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CONTENTS
Book the First--Recalled to Life
Chapter I The Period
Chapter II The Mail
Chapter
III The Night Shadows
Chapter IV The Preparation
Chapter V The Wine-shop
Chapter VI The Shoemaker
Book the Second--the Golden Thread
Chapter I Five Years Later
Chapter II A Sight
Chapter III A Disappointment
Chapter IV Congratulatory
Chapter V The
Jackal
Chapter VI Hundreds of People
Chapter VII Monseigneur in Town
Chapter VIII Monseigneur in the Country
Chapter IX The Gorgon's Head
Chapter X Two Promises
Chapter XI A Companion Picture
Chapter XII The
Fellow of Delicacy
Chapter XIII The Fellow of no Delicacy
Chapter XIV
The Honest Tradesman
Chapter XV Knitting
Chapter XVI Still Knitting
Chapter XVII One Night
Chapter XVIII Nine Days
Chapter XIX An Opinion
Chapter XX A Plea
Chapter XXI Echoing Footsteps
Chapter XXII The Sea
Still Rises
Chapter XXIII Fire Rises
Chapter XXIV Drawn to the Loadstone
Rock
Book the Third--the Track of a Storm
Chapter I In Secret
Chapter II The Grindstone
Chapter III The Shadow
Chapter IV Calm in Storm
Chapter V The
Wood-sawyer
Chapter VI Triumph
Chapter VII A Knock at the Door
Chapter
VIII A Hand at Cards
Chapter IX The Game Made
Chapter X The Substance of
the Shadow
Chapter XI Dusk
Chapter XII Darkness
Chapter XIII Fifty-two
Chapter XIV The Knitting Done
Chapter XV The Footsteps Die Out For Ever
Book the First--Recalled to Life
I
The Period
It was the best of times, it was the worst of
times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was
the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season
of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it
was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing
before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct
the other way--in short, the period was so far like the present period,
that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received,
for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.
There were a king with a large jaw and a queen
with a plain face, on the throne of England; there were a king with a
large jaw and a queen with a fair face, on the throne of France. In both
countries it was clearer than crystal to the lords of the State
preserves of loaves and fishes, that things in general were settled for
ever.
It was the year of Our Lord one thousand seven
hundred and seventy-five. Spiritual revelations were conceded to England
at that favoured period, as at this. Mrs. Southcott had recently
attained her five-and-twentieth blessed birthday, of whom a prophetic
private in the Life Guards had heralded the sublime appearance by
announcing that arrangements were made for the swallowing up of London
and Westminster. Even the Cock-lane ghost had been laid only a round
dozen of years, after rapping out its messages, as the spirits of this
very year last past (supernaturally deficient in originality) rapped out
theirs. Mere messages in the earthly order of events had lately come to
the English Crown and People, from a congress of British subjects in
America: which, strange to relate, have proved more important to the
human race than any communications yet received through any of the
chickens of the Cock-lane brood.
France, less favoured on the whole as to matters
spiritual than her sister of the shield and trident, rolled with
exceeding smoothness down hill, making paper money and spending it.
Under the guidance of her Christian pastors, she entertained herself,
besides, with such humane achievements as sentencing a youth to have his
hands cut off, his tongue torn out with pincers, and his body burned
alive, because he had not kneeled down in the rain to do honour to a
dirty procession of monks which passed within his view, at a distance of
some fifty or sixty yards. It is likely enough that, rooted in the woods
of France and Norway, there were growing trees, when that sufferer was
put to death, already marked by the Woodman, Fate, to come down and be
sawn into boards, to make a certain movable framework with a sack and a
knife in it, terrible in history. It is likely enough that in the rough
outhouses of some tillers of the heavy lands adjacent to Paris, there
were sheltered from the weather that very day, rude carts, bespattered
with rustic mire, snuffed about by pigs, and roosted in by poultry,
which the Farmer, Death, had already set apart to be his tumbrils of the
Revolution. But that Woodman and that Farmer, though they work
unceasingly, work silently, and no one heard them as they went about
with muffled tread: the rather, forasmuch as to entertain any suspicion
that they were awake, was to be atheistical and traitorous.
