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CONTENTS
Book the First--Recalled to Life
Chapter I The Period
Chapter II The Mail
Chapter
III The Night Shadows
Chapter IV The Preparation
Chapter V The Wine-shop
Chapter VI The Shoemaker
Book the Second--the Golden Thread
Chapter I Five Years Later
Chapter II A Sight
Chapter III A Disappointment
Chapter IV Congratulatory
Chapter V The
Jackal
Chapter VI Hundreds of People
Chapter VII Monseigneur in Town
Chapter VIII Monseigneur in the Country
Chapter IX The Gorgon's Head
Chapter X Two Promises
Chapter XI A Companion Picture
Chapter XII The
Fellow of Delicacy
Chapter XIII The Fellow of no Delicacy
Chapter XIV
The Honest Tradesman
Chapter XV Knitting
Chapter XVI Still Knitting
Chapter XVII One Night
Chapter XVIII Nine Days
Chapter XIX An Opinion
Chapter XX A Plea
Chapter XXI Echoing Footsteps
Chapter XXII The Sea
Still Rises
Chapter XXIII Fire Rises
Chapter XXIV Drawn to the Loadstone
Rock
Book the Third--the Track of a Storm
Chapter I In Secret
Chapter II The Grindstone
Chapter III The Shadow
Chapter IV Calm in Storm
Chapter V The
Wood-sawyer
Chapter VI Triumph
Chapter VII A Knock at the Door
Chapter
VIII A Hand at Cards
Chapter IX The Game Made
Chapter X The Substance of
the Shadow
Chapter XI Dusk
Chapter XII Darkness
Chapter XIII Fifty-two
Chapter XIV The Knitting Done
Chapter XV The Footsteps Die Out For Ever
Book the First--Recalled to Life
I
The Period
It was the best of times, it was the worst of
times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was
the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season
of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it
was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing
before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct
the other way--in short, the period was so far like the present period,
that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received,
for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.
There were a king with a large jaw and a queen
with a plain face, on the throne of England; there were a king with a
large jaw and a queen with a fair face, on the throne of France. In both
countries it was clearer than crystal to the lords of the State
preserves of loaves and fishes, that things in general were settled for
ever.
It was the year of Our Lord one thousand seven
hundred and seventy-five. Spiritual revelations were conceded to England
at that favoured period, as at this. Mrs. Southcott had recently
attained her five-and-twentieth blessed birthday, of whom a prophetic
private in the Life Guards had heralded the sublime appearance by
announcing that arrangements were made for the swallowing up of London
and Westminster. Even the Cock-lane ghost had been laid only a round
dozen of years, after rapping out its messages, as the spirits of this
very year last past (supernaturally deficient in originality) rapped out
theirs. Mere messages in the earthly order of events had lately come to
the English Crown and People, from a congress of British subjects in
America: which, strange to relate, have proved more important to the
human race than any communications yet received through any of the
chickens of the Cock-lane brood.
France, less favoured on the whole as to matters
spiritual than her sister of the shield and trident, rolled with
exceeding smoothness down hill, making paper money and spending it.
Under the guidance of her Christian pastors, she entertained herself,
besides, with such humane achievements as sentencing a youth to have his
hands cut off, his tongue torn out with pincers, and his body burned
alive, because he had not kneeled down in the rain to do honour to a
dirty procession of monks which passed within his view, at a distance of
some fifty or sixty yards. It is likely enough that, rooted in the woods
of France and Norway, there were growing trees, when that sufferer was
put to death, already marked by the Woodman, Fate, to come down and be
sawn into boards, to make a certain movable framework with a sack and a
knife in it, terrible in history. It is likely enough that in the rough
outhouses of some tillers of the heavy lands adjacent to Paris, there
were sheltered from the weather that very day, rude carts, bespattered
with rustic mire, snuffed about by pigs, and roosted in by poultry,
which the Farmer, Death, had already set apart to be his tumbrils of the
Revolution. But that Woodman and that Farmer, though they work
unceasingly, work silently, and no one heard them as they went about
with muffled tread: the rather, forasmuch as to entertain any suspicion
that they were awake, was to be atheistical and traitorous.
In England, there was scarcely an amount of order
and protection to justify much national boasting. Daring burglaries by
armed men, and highway robberies, took place in the capital itself every
night; families were publicly cautioned not to go out of town without
removing their furniture to upholsterers' warehouses for security; the
highwayman in the dark was a City tradesman in the light, and, being
recognised and challenged by his fellow- tradesman whom he stopped in
his character of "the Captain," gallantly shot him through the
head and rode away; the mail was waylaid by seven robbers, and the guard
shot three dead, and then got shot dead himself by the other four,
"in consequence of the failure of his ammunition:" after which
the mail was robbed in peace; that magnificent potentate, the Lord Mayor
of London, was made to stand and deliver on Turnham Green, by one
highwayman, who despoiled the illustrious creature in sight of all his
retinue; prisoners in London gaols fought battles with their turnkeys,
and the majesty of the law fired blunderbusses in among them, loaded
with rounds of shot and ball; thieves snipped off diamond crosses from
the necks of noble lords at Court drawing-rooms; musketeers went into
St. Giles's, to search for contraband goods, and the mob fired on the
musketeers, and the musketeers fired on the mob, and nobody thought any
of these occurrences much out of the common way. In the midst of them,
the hangman, ever busy and ever worse than useless, was in constant
requisition; now, stringing up long rows of miscellaneous criminals;
now, hanging a housebreaker on Saturday who had been taken on Tuesday;
now, burning people in the hand at Newgate by the dozen, and now burning
pamphlets at the door of Westminster Hall; to-day, taking the life of an
atrocious murderer, and to-morrow of a wretched pilferer who had robbed
a farmer's boy of sixpence.
All these things, and a thousand like them, came
to pass in and close upon the dear old year one thousand seven hundred
and seventy-five. Environed by them, while the Woodman and the Farmer
worked unheeded, those two of the large jaws, and those other two of the
plain and the fair faces, trod with stir enough, and carried their
divine rights with a high hand. Thus did the year one thousand seven
hundred and seventy-five conduct their Greatnesses, and myriads of small
creatures--the creatures of this chronicle among the rest--along the
roads that lay before them.
II
The Mail
It was the Dover road that lay, on a Friday night
late in November, before the first of the persons with whom this history
has business. The Dover road lay, as to him, beyond the Dover mail, as
it lumbered up Shooter's Hill. He walked up hill in the mire by the side
of the mail, as the rest of the passengers did; not because they had the
least relish for walking exercise, under the circumstances, but because
the hill, and the harness, and the mud, and the mail, were all so heavy,
that the horses had three times already come to a stop, besides once
drawing the coach across the road, with the mutinous intent of taking it
back to Blackheath. Reins and whip and coachman and guard, however, in
combination, had read that article of war which forbade a purpose
otherwise strongly in favour of the argument, that some brute animals
are endued with Reason; and the team had capitulated and returned to
their duty.
With drooping heads and tremulous tails, they
mashed their way through the thick mud, floundering and stumbling
between whiles, as if they were falling to pieces at the larger joints.
As often as the driver rested them and brought them to a stand, with a
wary "Wo-ho! so-ho-then!" the near leader violently shook his
head and everything upon it--like an unusually emphatic horse, denying
that the coach could be got up the hill. Whenever the leader made this
rattle, the passenger started, as a nervous passenger might, and was
disturbed in mind.
There was a steaming mist in all the hollows, and
it had roamed in its forlornness up the hill, like an evil spirit,
seeking rest and finding none. A clammy and intensely cold mist, it made
its slow way through the air in ripples that visibly followed and
overspread one another, as the waves of an unwholesome sea might do. It
was dense enough to shut out everything from the light of the
coach-lamps but these its own workings, and a few yards of road; and the
reek of the labouring horses steamed into it, as if they had made it
all.
Two other passengers, besides the one, were
plodding up the hill by the side of the mail. All three were wrapped to
the cheekbones and over the ears, and wore jack-boots. Not one of the
three could have said, from anything he saw, what either of the other
two was like; and each was hidden under almost as many wrappers from the
eyes of the mind, as from the eyes of the body, of his two companions.
In those days, travellers were very shy of being confidential on a short
notice, for anybody on the road might be a robber or in league with
robbers. As to the latter, when every posting-house and ale-house could
produce somebody in "the Captain's" pay, ranging from the
landlord to the lowest stable non-descript, it was the likeliest thing
upon the cards. So the guard of the Dover mail thought to himself, that
Friday night in November, one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five,
lumbering up Shooter's Hill, as he stood on his own particular perch
behind the mail, beating his feet, and keeping an eye and a hand on the
arm-chest before him, where a loaded blunderbuss lay at the top of six
or eight loaded horse-pistols, deposited on a substratum of cutlass.
The Dover mail was in its usual genial position
that the guard suspected the passengers, the passengers suspected one
another and the guard, they all suspected everybody else, and the
coachman was sure of nothing but the horses; as to which cattle he could
with a clear conscience have taken his oath on the two Testaments that
they were not fit for the journey.
"Wo-ho!" said the coachman. "So,
then! One more pull and you're at the top and be damned to you, for I
have had trouble enough to get you to it!--Joe!"
"Halloa!" the guard replied.
"What o'clock do you make it, Joe?"
"Ten minutes, good, past eleven."
"My blood!" ejaculated the vexed
coachman, "and not atop of Shooter's yet! Tst! Yah! Get on with
you!"
The emphatic horse, cut short by the whip in a
most decided negative, made a decided scramble for it, and the three
other horses followed suit. Once more, the Dover mail struggled on, with
the jack-boots of its passengers squashing along by its side. They had
stopped when the coach stopped, and they kept close company with it. If
any one of the three had had the hardihood to propose to another to walk
on a little ahead into the mist and darkness, he would have put himself
in a fair way of getting shot instantly as a highwayman.
The last burst carried the mail to the summit of
the hill. The horses stopped to breathe again, and the guard got down to
skid the wheel for the descent, and open the coach-door to let the
passengers in.
"Tst! Joe!" cried the coachman in a
warning voice, looking down from his box.
"What do you say, Tom?"
They both listened.
"I say a horse at a canter coming up,
Joe."
"_I_ say a horse at a gallop, Tom,"
returned the guard, leaving his hold of the door, and mounting nimbly to
his place. "Gentlemen! In the king's name, all of you!"
With this hurried adjuration, he cocked his
blunderbuss, and stood on the offensive.
The passenger booked by this history, was on the
coach-step, getting in; the two other passengers were close behind him,
and about to follow. He remained on the step, half in the coach and half
out of; they remained in the road below him. They all looked from the
coachman to the guard, and from the guard to the coachman, and listened.
The coachman looked back and the guard looked back, and even the
emphatic leader pricked up his ears and looked back, without
contradicting.
The stillness consequent on the cessation of the
rumbling and labouring of the coach, added to the stillness of the
night, made it very quiet indeed. The panting of the horses communicated
a tremulous motion to the coach, as if it were in a state of agitation.
The hearts of the passengers beat loud enough perhaps to be heard; but
at any rate, the quiet pause was audibly expressive of people out of
breath, and holding the breath, and having the pulses quickened by
expectation.
The sound of a horse at a gallop came fast and
furiously up the hill.
"So-ho!" the guard sang out, as loud as
he could roar. "Yo there! Stand! I shall fire!"
The pace was suddenly checked, and, with much
splashing and floundering, a man's voice called from the mist, "Is
that the Dover mail?"
"Never you mind what it is!" the guard
retorted. "What are you?"
"_Is_ that the Dover mail?"
"Why do you want to know?"
"I want a passenger, if it is."
"What passenger?"
"Mr. Jarvis Lorry."
Our booked passenger showed in a moment that it
was his name. The guard, the coachman, and the two other passengers eyed
him distrustfully.
"Keep where you are," the guard called
to the voice in the mist, "because, if I should make a mistake, it
could never be set right in your lifetime. Gentleman of the name of
Lorry answer straight."
"What is the matter?" asked the
passenger, then, with mildly quavering speech. "Who wants me? Is it
Jerry?"
("I don't like Jerry's voice, if it is
Jerry," growled the guard to himself. "He's hoarser than suits
me, is Jerry.")
"Yes, Mr. Lorry."
"What is the matter?"
"A despatch sent after you from over yonder.
T. and Co."
"I know this messenger, guard," said Mr.
Lorry, getting down into the road--assisted from behind more swiftly
than politely by the other two passengers, who immediately scrambled
into the coach, shut the door, and pulled up the window. "He may
come close; there's nothing wrong."
"I hope there ain't, but I can't make so
'Nation sure of that," said the guard, in gruff soliloquy.
"Hallo you!"
"Well! And hallo you!" said Jerry, more
hoarsely than before.
"Come on at a footpace! d'ye mind me? And if
you've got holsters to that saddle o' yourn, don't let me see your hand
go nigh 'em. For I'm a devil at a quick mistake, and when I make one it
takes the form of Lead. So now let's look at you."
The figures of a horse and rider came slowly
through the eddying mist, and came to the side of the mail, where the
passenger stood. The rider stooped, and, casting up his eyes at the
guard, handed the passenger a small folded paper. The rider's horse was
blown, and both horse and rider were covered with mud, from the hoofs of
the horse to the hat of the man.
"Guard!" said the passenger, in a tone
of quiet business confidence.
The watchful guard, with his right hand at the
stock of his raised blunderbuss, his left at the barrel, and his eye on
the horseman, answered curtly, "Sir."
"There is nothing to apprehend. I belong to
Tellson's Bank. You must know Tellson's Bank in London. I am going to
Paris on business. A crown to drink. I may read this?"
"If so be as you're quick, sir."
He opened it in the light of the coach-lamp on
that side, and read--first to himself and then aloud: "`Wait at
Dover for Mam'selle.' It's not long, you see, guard. Jerry, say that my
answer was, RECALLED TO LIFE."
Jerry started in his saddle. "That's a
Blazing strange answer, too," said he, at his hoarsest.
"Take that message back, and they will know
that I received this, as well as if I wrote. Make the best of your way.
Good night."
With those words the passenger opened the
coach-door and got in; not at all assisted by his fellow-passengers, who
had expeditiously secreted their watches and purses in their boots, and
were now making a general pretence of being asleep. With no more
definite purpose than to escape the hazard of originating any other kind
of action.
The coach lumbered on again, with heavier wreaths
of mist closing round it as it began the descent. The guard soon
replaced his blunderbuss in his arm-chest, and, having looked to the
rest of its contents, and having looked to the supplementary pistols
that he wore in his belt, looked to a smaller chest beneath his seat, in
which there were a few smith's tools, a couple of torches, and a
tinder-box. For he was furnished with that completeness that if the
coach-lamps had been blown and stormed out, which did occasionally
happen, he had only to shut himself up inside, keep the flint and steel
sparks well off the straw, and get a light with tolerable safety and
ease (if he were lucky) in five minutes.
"Tom!" softly over the coach roof.
"Hallo, Joe."
"Did you hear the message?"
"I did, Joe."
"What did you make of it, Tom?"
"Nothing at all, Joe."
"That's a coincidence, too," the guard
mused, "for I made the same of it myself."
Jerry, left alone in the mist and darkness,
dismounted meanwhile, not only to ease his spent horse, but to wipe the
mud from his face, and shake the wet out of his hat-brim, which might be
capable of holding about half a gallon. After standing with the bridle
over his heavily-splashed arm, until the wheels of the mail were no
longer within hearing and the night was quite still again, he turned to
walk down the hill.
"After that there gallop from Temple Bar, old
lady, I won't trust your fore-legs till I get you on the level,"
said this hoarse messenger, glancing at his mare. "`Recalled to
life.' That's a Blazing strange message. Much of that wouldn't do for
you, Jerry! I say, Jerry! You'd be in a Blazing bad way, if recalling to
life was to come into fashion, Jerry!"
III
The Night Shadows
A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human
creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every
other. A solemn consideration, when I enter a great city by night, that
every one of those darkly clustered houses encloses its own secret; that
every room in every one of them encloses its own secret; that every
beating heart in the hundreds of thousands of breasts there, is, in some
of its imaginings, a secret to the heart nearest it! Something of the
awfulness, even of Death itself, is referable to this. No more can I
turn the leaves of this dear book that I loved, and vainly hope in time
to read it all. No more can I look into the depths of this unfathomable
water, wherein, as momentary lights glanced into it, I have had glimpses
of buried treasure and other things submerged. It was appointed that the
book should shut with a spring, for ever and for ever, when I had read
but a page. It was appointed that the water should be locked in an
eternal frost, when the light was playing on its surface, and I stood in
ignorance on the shore. My friend is dead, my neighbour is dead, my
love, the darling of my soul, is dead; it is the inexorable
consolidation and perpetuation of the secret that was always in that
individuality, and which I shall carry in mine to my life's end. In any
of the burial-places of this city through which I pass, is there a
sleeper more inscrutable than its busy inhabitants are, in their
innermost personality, to me, or than I am to them?
As to this, his natural and not to be alienated
inheritance, the messenger on horseback had exactly the same possessions
as the King, the first Minister of State, or the richest merchant in
London. So with the three passengers shut up in the narrow compass of
one lumbering old mail coach; they were mysteries to one another, as
complete as if each had been in his own coach and six, or his own coach
and sixty, with the breadth of a county between him and the next.
The messenger rode back at an easy trot, stopping
pretty often at ale-houses by the way to drink, but evincing a tendency
to keep his own counsel, and to keep his hat cocked over his eyes. He
had eyes that assorted very well with that decoration, being of a
surface black, with no depth in the colour or form, and much too near
together--as if they were afraid of being found out in something,
singly, if they kept too far apart. They had a sinister expression,
under an old cocked-hat like a three-cornered spittoon, and over a great
muffler for the chin and throat, which descended nearly to the wearer's
knees. When he stopped for drink, he moved this muffler with his left
hand, only while he poured his liquor in with his right; as soon as that
was done, he muffled again.
"No, Jerry, no!" said the messenger,
harping on one theme as he rode. "It wouldn't do for you, Jerry.
Jerry, you honest tradesman, it wouldn't suit _your_ line of business!
Recalled--! Bust me if I don't think he'd been a drinking!"
His message perplexed his mind to that degree that
he was fain, several times, to take off his hat to scratch his head.
Except on the crown, which was raggedly bald, he had stiff, black hair,
standing jaggedly all over it, and growing down hill almost to his
broad, blunt nose. It was so like Smith's work, so much more like the
top of a strongly spiked wall than a head of hair, that the best of
players at leap-frog might have declined him, as the most dangerous man
in the world to go over.
While he trotted back with the message he was to
deliver to the night watchman in his box at the door of Tellson's Bank,
by Temple Bar, who was to deliver it to greater authorities within, the
shadows of the night took such shapes to him as arose out of the
message, and took such shapes to the mare as arose out of _her_ private
topics of uneasiness. They seemed to be numerous, for she shied at every
shadow on the road.
What time, the mail-coach lumbered, jolted,
rattled, and bumped upon its tedious way, with its three fellow-inscrutables
inside. To whom, likewise, the shadows of the night revealed themselves,
in the forms their dozing eyes and wandering thoughts suggested.
Tellson's Bank had a run upon it in the mail. As
the bank passenger-- with an arm drawn through the leathern strap, which
did what lay in it to keep him from pounding against the next passenger,
and driving him into his corner, whenever the coach got a special
jolt--nodded in his place, with half-shut eyes, the little
coach-windows, and the coach-lamp dimly gleaming through them, and the
bulky bundle of opposite passenger, became the bank, and did a great
stroke of business. The rattle of the harness was the chink of money,
and more drafts were honoured in five minutes than even Tellson's, with
all its foreign and home connection, ever paid in thrice the time. Then
the strong-rooms underground, at Tellson's, with such of their valuable
stores and secrets as were known to the passenger (and it was not a
little that he knew about them), opened before him, and he went in among
them with the great keys and the feebly-burning candle, and found them
safe, and strong, and sound, and still, just as he had last seen them.
But, though the bank was almost always with him,
and though the coach (in a confused way, like the presence of pain under
an opiate) was always with him, there was another current of impression
that never ceased to run, all through the night. He was on his way to
dig some one out of a grave.
Now, which of the multitude of faces that showed
themselves before him was the true face of the buried person, the
shadows of the night did not indicate; but they were all the faces of a
man of five-and- forty by years, and they differed principally in the
passions they expressed, and in the ghastliness of their worn and wasted
state. Pride, contempt, defiance, stubbornness, submission, lamentation,
succeeded one another; so did varieties of sunken cheek, cadaverous
colour, emaciated hands and figures. But the face was in the main one
face, and every head was prematurely white. A hundred times the dozing
passenger inquired of this spectre:
"Buried how long?"
The answer was always the same: "Almost
eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being dug
out?"
"Long ago."
"You know that you are recalled to
life?"
"They tell me so."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
"Shall I show her to you? Will you come and
see her?"
The answers to this question were various and
contradictory. Sometimes the broken reply was, "Wait! It would kill
me if I saw her too soon." Sometimes, it was given in a tender rain
of tears, and then it was, "Take me to her." Sometimes it was
staring and bewildered, and then it was, "I don't know her. I don't
understand."
After such imaginary discourse, the passenger in
his fancy would dig, and dig, dig--now with a spade, now with a great
key, now with his hands--to dig this wretched creature out. Got out at
last, with earth hanging about his face and hair, he would suddenly fan
away to dust. The passenger would then start to himself, and lower the
window, to get the reality of mist and rain on his cheek.
Yet even when his eyes were opened on the mist and
rain, on the moving patch of light from the lamps, and the hedge at the
roadside retreating by jerks, the night shadows outside the coach would
fall into the train of the night shadows within. The real Banking-house
by Temple Bar, the real business of the past day, the real strong rooms,
the real express sent after him, and the real message returned, would
all be there. Out of the midst of them, the ghostly face would rise, and
he would accost it again.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
Dig--dig--dig--until an impatient movement from
one of the two passengers would admonish him to pull up the window, draw
his arm securely through the leathern strap, and speculate upon the two
slumbering forms, until his mind lost its hold of them, and they again
slid away into the bank and the grave.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being dug
out?"
"Long ago."
The words were still in his hearing as just
spoken--distinctly in his hearing as ever spoken words had been in his
life--when the weary passenger started to the consciousness of daylight,
and found that the shadows of the night were gone.
He lowered the window, and looked out at the
rising sun. There was a ridge of ploughed land, with a plough upon it
where it had been left last night when the horses were unyoked; beyond,
a quiet coppice-wood, in which many leaves of burning red and golden
yellow still remained upon the trees. Though the earth was cold and wet,
the sky was clear, and the sun rose bright, placid, and beautiful.
"Eighteen years!" said the passenger,
looking at the sun. "Gracious Creator of day! To be buried alive
for eighteen years!"
IV
The Preparation
When the mail got successfully to Dover, in the
course of the forenoon, the head drawer at the Royal George Hotel opened
the coach-door as his custom was. He did it with some flourish of
ceremony, for a mail journey from London in winter was an achievement to
congratulate an adventurous traveller upon.
By that time, there was only one adventurous
traveller left be congratulated: for the two others had been set down at
their respective roadside destinations. The mildewy inside of the coach,
with its damp and dirty straw, its disagreeable smell, and its
obscurity, was rather like a larger dog-kennel. Mr. Lorry, the
passenger, shaking himself out of it in chains of straw, a tangle of
shaggy wrapper, flapping hat, and muddy legs, was rather like a larger
sort of dog.
"There will be a packet to Calais, tomorrow,
drawer?"
"Yes, sir, if the weather holds and the wind
sets tolerable fair. The tide will serve pretty nicely at about two in
the afternoon, sir. Bed, sir?"
"I shall not go to bed till night; but I want
a bedroom, and a barber."
"And then breakfast, sir? Yes, sir. That way,
sir, if you please. Show Concord! Gentleman's valise and hot water to
Concord. Pull off gentleman's boots in Concord. (You will find a fine
sea-coal fire, sir.) Fetch barber to Concord. Stir about there, now, for
Concord!"
The Concord bed-chamber being always assigned to a
passenger by the mail, and passengers by the mail being always heavily
wrapped up from head to foot, the room had the odd interest for the
establishment of the Royal George, that although but one kind of man was
seen to go into it, all kinds and varieties of men came out of it.
Consequently, another drawer, and two porters, and several maids and the
landlady, were all loitering by accident at various points of the road
between the Concord and the coffee-room, when a gentleman of sixty,
formally dressed in a brown suit of clothes, pretty well worn, but very
well kept, with large square cuffs and large flaps to the pockets,
passed along on his way to his breakfast.
The coffee-room had no other occupant, that
forenoon, than the gentleman in brown. His breakfast-table was drawn
before the fire, and as he sat, with its light shining on him, waiting
for the meal, he sat so still, that he might have been sitting for his
portrait.
Very orderly and methodical he looked, with a hand
on each knee, and a loud watch ticking a sonorous sermon under his
flapped waist-coat, as though it pitted its gravity and longevity
against the levity and evanescence of the brisk fire. He had a good leg,
and was a little vain of it, for his brown stockings fitted sleek and
close, and were of a fine texture; his shoes and buckles, too, though
plain, were trim. He wore an odd little sleek crisp flaxen wig, setting
very close to his head: which wig, it is to be presumed, was made of
hair, but which looked far more as though it were spun from filaments of
silk or glass. His linen, though not of a fineness in accordance with
his stockings, was as white as the tops of the waves that broke upon the
neighbouring beach, or the specks of sail that glinted in the sunlight
far at sea. A face habitually suppressed and quieted, was still lighted
up under the quaint wig by a pair of moist bright eyes that it must have
cost their owner, in years gone by, some pains to drill to the composed
and reserved expression of Tellson's Bank. He had a healthy colour in
his cheeks, and his face, though lined, bore few traces of anxiety. But,
perhaps the confidential bachelor clerks in Tellson's Bank were
principally occupied with the cares of other people; and perhaps
second-hand cares, like second-hand clothes, come easily off and on.
Completing his resemblance to a man who was
sitting for his portrait, Mr. Lorry dropped off to sleep. The arrival of
his breakfast roused him, and he said to the drawer, as he moved his
chair to it:
"I wish accommodation prepared for a young
lady who may come here at any time to-day. She may ask for Mr. Jarvis
Lorry, or she may only ask for a gentleman from Tellson's Bank. Please
to let me know."
"Yes, sir. Tellson's Bank in London,
sir?"
"Yes."
"Yes, sir. We have oftentimes the honour to
entertain your gentlemen in their travelling backwards and forwards
betwixt London and Paris, sir. A vast deal of travelling, sir, in
Tellson and Company's House."
"Yes. We are quite a French House, as well as
an English one."
"Yes, sir. Not much in the habit of such
travelling yourself, I think, sir?"
"Not of late years. It is fifteen years since
we--since I--came last from France."
"Indeed, sir? That was before my time here,
sir. Before our people's time here, sir. The George was in other hands
at that time, sir."
"I believe so."
"But I would hold a pretty wager, sir, that a
House like Tellson and Company was flourishing, a matter of fifty, not
to speak of fifteen years ago?"
"You might treble that, and say a hundred and
fifty, yet not be far from the truth."
"Indeed, sir!"
Rounding his mouth and both his eyes, as he
stepped backward from the table, the waiter shifted his napkin from his
right arm to his left, dropped into a comfortable attitude, and stood
surveying the guest while he ate and drank, as from an observatory or
watchtower. According to the immemorial usage of waiters in all ages.
When Mr. Lorry had finished his breakfast, he went
out for a stroll on the beach. The little narrow, crooked town of Dover
hid itself away from the beach, and ran its head into the chalk cliffs,
like a marine ostrich. The beach was a desert of heaps of sea and stones
tumbling wildly about, and the sea did what it liked, and what it liked
was destruction. It thundered at the town, and thundered at the cliffs,
and brought the coast down, madly. The air among the houses was of so
strong a piscatory flavour that one might have supposed sick fish went
up to be dipped in it, as sick people went down to be dipped in the sea.
A little fishing was done in the port, and a quantity of strolling about
by night, and looking seaward: particularly at those times when the tide
made, and was near flood. Small tradesmen, who did no business whatever,
sometimes unaccountably realised large fortunes, and it was remarkable
that nobody in the neighbourhood could endure a lamplighter.
As the day declined into the afternoon, and the
air, which had been at intervals clear enough to allow the French coast
to be seen, became again charged with mist and vapour, Mr. Lorry's
thoughts seemed to cloud too. When it was dark, and he sat before the
coffee-room fire, awaiting his dinner as he had awaited his breakfast,
his mind was busily digging, digging, digging, in the live red coals.
A bottle of good claret after dinner does a digger
in the red coals no harm, otherwise than as it has a tendency to throw
him out of work. Mr. Lorry had been idle a long time, and had just
poured out his last glassful of wine with as complete an appearance of
satisfaction as is ever to be found in an elderly gentleman of a fresh
complexion who has got to the end of a bottle, when a rattling of wheels
came up the narrow street, and rumbled into the inn-yard.
He set down his glass untouched. "This is
Mam'selle!" said he.
In a very few minutes the waiter came in to
announce that Miss Manette had arrived from London, and would be happy
to see the gentleman from Tellson's.
"So soon?"
Miss Manette had taken some refreshment on the
road, and required none then, and was extremely anxious to see the
gentleman from Tellson's immediately, if it suited his pleasure and
convenience.
The gentleman from Tellson's had nothing left for
it but to empty his glass with an air of stolid desperation, settle his
odd little flaxen wig at the ears, and follow the waiter to Miss
Manette's apartment. It was a large, dark room, furnished in a funereal
manner with black horsehair, and loaded with heavy dark tables. These
had been oiled and oiled, until the two tall candles on the table in the
middle of the room were gloomily reflected on every leaf; as if _they_
were buried, in deep graves of black mahogany, and no light to speak of
could be expected from them until they were dug out.
The obscurity was so difficult to penetrate that
Mr. Lorry, picking his way over the well-worn Turkey carpet, supposed
Miss Manette to be, for the moment, in some adjacent room, until, having
got past the two tall candles, he saw standing to receive him by the
table between them and the fire, a young lady of not more than
seventeen, in a riding-cloak, and still holding her straw travelling-
hat by its ribbon in her hand. As his eyes rested on a short, slight,
pretty figure, a quantity of golden hair, a pair of blue eyes that met
his own with an inquiring look, and a forehead with a singular capacity
(remembering how young and smooth it was), of rifting and knitting
itself into an expression that was not quite one of perplexity, or
wonder, or alarm, or merely of a bright fixed attention, though it
included all the four expressions--as his eyes rested on these things, a
sudden vivid likeness passed before him, of a child whom he had held in
his arms on the passage across that very Channel, one cold time, when
the hail drifted heavily and the sea ran high. The likeness passed away,
like a breath along the surface of the gaunt pier-glass behind her, on
the frame of which, a hospital procession of negro cupids, several
headless and all cripples, were offering black baskets of Dead Sea fruit
to black divinities of the feminine gender--and he made his formal bow
to Miss Manette.
"Pray take a seat, sir." In a very clear
and pleasant young voice; a little foreign in its accent, but a very
little indeed.
"I kiss your hand, miss," said Mr.
Lorry, with the manners of an earlier date, as he made his formal bow
again, and took his seat.
"I received a letter from the Bank, sir,
yesterday, informing me that some intelligence--or discovery--"
"The word is not material, miss; either word
will do."
"--respecting the small property of my poor
father, whom I never saw--so long dead--"
Mr. Lorry moved in his chair, and cast a troubled
look towards the hospital procession of negro cupids. As if _they_ had
any help for anybody in their absurd baskets!
"--rendered it necessary that I should go to
Paris, there to communicate with a gentleman of the Bank, so good as to
be despatched to Paris for the purpose."
"Myself."
"As I was prepared to hear, sir."
She curtseyed to him (young ladies made curtseys
in those days), with a pretty desire to convey to him that she felt how
much older and wiser he was than she. He made her another bow.
"I replied to the Bank, sir, that as it was
considered necessary, by those who know, and who are so kind as to
advise me, that I should go to France, and that as I am an orphan and
have no friend who could go with me, I should esteem it highly if I
might be permitted to place myself, during the journey, under that
worthy gentleman's protection. The gentleman had left London, but I
think a messenger was sent after him to beg the favour of his waiting
for me here."
"I was happy," said Mr. Lorry, "to
be entrusted with the charge. I shall be more happy to execute it."
"Sir, I thank you indeed. I thank you very
gratefully. It was told me by the Bank that the gentleman would explain
to me the details of the business, and that I must prepare myself to
find them of a surprising nature. I have done my best to prepare myself,
and I naturally have a strong and eager interest to know what they
are."
"Naturally," said Mr. Lorry.
"Yes--I--"
After a pause, he added, again settling the crisp
flaxen wig at the ears, "It is very difficult to begin."
He did not begin, but, in his indecision, met her
glance. The young forehead lifted itself into that singular
expression--but it was pretty and characteristic, besides being
singular--and she raised her hand, as if with an involuntary action she
caught at, or stayed some passing shadow.
"Are you quite a stranger to me, sir?"
"Am I not?" Mr. Lorry opened his hands,
and extended them outwards with an argumentative smile.
Between the eyebrows and just over the little
feminine nose, the line of which was as delicate and fine as it was
possible to be, the expression deepened itself as she took her seat
thoughtfully in the chair by which she had hitherto remained standing.
He watched her as she mused, and the moment she raised her eyes again,
went on:
"In your adopted country, I presume, I cannot
do better than address you as a young English lady, Miss Manette?"
"If you please, sir."
"Miss Manette, I am a man of business. I have
a business charge to acquit myself of. In your reception of it, don't
heed me any more than if I was a speaking machine--truly, I am not much
else. I will, with your leave, relate to you, miss, the story of one of
our customers."
"Story!"
He seemed wilfully to mistake the word she had
repeated, when he added, in a hurry, "Yes, customers; in the
banking business we usually call our connection our customers. He was a
French gentleman; a scientific gentleman; a man of great acquirements--a
Doctor."
"Not of Beauvais?"
"Why, yes, of Beauvais. Like Monsieur Manette,
your father, the gentleman was of Beauvais. Like Monsieur Manette, your
father, the gentleman was of repute in Paris. I had the honour of
knowing him there. Our relations were business relations, but
confidential. I was at that time in our French House, and had been--oh!
twenty years."
"At that time--I may ask, at what time,
sir?"
"I speak, miss, of twenty years ago. He
married--an English lady--and I was one of the trustees. His affairs,
like the affairs of many other French gentlemen and French families,
were entirely in Tellson's hands. In a similar way I am, or I have been,
trustee of one kind or other for scores of our customers. These are mere
business relations, miss; there is no friendship in them, no particular
interest, nothing like sentiment. I have passed from one to another, in
the course of my business life, just as I pass from one of our customers
to another in the course of my business day; in short, I have no
feelings; I am a mere machine. To go on--"
"But this is my father's story, sir; and I
begin to think" --the curiously roughened forehead was very intent
upon him--"that when I was left an orphan through my mother's
surviving my father only two years, it was you who brought me to
England. I am almost sure it was you."
Mr. Lorry took the hesitating little hand that
confidingly advanced to take his, and he put it with some ceremony to
his lips. He then conducted the young lady straightway to her chair
again, and, holding the chair-back with his left hand, and using his
right by turns to rub his chin, pull his wig at the ears, or point what
he said, stood looking down into her face while she sat looking up into
his.
"Miss Manette, it _was_ I. And you will see
how truly I spoke of myself just now, in saying I had no feelings, and
that all the relations I hold with my fellow-creatures are mere business
relations, when you reflect that I have never seen you since. No; you
have been the ward of Tellson's House since, and I have been busy with
the other business of Tellson's House since. Feelings! I have no time
for them, no chance of them. I pass my whole life, miss, in turning an
immense pecuniary Mangle."
After this odd description of his daily routine of
employment, Mr. Lorry flattened his flaxen wig upon his head with both
hands (which was most unnecessary, for nothing could be flatter than its
shining surface was before), and resumed his former attitude.
"So far, miss (as you have remarked), this is
the story of your regretted father. Now comes the difference. If your
father had not died when he did--Don't be frightened! How you
start!"
She did, indeed, start. And she caught his wrist
with both her hands.
"Pray," said Mr. Lorry, in a soothing
tone, bringing his left hand from the back of the chair to lay it on the
supplicatory fingers that clasped him in so violent a tremble:
"pray control your agitation--a matter of business. As I was
saying--"
Her look so discomposed him that he stopped,
wandered, and began anew:
"As I was saying; if Monsieur Manette had not
died; if he had suddenly and silently disappeared; if he had been
spirited away; if it had not been difficult to guess to what dreadful
place, though no art could trace him; if he had an enemy in some
compatriot who could exercise a privilege that I in my own time have
known the boldest people afraid to speak of in a whisper, across the
water there; for instance, the privilege of filling up blank forms for
the consignment of any one to the oblivion of a prison for any length of
time; if his wife had implored the king, the queen, the court, the
clergy, for any tidings of him, and all quite in vain;--then the history
of your father would have been the history of this unfortunate
gentleman, the Doctor of Beauvais."
"I entreat you to tell me more, sir."
"I will. I am going to. You can bear
it?"
"I can bear anything but the uncertainty you
leave me in at this moment."
"You speak collectedly, and you--_are_
collected. That's good!" (Though his manner was less satisfied than
his words.) "A matter of business. Regard it as a matter of
business--business that must be done. Now if this doctor's wife, though
a lady of great courage and spirit, had suffered so intensely from this
cause before her little child was born--"
"The little child was a daughter, sir."
"A daughter. A-a-matter of business--don't be
distressed. Miss, if the poor lady had suffered so intensely before her
little child was born, that she came to the determination of sparing the
poor child the inheritance of any part of the agony she had known the
pains of, by rearing her in the belief that her father was dead-- No,
don't kneel! In Heaven's name why should you kneel to me!"
"For the truth. O dear, good, compassionate
sir, for the truth!"
"A--a matter of business. You confuse me, and
how can I transact business if I am confused? Let us be clear-headed. If
you could kindly mention now, for instance, what nine times ninepence
are, or how many shillings in twenty guineas, it would be so
encouraging. I should be so much more at my ease about your state of
mind."
Without directly answering to this appeal, she sat
so still when he had very gently raised her, and the hands that had not
ceased to clasp his wrists were so much more steady than they had been,
that she communicated some reassurance to Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"That's right, that's right. Courage!
Business! You have business before you; useful business. Miss Manette,
your mother took this course with you. And when she died--I believe
broken-hearted-- having never slackened her unavailing search for your
father, she left you, at two years old, to grow to be blooming,
beautiful, and happy, without the dark cloud upon you of living in
uncertainty whether your father soon wore his heart out in prison, or
wasted there through many lingering years."
As he said the words he looked down, with an
admiring pity, on the flowing golden hair; as if he pictured to himself
that it might have been already tinged with grey.
