she had
gradually learned that people who were rich had these things. That,
however, was all she knew about it.
During her short life only one thing had troubled
her, and that thing was "the place" she was to be taken to
some day. The climate of India was very bad for children, and as soon as
possible they were sent away from it--generally to England and to
school. She had seen other children go away, and had heard their fathers
and mothers talk about the letters they received from them. She had
known that she would be obliged to go also, and though sometimes her
father's stories of the voyage and the new country had attracted her,
she had been troubled by the thought that he could not stay with her.
"Couldn't you go to that place with me,
papa?" she had asked when she was five years old. "Couldn't
you go to school, too? I would help you with your lessons."
"But you will not have to stay for a very
long time, little Sara," he had always said. "You will go to a
nice house where there will be a lot of little girls, and you will play
together, and I will send you plenty of books, and you will grow so fast
that it will seem scarcely a year before you are big enough and clever
enough to come back and take care of papa."
She had liked to think of that. To keep the house
for her father; to ride with him, and sit at the head of his table when
he had dinner parties; to talk to him and read his books--that would be
what she would like most in the world, and if one must go away to
"the place" in England to attain it, she must make up her mind
to go. She did not care very much for other little girls, but if she had
plenty of books she could console herself. She liked books more than
anything else, and was, in fact, always inventing stories of beautiful
things and telling them to herself. Sometimes she had told them to her
father, and he had liked them as much as she did.
"Well, papa," she said softly, "if
we are here I suppose we must be resigned."
He laughed at her old-fashioned speech and kissed
her. He was really not at all resigned himself, though he knew he must
keep that a secret. His quaint little Sara had been a great companion to
him, and he felt he should be a lonely fellow when, on his return to
India, he went into his bungalow knowing he need not expect to see the
small figure in its white frock come forward to meet him. So he held her
very closely in his arms as the cab rolled into the big, dull square in
which stood the house which was their destination.
It was a big, dull, brick house, exactly like all
the others in its row, but that on the front door there shone a brass
plate on which was engraved in black letters:
MISS MINCHIN,
Select Seminary for Young Ladies.
"Here we are, Sara," said Captain Crewe,
making his voice sound as cheerful as possible. Then he lifted her out
of the cab and they mounted the steps and rang the bell. Sara often
thought afterward that the house was somehow exactly like Miss Minchin.
It was respectable and well furnished, but everything in it was ugly;
and the very armchairs seemed to have hard bones in them. In the hall
everything was hard and polished--even the red cheeks of the moon face
on the tall clock in the corner had a severe varnished look. The drawing
room into which they were ushered was covered by a carpet with a square
pattern upon it, the chairs were square, and a heavy marble timepiece
stood upon the heavy marble mantel.
As she sat down in one of the stiff mahogany
chairs, Sara cast one of her quick looks about her.
"I don't like it, papa," she said.
"But then I dare say soldiers-- even brave ones--don't really LIKE
going into battle."
Captain Crewe laughed outright at this. He was
young and full of fun, and he never tired of hearing Sara's queer
speeches.
"Oh, little Sara," he said. "What
shall I do when I have no one to say solemn things to me? No one else is
as solemn as you are."
"But why do solemn things make you laugh
so?" inquired Sara.
"Because you are such fun when you say
them," he answered, laughing still more. And then suddenly he swept
her into his arms and kissed her very hard, stopping laughing all at
once and looking almost as if tears had come into his eyes.
It was just then that Miss Minchin entered the
room. She was very like her house, Sara felt: tall and dull, and
respectable and ugly. She had large, cold, fishy eyes, and a large,
cold, fishy smile. It spread itself into a very large smile when she saw
Sara and Captain Crewe. She had heard a great many desirable things of
the young soldier from the lady who had recommended her school to him.
Among other things, she had heard that he was a rich father who was
willing to spend a great deal of money on his little daughter.
"It will be a great privilege to have charge
of such a beautiful and promising child, Captain Crewe," she said,
taking Sara's hand and stroking it. "Lady Meredith has told me of
her unusual cleverness. A clever child is a great treasure in an
establishment like mine."
Sara stood quietly, with her eyes fixed upon Miss
Minchin's face. She was thinking something odd, as usual.
"Why does she say I am a beautiful
child?" she was thinking. "I am not beautiful at all. Colonel
Grange's little girl, Isobel, is beautiful. She has dimples and
rose-colored cheeks, and long hair the color of gold. I have short black
hair and green eyes; besides which, I am a thin child and not fair in
the least. I am one of the ugliest children I ever saw. She is beginning
by telling a story."
She was mistaken, however, in thinking she was an
ugly child. She was not in the least like Isobel Grange, who had been
the beauty of the regiment, but she had an odd charm of her own. She was
a slim, supple creature, rather tall for her age, and had an intense,
attractive little face. Her hair was heavy and quite black and only
curled at the tips; her eyes were greenish gray, it is true, but they
were big, wonderful eyes with long, black lashes, and though she herself
did not like the color of them, many other people did. Still she was
very firm in her belief that she was an ugly little girl, and she was
not at all elated by Miss Minchin's flattery.
"I should be telling a story if I said she
was beautiful," she thought; "and I should know I was telling
a story. I believe I am as ugly as she is--in my way. What did she say
that for?"
After she had known Miss Minchin longer she
learned why she had said it. She discovered that she said the same thing
to each papa and mamma who brought a child to her school.
Sara stood near her father and listened while he
and Miss Minchin talked. She had been brought to the seminary because
Lady Meredith's two little girls had been educated there, and Captain
Crewe had a great respect for Lady Meredith's experience. Sara was to be
what was known as "a parlor boarder," and she was to enjoy
even greater privileges than parlor boarders usually did. She was to
have a pretty bedroom and sitting room of her own; she was to have a
pony and a carriage, and a maid to take the place of the ayah who had
been her nurse in India.
"I am not in the least anxious about her
education," Captain Crewe said, with his gay laugh, as he held
Sara's hand and patted it. "The difficulty will be to keep her from
learning too fast and too much. She is always sitting with her little
nose burrowing into books. She doesn't read them, Miss Minchin; she
gobbles them up as if she were a little wolf instead of a little girl.
She is always starving for new books to gobble, and she wants grown-up
books--great, big, fat ones--French and German as well as
English--history and biography and poets, and all sorts of things. Drag
her away from her books when she reads too much. Make her ride her pony
in the Row or go out and buy a new doll. She ought to play more with
dolls."
"Papa," said Sara, "you see, if I
went out and bought a new doll every few days I should have more than I
could be fond of. Dolls ought to be intimate friends. Emily is going to
be my intimate friend."
Captain Crewe looked at Miss Minchin and Miss
Minchin looked at Captain Crewe.
"Who is Emily?" she inquired.
"Tell her, Sara," Captain Crewe said,
smiling.
Sara's green-gray eyes looked very solemn and
quite soft as she answered.
"She is a doll I haven't got yet," she
said. "She is a doll papa is going to buy for me. We are going out
together to find her. I have called her Emily. She is going to be my
friend when papa is gone. I want her to talk to about him."
Miss Minchin's large, fishy smile became very
flattering indeed.
"What an original child!" she said.
"What a darling little creature!"
"Yes," said Captain Crewe, drawing Sara
close. "She is a darling little creature. Take great care of her
for me, Miss Minchin."
Sara stayed with her father at his hotel for
several days; in fact, she remained with him until he sailed away again
to India. They went out and visited many big shops together, and bought
a great many things. They bought, indeed, a great many more things than
Sara needed; but Captain Crewe was a rash, innocent young man and wanted
his little girl to have everything she admired and everything he admired
himself, so between them they collected a wardrobe much too grand for a
child of seven. There were velvet dresses trimmed with costly furs, and
lace dresses, and embroidered ones, and hats with great, soft ostrich
feathers, and ermine coats and muffs, and boxes of tiny gloves and
handkerchiefs and silk stockings in such abundant supplies that the
polite young women behind the counters whispered to each other that the
odd little girl with the big, solemn eyes must be at least some foreign
princess--perhaps the little daughter of an Indian rajah.
And at last they found Emily, but they went to a
number of toy shops and looked at a great many dolls before they
discovered her.