In England, there was scarcely an amount of order
and protection to justify much national boasting. Daring burglaries by
armed men, and highway robberies, took place in the capital itself every
night; families were publicly cautioned not to go out of town without
removing their furniture to upholsterers' warehouses for security; the
highwayman in the dark was a City tradesman in the light, and, being
recognised and challenged by his fellow- tradesman whom he stopped in
his character of "the Captain," gallantly shot him through the
head and rode away; the mail was waylaid by seven robbers, and the guard
shot three dead, and then got shot dead himself by the other four,
"in consequence of the failure of his ammunition:" after which
the mail was robbed in peace; that magnificent potentate, the Lord Mayor
of London, was made to stand and deliver on Turnham Green, by one
highwayman, who despoiled the illustrious creature in sight of all his
retinue; prisoners in London gaols fought battles with their turnkeys,
and the majesty of the law fired blunderbusses in among them, loaded
with rounds of shot and ball; thieves snipped off diamond crosses from
the necks of noble lords at Court drawing-rooms; musketeers went into
St. Giles's, to search for contraband goods, and the mob fired on the
musketeers, and the musketeers fired on the mob, and nobody thought any
of these occurrences much out of the common way. In the midst of them,
the hangman, ever busy and ever worse than useless, was in constant
requisition; now, stringing up long rows of miscellaneous criminals;
now, hanging a housebreaker on Saturday who had been taken on Tuesday;
now, burning people in the hand at Newgate by the dozen, and now burning
pamphlets at the door of Westminster Hall; to-day, taking the life of an
atrocious murderer, and to-morrow of a wretched pilferer who had robbed
a farmer's boy of sixpence.
All these things, and a thousand like them, came
to pass in and close upon the dear old year one thousand seven hundred
and seventy-five. Environed by them, while the Woodman and the Farmer
worked unheeded, those two of the large jaws, and those other two of the
plain and the fair faces, trod with stir enough, and carried their
divine rights with a high hand. Thus did the year one thousand seven
hundred and seventy-five conduct their Greatnesses, and myriads of small
creatures--the creatures of this chronicle among the rest--along the
roads that lay before them.
II
The Mail
It was the Dover road that lay, on a Friday night
late in November, before the first of the persons with whom this history
has business. The Dover road lay, as to him, beyond the Dover mail, as
it lumbered up Shooter's Hill. He walked up hill in the mire by the side
of the mail, as the rest of the passengers did; not because they had the
least relish for walking exercise, under the circumstances, but because
the hill, and the harness, and the mud, and the mail, were all so heavy,
that the horses had three times already come to a stop, besides once
drawing the coach across the road, with the mutinous intent of taking it
back to Blackheath. Reins and whip and coachman and guard, however, in
combination, had read that article of war which forbade a purpose
otherwise strongly in favour of the argument, that some brute animals
are endued with Reason; and the team had capitulated and returned to
their duty.
With drooping heads and tremulous tails, they
mashed their way through the thick mud, floundering and stumbling
between whiles, as if they were falling to pieces at the larger joints.
As often as the driver rested them and brought them to a stand, with a
wary "Wo-ho! so-ho-then!" the near leader violently shook his
head and everything upon it--like an unusually emphatic horse, denying
that the coach could be got up the hill. Whenever the leader made this
rattle, the passenger started, as a nervous passenger might, and was
disturbed in mind.
There was a steaming mist in all the hollows, and
it had roamed in its forlornness up the hill, like an evil spirit,
seeking rest and finding none. A clammy and intensely cold mist, it made
its slow way through the air in ripples that visibly followed and
overspread one another, as the waves of an unwholesome sea might do. It
was dense enough to shut out everything from the light of the
coach-lamps but these its own workings, and a few yards of road; and the
reek of the labouring horses steamed into it, as if they had made it
all.
Two other passengers, besides the one, were
plodding up the hill by the side of the mail. All three were wrapped to
the cheekbones and over the ears, and wore jack-boots. Not one of the
three could have said, from anything he saw, what either of the other
two was like; and each was hidden under almost as many wrappers from the
eyes of the mind, as from the eyes of the body, of his two companions.
In those days, travellers were very shy of being confidential on a short
notice, for anybody on the road might be a robber or in league with
robbers. As to the latter, when every posting-house and ale-house could
produce somebody in "the Captain's" pay, ranging from the
landlord to the lowest stable non-descript, it was the likeliest thing
upon the cards. So the guard of the Dover mail thought to himself, that
Friday night in November, one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five,
lumbering up Shooter's Hill, as he stood on his own particular perch
behind the mail, beating his feet, and keeping an eye and a hand on the
arm-chest before him, where a loaded blunderbuss lay at the top of six
or eight loaded horse-pistols, deposited on a substratum of cutlass.