"You know that your parents had no great
possession, and that what they had was secured to your mother and to
you. There has been no new discovery, of money, or of any other
property; but--"
He felt his wrist held closer, and he stopped. The
expression in the forehead, which had so particularly attracted his
notice, and which was now immovable, had deepened into one of pain and
horror.
"But he has been--been found. He is alive.
Greatly changed, it is too probable; almost a wreck, it is possible;
though we will hope the best. Still, alive. Your father has been taken
to the house of an old servant in Paris, and we are going there: I, to
identify him if I can: you, to restore him to life, love, duty, rest,
comfort."
A shiver ran through her frame, and from it
through his. She said, in a low, distinct, awe-stricken voice, as if she
were saying it in a dream,
"I am going to see his Ghost! It will be his
Ghost--not him!"
Mr. Lorry quietly chafed the hands that held his
arm. "There, there, there! See now, see now! The best and the worst
are known to you, now. You are well on your way to the poor wronged
gentleman, and, with a fair sea voyage, and a fair land journey, you
will be soon at his dear side."
She repeated in the same tone, sunk to a whisper,
"I have been free, I have been happy, yet his Ghost has never
haunted me!"
"Only one thing more," said Mr. Lorry,
laying stress upon it as a wholesome means of enforcing her attention:
"he has been found under another name; his own, long forgotten or
long concealed. It would be worse than useless now to inquire which;
worse than useless to seek to know whether he has been for years
overlooked, or always designedly held prisoner. It would be worse than
useless now to make any inquiries, because it would be dangerous. Better
not to mention the subject, anywhere or in any way, and to remove
him--for a while at all events-- out of France. Even I, safe as an
Englishman, and even Tellson's, important as they are to French credit,
avoid all naming of the matter. I carry about me, not a scrap of writing
openly referring to it. This is a secret service altogether. My
credentials, entries, and memoranda, are all comprehended in the one
line, `Recalled to Life;' which may mean anything. But what is the
matter! She doesn't notice a word! Miss Manette!"
Perfectly still and silent, and not even fallen
back in her chair, she sat under his hand, utterly insensible; with her
eyes open and fixed upon him, and with that last expression looking as
if it were carved or branded into her forehead. So close was her hold
upon his arm, that he feared to detach himself lest he should hurt her;
therefore he called out loudly for assistance without moving.
A wild-looking woman, whom even in his agitation,
Mr. Lorry observed to be all of a red colour, and to have red hair, and
to be dressed in some extraordinary tight-fitting fashion, and to have
on her head a most wonderful bonnet like a Grenadier wooden measure, and
good measure too, or a great Stilton cheese, came running into the room
in advance of the inn servants, and soon settled the question of his
detachment from the poor young lady, by laying a brawny hand upon his
chest, and sending him flying back against the nearest wall.
("I really think this must be a man!"
was Mr. Lorry's breathless reflection, simultaneously with his coming
against the wall.)
"Why, look at you all!" bawled this
figure, addressing the inn servants. "Why don't you go and fetch
things, instead of standing there staring at me? I am not so much to
look at, am I? Why don't you go and fetch things? I'll let you know, if
you don't bring smelling-salts, cold water, and vinegar, quick, I
will."
There was an immediate dispersal for these
restoratives, and she softly laid the patient on a sofa, and tended her
with great skill and gentleness: calling her "my precious!"
and "my bird!" and spreading her golden hair aside over her
shoulders with great pride and care.
"And you in brown!" she said,
indignantly turning to Mr. Lorry; "couldn't you tell her what you
had to tell her, without frightening her to death? Look at her, with her
pretty pale face and her cold hands. Do you call _that_ being a
Banker?"
Mr. Lorry was so exceedingly disconcerted by a
question so hard to answer, that he could only look on, at a distance,
with much feebler sympathy and humility, while the strong woman, having
banished the inn servants under the mysterious penalty of "letting
them know" something not mentioned if they stayed there, staring,
recovered her charge by a regular series of gradations, and coaxed her
to lay her drooping head upon her shoulder.
"I hope she will do well now," said Mr.
Lorry.
"No thanks to you in brown, if she does. My
darling pretty!"
"I hope," said Mr. Lorry, after another
pause of feeble sympathy and humility, "that you accompany Miss
Manette to France?"
"A likely thing, too!" replied the
strong woman. "If it was ever intended that I should go across salt
water, do you suppose Providence would have cast my lot in an
island?"
This being another question hard to answer, Mr.
Jarvis Lorry withdrew to consider it.
V
The Wine-shop
A large cask of wine had been dropped and broken,
in the street. The accident had happened in getting it out of a cart;
the cask had tumbled out with a run, the hoops had burst, and it lay on
the stones just outside the door of the wine-shop, shattered like a
walnut-shell.
All the people within reach had suspended their
business, or their idleness, to run to the spot and drink the wine. The
rough, irregular stones of the street, pointing every way, and designed,
one might have thought, expressly to lame all living creatures that
approached them, had dammed it into little pools; these were surrounded,
each by its own jostling group or crowd, according to its size. Some men
kneeled down, made scoops of their two hands joined, and sipped, or
tried to help women, who bent over their shoulders, to sip, before the
wine had all run out between their fingers. Others, men and women,
dipped in the puddles with little mugs of mutilated earthenware, or even
with handkerchiefs from women's heads, which were squeezed dry into
infants' mouths; others made small mud- embankments, to stem the wine as
it ran; others, directed by lookers-on up at high windows, darted here
and there, to cut off little streams of wine that started away in new
directions; others devoted themselves to the sodden and lee-dyed pieces
of the cask, licking, and even champing the moister wine-rotted
fragments with eager relish. There was no drainage to carry off the
wine, and not only did it all get taken up, but so much mud got taken up
along with it, that there might have been a scavenger in the street, if
anybody acquainted with it could have believed in such a miraculous
presence.
A shrill sound of laughter and of amused
voices--voices of men, women, and children--resounded in the street
while this wine game lasted. There was little roughness in the sport,
and much playfulness. There was a special companionship in it, an
observable inclination on the part of every one to join some other one,
which led, especially among the luckier or lighter-hearted, to
frolicsome embraces, drinking of healths, shaking of hands, and even
joining of hands and dancing, a dozen together. When the wine was gone,
and the places where it had been most abundant were raked into a
gridiron-pattern by fingers, these demonstrations ceased, as suddenly as
they had broken out. The man who had left his saw sticking in the
firewood he was cutting, set it in motion again; the women who had left
on a door-step the little pot of hot ashes, at which she had been trying
to soften the pain in her own starved fingers and toes, or in those of
her child, returned to it; men with bare arms, matted locks, and
cadaverous faces, who had emerged into the winter light from cellars,
moved away, to descend again; and a gloom gathered on the scene that
appeared more natural to it than sunshine.
The wine was red wine, and had stained the ground
of the narrow street in the suburb of Saint Antoine, in Paris, where it
was spilled. It had stained many hands, too, and many faces, and many
naked feet, and many wooden shoes. The hands of the man who sawed the
wood, left red marks on the billets; and the forehead of the woman who
nursed her baby, was stained with the stain of the old rag she wound
about her head again. Those who had been greedy with the staves of the
cask, had acquired a tigerish smear about the mouth; and one tall joker
so besmirched, his head more out of a long squalid bag of a nightcap
than in it, scrawled upon a wall with his finger dipped in muddy
wine-lees--BLOOD.
The time was to come, when that wine too would be
spilled on the street-stones, and when the stain of it would be red upon
many there.
And now that the cloud settled on Saint Antoine,
which a momentary gleam had driven from his sacred countenance, the
darkness of it was heavy--cold, dirt, sickness, ignorance, and want,
were the lords in waiting on the saintly presence--nobles of great power
all of them; but, most especially the last. Samples of a people that had
undergone a terrible grinding and regrinding in the mill, and certainly
not in the fabulous mill which ground old people young, shivered at
every corner, passed in and out at every doorway, looked from every
window, fluttered in every vestige of a garment that the wind shook. The
mill which had worked them down, was the mill that grinds young people
old; the children had ancient faces and grave voices; and upon them, and
upon the grown faces, and ploughed into every furrow of age and coming
up afresh, was the sigh, Hunger. It was prevalent everywhere. Hunger was
pushed out of the tall houses, in the wretched clothing that hung upon
poles and lines; Hunger was patched into them with straw and rag and
wood and paper; Hunger was repeated in every fragment of the small
modicum of firewood that the man sawed off; Hunger stared down from the
smokeless chimneys, and started up from the filthy street that had no
offal, among its refuse, of anything to eat. Hunger was the inscription
on the baker's shelves, written in every small loaf of his scanty stock
of bad bread; at the sausage-shop, in every dead-dog preparation that
was offered for sale. Hunger rattled its dry bones among the roasting
chestnuts in the turned cylinder; Hunger was shred into atomics in every
farthing porringer of husky chips of potato, fried with some reluctant
drops of oil.
Its abiding place was in all things fitted to it.
A narrow winding street, full of offence and stench, with other narrow
winding streets diverging, all peopled by rags and nightcaps, and all
smelling of rags and nightcaps, and all visible things with a brooding
look upon them that looked ill. In the hunted air of the people there
was yet some wild-beast thought of the possibility of turning at bay.
Depressed and slinking though they were, eyes of fire were not wanting
among them; nor compressed lips, white with what they suppressed; nor
foreheads knitted into the likeness of the gallows-rope they mused about
enduring, or inflicting. The trade signs (and they were almost as many
as the shops) were, all, grim illustrations of Want. The butcher and the
porkman painted up, only the leanest scrags of meat; the baker, the
coarsest of meagre loaves. The people rudely pictured as drinking in the
wine-shops, croaked over their scanty measures of thin wine and beer,
and were gloweringly confidential together. Nothing was represented in a
flourishing condition, save tools and weapons; but, the cutler's knives
and axes were sharp and bright, the smith's hammers were heavy, and the
gunmaker's stock was murderous. The crippling stones of the pavement,
with their many little reservoirs of mud and water, had no footways, but
broke off abruptly at the doors. The kennel, to make amends, ran down
the middle of the street--when it ran at all: which was only after heavy
rains, and then it ran, by many eccentric fits, into the houses. Across
the streets, at wide intervals, one clumsy lamp was slung by a rope and
pulley; at night, when the lamplighter had let these down, and lighted,
and hoisted them again, a feeble grove of dim wicks swung in a sickly
manner overhead, as if they were at sea. Indeed they were at sea, and
the ship and crew were in peril of tempest.
For, the time was to come, when the gaunt
scarecrows of that region should have watched the lamplighter, in their
idleness and hunger, so long, as to conceive the idea of improving on
his method, and hauling up men by those ropes and pulleys, to flare upon
the darkness of their condition. But, the time was not come yet; and
every wind that blew over France shook the rags of the scarecrows in
vain, for the birds, fine of song and feather, took no warning.
The wine-shop was a corner shop, better than most
others in its appearance and degree, and the master of the wine-shop had
stood outside it, in a yellow waistcoat and green breeches, looking on
at the struggle for the lost wine. "It's not my affair," said
he, with a final shrug of the shoulders. "The people from the
market did it. Let them bring another."
There, his eyes happening to catch the tall joker
writing up his joke, he called to him across the way:
"Say, then, my Gaspard, what do you do
there?"
The fellow pointed to his joke with immense
significance, as is often the way with his tribe. It missed its mark,
and completely failed, as is often the way with his tribe too.
"What now? Are you a subject for the mad
hospital?" said the wine-shop keeper, crossing the road, and
obliterating the jest with a handful of mud, picked up for the purpose,
and smeared over it. "Why do you write in the public streets? Is
there--tell me thou--is there no other place to write such words
in?"
In his expostulation he dropped his cleaner hand
(perhaps accidentally, perhaps not) upon the joker's heart. The joker
rapped it with his own, took a nimble spring upward, and came down in a
fantastic dancing attitude, with one of his stained shoes jerked off his
foot into his hand, and held out. A joker of an extremely, not to say
wolfishly practical character, he looked, under those circumstances.
"Put it on, put it on," said the other.
"Call wine, wine; and finish there." With that advice, he
wiped his soiled hand upon the joker's dress, such as it was--quite
deliberately, as having dirtied the hand on his account; and then
recrossed the road and entered the wine-shop.
This wine-shop keeper was a bull-necked,
martial-looking man of thirty, and he should have been of a hot
temperament, for, although it was a bitter day, he wore no coat, but
carried one slung over his shoulder. His shirt-sleeves were rolled up,
too, and his brown arms were bare to the elbows. Neither did he wear
anything more on his head than his own crisply-curling short dark hair.
He was a dark man altogether, with good eyes and a good bold breadth
between them. Good-humoured looking on the whole, but
implacable-looking, too; evidently a man of a strong resolution and a
set purpose; a man not desirable to be met, rushing down a narrow pass
with a gulf on either side, for nothing would turn the man.
Madame Defarge, his wife, sat in the shop behind
the counter as he came in. Madame Defarge was a stout woman of about his
own age, with a watchful eye that seldom seemed to look at anything, a
large hand heavily ringed, a steady face, strong features, and great
composure of manner. There was a character about Madame Defarge, from
which one might have predicated that she did not often make mistakes
against herself in any of the reckonings over which she presided. Madame
Defarge being sensitive to cold, was wrapped in fur, and had a quantity
of bright shawl twined about her head, though not to the concealment of
her large earrings. Her knitting was before her, but she had laid it
down to pick her teeth with a toothpick. Thus engaged, with her right
elbow supported by her left hand, Madame Defarge said nothing when her
lord came in, but coughed just one grain of cough. This, in combination
with the lifting of her darkly defined eyebrows over her toothpick by
the breadth of a line, suggested to her husband that he would do well to
look round the shop among the customers, for any new customer who had
dropped in while he stepped over the way.
The wine-shop keeper accordingly rolled his eyes
about, until they rested upon an elderly gentleman and a young lady, who
were seated in a corner. Other company were there: two playing cards,
two playing dominoes, three standing by the counter lengthening out a
short supply of wine. As he passed behind the counter, he took notice
that the elderly gentleman said in a look to the young lady, "This
is our man."
"What the devil do _you_ do in that galley
there?" said Monsieur Defarge to himself; "I don't know
you."
But, he feigned not to notice the two strangers,
and fell into discourse with the triumvirate of customers who were
drinking at the counter.
"How goes it, Jacques?" said one of
these three to Monsieur Defarge. "Is all the spilt wine
swallowed?"
"Every drop, Jacques," answered Monsieur
Defarge.
When this interchange of Christian name was
effected, Madame Defarge, picking her teeth with her toothpick, coughed
another grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth of
another line.
"It is not often," said the second of
the three, addressing Monsieur Defarge, "that many of these
miserable beasts know the taste of wine, or of anything but black bread
and death. Is it not so, Jacques?"
"It is so, Jacques," Monsieur Defarge
returned.
At this second interchange of the Christian name,
Madame Defarge, still using her toothpick with profound composure,
coughed another grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth
of another line.
The last of the three now said his say, as he put
down his empty drinking vessel and smacked his lips.
"Ah! So much the worse! A bitter taste it is
that such poor cattle always have in their mouths, and hard lives they
live, Jacques. Am I right, Jacques?"
"You are right, Jacques," was the
response of Monsieur Defarge.
This third interchange of the Christian name was
completed at the moment when Madame Defarge put her toothpick by, kept
her eyebrows up, and slightly rustled in her seat.
"Hold then! True!" muttered her husband.
"Gentlemen--my wife!"
The three customers pulled off their hats to
Madame Defarge, with three flourishes. She acknowledged their homage by
bending her head, and giving them a quick look. Then she glanced in a
casual manner round the wine-shop, took up her knitting with great
apparent calmness and repose of spirit, and became absorbed in it.
"Gentlemen," said her husband, who had
kept his bright eye observantly upon her, "good day. The chamber,
furnished bachelor- fashion, that you wished to see, and were inquiring
for when I stepped out, is on the fifth floor. The doorway of the
staircase gives on the little courtyard close to the left here,"
pointing with his hand, "near to the window of my establishment.
But, now that I remember, one of you has already been there, and can
show the way. Gentlemen, adieu!"
They paid for their wine, and left the place. The
eyes of Monsieur Defarge were studying his wife at her knitting when the
elderly gentleman advanced from his corner, and begged the favour of a
word.
"Willingly, sir," said Monsieur Defarge,
and quietly stepped with him to the door.
Their conference was very short, but very decided.
Almost at the first word, Monsieur Defarge started and became deeply
attentive. It had not lasted a minute, when he nodded and went out. The
gentleman then beckoned to the young lady, and they, too, went out.
Madame Defarge knitted with nimble fingers and steady eyebrows, and saw
nothing.
Mr. Jarvis Lorry and Miss Manette, emerging from
the wine-shop thus, joined Monsieur Defarge in the doorway to which he
had directed his own company just before. It opened from a stinking
little black courtyard, and was the general public entrance to a great
pile of houses, inhabited by a great number of people. In the gloomy
tile- paved entry to the gloomy tile-paved staircase, Monsieur Defarge
bent down on one knee to the child of his old master, and put her hand
to his lips. It was a gentle action, but not at all gently done; a very
remarkable transformation had come over him in a few seconds. He had no
good-humour in his face, nor any openness of aspect left, but had become
a secret, angry, dangerous man.
"It is very high; it is a little difficult.
Better to begin slowly." Thus, Monsieur Defarge, in a stern voice,
to Mr. Lorry, as they began ascending the stairs.
"Is he alone?" the latter whispered.
"Alone! God help him, who should be with
him!" said the other, in the same low voice.
"Is he always alone, then?"
"Yes."
"Of his own desire?"
"Of his own necessity. As he was, when I
first saw him after they found me and demanded to know if I would take
him, and, at my peril be discreet--as he was then, so he is now."
"He is greatly changed?"
"Changed!"
The keeper of the wine-shop stopped to strike the
wall with his hand, and mutter a tremendous curse. No direct answer
could have been half so forcible. Mr. Lorry's spirits grew heavier and
heavier, as he and his two companions ascended higher and higher.
Such a staircase, with its accessories, in the
older and more crowded parts of Paris, would be bad enough now; but, at
that time, it was vile indeed to unaccustomed and unhardened senses.
Every little habitation within the great foul nest of one high
building--that is to say, the room or rooms within every door that
opened on the general staircase--left its own heap of refuse on its own
landing, besides flinging other refuse from its own windows. The
uncontrollable and hopeless mass of decomposition so engendered, would
have polluted the air, even if poverty and deprivation had not loaded it
with their intangible impurities; the two bad sources combined made it
almost insupportable. Through such an atmosphere, by a steep dark shaft
of dirt and poison, the way lay. Yielding to his own disturbance of
mind, and to his young companion's agitation, which became greater every
instant, Mr. Jarvis Lorry twice stopped to rest. Each of these stoppages
was made at a doleful grating, by which any languishing good airs that
were left uncorrupted, seemed to escape, and all spoilt and sickly
vapours seemed to crawl in. Through the rusted bars, tastes, rather than
glimpses, were caught of the jumbled neighbourhood; and nothing within
range, nearer or lower than the summits of the two great towers of
Notre-Dame, had any promise on it of healthy life or wholesome
aspirations.
At last, the top of the staircase was gained, and
they stopped for the third time. There was yet an upper staircase, of a
steeper inclination and of contracted dimensions, to be ascended, before
the garret story was reached. The keeper of the wine-shop, always going
a little in advance, and always going on the side which Mr. Lorry took,
as though he dreaded to be asked any question by the young lady, turned
himself about here, and, carefully feeling in the pockets of the coat he
carried over his shoulder, took out a key.
"The door is locked then, my friend?"
said Mr. Lorry, surprised.
"Ay. Yes," was the grim reply of
Monsieur Defarge.
"You think it necessary to keep the
unfortunate gentleman so retired?"
"I think it necessary to turn the key."
Monsieur Defarge whispered it closer in his ear, and frowned heavily.
"Why?"
"Why! Because he has lived so long, locked
up, that he would be frightened--rave--tear himself to pieces--die--come
to I know not what harm--if his door was left open."
"Is it possible!" exclaimed Mr. Lorry.
"Is it possible!" repeated Defarge,
bitterly. "Yes. And a beautiful world we live in, when it _is_
possible, and when many other such things are possible, and not only
possible, but done--done, see you!--under that sky there, every day.
Long live the Devil. Let us go on."
This dialogue had been held in so very low a
whisper, that not a word of it had reached the young lady's ears. But,
by this time she trembled under such strong emotion, and her face
expressed such deep anxiety, and, above all, such dread and terror, that
Mr. Lorry felt it incumbent on him to speak a word or two of
reassurance.
"Courage, dear miss! Courage! Business! The
worst will be over in a moment; it is but passing the room-door, and the
worst is over. Then, all the good you bring to him, all the relief, all
the happiness you bring to him, begin. Let our good friend here, assist
you on that side. That's well, friend Defarge. Come, now. Business,
business!"
They went up slowly and softly. The staircase was
short, and they were soon at the top. There, as it had an abrupt turn in
it, they came all at once in sight of three men, whose heads were bent
down close together at the side of a door, and who were intently looking
into the room to which the door belonged, through some chinks or holes
in the wall. On hearing footsteps close at hand, these three turned, and
rose, and showed themselves to be the three of one name who had been
drinking in the wine-shop.
"I forgot them in the surprise of your
visit," explained Monsieur Defarge. "Leave us, good boys; we
have business here."
The three glided by, and went silently down.
There appearing to be no other door on that floor,
and the keeper of the wine-shop going straight to this one when they
were left alone, Mr. Lorry asked him in a whisper, with a little anger:
"Do you make a show of Monsieur Manette?"
"I show him, in the way you have seen, to a
chosen few."
"Is that well?"
"_I_ think it is well."
"Who are the few? How do you choose
them?"
"I choose them as real men, of my
name--Jacques is my name--to whom the sight is likely to do good.
Enough; you are English; that is another thing. Stay there, if you
please, a little moment."
With an admonitory gesture to keep them back, he
stooped, and looked in through the crevice in the wall. Soon raising his
head again, he struck twice or thrice upon the door--evidently with no
other object than to make a noise there. With the same intention, he
drew the key across it, three or four times, before he put it clumsily
into the lock, and turned it as heavily as he could.
The door slowly opened inward under his hand, and
he looked into the room and said something. A faint voice answered
something. Little more than a single syllable could have been spoken on
either side.
He looked back over his shoulder, and beckoned
them to enter. Mr. Lorry got his arm securely round the daughter's
waist, and held her; for he felt that she was sinking.
"A-a-a-business, business!" he urged,
with a moisture that was not of business shining on his cheek.
"Come in, come in!"
"I am afraid of it," she answered,
shuddering.
"Of it? What?"
"I mean of him. Of my father."
Rendered in a manner desperate, by her state and
by the beckoning of their conductor, he drew over his neck the arm that
shook upon his shoulder, lifted her a little, and hurried her into the
room. He sat her down just within the door, and held her, clinging to
him.
Defarge drew out the key, closed the door, locked
it on the inside, took out the key again, and held it in his hand. All
this he did, methodically, and with as loud and harsh an accompaniment
of noise as he could make. Finally, he walked across the room with a
measured tread to where the window was. He stopped there, and faced
round.
The garret, built to be a depository for firewood
and the like, was dim and dark: for, the window of dormer shape, was in
truth a door in the roof, with a little crane over it for the hoisting
up of stores from the street: unglazed, and closing up the middle in two
pieces, like any other door of French construction. To exclude the cold,
one half of this door was fast closed, and the other was opened but a
very little way. Such a scanty portion of light was admitted through
these means, that it was difficult, on first coming in, to see anything;
and long habit alone could have slowly formed in any one, the ability to
do any work requiring nicety in such obscurity. Yet, work of that kind
was being done in the garret; for, with his back towards the door, and
his face towards the window where the keeper of the wine-shop stood
looking at him, a white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping forward
and very busy, making shoes.
VI
The Shoemaker
"Good day!" said Monsieur Defarge,
looking down at the white head that bent low over the shoemaking.
It was raised for a moment, and a very faint voice
responded to the salutation, as if it were at a distance:
"Good day!"
"You are still hard at work, I see?"
After a long silence, the head was lifted for
another moment, and the voice replied, "Yes--I am working."
This time, a pair of haggard eyes had looked at the questioner, before
the face had dropped again.
The faintness of the voice was pitiable and
dreadful. It was not the faintness of physical weakness, though
confinement and hard fare no doubt had their part in it. Its deplorable
peculiarity was, that it was the faintness of solitude and disuse. It
was like the last feeble echo of a sound made long and long ago. So
entirely had it lost the life and resonance of the human voice, that it
affected the senses like a once beautiful colour faded away into a poor
weak stain. So sunken and suppressed it was, that it was like a voice
underground. So expressive it was, of a hopeless and lost creature, that
a famished traveller, wearied out by lonely wandering in a wilderness,
would have remembered home and friends in such a tone before lying down
to die.
Some minutes of silent work had passed: and the
haggard eyes had looked up again: not with any interest or curiosity,
but with a dull mechanical perception, beforehand, that the spot where
the only visitor they were aware of had stood, was not yet empty.
"I want," said Defarge, who had not
removed his gaze from the shoemaker, "to let in a little more light
here. You can bear a little more?"
The shoemaker stopped his work; looked with a
vacant air of listening, at the floor on one side of him; then
similarly, at the floor on the other side of him; then, upward at the
speaker.
"What did you say?"
"You can bear a little more light?"
"I must bear it, if you let it in."
(Laying the palest shadow of a stress upon the second word.)
The opened half-door was opened a little further,
and secured at that angle for the time. A broad ray of light fell into
the garret, and showed the workman with an unfinished shoe upon his lap,
pausing in his labour. His few common tools and various scraps of
leather were at his feet and on his bench. He had a white beard,
raggedly cut, but not very long, a hollow face, and exceedingly bright
eyes. The hollowness and thinness of his face would have caused them to
look large, under his yet dark eyebrows and his confused white hair,
though they had been really otherwise; but, they were naturally large,
and looked unnaturally so. His yellow rags of shirt lay open at the
throat, and showed his body to be withered and worn. He, and his old
canvas frock, and his loose stockings, and all his poor tatters of
clothes, had, in a long seclusion from direct light and air, faded down
to such a dull uniformity of parchment-yellow, that it would have been
hard to say which was which.
He had put up a hand between his eyes and the
light, and the very bones of it seemed transparent. So he sat, with a
steadfastly vacant gaze, pausing in his work. He never looked at the
figure before him, without first looking down on this side of himself,
then on that, as if he had lost the habit of associating place with
sound; he never spoke, without first wandering in this manner, and
forgetting to speak.
"Are you going to finish that pair of shoes
to-day?" asked Defarge, motioning to Mr. Lorry to come forward.
"What did you say?"
"Do you mean to finish that pair of shoes
to-day?"
"I can't say that I mean to. I suppose so. I
don't know."
But, the question reminded him of his work, and he
bent over it again.
Mr. Lorry came silently forward, leaving the
daughter by the door. When he had stood, for a minute or two, by the
side of Defarge, the shoemaker looked up. He showed no surprise at
seeing another figure, but the unsteady fingers of one of his hands
strayed to his lips as he looked at it (his lips and his nails were of
the same pale lead- colour), and then the hand dropped to his work, and
he once more bent over the shoe. The look and the action had occupied
but an instant.
"You have a visitor, you see," said
Monsieur Defarge.
"What did you say?"
"Here is a visitor."
The shoemaker looked up as before, but without
removing a hand from his work.
"Come!" said Defarge. "Here is
monsieur, who knows a well-made shoe when he sees one. Show him that
shoe you are working at. Take it, monsieur."
Mr. Lorry took it in his hand.
"Tell monsieur what kind of shoe it is, and
the maker's name."
There was a longer pause than usual, before the
shoemaker replied:
"I forget what it was you asked me. What did
you say?"
"I said, couldn't you describe the kind of
shoe, for monsieur's information?"
"It is a lady's shoe. It is a young lady's
walking-shoe. It is in the present mode. I never saw the mode. I have
had a pattern in my hand." He glanced at the shoe with some little
passing touch of pride.
"And the maker's name?" said Defarge.
Now that he had no work to hold, he laid the
knuckles of the right hand in the hollow of the left, and then the
knuckles of the left hand in the hollow of the right, and then passed a
hand across his bearded chin, and so on in regular changes, without a
moment's intermission. The task of recalling him from the vagrancy into
which he always sank when he had spoken, was like recalling some very
weak person from a swoon, or endeavouring, in the hope of some
disclosure, to stay the spirit of a fast-dying man.
"Did you ask me for my name?"
"Assuredly I did."
"One Hundred and Five, North Tower."
"Is that all?"
"One Hundred and Five, North Tower."
With a weary sound that was not a sigh, nor a
groan, he bent to work again, until the silence was again broken.
"You are not a shoemaker by trade?" said
Mr. Lorry, looking steadfastly at him.
His haggard eyes turned to Defarge as if he would
have transferred the question to him: but as no help came from that
quarter, they turned back on the questioner when they had sought the
ground.
"I am not a shoemaker by trade? No, I was not
a shoemaker by trade. I-I learnt it here. I taught myself. I asked leave
to--"
He lapsed away, even for minutes, ringing those
measured changes on his hands the whole time. His eyes came slowly back,
at last, to the face from which they had wandered; when they rested on
it, he started, and resumed, in the manner of a sleeper that moment
awake, reverting to a subject of last night.
"I asked leave to teach myself, and I got it
with much difficulty after a long while, and I have made shoes ever
since."
As he held out his hand for the shoe that had been
taken from him, Mr. Lorry said, still looking steadfastly in his face:
"Monsieur Manette, do you remember nothing of
me?"
The shoe dropped to the ground, and he sat looking
fixedly at the questioner.
"Monsieur Manette"; Mr. Lorry laid his
hand upon Defarge's arm; "do you remember nothing of this man? Look
at him. Look at me. Is there no old banker, no old business, no old
servant, no old time, rising in your mind, Monsieur Manette?"
As the captive of many years sat looking fixedly,
by turns, at Mr. Lorry and at Defarge, some long obliterated marks of an
actively intent intelligence in the middle of the forehead, gradually
forced themselves through the black mist that had fallen on him. They
were overclouded again, they were fainter, they were gone; but they had
been there. And so exactly was the expression repeated on the fair young
face of her who had crept along the wall to a point where she could see
him, and where she now stood looking at him, with hands which at first
had been only raised in frightened compassion, if not even to keep him
off and shut out the sight of him, but which were now extending towards
him, trembling with eagerness to lay the spectral face upon her warm
young breast, and love it back to life and hope--so exactly was the
expression repeated (though in stronger characters) on her fair young
face, that it looked as though it had passed like a moving light, from
him to her.
Darkness had fallen on him in its place. He looked
at the two, less and less attentively, and his eyes in gloomy
abstraction sought the ground and looked about him in the old way.
Finally, with a deep long sigh, he took the shoe up, and resumed his
work.
"Have you recognised him, monsieur?"
asked Defarge in a whisper.
"Yes; for a moment. At first I thought it
quite hopeless, but I have unquestionably seen, for a single moment, the
face that I once knew so well. Hush! Let us draw further back.
Hush!"
She had moved from the wall of the garret, very
near to the bench on which he sat. There was something awful in his
unconsciousness of the figure that could have put out its hand and
touched him as he stooped over his labour.
Not a word was spoken, not a sound was made. She
stood, like a spirit, beside him, and he bent over his work.
It happened, at length, that he had occasion to
change the instrument in his hand, for his shoemaker's knife. It lay on
that side of him which was not the side on which she stood. He had taken
it up, and was stooping to work again, when his eyes caught the skirt of
her dress. He raised them, and saw her face. The two spectators started
forward, but she stayed them with a motion of her hand. She had no fear
of his striking at her with the knife, though they had.
He stared at her with a fearful look, and after a
while his lips began to form some words, though no sound proceeded from
them. By degrees, in the pauses of his quick and laboured breathing, he
was heard to say:
"What is this?"
With the tears streaming down her face, she put
her two hands to her lips, and kissed them to him; then clasped them on
her breast, as if she laid his ruined head there.
"You are not the gaoler's daughter?"
She sighed "No."
"Who are you?"
Not yet trusting the tones of her voice, she sat
down on the bench beside him. He recoiled, but she laid her hand upon
his arm. A strange thrill struck him when she did so, and visibly passed
over his frame; he laid the knife down softly, as he sat staring at her.
Her golden hair, which she wore in long curls, had
been hurriedly pushed aside, and fell down over her neck. Advancing his
hand by little and little, he took it up and looked at it. In the midst
of the action he went astray, and, with another deep sigh, fell to work
at his shoemaking.
But not for long. Releasing his arm, she laid her
hand upon his shoulder. After looking doubtfully at it, two or three
times, as if to be sure that it was really there, he laid down his work,
put his hand to his neck, and took off a blackened string with a scrap
of folded rag attached to it. He opened this, carefully, on his knee,
and it contained a very little quantity of hair: not more than one or
two long golden hairs, which he had, in some old day, wound off upon his
finger.
He took her hair into his hand again, and looked
closely at it. "It is the same. How can it be! When was it! How was
it!"
As the concentrated expression returned to his
forehead, he seemed to become conscious that it was in hers too. He
turned her full to the light, and looked at her.
"She had laid her head upon my shoulder, that
night when I was summoned out--she had a fear of my going, though I had
none--and when I was brought to the North Tower they found these upon my
sleeve. 'You will leave me them? They can never help me to escape in the
body, though they may in the spirit.' Those were the words I said. I
remember them very well."
He formed this speech with his lips many times
before he could utter it. But when he did find spoken words for it, they
came to him coherently, though slowly.
"How was this?--_Was it you_?"
Once more, the two spectators started, as he
turned upon her with a frightful suddenness. But she sat perfectly still
in his grasp, and only said, in a low voice, "I entreat you, good
gentlemen, do not come near us, do not speak, do not move!"
"Hark!" he exclaimed. "Whose voice
was that?"
His hands released her as he uttered this cry, and
went up to his white hair, which they tore in a frenzy. It died out, as
everything but his shoemaking did die out of him, and he refolded his
little packet and tried to secure it in his breast; but he still looked
at her, and gloomily shook his head.
"No, no, no; you are too young, too blooming.
It can't be. See what the prisoner is. These are not the hands she knew,
this is not the face she knew, this is not a voice she ever heard. No,
no. She was--and He was--before the slow years of the North Tower--ages
ago. What is your name, my gentle angel?"
Hailing his softened tone and manner, his daughter
fell upon her knees before him, with her appealing hands upon his
breast.
"O, sir, at another time you shall know my
name, and who my mother was, and who my father, and how I never knew
their hard, hard history. But I cannot tell you at this time, and I
cannot tell you here. All that I may tell you, here and now, is, that I
pray to you to touch me and to bless me. Kiss me, kiss me! O my dear, my
dear!"
His cold white head mingled with her radiant hair,
which warmed and lighted it as though it were the light of Freedom
shining on him.
"If you hear in my voice--I don't know that
it is so, but I hope it is--if you hear in my voice any resemblance to a
voice that once was sweet music in your ears, weep for it, weep for it!
If you touch, in touching my hair, anything that recalls a beloved head
that lay on your breast when you were young and free, weep for it, weep
for it! If, when I hint to you of a Home that is before us, where I will
be true to you with all my duty and with all my faithful service, I
bring back the remembrance of a Home long desolate, while your poor
heart pined away, weep for it, weep for it!"
She held him closer round the neck, and rocked him
on her breast like a child.
"If, when I tell you, dearest dear, that your
agony is over, and that I have come here to take you from it, and that
we go to England to be at peace and at rest, I cause you to think of
your useful life laid waste, and of our native France so wicked to you,
weep for it, weep for it! And if, when I shall tell you of my name, and
of my father who is living, and of my mother who is dead, you learn that
I have to kneel to my honoured father, and implore his pardon for having
never for his sake striven all day and lain awake and wept all night,
because the love of my poor mother hid his torture from me, weep for it,
weep for it! Weep for her, then, and for me! Good gentlemen, thank God!
I feel his sacred tears upon my face, and his sobs strike against my
heart. O, see! Thank God for us, thank God!"
He had sunk in her arms, and his face dropped on
her breast: a sight so touching, yet so terrible in the tremendous wrong
and suffering which had gone before it, that the two beholders covered
their faces.
When the quiet of the garret had been long
undisturbed, and his heaving breast and shaken form had long yielded to
the calm that must follow all storms--emblem to humanity, of the rest
and silence into which the storm called Life must hush at last--they
came forward to raise the father and daughter from the ground. He had
gradually dropped to the floor, and lay there in a lethargy, worn out.
She had nestled down with him, that his head might lie upon her arm; and
her hair drooping over him curtained him from the light.
"If, without disturbing him," she said,
raising her hand to Mr. Lorry as he stooped over them, after repeated
blowings of his nose, "all could be arranged for our leaving Paris
at once, so that, from the very door, he could be taken away--"
"But, consider. Is he fit for the
journey?" asked Mr. Lorry.
"More fit for that, I think, than to remain
in this city, so dreadful to him."
"It is true," said Defarge, who was
kneeling to look on and hear. "More than that; Monsieur Manette is,
for all reasons, best out of France. Say, shall I hire a carriage and
post-horses?"
"That's business," said Mr. Lorry,
resuming on the shortest notice his methodical manners; "and if
business is to be done, I had better do it."
"Then be so kind," urged Miss Manette,
"as to leave us here. You see how composed he has become, and you
cannot be afraid to leave him with me now. Why should you be? If you
will lock the door to secure us from interruption, I do not doubt that
you will find him, when you come back, as quiet as you leave him. In any
case, I will take care of him until you return, and then we will remove
him straight."
Both Mr. Lorry and Defarge were rather disinclined
to this course, and in favour of one of them remaining. But, as there
were not only carriage and horses to be seen to, but travelling papers;
and as time pressed, for the day was drawing to an end, it came at last
to their hastily dividing the business that was necessary to be done,
and hurrying away to do it.
Then, as the darkness closed in, the daughter laid
her head down on the hard ground close at the father's side, and watched
him. The darkness deepened and deepened, and they both lay quiet, until
a light gleamed through the chinks in the wall.
Mr. Lorry and Monsieur Defarge had made all ready
for the journey, and had brought with them, besides travelling cloaks
and wrappers, bread and meat, wine, and hot coffee. Monsieur Defarge put
this provender, and the lamp he carried, on the shoemaker's bench (there
was nothing else in the garret but a pallet bed), and he and Mr. Lorry
roused the captive, and assisted him to his feet.
No human intelligence could have read the
mysteries of his mind, in the scared blank wonder of his face. Whether
he knew what had happened, whether he recollected what they had said to
him, whether he knew that he was free, were questions which no sagacity
could have solved. They tried speaking to him; but, he was so confused,
and so very slow to answer, that they took fright at his bewilderment,
and agreed for the time to tamper with him no more. He had a wild, lost
manner of occasionally clasping his head in his hands, that had not been
seen in him before; yet, he had some pleasure in the mere sound of his
daughter's voice, and invariably turned to it when she spoke.