"I want her to look as if she wasn't a doll
really," Sara said. "I want her to look as if she LISTENS when
I talk to her. The trouble with dolls, papa"--and she put her head
on one side and reflected as she said it--"the trouble with dolls
is that they never seem to HEAR." So they looked at big ones and
little ones-- at dolls with black eyes and dolls with blue--at dolls
with brown curls and dolls with golden braids, dolls dressed and dolls
undressed.
"You see," Sara said when they were
examining one who had no clothes. "If, when I find her, she has no
frocks, we can take her to a dressmaker and have her things made to fit.
They will fit better if they are tried on."
After a number of disappointments they decided to
walk and look in at the shop windows and let the cab follow them. They
had passed two or three places without even going in, when, as they were
approaching a shop which was really not a very large one, Sara suddenly
started and clutched her father's arm.
"Oh, papa!" she cried. "There is
Emily!"
A flush had risen to her face and there was an
expression in her green-gray eyes as if she had just recognized someone
she was intimate with and fond of.
"She is actually waiting there for us!"
she said. "Let us go in to her."
"Dear me," said Captain Crewe, "I
feel as if we ought to have someone to introduce us."
"You must introduce me and I will introduce
you," said Sara. "But I knew her the minute I saw her--so
perhaps she knew me, too."
Perhaps she had known her. She had certainly a
very intelligent expression in her eyes when Sara took her in her arms.
She was a large doll, but not too large to carry about easily; she had
naturally curling golden-brown hair, which hung like a mantle about her,
and her eyes were a deep, clear, gray-blue, with soft, thick eyelashes
which were real eyelashes and not mere painted lines.
"Of course," said Sara, looking into her
face as she held her on her knee, "of course papa, this is
Emily."
So Emily was bought and actually taken to a
children's outfitter's shop and measured for a wardrobe as grand as
Sara's own. She had lace frocks, too, and velvet and muslin ones, and
hats and coats and beautiful lace-trimmed underclothes, and gloves and
handkerchiefs and furs.
"I should like her always to look as if she
was a child with a good mother," said Sara. "I'm her mother,
though I am going to make a companion of her."
Captain Crewe would really have enjoyed the
shopping tremendously, but that a sad thought kept tugging at his heart.
This all meant that he was going to be separated from his beloved,
quaint little comrade.
He got out of his bed in the middle of that night
and went and stood looking down at Sara, who lay asleep with Emily in
her arms. Her black hair was spread out on the pillow and Emily's
golden-brown hair mingled with it, both of them had lace-ruffled
nightgowns, and both had long eyelashes which lay and curled up on their
cheeks. Emily looked so like a real child that Captain Crewe felt glad
she was there. He drew a big sigh and pulled his mustache with a boyish
expression.
"Heigh-ho, little Sara!" he said to
himself "I don't believe you know how much your daddy will miss
you."
The next day he took her to Miss Minchin's and
left her there. He was to sail away the next morning. He explained to
Miss Minchin that his solicitors, Messrs. Barrow & Skipworth, had
charge of his affairs in England and would give her any advice she
wanted, and that they would pay the bills she sent in for Sara's
expenses. He would write to Sara twice a week, and she was to be given
every pleasure she asked for.
"She is a sensible little thing, and she
never wants anything it isn't safe to give her," he said.
Then he went with Sara into her little sitting
room and they bade each other good-by. Sara sat on his knee and held the
lapels of his coat in her small hands, and looked long and hard at his
face.
"Are you learning me by heart, little
Sara?" he said, stroking her hair.
"No," she answered. "I know you by
heart. You are inside my heart." And they put their arms round each
other and kissed as if they would never let each other go.
When the cab drove away from the door, Sara was
sitting on the floor of her sitting room, with her hands under her chin
and her eyes following it until it had turned the corner of the square.
Emily was sitting by her, and she looked after it, too. When Miss
Minchin sent her sister, Miss Amelia, to see what the child was doing,
she found she could not open the door.
"I have locked it," said a queer, polite
little voice from inside. "I want to be quite by myself, if you
please."
Miss Amelia was fat and dumpy, and stood very much
in awe of her sister. She was really the better-natured person of the
two, but she never disobeyed Miss Minchin. She went downstairs again,
looking almost alarmed.
"I never saw such a funny, old-fashioned
child, sister," she said. "She has locked herself in, and she
is not making the least particle of noise."
"It is much better than if she kicked and
screamed, as some of them do," Miss Minchin answered. "I
expected that a child as much spoiled as she is would set the whole
house in an uproar. If ever a child was given her own way in everything,
she is."
"I've been opening her trunks and putting her
things away," said Miss Amelia. "I never saw anything like
them--sable and ermine on her coats, and real Valenciennes lace on her
underclothing. You have seen some of her clothes. What DO you think of
them?"
"I think they are perfectly ridiculous,"
replied Miss Minchin, sharply; "but they will look very well at the
head of the line when we take the schoolchildren to church on Sunday.
She has been provided for as if she were a little princess."
And upstairs in the locked room Sara and Emily sat
on the floor and stared at the corner round which the cab had
disappeared, while Captain Crewe looked backward, waving and kissing his
hand as if he could not bear to stop.
2
A French Lesson
When Sara entered the schoolroom the next morning
everybody looked at her with wide, interested eyes. By that time every
pupil-- from Lavinia Herbert, who was nearly thirteen and felt quite
grown up, to Lottie Legh, who was only just four and the baby of the
school-- had heard a great deal about her. They knew very certainly that
she was Miss Minchin's show pupil and was considered a credit to the
establishment. One or two of them had even caught a glimpse of her
French maid, Mariette, who had arrived the evening before. Lavinia had
managed to pass Sara's room when the door was open, and had seen
Mariette opening a box which had arrived late from some shop.
"It was full of petticoats with lace frills
on them--frills and frills," she whispered to her friend Jessie as
she bent over her geography. "I saw her shaking them out. I heard
Miss Minchin say to Miss Amelia that her clothes were so grand that they
were ridiculous for a child. My mamma says that children should be
dressed simply. She has got one of those petticoats on now. I saw it
when she sat down."
"She has silk stockings on!" whispered
Jessie, bending over her geography also. "And what little feet! I
never saw such little feet."
"Oh," sniffed Lavinia, spitefully,
"that is the way her slippers are made. My mamma says that even big
feet can be made to look small if you have a clever shoemaker. I don't
think she is pretty at all. Her eyes are such a queer color."
"She isn't pretty as other pretty people
are," said Jessie, stealing a glance across the room; "but she
makes you want to look at her again. She has tremendously long
eyelashes, but her eyes are almost green."
Sara was sitting quietly in her seat, waiting to
be told what to do. She had been placed near Miss Minchin's desk. She
was not abashed at all by the many pairs of eyes watching her. She was
interested and looked back quietly at the children who looked at her.
She wondered what they were thinking of, and if they liked Miss Minchin,
and if they cared for their lessons, and if any of them had a papa at
all like her own. She had had a long talk with Emily about her papa that
morning.
"He is on the sea now, Emily," she had
said. "We must be very great friends to each other and tell each
other things. Emily, look at me. You have the nicest eyes I ever
saw--but I wish you could speak."
She was a child full of imaginings and whimsical
thoughts, and one of her fancies was that there would be a great deal of
comfort in even pretending that Emily was alive and really heard and
understood. After Mariette had dressed her in her dark-blue schoolroom
frock and tied her hair with a dark-blue ribbon, she went to Emily, who
sat in a chair of her own, and gave her a book.
"You can read that while I am
downstairs," she said; and, seeing Mariette looking at her
curiously, she spoke to her with a serious little face.
"What I believe about dolls," she said,
"is that they can do things they will not let us know about.
Perhaps, really, Emily can read and talk and walk, but she will only do
it when people are out of the room. That is her secret. You see, if
people knew that dolls could do things, they would make them work. So,
perhaps, they have promised each other to keep it a secret. If you stay
in the room, Emily will just sit there and stare; but if you go out, she
will begin to read, perhaps, or go and look out of the window. Then if
she heard either of us coming, she would just run back and jump into her
chair and pretend she had been there all the time."
"Comme elle est drole!" Mariette said to
herself, and when she went downstairs she told the head housemaid about
it. But she had already begun to like this odd little girl who had such
an intelligent small face and such perfect manners. She had taken care
of children before who were not so polite. Sara was a very fine little
person, and had a gentle, appreciative way of saying, "If you
please, Mariette," "Thank you, Mariette," which was very
charming. Mariette told the head housemaid that she thanked her as if
she was thanking a lady.