The Dover mail was in its usual genial position
that the guard suspected the passengers, the passengers suspected one
another and the guard, they all suspected everybody else, and the
coachman was sure of nothing but the horses; as to which cattle he could
with a clear conscience have taken his oath on the two Testaments that
they were not fit for the journey.
"Wo-ho!" said the coachman. "So,
then! One more pull and you're at the top and be damned to you, for I
have had trouble enough to get you to it!--Joe!"
"Halloa!" the guard replied.
"What o'clock do you make it, Joe?"
"Ten minutes, good, past eleven."
"My blood!" ejaculated the vexed
coachman, "and not atop of Shooter's yet! Tst! Yah! Get on with
you!"
The emphatic horse, cut short by the whip in a
most decided negative, made a decided scramble for it, and the three
other horses followed suit. Once more, the Dover mail struggled on, with
the jack-boots of its passengers squashing along by its side. They had
stopped when the coach stopped, and they kept close company with it. If
any one of the three had had the hardihood to propose to another to walk
on a little ahead into the mist and darkness, he would have put himself
in a fair way of getting shot instantly as a highwayman.
The last burst carried the mail to the summit of
the hill. The horses stopped to breathe again, and the guard got down to
skid the wheel for the descent, and open the coach-door to let the
passengers in.
"Tst! Joe!" cried the coachman in a
warning voice, looking down from his box.
"What do you say, Tom?"
They both listened.
"I say a horse at a canter coming up,
Joe."
"_I_ say a horse at a gallop, Tom,"
returned the guard, leaving his hold of the door, and mounting nimbly to
his place. "Gentlemen! In the king's name, all of you!"
With this hurried adjuration, he cocked his
blunderbuss, and stood on the offensive.
The passenger booked by this history, was on the
coach-step, getting in; the two other passengers were close behind him,
and about to follow. He remained on the step, half in the coach and half
out of; they remained in the road below him. They all looked from the
coachman to the guard, and from the guard to the coachman, and listened.
The coachman looked back and the guard looked back, and even the
emphatic leader pricked up his ears and looked back, without
contradicting.
The stillness consequent on the cessation of the
rumbling and labouring of the coach, added to the stillness of the
night, made it very quiet indeed. The panting of the horses communicated
a tremulous motion to the coach, as if it were in a state of agitation.
The hearts of the passengers beat loud enough perhaps to be heard; but
at any rate, the quiet pause was audibly expressive of people out of
breath, and holding the breath, and having the pulses quickened by
expectation.
The sound of a horse at a gallop came fast and
furiously up the hill.
"So-ho!" the guard sang out, as loud as
he could roar. "Yo there! Stand! I shall fire!"
The pace was suddenly checked, and, with much
splashing and floundering, a man's voice called from the mist, "Is
that the Dover mail?"
"Never you mind what it is!" the guard
retorted. "What are you?"
"_Is_ that the Dover mail?"
"Why do you want to know?"
"I want a passenger, if it is."
"What passenger?"
"Mr. Jarvis Lorry."
Our booked passenger showed in a moment that it
was his name. The guard, the coachman, and the two other passengers eyed
him distrustfully.
"Keep where you are," the guard called
to the voice in the mist, "because, if I should make a mistake, it
could never be set right in your lifetime. Gentleman of the name of
Lorry answer straight."
"What is the matter?" asked the
passenger, then, with mildly quavering speech. "Who wants me? Is it
Jerry?"
("I don't like Jerry's voice, if it is
Jerry," growled the guard to himself. "He's hoarser than suits
me, is Jerry.")
"Yes, Mr. Lorry."
"What is the matter?"
"A despatch sent after you from over yonder.
T. and Co."
"I know this messenger, guard," said Mr.
Lorry, getting down into the road--assisted from behind more swiftly
than politely by the other two passengers, who immediately scrambled
into the coach, shut the door, and pulled up the window. "He may
come close; there's nothing wrong."
"I hope there ain't, but I can't make so
'Nation sure of that," said the guard, in gruff soliloquy.
"Hallo you!"
"Well! And hallo you!" said Jerry, more
hoarsely than before.
"Come on at a footpace! d'ye mind me? And if
you've got holsters to that saddle o' yourn, don't let me see your hand
go nigh 'em. For I'm a devil at a quick mistake, and when I make one it
takes the form of Lead. So now let's look at you."