In the submissive way of one long accustomed to
obey under coercion, he ate and drank what they gave him to eat and
drink, and put on the cloak and other wrappings, that they gave him to
wear. He readily responded to his daughter's drawing her arm through
his, and took--and kept--her hand in both his own.
They began to descend; Monsieur Defarge going
first with the lamp, Mr. Lorry closing the little procession. They had
not traversed many steps of the long main staircase when he stopped, and
stared at the roof and round at the wails.
"You remember the place, my father? You
remember coming up here?"
"What did you say?"
But, before she could repeat the question, he
murmured an answer as if she had repeated it.
"Remember? No, I don't remember. It was so
very long ago."
That he had no recollection whatever of his having
been brought from his prison to that house, was apparent to them. They
heard him mutter, "One Hundred and Five, North Tower;" and
when he looked about him, it evidently was for the strong fortress-walls
which had long encompassed him. On their reaching the courtyard he
instinctively altered his tread, as being in expectation of a
drawbridge; and when there was no drawbridge, and he saw the carriage
waiting in the open street, he dropped his daughter's hand and clasped
his head again.
No crowd was about the door; no people were
discernible at any of the many windows; not even a chance passerby was
in the street. An unnatural silence and desertion reigned there. Only
one soul was to be seen, and that was Madame Defarge--who leaned against
the door-post, knitting, and saw nothing.
The prisoner had got into a coach, and his
daughter had followed him, when Mr. Lorry's feet were arrested on the
step by his asking, miserably, for his shoemaking tools and the
unfinished shoes. Madame Defarge immediately called to her husband that
she would get them, and went, knitting, out of the lamplight, through
the courtyard. She quickly brought them down and handed them in;--and
immediately afterwards leaned against the door-post, knitting, and saw
nothing.
Defarge got upon the box, and gave the word
"To the Barrier!" The postilion cracked his whip, and they
clattered away under the feeble over-swinging lamps.
Under the over-swinging lamps--swinging ever
brighter in the better streets, and ever dimmer in the worse--and by
lighted shops, gay crowds, illuminated coffee-houses, and theatre-doors,
to one of the city gates. Soldiers with lanterns, at the guard-house
there. "Your papers, travellers!" "See here then,
Monsieur the Officer," said Defarge, getting down, and taking him
gravely apart, "these are the papers of monsieur inside, with the
white head. They were consigned to me, with him, at the--" He
dropped his voice, there was a flutter among the military lanterns, and
one of them being handed into the coach by an arm in uniform, the eyes
connected with the arm looked, not an every day or an every night look,
at monsieur with the white head. "It is well. Forward!" from
the uniform. "Adieu!" from Defarge. And so, under a short
grove of feebler and feebler over-swinging lamps, out under the great
grove of stars.
Beneath that arch of unmoved and eternal lights;
some, so remote from this little earth that the learned tell us it is
doubtful whether their rays have even yet discovered it, as a point in
space where anything is suffered or done: the shadows of the night were
broad and black. All through the cold and restless interval, until dawn,
they once more whispered in the ears of Mr. Jarvis Lorry--sitting
opposite the buried man who had been dug out, and wondering what subtle
powers were for ever lost to him, and what were capable of
restoration--the old inquiry:
"I hope you care to be recalled to
life?"
And the old answer:
"I can't say."
The end of the first book.
Book the Second--the Golden Thread
I
Five Years Later
Tellson's Bank by Temple Bar was an old-fashioned
place, even in the year one thousand seven hundred and eighty. It was
very small, very dark, very ugly, very incommodious. It was an
old-fashioned place, moreover, in the moral attribute that the partners
in the House were proud of its smallness, proud of its darkness, proud
of its ugliness, proud of its incommodiousness. They were even boastful
of its eminence in those particulars, and were fired by an express
conviction that, if it were less objectionable, it would be less
respectable. This was no passive belief, but an active weapon which they
flashed at more convenient places of business. Tellson's (they said)
wanted no elbow-room, Tellson's wanted no light, Tellson's wanted no
embellishment. Noakes and Co.'s might, or Snooks Brothers' might; but
Tellson's, thank Heaven!--
Any one of these partners would have disinherited
his son on the question of rebuilding Tellson's. In this respect the
House was much on a par with the Country; which did very often
disinherit its sons for suggesting improvements in laws and customs that
had long been highly objectionable, but were only the more respectable.
Thus it had come to pass, that Tellson's was the
triumphant perfection of inconvenience. After bursting open a door of
idiotic obstinacy with a weak rattle in its throat, you fell into
Tellson's down two steps, and came to your senses in a miserable little
shop, with two little counters, where the oldest of men made your cheque
shake as if the wind rustled it, while they examined the signature by
the dingiest of windows, which were always under a shower-bath of mud
from Fleet-street, and which were made the dingier by their own iron
bars proper, and the heavy shadow of Temple Bar. If your business
necessitated your seeing "the House," you were put into a
species of Condemned Hold at the back, where you meditated on a misspent
life, until the House came with its hands in its pockets, and you could
hardly blink at it in the dismal twilight. Your money came out of, or
went into, wormy old wooden drawers, particles of which flew up your
nose and down your throat when they were opened and shut. Your
bank-notes had a musty odour, as if they were fast decomposing into rags
again. Your plate was stowed away among the neighbouring cesspools, and
evil communications corrupted its good polish in a day or two. Your
deeds got into extemporised strong-rooms made of kitchens and
sculleries, and fretted all the fat out of their parchments into the
banking-house air. Your lighter boxes of family papers went up-stairs
into a Barmecide room, that always had a great dining-table in it and
never had a dinner, and where, even in the year one thousand seven
hundred and eighty, the first letters written to you by your old love,
or by your little children, were but newly released from the horror of
being ogled through the windows, by the heads exposed on Temple Bar with
an insensate brutality and ferocity worthy of Abyssinia or Ashantee.
But indeed, at that time, putting to death was a
recipe much in vogue with all trades and professions, and not least of
all with Tellson's. Death is Nature's remedy for all things, and why not
Legislation's? Accordingly, the forger was put to Death; the utterer of
a bad note was put to Death; the unlawful opener of a letter was put to
Death; the purloiner of forty shillings and sixpence was put to Death;
the holder of a horse at Tellson's door, who made off with it, was put
to Death; the coiner of a bad shilling was put to Death; the sounders of
three-fourths of the notes in the whole gamut of Crime, were put to
Death. Not that it did the least good in the way of prevention--it might
almost have been worth remarking that the fact was exactly the
reverse--but, it cleared off (as to this world) the trouble of each
particular case, and left nothing else connected with it to be looked
after. Thus, Tellson's, in its day, like greater places of business, its
contemporaries, had taken so many lives, that, if the heads laid low
before it had been ranged on Temple Bar instead of being privately
disposed of, they would probably have excluded what little light the
ground floor had, in a rather significant manner.
Cramped in all kinds of dun cupboards and hutches
at Tellson's, the oldest of men carried on the business gravely. When
they took a young man into Tellson's London house, they hid him
somewhere till he was old. They kept him in a dark place, like a cheese,
until he had the full Tellson flavour and blue-mould upon him. Then only
was he permitted to be seen, spectacularly poring over large books, and
casting his breeches and gaiters into the general weight of the
establishment.
Outside Tellson's--never by any means in it,
unless called in--was an odd-job-man, an occasional porter and
messenger, who served as the live sign of the house. He was never absent
during business hours, unless upon an errand, and then he was
represented by his son: a grisly urchin of twelve, who was his express
image. People understood that Tellson's, in a stately way, tolerated the
odd-job-man. The house had always tolerated some person in that
capacity, and time and tide had drifted this person to the post. His
surname was Cruncher, and on the youthful occasion of his renouncing by
proxy the works of darkness, in the easterly parish church of Hounsditch,
he had received the added appellation of Jerry.
The scene was Mr. Cruncher's private lodging in
Hanging-sword-alley, Whitefriars: the time, half-past seven of the clock
on a windy March morning, Anno Domini seventeen hundred and eighty. (Mr.
Cruncher himself always spoke of the year of our Lord as Anna Dominoes:
apparently under the impression that the Christian era dated from the
invention of a popular game, by a lady who had bestowed her name upon
it.)
Mr. Cruncher's apartments were not in a savoury
neighbourhood, and were but two in number, even if a closet with a
single pane of glass in it might be counted as one. But they were very
decently kept. Early as it was, on the windy March morning, the room in
which he lay abed was already scrubbed throughout; and between the cups
and saucers arranged for breakfast, and the lumbering deal table, a very
clean white cloth was spread.
Mr. Cruncher reposed under a patchwork
counterpane, like a Harlequin at home. At first, he slept heavily, but,
by degrees, began to roll and surge in bed, until he rose above the
surface, with his spiky hair looking as if it must tear the sheets to
ribbons. At which juncture, he exclaimed, in a voice of dire
exasperation:
"Bust me, if she ain't at it agin!"
A woman of orderly and industrious appearance rose
from her knees in a corner, with sufficient haste and trepidation to
show that she was the person referred to.
"What!" said Mr. Cruncher, looking out
of bed for a boot. "You're at it agin, are you?"
After hailing the mom with this second salutation,
he threw a boot at the woman as a third. It was a very muddy boot, and
may introduce the odd circumstance connected with Mr. Cruncher's
domestic economy, that, whereas he often came home after banking hours
with clean boots, he often got up next morning to find the same boots
covered with clay.
"What," said Mr. Cruncher, varying his
apostrophe after missing his mark--"what are you up to,
Aggerawayter?"
"I was only saying my prayers."
"Saying your prayers! You're a nice woman!
What do you mean by flopping yourself down and praying agin me?"
"I was not praying against you; I was praying
for you."
"You weren't. And if you were, I won't be
took the liberty with. Here! your mother's a nice woman, young Jerry,
going a praying agin your father's prosperity. You've got a dutiful
mother, you have, my son. You've got a religious mother, you have, my
boy: going and flopping herself down, and praying that the
bread-and-butter may be snatched out of the mouth of her only
child."
Master Cruncher (who was in his shirt) took this
very ill, and, turning to his mother, strongly deprecated any praying
away of his personal board.
"And what do you suppose, you conceited
female," said Mr. Cruncher, with unconscious inconsistency,
"that the worth of _your_ prayers may be? Name the price that you
put _your_ prayers at!"
"They only come from the heart, Jerry. They
are worth no more than that."
"Worth no more than that," repeated Mr.
Cruncher. "They ain't worth much, then. Whether or no, I won't be
prayed agin, I tell you. I can't afford it. I'm not a going to be made
unlucky by _your_ sneaking. If you must go flopping yourself down, flop
in favour of your husband and child, and not in opposition to 'em. If I
had had any but a unnat'ral wife, and this poor boy had had any but a
unnat'ral mother, I might have made some money last week instead of
being counter-prayed and countermined and religiously circumwented into
the worst of luck. B-u-u-ust me!" said Mr. Cruncher, who all this
time had been putting on his clothes, "if I ain't, what with piety
and one blowed thing and another, been choused this last week into as
bad luck as ever a poor devil of a honest tradesman met with! Young
Jerry, dress yourself, my boy, and while I clean my boots keep a eye
upon your mother now and then, and if you see any signs of more
flopping, give me a call. For, I tell you," here he addressed his
wife once more, "I won't be gone agin, in this manner. I am as
rickety as a hackney-coach, I'm as sleepy as laudanum, my lines is
strained to that degree that I shouldn't know, if it wasn't for the pain
in 'em, which was me and which somebody else, yet I'm none the better
for it in pocket; and it's my suspicion that you've been at it from
morning to night to prevent me from being the better for it in pocket,
and I won't put up with it, Aggerawayter, and what do you say now!"
Growling, in addition, such phrases as "Ah!
yes! You're religious, too. You wouldn't put yourself in opposition to
the interests of your husband and child, would you? Not you!" and
throwing off other sarcastic sparks from the whirling grindstone of his
indignation, Mr. Cruncher betook himself to his boot-cleaning and his
general preparation for business. In the meantime, his son, whose head
was garnished with tenderer spikes, and whose young eyes stood close by
one another, as his father's did, kept the required watch upon his
mother. He greatly disturbed that poor woman at intervals, by darting
out of his sleeping closet, where he made his toilet, with a suppressed
cry of "You are going to flop, mother. --Halloa, father!" and,
after raising this fictitious alarm, darting in again with an undutiful
grin.
Mr. Cruncher's temper was not at all improved when
he came to his breakfast. He resented Mrs. Cruncher's saying grace with
particular animosity.
"Now, Aggerawayter! What are you up to? At it
again?"
His wife explained that she had merely "asked
a blessing."
"Don't do it!" said Mr. Crunches looking
about, as if he rather expected to see the loaf disappear under the
efficacy of his wife's petitions. "I ain't a going to be blest out
of house and home. I won't have my wittles blest off my table. Keep
still!"
Exceedingly red-eyed and grim, as if he had been
up all night at a party which had taken anything but a convivial turn,
Jerry Cruncher worried his breakfast rather than ate it, growling over
it like any four-footed inmate of a menagerie. Towards nine o'clock he
smoothed his ruffled aspect, and, presenting as respectable and
business-like an exterior as he could overlay his natural self with,
issued forth to the occupation of the day.
It could scarcely be called a trade, in spite of
his favourite description of himself as "a honest tradesman."
His stock consisted of a wooden stool, made out of a broken-backed chair
cut down, which stool, young Jerry, walking at his father's side,
carried every morning to beneath the banking-house window that was
nearest Temple Bar: where, with the addition of the first handful of
straw that could be gleaned from any passing vehicle to keep the cold
and wet from the odd-job-man's feet, it formed the encampment for the
day. On this post of his, Mr. Cruncher was as well known to Fleet-street
and the Temple, as the Bar itself,--and was almost as in-looking.
Encamped at a quarter before nine, in good time to
touch his three- cornered hat to the oldest of men as they passed in to
Tellson's, Jerry took up his station on this windy March morning, with
young Jerry standing by him, when not engaged in making forays through
the Bar, to inflict bodily and mental injuries of an acute description
on passing boys who were small enough for his amiable purpose. Father
and son, extremely like each other, looking silently on at the morning
traffic in Fleet-street, with their two heads as near to one another as
the two eyes of each were, bore a considerable resemblance to a pair of
monkeys. The resemblance was not lessened by the accidental
circumstance, that the mature Jerry bit and spat out straw, while the
twinkling eyes of the youthful Jerry were as restlessly watchful of him
as of everything else in Fleet-street.
The head of one of the regular indoor messengers
attached to Tellson's establishment was put through the door, and the
word was given:
"Porter wanted!"
"Hooray, father! Here's an early job to begin
with!"
Having thus given his parent God speed, young
Jerry seated himself on the stool, entered on his reversionary interest
in the straw his father had been chewing, and cogitated.
"Al-ways rusty! His fingers is al-ways
rusty!" muttered young Jerry. "Where does my father get all
that iron rust from? He don't get no iron rust here!"
II
A Sight
"You know the Old Bailey, well, no
doubt?" said one of the oldest of clerks to Jerry the messenger.
"Ye-es, sir," returned Jerry, in
something of a dogged manner. "I _do_ know the Bailey."
"Just so. And you know Mr. Lorry."
"I know Mr. Lorry, sir, much better than I
know the Bailey. Much better," said Jerry, not unlike a reluctant
witness at the establishment in question, "than I, as a honest
tradesman, wish to know the Bailey."
"Very well. Find the door where the witnesses
go in, and show the door-keeper this note for Mr. Lorry. He will then
let you in."
"Into the court, sir?"
"Into the court."
Mr. Cruncher's eyes seemed to get a little closer
to one another, and to interchange the inquiry, "What do you think
of this?"
"Am I to wait in the court, sir?" he
asked, as the result of that conference.
"I am going to tell you. The door-keeper will
pass the note to Mr. Lorry, and do you make any gesture that will
attract Mr. Lorry's attention, and show him where you stand. Then what
you have to do, is, to remain there until he wants you."
"Is that all, sir?"
"That's all. He wishes to have a messenger at
hand. This is to tell him you are there."
As the ancient clerk deliberately folded and
superscribed the note, Mr. Cruncher, after surveying him in silence
until he came to the blotting-paper stage, remarked:
"I suppose they'll be trying Forgeries this
morning?"
"Treason!"
"That's quartering," said Jerry.
"Barbarous!"
"It is the law," remarked the ancient
clerk, turning his surprised spectacles upon him. "It is the
law."
"It's hard in the law to spile a man, I
think. Ifs hard enough to kill him, but it's wery hard to spile him,
sir."
"Not at all," retained the ancient
clerk. "Speak well of the law. Take care of your chest and voice,
my good friend, and leave the law to take care of itself. I give you
that advice."
"It's the damp, sir, what settles on my chest
and voice," said Jerry. "I leave you to judge what a damp way
of earning a living mine is."
"Well, well," said the old clerk;
"we all have our various ways of gaining a livelihood. Some of us
have damp ways, and some of us have dry ways. Here is the letter. Go
along."
Jerry took the letter, and, remarking to himself
with less internal deference than he made an outward show of, "You
are a lean old one, too," made his bow, informed his son, in
passing, of his destination, and went his way.
They hanged at Tyburn, in those days, so the
street outside Newgate had not obtained one infamous notoriety that has
since attached to it. But, the gaol was a vile place, in which most
kinds of debauchery and villainy were practised, and where dire diseases
were bred, that came into court with the prisoners, and sometimes rushed
straight from the dock at my Lord Chief Justice himself, and pulled him
off the bench. It had more than once happened, that the Judge in the
black cap pronounced his own doom as certainly as the prisoner's, and
even died before him. For the rest, the Old Bailey was famous as a kind
of deadly inn-yard, from which pale travellers set out continually, in
carts and coaches, on a violent passage into the other world: traversing
some two miles and a half of public street and road, and shaming few
good citizens, if any. So powerful is use, and so desirable to be good
use in the beginning. It was famous, too, for the pillory, a wise old
institution, that inflicted a punishment of which no one could foresee
the extent; also, for the whipping-post, another dear old institution,
very humanising and softening to behold in action; also, for extensive
transactions in blood-money, another fragment of ancestral wisdom,
systematically leading to the most frightful mercenary crimes that could
be committed under Heaven. Altogether, the Old Bailey, at that date, was
a choice illustration of the precept, that "Whatever is is
right;" an aphorism that would be as final as it is lazy, did it
not include the troublesome consequence, that nothing that ever was, was
wrong.
Making his way through the tainted crowd,
dispersed up and down this hideous scene of action, with the skill of a
man accustomed to make his way quietly, the messenger found out the door
he sought, and handed in his letter through a trap in it. For, people
then paid to see the play at the Old Bailey, just as they paid to see
the play in Bedlam--only the former entertainment was much the dearer.
Therefore, all the Old Bailey doors were well guarded--except, indeed,
the social doors by which the criminals got there, and those were always
left wide open.
After some delay and demur, the door grudgingly
turned on its hinges a very little way, and allowed Mr. Jerry Cruncher
to squeeze himself into court.
"What's on?" he asked, in a whisper, of
the man he found himself next to.
"Nothing yet."
"What's coming on?"
"The Treason case."
"The quartering one, eh?"
"Ah!" returned the man, with a relish;
"he'll be drawn on a hurdle to be half hanged, and then he'll be
taken down and sliced before his own face, and then his inside will be
taken out and burnt while he looks on, and then his head will be chopped
off, and he'll be cut into quarters. That's the sentence."
"If he's found Guilty, you mean to say?"
Jerry added, by way of proviso.
"Oh! they'll find him guilty," said the
other. "Don't you be afraid of that."
Mr. Cruncher's attention was here diverted to the
door-keeper, whom he saw making his way to Mr. Lorry, with the note in
his hand. Mr. Lorry sat at a table, among the gentlemen in wigs: not far
from a wigged gentleman, the prisoner's counsel, who had a great bundle
of papers before him: and nearly opposite another wigged gentleman with
his hands in his pockets, whose whole attention, when Mr. Cruncher
looked at him then or afterwards, seemed to be concentrated on the
ceiling of the court. After some gruff coughing and rubbing of his chin
and signing with his hand, Jerry attracted the notice of Mr. Lorry, who
had stood up to look for him, and who quietly nodded and sat down again.
"What's _he_ got to do with the case?"
asked the man he had spoken with.
"Blest if I know," said Jerry.
"What have _you_ got to do with it, then, if
a person may inquire?"
"Blest if I know that either," said
Jerry.
The entrance of the Judge, and a consequent great
stir and settling down in the court, stopped the dialogue. Presently,
the dock became the central point of interest. Two gaolers, who had been
standing there, went out, and the prisoner was brought in, and put to
the bar.
Everybody present, except the one wigged gentleman
who looked at the ceiling, stared at him. All the human breath in the
place, rolled at him, like a sea, or a wind, or a fire. Eager faces
strained round pillars and corners, to get a sight of him; spectators in
back rows stood up, not to miss a hair of him; people on the floor of
the court, laid their hands on the shoulders of the people before them,
to help themselves, at anybody's cost, to a view of him--stood a-tiptoe,
got upon ledges, stood upon next to nothing, to see every inch of him.
Conspicuous among these latter, like an animated bit of the spiked wall
of Newgate, Jerry stood: aiming at the prisoner the beery breath of a
whet he had taken as he came along, and discharging it to mingle with
the waves of other beer, and gin, and tea, and coffee, and what not,
that flowed at him, and already broke upon the great windows behind him
in an impure mist and rain.
The object of all this staring and blaring, was a
young man of about five-and-twenty, well-grown and well-looking, with a
sunburnt cheek and a dark eye. His condition was that of a young
gentleman. He was plainly dressed in black, or very dark grey, and his
hair, which was long and dark, was gathered in a ribbon at the back of
his neck; more to be out of his way than for ornament. As an emotion of
the mind will express itself through any covering of the body, so the
paleness which his situation engendered came through the brown upon his
cheek, showing the soul to be stronger than the sun. He was otherwise
quite self-possessed, bowed to the Judge, and stood quiet.
The sort of interest with which this man was
stared and breathed at, was not a sort that elevated humanity. Had he
stood in peril of a less horrible sentence--had there been a chance of
any one of its savage details being spared--by just so much would he
have lost in his fascination. The form that was to be doomed to be so
shamefully mangled, was the sight; the immortal creature that was to be
so butchered and torn asunder, yielded the sensation. Whatever gloss the
various spectators put upon the interest, according to their several
arts and powers of self-deceit, the interest was, at the root of it,
Ogreish.
Silence in the court! Charles Darnay had yesterday
pleaded Not Guilty to an indictment denouncing him (with infinite jingle
and jangle) for that he was a false traitor to our serene, illustrious,
excellent, and so forth, prince, our Lord the King, by reason of his
having, on divers occasions, and by divers means and ways, assisted
Lewis, the French King, in his wars against our said serene,
illustrious, excellent, and so forth; that was to say, by coming and
going, between the dominions of our said serene, illustrious, excellent,
and so forth, and those of the said French Lewis, and wickedly, falsely,
traitorously, and otherwise evil-adverbiously, revealing to the said
French Lewis what forces our said serene, illustrious, excellent, and so
forth, had in preparation to send to Canada and North America. This
much, Jerry, with his head becoming more and more spiky as the law terms
bristled it, made out with huge satisfaction, and so arrived
circuitously at the understanding that the aforesaid, and over and over
again aforesaid, Charles Darnay, stood there before him upon his trial;
that the jury were swearing in; and that Mr. Attorney-General was making
ready to speak.
The accused, who was (and who knew he was) being
mentally hanged, beheaded, and quartered, by everybody there, neither
flinched from the situation, nor assumed any theatrical air in it. He
was quiet and attentive; watched the opening proceedings with a grave
interest; and stood with his hands resting on the slab of wood before
him, so composedly, that they had not displaced a leaf of the herbs with
which it was strewn. The court was all bestrewn with herbs and sprinkled
with vinegar, as a precaution against gaol air and gaol fever.
Over the prisoner's head there was a mirror, to
throw the light down upon him. Crowds of the wicked and the wretched had
been reflected in it, and had passed from its surface and this earth's
together. Haunted in a most ghastly manner that abominable place would
have been, if the glass could ever have rendered back its reflections,
as the ocean is one day to give up its dead. Some passing thought of the
infamy and disgrace for which it had been reserved, may have struck the
prisoner's mind. Be that as it may, a change in his position making him
conscious of a bar of light across his face, he looked up; and when he
saw the glass his face flushed, and his right hand pushed the herbs
away.
It happened, that the action turned his face to
that side of the court which was on his left. About on a level with his
eyes, there sat, in that corner of the Judge's bench, two persons upon
whom his look immediately rested; so immediately, and so much to the
changing of his aspect, that all the eyes that were turned upon him,
turned to them.
The spectators saw in the two figures, a young
lady of little more than twenty, and a gentleman who was evidently her
father; a man of a very remarkable appearance in respect of the absolute
whiteness of his hair, and a certain indescribable intensity of face:
not of an active kind, but pondering and self-communing. When this
expression was upon him, he looked as if he were old; but when it was
stirred and broken up--as it was now, in a moment, on his speaking to
his daughter--he became a handsome man, not past the prime of life.
His daughter had one of her hands drawn through
his arm, as she sat by him, and the other pressed upon it. She had drawn
close to him, in her dread of the scene, and in her pity for the
prisoner. Her forehead had been strikingly expressive of an engrossing
terror and compassion that saw nothing but the peril of the accused.
This had been so very noticeable, so very powerfully and naturally
shown, that starers who had had no pity for him were touched by her; and
the whisper went about, "Who are they?"
Jerry, the messenger, who had made his own
observations, in his own manner, and who had been sucking the rust off
his fingers in his absorption, stretched his neck to hear who they were.
The crowd about him had pressed and passed the inquiry on to the nearest
attendant, and from him it had been more slowly pressed and passed back;
at last it got to Jerry:
"Witnesses."
"For which side?"
"Against."
"Against what side?"
"The prisoner's."
The Judge, whose eyes had gone in the general
direction, recalled them, leaned back in his seat, and looked steadily
at the man whose life was in his hand, as Mr. Attorney-General rose to
spin the rope, grind the axe, and hammer the nails into the scaffold.
III
A Disappointment
Mr. Attorney-General had to inform the jury, that
the prisoner before them, though young in years, was old in the
treasonable practices which claimed the forfeit of his life. That this
correspondence with the public enemy was not a correspondence of to-day,
or of yesterday, or even of last year, or of the year before. That, it
was certain the prisoner had, for longer than that, been in the habit of
passing and repassing between France and England, on secret business of
which he could give no honest account. That, if it were in the nature of
traitorous ways to thrive (which happily it never was), the real
wickedness and guilt of his business might have remained undiscovered.
That Providence, however, had put it into the heart of a person who was
beyond fear and beyond reproach, to ferret out the nature of the
prisoner's schemes, and, struck with horror, to disclose them to his
Majesty's Chief Secretary of State and most honourable Privy Council.
That, this patriot would be produced before them. That, his position and
attitude were, on the whole, sublime. That, he had been the prisoner's
friend, but, at once in an auspicious and an evil hour detecting his
infamy, had resolved to immolate the traitor he could no longer cherish
in his bosom, on the sacred altar of his country. That, if statues were
decreed in Britain, as in ancient Greece and Rome, to public
benefactors, this shining citizen would assuredly have had one. That, as
they were not so decreed, he probably would not have one. That, Virtue,
as had been observed by the poets (in many passages which he well knew
the jury would have, word for word, at the tips of their tongues;
whereat the jury's countenances displayed a guilty consciousness that
they knew nothing about the passages), was in a manner contagious; more
especially the bright virtue known as patriotism, or love of country.
That, the lofty example of this immaculate and unimpeachable witness for
the Crown, to refer to whom however unworthily was an honour, had
communicated itself to the prisoner's servant, and had engendered in him
a holy determination to examine his master's table-drawers and pockets,
and secrete his papers. That, he (Mr. Attorney-General) was prepared to
hear some disparagement attempted of this admirable servant; but that,
in a general way, he preferred him to his (Mr. Attorney-General's)
brothers and sisters, and honoured him more than his (Mr.
Attorney-General's) father and mother. That, he called with confidence
on the jury to come and do likewise. That, the evidence of these two
witnesses, coupled with the documents of their discovering that would be
produced, would show the prisoner to have been furnished with lists of
his Majesty's forces, and of their disposition and preparation, both by
sea and land, and would leave no doubt that he had habitually conveyed
such information to a hostile power. That, these lists could not be
proved to be in the prisoner's handwriting; but that it was all the
same; that, indeed, it was rather the better for the prosecution, as
showing the prisoner to be artful in his precautions. That, the proof
would go back five years, and would show the prisoner already engaged in
these pernicious missions, within a few weeks before the date of the
very first action fought between the British troops and the Americans.
That, for these reasons, the jury, being a loyal jury (as he knew they
were), and being a responsible jury (as _they_ knew they were), must
positively find the prisoner Guilty, and make an end of him, whether
they liked it or not. That, they never could lay their heads upon their
pillows; that, they never could tolerate the idea of their wives laying
their heads upon their pillows; that, they never could endure the notion
of their children laying their heads upon their pillows; in short, that
there never more could be, for them or theirs, any laying of heads upon
pillows at all, unless the prisoner's head was taken off. That head Mr.
Attorney-General concluded by demanding of them, in the name of
everything he could think of with a round turn in it, and on the faith
of his solemn asseveration that he already considered the prisoner as
good as dead and gone.
When the Attorney-General ceased, a buzz arose in
the court as if a cloud of great blue-flies were swarming about the
prisoner, in anticipation of what he was soon to become. When toned down
again, the unimpeachable patriot appeared in the witness-box.
Mr. Solicitor-General then, following his leader's
lead, examined the patriot: John Barsad, gentleman, by name. The story
of his pure soul was exactly what Mr. Attorney-General had described it
to be-- perhaps, if it had a fault, a little too exactly. Having
released his noble bosom of its burden, he would have modestly withdrawn
himself, but that the wigged gentleman with the papers before him,
sitting not far from Mr. Lorry, begged to ask him a few questions. The
wigged gentleman sitting opposite, still looking at the ceiling of the
court.
Had he ever been a spy himself? No, he scorned the
base insinuation. What did he live upon? His property. Where was his
property? He didn't precisely remember where it was. What was it? No
business of anybody's. Had he inherited it? Yes, he had. From whom?
Distant relation. Very distant? Rather. Ever been in prison? Certainly
not. Never in a debtors' prison? Didn't see what that had to do with it.
Never in a debtors' prison?--Come, once again. Never? Yes. How many
times? Two or three times. Not five or six? Perhaps. Of what profession?
Gentleman. Ever been kicked? Might have been. Frequently? No. Ever
kicked downstairs? Decidedly not; once received a kick on the top of a
staircase, and fell downstairs of his own accord. Kicked on that
occasion for cheating at dice? Something to that effect was said by the
intoxicated liar who committed the assault, but it was not true. Swear
it was not true? Positively. Ever live by cheating at play? Never. Ever
live by play? Not more than other gentlemen do. Ever borrow money of the
prisoner? Yes. Ever pay him? No. Was not this intimacy with the
prisoner, in reality a very slight one, forced upon the prisoner in
coaches, inns, and packets? No. Sure he saw the prisoner with these
lists? Certain. Knew no more about the lists? No. Had not procured them
himself, for instance? No. Expect to get anything by this evidence? No.
Not in regular government pay and employment, to lay traps? Oh dear no.
Or to do anything? Oh dear no. Swear that? Over and over again. No
motives but motives of sheer patriotism? None whatever.
The virtuous servant, Roger Cly, swore his way
through the case at a great rate. He had taken service with the
prisoner, in good faith and simplicity, four years ago. He had asked the
prisoner, aboard the Calais packet, if he wanted a handy fellow, and the
prisoner had engaged him. He had not asked the prisoner to take the
handy fellow as an act of charity--never thought of such a thing. He
began to have suspicions of the prisoner, and to keep an eye upon him,
soon afterwards. In arranging his clothes, while travelling, he had seen
similar lists to these in the prisoner's pockets, over and over again.
He had taken these lists from the drawer of the prisoner's desk. He had
not put them there first. He had seen the prisoner show these identical
lists to French gentlemen at Calais, and similar lists to French
gentlemen, both at Calais and Boulogne. He loved his country, and
couldn't bear it, and had given information. He had never been suspected
of stealing a silver tea-pot; he had been maligned respecting a
mustard-pot, but it turned out to be only a plated one. He had known the
last witness seven or eight years; that was merely a coincidence. He
didn't call it a particularly curious coincidence; most coincidences
were curious. Neither did he call it a curious coincidence that true
patriotism was _his_ only motive too. He was a true Briton, and hoped
there were many like him.
The blue-flies buzzed again, and Mr.
Attorney-General called Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"Mr. Jarvis Lorry, are you a clerk in
Tellson's bank?"
"I am."
"On a certain Friday night in November one
thousand seven hundred and seventy-five, did business occasion you to
travel between London and Dover by the mail?"
"It did."
"Were there any other passengers in the
mail?"
"Two."
"Did they alight on the road in the course of
the night?"
"They did."
"Mr. Lorry, look upon the prisoner. Was he
one of those two passengers?"
"I cannot undertake to say that he was."
"Does he resemble either of these two
passengers?"
"Both were so wrapped up, and the night was
so dark, and we were all so reserved, that I cannot undertake to say
even that."
"Mr. Lorry, look again upon the prisoner.
Supposing him wrapped up as those two passengers were, is there anything
in his bulk and stature to render it unlikely that he was one of
them?"
"No."
"You will not swear, Mr. Lorry, that he was
not one of them?"
"No."
"So at least you say he may have been one of
them?"
"Yes. Except that I remember them both to
have been--like myself-- timorous of highwaymen, and the prisoner has
not a timorous air."
"Did you ever see a counterfeit of timidity,
Mr. Lorry?"
"I certainly have seen that."
"Mr. Lorry, look once more upon the prisoner.
Have you seen him, to your certain knowledge, before?"
"I have."
"When?"
"I was returning from France a few days
afterwards, and, at Calais, the prisoner came on board the packet-ship
in which I returned, and made the voyage with me."
"At what hour did he come on board?"
"At a little after midnight."
"In the dead of the night. Was he the only
passenger who came on board at that untimely hour?"
"He happened to be the only one."
"Never mind about `happening,' Mr. Lorry. He
was the only passenger who came on board in the dead of the night?"
"He was."
"Were you travelling alone, Mr. Lorry, or
with any companion?"
"With two companions. A gentleman and lady.
They are here."
"They are here. Had you any conversation with
the prisoner?"
"Hardly any. The weather was stormy, and the
passage long and rough, and I lay on a sofa, almost from shore to
shore."
"Miss Manette!"
The young lady, to whom all eyes had been turned
before, and were now turned again, stood up where she had sat. Her
father rose with her, and kept her hand drawn through his arm.
"Miss Manette, look upon the prisoner."
To be confronted with such pity, and such earnest
youth and beauty, was far more trying to the accused than to be
confronted with all the crowd. Standing, as it were, apart with her on
the edge of his grave, not all the staring curiosity that looked on,
could, for the moment, nerve him to remain quite still. His hurried
right hand parcelled out the herbs before him into imaginary beds of
flowers in a garden; and his efforts to control and steady his breathing
shook the lips from which the colour rushed to his heart. The buzz of
the great flies was loud again.
"Miss Manette, have you seen the prisoner
before?"
"Yes, sir."
"Where?"
"On board of the packet-ship just now
referred to, sir, and on the same occasion."
"You are the young lady just now referred
to?"
"O! most unhappily, I am!"
The plaintive tone of her compassion merged into
the less musical voice of the Judge, as he said something fiercely:
"Answer the questions put to you, and make no remark upon
them."
"Miss Manette, had you any conversation with
the prisoner on that passage across the Channel?"
"Yes, sir."
"Recall it."
In the midst of a profound stillness, she faintly
began: "When the gentleman came on board--"
"Do you mean the prisoner?" inquired the
Judge, knitting his brows.
"Yes, my Lord."
"Then say the prisoner."
"When the prisoner came on board, he noticed
that my father," turning her eyes lovingly to him as he stood
beside her, "was much fatigued and in a very weak state of health.
My father was so reduced that I was afraid to take him out of the air,
and I had made a bed for him on the deck near the cabin steps, and I sat
on the deck at his side to take care of him. There were no other
passengers that night, but we four. The prisoner was so good as to beg
permission to advise me how I could shelter my father from the wind and
weather, better than I had done. I had not known how to do it well, not
understanding how the wind would set when we were out of the harbour. He
did it for me. He expressed great gentleness and kindness for my
father's state, and I am sure he felt it. That was the manner of our
beginning to speak together."
"Let me interrupt you for a moment. Had he
come on board alone?"
"No."
"How many were with him?"
"Two French gentlemen."
"Had they conferred together?"
"They had conferred together until the last
moment, when it was necessary for the French gentlemen to be landed in
their boat."
"Had any papers been handed about among them,
similar to these lists?"
"Some papers had been handed about among
them, but I don't know what papers."
"Like these in shape and size?"
"Possibly, but indeed I don't know, although
they stood whispering very near to me: because they stood at the top of
the cabin steps to have the light of the lamp that was hanging there; it
was a dull lamp, and they spoke very low, and I did not hear what they
said, and saw only that they looked at papers."
"Now, to the prisoner's conversation, Miss
Manette."
"The prisoner was as open in his confidence
with me--which arose out of my helpless situation--as he was kind, and
good, and useful to my father. I hope," bursting into tears,
"I may not repay him by doing him harm to-day."
Buzzing from the blue-flies.
"Miss Manette, if the prisoner does not
perfectly understand that you give the evidence which it is your duty to
give--which you must give-- and which you cannot escape from
giving--with great unwillingness, he is the only person present in that
condition. Please to go on."
"He told me that he was travelling on
business of a delicate and difficult nature, which might get people into
trouble, and that he was therefore travelling under an assumed name. He
said that this business had, within a few days, taken him to France, and
might, at intervals, take him backwards and forwards between France and
England for a long time to come."
"Did he say anything about America, Miss
Manette? Be particular."
"He tried to explain to me how that quarrel
had arisen, and he said that, so far as he could judge, it was a wrong
and foolish one on England's part. He added, in a jesting way, that
perhaps George Washington might gain almost as great a name in history
as George the Third. But there was no harm in his way of saying this: it
was said laughingly, and to beguile the time."
Any strongly marked expression of face on the part
of a chief actor in a scene of great interest to whom many eyes are
directed, will be unconsciously imitated by the spectators. Her forehead
was painfully anxious and intent as she gave this evidence, and, in the
pauses when she stopped for the Judge to write it down, watched its
effect upon the counsel for and against. Among the lookers-on there was
the same expression in all quarters of the court; insomuch, that a great
majority of the foreheads there, might have been mirrors reflecting the
witness, when the Judge looked up from his notes to glare at that
tremendous heresy about George Washington.