"Elle a l'air d'une princesse, cette
petite," she said. Indeed, she was very much pleased with her new
little mistress and liked her place greatly.
After Sara had sat in her seat in the schoolroom
for a few minutes, being looked at by the pupils, Miss Minchin rapped in
a dignified manner upon her desk.
"Young ladies," she said, "I wish
to introduce you to your new companion." All the little girls rose
in their places, and Sara rose also. "I shall expect you all to be
very agreeable to Miss Crewe; she has just come to us from a great
distance--in fact, from India. As soon as lessons are over you must make
each other's acquaintance."
The pupils bowed ceremoniously, and Sara made a
little curtsy, and then they sat down and looked at each other again.
"Sara," said Miss Minchin in her
schoolroom manner, "come here to me."
She had taken a book from the desk and was turning
over its leaves. Sara went to her politely.
"As your papa has engaged a French maid for
you," she began, "I conclude that he wishes you to make a
special study of the French language."
Sara felt a little awkward.
"I think he engaged her," she said,
"because he--he thought I would like her, Miss Minchin."
"I am afraid," said Miss Minchin, with a
slightly sour smile, "that you have been a very spoiled little girl
and always imagine that things are done because you like them. My
impression is that your papa wished you to learn French."
If Sara had been older or less punctilious about
being quite polite to people, she could have explained herself in a very
few words. But, as it was, she felt a flush rising on her cheeks. Miss
Minchin was a very severe and imposing person, and she seemed so
absolutely sure that Sara knew nothing whatever of French that she felt
as if it would be almost rude to correct her. The truth was that Sara
could not remember the time when she had not seemed to know French. Her
father had often spoken it to her when she had been a baby. Her mother
had been a French woman, and Captain Crewe had loved her language, so it
happened that Sara had always heard and been familiar with it.
"I--I have never really learned French,
but--but--" she began, trying shyly to make herself clear.
One of Miss Minchin's chief secret annoyances was
that she did not speak French herself, and was desirous of concealing
the irritating fact. She, therefore, had no intention of discussing the
matter and laying herself open to innocent questioning by a new little
pupil.
"That is enough," she said with polite
tartness. "If you have not learned, you must begin at once. The
French master, Monsieur Dufarge, will be here in a few minutes. Take
this book and look at it until he arrives."
Sara's cheeks felt warm. She went back to her seat
and opened the book. She looked at the first page with a grave face. She
knew it would be rude to smile, and she was very determined not to be
rude. But it was very odd to find herself expected to study a page which
told her that "le pere" meant "the father," and
"la mere" meant "the mother."
Miss Minchin glanced toward her scrutinizingly.
"You look rather cross, Sara," she said.
"I am sorry you do not like the idea of learning French."
"I am very fond of it," answered Sara,
thinking she would try again; "but--"
"You must not say `but' when you are told to
do things," said Miss Minchin. "Look at your book again."
And Sara did so, and did not smile, even when she
found that "le fils" meant "the son," and "le
frere" meant "the brother."
"When Monsieur Dufarge comes," she
thought, "I can make him understand."
Monsieur Dufarge arrived very shortly afterward.
He was a very nice, intelligent, middle-aged Frenchman, and he looked
interested when his eyes fell upon Sara trying politely to seem absorbed
in her little book of phrases.
"Is this a new pupil for me, madame?" he
said to Miss Minchin. "I hope that is my good fortune."
"Her papa--Captain Crewe--is very anxious
that she should begin the language. But I am afraid she has a childish
prejudice against it. She does not seem to wish to learn," said
Miss Minchin.
"I am sorry of that, mademoiselle," he
said kindly to Sara. "Perhaps, when we begin to study together, I
may show you that it is a charming tongue."
Little Sara rose in her seat. She was beginning to
feel rather desperate, as if she were almost in disgrace. She looked up
into Monsieur Dufarge's face with her big, green-gray eyes, and they
were quite innocently appealing. She knew that he would understand as
soon as she spoke. She began to explain quite simply in pretty and
fluent French. Madame had not understood. She had not learned French
exactly--not out of books--but her papa and other people had always
spoken it to her, and she had read it and written it as she had read and
written English. Her papa loved it, and she loved it because he did. Her
dear mamma, who had died when she was born, had been French. She would
be glad to learn anything monsieur would teach her, but what she had
tried to explain to madame was that she already knew the words in this
book-- and she held out the little book of phrases.
When she began to speak Miss Minchin started quite
violently and sat staring at her over her eyeglasses, almost
indignantly, until she had finished. Monsieur Dufarge began to smile,
and his smile was one of great pleasure. To hear this pretty childish
voice speaking his own language so simply and charmingly made him feel
almost as if he were in his native land--which in dark, foggy days in
London sometimes seemed worlds away. When she had finished, he took the
phrase book from her, with a look almost affectionate. But he spoke to
Miss Minchin.
"Ah, madame," he said, "there is
not much I can teach her. She has not LEARNED French; she is French. Her
accent is exquisite."
"You ought to have told me," exclaimed
Miss Minchin, much mortified, turning to Sara.
"I--I tried," said Sara. "I--I
suppose I did not begin right."
Miss Minchin knew she had tried, and that it had
not been her fault that she was not allowed to explain. And when she saw
that the pupils had been listening and that Lavinia and Jessie were
giggling behind their French grammars, she felt infuriated.
"Silence, young ladies!" she said
severely, rapping upon the desk. "Silence at once!"
And she began from that minute to feel rather a
grudge against her show pupil.
3
Ermengarde
On that first morning, when Sara sat at Miss
Minchin's side, aware that the whole schoolroom was devoting itself to
observing her, she had noticed very soon one little girl, about her own
age, who looked at her very hard with a pair of light, rather dull, blue
eyes. She was a fat child who did not look as if she were in the least
clever, but she had a good-naturedly pouting mouth. Her flaxen hair was
braided in a tight pigtail, tied with a ribbon, and she had pulled this
pigtail around her neck, and was biting the end of the ribbon, resting
her elbows on the desk, as she stared wonderingly at the new pupil. When
Monsieur Dufarge began to speak to Sara, she looked a little frightened;
and when Sara stepped forward and, looking at him with the innocent,
appealing eyes, answered him, without any warning, in French, the fat
little girl gave a startled jump, and grew quite red in her awed
amazement. Having wept hopeless tears for weeks in her efforts to
remember that "la mere" meant "the mother," and
"le pere," "the father,"-- when one spoke sensible
English--it was almost too much for her suddenly to find herself
listening to a child her own age who seemed not only quite familiar with
these words, but apparently knew any number of others, and could mix
them up with verbs as if they were mere trifles.
She stared so hard and bit the ribbon on her
pigtail so fast that she attracted the attention of Miss Minchin, who,
feeling extremely cross at the moment, immediately pounced upon her.
"Miss St. John!" she exclaimed severely.
"What do you mean by such conduct? Remove your elbows! Take your
ribbon out of your mouth! Sit up at once!"
Upon which Miss St. John gave another jump, and
when Lavinia and Jessie tittered she became redder than ever--so red,
indeed, that she almost looked as if tears were coming into her poor,
dull, childish eyes; and Sara saw her and was so sorry for her that she
began rather to like her and want to be her friend. It was a way of hers
always to want to spring into any fray in which someone was made
uncomfortable or unhappy.
"If Sara had been a boy and lived a few
centuries ago," her father used to say, "she would have gone
about the country with her sword drawn, rescuing and defending everyone
in distress. She always wants to fight when she sees people in
trouble."
So she took rather a fancy to fat, slow, little
Miss St. John, and kept glancing toward her through the morning. She saw
that lessons were no easy matter to her, and that there was no danger of
her ever being spoiled by being treated as a show pupil. Her French
lesson was a pathetic thing. Her pronunciation made even Monsieur
Dufarge smile in spite of himself, and Lavinia and Jessie and the more
fortunate girls either giggled or looked at her in wondering disdain.
But Sara did not laugh. She tried to look as if she did not hear when
Miss St. John called "le bon pain," "lee bong pang."
She had a fine, hot little temper of her own, and it made her feel
rather savage when she heard the titters and saw the poor, stupid,
distressed child's face.