The figures of a horse and rider came slowly
through the eddying mist, and came to the side of the mail, where the
passenger stood. The rider stooped, and, casting up his eyes at the
guard, handed the passenger a small folded paper. The rider's horse was
blown, and both horse and rider were covered with mud, from the hoofs of
the horse to the hat of the man.
"Guard!" said the passenger, in a tone
of quiet business confidence.
The watchful guard, with his right hand at the
stock of his raised blunderbuss, his left at the barrel, and his eye on
the horseman, answered curtly, "Sir."
"There is nothing to apprehend. I belong to
Tellson's Bank. You must know Tellson's Bank in London. I am going to
Paris on business. A crown to drink. I may read this?"
"If so be as you're quick, sir."
He opened it in the light of the coach-lamp on
that side, and read--first to himself and then aloud: "`Wait at
Dover for Mam'selle.' It's not long, you see, guard. Jerry, say that my
answer was, RECALLED TO LIFE."
Jerry started in his saddle. "That's a
Blazing strange answer, too," said he, at his hoarsest.
"Take that message back, and they will know
that I received this, as well as if I wrote. Make the best of your way.
Good night."
With those words the passenger opened the
coach-door and got in; not at all assisted by his fellow-passengers, who
had expeditiously secreted their watches and purses in their boots, and
were now making a general pretence of being asleep. With no more
definite purpose than to escape the hazard of originating any other kind
of action.
The coach lumbered on again, with heavier wreaths
of mist closing round it as it began the descent. The guard soon
replaced his blunderbuss in his arm-chest, and, having looked to the
rest of its contents, and having looked to the supplementary pistols
that he wore in his belt, looked to a smaller chest beneath his seat, in
which there were a few smith's tools, a couple of torches, and a
tinder-box. For he was furnished with that completeness that if the
coach-lamps had been blown and stormed out, which did occasionally
happen, he had only to shut himself up inside, keep the flint and steel
sparks well off the straw, and get a light with tolerable safety and
ease (if he were lucky) in five minutes.
"Tom!" softly over the coach roof.
"Hallo, Joe."
"Did you hear the message?"
"I did, Joe."
"What did you make of it, Tom?"
"Nothing at all, Joe."
"That's a coincidence, too," the guard
mused, "for I made the same of it myself."
Jerry, left alone in the mist and darkness,
dismounted meanwhile, not only to ease his spent horse, but to wipe the
mud from his face, and shake the wet out of his hat-brim, which might be
capable of holding about half a gallon. After standing with the bridle
over his heavily-splashed arm, until the wheels of the mail were no
longer within hearing and the night was quite still again, he turned to
walk down the hill.
"After that there gallop from Temple Bar, old
lady, I won't trust your fore-legs till I get you on the level,"
said this hoarse messenger, glancing at his mare. "`Recalled to
life.' That's a Blazing strange message. Much of that wouldn't do for
you, Jerry! I say, Jerry! You'd be in a Blazing bad way, if recalling to
life was to come into fashion, Jerry!"
III
The Night Shadows
A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human
creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every
other. A solemn consideration, when I enter a great city by night, that
every one of those darkly clustered houses encloses its own secret; that
every room in every one of them encloses its own secret; that every
beating heart in the hundreds of thousands of breasts there, is, in some
of its imaginings, a secret to the heart nearest it! Something of the
awfulness, even of Death itself, is referable to this. No more can I
turn the leaves of this dear book that I loved, and vainly hope in time
to read it all. No more can I look into the depths of this unfathomable
water, wherein, as momentary lights glanced into it, I have had glimpses
of buried treasure and other things submerged. It was appointed that the
book should shut with a spring, for ever and for ever, when I had read
but a page. It was appointed that the water should be locked in an
eternal frost, when the light was playing on its surface, and I stood in
ignorance on the shore. My friend is dead, my neighbour is dead, my
love, the darling of my soul, is dead; it is the inexorable
consolidation and perpetuation of the secret that was always in that
individuality, and which I shall carry in mine to my life's end. In any
of the burial-places of this city through which I pass, is there a
sleeper more inscrutable than its busy inhabitants are, in their
innermost personality, to me, or than I am to them?