Mr. Attorney-General now signified to my Lord,
that he deemed it necessary, as a matter of precaution and form, to call
the young lady's father, Doctor Manette. Who was called accordingly.
"Doctor Manette, look upon the prisoner. Have
you ever seen him before?"
"Once. When he called at my lodgings in
London. Some three years, or three years and a half ago."
"Can you identify him as your
fellow-passenger on board the packet, or speak to his conversation with
your daughter?"
"Sir, I can do neither."
"Is there any particular and special reason
for your being unable to do either?"
He answered, in a low voice, "There is."
"Has it been your misfortune to undergo a
long imprisonment, without trial, or even accusation, in your native
country, Doctor Manette?"
He answered, in a tone that went to every heart,
"A long imprisonment."
"Were you newly released on the occasion in
question?"
"They tell me so."
"Have you no remembrance of the
occasion?"
"None. My mind is a blank, from some time--I
cannot even say what time-- when I employed myself, in my captivity, in
making shoes, to the time when I found myself living in London with my
dear daughter here. She had become familiar to me, when a gracious God
restored my faculties; but, I am quite unable even to say how she had
become familiar. I have no remembrance of the process."
Mr. Attorney-General sat down, and the father and
daughter sat down together.
A singular circumstance then arose in the case.
The object in hand being to show that the prisoner went down, with some
fellow-plotter untracked, in the Dover mail on that Friday night in
November five years ago, and got out of the mail in the night, as a
blind, at a place where he did not remain, but from which he travelled
back some dozen miles or more, to a garrison and dockyard, and there
collected information; a witness was called to identify him as having
been at the precise time required, in the coffee-room of an hotel in
that garrison-and-dockyard town, waiting for another person. The
prisoner's counsel was cross-examining this witness with no result,
except that he had never seen the prisoner on any other occasion, when
the wigged gentleman who had all this time been looking at the ceiling
of the court, wrote a word or two on a little piece of paper, screwed it
up, and tossed it to him. Opening this piece of paper in the next pause,
the counsel looked with great attention and curiosity at the prisoner.
"You say again you are quite sure that it was
the prisoner?"
The witness was quite sure.
"Did you ever see anybody very like the
prisoner?"
Not so like (the witness said) as that he could be
mistaken.
"Look well upon that gentleman, my learned
friend there," pointing to him who had tossed the paper over,
"and then look well upon the prisoner. How say you? Are they very
like each other?"
Allowing for my learned friend's appearance being
careless and slovenly if not debauched, they were sufficiently like each
other to surprise, not only the witness, but everybody present, when
they were thus brought into comparison. My Lord being prayed to bid my
learned friend lay aside his wig, and giving no very gracious consent,
the likeness became much more remarkable. My Lord inquired of Mr.
Stryver (the prisoner's counsel), whether they were next to try Mr.
Carton (name of my learned friend) for treason? But, Mr. Stryver replied
to my Lord, no; but he would ask the witness to tell him whether what
happened once, might happen twice; whether he would have been so
confident if he had seen this illustration of his rashness sooner,
whether he would be so confident, having seen it; and more. The upshot
of which, was, to smash this witness like a crockery vessel, and shiver
his part of the case to useless lumber.
Mr. Cruncher had by this time taken quite a lunch
of rust off his fingers in his following of the evidence. He had now to
attend while Mr. Stryver fitted the prisoner's case on the jury, like a
compact suit of clothes; showing them how the patriot, Barsad, was a
hired spy and traitor, an unblushing trafficker in blood, and one of the
greatest scoundrels upon earth since accursed Judas--which he certainly
did look rather like. How the virtuous servant, Cly, was his friend and
partner, and was worthy to be; how the watchful eyes of those forgers
and false swearers had rested on the prisoner as a victim, because some
family affairs in France, he being of French extraction, did require his
making those passages across the Channel--though what those affairs
were, a consideration for others who were near and dear to him, forbade
him, even for his life, to disclose. How the evidence that had been
warped and wrested from the young lady, whose anguish in giving it they
had witnessed, came to nothing, involving the mere little innocent
gallantries and politenesses likely to pass between any young gentleman
and young lady so thrown together;--with the exception of that reference
to George Washington, which was altogether too extravagant and
impossible to be regarded in any other light than as a monstrous joke.
How it would be a weakness in the government to break down in this
attempt to practise for popularity on the lowest national antipathies
and fears, and therefore Mr. Attorney-General had made the most of it;
how, nevertheless, it rested upon nothing, save that vile and infamous
character of evidence too often disfiguring such cases, and of which the
State Trials of this country were full. But, there my Lord interposed
(with as grave a face as if it had not been true), saying that he could
not sit upon that Bench and suffer those allusions.
Mr. Stryver then called his few witnesses, and Mr.
Cruncher had next to attend while Mr. Attorney-General turned the whole
suit of clothes Mr. Stryver had fitted on the jury, inside out; showing
how Barsad and Cly were even a hundred times better than he had thought
them, and the prisoner a hundred times worse. Lastly, came my Lord
himself, turning the suit of clothes, now inside out, now outside in,
but on the whole decidedly trimming and shaping them into grave-clothes
for the prisoner.
And now, the jury turned to consider, and the
great flies swarmed again.
Mr. Carton, who had so long sat looking at the
ceiling of the court, changed neither his place nor his attitude, even
in this excitement. While his teamed friend, Mr. Stryver, massing his
papers before him, whispered with those who sat near, and from time to
time glanced anxiously at the jury; while all the spectators moved more
or less, and grouped themselves anew; while even my Lord himself arose
from his seat, and slowly paced up and down his platform, not unattended
by a suspicion in the minds of the audience that his state was feverish;
this one man sat leaning back, with his torn gown half off him, his
untidy wig put on just as it had happened to fight on his head after its
removal, his hands in his pockets, and his eyes on the ceiling as they
had been all day. Something especially reckless in his demeanour, not
only gave him a disreputable look, but so diminished the strong
resemblance he undoubtedly bore to the prisoner (which his momentary
earnestness, when they were compared together, had strengthened), that
many of the lookers-on, taking note of him now, said to one another they
would hardly have thought the two were so alike. Mr. Cruncher made the
observation to his next neighbour, and added, "I'd hold half a
guinea that _he_ don't get no law-work to do. Don't look like the sort
of one to get any, do he?"
Yet, this Mr. Carton took in more of the details
of the scene than he appeared to take in; for now, when Miss Manette's
head dropped upon her father's breast, he was the first to see it, and
to say audibly: "Officer! look to that young lady. Help the
gentleman to take her out. Don't you see she will fall!"
There was much commiseration for her as she was
removed, and much sympathy with her father. It had evidently been a
great distress to him, to have the days of his imprisonment recalled. He
had shown strong internal agitation when he was questioned, and that
pondering or brooding look which made him old, had been upon him, like a
heavy cloud, ever since. As he passed out, the jury, who had turned back
and paused a moment, spoke, through their foreman.
They were not agreed, and wished to retire. My
Lord (perhaps with George Washington on his mind) showed some surprise
that they were not agreed, but signified his pleasure that they should
retire under watch and ward, and retired himself. The trial had lasted
all day, and the lamps in the court were now being lighted. It began to
be rumoured that the jury would be out a long while. The spectators
dropped off to get refreshment, and the prisoner withdrew to the back of
the dock, and sat down.
Mr. Lorry, who had gone out when the young lady
and her father went out, now reappeared, and beckoned to Jerry: who, in
the slackened interest, could easily get near him.
"Jerry, if you wish to take something to eat,
you can. But, keep in the way. You will be sure to hear when the jury
come in. Don't be a moment behind them, for I want you to take the
verdict back to the bank. You are the quickest messenger I know, and
will get to Temple Bar long before I can."
Jerry had just enough forehead to knuckle, and he
knuckled it in acknowledgment of this communication and a shilling. Mr.
Carton came up at the moment, and touched Mr. Lorry on the arm.
"How is the young lady?"
"She is greatly distressed; but her father is
comforting her, and she feels the better for being out of court."
"I'll tell the prisoner so. It won't do for a
respectable bank gentleman like you, to be seen speaking to him
publicly, you know."
Mr. Lorry reddened as if he were conscious of
having debated the point in his mind, and Mr. Carton made his way to the
outside of the bar. The way out of court lay in that direction, and
Jerry followed him, all eyes, ears, and spikes.
"Mr. Darnay!"
The prisoner came forward directly.
"You will naturally be anxious to hear of the
witness, Miss Manette. She will do very well. You have seen the worst of
her agitation."
"I am deeply sorry to have been the cause of
it. Could you tell her so for me, with my fervent acknowledgments?"
"Yes, I could. I will, if you ask it."
Mr. Carton's manner was so careless as to be
almost insolent. He stood, half turned from the prisoner, lounging with
his elbow against the bar.
"I do ask it. Accept my cordial thanks."
"What," said Carton, still only half
turned towards him, "do you expect, Mr. Darnay?"
"The worst."
"It's the wisest thing to expect, and the
likeliest. But I think their withdrawing is in your favour."
Loitering on the way out of court not being
allowed, Jerry heard no more: but left them--so like each other in
feature, so unlike each other in manner--standing side by side, both
reflected in the glass above them.
An hour and a half limped heavily away in the
thief-and-rascal crowded passages below, even though assisted off with
mutton pies and ale. The hoarse messenger, uncomfortably seated on a
form after taking that refection, had dropped into a doze, when a loud
murmur and a rapid tide of people setting up the stairs that led to the
court, carried him along with them.
"Jerry! Jerry!" Mr. Lorry was already
calling at the door when he got there.
"Here, sir! It's a fight to get back again.
Here I am, sir!"
Mr. Lorry handed him a paper through the throng.
"Quick! Have you got it?"
"Yes, sir."
Hastily written on the paper was the word "AQUITTED."
"If you had sent the message, `Recalled to
Life,' again," muttered Jerry, as he turned, "I should have
known what you meant, this time."
He had no opportunity of saying, or so much as
thinking, anything else, until he was clear of the Old Bailey; for, the
crowd came pouring out with a vehemence that nearly took him off his
legs, and a loud buzz swept into the street as if the baffled blue-flies
were dispersing in search of other carrion.
IV
Congratulatory
From the dimly-lighted passages of the court, the
last sediment of the human stew that had been boiling there all day, was
straining off, when Doctor Manette, Lucie Manette, his daughter, Mr.
Lorry, the solicitor for the defence, and its counsel, Mr. Stryver,
stood gathered round Mr. Charles Darnay--just released--congratulating
him on his escape from death.
It would have been difficult by a far brighter
light, to recognise in Doctor Manette, intellectual of face and upright
of bearing, the shoemaker of the garret in Paris. Yet, no one could have
looked at him twice, without looking again: even though the opportunity
of observation had not extended to the mournful cadence of his low grave
voice, and to the abstraction that overclouded him fitfully, without any
apparent reason. While one external cause, and that a reference to his
long lingering agony, would always--as on the trial--evoke this
condition from the depths of his soul, it was also in its nature to
arise of itself, and to draw a gloom over him, as incomprehensible to
those unacquainted with his story as if they had seen the shadow of the
actual Bastille thrown upon him by a summer sun, when the substance was
three hundred miles away.
Only his daughter had the power of charming this
black brooding from his mind. She was the golden thread that united him
to a Past beyond his misery, and to a Present beyond his misery: and the
sound of her voice, the light of her face, the touch of her hand, had a
strong beneficial influence with him almost always. Not absolutely
always, for she could recall some occasions on which her power had
failed; but they were few and slight, and she believed them over.
Mr. Darnay had kissed her hand fervently and
gratefully, and had turned to Mr. Stryver, whom he warmly thanked. Mr.
Stryver, a man of little more than thirty, but looking twenty years
older than he was, stout, loud, red, bluff, and free from any drawback
of delicacy, had a pushing way of shouldering himself (morally and
physically) into companies and conversations, that argued well for his
shouldering his way up in life.
He still had his wig and gown on, and he said,
squaring himself at his late client to that degree that he squeezed the
innocent Mr. Lorry clean out of the group: "I am glad to have
brought you off with honour, Mr. Darnay. It was an infamous prosecution,
grossly infamous; but not the less likely to succeed on that
account."
"You have laid me under an obligation to you
for life--in two senses," said his late client, taking his hand.
"I have done my best for you, Mr. Darnay; and
my best is as good as another man's, I believe."
It clearly being incumbent on some one to say,
"Much better," Mr. Lorry said it; perhaps not quite
disinterestedly, but with the interested object of squeezing himself
back again.
"You think so?" said Mr. Stryver.
"Well! you have been present all day, and you ought to know. You
are a man of business, too."
"And as such," quoth Mr. Lorry, whom the
counsel learned in the law had now shouldered back into the group, just
as he had previously shouldered him out of it--"as such I will
appeal to Doctor Manette, to break up this conference and order us all
to our homes. Miss Lucie looks ill, Mr. Darnay has had a terrible day,
we are worn out."
"Speak for yourself, Mr. Lorry," said
Stryver; "I have a night's work to do yet. Speak for
yourself."
"I speak for myself," answered Mr.
Lorry, "and for Mr. Darnay, and for Miss Lucie, and--Miss Lucie, do
you not think I may speak for us all?" He asked her the question
pointedly, and with a glance at her father.
His face had become frozen, as it were, in a very
curious look at Darnay: an intent look, deepening into a frown of
dislike and distrust, not even unmixed with fear. With this strange
expression on him his thoughts had wandered away.
"My father," said Lucie, softly laying
her hand on his.
He slowly shook the shadow off, and turned to her.
"Shall we go home, my father?"
With a long breath, he answered "Yes."
The friends of the acquitted prisoner had
dispersed, under the impression--which he himself had originated--that
he would not be released that night. The lights were nearly all
extinguished in the passages, the iron gates were being closed with a
jar and a rattle, and the dismal place was deserted until to-morrow
morning's interest of gallows, pillory, whipping-post, and
branding-iron, should repeople it. Walking between her father and Mr.
Darnay, Lucie Manette passed into the open air. A hackney-coach was
called, and the father and daughter departed in it.
Mr. Stryver had left them in the passages, to
shoulder his way back to the robing-room. Another person, who had not
joined the group, or interchanged a word with any one of them, but who
had been leaning against the wall where its shadow was darkest, had
silently strolled out after the rest, and had looked on until the coach
drove away. He now stepped up to where Mr. Lorry and Mr. Darnay stood
upon the pavement.
"So, Mr. Lorry! Men of business may speak to
Mr. Darnay now?"
Nobody had made any acknowledgment of Mr. Carton's
part in the day's proceedings; nobody had known of it. He was unrobed,
and was none the better for it in appearance.
"If you knew what a conflict goes on in the
business mind, when the business mind is divided between good-natured
impulse and business appearances, you would be amused, Mr. Darnay."
Mr. Lorry reddened, and said, warmly, "You
have mentioned that before, sir. We men of business, who serve a House,
are not our own masters. We have to think of the House more than
ourselves."
"_I_ know, _I_ know," rejoined Mr.
Carton, carelessly. "Don't be nettled, Mr. Lorry. You are as good
as another, I have no doubt: better, I dare say."
"And indeed, sir," pursued Mr. Lorry,
not minding him, "I really don't know what you have to do with the
matter. If you'll excuse me, as very much your elder, for saying so, I
really don't know that it is your business."
"Business! Bless you, _I_ have no
business," said Mr. Carton.
"It is a pity you have not, sir."
"I think so, too."
"If you had," pursued Mr. Lorry,
"perhaps you would attend to it."
"Lord love you, no!--I shouldn't," said
Mr. Carton.
"Well, sir!" cried Mr. Lorry, thoroughly
heated by his indifference, "business is a very good thing, and a
very respectable thing. And, sir, if business imposes its restraints and
its silences and impediments, Mr. Darnay as a young gentleman of
generosity knows how to make allowance for that circumstance. Mr. Darnay,
good night, God bless you, sir! I hope you have been this day preserved
for a prosperous and happy life.--Chair there!"
Perhaps a little angry with himself, as well as
with the barrister, Mr. Lorry bustled into the chair, and was carried
off to Tellson's. Carton, who smelt of port wine, and did not appear to
be quite sober, laughed then, and turned to Darnay:
"This is a strange chance that throws you and
me together. This must be a strange night to you, standing alone here
with your counterpart on these street stones?"
"I hardly seem yet," returned Charles
Darnay, "to belong to this world again."
"I don't wonder at it; it's not so long since
you were pretty far advanced on your way to another. You speak
faintly."
"I begin to think I _am_ faint."
"Then why the devil don't you dine? I dined,
myself, while those numskulls were deliberating which world you should
belong to--this, or some other. Let me show you the nearest tavern to
dine well at."
Drawing his arm through his own, he took him down
Ludgate-hill to Fleet-street, and so, up a covered way, into a tavern.
Here, they were shown into a little room, where Charles Darnay was soon
recruiting his strength with a good plain dinner and good wine: while
Carton sat opposite to him at the same table, with his separate bottle
of port before him, and his fully half-insolent manner upon him.
"Do you feel, yet, that you belong to this
terrestrial scheme again, Mr. Darnay?"
"I am frightfully confused regarding time and
place; but I am so far mended as to feel that."
"It must be an immense satisfaction!"
He said it bitterly, and filled up his glass
again: which was a large one.
"As to me, the greatest desire I have, is to
forget that I belong to it. It has no good in it for me--except wine
like this--nor I for it. So we are not much alike in that particular.
Indeed, I begin to think we are not much alike in any particular, you
and I."
Confused by the emotion of the day, and feeling
his being there with this Double of coarse deportment, to be like a
dream, Charles Darnay was at a loss how to answer; finally, answered not
at all.
"Now your dinner is done," Carton
presently said, "why don't you call a health, Mr. Darnay; why don't
you give your toast?"
"What health? What toast?"
"Why, it's on the tip of your tongue. It
ought to be, it must be, I'll swear it's there."
"Miss Manette, then!"
"Miss Manette, then!"
Looking his companion full in the face while he
drank the toast, Carton flung his glass over his shoulder against the
wall, where it shivered to pieces; then, rang the bell, and ordered in
another.
"That's a fair young lady to hand to a coach
in the dark, Mr. Darnay!" he said, ruing his new goblet.
A slight frown and a laconic "Yes," were
the answer.
"That's a fair young lady to be pitied by and
wept for by! How does it feel? Is it worth being tried for one's life,
to be the object of such sympathy and compassion, Mr. Darnay?"
Again Darnay answered not a word.
"She was mightily pleased to have your
message, when I gave it her. Not that she showed she was pleased, but I
suppose she was."
The allusion served as a timely reminder to Darnay
that this disagreeable companion had, of his own free will, assisted him
in the strait of the day. He turned the dialogue to that point, and
thanked him for it.
"I neither want any thanks, nor merit
any," was the careless rejoinder. "It was nothing to do, in
the first place; and I don't know why I did it, in the second. Mr.
Darnay, let me ask you a question."
"Willingly, and a small return for your good
offices."
"Do you think I particularly like you?"
"Really, Mr. Carton," returned the
other, oddly disconcerted, "I have not asked myself the
question."
"But ask yourself the question now."
"You have acted as if you do; but I don't
think you do."
"_I_ don't think I do," said Carton.
"I begin to have a very good opinion of your understanding."
"Nevertheless," pursued Darnay, rising
to ring the bell, "there is nothing in that, I hope, to prevent my
calling the reckoning, and our parting without ill-blood on either
side."
Carton rejoining, "Nothing in life!"
Darnay rang. "Do you call the whole reckoning?" said Carton.
On his answering in the affirmative, "Then bring me another pint of
this same wine, drawer, and come and wake me at ten."
The bill being paid, Charles Darnay rose and
wished him good night. Without returning the wish, Carton rose too, with
something of a threat of defiance in his manner, and said, "A last
word, Mr. Darnay: you think I am drunk?"
"I think you have been drinking, Mr.
Carton."
"Think? You know I have been drinking."
"Since I must say so, I know it."
"Then you shall likewise know why. I am a
disappointed drudge, sir. I care for no man on earth, and no man on
earth cares for me."
"Much to be regretted. You might have used
your talents better."
"May be so, Mr. Darnay; may be not. Don't let
your sober face elate you, however; you don't know what it may come to.
Good night!"
When he was left alone, this strange being took up
a candle, went to a glass that hung against the wall, and surveyed
himself minutely in it.
"Do you particularly like the man?" he
muttered, at his own image; "why should you particularly like a man
who resembles you? There is nothing in you to like; you know that. Ah,
confound you! What a change you have made in yourself! A good reason for
taking to a man, that he shows you what you have fallen away from, and
what you might have been! Change places with him, and would you have
been looked at by those blue eyes as he was, and commiserated by that
agitated face as he was? Come on, and have it out in plain words! You
hate the fellow."
He resorted to his pint of wine for consolation,
drank it all in a few minutes, and fell asleep on his arms, with his
hair straggling over the table, and a long winding-sheet in the candle
dripping down upon him.
V
The Jackal
Those were drinking days, and most men drank hard.
So very great is the improvement Time has brought about in such habits,
that a moderate statement of the quantity of wine and punch which one
man would swallow in the course of a night, without any detriment to his
reputation as a perfect gentleman, would seem, in these days, a
ridiculous exaggeration. The learned profession of the law was certainly
not behind any other learned profession in its Bacchanalian
propensities; neither was Mr. Stryver, already fast shouldering his way
to a large and lucrative practice, behind his compeers in this
particular, any more than in the drier parts of the legal race.
A favourite at the Old Bailey, and eke at the
Sessions, Mr. Stryver had begun cautiously to hew away the lower staves
of the ladder on which he mounted. Sessions and Old Bailey had now to
summon their favourite, specially, to their longing arms; and
shouldering itself towards the visage of the Lord Chief Justice in the
Court of King's Bench, the florid countenance of Mr. Stryver might be
daily seen, bursting out of the bed of wigs, like a great sunflower
pushing its way at the sun from among a rank garden-full of flaring
companions.
It had once been noted at the Bar, that while Mr.
Stryver was a glib man, and an unscrupulous, and a ready, and a bold, he
had not that faculty of extracting the essence from a heap of
statements, which is among the most striking and necessary of the
advocate's accomplishments. But, a remarkable improvement came upon him
as to this. The more business he got, the greater his power seemed to
grow of getting at its pith and marrow; and however late at night he sat
carousing with Sydney Carton, he always had his points at his fingers'
ends in the morning.
Sydney Carton, idlest and most unpromising of men,
was Stryver's great ally. What the two drank together, between Hilary
Term and Michaelmas, might have floated a king's ship. Stryver never had
a case in hand, anywhere, but Carton was there, with his hands in his
pockets, staring at the ceiling of the court; they went the same
Circuit, and even there they prolonged their usual orgies late into the
night, and Carton was rumoured to be seen at broad day, going home
stealthily and unsteadily to his lodgings, like a dissipated cat. At
last, it began to get about, among such as were interested in the
matter, that although Sydney Carton would never be a lion, he was an
amazingly good jackal, and that he rendered suit and service to Stryver
in that humble capacity.
"Ten o'clock, sir," said the man at the
tavern, whom he had charged to wake him--"ten o'clock, sir."
"_What's_ the matter?"
"Ten o'clock, sir."
"What do you mean? Ten o'clock at
night?"
"Yes, sir. Your honour told me to call
you."
"Oh! I remember. Very well, very well."
After a few dull efforts to get to sleep again,
which the man dexterously combated by stirring the fire continuously for
five minutes, he got up, tossed his hat on, and walked out. He turned
into the Temple, and, having revived himself by twice pacing the
pavements of King's Bench-walk and Paper-buildings, turned into the
Stryver chambers.
The Stryver clerk, who never assisted at these
conferences, had gone home, and the Stryver principal opened the door.
He had his slippers on, and a loose bed-gown, and his throat was bare
for his greater ease. He had that rather wild, strained, seared marking
about the eyes, which may be observed in all free livers of his class,
from the portrait of Jeffries downward, and which can be traced, under
various disguises of Art, through the portraits of every Drinking Age.
"You are a little late, Memory," said
Stryver.
"About the usual time; it may be a quarter of
an hour later."
They went into a dingy room lined with books and
littered with papers, where there was a blazing fire. A kettle steamed
upon the hob, and in the midst of the wreck of papers a table shone,
with plenty of wine upon it, and brandy, and rum, and sugar, and lemons.
"You have had your bottle, I perceive,
Sydney."
"Two to-night, I think. I have been dining
with the day's client; or seeing him dine--it's all one!"
"That was a rare point, Sydney, that you
brought to bear upon the identification. How did you come by it? When
did it strike you?"
"I thought he was rather a handsome fellow,
and I thought I should have been much the same sort of fellow, if I had
had any luck."
Mr. Stryver laughed till he shook his precocious
paunch.
"You and your luck, Sydney! Get to work, get
to work."
Sullenly enough, the jackal loosened his dress,
went into an adjoining room, and came back with a large jug of cold
water, a basin, and a towel or two. Steeping the towels in the water,
and partially wringing them out, he folded them on his head in a manner
hideous to behold, sat down at the table, and said, "Now I am
ready!"
"Not much boiling down to be done to-night,
Memory," said Mr. Stryver, gaily, as he looked among his papers.
"How much?"
"Only two sets of them."
"Give me the worst first."
"There they are, Sydney. Fire away!"
The lion then composed himself on his back on a
sofa on one side of the drinking-table, while the jackal sat at his own
paper-bestrewn table proper, on the other side of it, with the bottles
and glasses ready to his hand. Both resorted to the drinking-table
without stint, but each in a different way; the lion for the most part
reclining with his hands in his waistband, looking at the fire, or
occasionally flirting with some lighter document; the jackal, with
knitted brows and intent face, so deep in his task, that his eyes did
not even follow the hand he stretched out for his glass--which often
groped about, for a minute or more, before it found the glass for his
lips. Two or three times, the matter in hand became so knotty, that the
jackal found it imperative on him to get up, and steep his towels anew.
From these pilgrimages to the jug and basin, he returned with such
eccentricities of damp headgear as no words can describe; which were
made the more ludicrous by his anxious gravity.
At length the jackal had got together a compact
repast for the lion, and proceeded to offer it to him. The lion took it
with care and caution, made his selections from it, and his remarks upon
it, and the jackal assisted both. When the repast was fully discussed,
the lion put his hands in his waistband again, and lay down to mediate.
The jackal then invigorated himself with a bum for his throttle, and a
fresh application to his head, and applied himself to the collection of
a second meal; this was administered to the lion in the same manner, and
was not disposed of until the clocks struck three in the morning.
"And now we have done, Sydney, fill a bumper
of punch," said Mr. Stryver.
The jackal removed the towels from his head, which
had been steaming again, shook himself, yawned, shivered, and complied.
"You were very sound, Sydney, in the matter
of those crown witnesses to-day. Every question told."
"I always am sound; am I not?"
"I don't gainsay it. What has roughened your
temper? Put some punch to it and smooth it again."
With a deprecatory grunt, the jackal again
complied.
"The old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury
School," said Stryver, nodding his head over him as he reviewed him
in the present and the past, "the old seesaw Sydney. Up one minute
and down the next; now in spirits and now in despondency!"
"Ah!" returned the other, sighing:
"yes! The same Sydney, with the same luck. Even then, I did
exercises for other boys, and seldom did my own."
"And why not?"
"God knows. It was my way, I suppose."
He sat, with his hands in his pockets and his legs
stretched out before him, looking at the fire.
"Carton," said his friend, squaring
himself at him with a bullying air, as if the fire-grate had been the
furnace in which sustained endeavour was forged, and the one delicate
thing to be done for the old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury School was
to shoulder him into it, "your way is, and always was, a lame way.
You summon no energy and purpose. Look at me."
"Oh, botheration!" returned Sydney, with
a lighter and more good- humoured laugh, "don't _you_ be
moral!"
"How have I done what I have done?" said
Stryver; "how do I do what I do?"
"Partly through paying me to help you, I
suppose. But it's not worth your while to apostrophise me, or the air,
about it; what you want to do, you do. You were always in the front
rank, and I was always behind."
"I had to get into the front rank; I was not
born there, was I?"
"I was not present at the ceremony; but my
opinion is you were," said Carton. At this, he laughed again, and
they both laughed.
"Before Shrewsbury, and at Shrewsbury, and
ever since Shrewsbury," pursued Carton, "you have fallen into
your rank, and I have fallen into mine. Even when we were
fellow-students in the Student-Quarter of Paris, picking up French, and
French law, and other French crumbs that we didn't get much good of, you
were always somewhere, and I was always nowhere."
"And whose fault was that?"
"Upon my soul, I am not sure that it was not
yours. You were always driving and riving and shouldering and passing,
to that restless degree that I had no chance for my life but in rust and
repose. It's a gloomy thing, however, to talk about one's own past, with
the day breaking. Turn me in some other direction before I go."
"Well then! Pledge me to the pretty
witness," said Stryver, holding up his glass. "Are you turned
in a pleasant direction?"
Apparently not, for he became gloomy again.
"Pretty witness," he muttered, looking
down into his glass. "I have had enough of witnesses to-day and
to-night; who's your pretty witness?"
"The picturesque doctor's daughter, Miss
Manette."
"_She_ pretty?"
"Is she not?"
"No."
"Why, man alive, she was the admiration of
the whole Court!"
"Rot the admiration of the whole Court! Who
made the Old Bailey a judge of beauty? She was a golden-haired
doll!"
"Do you know, Sydney," said Mr. Stryver,
looking at him with sharp eyes, and slowly drawing a hand across his
florid face: "do you know, I rather thought, at the time, that you
sympathised with the golden-haired doll, and were quick to see what
happened to the golden-haired doll?"
"Quick to see what happened! If a girl, doll
or no doll, swoons within a yard or two of a man's nose, he can see it
without a perspective-glass. I pledge you, but I deny the beauty. And
now I'll have no more drink; I'll get to bed."
When his host followed him out on the staircase
with a candle, to light him down the stairs, the day was coldly looking
in through its grimy windows. When he got out of the house, the air was
cold and sad, the dull sky overcast, the river dark and dim, the whole
scene like a lifeless desert. And wreaths of dust were spinning round
and round before the morning blast, as if the desert-sand had risen far
away, and the first spray of it in its advance had begun to overwhelm
the city.
Waste forces within him, and a desert all around,
this man stood still on his way across a silent terrace, and saw for a
moment, lying in the wilderness before him, a mirage of honourable
ambition, self-denial, and perseverance. In the fair city of this
vision, there were airy galleries from which the loves and graces looked
upon him, gardens in which the fruits of life hung ripening, waters of
Hope that sparkled in his sight. A moment, and it was gone. Climbing to
a high chamber in a well of houses, he threw himself down in his clothes
on a neglected bed, and its pillow was wet with wasted tears.
Sadly, sadly, the sun rose; it rose upon no sadder
sight than the man of good abilities and good emotions, incapable of
their directed exercise, incapable of his own help and his own
happiness, sensible of the blight on him, and resigning himself to let
it eat him away.
VI
Hundreds of People
The quiet lodgings of Doctor Manette were in a
quiet street-corner not far from Soho-square. On the afternoon of a
certain fine Sunday when the waves of four months had roiled over the
trial for treason, and carried it, as to the public interest and memory,
far out to sea, Mr. Jarvis Lorry walked along the sunny streets from
Clerkenwell where he lived, on his way to dine with the Doctor. After
several relapses into business-absorption, Mr. Lorry had become the
Doctor's friend, and the quiet street-corner was the sunny part of his
life.
On this certain fine Sunday, Mr. Lorry walked
towards Soho, early in the afternoon, for three reasons of habit.
Firstly, because, on fine Sundays, he often walked out, before dinner,
with the Doctor and Lucie; secondly, because, on unfavourable Sundays,
he was accustomed to be with them as the family friend, talking,
reading, looking out of window, and generally getting through the day;
thirdly, because he happened to have his own little shrewd doubts to
solve, and knew how the ways of the Doctor's household pointed to that
time as a likely time for solving them.
A quainter corner than the corner where the Doctor
lived, was not to be found in London. There was no way through it, and
the front windows of the Doctor's lodgings commanded a pleasant little
vista of street that had a congenial air of retirement on it. There were
few buildings then, north of the Oxford-road, and forest-trees
flourished, and wild flowers grew, and the hawthorn blossomed, in the
now vanished fields. As a consequence, country airs circulated in Soho
with vigorous freedom, instead of languishing into the parish like stray
paupers without a settlement; and there was many a good south wall, not
far off, on which the peaches ripened in their season.
The summer light struck into the corner
brilliantly in the earlier part of the day; but, when the streets grew
hot, the corner was in shadow, though not in shadow so remote but that
you could see beyond it into a glare of brightness. It was a cool spot,
staid but cheerful, a wonderful place for echoes, and a very harbour
from the raging streets.
There ought to have been a tranquil bark in such
an anchorage, and there was. The Doctor occupied two floors of a large
stiff house, where several callings purported to be pursued by day, but
whereof little was audible any day, and which was shunned by all of them
at night. In a building at the back, attainable by a courtyard where a
plane-tree rustled its green leaves, church-organs claimed to be made,
and silver to be chased, and likewise gold to be beaten by some
mysterious giant who had a golden arm starting out of the wall of the
front hall--as if he had beaten himself precious, and menaced a similar
conversion of all visitors. Very little of these trades, or of a lonely
lodger rumoured to live up-stairs, or of a dim coach-trimming maker
asserted to have a counting-house below, was ever heard or seen.
Occasionally, a stray workman putting his coat on, traversed the hall,
or a stranger peered about there, or a distant clink was heard across
the courtyard, or a thump from the golden giant. These, however, were
only the exceptions required to prove the rule that the sparrows in the
plane-tree behind the house, and the echoes in the corner before it, had
their own way from Sunday morning unto Saturday night.
Doctor Manette received such patients here as his
old reputation, and its revival in the floating whispers of his story,
brought him. His scientific knowledge, and his vigilance and skill in
conducting ingenious experiments, brought him otherwise into moderate
request, and he earned as much as he wanted.
These things were within Mr. Jarvis Lorry's
knowledge, thoughts, and notice, when he rang the door-bell of the
tranquil house in the corner, on the fine Sunday afternoon.
"Doctor Manette at home?"
Expected home.
"Miss Lucie at home?"
Expected home.
"Miss Pross at home?"
Possibly at home, but of a certainty impossible
for handmaid to anticipate intentions of Miss Pross, as to admission or
denial of the fact.
"As I am at home myself," said Mr.
Lorry, "I'll go upstairs."
Although the Doctor's daughter had known nothing
of the country of her birth, she appeared to have innately derived from
it that ability to make much of little means, which is one of its most
useful and most agreeable characteristics. Simple as the furniture was,
it was set off by so many little adornments, of no value but for their
taste and fancy, that its effect was delightful. The disposition of
everything in the rooms, from the largest object to the least; the
arrangement of colours, the elegant variety and contrast obtained by
thrift in trifles, by delicate hands, clear eyes, and good sense; were
at once so pleasant in themselves, and so expressive of their
originator, that, as Mr. Lorry stood looking about him, the very chairs
and tables seemed to ask him, with something of that peculiar expression
which he knew so well by this time, whether he approved?
There were three rooms on a floor, and, the doors
by which they communicated being put open that the air might pass freely
through them all, Mr. Lorry, smilingly observant of that fanciful
resemblance which he detected all around him, walked from one to
another. The first was the best room, and in it were Lucie's birds, and
flowers, and books, and desk, and work-table, and box of water-colours;
the second was the Doctor's consulting-room, used also as the
dining-room; the third, changingly speckled by the rustle of the
plane-tree in the yard, was the Doctor's bedroom, and there, in a
corner, stood the disused shoemaker's bench and tray of tools, much as
it had stood on the fifth floor of the dismal house by the wine-shop, in
the suburb of Saint Antoine in Paris.
"I wonder," said Mr. Lorry, pausing in
his looking about, "that he keeps that reminder of his sufferings
about him!"
"And why wonder at that?" was the abrupt
inquiry that made him start.
It proceeded from Miss Pross, the wild red woman,
strong of hand, whose acquaintance he had first made at the Royal George
Hotel at Dover, and had since improved.
"I should have thought--" Mr. Lorry
began.
"Pooh! You'd have thought!" said Miss
Pross; and Mr. Lorry left off.
"How do you do?" inquired that lady
then--sharply, and yet as if to express that she bore him no malice.
"I am pretty well, I thank you,"
answered Mr. Lorry, with meekness; "how are you?"
"Nothing to boast of," said Miss Pross.
"Indeed?"
"Ah! indeed!" said Miss Pross. "I
am very much put out about my Ladybird."
"Indeed?"
"For gracious sake say something else besides
`indeed,' or you'll fidget me to death," said Miss Pross: whose
character (dissociated from stature) was shortness.
"Really, then?" said Mr. Lorry, as an
amendment.
"Really, is bad enough," returned Miss
Pross, "but better. Yes, I am very much put out."
"May I ask the cause?"
"I don't want dozens of people who are not at
all worthy of Ladybird, to come here looking after her," said Miss
Pross.
"_Do_ dozens come for that purpose?"
"Hundreds," said Miss Pross.
It was characteristic of this lady (as of some
other people before her time and since) that whenever her original
proposition was questioned, she exaggerated it.
"Dear me!" said Mr. Lorry, as the safest
remark he could think of.
"I have lived with the darling--or the
darling has lived with me, and paid me for it; which she certainly
should never have done, you may take your affidavit, if I could have
afforded to keep either myself or her for nothing--since she was ten
years old. And it's really very hard," said Miss Pross.
Not seeing with precision what was very hard, Mr.
Lorry shook his head; using that important part of himself as a sort of
fairy cloak that would fit anything.
"All sorts of people who are not in the least
degree worthy of the pet, are always turning up," said Miss Pross.
"When you began it--"
"_I_ began it, Miss Pross?"
"Didn't you? Who brought her father to
life?"
"Oh! If _that_ was beginning it--" said
Mr. Lorry.
"It wasn't ending it, I suppose? I say, when
you began it, it was hard enough; not that I have any fault to find with
Doctor Manette, except that he is not worthy of such a daughter, which
is no imputation on him, for it was not to be expected that anybody
should be, under any circumstances. But it really is doubly and trebly
hard to have crowds and multitudes of people turning up after him (I
could have forgiven him), to take Ladybird's affections away from
me."
Mr. Lorry knew Miss Pross to be very jealous, but
he also knew her by this time to be, beneath the service of her
eccentricity, one of those unselfish creatures--found only among
women--who will, for pure love and admiration, bind themselves willing
slaves, to youth when they have lost it, to beauty that they never had,
to accomplishments that they were never fortunate enough to gain, to
bright hopes that never shone upon their own sombre lives. He knew
enough of the world to know that there is nothing in it better than the
faithful service of the heart; so rendered and so free from any
mercenary taint, he had such an exalted respect for it, that in the
retributive arrangements made by his own mind--we all make such
arrangements, more or less-- he stationed Miss Pross much nearer to the
lower Angels than many ladies immeasurably better got up both by Nature
and Art, who had balances at Tellson's.