"It isn't funny, really," she said
between her teeth, as she bent over her book. "They ought not to
laugh."
When lessons were over and the pupils gathered
together in groups to talk, Sara looked for Miss St. John, and finding
her bundled rather disconsolately in a window-seat, she walked over to
her and spoke. She only said the kind of thing little girls always say
to each other by way of beginning an acquaintance, but there was
something friendly about Sara, and people always felt it.
"What is your name?" she said.
To explain Miss St. John's amazement one must
recall that a new pupil is, for a short time, a somewhat uncertain
thing; and of this new pupil the entire school had talked the night
before until it fell asleep quite exhausted by excitement and
contradictory stories. A new pupil with a carriage and a pony and a
maid, and a voyage from India to discuss, was not an ordinary
acquaintance.
"My name's Ermengarde St. John," she
answered.
"Mine is Sara Crewe," said Sara.
"Yours is very pretty. It sounds like a story book."
"Do you like it?" fluttered Ermengarde.
"I--I like yours."
Miss St. John's chief trouble in life was that she
had a clever father. Sometimes this seemed to her a dreadful calamity.
If you have a father who knows everything, who speaks seven or eight
languages, and has thousands of volumes which he has apparently learned
by heart, he frequently expects you to be familiar with the contents of
your lesson books at least; and it is not improbable that he will feel
you ought to be able to remember a few incidents of history and to write
a French exercise. Ermengarde was a severe trial to Mr. St. John. He
could not understand how a child of his could be a notably and
unmistakably dull creature who never shone in anything.
"Good heavens!" he had said more than
once, as he stared at her, "there are times when I think she is as
stupid as her Aunt Eliza!"
If her Aunt Eliza had been slow to learn and quick
to forget a thing entirely when she had learned it, Ermengarde was
strikingly like her. She was the monumental dunce of the school, and it
could not be denied.
"She must be MADE to learn," her father
said to Miss Minchin.
Consequently Ermengarde spent the greater part of
her life in disgrace or in tears. She learned things and forgot them;
or, if she remembered them, she did not understand them. So it was
natural that, having made Sara's acquaintance, she should sit and stare
at her with profound admiration.
"You can speak French, can't you?" she
said respectfully.
Sara got on to the window-seat, which was a big,
deep one, and, tucking up her feet, sat with her hands clasped round her
knees.
"I can speak it because I have heard it all
my life," she answered. "You could speak it if you had always
heard it."
"Oh, no, I couldn't," said Ermengarde.
"I NEVER could speak it!"
"Why?" inquired Sara, curiously.
Ermengarde shook her head so that the pigtail
wobbled.
"You heard me just now," she said.
"I'm always like that. I can't SAY the words. They're so
queer."
She paused a moment, and then added with a touch
of awe in her voice, "You are CLEVER, aren't you?"
Sara looked out of the window into the dingy
square, where the sparrows were hopping and twittering on the wet, iron
railings and the sooty branches of the trees. She reflected a few
moments. She had heard it said very often that she was
"clever," and she wondered if she was--and IF she was, how it
had happened.
"I don't know," she said. "I can't
tell." Then, seeing a mournful look on the round, chubby face, she
gave a little laugh and changed the subject.
"Would you like to see Emily?" she
inquired.
"Who is Emily?" Ermengarde asked, just
as Miss Minchin had done.
"Come up to my room and see," said Sara,
holding out her hand.
They jumped down from the window-seat together,
and went upstairs.
"Is it true," Ermengarde whispered, as
they went through the hall- -"is it true that you have a playroom
all to yourself?"
"Yes," Sara answered. "Papa asked
Miss Minchin to let me have one, because--well, it was because when I
play I make up stories and tell them to myself, and I don't like people
to hear me. It spoils it if I think people listen."
They had reached the passage leading to Sara's
room by this time, and Ermengarde stopped short, staring, and quite
losing her breath.
"You MAKE up stories!" she gasped.
"Can you do that--as well as speak French? CAN you?"
Sara looked at her in simple surprise.
"Why, anyone can make up things," she
said. "Have you never tried?"
She put her hand warningly on Ermengarde's.
"Let us go very quietly to the door,"
she whispered, "and then I will open it quite suddenly; perhaps we
may catch her."
She was half laughing, but there was a touch of
mysterious hope in her eyes which fascinated Ermengarde, though she had
not the remotest idea what it meant, or whom it was she wanted to
"catch," or why she wanted to catch her. Whatsoever she meant,
Ermengarde was sure it was something delightfully exciting. So, quite
thrilled with expectation, she followed her on tiptoe along the passage.
They made not the least noise until they reached the door. Then Sara
suddenly turned the handle, and threw it wide open. Its opening revealed
the room quite neat and quiet, a fire gently burning in the grate, and a
wonderful doll sitting in a chair by it, apparently reading a book.
"Oh, she got back to her seat before we could
see her!" Sara explained. "Of course they always do. They are
as quick as lightning."
Ermengarde looked from her to the doll and back
again.
"Can she--walk?" she asked breathlessly.
"Yes," answered Sara. "At least I
believe she can. At least I PRETEND I believe she can. And that makes it
seem as if it were true. Have you never pretended things?"
"No," said Ermengarde. "Never.
I--tell me about it."
She was so bewitched by this odd, new companion
that she actually stared at Sara instead of at Emily--notwithstanding
that Emily was the most attractive doll person she had ever seen.
"Let us sit down," said Sara, "and
I will tell you. It's so easy that when you begin you can't stop. You
just go on and on doing it always. And it's beautiful. Emily, you must
listen. This is Ermengarde St. John, Emily. Ermengarde, this is Emily.
Would you like to hold her?"
"Oh, may I?" said Ermengarde. "May
I, really? She is beautiful!" And Emily was put into her arms.
Never in her dull, short life had Miss St. John
dreamed of such an hour as the one she spent with the queer new pupil
before they heard the lunch-bell ring and were obliged to go downstairs.
Sara sat upon the hearth-rug and told her strange
things. She sat rather huddled up, and her green eyes shone and her
cheeks flushed. She told stories of the voyage, and stories of India;
but what fascinated Ermengarde the most was her fancy about the dolls
who walked and talked, and who could do anything they chose when the
human beings were out of the room, but who must keep their powers a
secret and so flew back to their places "like lightning" when
people returned to the room.
"WE couldn't do it," said Sara,
seriously. "You see, it's a kind of magic."
Once, when she was relating the story of the
search for Emily, Ermengarde saw her face suddenly change. A cloud
seemed to pass over it and put out the light in her shining eyes. She
drew her breath in so sharply that it made a funny, sad little sound,
and then she shut her lips and held them tightly closed, as if she was
determined either to do or NOT to do something. Ermengarde had an idea
that if she had been like any other little girl, she might have suddenly
burst out sobbing and crying. But she did not.
"Have you a--a pain?" Ermengarde
ventured.
"Yes," Sara answered, after a moment's
silence. "But it is not in my body." Then she added something
in a low voice which she tried to keep quite steady, and it was this:
"Do you love your father more than anything else in all the whole
world?"
Ermengarde's mouth fell open a little. She knew
that it would be far from behaving like a respectable child at a select
seminary to say that it had never occurred to you that you COULD love
your father, that you would do anything desperate to avoid being left
alone in his society for ten minutes. She was, indeed, greatly
embarrassed.
"I--I scarcely ever see him," she
stammered. "He is always in the library--reading things."
"I love mine more than all the world ten
times over," Sara said. "That is what my pain is. He has gone
away."
She put her head quietly down on her little,
huddled-up knees, and sat very still for a few minutes.
"She's going to cry out loud," thought
Ermengarde, fearfully.
But she did not. Her short, black locks tumbled
about her ears, and she sat still. Then she spoke without lifting her
head.
"I promised him I would bear it," she
said. "And I will. You have to bear things. Think what soldiers
bear! Papa is a soldier. If there was a war he would have to bear
marching and thirstiness and, perhaps, deep wounds. And he would never
say a word--not one word."
Ermengarde could only gaze at her, but she felt
that she was beginning to adore her. She was so wonderful and different
from anyone else.
Presently, she lifted her face and shook back her
black locks, with a queer little smile.
"If I go on talking and talking," she
said, "and telling you things about pretending, I shall bear it
better. You don't forget, but you bear it better."