As to this, his natural and not to be alienated
inheritance, the messenger on horseback had exactly the same possessions
as the King, the first Minister of State, or the richest merchant in
London. So with the three passengers shut up in the narrow compass of
one lumbering old mail coach; they were mysteries to one another, as
complete as if each had been in his own coach and six, or his own coach
and sixty, with the breadth of a county between him and the next.
The messenger rode back at an easy trot, stopping
pretty often at ale-houses by the way to drink, but evincing a tendency
to keep his own counsel, and to keep his hat cocked over his eyes. He
had eyes that assorted very well with that decoration, being of a
surface black, with no depth in the colour or form, and much too near
together--as if they were afraid of being found out in something,
singly, if they kept too far apart. They had a sinister expression,
under an old cocked-hat like a three-cornered spittoon, and over a great
muffler for the chin and throat, which descended nearly to the wearer's
knees. When he stopped for drink, he moved this muffler with his left
hand, only while he poured his liquor in with his right; as soon as that
was done, he muffled again.
"No, Jerry, no!" said the messenger,
harping on one theme as he rode. "It wouldn't do for you, Jerry.
Jerry, you honest tradesman, it wouldn't suit _your_ line of business!
Recalled--! Bust me if I don't think he'd been a drinking!"
His message perplexed his mind to that degree that
he was fain, several times, to take off his hat to scratch his head.
Except on the crown, which was raggedly bald, he had stiff, black hair,
standing jaggedly all over it, and growing down hill almost to his
broad, blunt nose. It was so like Smith's work, so much more like the
top of a strongly spiked wall than a head of hair, that the best of
players at leap-frog might have declined him, as the most dangerous man
in the world to go over.
While he trotted back with the message he was to
deliver to the night watchman in his box at the door of Tellson's Bank,
by Temple Bar, who was to deliver it to greater authorities within, the
shadows of the night took such shapes to him as arose out of the
message, and took such shapes to the mare as arose out of _her_ private
topics of uneasiness. They seemed to be numerous, for she shied at every
shadow on the road.
What time, the mail-coach lumbered, jolted,
rattled, and bumped upon its tedious way, with its three fellow-inscrutables
inside. To whom, likewise, the shadows of the night revealed themselves,
in the forms their dozing eyes and wandering thoughts suggested.
Tellson's Bank had a run upon it in the mail. As
the bank passenger-- with an arm drawn through the leathern strap, which
did what lay in it to keep him from pounding against the next passenger,
and driving him into his corner, whenever the coach got a special
jolt--nodded in his place, with half-shut eyes, the little
coach-windows, and the coach-lamp dimly gleaming through them, and the
bulky bundle of opposite passenger, became the bank, and did a great
stroke of business. The rattle of the harness was the chink of money,
and more drafts were honoured in five minutes than even Tellson's, with
all its foreign and home connection, ever paid in thrice the time. Then
the strong-rooms underground, at Tellson's, with such of their valuable
stores and secrets as were known to the passenger (and it was not a
little that he knew about them), opened before him, and he went in among
them with the great keys and the feebly-burning candle, and found them
safe, and strong, and sound, and still, just as he had last seen them.
But, though the bank was almost always with him,
and though the coach (in a confused way, like the presence of pain under
an opiate) was always with him, there was another current of impression
that never ceased to run, all through the night. He was on his way to
dig some one out of a grave.
Now, which of the multitude of faces that showed
themselves before him was the true face of the buried person, the
shadows of the night did not indicate; but they were all the faces of a
man of five-and- forty by years, and they differed principally in the
passions they expressed, and in the ghastliness of their worn and wasted
state. Pride, contempt, defiance, stubbornness, submission, lamentation,
succeeded one another; so did varieties of sunken cheek, cadaverous
colour, emaciated hands and figures. But the face was in the main one
face, and every head was prematurely white. A hundred times the dozing
passenger inquired of this spectre:
"Buried how long?"
The answer was always the same: "Almost
eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being dug
out?"
"Long ago."
"You know that you are recalled to
life?"
"They tell me so."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
"Shall I show her to you? Will you come and
see her?"
The answers to this question were various and
contradictory. Sometimes the broken reply was, "Wait! It would kill
me if I saw her too soon." Sometimes, it was given in a tender rain
of tears, and then it was, "Take me to her." Sometimes it was
staring and bewildered, and then it was, "I don't know her. I don't
understand."
After such imaginary discourse, the passenger in
his fancy would dig, and dig, dig--now with a spade, now with a great
key, now with his hands--to dig this wretched creature out. Got out at
last, with earth hanging about his face and hair, he would suddenly fan
away to dust. The passenger would then start to himself, and lower the
window, to get the reality of mist and rain on his cheek.