"There never was, nor will be, but one man
worthy of Ladybird," said Miss Pross; "and that was my brother
Solomon, if he hadn't made a mistake in life."
Here again: Mr. Lorry's inquiries into Miss
Pross's personal history had established the fact that her brother
Solomon was a heartless scoundrel who had stripped her of everything she
possessed, as a stake to speculate with, and had abandoned her in her
poverty for evermore, with no touch of compunction. Miss Pross's
fidelity of belief in Solomon (deducting a mere trifle for this slight
mistake) was quite a serious matter with Mr. Lorry, and had its weight
in his good opinion of her.
"As we happen to be alone for the moment, and
are both people of business," he said, when they had got back to
the drawing-room and had sat down there in friendly relations, "let
me ask you--does the Doctor, in talking with Lucie, never refer to the
shoemaking time, yet?"
"Never."
"And yet keeps that bench and those tools
beside him?"
"Ah!" returned Miss Pross, shaking her
head. "But I don't say he don't refer to it within himself."
"Do you believe that he thinks of it
much?"
"I do," said Miss Pross.
"Do you imagine--" Mr. Lorry had begun,
when Miss Pross took him up short with:
"Never imagine anything. Have no imagination
at all."
"I stand corrected; do you suppose--you go so
far as to suppose, sometimes?"
"Now and then," said Miss Pross.
"Do you suppose," Mr. Lorry went on,
with a laughing twinkle in his bright eye, as it looked kindly at her,
"that Doctor Manette has any theory of his own, preserved through
all those years, relative to the cause of his being so oppressed;
perhaps, even to the name of his oppressor?"
"I don't suppose anything about it but what
Ladybird tells me."
"And that is--?"
"That she thinks he has."
"Now don't be angry at my asking all these
questions; because I am a mere dull man of business, and you are a woman
of business."
"Dull?" Miss Pross inquired, with
placidity.
Rather wishing his modest adjective away, Mr.
Lorry replied, "No, no, no. Surely not. To return to business:--Is
it not remarkable that Doctor Manette, unquestionably innocent of any
crime as we are all well assured he is, should never touch upon that
question? I will not say with me, though he had business relations with
me many years ago, and we are now intimate; I will say with the fair
daughter to whom he is so devotedly attached, and who is so devotedly
attached to him? Believe me, Miss Pross, I don't approach the topic with
you, out of curiosity, but out of zealous interest."
"Well! To the best of my understanding, and
bad's the best, you'll tell me," said Miss Pross, softened by the
tone of the apology, "he is afraid of the whole subject."
"Afraid?"
"It's plain enough, I should think, why he
may be. It's a dreadful remembrance. Besides that, his loss of himself
grew out of it. Not knowing how he lost himself, or how he recovered
himself, he may never feel certain of not losing himself again. That
alone wouldn't make the subject pleasant, I should think."
It was a profounder remark than Mr. Lorry had
looked for. "True," said he, "and fearful to reflect
upon. Yet, a doubt lurks in my mind, Miss Pross, whether it is good for
Doctor Manette to have that suppression always shut up within him.
Indeed, it is this doubt and the uneasiness it sometimes causes me that
has led me to our present confidence."
"Can't be helped," said Miss Pross,
shaking her head. "Touch that string, and he instantly changes for
the worse. Better leave it alone. In short, must leave it alone, like or
no like. Sometimes, he gets up in the dead of the night, and will be
heard, by us overhead there, walking up and down, walking up and down,
in his room. Ladybird has learnt to know then that his mind is walking
up and down, walking up and down, in his old prison. She hurries to him,
and they go on together, walking up and down, walking up and down, until
he is composed. But he never says a word of the true reason of his
restlessness, to her, and she finds it best not to hint at it to him. In
silence they go walking up and down together, walking up and down
together, till her love and company have brought him to himself."
Notwithstanding Miss Pross's denial of her own
imagination, there was a perception of the pain of being monotonously
haunted by one sad idea, in her repetition of the phrase, walking up and
down, which testified to her possessing such a thing.
The corner has been mentioned as a wonderful
corner for echoes; it had begun to echo so resoundingly to the tread of
coming feet, that it seemed as though the very mention of that weary
pacing to and fro had set it going.
"Here they are!" said Miss Pross, rising
to break up the conference; "and now we shall have hundreds of
people pretty soon!"
It was such a curious corner in its acoustical
properties, such a peculiar Ear of a place, that as Mr. Lorry stood at
the open window, looking for the father and daughter whose steps he
heard, he fancied they would never approach. Not only would the echoes
die away, as though the steps had gone; but, echoes of other steps that
never came would be heard in their stead, and would die away for good
when they seemed close at hand. However, father and daughter did at last
appear, and Miss Pross was ready at the street door to receive them.
Miss Pross was a pleasant sight, albeit wild, and
red, and grim, taking off her darling's bonnet when she came up-stairs,
and touching it up with the ends of her handkerchief, and blowing the
dust off it, and folding her mantle ready for laying by, and smoothing
her rich hair with as much pride as she could possibly have taken in her
own hair if she had been the vainest and handsomest of women. Her
darling was a pleasant sight too, embracing her and thanking her, and
protesting against her taking so much trouble for her--which last she
only dared to do playfully, or Miss Pross, sorely hurt, would have
retired to her own chamber and cried. The Doctor was a pleasant sight
too, looking on at them, and telling Miss Pross how she spoilt Lucie, in
accents and with eyes that had as much spoiling in them as Miss Pross
had, and would have had more if it were possible. Mr. Lorry was a
pleasant sight too, beaming at all this in his little wig, and thanking
his bachelor stars for having lighted him in his declining years to a
Home. But, no Hundreds of people came to see the sights, and Mr. Lorry
looked in vain for the fulfilment of Miss Pross's prediction.
Dinner-time, and still no Hundreds of people. In
the arrangements of the little household, Miss Pross took charge of the
lower regions, and always acquitted herself marvellously. Her dinners,
of a very modest quality, were so well cooked and so well served, and so
neat in their contrivances, half English and half French, that nothing
could be better. Miss Pross's friendship being of the thoroughly
practical kind, she had ravaged Soho and the adjacent provinces, in
search of impoverished French, who, tempted by shillings and half-
crowns, would impart culinary mysteries to her. From these decayed sons
and daughters of Gaul, she had acquired such wonderful arts, that the
woman and girl who formed the staff of domestics regarded her as quite a
Sorceress, or Cinderella's Godmother: who would send out for a fowl, a
rabbit, a vegetable or two from the garden, and change them into
anything she pleased.
On Sundays, Miss Pross dined at the Doctor's
table, but on other days persisted in taking her meals at unknown
periods, either in the lower regions, or in her own room on the second
floor--a blue chamber, to which no one but her Ladybird ever gained
admittance. On this occasion, Miss Pross, responding to Ladybird's
pleasant face and pleasant efforts to please her, unbent exceedingly; so
the dinner was very pleasant, too.
It was an oppressive day, and, after dinner, Lucie
proposed that the wine should be carried out under the plane-tree, and
they should sit there in the air. As everything turned upon her, and
revolved about her, they went out under the plane-tree, and she carried
the wine down for the special benefit of Mr. Lorry. She had installed
herself, some time before, as Mr. Lorry's cup-bearer; and while they sat
under the plane-tree, talking, she kept his glass replenished.
Mysterious backs and ends of houses peeped at them as they talked, and
the plane-tree whispered to them in its own way above their heads.
Still, the Hundreds of people did not present
themselves. Mr. Darnay presented himself while they were sitting under
the plane-tree, but he was only One.
Doctor Manette received him kindly, and so did
Lucie. But, Miss Pross suddenly became afflicted with a twitching in the
head and body, and retired into the house. She was not unfrequently the
victim of this disorder, and she called it, in familiar conversation,
"a fit of the jerks."
The Doctor was in his best condition, and looked
specially young. The resemblance between him and Lucie was very strong
at such times, and as they sat side by side, she leaning on his
shoulder, and he resting his arm on the back of her chair, it was very
agreeable to trace the likeness.
He had been talking all day, on many subjects, and
with unusual vivacity. "Pray, Doctor Manette," said Mr. Darnay,
as they sat under the plane-tree--and he said it in the natural pursuit
of the topic in hand, which happened to be the old buildings of
London--"have you seen much of the Tower?"
"Lucie and I have been there; but only
casually. We have seen enough of it, to know that it teems with
interest; little more."
"_I_ have been there, as you remember,"
said Darnay, with a smile, though reddening a little angrily, "in
another character, and not in a character that gives facilities for
seeing much of it. They told me a curious thing when I was there."
"What was that?" Lucie asked.
"In making some alterations, the workmen came
upon an old dungeon, which had been, for many years, built up and
forgotten. Every stone of its inner wall was covered by inscriptions
which had been carved by prisoners--dates, names, complaints, and
prayers. Upon a corner stone in an angle of the wall, one prisoner, who
seemed to have gone to execution, had cut as his last work, three
letters. They were done with some very poor instrument, and hurriedly,
with an unsteady hand. At first, they were read as D. I. C.; but, on
being more carefully examined, the last letter was found to be G. There
was no record or legend of any prisoner with those initials, and many
fruitless guesses were made what the name could have been. At length, it
was suggested that the letters were not initials, but the complete word,
DIG. The floor was examined very carefully under the inscription, and,
in the earth beneath a stone, or tile, or some fragment of paving, were
found the ashes of a paper, mingled with the ashes of a small leathern
case or bag. What the unknown prisoner had written will never be read,
but he had written something, and hidden it away to keep it from the
gaoler."
"My father," exclaimed Lucie, "you
are ill!"
He had suddenly started up, with his hand to his
head. His manner and his look quite terrified them all.
"No, my dear, not ill. There are large drops
of rain falling, and they made me start. We had better go in."
He recovered himself almost instantly. Rain was
really falling in large drops, and he showed the back of his hand with
rain-drops on it. But, he said not a single word in reference to the
discovery that had been told of, and, as they went into the house, the
business eye of Mr. Lorry either detected, or fancied it detected, on
his face, as it turned towards Charles Darnay, the same singular look
that had been upon it when it turned towards him in the passages of the
Court House.
He recovered himself so quickly, however, that Mr.
Lorry had doubts of his business eye. The arm of the golden giant in the
hall was not more steady than he was, when he stopped under it to remark
to them that he was not yet proof against slight surprises (if he ever
would be), and that the rain had startled him.
Tea-time, and Miss Pross making tea, with another
fit of the jerks upon her, and yet no Hundreds of people. Mr. Carton had
lounged in, but he made only Two.
The night was so very sultry, that although they
sat with doors and windows open, they were overpowered by heat. When the
tea-table was done with, they all moved to one of the windows, and
looked out into the heavy twilight. Lucie sat by her father; Darnay sat
beside her; Carton leaned against a window. The curtains were long and
white, and some of the thunder-gusts that whirled into the corner,
caught them up to the ceiling, and waved them like spectral wings.
"The rain-drops are still falling, large,
heavy, and few," said Doctor Manette. "It comes slowly."
"It comes surely," said Carton.
They spoke low, as people watching and waiting
mostly do; as people in a dark room, watching and waiting for Lightning,
always do.
There was a great hurry in the streets of people
speeding away to get shelter before the storm broke; the wonderful
corner for echoes resounded with the echoes of footsteps coming and
going, yet not a footstep was there.
"A multitude of people, and yet a
solitude!" said Darnay, when they had listened for a while.
"Is it not impressive, Mr. Darnay?"
asked Lucie. "Sometimes, I have sat here of an evening, until I
have fancied--but even the shade of a foolish fancy makes me shudder
to-night, when all is so black and solemn--"
"Let us shudder too. We may know what it
is."
"It will seem nothing to you. Such whims are
only impressive as we originate them, I think; they are not to be
communicated. I have sometimes sat alone here of an evening, listening,
until I have made the echoes out to be the echoes of all the footsteps
that are coming by-and-bye into our lives."
"There is a great crowd coming one day into
our lives, if that be so," Sydney Carton struck in, in his moody
way.
The footsteps were incessant, and the hurry of
them became more and more rapid. The corner echoed and re-echoed with
the tread of feet; some, as it seemed, under the windows; some, as it
seemed, in the room; some coming, some going, some breaking off, some
stopping altogether; all in the distant streets, and not one within
sight.
"Are all these footsteps destined to come to
all of us, Miss Manette, or are we to divide them among us?"
"I don't know, Mr. Darnay; I told you it was
a foolish fancy, but you asked for it. When I have yielded myself to it,
I have been alone, and then I have imagined them the footsteps of the
people who are to come into my life, and my father's."
"I take them into mine!" said Carton.
"_I_ ask no questions and make no stipulations. There is a great
crowd bearing down upon us, Miss Manette, and I see them--by the
Lightning." He added the last words, after there had been a vivid
flash which had shown him lounging in the window.
"And I hear them!" he added again, after
a peal of thunder. "Here they come, fast, fierce, and
furious!"
It was the rush and roar of rain that he typified,
and it stopped him, for no voice could be heard in it. A memorable storm
of thunder and lightning broke with that sweep of water, and there was
not a moment's interval in crash, and fire, and rain, until after the
moon rose at midnight.
The great bell of Saint Paul's was striking one in
the cleared air, when Mr. Lorry, escorted by Jerry, high-booted and
bearing a lantern, set forth on his return-passage to Clerkenwell. There
were solitary patches of road on the way between Soho and Clerkenwell,
and Mr. Lorry, mindful of foot-pads, always retained Jerry for this
service: though it was usually performed a good two hours earlier.
"What a night it has been! Almost a night,
Jerry," said Mr. Lorry, "to bring the dead out of their
graves."
"I never see the night myself, master--nor
yet I don't expect to--what would do that," answered Jerry.
"Good night, Mr. Carton," said the man
of business. "Good night, Mr. Darnay. Shall we ever see such a
night again, together!"
Perhaps. Perhaps, see the great crowd of people
with its rush and roar, bearing down upon them, too.
VII
Monseigneur in Town
Monseigneur, one of the great lords in power at
the Court, held his fortnightly reception in his grand hotel in Paris.
Monseigneur was in his inner room, his sanctuary of sanctuaries, the
Holiest of Holiests to the crowd of worshippers in the suite of rooms
without. Monseigneur was about to take his chocolate. Monseigneur could
swallow a great many things with ease, and was by some few sullen minds
supposed to be rather rapidly swallowing France; but, his morning's
chocolate could not so much as get into the throat of Monseigneur,
without the aid of four strong men besides the Cook.
Yes. It took four men, all four ablaze with
gorgeous decoration, and the Chief of them unable to exist with fewer
than two gold watches in his pocket, emulative of the noble and chaste
fashion set by Monseigneur, to conduct the happy chocolate to
Monseigneur's lips. One lacquey carried the chocolate-pot into the
sacred presence; a second, milled and frothed the chocolate with the
little instrument he bore for that function; a third, presented the
favoured napkin; a fourth (he of the two gold watches), poured the
chocolate out. It was impossible for Monseigneur to dispense with one of
these attendants on the chocolate and hold his high place under the
admiring Heavens. Deep would have been the blot upon his escutcheon if
his chocolate had been ignobly waited on by only three men; he must have
died of two.
Monseigneur had been out at a little supper last
night, where the Comedy and the Grand Opera were charmingly represented.
Monseigneur was out at a little supper most nights, with fascinating
company. So polite and so impressible was Monseigneur, that the Comedy
and the Grand Opera had far more influence with him in the tiresome
articles of state affairs and state secrets, than the needs of all
France. A happy circumstance for France, as the like always is for all
countries similarly favoured!--always was for England (by way of
example), in the regretted days of the merry Stuart who sold it.
Monseigneur had one truly noble idea of general
public business, which was, to let everything go on in its own way; of
particular public business, Monseigneur had the other truly noble idea
that it must all go his way--tend to his own power and pocket. Of his
pleasures, general and particular, Monseigneur had the other truly noble
idea, that the world was made for them. The text of his order (altered
from the original by only a pronoun, which is not much) ran: "The
earth and the fulness thereof are mine, saith Monseigneur."
Yet, Monseigneur had slowly found that vulgar
embarrassments crept into his affairs, both private and public; and he
had, as to both classes of affairs, allied himself perforce with a
Farmer-General. As to finances public, because Monseigneur could not
make anything at all of them, and must consequently let them out to
somebody who could; as to finances private, because Farmer-Generals were
rich, and Monseigneur, after generations of great luxury and expense,
was growing poor. Hence Monseigneur had taken his sister from a convent,
while there was yet time to ward off the impending veil, the cheapest
garment she could wear, and had bestowed her as a prize upon a very rich
Farmer-General, poor in family. Which Farmer-General, carrying an
appropriate cane with a golden apple on the top of it, was now among the
company in the outer rooms, much prostrated before by mankind--always
excepting superior mankind of the blood of Monseigneur, who, his own
wife included, looked down upon him with the loftiest contempt.
A sumptuous man was the Farmer-General. Thirty
horses stood in his stables, twenty-four male domestics sat in his
halls, six body-women waited on his wife. As one who pretended to do
nothing but plunder and forage where he could, the
Farmer-General--howsoever his matrimonial relations conduced to social
morality--was at least the greatest reality among the personages who
attended at the hotel of Monseigneur that day.
For, the rooms, though a beautiful scene to look
at, and adorned with every device of decoration that the taste and skill
of the time could achieve, were, in truth, not a sound business;
considered with any reference to the scarecrows in the rags and
nightcaps elsewhere (and not so far off, either, but that the watching
towers of Notre Dame, almost equidistant from the two extremes, could
see them both), they would have been an exceedingly uncomfortable
business--if that could have been anybody's business, at the house of
Monseigneur. Military officers destitute of military knowledge; naval
officers with no idea of a ship; civil officers without a notion of
affairs; brazen ecclesiastics, of the worst world worldly, with sensual
eyes, loose tongues, and looser lives; all totally unfit for their
several callings, all lying horribly in pretending to belong to them,
but all nearly or remotely of the order of Monseigneur, and therefore
foisted on all public employments from which anything was to be got;
these were to be told off by the score and the score. People not
immediately connected with Monseigneur or the State, yet equally
unconnected with anything that was real, or with lives passed in
travelling by any straight road to any true earthly end, were no less
abundant. Doctors who made great fortunes out of dainty remedies for
imaginary disorders that never existed, smiled upon their courtly
patients in the ante-chambers of Monseigneur. Projectors who had
discovered every kind of remedy for the little evils with which the
State was touched, except the remedy of setting to work in earnest to
root out a single sin, poured their distracting babble into any ears
they could lay hold of, at the reception of Monseigneur. Unbelieving
Philosophers who were remodelling the world with words, and making
card-towers of Babel to scale the skies with, talked with Unbelieving
Chemists who had an eye on the transmutation of metals, at this
wonderful gathering accumulated by Monseigneur. Exquisite gentlemen of
the finest breeding, which was at that remarkable time--and has been
since--to be known by its fruits of indifference to every natural
subject of human interest, were in the most exemplary state of
exhaustion, at the hotel of Monseigneur. Such homes had these various
notabilities left behind them in the fine world of Paris, that the spies
among the assembled devotees of Monseigneur--forming a goodly half of
the polite company--would have found it hard to discover among the
angels of that sphere one solitary wife, who, in her manners and
appearance, owned to being a Mother. Indeed, except for the mere act of
bringing a troublesome creature into this world-- which does not go far
towards the realisation of the name of mother-- there was no such thing
known to the fashion. Peasant women kept the unfashionable babies close,
and brought them up, and charming grandmammas of sixty dressed and
supped as at twenty.
The leprosy of unreality disfigured every human
creature in attendance upon Monseigneur. In the outermost room were half
a dozen exceptional people who had had, for a few years, some vague
misgiving in them that things in general were going rather wrong. As a
promising way of setting them right, half of the half-dozen had become
members of a fantastic sect of Convulsionists, and were even then
considering within themselves whether they should foam, rage, roar, and
turn cataleptic on the spot--thereby setting up a highly intelligible
finger-post to the Future, for Monseigneur's guidance. Besides these
Dervishes, were other three who had rushed into another sect, which
mended matters with a jargon about "the Centre of Truth:"
holding that Man had got out of the Centre of Truth--which did not need
much demonstration--but had not got out of the Circumference, and that
he was to be kept from flying out of the Circumference, and was even to
be shoved back into the Centre, by fasting and seeing of spirits. Among
these, accordingly, much discoursing with spirits went on--and it did a
world of good which never became manifest.
But, the comfort was, that all the company at the
grand hotel of Monseigneur were perfectly dressed. If the Day of
Judgment had only been ascertained to be a dress day, everybody there
would have been eternally correct. Such frizzling and powdering and
sticking up of hair, such delicate complexions artificially preserved
and mended, such gallant swords to look at, and such delicate honour to
the sense of smell, would surely keep anything going, for ever and ever.
The exquisite gentlemen of the finest breeding wore little pendent
trinkets that chinked as they languidly moved; these golden fetters rang
like precious little bells; and what with that ringing, and with the
rustle of silk and brocade and fine linen, there was a flutter in the
air that fanned Saint Antoine and his devouring hunger far away.
Dress was the one unfailing talisman and charm
used for keeping all things in their places. Everybody was dressed for a
Fancy Ball that was never to leave off. From the Palace of the Tuileries,
through Monseigneur and the whole Court, through the Chambers, the
Tribunals of Justice, and all society (except the scarecrows), the Fancy
Ball descended to the Common Executioner: who, in pursuance of the
charm, was required to officiate "frizzled, powdered, in a
gold-laced coat, pumps, and white silk stockings." At the gallows
and the wheel--the axe was a rarity--Monsieur Paris, as it was the
episcopal mode among his brother Professors of the provinces, Monsieur
Orleans, and the rest, to call him, presided in this dainty dress. And
who among the company at Monseigneur's reception in that seventeen
hundred and eightieth year of our Lord, could possibly doubt, that a
system rooted in a frizzled hangman, powdered, gold-laced, pumped, and
white-silk stockinged, would see the very stars out!
Monseigneur having eased his four men of their
burdens and taken his chocolate, caused the doors of the Holiest of
Holiests to be thrown open, and issued forth. Then, what submission,
what cringing and fawning, what servility, what abject humiliation! As
to bowing down in body and spirit, nothing in that way was left for
Heaven--which may have been one among other reasons why the worshippers
of Monseigneur never troubled it.
Bestowing a word of promise here and a smile
there, a whisper on one happy slave and a wave of the hand on another,
Monseigneur affably passed through his rooms to the remote region of the
Circumference of Truth. There, Monseigneur turned, and came back again,
and so in due course of time got himself shut up in his sanctuary by the
chocolate sprites, and was seen no more.
The show being over, the flutter in the air became
quite a little storm, and the precious little bells went ringing
downstairs. There was soon but one person left of all the crowd, and he,
with his hat under his arm and his snuff-box in his hand, slowly passed
among the mirrors on his way out.
"I devote you," said this person,
stopping at the last door on his way, and turning in the direction of
the sanctuary, "to the Devil!"
With that, he shook the snuff from his fingers as
if he had shaken the dust from his feet, and quietly walked downstairs.
He was a man of about sixty, handsomely dressed,
haughty in manner, and with a face like a fine mask. A face of a
transparent paleness; every feature in it clearly defined; one set
expression on it. The nose, beautifully formed otherwise, was very
slightly pinched at the top of each nostril. In those two compressions,
or dints, the only little change that the face ever showed, resided.
They persisted in changing colour sometimes, and they would be
occasionally dilated and contracted by something like a faint pulsation;
then, they gave a look of treachery, and cruelty, to the whole
countenance. Examined with attention, its capacity of helping such a
look was to be found in the line of the mouth, and the lines of the
orbits of the eyes, being much too horizontal and thin; still, in the
effect of the face made, it was a handsome face, and a remarkable one.
Its owner went downstairs into the courtyard, got
into his carriage, and drove away. Not many people had talked with him
at the reception; he had stood in a little space apart, and Monseigneur
might have been warmer in his manner. It appeared, under the
circumstances, rather agreeable to him to see the common people
dispersed before his horses, and often barely escaping from being run
down. His man drove as if he were charging an enemy, and the furious
recklessness of the man brought no check into the face, or to the lips,
of the master. The complaint had sometimes made itself audible, even in
that deaf city and dumb age, that, in the narrow streets without
footways, the fierce patrician custom of hard driving endangered and
maimed the mere vulgar in a barbarous manner. But, few cared enough for
that to think of it a second time, and, in this matter, as in all
others, the common wretches were left to get out of their difficulties
as they could.
With a wild rattle and clatter, and an inhuman
abandonment of consideration not easy to be understood in these days,
the carriage dashed through streets and swept round corners, with women
screaming before it, and men clutching each other and clutching children
out of its way. At last, swooping at a street corner by a fountain, one
of its wheels came to a sickening little jolt, and there was a loud cry
from a number of voices, and the horses reared and plunged.
But for the latter inconvenience, the carriage
probably would not have stopped; carriages were often known to drive on,
and leave their wounded behind, and why not? But the frightened valet
had got down in a hurry, and there were twenty hands at the horses'
bridles.
"What has gone wrong?" said Monsieur,
calmly looking out.
A tall man in a nightcap had caught up a bundle
from among the feet of the horses, and had laid it on the basement of
the fountain, and was down in the mud and wet, howling over it like a
wild animal.
"Pardon, Monsieur the Marquis!" said a
ragged and submissive man, "it is a child."
"Why does he make that abominable noise? Is
it his child?"
"Excuse me, Monsieur the Marquis--it is a
pity--yes."
The fountain was a little removed; for the street
opened, where it was, into a space some ten or twelve yards square. As
the tall man suddenly got up from the ground, and came running at the
carriage, Monsieur the Marquis clapped his hand for an instant on his
sword-hilt.
"Killed!" shrieked the man, in wild
desperation, extending both arms at their length above his head, and
staring at him. "Dead!"
The people closed round, and looked at Monsieur
the Marquis. There was nothing revealed by the many eyes that looked at
him but watchfulness and eagerness; there was no visible menacing or
anger. Neither did the people say anything; after the first cry, they
had been silent, and they remained so. The voice of the submissive man
who had spoken, was flat and tame in its extreme submission. Monsieur
the Marquis ran his eyes over them all, as if they had been mere rats
come out of their holes.
He took out his purse.
"It is extraordinary to me," said he,
"that you people cannot take care of yourselves and your children.
One or the other of you is for ever in the way. How do I know what
injury you have done my horses. See! Give him that."
He threw out a gold coin for the valet to pick up,
and all the heads craned forward that all the eyes might look down at it
as it fell. The tall man called out again with a most unearthly cry,
"Dead!"
He was arrested by the quick arrival of another
man, for whom the rest made way. On seeing him, the miserable creature
fell upon his shoulder, sobbing and crying, and pointing to the
fountain, where some women were stooping over the motionless bundle, and
moving gently about it. They were as silent, however, as the men.
"I know all, I know all," said the last
comer. "Be a brave man, my Gaspard! It is better for the poor
little plaything to die so, than to live. It has died in a moment
without pain. Could it have lived an hour as happily?"
"You are a philosopher, you there," said
the Marquis, smiling. "How do they call you?"
"They call me Defarge."
"Of what trade?"
"Monsieur the Marquis, vendor of wine."
"Pick up that, philosopher and vendor of
wine," said the Marquis, throwing him another gold coin, "and
spend it as you will. The horses there; are they right?"
Without deigning to look at the assemblage a
second time, Monsieur the Marquis leaned back in his seat, and was just
being driven away with the air of a gentleman who had accidentally broke
some common thing, and had paid for it, and could afford to pay for it;
when his ease was suddenly disturbed by a coin flying into his carriage,
and ringing on its floor.
"Hold!" said Monsieur the Marquis.
"Hold the horses! Who threw that?"
He looked to the spot where Defarge the vendor of
wine had stood, a moment before; but the wretched father was grovelling
on his face on the pavement in that spot, and the figure that stood
beside him was the figure of a dark stout woman, knitting.
"You dogs!" said the Marquis, but
smoothly, and with an unchanged front, except as to the spots on his
nose: "I would ride over any of you very willingly, and exterminate
you from the earth. If I knew which rascal threw at the carriage, and if
that brigand were sufficiently near it, he should be crushed under the
wheels."
So cowed was their condition, and so long and hard
their experience of what such a man could do to them, within the law and
beyond it, that not a voice, or a hand, or even an eye was raised. Among
the men, not one. But the woman who stood knitting looked up steadily,
and looked the Marquis in the face. It was not for his dignity to notice
it; his contemptuous eyes passed over her, and over all the other rats;
and he leaned back in his seat again, and gave the word "Go
on!"
He was driven on, and other carriages came
whirling by in quick succession; the Minister, the State-Projector, the
Farmer-General, the Doctor, the Lawyer, the Ecclesiastic, the Grand
Opera, the Comedy, the whole Fancy Ball in a bright continuous flow,
came whirling by. The rats had crept out of their holes to look on, and
they remained looking on for hours; soldiers and police often passing
between them and the spectacle, and making a barrier behind which they
slunk, and through which they peeped. The father had long ago taken up
his bundle and bidden himself away with it, when the women who had
tended the bundle while it lay on the base of the fountain, sat there
watching the running of the water and the rolling of the Fancy
Ball--when the one woman who had stood conspicuous, knitting, still
knitted on with the steadfastness of Fate. The water of the fountain
ran, the swift river ran, the day ran into evening, so much life in the
city ran into death according to rule, time and tide waited for no man,
the rats were sleeping close together in their dark holes again, the
Fancy Ball was lighted up at supper, all things ran their course.
VIII
Monseigneur in the Country
A beautiful landscape, with the corn bright in it,
but not abundant. Patches of poor rye where corn should have been,
patches of poor peas and beans, patches of most coarse vegetable
substitutes for wheat. On inanimate nature, as on the men and women who
cultivated it, a prevalent tendency towards an appearance of vegetating
unwillingly--a dejected disposition to give up, and wither away.
Monsieur the Marquis in his travelling carriage
(which might have been lighter), conducted by four post-horses and two
postilions, fagged up a steep hill. A blush on the countenance of
Monsieur the Marquis was no impeachment of his high breeding; it was not
from within; it was occasioned by an external circumstance beyond his
control--the setting sun.
The sunset struck so brilliantly into the
travelling carriage when it gained the hill-top, that its occupant was
steeped in crimson. "It will die out," said Monsieur the
Marquis, glancing at his hands, "directly."
In effect, the sun was so low that it dipped at
the moment. When the heavy drag had been adjusted to the wheel, and the
carriage slid down hill, with a cinderous smell, in a cloud of dust, the
red glow departed quickly; the sun and the Marquis going down together,
there was no glow left when the drag was taken off.
But, there remained a broken country, bold and
open, a little village at the bottom of the hill, a broad sweep and rise
beyond it, a church- tower, a windmill, a forest for the chase, and a
crag with a fortress on it used as a prison. Round upon all these
darkening objects as the night drew on, the Marquis looked, with the air
of one who was coming near home.
The village had its one poor street, with its poor
brewery, poor tannery, poor tavern, poor stable-yard for relays of
post-horses, poor fountain, all usual poor appointments. It had its poor
people too. All its people were poor, and many of them were sitting at
their doors, shredding spare onions and the like for supper, while many
were at the fountain, washing leaves, and grasses, and any such small
yieldings of the earth that could be eaten. Expressive sips of what made
them poor, were not wanting; the tax for the state, the tax for the
church, the tax for the lord, tax local and tax general, were to be paid
here and to be paid there, according to solemn inscription in the little
village, until the wonder was, that there was any village left
unswallowed.
Few children were to be seen, and no dogs. As to
the men and women, their choice on earth was stated in the
prospect--Life on the lowest terms that could sustain it, down in the
little village under the mill; or captivity and Death in the dominant
prison on the crag.
Heralded by a courier in advance, and by the
cracking of his postilions' whips, which twined snake-like about their
heads in the evening air, as if he came attended by the Furies, Monsieur
the Marquis drew up in his travelling carriage at the posting-house
gate. It was hard by the fountain, and the peasants suspended their
operations to look at him. He looked at them, and saw in them, without
knowing it, the slow sure filing down of misery-worn face and figure,
that was to make the meagreness of Frenchmen an English superstition
which should survive the truth through the best part of a hundred years.
Monsieur the Marquis cast his eyes over the
submissive faces that drooped before him, as the like of himself had
drooped before Monseigneur of the Court--only the difference was, that
these faces drooped merely to suffer and not to propitiate--when a
grizzled mender of the roads joined the group.
"Bring me hither that fellow!" said the
Marquis to the courier.
The fellow was brought, cap in hand, and the other
fellows closed round to look and listen, in the manner of the people at
the Paris fountain.
"I passed you on the road?"
"Monseigneur, it is true. I had the honour of
being passed on the road."
"Coming up the hill, and at the top of the
hill, both?"
"Monseigneur, it is true."
"What did you look at, so fixedly?"
"Monseigneur, I looked at the man."
He stooped a little, and with his tattered blue
cap pointed under the carriage. All his fellows stooped to look under
the carriage.
"What man, pig? And why look there?"
"Pardon, Monseigneur; he swung by the chain
of the shoe--the drag."
"Who?" demanded the traveller.
"Monseigneur, the man."
"May the Devil carry away these idiots! How
do you call the man? You know all the men of this part of the country.
Who was he?"
"Your clemency, Monseigneur! He was not of
this part of the country. Of all the days of my life, I never saw
him."
"Swinging by the chain? To be
suffocated?"
"With your gracious permission, that was the
wonder of it, Monseigneur. His head hanging over--like this!"
He turned himself sideways to the carriage, and
leaned back, with his face thrown up to the sky, and his head hanging
down; then recovered himself, fumbled with his cap, and made a bow.
"What was he like?"
"Monseigneur, he was whiter than the miller.
All covered with dust, white as a spectre, tall as a spectre!"
The picture produced an immense sensation in the
little crowd; but all eyes, without comparing notes with other eyes,
looked at Monsieur the Marquis. Perhaps, to observe whether he had any
spectre on his conscience.
"Truly, you did well," said the Marquis,
felicitously sensible that such vermin were not to ruffle him, "to
see a thief accompanying my carriage, and not open that great mouth of
yours. Bah! Put him aside, Monsieur Gabelle!"
Monsieur Gabelle was the Postmaster, and some
other taxing functionary united; he had come out with great
obsequiousness to assist at this examination, and had held the examined
by the drapery of his arm in an official manner.
"Bah! Go aside!" said Monsieur Gabelle.
"Lay hands on this stranger if he seeks to
lodge in your village to-night, and be sure that his business is honest,
Gabelle."
"Monseigneur, I am flattered to devote myself
to your orders."
"Did he run away, fellow?--where is that
Accursed?"
The accursed was already under the carriage with
some half-dozen particular friends, pointing out the chain with his blue
cap. Some half-dozen other particular friends promptly hauled him out,
and presented him breathless to Monsieur the Marquis.
"Did the man run away, Dolt, when we stopped
for the drag?"
"Monseigneur, he precipitated himself over
the hill-side, head first, as a person plunges into the river."
"See to it, Gabelle. Go on!"
The half-dozen who were peering at the chain were
still among the wheels, like sheep; the wheels turned so suddenly that
they were lucky to save their skins and bones; they had very little else
to save, or they might not have been so fortunate.
The burst with which the carriage started out of
the village and up the rise beyond, was soon checked by the steepness of
the hill. Gradually, it subsided to a foot pace, swinging and lumbering
upward among the many sweet scents of a summer night. The postilions,
with a thousand gossamer gnats circling about them in lieu of the
Furies, quietly mended the points to the lashes of their whips; the
valet walked by the horses; the courier was audible, trotting on ahead
into the dun distance.
At the steepest point of the hill there was a
little burial-ground, with a Cross and a new large figure of Our Saviour
on it; it was a poor figure in wood, done by some inexperienced rustic
carver, but he had studied the figure from the life--his own life,
maybe--for it was dreadfully spare and thin.
To this distressful emblem of a great distress
that had long been growing worse, and was not at its worst, a woman was
kneeling. She turned her head as the carriage came up to her, rose
quickly, and presented herself at the carriage-door.
"It is you, Monseigneur! Monseigneur, a
petition."
With an exclamation of impatience, but with his
unchangeable face, Monseigneur looked out.
"How, then! What is it? Always
petitions!"
"Monseigneur. For the love of the great God!
My husband, the forester."
"What of your husband, the forester? Always
the same with you people. He cannot pay something?"
"He has paid all, Monseigneur. He is
dead."
"Well! He is quiet. Can I restore him to
you?"
"Alas, no, Monseigneur! But he lies yonder,
under a little heap of poor grass."
"Well?"
"Monseigneur, there are so many little heaps
of poor grass?"
"Again, well?"
She looked an old woman, but was young. Her manner
was one of passionate grief; by turns she clasped her veinous and
knotted hands together with wild energy, and laid one of them on the
carriage-door --tenderly, caressingly, as if it had been a human breast,
and could be expected to feel the appealing touch.
"Monseigneur, hear me! Monseigneur, hear my
petition! My husband died of want; so many die of want; so many more
will die of want."
"Again, well? Can I feed them?"
"Monseigneur, the good God knows; but I don't
ask it. My petition is, that a morsel of stone or wood, with my
husband's name, may be placed over him to show where he lies. Otherwise,
the place will be quickly forgotten, it will never be found when I am
dead of the same malady, I shall be laid under some other heap of poor
grass. Monseigneur, they are so many, they increase so fast, there is so
much want. Monseigneur! Monseigneur!"
The valet had put her away from the door, the
carriage had broken into a brisk trot, the postilions had quickened the
pace, she was left far behind, and Monseigneur, again escorted by the
Furies, was rapidly diminishing the league or two of distance that
remained between him and his chateau.
The sweet scents of the summer night rose all
around him, and rose, as the rain falls, impartially, on the dusty,
ragged, and toil-worn group at the fountain not far away; to whom the
mender of roads, with the aid of the blue cap without which he was
nothing, still enlarged upon his man like a spectre, as long as they
could bear it. By degrees, as they could bear no more, they dropped off
one by one, and lights twinkled in little casements; which lights, as
the casements darkened, and more stars came out, seemed to have shot up
into the sky instead of having been extinguished.
The shadow of a large high-roofed house, and of
many over-hanging trees, was upon Monsieur the Marquis by that time; and
the shadow was exchanged for the light of a flambeau, as his carriage
stopped, and the great door of his chateau was opened to him.
"Monsieur Charles, whom I expect; is he
arrived from England?"
"Monseigneur, not yet."