Ermengarde did not know why a lump came into her
throat and her eyes felt as if tears were in them.
"Lavinia and Jessie are `best friends,'"
she said rather huskily. "I wish we could be `best friends.' Would
you have me for yours? You're clever, and I'm the stupidest child in the
school, but I-- oh, I do so like you!"
"I'm glad of that," said Sara. "It
makes you thankful when you are liked. Yes. We will be friends. And I'll
tell you what"-- a sudden gleam lighting her face--"I can help
you with your French lessons."
4
Lottie
If Sara had been a different kind of child, the
life she led at Miss Minchin's Select Seminary for the next few years
would not have been at all good for her. She was treated more as if she
were a distinguished guest at the establishment than as if she were a
mere little girl. If she had been a self-opinionated, domineering child,
she might have become disagreeable enough to be unbearable through being
so much indulged and flattered. If she had been an indolent child, she
would have learned nothing. Privately Miss Minchin disliked her, but she
was far too worldly a woman to do or say anything which might make such
a desirable pupil wish to leave her school. She knew quite well that if
Sara wrote to her papa to tell him she was uncomfortable or unhappy,
Captain Crewe would remove her at once. Miss Minchin's opinion was that
if a child were continually praised and never forbidden to do what she
liked, she would be sure to be fond of the place where she was so
treated. Accordingly, Sara was praised for her quickness at her lessons,
for her good manners, for her amiability to her fellow pupils, for her
generosity if she gave sixpence to a beggar out of her full little
purse; the simplest thing she did was treated as if it were a virtue,
and if she had not had a disposition and a clever little brain, she
might have been a very self-satisfied young person. But the clever
little brain told her a great many sensible and true things about
herself and her circumstances, and now and then she talked these things
over to Ermengarde as time went on.
"Things happen to people by accident,"
she used to say. "A lot of nice accidents have happened to me. It
just HAPPENED that I always liked lessons and books, and could remember
things when I learned them. It just happened that I was born with a
father who was beautiful and nice and clever, and could give me
everything I liked. Perhaps I have not really a good temper at all, but
if you have everything you want and everyone is kind to you, how can you
help but be good-tempered? I don't know"--looking quite
serious--"how I shall ever find out whether I am really a nice
child or a horrid one. Perhaps I'm a HIDEOUS child, and no one will ever
know, just because I never have any trials."
"Lavinia has no trials," said Ermengarde,
stolidly, "and she is horrid enough."
Sara rubbed the end of her little nose
reflectively, as she thought the matter over.
"Well," she said at last,
"perhaps--perhaps that is because Lavinia is GROWING." This
was the result of a charitable recollection of having heard Miss Amelia
say that Lavinia was growing so fast that she believed it affected her
health and temper.
Lavinia, in fact, was spiteful. She was
inordinately jealous of Sara. Until the new pupil's arrival, she had
felt herself the leader in the school. She had led because she was
capable of making herself extremely disagreeable if the others did not
follow her. She domineered over the little children, and assumed grand
airs with those big enough to be her companions. She was rather pretty,
and had been the best-dressed pupil in the procession when the Select
Seminary walked out two by two, until Sara's velvet coats and sable
muffs appeared, combined with drooping ostrich feathers, and were led by
Miss Minchin at the head of the line. This, at the beginning, had been
bitter enough; but as time went on it became apparent that Sara was a
leader, too, and not because she could make herself disagreeable, but
because she never did.
"There's one thing about Sara Crewe,"
Jessie had enraged her "best friend" by saying honestly,
"she's never `grand' about herself the least bit, and you know she
might be, Lavvie. I believe I couldn't help being--just a little--if I
had so many fine things and was made such a fuss over. It's disgusting,
the way Miss Minchin shows her off when parents come."
"`Dear Sara must come into the drawing room
and talk to Mrs. Musgrave about India,'" mimicked Lavinia, in her
most highly flavored imitation of Miss Minchin. "`Dear Sara must
speak French to Lady Pitkin. Her accent is so perfect.' She didn't learn
her French at the Seminary, at any rate. And there's nothing so clever
in her knowing it. She says herself she didn't learn it at all. She just
picked it up, because she always heard her papa speak it. And, as to her
papa, there is nothing so grand in being an Indian officer."
"Well," said Jessie, slowly, "he's
killed tigers. He killed the one in the skin Sara has in her room.
That's why she likes it so. She lies on it and strokes its head, and
talks to it as if it was a cat."
"She's always doing something silly,"
snapped Lavinia. "My mamma says that way of hers of pretending
things is silly. She says she will grow up eccentric."
It was quite true that Sara was never
"grand." She was a friendly little soul, and shared her
privileges and belongings with a free hand. The little ones, who were
accustomed to being disdained and ordered out of the way by mature
ladies aged ten and twelve, were never made to cry by this most envied
of them all. She was a motherly young person, and when people fell down
and scraped their knees, she ran and helped them up and patted them, or
found in her pocket a bonbon or some other article of a soothing nature.
She never pushed them out of her way or alluded to their years as a
humiliation and a blot upon their small characters.
"If you are four you are four," she said
severely to Lavinia on an occasion of her having--it must be
confessed--slapped Lottie and called her "a brat;" "but
you will be five next year, and six the year after that. And,"
opening large, convicting eyes, "it takes sixteen years to make you
twenty."
"Dear me," said Lavinia, "how we
can calculate!" In fact, it was not to be denied that sixteen and
four made twenty--and twenty was an age the most daring were scarcely
bold enough to dream of.
So the younger children adored Sara. More than
once she had been known to have a tea party, made up of these despised
ones, in her own room. And Emily had been played with, and Emily's own
tea service used-- the one with cups which held quite a lot of
much-sweetened weak tea and had blue flowers on them. No one had seen
such a very real doll's tea set before. From that afternoon Sara was
regarded as a goddess and a queen by the entire alphabet class.
Lottle Legh worshipped her to such an extent that
if Sara had not been a motherly person, she would have found her
tiresome. Lottie had been sent to school by a rather flighty young papa
who could not imagine what else to do with her. Her young mother had
died, and as the child had been treated like a favorite doll or a very
spoiled pet monkey or lap dog ever since the first hour of her life, she
was a very appalling little creature. When she wanted anything or did
not want anything she wept and howled; and, as she always wanted the
things she could not have, and did not want the things that were best
for her, her shrill little voice was usually to be heard uplifted in
wails in one part of the house or another.
Her strongest weapon was that in some mysterious
way she had found out that a very small girl who had lost her mother was
a person who ought to be pitied and made much of. She had probably heard
some grown-up people talking her over in the early days, after her
mother's death. So it became her habit to make great use of this
knowledge.
The first time Sara took her in charge was one
morning when, on passing a sitting room, she heard both Miss Minchin and
Miss Amelia trying to suppress the angry wails of some child who,
evidently, refused to be silenced. She refused so strenuously indeed
that Miss Minchin was obliged to almost shout--in a stately and severe
manner-- to make herself heard.
"What IS she crying for?" she almost
yelled.
"Oh--oh--oh!" Sara heard; "I
haven't got any mam--ma-a!"
"Oh, Lottie!" screamed Miss Amelia.
"Do stop, darling! Don't cry! Please don't!"
"Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!" Lottle howled
tempestuously. "Haven't- -got--any--mam--ma-a!"
"She ought to be whipped," Miss Minchin
proclaimed. "You SHALL be whipped, you naughty child!"
Lottle wailed more loudly than ever. Miss Amelia
began to cry. Miss Minchin's voice rose until it almost thundered, then
suddenly she sprang up from her chair in impotent indignation and
flounced out of the room, leaving Miss Amelia to arrange the matter.
Sara had paused in the hall, wondering if she
ought to go into the room, because she had recently begun a friendly
acquaintance with Lottie and might be able to quiet her. When Miss
Minchin came out and saw her, she looked rather annoyed. She realized
that her voice, as heard from inside the room, could not have sounded
either dignified or amiable.
"Oh, Sara!" she exclaimed, endeavoring
to produce a suitable smile.
"I stopped," explained Sara,
"because I knew it was Lottie-- and I thought, perhaps--just
perhaps, I could make her be quiet. May I try, Miss Minchin?"