IX
The Gorgon's Head
It was a heavy mass of building, that chateau of
Monsieur the Marquis, with a large stone courtyard before it, and two
stone sweeps of staircase meeting in a stone terrace before the
principal door. A stony business altogether, with heavy stone
balustrades, and stone urns, and stone flowers, and stone faces of men,
and stone heads of lions, in all directions. As if the Gorgon's head had
surveyed it, when it was finished, two centuries ago.
Up the broad flight of shallow steps, Monsieur the
Marquis, flambeau preceded, went from his carriage, sufficiently
disturbing the darkness to elicit loud remonstrance from an owl in the
roof of the great pile of stable building away among the trees. All else
was so quiet, that the flambeau carried up the steps, and the other
flambeau held at the great door, burnt as if they were in a close room
of state, instead of being in the open night-air. Other sound than the
owl's voice there was none, save the failing of a fountain into its
stone basin; for, it was one of those dark nights that hold their breath
by the hour together, and then heave a long low sigh, and hold their
breath again.
The great door clanged behind him, and Monsieur
the Marquis crossed a hall grim with certain old boar-spears, swords,
and knives of the chase; grimmer with certain heavy riding-rods and
riding-whips, of which many a peasant, gone to his benefactor Death, had
felt the weight when his lord was angry.
Avoiding the larger rooms, which were dark and
made fast for the night, Monsieur the Marquis, with his flambeau-bearer
going on before, went up the staircase to a door in a corridor. This
thrown open, admitted him to his own private apartment of three rooms:
his bed-chamber and two others. High vaulted rooms with cool uncarpeted
floors, great dogs upon the hearths for the burning of wood in winter
time, and all luxuries befitting the state of a marquis in a luxurious
age and country. The fashion of the last Louis but one, of the line that
was never to break --the fourteenth Louis--was conspicuous in their rich
furniture; but, it was diversified by many objects that were
illustrations of old pages in the history of France.
A supper-table was laid for two, in the third of
the rooms; a round room, in one of the chateau's four
extinguisher-topped towers. A small lofty room, with its window wide
open, and the wooden jalousie-blinds closed, so that the dark night only
showed in slight horizontal lines of black, alternating with their broad
lines of stone colour.
"My nephew," said the Marquis, glancing
at the supper preparation; "they said he was not arrived."
Nor was he; but, he had been expected with
Monseigneur.
"Ah! It is not probable he will arrive
to-night; nevertheless, leave the table as it is. I shall be ready in a
quarter of an hour."
In a quarter of an hour Monseigneur was ready, and
sat down alone to his sumptuous and choice supper. His chair was
opposite to the window, and he had taken his soup, and was raising his
glass of Bordeaux to his lips, when he put it down.
"What is that?" he calmly asked, looking
with attention at the horizontal lines of black and stone colour.
"Monseigneur? That?"
"Outside the blinds. Open the blinds."
It was done.
"Well?"
"Monseigneur, it is nothing. The trees and
the night are all that are here."
The servant who spoke, had thrown the blinds wide,
had looked out into the vacant darkness, and stood with that blank
behind him, looking round for instructions.
"Good," said the imperturbable master.
"Close them again."
That was done too, and the Marquis went on with
his supper. He was half way through it, when he again stopped with his
glass in his hand, hearing the sound of wheels. It came on briskly, and
came up to the front of the chateau.
"Ask who is arrived."
It was the nephew of Monseigneur. He had been some
few leagues behind Monseigneur, early in the afternoon. He had
diminished the distance rapidly, but not so rapidly as to come up with
Monseigneur on the road. He had heard of Monseigneur, at the
posting-houses, as being before him.
He was to be told (said Monseigneur) that supper
awaited him then and there, and that he was prayed to come to it. In a
little while he came. He had been known in England as Charles Darnay.
Monseigneur received him in a courtly manner, but
they did not shake hands.
"You left Paris yesterday, sir?" he said
to Monseigneur, as he took his seat at table.
"Yesterday. And you?"
"I come direct."
"From London?"
"Yes."
"You have been a long time coming," said
the Marquis, with a smile.
"On the contrary; I come direct."
"Pardon me! I mean, not a long time on the
journey; a long time intending the journey."
"I have been detained by"--the nephew
stopped a moment in his answer--"various business."
"Without doubt," said the polished
uncle.
So long as a servant was present, no other words
passed between them. When coffee had been served and they were alone
together, the nephew, looking at the uncle and meeting the eyes of the
face that was like a fine mask, opened a conversation.
"I have come back, sir, as you anticipate,
pursuing the object that took me away. It carried me into great and
unexpected peril; but it is a sacred object, and if it had carried me to
death I hope it would have sustained me."
"Not to death," said the uncle; "it
is not necessary to say, to death."
"I doubt, sir," returned the nephew,
"whether, if it had carried me to the utmost brink of death, you
would have cared to stop me there."
The deepened marks in the nose, and the
lengthening of the fine straight lines in the cruel face, looked ominous
as to that; the uncle made a graceful gesture of protest, which was so
clearly a slight form of good breeding that it was not reassuring.
"Indeed, sir," pursued the nephew,
"for anything I know, you may have expressly worked to give a more
suspicious appearance to the suspicious circumstances that surrounded
me."
"No, no, no," said the uncle,
pleasantly.
"But, however that may be," resumed the
nephew, glancing at him with deep distrust, "I know that your
diplomacy would stop me by any means, and would know no scruple as to
means."
"My friend, I told you so," said the
uncle, with a fine pulsation in the two marks. "Do me the favour to
recall that I told you so, long ago."
"I recall it."
"Thank you," said the Marquise--very
sweetly indeed.
His tone lingered in the air, almost like the tone
of a musical instrument.
"In effect, sir," pursued the nephew,
"I believe it to be at once your bad fortune, and my good fortune,
that has kept me out of a prison in France here."
"I do not quite understand," returned
the uncle, sipping his coffee. "Dare I ask you to explain?"
"I believe that if you were not in disgrace
with the Court, and had not been overshadowed by that cloud for years
past, a letter de cachet would have sent me to some fortress
indefinitely."
"It is possible," said the uncle, with
great calmness. "For the honour of the family, I could even resolve
to incommode you to that extent. Pray excuse me!"
"I perceive that, happily for me, the
Reception of the day before yesterday was, as usual, a cold one,"
observed the nephew.
"I would not say happily, my friend,"
returned the uncle, with refined politeness; "I would not be sure
of that. A good opportunity for consideration, surrounded by the
advantages of solitude, might influence your destiny to far greater
advantage than you influence it for yourself. But it is useless to
discuss the question. I am, as you say, at a disadvantage. These little
instruments of correction, these gentle aids to the power and honour of
families, these slight favours that might so incommode you, are only to
be obtained now by interest and importunity. They are sought by so many,
and they are granted (comparatively) to so few! It used not to be so,
but France in all such things is changed for the worse. Our not remote
ancestors held the right of life and death over the surrounding vulgar.
From this room, many such dogs have been taken out to be hanged; in the
next room (my bedroom), one fellow, to our knowledge, was poniarded on
the spot for professing some insolent delicacy respecting his
daughter--_his_ daughter? We have lost many privileges; a new philosophy
has become the mode; and the assertion of our station, in these days,
might (I do not go so far as to say would, but might) cause us real
inconvenience. All very bad, very bad!"
The Marquis took a gentle little pinch of snuff,
and shook his head; as elegantly despondent as he could becomingly be of
a country still containing himself, that great means of regeneration.
"We have so asserted our station, both in the
old time and in the modern time also," said the nephew, gloomily,
"that I believe our name to be more detested than any name in
France."
"Let us hope so," said the uncle.
"Detestation of the high is the involuntary homage of the
low."
"There is not," pursued the nephew, in
his former tone, "a face I can look at, in all this country round
about us, which looks at me with any deference on it but the dark
deference of fear and slavery."
"A compliment," said the Marquis,
"to the grandeur of the family, merited by the manner in which the
family has sustained its grandeur. Hah!" And he took another gentle
little pinch of snuff, and lightly crossed his legs.
But, when his nephew, leaning an elbow on the
table, covered his eyes thoughtfully and dejectedly with his hand, the
fine mask looked at him sideways with a stronger concentration of
keenness, closeness, and dislike, than was comportable with its wearer's
assumption of indifference.
"Repression is the only lasting philosophy.
The dark deference of fear and slavery, my friend," observed the
Marquis, "will keep the dogs obedient to the whip, as long as this
roof," looking up to it, "shuts out the sky."
That might not be so long as the Marquis supposed.
If a picture of the chateau as it was to be a very few years hence, and
of fifty like it as they too were to be a very few years hence, could
have been shown to him that night, he might have been at a loss to claim
his own from the ghastly, fire-charred, plunder-wrecked rains. As for
the roof he vaunted, he might have found _that_ shutting out the sky in
a new way--to wit, for ever, from the eyes of the bodies into which its
lead was fired, out of the barrels of a hundred thousand muskets.
"Meanwhile," said the Marquis, "I
will preserve the honour and repose of the family, if you will not. But
you must be fatigued. Shall we terminate our conference for the
night?"
"A moment more."
"An hour, if you please."
"Sir," said the nephew, "we have
done wrong, and are reaping the fruits of wrong."
"_We_ have done wrong?" repeated the
Marquis, with an inquiring smile, and delicately pointing, first to his
nephew, then to himself.
"Our family; our honourable family, whose
honour is of so much account to both of us, in such different ways. Even
in my father's time, we did a world of wrong, injuring every human
creature who came between us and our pleasure, whatever it was. Why need
I speak of my father's time, when it is equally yours? Can I separate my
father's twin-brother, joint inheritor, and next successor, from
himself?"
"Death has done that!" said the Marquis.
"And has left me," answered the nephew,
"bound to a system that is frightful to me, responsible for it, but
powerless in it; seeking to execute the last request of my dear mother's
lips, and obey the last look of my dear mother's eyes, which implored me
to have mercy and to redress; and tortured by seeking assistance and
power in vain."
"Seeking them from me, my nephew," said
the Marquis, touching him on the breast with his forefinger--they were
now standing by the hearth--"you will for ever seek them in vain,
be assured."
Every fine straight line in the clear whiteness of
his face, was cruelly, craftily, and closely compressed, while he stood
looking quietly at his nephew, with his snuff-box in his hand. Once
again he touched him on the breast, as though his finger were the fine
point of a small sword, with which, in delicate finesse, he ran him
through the body, and said,
"My friend, I will die, perpetuating the
system under which I have lived."
When he had said it, he took a culminating pinch
of snuff, and put his box in his pocket.
"Better to be a rational creature," he
added then, after ringing a small bell on the table, "and accept
your natural destiny. But you are lost, Monsieur Charles, I see."
"This property and France are lost to
me," said the nephew, sadly; "I renounce them."
"Are they both yours to renounce? France may
be, but is the property? It is scarcely worth mentioning; but, is it
yet?"
"I had no intention, in the words I used, to
claim it yet. If it passed to me from you, to-morrow--"
"Which I have the vanity to hope is not
probable."
"--or twenty years hence--"
"You do me too much honour," said the
Marquis; "still, I prefer that supposition."
"--I would abandon it, and live otherwise and
elsewhere. It is little to relinquish. What is it but a wilderness of
misery and ruin!"
"Hah!" said the Marquis, glancing round
the luxurious room.
"To the eye it is fair enough, here; but seen
in its integrity, under the sky, and by the daylight, it is a crumbling
tower of waste, mismanagement, extortion, debt, mortgage, oppression,
hunger, nakedness, and suffering."
"Hah!" said the Marquis again, in a
well-satisfied manner.
"If it ever becomes mine, it shall be put
into some hands better qualified to free it slowly (if such a thing is
possible) from the weight that drags it down, so that the miserable
people who cannot leave it and who have been long wrung to the last
point of endurance, may, in another generation, suffer less; but it is
not for me. There is a curse on it, and on all this land."
"And you?" said the uncle. "Forgive
my curiosity; do you, under your new philosophy, graciously intend to
live?"
"I must do, to live, what others of my
countrymen, even with nobility at their backs, may have to do some
day-work."
"In England, for example?"
"Yes. The family honour, sir, is safe from me
in this country. The family name can suffer from me in no other, for I
bear it in no other."
The ringing of the bell had caused the adjoining
bed-chamber to be lighted. It now shone brightly, through the door of
communication. The Marquis looked that way, and listened for the
retreating step of his valet.
"England is very attractive to you, seeing
how indifferently you have prospered there," he observed then,
turning his calm face to his nephew with a smile.
"I have already said, that for my prospering
there, I am sensible I may be indebted to you, sir. For the rest, it is
my Refuge."
"They say, those boastful English, that it is
the Refuge of many. You know a compatriot who has found a Refuge there?
A Doctor?"
"Yes."
"With a daughter?"
"Yes."
"Yes," said the Marquis. "You are
fatigued. Good night!"
As he bent his head in his most courtly manner,
there was a secrecy in his smiling face, and he conveyed an air of
mystery to those words, which struck the eyes and ears of his nephew
forcibly. At the same time, the thin straight lines of the setting of
the eyes, and the thin straight lips, and the markings in the nose,
curved with a sarcasm that looked handsomely diabolic.
"Yes," repeated the Marquis. "A
Doctor with a daughter. Yes. So commences the new philosophy! You are
fatigued. Good night!"
It would have been of as much avail to interrogate
any stone face outside the chateau as to interrogate that face of his.
The nephew looked at him, in vain, in passing on to the door.
"Good night!" said the uncle. "I
look to the pleasure of seeing you again in the morning. Good repose!
Light Monsieur my nephew to his chamber there!--And burn Monsieur my
nephew in his bed, if you will," he added to himself, before he
rang his little bell again, and summoned his valet to his own bedroom.
The valet come and gone, Monsieur the Marquis
walked to and fro in his loose chamber-robe, to prepare himself gently
for sleep, that hot still night. Rustling about the room, his softly-slippered
feet making no noise on the floor, he moved like a refined
tiger:--looked like some enchanted marquis of the impenitently wicked
sort, in story, whose periodical change into tiger form was either just
going off, or just coming on.
He moved from end to end of his voluptuous
bedroom, looking again at the scraps of the day's journey that came
unbidden into his mind; the slow toil up the hill at sunset, the setting
sun, the descent, the mill, the prison on the crag, the little village
in the hollow, the peasants at the fountain, and the mender of roads
with his blue cap pointing out the chain under the carriage. That
fountain suggested the Paris fountain, the little bundle lying on the
step, the women bending over it, and the tall man with his arms up,
crying, "Dead!"
"I am cool now," said Monsieur the
Marquis, "and may go to bed."
So, leaving only one light burning on the large
hearth, he let his thin gauze curtains fall around him, and heard the
night break its silence with a long sigh as he composed himself to
sleep.
The stone faces on the outer walls stared blindly
at the black night for three heavy hours; for three heavy hours, the
horses in the stables rattled at their racks, the dogs barked, and the
owl made a noise with very little resemblance in it to the noise
conventionally assigned to the owl by men-poets. But it is the obstinate
custom of such creatures hardly ever to say what is set down for them.
For three heavy hours, the stone faces of the
chateau, lion and human, stared blindly at the night. Dead darkness lay
on all the landscape, dead darkness added its own hush to the hushing
dust on all the roads. The burial-place had got to the pass that its
little heaps of poor grass were undistinguishable from one another; the
figure on the Cross might have come down, for anything that could be
seen of it. In the village, taxers and taxed were fast asleep. Dreaming,
perhaps, of banquets, as the starved usually do, and of ease and rest,
as the driven slave and the yoked ox may, its lean inhabitants slept
soundly, and were fed and freed.
The fountain in the village flowed unseen and
unheard, and the fountain at the chateau dropped unseen and
unheard--both melting away, like the minutes that were falling from the
spring of Time-- through three dark hours. Then, the grey water of both
began to be ghostly in the light, and the eyes of the stone faces of the
chateau were opened.
Lighter and lighter, until at last the sun touched
the tops of the still trees, and poured its radiance over the hill. In
the glow, the water of the chateau fountain seemed to turn to blood, and
the stone faces crimsoned. The carol of the birds was loud and high,
and, on the weather-beaten sill of the great window of the bed- chamber
of Monsieur the Marquis, one little bird sang its sweetest song with all
its might. At this, the nearest stone face seemed to stare amazed, and,
with open mouth and dropped under-jaw, looked awe-stricken.
Now, the sun was full up, and movement began in
the village. Casement windows opened, crazy doors were unbarred, and
people came forth shivering--chilled, as yet, by the new sweet air. Then
began the rarely lightened toil of the day among the village population.
Some, to the fountain; some, to the fields; men and women here, to dig
and delve; men and women there, to see to the poor live stock, and lead
the bony cows out, to such pasture as could be found by the roadside. In
the church and at the Cross, a kneeling figure or two; attendant on the
latter prayers, the led cow, trying for a breakfast among the weeds at
its foot.
The chateau awoke later, as became its quality,
but awoke gradually and surely. First, the lonely boar-spears and knives
of the chase had been reddened as of old; then, had gleamed trenchant in
the morning sunshine; now, doors and windows were thrown open, horses in
their stables looked round over their shoulders at the light and
freshness pouring in at doorways, leaves sparkled and rustled at
iron-grated windows, dogs pulled hard at their chains, and reared
impatient to be loosed.
All these trivial incidents belonged to the
routine of life, and the return of morning. Surely, not so the ringing
of the great bell of the chateau, nor the running up and down the
stairs; nor the hurried figures on the terrace; nor the booting and
tramping here and there and everywhere, nor the quick saddling of horses
and riding away?
What winds conveyed this hurry to the grizzled
mender of roads, already at work on the hill-top beyond the village,
with his day's dinner (not much to carry) lying in a bundle that it was
worth no crow's while to peck at, on a heap of stones? Had the birds,
carrying some grains of it to a distance, dropped one over him as they
sow chance seeds? Whether or no, the mender of roads ran, on the sultry
morning, as if for his life, down the hill, knee-high in dust, and never
stopped till he got to the fountain.
All the people of the village were at the
fountain, standing about in their depressed manner, and whispering low,
but showing no other emotions than grim curiosity and surprise. The led
cows, hastily brought in and tethered to anything that would hold them,
were looking stupidly on, or lying down chewing the cud of nothing
particularly repaying their trouble, which they had picked up in their
interrupted saunter. Some of the people of the chateau, and some of
those of the posting-house, and all the taxing authorities, were armed
more or less, and were crowded on the other side of the little street in
a purposeless way, that was highly fraught with nothing. Already, the
mender of roads had penetrated into the midst of a group of fifty
particular friends, and was smiting himself in the breast with his blue
cap. What did all this portend, and what portended the swift hoisting-up
of Monsieur Gabelle behind a servant on horseback, and the conveying
away of the said Gabelle (double-laden though the horse was), at a
gallop, like a new version of the German ballad of Leonora?
It portended that there was one stone face too
many, up at the chateau.
The Gorgon had surveyed the building again in the
night, and had added the one stone face wanting; the stone face for
which it had waited through about two hundred years.
It lay back on the pillow of Monsieur the Marquis.
It was like a fine mask, suddenly startled, made angry, and petrified.
Driven home into the heart of the stone figure attached to it, was a
knife. Round its hilt was a frill of paper, on which was scrawled:
"Drive him fast to his tomb. This, from
Jacques."
X
Two Promises
More months, to the number of twelve, had come and
gone, and Mr. Charles Darnay was established in England as a higher
teacher of the French language who was conversant with French
literature. In this age, he would have been a Professor; in that age, he
was a Tutor. He read with young men who could find any leisure and
interest for the study of a living tongue spoken all over the world, and
he cultivated a taste for its stores of knowledge and fancy. He could
write of them, besides, in sound English, and render them into sound
English. Such masters were not at that time easily found; Princes that
had been, and Kings that were to be, were not yet of the Teacher class,
and no ruined nobility had dropped out of Tellson's ledgers, to turn
cooks and carpenters. As a tutor, whose attainments made the student's
way unusually pleasant and profitable, and as an elegant translator who
brought something to his work besides mere dictionary knowledge, young
Mr. Darnay soon became known and encouraged. He was well acquainted,
more-over, with the circumstances of his country, and those were of
ever-growing interest. So, with great perseverance and untiring
industry, he prospered.
In London, he had expected neither to walk on
pavements of gold, nor to lie on beds of roses; if he had had any such
exalted expectation, he would not have prospered. He had expected labour,
and he found it, and did it and made the best of it. In this, his
prosperity consisted.
A certain portion of his time was passed at
Cambridge, where he read with undergraduates as a sort of tolerated
smuggler who drove a contraband trade in European languages, instead of
conveying Greek and Latin through the Custom-house. The rest of his time
he passed in London.
Now, from the days when it was always summer in
Eden, to these days when it is mostly winter in fallen latitudes, the
world of a man has invariably gone one way--Charles Darnay's way--the
way of the love of a woman.
He had loved Lucie Manette from the hour of his
danger. He had never heard a sound so sweet and dear as the sound of her
compassionate voice; he had never seen a face so tenderly beautiful, as
hers when it was confronted with his own on the edge of the grave that
had been dug for him. But, he had not yet spoken to her on the subject;
the assassination at the deserted chateau far away beyond the heaving
water and the long, long, dusty roads--the solid stone chateau which had
itself become the mere mist of a dream--had been done a year, and he had
never yet, by so much as a single spoken word, disclosed to her the
state of his heart.
That he had his reasons for this, he knew full
well. It was again a summer day when, lately arrived in London from his
college occupation, he turned into the quiet corner in Soho, bent on
seeking an opportunity of opening his mind to Doctor Manette. It was the
close of the summer day, and he knew Lucie to be out with Miss Pross.
He found the Doctor reading in his arm-chair at a
window. The energy which had at once supported him under his old
sufferings and aggravated their sharpness, had been gradually restored
to him. He was now a very energetic man indeed, with great firmness of
purpose, strength of resolution, and vigour of action. In his recovered
energy he was sometimes a little fitful and sudden, as he had at first
been in the exercise of his other recovered faculties; but, this had
never been frequently observable, and had grown more and more rare.
He studied much, slept little, sustained a great
deal of fatigue with ease, and was equably cheerful. To him, now entered
Charles Darnay, at sight of whom he laid aside his book and held out his
hand.
"Charles Darnay! I rejoice to see you. We
have been counting on your return these three or four days past. Mr.
Stryver and Sydney Carton were both here yesterday, and both made you
out to be more than due."
"I am obliged to them for their interest in
the matter," he answered, a little coldly as to them, though very
warmly as to the Doctor. "Miss Manette--"
"Is well," said the Doctor, as he
stopped short, "and your return will delight us all. She has gone
out on some household matters, but will soon be home."
"Doctor Manette, I knew she was from home. I
took the opportunity of her being from home, to beg to speak to
you."
There was a blank silence.
"Yes?" said the Doctor, with evident
constraint. "Bring your chair here, and speak on."
He complied as to the chair, but appeared to find
the speaking on less easy.
"I have had the happiness, Doctor Manette, of
being so intimate here," so he at length began, "for some year
and a half, that I hope the topic on which I am about to touch may
not--"
He was stayed by the Doctor's putting out his hand
to stop him. When he had kept it so a little while, he said, drawing it
back:
"Is Lucie the topic?"
"She is."
"It is hard for me to speak of her at any
time. It is very hard for me to hear her spoken of in that tone of
yours, Charles Darnay."
"It is a tone of fervent admiration, true
homage, and deep love, Doctor Manette!" he said deferentially.
There was another blank silence before her father
rejoined:
"I believe it. I do you justice; I believe
it."
His constraint was so manifest, and it was so
manifest, too, that it originated in an unwillingness to approach the
subject, that Charles Darnay hesitated.
"Shall I go on, sir?"
Another blank.
"Yes, go on."
"You anticipate what I would say, though you
cannot know how earnestly I say it, how earnestly I feel it, without
knowing my secret heart, and the hopes and fears and anxieties with
which it has long been laden. Dear Doctor Manette, I love your daughter
fondly, dearly, disinterestedly, devotedly. If ever there were love in
the world, I love her. You have loved yourself; let your old love speak
for me!"
The Doctor sat with his face turned away, and his
eyes bent on the ground. At the last words, he stretched out his hand
again, hurriedly, and cried:
"Not that, sir! Let that be! I adjure you, do
not recall that!"
His cry was so like a cry of actual pain, that it
rang in Charles Darnay's ears long after he had ceased. He motioned with
the hand he had extended, and it seemed to be an appeal to Darnay to
pause. The latter so received it, and remained silent.
"I ask your pardon," said the Doctor, in
a subdued tone, after some moments. "I do not doubt your loving
Lucie; you may be satisfied of it."
He turned towards him in his chair, but did not
look at him, or raise his eyes. His chin dropped upon his hand, and his
white hair overshadowed his face:
"Have you spoken to Lucie?"
"No."
"Nor written?"
"Never."
"It would be ungenerous to affect not to know
that your self-denial is to be referred to your consideration for her
father. Her father thanks you."
He offered his hand; but his eyes did not go with
it.
"I know," said Darnay, respectfully,
"how can I fail to know, Doctor Manette, I who have seen you
together from day to day, that between you and Miss Manette there is an
affection so unusual, so touching, so belonging to the circumstances in
which it has been nurtured, that it can have few parallels, even in the
tenderness between a father and child. I know, Doctor Manette--how can I
fail to know--that, mingled with the affection and duty of a daughter
who has become a woman, there is, in her heart, towards you, all the
love and reliance of infancy itself. I know that, as in her childhood
she had no parent, so she is now devoted to you with all the constancy
and fervour of her present years and character, united to the
trustfulness and attachment of the early days in which you were lost to
her. I know perfectly well that if you had been restored to her from the
world beyond this life, you could hardly be invested, in her sight, with
a more sacred character than that in which you are always with her. I
know that when she is clinging to you, the hands of baby, girl, and
woman, all in one, are round your neck. I know that in loving you she
sees and loves her mother at her own age, sees and loves you at my age,
loves her mother broken-hearted, loves you through your dreadful trial
and in your blessed restoration. I have known this, night and day, since
I have known you in your home."
Her father sat silent, with his face bent down.
His breathing was a little quickened; but he repressed all other signs
of agitation.
"Dear Doctor Manette, always knowing this,
always seeing her and you with this hallowed light about you, I have
forborne, and forborne, as long as it was in the nature of man to do it.
I have felt, and do even now feel, that to bring my love--even
mine--between you, is to touch your history with something not quite so
good as itself. But I love her. Heaven is my witness that I love
her!"
"I believe it," answered her father,
mournfully. "I have thought so before now. I believe it."
"But, do not believe," said Darnay, upon
whose ear the mournful voice struck with a reproachful sound, "that
if my fortune were so cast as that, being one day so happy as to make
her my wife, I must at any time put any separation between her and you,
I could or would breathe a word of what I now say. Besides that I should
know it to be hopeless, I should know it to be a baseness. If I had any
such possibility, even at a remote distance of years, harboured in my
thoughts, and hidden in my heart--if it ever had been there--if it ever
could be there--I could not now touch this honoured hand."
He laid his own upon it as he spoke.
"No, dear Doctor Manette. Like you, a
voluntary exile from France; like you, driven from it by its
distractions, oppressions, and miseries; like you, striving to live away
from it by my own exertions, and trusting in a happier future; I look
only to sharing your fortunes, sharing your life and home, and being
faithful to you to the death. Not to divide with Lucie her privilege as
your child, companion, and friend; but to come in aid of it, and bind
her closer to you, if such a thing can be."
His touch still lingered on her father's hand.
Answering the touch for a moment, but not coldly, her father rested his
hands upon the arms of his chair, and looked up for the first time since
the beginning of the conference. A struggle was evidently in his face; a
struggle with that occasional look which had a tendency in it to dark
doubt and dread.
"You speak so feelingly and so manfully,
Charles Darnay, that I thank you with all my heart, and will open all my
heart--or nearly so. Have you any reason to believe that Lucie loves
you?"
"None. As yet, none."
"Is it the immediate object of this
confidence, that you may at once ascertain that, with my
knowledge?"
"Not even so. I might not have the
hopefulness to do it for weeks; I might (mistaken or not mistaken) have
that hopefulness to-morrow."
"Do you seek any guidance from me?"
"I ask none, sir. But I have thought it
possible that you might have it in your power, if you should deem it
right, to give me some."
"Do you seek any promise from me?"
"I do seek that."
"What is it?"
"I well understand that, without you, I could
have no hope. I well understand that, even if Miss Manette held me at
this moment in her innocent heart--do not think I have the presumption
to assume so much-- I could retain no place in it against her love for
her father."
"If that be so, do you see what, on the other
hand, is involved in it?"
"I understand equally well, that a word from
her father in any suitor's favour, would outweigh herself and all the
world. For which reason, Doctor Manette," said Darnay, modestly but
firmly, "I would not ask that word, to save my life."
"I am sure of it. Charles Darnay, mysteries
arise out of close love, as well as out of wide division; in the former
case, they are subtle and delicate, and difficult to penetrate. My
daughter Lucie is, in this one respect, such a mystery to me; I can make
no guess at the state of her heart."
"May I ask, sir, if you think she is--"
As he hesitated, her father supplied the rest.
"Is sought by any other suitor?"
"It is what I meant to say."
Her father considered a little before he answered:
"You have seen Mr. Carton here, yourself. Mr.
Stryver is here too, occasionally. If it be at all, it can only be by
one of these."
"Or both," said Darnay.
"I had not thought of both; I should not
think either, likely. You want a promise from me. Tell me what it
is."
"It is, that if Miss Manette should bring to
you at any time, on her own part, such a confidence as I have ventured
to lay before you, you will bear testimony to what I have said, and to
your belief in it. I hope you may be able to think so well of me, as to
urge no influence against me. I say nothing more of my stake in this;
this is what I ask. The condition on which I ask it, and which you have
an undoubted right to require, I will observe immediately."
"I give the promise," said the Doctor,
"without any condition. I believe your object to be, purely and
truthfully, as you have stated it. I believe your intention is to
perpetuate, and not to weaken, the ties between me and my other and far
dearer self. If she should ever tell me that you are essential to her
perfect happiness, I will give her to you. If there were--Charles Darnay,
if there were--"
The young man had taken his hand gratefully; their
hands were joined as the Doctor spoke:
"--any fancies, any reasons, any
apprehensions, anything whatsoever, new or old, against the man she
really loved--the direct responsibility thereof not lying on his
head--they should all be obliterated for her sake. She is everything to
me; more to me than suffering, more to me than wrong, more to me--Well!
This is idle talk."
So strange was the way in which he faded into
silence, and so strange his fixed look when he had ceased to speak, that
Darnay felt his own hand turn cold in the hand that slowly released and
dropped it.
"You said something to me," said Doctor
Manette, breaking into a smile. "What was it you said to me?"
He was at a loss how to answer, until he
remembered having spoken of a condition. Relieved as his mind reverted
to that, he answered:
"Your confidence in me ought to be returned
with full confidence on my part. My present name, though but slightly
changed from my mother's, is not, as you will remember, my own. I wish
to tell you what that is, and why I am in England."
"Stop!" said the Doctor of Beauvais.
"I wish it, that I may the better deserve
your confidence, and have no secret from you."
"Stop!"
For an instant, the Doctor even had his two hands
at his ears; for another instant, even had his two hands laid on
Darnay's lips.
"Tell me when I ask you, not now. If your
suit should prosper, if Lucie should love you, you shall tell me on your
marriage morning. Do you promise?"
"Willingly.
"Give me your hand. She will be home
directly, and it is better she should not see us together to-night. Go!
God bless you!"
It was dark when Charles Darnay left him, and it
was an hour later and darker when Lucie came home; she hurried into the
room alone-- for Miss Pross had gone straight up-stairs--and was
surprised to find his reading-chair empty.
"My father!" she called to him.
"Father dear!"
Nothing was said in answer, but she heard a low
hammering sound in his bedroom. Passing lightly across the intermediate
room, she looked in at his door and came running back frightened, crying
to herself, with her blood all chilled, "What shall I do! What
shall I do!"
Her uncertainty lasted but a moment; she hurried
back, and tapped at his door, and softly called to him. The noise ceased
at the sound of her voice, and he presently came out to her, and they
walked up and down together for a long time.
She came down from her bed, to look at him in his
sleep that night. He slept heavily, and his tray of shoemaking tools,
and his old unfinished work, were all as usual.
XI
A Companion Picture
"Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, on that
self-same night, or morning, to his jackal; "mix another bowl of
punch; I have something to say to you."
Sydney had been working double tides that night,
and the night before, and the night before that, and a good many nights
in succession, making a grand clearance among Mr. Stryver's papers
before the setting in of the long vacation. The clearance was effected
at last; the Stryver arrears were handsomely fetched up; everything was
got rid of until November should come with its fogs atmospheric, and
fogs legal, and bring grist to the mill again.
Sydney was none the livelier and none the soberer
for so much application. It had taken a deal of extra wet-towelling to
pull him through the night; a correspondingly extra quantity of wine had
preceded the towelling; and he was in a very damaged condition, as he
now pulled his turban off and threw it into the basin in which he had
steeped it at intervals for the last six hours.
"Are you mixing that other bowl of
punch?" said Stryver the portly, with his hands in his waistband,
glancing round from the sofa where he lay on his back.
"I am."
"Now, look here! I am going to tell you
something that will rather surprise you, and that perhaps will make you
think me not quite as shrewd as you usually do think me. I intend to
marry."
"_Do_ you?"
"Yes. And not for money. What do you say
now?"
"I don't feel disposed to say much. Who is
she?"
"Guess."
"Do I know her?"
"Guess."
"I am not going to guess, at five o'clock in
the morning, with my brains frying and sputtering in my head. If you
want me to guess, you must ask me to dinner."
"Well then, I'll tell you," said Stryver,
coming slowly into a sitting posture. "Sydney, I rather despair of
making myself intelligible to you, because you are such an insensible
dog."
"And you," returned Sydney, busy
concocting the punch, "are such a sensitive and poetical
spirit--"
"Come!" rejoined Stryver, laughing
boastfully, "though I don't prefer any claim to being the soul of
Romance (for I hope I know better), still I am a tenderer sort of fellow
than _you_."
"You are a luckier, if you mean that."
"I don't mean that. I mean I am a man of
more--more--"
"Say gallantry, while you are about it,"
suggested Carton.
"Well! I'll say gallantry. My meaning is that
I am a man," said Stryver, inflating himself at his friend as he
made the punch, "who cares more to be agreeable, who takes more
pains to be agreeable, who knows better how to be agreeable, in a
woman's society, than you do."
"Go on," said Sydney Carton.
"No; but before I go on," said Stryver,
shaking his head in his bullying way, "I'll have this out with you.
You've been at Doctor Manette's house as much as I have, or more than I
have. Why, I have been ashamed of your moroseness there! Your manners
have been of that silent and sullen and hangdog kind, that, upon my life
and soul, I have been ashamed of you, Sydney!"
"It should be very beneficial to a man in
your practice at the bar, to be ashamed of anything," returned
Sydney; "you ought to be much obliged to me."
"You shall not get off in that way,"
rejoined Stryver, shouldering the rejoinder at him; "no, Sydney,
it's my duty to tell you--and I tell you to your face to do you
good--that you are a devilish ill-conditioned fellow in that sort of
society. You are a disagreeable fellow."
Sydney drank a bumper of the punch he had made,
and laughed.
"Look at me!" said Stryver, squaring
himself; "I have less need to make myself agreeable than you have,
being more independent in circumstances. Why do I do it?"
"I never saw you do it yet," muttered
Carton.
"I do it because it's politic; I do it on
principle. And look at me! I get on."
"You don't get on with your account of your
matrimonial intentions," answered Carton, with a careless air;
"I wish you would keep to that. As to me--will you never understand
that I am incorrigible?"
He asked the question with some appearance of
scorn.
"You have no business to be
incorrigible," was his friend's answer, delivered in no very
soothing tone.
"I have no business to be, at all, that I
know of," said Sydney Carton. "Who is the lady?"
"Now, don't let my announcement of the name
make you uncomfortable, Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, preparing him
with ostentatious friendliness for the disclosure he was about to make,
"because I know you don't mean half you say; and if you meant it
all, it would be of no importance. I make this little preface, because
you once mentioned the young lady to me in slighting terms."
"I did?"
"Certainly; and in these chambers."
Sydney Carton looked at his punch and looked at
his complacent friend; drank his punch and looked at his complacent
friend.
"You made mention of the young lady as a
golden-haired doll. The young lady is Miss Manette. If you had been a
fellow of any sensitiveness or delicacy of feeling in that kind of way,
Sydney, I might have been a little resentful of your employing such a
designation; but you are not. You want that sense altogether; therefore
I am no more annoyed when I think of the expression, than I should be
annoyed by a man's opinion of a picture of mine, who had no eye for
pictures: or of a piece of music of mine, who had no ear for
music."
Sydney Carton drank the punch at a great rate;
drank it by bumpers, looking at his friend.
"Now you know all about it, Syd," said
Mr. Stryver. "I don't care about fortune: she is a charming
creature, and I have made up my mind to please myself: on the whole, I
think I can afford to please myself. She will have in me a man already
pretty well off, and a rapidly rising man, and a man of some
distinction: it is a piece of good fortune for her, but she is worthy of
good fortune. Are you astonished?"
Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined,
"Why should I be astonished?"
"You approve?"
Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined,
"Why should I not approve?"
"Well!" said his friend Stryver,
"you take it more easily than I fancied you would, and are less
mercenary on my behalf than I thought you would be; though, to be sure,
you know well enough by this time that your ancient chum is a man of a
pretty strong will. Yes, Sydney, I have had enough of this style of
life, with no other as a change from it; I feel that it is a pleasant
thing for a man to have a home when he feels inclined to go to it (when
he doesn't, he can stay away), and I feel that Miss Manette will tell
well in any station, and will always do me credit. So I have made up my
mind. And now, Sydney, old boy, I want to say a word to _you_ about
_your_ prospects. You are in a bad way, you know; you really are in a
bad way. You don't know the value of money, you live hard, you'll knock
up one of these days, and be ill and poor; you really ought to think
about a nurse."
The prosperous patronage with which he said it,
made him look twice as big as he was, and four times as offensive.
"Now, let me recommend you," pursued
Stryver, "to look it in the face. I have looked it in the face, in
my different way; look it in the face, you, in your different way.
Marry. Provide somebody to take care of you. Never mind your having no
enjoyment of women's society, nor understanding of it, nor tact for it.
Find out somebody. Find out some respectable woman with a little
property--somebody in the landlady way, or lodging-letting way--and
marry her, against a rainy day. That's the kind of thing for _you_. Now
think of it, Sydney."
"I'll think of it," said Sydney.
XII
The Fellow of Delicacy
Mr. Stryver having made up his mind to that
magnanimous bestowal of good fortune on the Doctor's daughter, resolved
to make her happiness known to her before he left town for the Long
Vacation. After some mental debating of the point, he came to the
conclusion that it would be as well to get all the preliminaries done
with, and they could then arrange at their leisure whether he should
give her his hand a week or two before Michaelmas Term, or in the little
Christmas vacation between it and Hilary.