"If you can, you are a clever child,"
answered Miss Minchin, drawing in her mouth sharply. Then, seeing that
Sara looked slightly chilled by her asperity, she changed her manner.
"But you are clever in everything," she said in her approving
way. "I dare say you can manage her. Go in." And she left her.
When Sara entered the room, Lottie was lying upon
the floor, screaming and kicking her small fat legs violently, and Miss
Amelia was bending over her in consternation and despair, looking quite
red and damp with heat. Lottie had always found, when in her own nursery
at home, that kicking and screaming would always be quieted by any means
she insisted on. Poor plump Miss Amelia was trying first one method, and
then another.
"Poor darling," she said one moment,
"I know you haven't any mamma, poor--" Then in quite another
tone, "If you don't stop, Lottie, I will shake you. Poor little
angel! There--! You wicked, bad, detestable child, I will smack you! I
will!"
Sara went to them quietly. She did not know at all
what she was going to do, but she had a vague inward conviction that it
would be better not to say such different kinds of things quite so
helplessly and excitedly.
"Miss Amelia," she said in a low voice,
"Miss Minchin says I may try to make her stop--may I?"
Miss Amelia turned and looked at her hopelessly.
"Oh, DO you think you can?" she gasped.
"I don't know whether I CAN", answered
Sara, still in her half- whisper; "but I will try."
Miss Amelia stumbled up from her knees with a
heavy sigh, and Lottie's fat little legs kicked as hard as ever.
"If you will steal out of the room,"
said Sara, "I will stay with her."
"Oh, Sara!" almost whimpered Miss
Amelia. "We never had such a dreadful child before. I don't believe
we can keep her."
But she crept out of the room, and was very much
relieved to find an excuse for doing it.
Sara stood by the howling furious child for a few
moments, and looked down at her without saying anything. Then she sat
down flat on the floor beside her and waited. Except for Lottie's angry
screams, the room was quite quiet. This was a new state of affairs for
little Miss Legh, who was accustomed, when she screamed, to hear other
people protest and implore and command and coax by turns. To lie and
kick and shriek, and find the only person near you not seeming to mind
in the least, attracted her attention. She opened her tight-shut
streaming eyes to see who this person was. And it was only another
little girl. But it was the one who owned Emily and all the nice things.
And she was looking at her steadily and as if she was merely thinking.
Having paused for a few seconds to find this out, Lottie thought she
must begin again, but the quiet of the room and of Sara's odd,
interested face made her first howl rather half-hearted.
"I--haven't--any--ma--ma--ma-a!" she
announced; but her voice was not so strong.
Sara looked at her still more steadily, but with a
sort of understanding in her eyes.
"Neither have I," she said.
This was so unexpected that it was astounding.
Lottie actually dropped her legs, gave a wriggle, and lay and stared. A
new idea will stop a crying child when nothing else will. Also it was
true that while Lottie disliked Miss Minchin, who was cross, and Miss
Amelia, who was foolishly indulgent, she rather liked Sara, little as
she knew her. She did not want to give up her grievance, but her
thoughts were distracted from it, so she wriggled again, and, after a
sulky sob, said, "Where is she?"
Sara paused a moment. Because she had been told
that her mamma was in heaven, she had thought a great deal about the
matter, and her thoughts had not been quite like those of other people.
"She went to heaven," she said.
"But I am sure she comes out sometimes to see me--though I don't
see her. So does yours. Perhaps they can both see us now. Perhaps they
are both in this room."
Lottle sat bolt upright, and looked about her. She
was a pretty, little, curly-headed creature, and her round eyes were
like wet forget-me-nots. If her mamma had seen her during the last
half-hour, she might not have thought her the kind of child who ought to
be related to an angel.
Sara went on talking. Perhaps some people might
think that what she said was rather like a fairy story, but it was all
so real to her own imagination that Lottie began to listen in spite of
herself. She had been told that her mamma had wings and a crown, and she
had been shown pictures of ladies in beautiful white nightgowns, who
were said to be angels. But Sara seemed to be telling a real story about
a lovely country where real people were.
"There are fields and fields of
flowers," she said, forgetting herself, as usual, when she began,
and talking rather as if she were in a dream, "fields and fields of
lilies--and when the soft wind blows over them it wafts the scent of
them into the air--and everybody always breathes it, because the soft
wind is always blowing. And little children run about in the lily fields
and gather armfuls of them, and laugh and make little wreaths. And the
streets are shining. And people are never tired, however far they walk.
They can float anywhere they like. And there are walls made of pearl and
gold all round the city, but they are low enough for the people to go
and lean on them, and look down onto the earth and smile, and send
beautiful messages."
Whatsoever story she had begun to tell, Lottie
would, no doubt, have stopped crying, and been fascinated into
listening; but there was no denying that this story was prettier than
most others. She dragged herself close to Sara, and drank in every word
until the end came--far too soon. When it did come, she was so sorry
that she put up her lip ominously.
"I want to go there," she cried.
"I--haven't any mamma in this school."
Sara saw the danger signal, and came out of her
dream. She took hold of the chubby hand and pulled her close to her side
with a coaxing little laugh.
"I will be your mamma," she said.
"We will play that you are my little girl. And Emily shall be your
sister."
Lottie's dimples all began to show themselves.
"Shall she?" she said.
"Yes," answered Sara, jumping to her
feet. "Let us go and tell her. And then I will wash your face and
brush your hair."
To which Lottie agreed quite cheerfully, and
trotted out of the room and upstairs with her, without seeming even to
remember that the whole of the last hour's tragedy had been caused by
the fact that she had refused to be washed and brushed for lunch and
Miss Minchin had been called in to use her majestic authority.
And from that time Sara was an adopted mother.
5
Becky
Of course the greatest power Sara possessed and
the one which gained her even more followers than her luxuries and the
fact that she was "the show pupil," the power that Lavinia and
certain other girls were most envious of, and at the same time most
fascinated by in spite of themselves, was her power of telling stories
and of making everything she talked about seem like a story, whether it
was one or not.
Anyone who has been at school with a teller of
stories knows what the wonder means--how he or she is followed about and
besought in a whisper to relate romances; how groups gather round and
hang on the outskirts of the favored party in the hope of being allowed
to join in and listen. Sara not only could tell stories, but she adored
telling them. When she sat or stood in the midst of a circle and began
to invent wonderful things, her green eyes grew big and shining, her
cheeks flushed, and, without knowing that she was doing it, she began to
act and made what she told lovely or alarming by the raising or dropping
of her voice, the bend and sway of her slim body, and the dramatic
movement of her hands. She forgot that she was talking to listening
children; she saw and lived with the fairy folk, or the kings and queens
and beautiful ladies, whose adventures she was narrating. Sometimes when
she had finished her story, she was quite out of breath with excitement,
and would lay her hand on her thin, little, quick-rising chest, and half
laugh as if at herself.
"When I am telling it," she would say,
"it doesn't seem as if it was only made up. It seems more real than
you are--more real than the schoolroom. I feel as if I were all the
people in the story--one after the other. It is queer."
She had been at Miss Minchin's school about two
years when, one foggy winter's afternoon, as she was getting out of her
carriage, comfortably wrapped up in her warmest velvets and furs and
looking very much grander than she knew, she caught sight, as she
crossed the pavement, of a dingy little figure standing on the area
steps, and stretching its neck so that its wide-open eyes might peer at
her through the railings. Something in the eagerness and timidity of the
smudgy face made her look at it, and when she looked she smiled because
it was her way to smile at people.
But the owner of the smudgy face and the wide-open
eyes evidently was afraid that she ought not to have been caught looking
at pupils of importance. She dodged out of sight like a jack-in-the-box
and scurried back into the kitchen, disappearing so suddenly that if she
had not been such a poor little forlorn thing, Sara would have laughed
in spite of herself. That very evening, as Sara was sitting in the midst
of a group of listeners in a corner of the schoolroom telling one of her
stories, the very same figure timidly entered the room, carrying a coal
box much too heavy for her, and knelt down upon the hearth rug to
replenish the fire and sweep up the ashes.
She was cleaner than she had been when she peeped
through the area railings, but she looked just as frightened. She was
evidently afraid to look at the children or seem to be listening. She
put on pieces of coal cautiously with her fingers so that she might make
no disturbing noise, and she swept about the fire irons very softly. But
Sara saw in two minutes that she was deeply interested in what was going
on, and that she was doing her work slowly in the hope of catching a
word here and there. And realizing this, she raised her voice and spoke
more clearly.