As to the strength of his case, he had not a doubt
about it, but clearly saw his way to the verdict. Argued with the jury
on substantial worldly grounds--the only grounds ever worth taking into
account-- it was a plain case, and had not a weak spot in it. He called
himself for the plaintiff, there was no getting over his evidence, the
counsel for the defendant threw up his brief, and the jury did not even
turn to consider. After trying it, Stryver, C. J., was satisfied that no
plainer case could be.
Accordingly, Mr. Stryver inaugurated the Long
Vacation with a formal proposal to take Miss Manette to Vauxhall
Gardens; that failing, to Ranelagh; that unaccountably failing too, it
behoved him to present himself in Soho, and there declare his noble
mind.
Towards Soho, therefore, Mr. Stryver shouldered
his way from the Temple, while the bloom of the Long Vacation's infancy
was still upon it. Anybody who had seen him projecting himself into Soho
while he was yet on Saint Dunstan's side of Temple Bar, bursting in his
full-blown way along the pavement, to the jostlement of all weaker
people, might have seen how safe and strong he was.
His way taking him past Tellson's, and he both
banking at Tellson's and knowing Mr. Lorry as the intimate friend of the
Manettes, it entered Mr. Stryver's mind to enter the bank, and reveal to
Mr. Lorry the brightness of the Soho horizon. So, he pushed open the
door with the weak rattle in its throat, stumbled down the two steps,
got past the two ancient cashiers, and shouldered himself into the musty
back closet where Mr. Lorry sat at great books ruled for figures, with
perpendicular iron bars to his window as if that were ruled for figures
too, and everything under the clouds were a sum.
"Halloa!" said Mr. Stryver. "How do
you do? I hope you are well!"
It was Stryver's grand peculiarity that he always
seemed too big for any place, or space. He was so much too big for
Tellson's, that old clerks in distant corners looked up with looks of
remonstrance, as though he squeezed them against the wall. The House
itself, magnificently reading the paper quite in the far-off
perspective, lowered displeased, as if the Stryver head had been butted
into its responsible waistcoat.
The discreet Mr. Lorry said, in a sample tone of
the voice he would recommend under the circumstances, "How do you
do, Mr. Stryver? How do you do, sir?" and shook hands. There was a
peculiarity in his manner of shaking hands, always to be seen in any
clerk at Tellson's who shook hands with a customer when the House
pervaded the air. He shook in a self-abnegating way, as one who shook
for Tellson and Co.
"Can I do anything for you, Mr. Stryver?"
asked Mr. Lorry, in his business character.
"Why, no, thank you; this is a private visit
to yourself, Mr. Lorry; I have come for a private word."
"Oh indeed!" said Mr. Lorry, bending
down his ear, while his eye strayed to the House afar off.
"I am going," said Mr. Stryver, leaning
his arms confidentially on the desk: whereupon, although it was a large
double one, there appeared to be not half desk enough for him: "I
am going to make an offer of myself in marriage to your agreeable little
friend, Miss Manette, Mr. Lorry."
"Oh dear me!" cried Mr. Lorry, rubbing
his chin, and looking at his visitor dubiously.
"Oh dear me, sir?" repeated Stryver,
drawing back. "Oh dear you, sir? What may your meaning be, Mr.
Lorry?"
"My meaning," answered the man of
business, "is, of course, friendly and appreciative, and that it
does you the greatest credit, and-- in short, my meaning is everything
you could desire. But--really, you know, Mr. Stryver--" Mr. Lorry
paused, and shook his head at him in the oddest manner, as if he were
compelled against his will to add, internally, "you know there
really is so much too much of you!"
"Well!" said Stryver, slapping the desk
with his contentious hand, opening his eyes wider, and taking a long
breath, "if I understand you, Mr. Lorry, I'll be hanged!"
Mr. Lorry adjusted his little wig at both ears as
a means towards that end, and bit the feather of a pen.
"D--n it all, sir!" said Stryver,
staring at him, "am I not eligible?"
"Oh dear yes! Yes. Oh yes, you're
eligible!" said Mr. Lorry. "If you say eligible, you are
eligible."
"Am I not prosperous?" asked Stryver.
"Oh! if you come to prosperous, you are
prosperous," said Mr. Lorry.
"And advancing?"
"If you come to advancing you know,"
said Mr. Lorry, delighted to be able to make another admission,
"nobody can doubt that."
"Then what on earth is your meaning, Mr.
Lorry?" demanded Stryver, perceptibly crestfallen.
"Well! I--Were you going there now?"
asked Mr. Lorry.
"Straight!" said Stryver, with a plump
of his fist on the desk.
"Then I think I wouldn't, if I was you."
"Why?" said Stryver. "Now, I'll put
you in a corner," forensically shaking a forefinger at him.
"You are a man of business and bound to have a reason. State your
reason. Why wouldn't you go?"
"Because," said Mr. Lorry, "I
wouldn't go on such an object without having some cause to believe that
I should succeed."
"D--n _me_!" cried Stryver, "but
this beats everything."
Mr. Lorry glanced at the distant House, and
glanced at the angry Stryver.
"Here's a man of business--a man of years--a
man of experience-- _in_ a Bank," said Stryver; "and having
summed up three leading reasons for complete success, he says there's no
reason at all! Says it with his head on!" Mr. Stryver remarked upon
the peculiarity as if it would have been infinitely less remarkable if
he had said it with his head off.
"When I speak of success, I speak of success
with the young lady; and when I speak of causes and reasons to make
success probable, I speak of causes and reasons that will tell as such
with the young lady. The young lady, my good sir," said Mr. Lorry,
mildly tapping the Stryver arm, "the young lady. The young lady
goes before all."
"Then you mean to tell me, Mr. Lorry,"
said Stryver, squaring his elbows, "that it is your deliberate
opinion that the young lady at present in question is a mincing
Fool?"
"Not exactly so. I mean to tell you, Mr.
Stryver," said Mr. Lorry, reddening, "that I will hear no
disrespectful word of that young lady from any lips; and that if I knew
any man--which I hope I do not-- whose taste was so coarse, and whose
temper was so overbearing, that he could not restrain himself from
speaking disrespectfully of that young lady at this desk, not even
Tellson's should prevent my giving him a piece of my mind."
The necessity of being angry in a suppressed tone
had put Mr. Stryver's blood-vessels into a dangerous state when it was
his turn to be angry; Mr. Lorry's veins, methodical as their courses
could usually be, were in no better state now it was his turn.
"That is what I mean to tell you, sir,"
said Mr. Lorry. "Pray let there be no mistake about it."
Mr. Stryver sucked the end of a ruler for a little
while, and then stood hitting a tune out of his teeth with it, which
probably gave him the toothache. He broke the awkward silence by saying:
"This is something new to me, Mr. Lorry. You
deliberately advise me not to go up to Soho and offer myself--_my_self,
Stryver of the King's Bench bar?"
"Do you ask me for my advice, Mr. Stryver?"
"Yes, I do."
"Very good. Then I give it, and you have
repeated it correctly."
"And all I can say of it is," laughed
Stryver with a vexed laugh, "that this--ha, ha!--beats everything
past, present, and to come."
"Now understand me," pursued Mr. Lorry.
"As a man of business, I am not justified in saying anything about
this matter, for, as a man of business, I know nothing of it. But, as an
old fellow, who has carried Miss Manette in his arms, who is the trusted
friend of Miss Manette and of her father too, and who has a great
affection for them both, I have spoken. The confidence is not of my
seeking, recollect. Now, you think I may not be right?"
"Not I!" said Stryver, whistling.
"I can't undertake to find third parties in common sense; I can
only find it for myself. I suppose sense in certain quarters; you
suppose mincing bread-and-butter nonsense. It's new to me, but you are
right, I dare say."
"What I suppose, Mr. Stryver, I claim to
characterise for myself--And understand me, sir," said Mr. Lorry,
quickly flushing again, "I will not--not even at Tellson's--have it
characterised for me by any gentleman breathing."
"There! I beg your pardon!" said Stryver.
"Granted. Thank you. Well, Mr. Stryver, I was
about to say:--it might be painful to you to find yourself mistaken, it
might be painful to Doctor Manette to have the task of being explicit
with you, it might be very painful to Miss Manette to have the task of
being explicit with you. You know the terms upon which I have the honour
and happiness to stand with the family. If you please, committing you in
no way, representing you in no way, I will undertake to correct my
advice by the exercise of a little new observation and judgment
expressly brought to bear upon it. If you should then be dissatisfied
with it, you can but test its soundness for yourself; if, on the other
hand, you should be satisfied with it, and it should be what it now is,
it may spare all sides what is best spared. What do you say?"
"How long would you keep me in town?"
"Oh! It is only a question of a few hours. I
could go to Soho in the evening, and come to your chambers
afterwards."
"Then I say yes," said Stryver: "I
won't go up there now, I am not so hot upon it as that comes to; I say
yes, and I shall expect you to look in to-night. Good morning."
Then Mr. Stryver turned and burst out of the Bank,
causing such a concussion of air on his passage through, that to stand
up against it bowing behind the two counters, required the utmost
remaining strength of the two ancient clerks. Those venerable and feeble
persons were always seen by the public in the act of bowing, and were
popularly believed, when they had bowed a customer out, still to keep on
bowing in the empty office until they bowed another customer in.
The barrister was keen enough to divine that the
banker would not have gone so far in his expression of opinion on any
less solid ground than moral certainty. Unprepared as he was for the
large pill he had to swallow, he got it down. "And now," said
Mr. Stryver, shaking his forensic forefinger at the Temple in general,
when it was down, "my way out of this, is, to put you all in the
wrong."
It was a bit of the art of an Old Bailey
tactician, in which he found great relief. "You shall not put me in
the wrong, young lady," said Mr. Stryver; "I'll do that for
you."
Accordingly, when Mr. Lorry called that night as
late as ten o'clock, Mr. Stryver, among a quantity of books and papers
littered out for the purpose, seemed to have nothing less on his mind
than the subject of the morning. He even showed surprise when he saw Mr.
Lorry, and was altogether in an absent and preoccupied state.
"Well!" said that good-natured emissary,
after a full half-hour of bootless attempts to bring him round to the
question. "I have been to Soho."
"To Soho?" repeated Mr. Stryver, coldly.
"Oh, to be sure! What am I thinking of!"
"And I have no doubt," said Mr. Lorry,
"that I was right in the conversation we had. My opinion is
confirmed, and I reiterate my advice."
"I assure you," returned Mr. Stryver, in
the friendliest way, "that I am sorry for it on your account, and
sorry for it on the poor father's account. I know this must always be a
sore subject with the family; let us say no more about it."
"I don't understand you," said Mr.
Lorry.
"I dare say not," rejoined Stryver,
nodding his head in a smoothing and final way; "no matter, no
matter."
"But it does matter," Mr. Lorry urged.
"No it doesn't; I assure you it doesn't.
Having supposed that there was sense where there is no sense, and a
laudable ambition where there is not a laudable ambition, I am well out
of my mistake, and no harm is done. Young women have committed similar
follies often before, and have repented them in poverty and obscurity
often before. In an unselfish aspect, I am sorry that the thing is
dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly
point of view; in a selfish aspect, I am glad that the thing has
dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly
point of view-- it is hardly necessary to say I could have gained
nothing by it. There is no harm at all done. I have not proposed to the
young lady, and, between ourselves, I am by no means certain, on
reflection, that I ever should have committed myself to that extent. Mr.
Lorry, you cannot control the mincing vanities and giddinesses of
empty-headed girls; you must not expect to do it, or you will always be
disappointed. Now, pray say no more about it. I tell you, I regret it on
account of others, but I am satisfied on my own account. And I am really
very much obliged to you for allowing me to sound you, and for giving me
your advice; you know the young lady better than I do; you were right,
it never would have done."
Mr. Lorry was so taken aback, that he looked quite
stupidly at Mr. Stryver shouldering him towards the door, with an
appearance of showering generosity, forbearance, and goodwill, on his
erring head. "Make the best of it, my dear sir," said Stryver;
"say no more about it; thank you again for allowing me to sound
you; good night!"
Mr. Lorry was out in the night, before he knew
where he was. Mr. Stryver was lying back on his sofa, winking at his
ceiling.
XIII
The Fellow of No Delicacy
If Sydney Carton ever shone anywhere, he certainly
never shone in the house of Doctor Manette. He had been there often,
during a whole year, and had always been the same moody and morose
lounger there. When he cared to talk, he talked well; but, the cloud of
caring for nothing, which overshadowed him with such a fatal darkness,
was very rarely pierced by the light within him.
And yet he did care something for the streets that
environed that house, and for the senseless stones that made their
pavements. Many a night he vaguely and unhappily wandered there, when
wine had brought no transitory gladness to him; many a dreary daybreak
revealed his solitary figure lingering there, and still lingering there
when the first beams of the sun brought into strong relief, removed
beauties of architecture in spires of churches and lofty buildings, as
perhaps the quiet time brought some sense of better things, else
forgotten and unattainable, into his mind. Of late, the neglected bed in
the Temple Court had known him more scantily than ever; and often when
he had thrown himself upon it no longer than a few minutes, he had got
up again, and haunted that neighbourhood.
On a day in August, when Mr. Stryver (after
notifying to his jackal that "he had thought better of that
marrying matter") had carried his delicacy into Devonshire, and
when the sight and scent of flowers in the City streets had some waifs
of goodness in them for the worst, of health for the sickliest, and of
youth for the oldest, Sydney's feet still trod those stones. From being
irresolute and purposeless, his feet became animated by an intention,
and, in the working out of that intention, they took him to the Doctor's
door.
He was shown up-stairs, and found Lucie at her
work, alone. She had never been quite at her ease with him, and received
him with some little embarrassment as he seated himself near her table.
But, looking up at his face in the interchange of the first few
common-places, she observed a change in it.
"I fear you are not well, Mr. Carton!"
"No. But the life I lead, Miss Manette, is
not conducive to health. What is to be expected of, or by, such
profligates?"
"Is it not--forgive me; I have begun the
question on my lips--a pity to live no better life?"
"God knows it is a shame!"
"Then why not change it?"
Looking gently at him again, she was surprised and
saddened to see that there were tears in his eyes. There were tears in
his voice too, as he answered:
"It is too late for that. I shall never be
better than I am. I shall sink lower, and be worse."
He leaned an elbow on her table, and covered his
eyes with his hand. The table trembled in the silence that followed.
She had never seen him softened, and was much
distressed. He knew her to be so, without looking at her, and said:
"Pray forgive me, Miss Manette. I break down
before the knowledge of what I want to say to you. Will you hear
me?"
"If it will do you any good, Mr. Carton, if
it would make you happier, it would make me very glad!"
"God bless you for your sweet
compassion!"
He unshaded his face after a little while, and
spoke steadily.
"Don't be afraid to hear me. Don't shrink
from anything I say. I am like one who died young. All my life might
have been."
"No, Mr. Carton. I am sure that the best part
of it might still be; I am sure that you might be much, much worthier of
yourself."
"Say of you, Miss Manette, and although I
know better--although in the mystery of my own wretched heart I know
better--I shall never forget it!"
She was pale and trembling. He came to her relief
with a fixed despair of himself which made the interview unlike any
other that could have been holden.
"If it had been possible, Miss Manette, that
you could have returned the love of the man you see before
yourself--flung away, wasted, drunken, poor creature of misuse as you
know him to be--he would have been conscious this day and hour, in spite
of his happiness, that he would bring you to misery, bring you to sorrow
and repentance, blight you, disgrace you, pull you down with him. I know
very well that you can have no tenderness for me; I ask for none; I am
even thankful that it cannot be."
"Without it, can I not save you, Mr. Carton?
Can I not recall you-- forgive me again!--to a better course? Can I in
no way repay your confidence? I know this is a confidence," she
modestly said, after a little hesitation, and in earnest tears, "I
know you would say this to no one else. Can I turn it to no good account
for yourself, Mr. Carton?"
He shook his head.
"To none. No, Miss Manette, to none. If you
will hear me through a very little more, all you can ever do for me is
done. I wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.
In my degradation I have not been so degraded but that the sight of you
with your father, and of this home made such a home by you, has stirred
old shadows that I thought had died out of me. Since I knew you, I have
been troubled by a remorse that I thought would never reproach me again,
and have heard whispers from old voices impelling me upward, that I
thought were silent for ever. I have had unformed ideas of striving
afresh, beginning anew, shaking off sloth and sensuality, and fighting
out the abandoned fight. A dream, all a dream, that ends in nothing, and
leaves the sleeper where he lay down, but I wish you to know that you
inspired it."
"Will nothing of it remain? O Mr. Carton,
think again! Try again!"
"No, Miss Manette; all through it, I have
known myself to be quite undeserving. And yet I have had the weakness,
and have still the weakness, to wish you to know with what a sudden
mastery you kindled me, heap of ashes that I am, into fire--a fire,
however, inseparable in its nature from myself, quickening nothing,
lighting nothing, doing no service, idly burning away."
"Since it is my misfortune, Mr. Carton, to
have made you more unhappy than you were before you knew me--"
"Don't say that, Miss Manette, for you would
have reclaimed me, if anything could. You will not be the cause of my
becoming worse."
"Since the state of your mind that you
describe, is, at all events, attributable to some influence of
mine--this is what I mean, if I can make it plain--can I use no
influence to serve you? Have I no power for good, with you, at
all?"
"The utmost good that I am capable of now,
Miss Manette, I have come here to realise. Let me carry through the rest
of my misdirected life, the remembrance that I opened my heart to you,
last of all the world; and that there was something left in me at this
time which you could deplore and pity."
"Which I entreated you to believe, again and
again, most fervently, with all my heart, was capable of better things,
Mr. Carton!"
"Entreat me to believe it no more, Miss
Manette. I have proved myself, and I know better. I distress you; I draw
fast to an end. Will you let me believe, when I recall this day, that
the last confidence of my life was reposed in your pure and innocent
breast, and that it lies there alone, and will be shared by no
one?"
"If that will be a consolation to you,
yes."
"Not even by the dearest one ever to be known
to you?"
"Mr. Carton," she answered, after an
agitated pause, "the secret is yours, not mine; and I promise to
respect it."
"Thank you. And again, God bless you."
He put her hand to his lips, and moved towards the
door.
"Be under no apprehension, Miss Manette, of
my ever resuming this conversation by so much as a passing word. I will
never refer to it again. If I were dead, that could not be surer than it
is henceforth. In the hour of my death, I shall hold sacred the one good
remembrance-- and shall thank and bless you for it--that my last avowal
of myself was made to you, and that my name, and faults, and miseries
were gently carried in your heart. May it otherwise be light and
happy!"
He was so unlike what he had ever shown himself to
be, and it was so sad to think how much he had thrown away, and how much
he every day kept down and perverted, that Lucie Manette wept mournfully
for him as he stood looking back at her.
"Be comforted!" he said, "I am not
worth such feeling, Miss Manette. An hour or two hence, and the low
companions and low habits that I scorn but yield to, will render me less
worth such tears as those, than any wretch who creeps along the streets.
Be comforted! But, within myself, I shall always be, towards you, what I
am now, though outwardly I shall be what you have heretofore seen me.
The last supplication but one I make to you, is, that you will believe
this of me."
"I will, Mr. Carton."
"My last supplication of all, is this; and
with it, I will relieve you of a visitor with whom I well know you have
nothing in unison, and between whom and you there is an impassable
space. It is useless to say it, I know, but it rises out of my soul. For
you, and for any dear to you, I would do anything. If my career were of
that better kind that there was any opportunity or capacity of sacrifice
in it, I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for those dear to you.
Try to hold me in your mind, at some quiet times, as ardent and sincere
in this one thing. The time will come, the time will not be long in
coming, when new ties will be formed about you--ties that will bind you
yet more tenderly and strongly to the home you so adorn--the dearest
ties that will ever grace and gladden you. O Miss Manette, when the
little picture of a happy father's face looks up in yours, when you see
your own bright beauty springing up anew at your feet, think now and
then that there is a man who would give his life, to keep a life you
love beside you!"
He said, "Farewell!" said a last
"God bless you!" and left her.
XIV
The Honest Tradesman
To the eyes of Mr. Jeremiah Cruncher, sitting on
his stool in Fleet-street with his grisly urchin beside him, a vast
number and variety of objects in movement were every day presented. Who
could sit upon anything in Fleet-street during the busy hours of the
day, and not be dazed and deafened by two immense processions, one ever
tending westward with the sun, the other ever tending eastward from the
sun, both ever tending to the plains beyond the range of red and purple
where the sun goes down!
With his straw in his mouth, Mr. Cruncher sat
watching the two streams, like the heathen rustic who has for several
centuries been on duty watching one stream--saving that Jerry had no
expectation of their ever running dry. Nor would it have been an
expectation of a hopeful kind, since a small part of his income was
derived from the pilotage of timid women (mostly of a full habit and
past the middle term of life) from Tellson's side of the tides to the
opposite shore. Brief as such companionship was in every separate
instance, Mr. Cruncher never failed to become so interested in the lady
as to express a strong desire to have the honour of drinking her very
good health. And it was from the gifts bestowed upon him towards the
execution of this benevolent purpose, that he recruited his finances, as
just now observed.
Time was, when a poet sat upon a stool in a public
place, and mused in the sight of men. Mr. Cruncher, sitting on a stool
in a public place, but not being a poet, mused as little as possible,
and looked about him.
It fell out that he was thus engaged in a season
when crowds were few, and belated women few, and when his affairs in
general were so unprosperous as to awaken a strong suspicion in his
breast that Mrs. Cruncher must have been "flopping" in some
pointed manner, when an unusual concourse pouring down Fleet-street
westward, attracted his attention. Looking that way, Mr. Cruncher made
out that some kind of funeral was coming along, and that there was
popular objection to this funeral, which engendered uproar.
"Young Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher,
turning to his offspring, "it's a buryin'."
"Hooroar, father!" cried Young Jerry.
The young gentleman uttered this exultant sound
with mysterious significance. The elder gentleman took the cry so ill,
that he watched his opportunity, and smote the young gentleman on the
ear.
"What d'ye mean? What are you hooroaring at?
What do you want to conwey to your own father, you young Rip? This boy
is a getting too many for _me_!" said Mr. Cruncher, surveying him.
"Him and his hooroars! Don't let me hear no more of you, or you
shall feel some more of me. D'ye hear?"
"I warn't doing no harm," Young Jerry
protested, rubbing his cheek.
"Drop it then," said Mr. Cruncher;
"I won't have none of _your_ no harms. Get a top of that there
seat, and look at the crowd."
His son obeyed, and the crowd approached; they
were bawling and hissing round a dingy hearse and dingy mourning coach,
in which mourning coach there was only one mourner, dressed in the dingy
trappings that were considered essential to the dignity of the position.
The position appeared by no means to please him, however, with an
increasing rabble surrounding the coach, deriding him, making grimaces
at him, and incessantly groaning and calling out: "Yah! Spies! Tst!
Yaha! Spies!" with many compliments too numerous and forcible to
repeat.
Funerals had at all times a remarkable attraction
for Mr. Cruncher; he always pricked up his senses, and became excited,
when a funeral passed Tellson's. Naturally, therefore, a funeral with
this uncommon attendance excited him greatly, and he asked of the first
man who ran against him:
"What is it, brother? What's it about?"
"_I_ don't know," said the man.
"Spies! Yaha! Tst! Spies!"
He asked another man. "Who is it?"
"_I_ don't know," returned the man,
clapping his hands to his mouth nevertheless, and vociferating in a
surprising heat and with the greatest ardour, "Spies! Yaha! Tst,
tst! Spi--ies!"
At length, a person better informed on the merits
of the case, tumbled against him, and from this person he learned that
the funeral was the funeral of one Roger Cly.
"Was He a spy?" asked Mr. Cruncher.
"Old Bailey spy," returned his
informant. "Yaha! Tst! Yah! Old Bailey Spi--i--ies!"
"Why, to be sure!" exclaimed Jerry,
recalling the Trial at which he had assisted. "I've seen him. Dead,
is he?"
"Dead as mutton," returned the other,
"and can't be too dead. Have 'em out, there! Spies! Pull 'em out,
there! Spies!"
The idea was so acceptable in the prevalent
absence of any idea, that the crowd caught it up with eagerness, and
loudly repeating the suggestion to have 'em out, and to pull 'em out,
mobbed the two vehicles so closely that they came to a stop. On the
crowd's opening the coach doors, the one mourner scuffled out of himself
and was in their hands for a moment; but he was so alert, and made such
good use of his time, that in another moment he was scouring away up a
bye-street, after shedding his cloak, hat, long hatband, white
pocket-handkerchief, and other symbolical tears.
These, the people tore to pieces and scattered far
and wide with great enjoyment, while the tradesmen hurriedly shut up
their shops; for a crowd in those times stopped at nothing, and was a
monster much dreaded. They had already got the length of opening the
hearse to take the coffin out, when some brighter genius proposed
instead, its being escorted to its destination amidst general rejoicing.
Practical suggestions being much needed, this suggestion, too, was
received with acclamation, and the coach was immediately filled with
eight inside and a dozen out, while as many people got on the roof of
the hearse as could by any exercise of ingenuity stick upon it. Among
the first of these volunteers was Jerry Cruncher himself, who modestly
concealed his spiky head from the observation of Tellson's, in the
further corner of the mourning coach.
The officiating undertakers made some protest
against these changes in the ceremonies; but, the river being alarmingly
near, and several voices remarking on the efficacy of cold immersion in
bringing refractory members of the profession to reason, the protest was
faint and brief. The remodelled procession started, with a chimney-sweep
driving the hearse--advised by the regular driver, who was perched
beside him, under close inspection, for the purpose--and with a pieman,
also attended by his cabinet minister, driving the mourning coach. A
bear-leader, a popular street character of the time, was impressed as an
additional ornament, before the cavalcade had gone far down the Strand;
and his bear, who was black and very mangy, gave quite an Undertaking
air to that part of the procession in which he walked.
Thus, with beer-drinking, pipe-smoking,
song-roaring, and infinite caricaturing of woe, the disorderly
procession went its way, recruiting at every step, and all the shops
shutting up before it. Its destination was the old church of Saint
Pancras, far off in the fields. It got there in course of time; insisted
on pouring into the burial-ground; finally, accomplished the interment
of the deceased Roger Cly in its own way, and highly to its own
satisfaction.
The dead man disposed of, and the crowd being
under the necessity of providing some other entertainment for itself,
another brighter genius (or perhaps the same) conceived the humour of
impeaching casual passers-by, as Old Bailey spies, and wreaking
vengeance on them. Chase was given to some scores of inoffensive persons
who had never been near the Old Bailey in their lives, in the
realisation of this fancy, and they were roughly hustled and maltreated.
The transition to the sport of window-breaking, and thence to the
plundering of public-houses, was easy and natural. At last, after
several hours, when sundry summer-houses had been pulled down, and some
area-railings had been torn up, to arm the more belligerent spirits, a
rumour got about that the Guards were coming. Before this rumour, the
crowd gradually melted away, and perhaps the Guards came, and perhaps
they never came, and this was the usual progress of a mob.
Mr. Cruncher did not assist at the closing sports,
but had remained behind in the churchyard, to confer and condole with
the undertakers. The place had a soothing influence on him. He procured
a pipe from a neighbouring public-house, and smoked it, looking in at
the railings and maturely considering the spot.
"Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher,
apostrophising himself in his usual way, "you see that there Cly
that day, and you see with your own eyes that he was a young 'un and a
straight made 'un."
Having smoked his pipe out, and ruminated a little
longer, he turned himself about, that he might appear, before the hour
of closing, on his station at Tellson's. Whether his meditations on
mortality had touched his liver, or whether his general health had been
previously at all amiss, or whether he desired to show a little
attention to an eminent man, is not so much to the purpose, as that he
made a short call upon his medical adviser--a distinguished surgeon--on
his way back.
Young Jerry relieved his father with dutiful
interest, and reported No job in his absence. The bank closed, the
ancient clerks came out, the usual watch was set, and Mr. Cruncher and
his son went home to tea.
"Now, I tell you where it is!" said Mr.
Cruncher to his wife, on entering. "If, as a honest tradesman, my
wenturs goes wrong to-night, I shall make sure that you've been praying
again me, and I shall work you for it just the same as if I seen you do
it."
The dejected Mrs. Cruncher shook her head.
"Why, you're at it afore my face!" said
Mr. Cruncher, with signs of angry apprehension.
"I am saying nothing."
"Well, then; don't meditate nothing. You
might as well flop as meditate. You may as well go again me one way as
another. Drop it altogether."
"Yes, Jerry."
"Yes, Jerry," repeated Mr. Cruncher
sitting down to tea. "Ah! It _is_ yes, Jerry. That's about it. You
may say yes, Jerry."
Mr. Cruncher had no particular meaning in these
sulky corroborations, but made use of them, as people not unfrequently
do, to express general ironical dissatisfaction.
"You and your yes, Jerry," said Mr.
Cruncher, taking a bite out of his bread-and-butter, and seeming to help
it down with a large invisible oyster out of his saucer. "Ah! I
think so. I believe you."
"You are going out to-night?" asked his
decent wife, when he took another bite.
"Yes, I am."
"May I go with you, father?" asked his
son, briskly.
"No, you mayn't. I'm a going--as your mother
knows--a fishing. That's where I'm going to. Going a fishing."
"Your fishing-rod gets rayther rusty; don't
it, father?"
"Never you mind."
"Shall you bring any fish home, father?"
"If I don't, you'll have short commons,
to-morrow," returned that gentleman, shaking his head; "that's
questions enough for you; I ain't a going out, till you've been long
abed."
He devoted himself during the remainder of the
evening to keeping a most vigilant watch on Mrs. Cruncher, and sullenly
holding her in conversation that she might be prevented from meditating
any petitions to his disadvantage. With this view, he urged his son to
hold her in conversation also, and led the unfortunate woman a hard life
by dwelling on any causes of complaint he could bring against her,
rather than he would leave her for a moment to her own reflections. The
devoutest person could have rendered no greater homage to the efficacy
of an honest prayer than he did in this distrust of his wife. It was as
if a professed unbeliever in ghosts should be frightened by a ghost
story.
"And mind you!" said Mr. Cruncher.
"No games to-morrow! If I, as a honest tradesman, succeed in
providing a jinte of meat or two, none of your not touching of it, and
sticking to bread. If I, as a honest tradesman, am able to provide a
little beer, none of your declaring on water. When you go to Rome, do as
Rome does. Rome will be a ugly customer to you, if you don't. _I_'m your
Rome, you know."
Then he began grumbling again:
"With your flying into the face of your own
wittles and drink! I don't know how scarce you mayn't make the wittles
and drink here, by your flopping tricks and your unfeeling conduct. Look
at your boy: he _is_ your'n, ain't he? He's as thin as a lath. Do you
call yourself a mother, and not know that a mother's first duty is to
blow her boy out?"
This touched Young Jerry on a tender place; who
adjured his mother to perform her first duty, and, whatever else she did
or neglected, above all things to lay especial stress on the discharge
of that maternal function so affectingly and delicately indicated by his
other parent.
Thus the evening wore away with the Cruncher
family, until Young Jerry was ordered to bed, and his mother, laid under
similar injunctions, obeyed them. Mr. Cruncher beguiled the earlier
watches of the night with solitary pipes, and did not start upon his
excursion until nearly one o'clock. Towards that small and ghostly hour,
he rose up from his chair, took a key out of his pocket, opened a locked
cupboard, and brought forth a sack, a crowbar of convenient size, a rope
and chain, and other fishing tackle of that nature. Disposing these
articles about him in skilful manner, he bestowed a parting defiance on
Mrs. Cruncher, extinguished the light, and went out.
Young Jerry, who had only made a feint of
undressing when he went to bed, was not long after his father. Under
cover of the darkness he followed out of the room, followed down the
stairs, followed down the court, followed out into the streets. He was
in no uneasiness concerning his getting into the house again, for it was
full of lodgers, and the door stood ajar all night.
Impelled by a laudable ambition to study the art
and mystery of his father's honest calling, Young Jerry, keeping as
close to house fronts, walls, and doorways, as his eyes were close to
one another, held his honoured parent in view. The honoured parent
steering Northward, had not gone far, when he was joined by another
disciple of Izaak Walton, and the two trudged on together.
Within half an hour from the first starting, they
were beyond the winking lamps, and the more than winking watchmen, and
were out upon a lonely road. Another fisherman was picked up here--and
that so silently, that if Young Jerry had been superstitious, he might
have supposed the second follower of the gentle craft to have, all of a
sudden, split himself into two.
The three went on, and Young Jerry went on, until
the three stopped under a bank overhanging the road. Upon the top of the
bank was a low brick wall, surmounted by an iron railing. In the shadow
of bank and wall the three turned out of the road, and up a blind lane,
of which the wall--there, risen to some eight or ten feet high--formed
one side. Crouching down in a corner, peeping up the lane, the next
object that Young Jerry saw, was the form of his honoured parent, pretty
well defined against a watery and clouded moon, nimbly scaling an iron
gate. He was soon over, and then the second fisherman got over, and then
the third. They all dropped softly on the ground within the gate, and
lay there a little--listening perhaps. Then, they moved away on their
hands and knees.
It was now Young Jerry's turn to approach the
gate: which he did, holding his breath. Crouching down again in a corner
there, and looking in, he made out the three fishermen creeping through
some rank grass! and all the gravestones in the churchyard--it was a
large churchyard that they were in--looking on like ghosts in white,
while the church tower itself looked on like the ghost of a monstrous
giant. They did not creep far, before they stopped and stood upright.
And then they began to fish.
They fished with a spade, at first. Presently the
honoured parent appeared to be adjusting some instrument like a great
corkscrew. Whatever tools they worked with, they worked hard, until the
awful striking of the church clock so terrified Young Jerry, that he
made off, with his hair as stiff as his father's.
But, his long-cherished desire to know more about
these matters, not only stopped him in his running away, but lured him
back again. They were still fishing perseveringly, when he peeped in at
the gate for the second time; but, now they seemed to have got a bite.
There was a screwing and complaining sound down below, and their bent
figures were strained, as if by a weight. By slow degrees the weight
broke away the earth upon it, and came to the surface. Young Jerry very
well knew what it would be; but, when he saw it, and saw his honoured
parent about to wrench it open, he was so frightened, being new to the
sight, that he made off again, and never stopped until he had run a mile
or more.
He would not have stopped then, for anything less
necessary than breath, it being a spectral sort of race that he ran, and
one highly desirable to get to the end of. He had a strong idea that the
coffin he had seen was running after him; and, pictured as hopping on
behind him, bolt upright, upon its narrow end, always on the point of
overtaking him and hopping on at his side--perhaps taking his arm--it
was a pursuer to shun. It was an inconsistent and ubiquitous fiend too,
for, while it was making the whole night behind him dreadful, he darted
out into the roadway to avoid dark alleys, fearful of its coming hopping
out of them like a dropsical boy's-Kite without tail and wings. It hid
in doorways too, rubbing its horrible shoulders against doors, and
drawing them up to its ears, as if it were laughing. It got into shadows
on the road, and lay cunningly on its back to trip him up. All this time
it was incessantly hopping on behind and gaining on him, so that when
the boy got to his own door he had reason for being half dead. And even
then it would not leave him, but followed him upstairs with a bump on
every stair, scrambled into bed with him, and bumped down, dead and
heavy, on his breast when he fell asleep.
From his oppressed slumber, Young Jerry in his
closet was awakened after daybreak and before sunrise, by the presence
of his father in the family room. Something had gone wrong with him; at
least, so Young Jerry inferred, from the circumstance of his holding
Mrs. Cruncher by the ears, and knocking the back of her head against the
head-board of the bed.
"I told you I would," said Mr. Cruncher,
"and I did."
"Jerry, Jerry, Jerry!" his wife
implored.
"You oppose yourself to the profit of the
business," said Jerry, "and me and my partners suffer. You was
to honour and obey; why the devil don't you?"
"I try to be a good wife, Jerry," the
poor woman protested, with tears.
"Is it being a good wife to oppose your
husband's business? Is it honouring your husband to dishonour his
business? Is it obeying your husband to disobey him on the wital subject
of his business?"
"You hadn't taken to the dreadful business
then, Jerry."
"It's enough for you," retorted Mr.
Cruncher, "to be the wife of a honest tradesman, and not to occupy
your female mind with calculations when he took to his trade or when he
didn't. A honouring and obeying wife would let his trade alone
altogether. Call yourself a religious woman? If you're a religious
woman, give me a irreligious one! You have no more nat'ral sense of duty
than the bed of this here Thames river has of a pile, and similarly it
must be knocked into you."
The altercation was conducted in a low tone of
voice, and terminated in the honest tradesman's kicking off his
clay-soiled boots, and lying down at his length on the floor. After
taking a timid peep at him lying on his back, with his rusty hands under
his head for a pillow, his son lay down too, and fell asleep again.
There was no fish for breakfast, and not much of
anything else. Mr. Cruncher was out of spirits, and out of temper, and
kept an iron pot-lid by him as a projectile for the correction of Mrs.
Cruncher, in case he should observe any symptoms of her saying Grace. He
was brushed and washed at the usual hour, and set off with his son to
pursue his ostensible calling.
Young Jerry, walking with the stool under his arm
at his father's side along sunny and crowded Fleet-street, was a very
different Young Jerry from him of the previous night, running home
through darkness and solitude from his grim pursuer. His cunning was
fresh with the day, and his qualms were gone with the night--in which
particulars it is not improbable that he had compeers in Fleet-street
and the City of London, that fine morning.
"Father," said Young Jerry, as they
walked along: taking care to keep at arm's length and to have the stool
well between them: "what's a Resurrection-Man?"
Mr. Cruncher came to a stop on the pavement before
he answered, "How should I know?"
"I thought you knowed everything,
father," said the artless boy.
"Hem! Well," returned Mr. Cruncher,
going on again, and lifting off his hat to give his spikes free play,
"he's a tradesman."
"What's his goods, father?" asked the
brisk Young Jerry.
"His goods," said Mr. Cruncher, after
turning it over in his mind, "is a branch of Scientific
goods."
"Persons' bodies, ain't it, father?"
asked the lively boy.
"I believe it is something of that
sort," said Mr. Cruncher.
"Oh, father, I should so like to be a
Resurrection-Man when I'm quite growed up!"
Mr. Cruncher was soothed, but shook his head in a
dubious and moral way. "It depends upon how you dewelop your
talents. Be careful to dewelop your talents, and never to say no more
than you can help to nobody, and there's no telling at the present time
what you may not come to be fit for." As Young Jerry, thus
encouraged, went on a few yards in advance, to plant the stool in the
shadow of the Bar, Mr. Cruncher added to himself: "Jerry, you
honest tradesman, there's hopes wot that boy will yet be a blessing to
you, and a recompense to you for his mother!"
XV
Knitting
There had been earlier drinking than usual in the
wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge. As early as six o'clock in the morning,
sallow faces peeping through its barred windows had descried other faces
within, bending over measures of wine. Monsieur Defarge sold a very thin
wine at the best of times, but it would seem to have been an unusually
thin wine that he sold at this time. A sour wine, moreover, or a
souring, for its influence on the mood of those who drank it was to make
them gloomy. No vivacious Bacchanalian flame leaped out of the pressed
grape of Monsieur Defarge: but, a smouldering fire that burnt in the
dark, lay hidden in the dregs of it.
This had been the third morning in succession, on
which there had been early drinking at the wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge.
It had begun on Monday, and here was Wednesday come. There had been more
of early brooding than drinking; for, many men had listened and
whispered and slunk about there from the time of the opening of the
door, who could not have laid a piece of money on the counter to save
their souls. These were to the full as interested in the place, however,
as if they could have commanded whole barrels of wine; and they glided
from seat to seat, and from corner to corner, swallowing talk in lieu of
drink, with greedy looks.
Notwithstanding an unusual flow of company, the
master of the wine-shop was not visible. He was not missed; for, nobody
who crossed the threshold looked for him, nobody asked for him, nobody
wondered to see only Madame Defarge in her seat, presiding over the
distribution of wine, with a bowl of battered small coins before her, as
much defaced and beaten out of their original impress as the small
coinage of humanity from whose ragged pockets they had come.
A suspended interest and a prevalent absence of
mind, were perhaps observed by the spies who looked in at the wine-shop,
as they looked in at every place, high and low, from the kings palace to
the criminal's gaol. Games at cards languished, players at dominoes
musingly built towers with them, drinkers drew figures on the tables
with spilt drops of wine, Madame Defarge herself picked out the pattern
on her sleeve with her toothpick, and saw and heard something inaudible
and invisible a long way off.
Thus, Saint Antoine in this vinous feature of his,
until midday. It was high noontide, when two dusty men passed through
his streets and under his swinging lamps: of whom, one was Monsieur
Defarge: the other a mender of roads in a blue cap. All adust and
athirst, the two entered the wine-shop. Their arrival had lighted a kind
of fire in the breast of Saint Antoine, fast spreading as they came
along, which stirred and flickered in flames of faces at most doors and
windows. Yet, no one had followed them, and no man spoke when they
entered the wine-shop, though the eyes of every man there were turned
upon them.
"Good day, gentlemen!" said Monsieur
Defarge.
It may have been a signal for loosening the
general tongue. It elicited an answering chorus of "Good day!"
"It is bad weather, gentlemen," said
Defarge, shaking his head.
Upon which, every man looked at his neighbour, and
then all cast down their eyes and sat silent. Except one man, who got up
and went out.
"My wife," said Defarge aloud,
addressing Madame Defarge: "I have travelled certain leagues with
this good mender of roads, called Jacques. I met him--by accident--a day
and half's journey out of Paris. He is a good child, this mender of
roads, called Jacques. Give him to drink, my wife!"
A second man got up and went out. Madame Defarge
set wine before the mender of roads called Jacques, who doffed his blue
cap to the company, and drank. In the breast of his blouse he carried
some coarse dark bread; he ate of this between whiles, and sat munching
and drinking near Madame Defarge's counter. A third man got up and went
out.
Defarge refreshed himself with a draught of
wine--but, he took less than was given to the stranger, as being himself
a man to whom it was no rarity--and stood waiting until the countryman
had made his breakfast. He looked at no one present, and no one now
looked at him; not even Madame Defarge, who had taken up her knitting,
and was at work.
"Have you finished your repast, friend?"
he asked, in due season.
"Yes, thank you."
"Come, then! You shall see the apartment that
I told you you could occupy. It will suit you to a marvel."
Out of the wine-shop into the street, out of the
street into a courtyard, out of the courtyard up a steep staircase, out
of the staircase into a garret,--formerly the garret where a
white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping forward and very busy,
making shoes.
No white-haired man was there now; but, the three
men were there who had gone out of the wine-shop singly. And between
them and the white-haired man afar off, was the one small link, that
they had once looked in at him through the chinks in the wall.
Defarge closed the door carefully, and spoke in a
subdued voice:
"Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques Three!
This is the witness encountered by appointment, by me, Jacques Four. He
will tell you all. Speak, Jacques Five!"
The mender of roads, blue cap in hand, wiped his
swarthy forehead with it, and said, "Where shall I commence,
monsieur?"
"Commence," was Monsieur Defarge's not
unreasonable reply, "at the commencement."
"I saw him then, messieurs," began the
mender of roads, "a year ago this running summer, underneath the
carriage of the Marquis, hanging by the chain. Behold the manner of it.
I leaving my work on the road, the sun going to bed, the carriage of the
Marquis slowly ascending the hill, he hanging by the chain--like
this."
Again the mender of roads went through the whole
performance; in which he ought to have been perfect by that time, seeing
that it had been the infallible resource and indispensable entertainment
of his village during a whole year.
Jacques One struck in, and asked if he had ever
seen the man before?
"Never," answered the mender of roads,
recovering his perpendicular.
Jacques Three demanded how he afterwards
recognised him then?
"By his tall figure," said the mender of
roads, softly, and with his finger at his nose. "When Monsieur the
Marquis demands that evening, 'Say, what is he like?' I make response,
`Tall as a spectre.'"
"You should have said, short as a
dwarf," returned Jacques Two.
"But what did I know? The deed was not then
accomplished, neither did he confide in me. Observe! Under those
circumstances even, I do not offer my testimony. Monsieur the Marquis
indicates me with his finger, standing near our little fountain, and
says, `To me! Bring that rascal!' My faith, messieurs, I offer
nothing."
"He is right there, Jacques," murmured
Defarge, to him who had interrupted. "Go on!"
"Good!" said the mender of roads, with
an air of mystery. "The tall man is lost, and he is sought--how
many months? Nine, ten, eleven?"
"No matter, the number," said Defarge.
"He is well hidden, but at last he is unluckily found. Go on!"
"I am again at work upon the hill-side, and
the sun is again about to go to bed. I am collecting my tools to descend
to my cottage down in the village below, where it is already dark, when
I raise my eyes, and see coming over the hill six soldiers. In the midst
of them is a tall man with his arms bound--tied to his sides--like
this!"
With the aid of his indispensable cap, he
represented a man with his elbows bound fast at his hips, with cords
that were knotted behind him.
"I stand aside, messieurs, by my heap of
stones, to see the soldiers and their prisoner pass (for it is a
solitary road, that, where any spectacle is well worth looking at), and
at first, as they approach, I see no more than that they are six
soldiers with a tall man bound, and that they are almost black to my
sight--except on the side of the sun going to bed, where they have a red
edge, messieurs. Also, I see that their long shadows are on the hollow
ridge on the opposite side of the road, and are on the hill above it,
and are like the shadows of giants. Also, I see that they are covered
with dust, and that the dust moves with them as they come, tramp, tramp!
But when they advance quite near to me, I recognise the tall man, and he
recognises me. Ah, but he would be well content to precipitate himself
over the hill-side once again, as on the evening when he and I first
encountered, close to the same spot!"
He described it as if he were there, and it was
evident that he saw it vividly; perhaps he had not seen much in his
life.
"I do not show the soldiers that I recognise
the tall man; he does not show the soldiers that he recognises me; we do
it, and we know it, with our eyes. `Come on!' says the chief of that
company, pointing to the village, `bring him fast to his tomb!' and they
bring him faster. I follow. His arms are swelled because of being bound
so tight, his wooden shoes are large and clumsy, and he is lame. Because
he is lame, and consequently slow, they drive him with their guns--like
this!"
He imitated the action of a man's being impelled
forward by the butt-ends of muskets.
"As they descend the hill like madmen running
a race, he falls. They laugh and pick him up again. His face is bleeding
and covered with dust, but he cannot touch it; thereupon they laugh
again. They bring him into the village; all the village runs to look;
they take him past the mill, and up to the prison; all the village sees
the prison gate open in the darkness of the night, and swallow him--like
this!"
He opened his mouth as wide as he could, and shut
it with a sounding snap of his teeth. Observant of his unwillingness to
mar the effect by opening it again, Defarge said, "Go on,
Jacques."
"All the village," pursued the mender of
roads, on tiptoe and in a low voice, "withdraws; all the village
whispers by the fountain; all the village sleeps; all the village dreams
of that unhappy one, within the locks and bars of the prison on the
crag, and never to come out of it, except to perish. In the morning,
with my tools upon my shoulder, eating my morsel of black bread as I go,
I make a circuit by the prison, on my way to my work. There I see him,
high up, behind the bars of a lofty iron cage, bloody and dusty as last
night, looking through. He has no hand free, to wave to me; I dare not
call to him; he regards me like a dead man."
Defarge and the three glanced darkly at one
another. The looks of all of them were dark, repressed, and revengeful,
as they listened to the countryman's story; the manner of all of them,
while it was secret, was authoritative too. They had the air of a rough
tribunal; Jacques One and Two sitting on the old pallet-bed, each with
his chin resting on his hand, and his eyes intent on the road-mender;
Jacques Three, equally intent, on one knee behind them, with his
agitated hand always gliding over the network of fine nerves about his
mouth and nose; Defarge standing between them and the narrator, whom he
had stationed in the light of the window, by turns looking from him to
them, and from them to him.
"Go on, Jacques," said Defarge.
"He remains up there in his iron cage some
days. The village looks at him by stealth, for it is afraid. But it
always looks up, from a distance, at the prison on the crag; and in the
evening, when the work of the day is achieved and it assembles to gossip
at the fountain, all faces are turned towards the prison. Formerly, they
were turned towards the posting-house; now, they are turned towards the
prison. They whisper at the fountain, that although condemned to death
he will not be executed; they say that petitions have been presented in
Paris, showing that he was enraged and made mad by the death of his
child; they say that a petition has been presented to the King himself.
What do I know? It is possible. Perhaps yes, perhaps no."
"Listen then, Jacques," Number One of
that name sternly interposed. "Know that a petition was presented
to the King and Queen. All here, yourself excepted, saw the King take
it, in his carriage in the street, sitting beside the Queen. It is
Defarge whom you see here, who, at the hazard of his life, darted out
before the horses, with the petition in his hand."
"And once again listen, Jacques!" said
the kneeling Number Three: his fingers ever wandering over and over
those fine nerves, with a strikingly greedy air, as if he hungered for
something--that was neither food nor drink; "the guard, horse and
foot, surrounded the petitioner, and struck him blows. You hear?"
"I hear, messieurs."
"Go on then," said Defarge.
"Again; on the other hand, they whisper at
the fountain," resumed the countryman, "that he is brought
down into our country to be executed on the spot, and that he will very
certainly be executed. They even whisper that because he has slain
Monseigneur, and because Monseigneur was the father of his
tenants--serfs--what you will--he will be executed as a parricide. One
old man says at the fountain, that his right hand, armed with the knife,
will be burnt off before his face; that, into wounds which will be made
in his arms, his breast, and his legs, there will be poured boiling oil,
melted lead, hot resin, wax, and sulphur; finally, that he will be torn
limb from limb by four strong horses. That old man says, all this was
actually done to a prisoner who made an attempt on the life of the late
King, Louis Fifteen. But how do I know if he lies? I am not a
scholar."
"Listen once again then, Jacques!" said
the man with the restless hand and the craving air. "The name of
that prisoner was Damiens, and it was all done in open day, in the open
streets of this city of Paris; and nothing was more noticed in the vast
concourse that saw it done, than the crowd of ladies of quality and
fashion, who were full of eager attention to the last--to the last,
Jacques, prolonged until nightfall, when he had lost two legs and an
arm, and still breathed! And it was done--why, how old are you?"
"Thirty-five," said the mender of roads,
who looked sixty.
"It was done when you were more than ten
years old; you might have seen it."
"Enough!" said Defarge, with grim
impatience. "Long live the Devil! Go on."
"Well! Some whisper this, some whisper that;
they speak of nothing else; even the fountain appears to fall to that
tune. At length, on Sunday night when all the village is asleep, come
soldiers, winding down from the prison, and their guns ring on the
stones of the little street. Workmen dig, workmen hammer, soldiers laugh
and sing; in the morning, by the fountain, there is raised a gallows
forty feet high, poisoning the water."
The mender of roads looked _through_ rather than
_at_ the low ceiling, and pointed as if he saw the gallows somewhere in
the sky.
"All work is stopped, all assemble there,
nobody leads the cows out, the cows are there with the rest. At midday,
the roll of drums. Soldiers have marched into the prison in the night,
and he is in the midst of many soldiers. He is bound as before, and in
his mouth there is a gag--tied so, with a tight string, making him look
almost as if he laughed." He suggested it, by creasing his face
with his two thumbs, from the corners of his mouth to his ears. "On
the top of the gallows is fixed the knife, blade upwards, with its point
in the air. He is hanged there forty feet high--and is left hanging,
poisoning the water."
They looked at one another, as he used his blue
cap to wipe his face, on which the perspiration had started afresh while
he recalled the spectacle.
"It is frightful, messieurs. How can the
women and the children draw water! Who can gossip of an evening, under
that shadow! Under it, have I said? When I left the village, Monday
evening as the sun was going to bed, and looked back from the hill, the
shadow struck across the church, across the mill, across the
prison--seemed to strike across the earth, messieurs, to where the sky
rests upon it!"
The hungry man gnawed one of his fingers as he
looked at the other three, and his finger quivered with the craving that
was on him.
"That's all, messieurs. I left at sunset (as
I had been warned to do), and I walked on, that night and half next day,
until I met (as I was warned I should) this comrade. With him, I came
on, now riding and now walking, through the rest of yesterday and
through last night. And here you see me!"
After a gloomy silence, the first Jacques said,
"Good! You have acted and recounted faithfully. Will you wait for
us a little, outside the door?"
"Very willingly," said the mender of
roads. Whom Defarge escorted to the top of the stairs, and, leaving
seated there, returned.
The three had risen, and their heads were together
when he came back to the garret.
"How say you, Jacques?" demanded Number
One. "To be registered?"
"To be registered, as doomed to
destruction," returned Defarge.
"Magnificent!" croaked the man with the
craving.
"The chateau, and all the race?"
inquired the first.
"The chateau and all the race," returned
Defarge. "Extermination."
The hungry man repeated, in a rapturous croak,
"Magnificent!" and began gnawing another finger.
"Are you sure," asked Jacques Two, of
Defarge, "that no embarrassment can arise from our manner of
keeping the register? Without doubt it is safe, for no one beyond
ourselves can decipher it; but shall we always be able to decipher
it--or, I ought to say, will she?"
"Jacques," returned Defarge, drawing
himself up, "if madame my wife undertook to keep the register in
her memory alone, she would not lose a word of it--not a syllable of it.
Knitted, in her own stitches and her own symbols, it will always be as
plain to her as the sun. Confide in Madame Defarge. It would be easier
for the weakest poltroon that lives, to erase himself from existence,
than to erase one letter of his name or crimes from the knitted register
of Madame Defarge."
There was a murmur of confidence and approval, and
then the man who hungered, asked: "Is this rustic to be sent back
soon? I hope so. He is very simple; is he not a little dangerous?"
"He knows nothing," said Defarge;
"at least nothing more than would easily elevate himself to a
gallows of the same height. I charge myself with him; let him remain
with me; I will take care of him, and set him on his road. He wishes to
see the fine world--the King, the Queen, and Court; let him see them on
Sunday."
"What?" exclaimed the hungry man,
staring. "Is it a good sign, that he wishes to see Royalty and
Nobility?"
"Jacques," said Defarge;
"judiciously show a cat milk, if you wish her to thirst for it.
Judiciously show a dog his natural prey, if you wish him to bring it
down one day."
Nothing more was said, and the mender of roads,
being found already dozing on the topmost stair, was advised to lay
himself down on the pallet-bed and take some rest. He needed no
persuasion, and was soon asleep.
Worse quarters than Defarge's wine-shop, could
easily have been found in Paris for a provincial slave of that degree.
Saving for a mysterious dread of madame by which he was constantly
haunted, his life was very new and agreeable. But, madame sat all day at
her counter, so expressly unconscious of him, and so particularly
determined not to perceive that his being there had any connection with
anything below the surface, that he shook in his wooden shoes whenever
his eye lighted on her. For, he contended with himself that it was
impossible to foresee what that lady might pretend next; and he felt
assured that if she should take it into her brightly ornamented head to
pretend that she had seen him do a murder and afterwards flay the
victim, she would infallibly go through with it until the play was
played out.
Therefore, when Sunday came, the mender of roads
was not enchanted (though he said he was) to find that madame was to
accompany monsieur and himself to Versailles. It was additionally
disconcerting to have madame knitting all the way there, in a public
conveyance; it was additionally disconcerting yet, to have madame in the
crowd in the afternoon, still with her knitting in her hands as the
crowd waited to see the carriage of the King and Queen.
"You work hard, madame," said a man near
her.
"Yes," answered Madame Defarge; "I
have a good deal to do."
"What do you make, madame?"
"Many things."
"For instance--"
"For instance," returned Madame Defarge,
composedly, "shrouds."
The man moved a little further away, as soon as he
could, and the mender of roads fanned himself with his blue cap: feeling
it mightily close and oppressive. If he needed a King and Queen to
restore him, he was fortunate in having his remedy at hand; for, soon
the large-faced King and the fair-faced Queen came in their golden
coach, attended by the shining Bull's Eye of their Court, a glittering
multitude of laughing ladies and fine lords; and in jewels and silks and
powder and splendour and elegantly spurning figures and handsomely
disdainful faces of both sexes, the mender of roads bathed himself, so
much to his temporary intoxication, that he cried Long live the King,
Long live the Queen, Long live everybody and everything! as if he had
never heard of ubiquitous Jacques in his time. Then, there were gardens,
courtyards, terraces, fountains, green banks, more King and Queen, more
Bull's Eye, more lords and ladies, more Long live they all! until he
absolutely wept with sentiment. During the whole of this scene, which
lasted some three hours, he had plenty of shouting and weeping and
sentimental company, and throughout Defarge held him by the collar, as
if to restrain him from flying at the objects of his brief devotion and
tearing them to pieces.
"Bravo!" said Defarge, clapping him on
the back when it was over, like a patron; "you are a good
boy!"
The mender of roads was now coming to himself, and
was mistrustful of having made a mistake in his late demonstrations; but
no.
"You are the fellow we want," said
Defarge, in his ear; "you make these fools believe that it will
last for ever. Then, they are the more insolent, and it is the nearer
ended."
"Hey!" cried the mender of roads,
reflectively; "that's true."
"These fools know nothing. While they despise
your breath, and would stop it for ever and ever, in you or in a hundred
like you rather than in one of their own horses or dogs, they only know
what your breath tells them. Let it deceive them, then, a little longer;
it cannot deceive them too much."
Madame Defarge looked superciliously at the
client, and nodded in confirmation.
"As to you," said she, "you would
shout and shed tears for anything, if it made a show and a noise. Say!
Would you not?"
"Truly, madame, I think so. For the
moment."
"If you were shown a great heap of dolls, and
were set upon them to pluck them to pieces and despoil them for your own
advantage, you would pick out the richest and gayest. Say! Would you
not?"
"Truly yes, madame."
"Yes. And if you were shown a flock of birds,
unable to fly, and were set upon them to strip them of their feathers
for your own advantage, you would set upon the birds of the finest
feathers; would you not?"
"It is true, madame."
"You have seen both dolls and birds
to-day," said Madame Defarge, with a wave of her hand towards the
place where they had last been apparent; "now, go home!"
XVI
Still Knitting
Madame Defarge and monsieur her husband returned
amicably to the bosom of Saint Antoine, while a speck in a blue cap
toiled through the darkness, and through the dust, and down the weary
miles of avenue by the wayside, slowly tending towards that point of the
compass where the chateau of Monsieur the Marquis, now in his grave,
listened to the whispering trees. Such ample leisure had the stone
faces, now, for listening to the trees and to the fountain, that the few
village scarecrows who, in their quest for herbs to eat and fragments of
dead stick to burn, strayed within sight of the great stone courtyard
and terrace staircase, had it borne in upon their starved fancy that the
expression of the faces was altered. A rumour just lived in the
village--had a faint and bare existence there, as its people had--that
when the knife struck home, the faces changed, from faces of pride to
faces of anger and pain; also, that when that dangling figure was hauled
up forty feet above the fountain, they changed again, and bore a cruel
look of being avenged, which they would henceforth bear for ever. In the
stone face over the great window of the bed-chamber where the murder was
done, two fine dints were pointed out in the sculptured nose, which
everybody recognised, and which nobody had seen of old; and on the
scarce occasions when two or three ragged peasants emerged from the
crowd to take a hurried peep at Monsieur the Marquis petrified, a skinny
finger would not have pointed to it for a minute, before they all
started away among the moss and leaves, like the more fortunate hares
who could find a living there.
Chateau and hut, stone face and dangling figure,
the red stain on the stone floor, and the pure water in the village
well--thousands of acres of land--a whole province of France--all France
itself--lay under the night sky, concentrated into a faint hair-breadth
line. So does a whole world, with all its greatnesses and littlenesses,
lie in a twinkling star. And as mere human knowledge can split a ray of
light and analyse the manner of its composition, so, sublimer
intelligences may read in the feeble shining of this earth of ours,
every thought and act, every vice and virtue, of every responsible
creature on it.
The Defarges, husband and wife, came lumbering
under the starlight, in their public vehicle, to that gate of Paris
whereunto their journey naturally tended. There was the usual stoppage
at the barrier guardhouse, and the usual lanterns came glancing forth
for the usual examination and inquiry. Monsieur Defarge alighted;
knowing one or two of the soldiery there, and one of the police. The
latter he was intimate with, and affectionately embraced.
When Saint Antoine had again enfolded the Defarges
in his dusky wings, and they, having finally alighted near the Saint's
boundaries, were picking their way on foot through the black mud and
offal of his streets, Madame Defarge spoke to her husband:
"Say then, my friend; what did Jacques of the
police tell thee?"
"Very little to-night, but all he knows.
There is another spy commissioned for our quarter. There may be many
more, for all that he can say, but he knows of one."
"Eh well!" said Madame Defarge, raising
her eyebrows with a cool business air. "It is necessary to register
him. How do they call that man?"
"He is English."
"So much the better. His name?"
"Barsad," said Defarge, making it French
by pronunciation. But, he had been so careful to get it accurately, that
he then spelt it with perfect correctness.
"Barsad," repeated madame. "Good.
Christian name?"
"John."
"John Barsad," repeated madame, after
murmuring it once to herself. "Good. His appearance; is it
known?"
"Age, about forty years; height, about five
feet nine; black hair; complexion dark; generally, rather handsome
visage; eyes dark, face thin, long, and sallow; nose aquiline, but not
straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left cheek;
expression, therefore, sinister."
"Eh my faith. It is a portrait!" said
madame, laughing. "He shall be registered to-morrow."
They turned into the wine-shop, which was closed
(for it was midnight), and where Madame Defarge immediately took her
post at her desk, counted the small moneys that had been taken during
her absence, examined the stock, went through the entries in the book,
made other entries of her own, checked the serving man in every possible
way, and finally dismissed him to bed. Then she turned out the contents
of the bowl of money for the second time, and began knotting them up in
her handkerchief, in a chain of separate knots, for safe keeping through
the night. All this while, Defarge, with his pipe in his mouth, walked
up and down, complacently admiring, but never interfering; in which
condition, indeed, as to the business and his domestic affairs, he
walked up and down through life.
The night was hot, and the shop, close shut and
surrounded by so foul a neighbourhood, was ill-smelling. Monsieur
Defarge's olfactory sense was by no means delicate, but the stock of
wine smelt much stronger than it ever tasted, and so did the stock of
rum and brandy and aniseed. He whiffed the compound of scents away, as
he put down his smoked-out pipe.
"You are fatigued," said madame, raising
her glance as she knotted the money. "There are only the usual
odours."
"I am a little tired," her husband
acknowledged.
"You are a little depressed, too," said
madame, whose quick eyes had never been so intent on the accounts, but
they had had a ray or two for him. "Oh, the men, the men!"
"But my dear!" began Defarge.
"But my dear!" repeated madame, nodding
firmly; "but my dear! You are faint of heart to-night, my
dear!"
"Well, then," said Defarge, as if a
thought were wrung out of his breast, "it _is_ a long time."
"It is a long time," repeated his wife;
"and when is it not a long time? Vengeance and retribution require
a long time; it is the rule."
"It does not take a long time to strike a man
with Lightning," said Defarge.
"How long," demanded madame, composedly,
"does it take to make and store the lightning? Tell me."
Defarge raised his head thoughtfully, as if there
were something in that too.
"It does not take a long time," said
madame, "for an earthquake to swallow a town. Eh well! Tell me how
long it takes to prepare the earthquake?"
"A long time, I suppose," said Defarge.
"But when it is ready, it takes place, and
grinds to pieces everything before it. In the meantime, it is always
preparing, though it is not seen or heard. That is your consolation.
Keep it."
She tied a knot with flashing eyes, as if it
throttled a foe.
"I tell thee," said madame, extending
her right hand, for emphasis, "that although it is a long time on
the road, it is on the road and coming. I tell thee it never retreats,
and never stops. I tell thee it is always advancing. Look around and
consider the lives of all the world that we know, consider the faces of
all the world that we know, consider the rage and discontent to which
the Jacquerie addresses itself with more and more of certainty every
hour. Can such things last? Bah! I mock you."
"My brave wife," returned Defarge,
standing before her with his head a little bent, and his hands clasped
at his back, like a docile and attentive pupil before his catechist,
"I do not question all this. But it has lasted a long time, and it
is possible--you know well, my wife, it is possible--that it may not
come, during our lives."
"Eh well! How then?" demanded madame,
tying another knot, as if there were another enemy strangled.
"Well!" said Defarge, with a half
complaining and half apologetic shrug. "We shall not see the
triumph."
"We shall have helped it," returned
madame, with her extended hand in strong action. "Nothing that we
do, is done in vain. I believe, with all my soul, that we shall see the
triumph. But even if not, even if I knew certainly not, show me the neck
of an aristocrat and tyrant, and still I would--"
Then madame, with her teeth set, tied a very
terrible knot indeed.
"Hold!" cried Defarge, reddening a
little as if he felt charged with cowardice; "I too, my dear, will
stop at nothing."
"Yes! But it is your weakness that you
sometimes need to see your victim and your opportunity, to sustain you.
Sustain yourself without that. When the time comes, let loose a tiger
and a devil; but wait for the time with the tiger and the devil
chained--not shown--yet always ready."
Madame enforced the conclusion of this piece of
advice by striking her little counter with her chain of money as if she
knocked its brains out, and then gathering the heavy handkerchief under
her arm in a serene manner, and observing that it was time to go to bed.
Next noontide saw the admirable woman in her usual
place in the wine-shop, knitting away assiduously. A rose lay beside
her, and if she now and then glanced at the flower, it was with no
infraction of her usual preoccupied air. There were a few customers,
drinking or not drinking, standing or seated, sprinkled about. The day
was very hot, and heaps of flies, who were extending their inquisitive
and adventurous perquisitions into all the glutinous little glasses near
madame, fell dead at the bottom. Their decease made no impression on the
other flies out promenading, who looked at them in the coolest manner
(as if they themselves were elephants, or something as far removed),
until they met the same fate. Curious to consider how heedless flies
are!--perhaps they thought as much at Court that sunny summer day.
A figure entering at the door threw a shadow on
Madame Defarge which she felt to be a new one. She laid down her
knitting, and began to pin her rose in her head-dress, before she looked
at the figure.
It was curious. The moment Madame Defarge took up
the rose, the customers ceased talking, and began gradually to drop out
of the wine-shop.
"Good day, madame," said the new-comer.
"Good day, monsieur."
She said it aloud, but added to herself, as she
resumed her knitting: "Hah! Good day, age about forty, height about
five feet nine, black hair, generally rather handsome visage, complexion
dark, eyes dark, thin, long and sallow face, aquiline nose but not
straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left cheek which
imparts a sinister expression! Good day, one and all!"
"Have the goodness to give me a little glass
of old cognac, and a mouthful of cool fresh water, madame."
Madame complied with a polite air.
"Marvellous cognac this, madame!"
It was the first time it had ever been so
complemented, and Madame Defarge knew enough of its antecedents to know
better. She said, however, that the cognac was flattered, and took up
her knitting. The visitor watched her fingers for a few moments, and
took the opportunity of observing the place in general.
"You knit with great skill, madame."
"I am accustomed to it."
"A pretty pattern too!"
"_You_ think so?" said madame, looking
at him with a smile.
"Decidedly. May one ask what it is for?"
"Pastime," said madame, still looking at
him with a smile while her fingers moved nimbly.
"Not for use?"
"That depends. I may find a use for it one
day. If I do--Well," said madame, drawing a breath and nodding her
head with a stern kind of coquetry, "I'll use it!"
It was remarkable; but, the taste of Saint Antoine
seemed to be decidedly opposed to a rose on the head-dress of Madame
Defarge. Two men had entered separately, and had been about to order
drink, when, catching sight of that novelty, they faltered, made a
pretence of looking about as if for some friend who was not there, and
went away. Nor, of those who had been there when this visitor entered,
was there one left. They had all dropped off. The spy had kept his eyes
open, but had been able to detect no sign. They had lounged away in a
poverty-stricken, purposeless, accidental manner, quite natural and
unimpeachable.
"_John_," thought madame, checking off
her work as her fingers knitted, and her eyes looked at the stranger.
"Stay long enough, and I shall knit `BARSAD' before you go."
"You have a husband, madame?"
"I have."
"Children?"
"No children."
"Business seems bad?"
"Business is very bad; the people are so
poor."
"Ah, the unfortunate, miserable people! So
oppressed, too--as you say."
"As _you_ say," madame retorted,
correcting him, and deftly knitting an extra something into his name
that boded him no good.
"Pardon me; certainly it was I who said so,
but you naturally think so. Of course."
"_I_ think?" returned madame, in a high
voice. "I and my husband have enough to do to keep this wine-shop
open, without thinking. All we think, here, is how to live. That is the
subject _we_ think of, and it gives us, from morning to night, enough to
think about, without embarrassing our heads concerning others. _I_ think
for others? No, no."
The spy, who was there to pick up any crumbs he
could find or make, did not allow his baffled state to express itself in
his sinister face; but, stood with an air of gossiping gallantry,
leaning his elbow on Madame Defarge's little counter, and occasionally
sipping his cognac.
"A bad business this, madame, of Gaspard's
execution. Ah! the poor Gaspard!" With a sigh of great compassion.
"My faith!" returned madame, coolly and
lightly, "if people use knives for such purposes, they have to pay
for it. He knew beforehand what the price of his luxury was; he has paid
the price."
"I believe," said the spy, dropping his
soft voice to a tone that invited confidence, and expressing an injured
revolutionary susceptibility in every muscle of his wicked face: "I
believe there is much compassion and anger in this neighbourhood,
touching the poor fellow? Between ourselves."
"Is there?" asked madame, vacantly.
"Is there not?"
"--Here is my husband!" said Madame
Defarge.
As the keeper of the wine-shop entered at the
door, the spy saluted him by touching his hat, and saying, with an
engaging smile, "Good day, Jacques!" Defarge stopped short,
and stared at him.
"Good day, Jacques!" the spy repeated;
with not quite so much confidence, or quite so easy a smile under the
stare.
"You deceive yourself, monsieur,"
returned the keeper of the wine-shop. "You mistake me for another.
That is not my name. I am Ernest Defarge."
"It is all the same," said the spy,
airily, but discomfited too: "good day!"
"Good day!" answered Defarge, drily.
"I was saying to madame, with whom I had the
pleasure of chatting when you entered, that they tell me there is--and
no wonder!--much sympathy and anger in Saint Antoine, touching the
unhappy fate of poor Gaspard."
"No one has told me so," said Defarge,
shaking his head. "I know nothing of it."
Having said it, he passed behind the little
counter, and stood with his hand on the back of his wife's chair,
looking over that barrier at the person to whom they were both opposed,
and whom either of them would have shot with the greatest satisfaction.
The spy, well used to his business, did not change
his unconscious attitude, but drained his little glass of cognac, took a
sip of fresh water, and asked for another glass of cognac. Madame
Defarge poured it out for him, took to her knitting again, and hummed a
little song over it.
"You seem to know this quarter well; that is
to say, better than I do?" observed Defarge.
"Not at all, but I hope to know it better. I
am so profoundly interested in its miserable inhabitants."
"Hah!" muttered Defarge.
"The pleasure of conversing with you,
Monsieur Defarge, recalls to me," pursued the spy, "that I
have the honour of cherishing some interesting associations with your
name."
"Indeed!" said Defarge, with much
indifference.
"Yes, indeed. When Doctor Manette was
released, you, his old domestic, had the charge of him, I know. He was
delivered to you. You see I am informed of the circumstances?"
"Such is the fact, certainly," said
Defarge. He had had it conveyed to him, in an accidental touch of his
wife's elbow as she knitted and warbled, that he would do best to
answer, but always with brevity.
"It was to you," said the spy,
"that his daughter came; and it was from your care that his
daughter took him, accompanied by a neat brown monsieur; how is he
called?--in a little wig--Lorry--of the bank of Tellson and
Company--over to England."
"Such is the fact," repeated Defarge.
"Very interesting remembrances!" said
the spy. "I have known Doctor Manette and his daughter, in
England."
"Yes?" said Defarge.
"You don't hear much about them now?"
said the spy.
"No," said Defarge.
"In effect," madame struck in, looking
up from her work and her little song, "we never hear about them. We
received the news of their safe arrival, and perhaps another letter, or
perhaps two; but, since then, they have gradually taken their road in
life--we, ours--and we have held no correspondence."
"Perfectly so, madame," replied the spy.
"She is going to be married."
"Going?" echoed madame. "She was
pretty enough to have been married long ago. You English are cold, it
seems to me."
"Oh! You know I am English."
"I perceive your tongue is," returned
madame; "and what the tongue is, I suppose the man is."
He did not take the identification as a
compliment; but he made the best of it, and turned it off with a laugh.
After sipping his cognac to the end, he added:
"Yes, Miss Manette is going to be married.
But not to an Englishman; to one who, like herself, is French by birth.
And speaking of Gaspard (ah, poor Gaspard! It was cruel, cruel!), it is
a curious thing that she is going to marry the nephew of Monsieur the
Marquis, for whom Gaspard was exalted to that height of so many feet; in
other words, the present Marquis. But he lives unknown in England, he is
no Marquis there; he is Mr. Charles Darnay. D'Aulnais is the name of his
mother's family."
Madame Defarge knitted steadily, but the
intelligence had a palpable effect upon her husband. Do what he would,
behind the little counter, as to the striking of a light and the
lighting of his pipe, he was troubled, and his hand was not trustworthy.
The spy would have been no spy if he had failed to see it, or to record
it in his mind.
Having made, at least, this one hit, whatever it
might prove to be worth, and no customers coming in to help him to any
other, Mr. Barsad paid for what he had drunk, and took his leave: taking
occasion to say, in a genteel manner, before he departed, that he looked
forward to the pleasure of seeing Monsieur and Madame Defarge again. For
some minutes after he had emerged into the outer presence of Saint
Antoine, the husband and wife remained exactly as he had left them, lest
he should come back.
"Can it be true," said Defarge, in a low
voice, looking down at his wife as he stood smoking with his hand on the
back of her chair: "what he has said of Ma'amselle Manette?"
"As he has said it," returned madame,
lifting her eyebrows a little, "it is probably false. But it may be
true."
"If it is--" Defarge began, and stopped.
"If it is?" repeated his wife.
"--And if it does come, while we live to see
it triumph--I hope, for her sake, Destiny will keep her husband out of
France."
"Her husband's destiny," said Madame
Defarge, with her usual composure, "will take him where he is to
go, and will lead him to the end that is to end him. That is all I
know."
"But it is very strange--now, at least, is it
not very strange"--said Defarge, rather pleading with his wife to
induce her to admit it, "that, after all our sympathy for Monsieur
her father, and herself, her husband's name should be proscribed under
your hand at this moment, by the side of that infernal dog's who has
just left us?"
"Stranger things than that will happen when
it does come," answered madame. "I have them both here, of a
certainty; and they are both here for their merits; that is
enough."
She rolled up her knitting when she had said those
words, and presently took the rose out of the handkerchief that was
wound about her head. Either Saint Antoine had an instinctive sense that
the objectionable decoration was gone, or Saint Antoine was on the watch
for its disappearance; howbeit, the Saint took courage to lounge in,
very shortly afterwards, and the wine-shop recovered its habitual
aspect.
In the evening, at which season of all others
Saint Antoine turned himself inside out, and sat on door-steps and
window-ledges, and came to the corners of vile streets and courts, for a
breath of air, Madame Defarge with her work in her hand was accustomed
to pass from place to place and from group to group: a Missionary--there
were many like her--such as the world will do well never to breed again.
All the women knitted. They knitted worthless things; but, the
mechanical work was a mechanical substitute for eating and drinking; the
hands moved for the jaws and the digestive apparatus: if the bony
fingers had been still, the stomachs would have been more
famine-pinched.
But, as the fingers went, the eyes went, and the
thoughts. And as Madame Defarge moved on from group to group, all three
went quicker and fiercer among every little knot of women that she had
spoken with, and left behind.
Her husband smoked at his door, looking after her
with admiration. "A great woman," said he, "a strong
woman, a grand woman, a frightfully grand woman!"
Darkness closed around, and then came the ringing
of church bells and the distant beating of the military drums in the
Palace Courtyard, as the women sat knitting, knitting. Darkness
encompassed them. Another darkness was closing in as surely, when the
church bells, then ringing pleasantly in many an airy steeple over
France, should be melted into thundering cannon; when the military drums
should be beating to drown a wretched voice, that night all potent as
the voice of Power and Plenty, Freedom and Life. So much was closing in
about the women who sat knitting, knitting, that they their very selves
were closing in around a structure yet unbuilt, where they were to sit
knitting, knitting, counting dropping heads.
XVII
One Night
Never did the sun go down with a brighter glory on
the quiet corner in Soho, than one memorable evening when the Doctor and
his daughter sat under the plane-tree together. Never did the moon rise
with a milder radiance over great London, than on that night when it
found them still seated under the tree, and shone upon their faces
through its leaves.
Lucie was to be married to-morrow. She had
reserved this last evening for her father, and they sat alone under the
plane-tree.
"You are happy, my dear father?"
"Quite, my child."
They had said little, though they had been there a
long time. When it was yet light enough to work and read, she had
neither engaged herself in her usual work, nor had she read to him. She
had employed herself in both ways, at his side under the tree, many and
many a time; but, this time was not quite like any other, and nothing
could make it so.
"And I am very happy to-night, |