"The Mermaids swam softly about in the
crystal-green water, and dragged after them a fishing-net woven of
deep-sea pearls," she said. "The Princess sat on the white
rock and watched them."
It was a wonderful story about a princess who was
loved by a Prince Merman, and went to live with him in shining caves
under the sea.
The small drudge before the grate swept the hearth
once and then swept it again. Having done it twice, she did it three
times; and, as she was doing it the third time, the sound of the story
so lured her to listen that she fell under the spell and actually forgot
that she had no right to listen at all, and also forgot everything else.
She sat down upon her heels as she knelt on the hearth rug, and the
brush hung idly in her fingers. The voice of the storyteller went on and
drew her with it into winding grottos under the sea, glowing with soft,
clear blue light, and paved with pure golden sands. Strange sea flowers
and grasses waved about her, and far away faint singing and music
echoed.
The hearth brush fell from the work-roughened
hand, and Lavinia Herbert looked round.
"That girl has been listening," she
said.
The culprit snatched up her brush, and scrambled
to her feet. She caught at the coal box and simply scuttled out of the
room like a frightened rabbit.
Sara felt rather hot-tempered.
"I knew she was listening," she said.
"Why shouldn't she?"
Lavinia tossed her head with great elegance.
"Well," she remarked, "I do not
know whether your mamma would like you to tell stories to servant girls,
but I know MY mamma wouldn't like ME to do it."
"My mamma!" said Sara, looking odd.
"I don't believe she would mind in the least. She knows that
stories belong to everybody."
"I thought," retorted Lavinia, in severe
recollection, "that your mamma was dead. How can she know
things?"
"Do you think she DOESN'T know things?"
said Sara, in her stern little voice. Sometimes she had a rather stern
little voice.
"Sara's mamma knows everything," piped
in Lottie. "So does my mamma--'cept Sara is my mamma at Miss
Minchin's--my other one knows everything. The streets are shining, and
there are fields and fields of lilies, and everybody gathers them. Sara
tells me when she puts me to bed."
"You wicked thing," said Lavinia,
turning on Sara; "making fairy stories about heaven."
"There are much more splendid stories in
Revelation," returned Sara. "Just look and see! How do you
know mine are fairy stories? But I can tell you"--with a fine bit
of unheavenly temper--"you will never find out whether they are or
not if you're not kinder to people than you are now. Come along, Lottie."
And she marched out of the room, rather hoping that she might see the
little servant again somewhere, but she found no trace of her when she
got into the hall.
"Who is that little girl who makes the
fires?" she asked Mariette that night.
Mariette broke forth into a flow of description.
Ah, indeed, Mademoiselle Sara might well ask. She
was a forlorn little thing who had just taken the place of scullery
maid-- though, as to being scullery maid, she was everything else
besides. She blacked boots and grates, and carried heavy coal- scuttles
up and down stairs, and scrubbed floors and cleaned windows, and was
ordered about by everybody. She was fourteen years old, but was so
stunted in growth that she looked about twelve. In truth, Mariette was
sorry for her. She was so timid that if one chanced to speak to her it
appeared as if her poor, frightened eyes would jump out of her head.
"What is her name?" asked Sara, who had
sat by the table, with her chin on her hands, as she listened absorbedly
to the recital.
Her name was Becky. Mariette heard everyone
below-stairs calling, "Becky, do this," and "Becky, do
that," every five minutes in the day.
Sara sat and looked into the fire, reflecting on
Becky for some time after Mariette left her. She made up a story of
which Becky was the ill-used heroine. She thought she looked as if she
had never had quite enough to eat. Her very eyes were hungry. She hoped
she should see her again, but though she caught sight of her carrying
things up or down stairs on several occasions, she always seemed in such
a hurry and so afraid of being seen that it was impossible to speak to
her.
But a few weeks later, on another foggy afternoon,
when she entered her sitting room she found herself confronting a rather
pathetic picture. In her own special and pet easy-chair before the
bright fire, Becky--with a coal smudge on her nose and several on her
apron, with her poor little cap hanging half off her head, and an empty
coal box on the floor near her--sat fast asleep, tired out beyond even
the endurance of her hard-working young body. She had been sent up to
put the bedrooms in order for the evening. There were a great many of
them, and she had been running about all day. Sara's rooms she had saved
until the last. They were not like the other rooms, which were plain and
bare. Ordinary pupils were expected to be satisfied with mere
necessaries. Sara's comfortable sitting room seemed a bower of luxury to
the scullery maid, though it was, in fact, merely a nice, bright little
room. But there were pictures and books in it, and curious things from
India; there was a sofa and the low, soft chair; Emily sat in a chair of
her own, with the air of a presiding goddess, and there was always a
glowing fire and a polished grate. Becky saved it until the end of her
afternoon's work, because it rested her to go into it, and she always
hoped to snatch a few minutes to sit down in the soft chair and look
about her, and think about the wonderful good fortune of the child who
owned such surroundings and who went out on the cold days in beautiful
hats and coats one tried to catch a glimpse of through the area railing.
On this afternoon, when she had sat down, the
sensation of relief to her short, aching legs had been so wonderful and
delightful that it had seemed to soothe her whole body, and the glow of
warmth and comfort from the fire had crept over her like a spell, until,
as she looked at the red coals, a tired, slow smile stole over her
smudged face, her head nodded forward without her being aware of it, her
eyes drooped, and she fell fast asleep. She had really been only about
ten minutes in the room when Sara entered, but she was in as deep a
sleep as if she had been, like the Sleeping Beauty, slumbering for a
hundred years. But she did not look--poor Becky-- like a Sleeping Beauty
at all. She looked only like an ugly, stunted, worn-out little scullery
drudge.
Sara seemed as much unlike her as if she were a
creature from another world.
On this particular afternoon she had been taking
her dancing lesson, and the afternoon on which the dancing master
appeared was rather a grand occasion at the seminary, though it occurred
every week. The pupils were attired in their prettiest frocks, and as
Sara danced particularly well, she was very much brought forward, and
Mariette was requested to make her as diaphanous and fine as possible.
Today a frock the color of a rose had been put on
her, and Mariette had bought some real buds and made her a wreath to
wear on her black locks. She had been learning a new, delightful dance
in which she had been skimming and flying about the room, like a large
rose-colored butterfly, and the enjoyment and exercise had brought a
brilliant, happy glow into her face.
When she entered the room, she floated in with a
few of the butterfly steps--and there sat Becky, nodding her cap
sideways off her head.
"Oh!" cried Sara, softly, when she saw
her. "That poor thing!"
It did not occur to her to feel cross at finding
her pet chair occupied by the small, dingy figure. To tell the truth,
she was quite glad to find it there. When the ill-used heroine of her
story wakened, she could talk to her. She crept toward her quietly, and
stood looking at her. Becky gave a little snore.
"I wish she'd waken herself," Sara said.
"I don't like to waken her. But Miss Minchin would be cross if she
found out. I'll just wait a few minutes."
She took a seat on the edge of the table, and sat
swinging her slim, rose-colored legs, and wondering what it would be
best to do. Miss Amelia might come in at any moment, and if she did,
Becky would be sure to be scolded.
"But she is so tired," she thought.
"She is so tired!"
A piece of flaming coal ended her perplexity for
her that very moment. It broke off from a large lump and fell on to the
fender. Becky started, and opened her eyes with a frightened gasp. She
did not know she had fallen asleep. She had only sat down for one moment
and felt the beautiful glow--and here she found herself staring in wild
alarm at the wonderful pupil, who sat perched quite near her, like a
rose-colored fairy, with interested eyes.
She sprang up and clutched at her cap. She felt it
dangling over her ear, and tried wildly to put it straight. Oh, she had
got herself into trouble now with a vengeance! To have impudently fallen
asleep on such a young lady's chair! She would be turned out of doors
without wages.
She made a sound like a big breathless sob.
"Oh, miss! Oh, miss!" she stuttered.
"I arst yer pardon, miss! Oh, I do, miss!"
Sara jumped down, and came quite close to her.
"Don't be frightened," she said, quite
as if she had been speaking to a little girl like herself. "It
doesn't matter the least bit."
"I didn't go to do it, miss," protested
Becky. "It was the warm fire--an' me bein' so tired. It--it WASN'T
impertience!"
Sara broke into a friendly little laugh, and put
her hand on her shoulder.
"You were tired," she said; "you
could not help it. You are not really awake yet."
How poor Becky stared at her! In fact, she had
never heard such a nice, friendly sound in anyone's voice before. She
was used to being ordered about and scolded, and having her ears boxed.
And this one--in her rose-colored dancing afternoon splendor--was
looking at her as if she were not a culprit at all--as if she had a
right to be tired--even to fall asleep! The touch of the soft, slim
little paw on her shoulder was the most amazing thing she had ever
known.
"Ain't--ain't yer angry, miss?" she
gasped. "Ain't yer goin' to tell the missus?"
"No," cried out Sara. "Of course
I'm not."
The woeful fright in the coal-smutted face made
her suddenly so sorry that she could scarcely bear it. One of her queer
thoughts rushed into her mind. She put her hand against Becky's cheek.
"Why," she said, "we are just the
same--I am only a little girl like you. It's just an accident that I am
not you, and you are not me!"
Becky did not understand in the least. Her mind
could not grasp such amazing thoughts, and "an accident" meant
to her a calamity in which some one was run over or fell off a ladder
and was carried to "the 'orspital."
"A' accident, miss," she fluttered
respectfully. "Is it?"
"Yes," Sara answered, and she looked at
her dreamily for a moment. But the next she spoke in a different tone.
She realized that Becky did not know what she meant.
"Have you done your work?" she asked.
"Dare you stay here a few minutes?"
Becky lost her breath again.
"Here, miss? Me?"
Sara ran to the door, opened it, and looked out
and listened.
"No one is anywhere about," she
explained. "If your bedrooms are finished, perhaps you might stay a
tiny while. I thought-- perhaps--you might like a piece of cake."
The next ten minutes seemed to Becky like a sort
of delirium. Sara opened a cupboard, and gave her a thick slice of cake.
She seemed to rejoice when it was devoured in hungry bites. She talked
and asked questions, and laughed until Becky's fears actually began to
calm themselves, and she once or twice gathered boldness enough to ask a
question or so herself, daring as she felt it to be.
"Is that--" she ventured, looking
longingly at the rose-colored frock. And she asked it almost in a
whisper. "Is that there your best?"
"It is one of my dancing-frocks,"
answered Sara. "I like it, don't you?"
For a few seconds Becky was almost speechless with
admiration. Then she said in an awed voice, "Onct I see a princess.
I was standin' in the street with the crowd outside Covin' Garden,
watchin' the swells go inter the operer. An' there was one everyone
stared at most. They ses to each other, `That's the princess.' She was a
growed-up young lady, but she was pink all over--gownd an' cloak, an'
flowers an' all. I called her to mind the minnit I see you, sittin'
there on the table, miss. You looked like her."
"I've often thought," said Sara, in her
reflecting voice, "that I should like to be a princess; I wonder
what it feels like. I believe I will begin pretending I am one."
Becky stared at her admiringly, and, as before,
did not understand her in the least. She watched her with a sort of
adoration. Very soon Sara left her reflections and turned to her with a
new question.
"Becky," she said, "weren't you
listening to that story?"
"Yes, miss," confessed Becky, a little
alarmed again. "I knowed I hadn't orter, but it was that beautiful
I--I couldn't help it."
"I liked you to listen to it," said
Sara. "If you tell stories, you like nothing so much as to tell
them to people who want to listen. I don't know why it is. Would you
like to hear the rest?"
Becky lost her breath again.
"Me hear it?" she cried. "Like as
if I was a pupil, miss! All about the Prince--and the little white Mer-babies
swimming about laughing--with stars in their hair?"
Sara nodded.
"You haven't time to hear it now, I'm
afraid," she said; "but if you will tell me just what time you
come to do my rooms, I will try to be here and tell you a bit of it
every day until it is finished. It's a lovely long one--and I'm always
putting new bits to it."
"Then," breathed Becky, devoutly,
"I wouldn't mind HOW heavy the coal boxes was--or WHAT the cook
done to me, if--if I might have that to think of."
"You may," said Sara. "I'll tell it
ALL to you."
When Becky went downstairs, she was not the same
Becky who had staggered up, loaded down by the weight of the coal
scuttle. She had an extra piece of cake in her pocket, and she had been
fed and warmed, but not only by cake and fire. Something else had warmed
and fed her, and the something else was Sara.
When she was gone Sara sat on her favorite perch
on the end of her table. Her feet were on a chair, her elbows on her
knees, and her chin in her hands.
"If I WAS a princess--a REAL princess,"
she murmured, "I could scatter largess to the populace. But even if
I am only a pretend princess, I can invent little things to do for
people. Things like this. She was just as happy as if it was largess.
I'll pretend that to do things people like is scattering largess. I've
scattered largess."
6
The Diamond Mines
Not very long after this a very exciting thing
happened. Not only Sara, but the entire school, found it exciting, and
made it the chief subject of conversation for weeks after it occurred.
In one of his letters Captain Crewe told a most interesting story. A
friend who had been at school with him when he was a boy had
unexpectedly come to see him in India. He was the owner of a large tract
of land upon which diamonds had been found, and he was engaged in
developing the mines. If all went as was confidently expected, he would
become possessed of such wealth as it made one dizzy to think of; and
because he was fond of the friend of his school days, he had given him
an opportunity to share in this enormous fortune by becoming a partner
in his scheme. This, at least, was what Sara gathered from his letters.
It is true that any other business scheme, however magnificent, would
have had but small attraction for her or for the schoolroom; but
"diamond mines" sounded so like the Arabian Nights that no one
could be indifferent. Sara thought them enchanting, and painted
pictures, for Ermengarde and Lottie, of labyrinthine passages in the
bowels of the earth, where sparkling stones studded the walls and roofs
and ceilings, and strange, dark men dug them out with heavy picks.
Ermengarde delighted in the story, and Lottie insisted on its being
retold to her every evening. Lavinia was very spiteful about it, and
told Jessie that she didn't believe such things as diamond mines
existed.
"My mamma has a diamond ring which cost forty
pounds," she said. "And it is not a big one, either. If there
were mines full of diamonds, people would be so rich it would be
ridiculous."
"Perhaps Sara will be so rich that she will
be ridiculous," giggled Jessie.
"She's ridiculous without being rich,"
Lavinia sniffed.
"I believe you hate her," said Jessie.
"No, I don't," snapped Lavinia.
"But I don't believe in mines full of diamonds."
"Well, people have to get them from
somewhere," said Jessie. "Lavinia," with a new giggle,
"what do you think Gertrude says?"
"I don't know, I'm sure; and I don't care if
it's something more about that everlasting Sara."
"Well, it is. One of her `pretends' is that
she is a princess. She plays it all the time--even in school. She says
it makes her learn her lessons better. She wants Ermengarde to be one,
too, but Ermengarde says she is too fat."
"She IS too fat," said Lavinia.
"And Sara is too thin."
Naturally, Jessie giggled again.
"She says it has nothing to do with what you
look like, or what you have. It has only to do with what you THINK of,
and what you DO." "I suppose she thinks she could be a
princess if she was a beggar," said Lavinia. "Let us begin to
call her Your Royal Highness."
Lessons for the day were over, and they were
sitting before the schoolroom fire, enjoying the time they liked best.
It was the time when Miss Minchin and Miss Amelia were taking their tea
in the sitting room sacred to themselves. At this hour a great deal of
talking was done, and a great many secrets changed hands, particularly
if the younger pupils behaved themselves well, and did not squabble or
run about noisily, which it must be confessed they usually did. When
they made an uproar the older girls usually interfered with scolding and
shakes. They were expected to keep order, and there was danger that if
they did not, Miss Minchin or Miss Amelia would appear and put an end to
festivities. Even as Lavinia spoke the door opened and Sara entered with
Lottie, whose habit was to trot everywhere after her like a little dog.
"There she is, with that horrid child!"
exclaimed Lavinia in a whisper. "If she's so fond of her, why
doesn't she keep her in her own room? She will begin howling about
something in five minutes."
It happened that Lottie had been seized with a
sudden desire to play in the schoolroom, and had begged her adopted |