Yet even when his eyes were opened on the mist and
rain, on the moving patch of light from the lamps, and the hedge at the
roadside retreating by jerks, the night shadows outside the coach would
fall into the train of the night shadows within. The real Banking-house
by Temple Bar, the real business of the past day, the real strong rooms,
the real express sent after him, and the real message returned, would
all be there. Out of the midst of them, the ghostly face would rise, and
he would accost it again.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
Dig--dig--dig--until an impatient movement from
one of the two passengers would admonish him to pull up the window, draw
his arm securely through the leathern strap, and speculate upon the two
slumbering forms, until his mind lost its hold of them, and they again
slid away into the bank and the grave.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being dug
out?"
"Long ago."
The words were still in his hearing as just
spoken--distinctly in his hearing as ever spoken words had been in his
life--when the weary passenger started to the consciousness of daylight,
and found that the shadows of the night were gone.
He lowered the window, and looked out at the
rising sun. There was a ridge of ploughed land, with a plough upon it
where it had been left last night when the horses were unyoked; beyond,
a quiet coppice-wood, in which many leaves of burning red and golden
yellow still remained upon the trees. Though the earth was cold and wet,
the sky was clear, and the sun rose bright, placid, and beautiful.
"Eighteen years!" said the passenger,
looking at the sun. "Gracious Creator of day! To be buried alive
for eighteen years!"
IV
The Preparation
When the mail got successfully to Dover, in the
course of the forenoon, the head drawer at the Royal George Hotel opened
the coach-door as his custom was. He did it with some flourish of
ceremony, for a mail journey from London in winter was an achievement to
congratulate an adventurous traveller upon.
By that time, there was only one adventurous
traveller left be congratulated: for the two others had been set down at
their respective roadside destinations. The mildewy inside of the coach,
with its damp and dirty straw, its disagreeable smell, and its
obscurity, was rather like a larger dog-kennel. Mr. Lorry, the
passenger, shaking himself out of it in chains of straw, a tangle of
shaggy wrapper, flapping hat, and muddy legs, was rather like a larger
sort of dog.
"There will be a packet to Calais, tomorrow,
drawer?"
"Yes, sir, if the weather holds and the wind
sets tolerable fair. The tide will serve pretty nicely at about two in
the afternoon, sir. Bed, sir?"
"I shall not go to bed till night; but I want
a bedroom, and a barber."
"And then breakfast, sir? Yes, sir. That way,
sir, if you please. Show Concord! Gentleman's valise and hot water to
Concord. Pull off gentleman's boots in Concord. (You will find a fine
sea-coal fire, sir.) Fetch barber to Concord. Stir about there, now, for
Concord!"
The Concord bed-chamber being always assigned to a
passenger by the mail, and passengers by the mail being always heavily
wrapped up from head to foot, the room had the odd interest for the
establishment of the Royal George, that although but one kind of man was
seen to go into it, all kinds and varieties of men came out of it.
Consequently, another drawer, and two porters, and several maids and the
landlady, were all loitering by accident at various points of the road
between the Concord and the coffee-room, when a gentleman of sixty,
formally dressed in a brown suit of clothes, pretty well worn, but very
well kept, with large square cuffs and large flaps to the pockets,
passed along on his way to his breakfast.
The coffee-room had no other occupant, that
forenoon, than the gentleman in brown. His breakfast-table was drawn
before the fire, and as he sat, with its light shining on him, waiting
for the meal, he sat so still, that he might have been sitting for his
portrait.
Very orderly and methodical he looked, with a hand
on each knee, and a loud watch ticking a sonorous sermon under his
flapped waist-coat, as though it pitted its gravity and longevity
against the levity and evanescence of the brisk fire. He had a good leg,
and was a little vain of it, for his brown stockings fitted sleek and
close, and were of a fine texture; his shoes and buckles, too, though
plain, were trim. He wore an odd little sleek crisp flaxen wig, setting
very close to his head: which wig, it is to be presumed, was made of
hair, but which looked far more as though it were spun from filaments of
silk or glass. His linen, though not of a fineness in accordance with
his stockings, was as white as the tops of the waves that broke upon the
neighbouring beach, or the specks of sail that glinted in the sunlight
far at sea. A face habitually suppressed and quieted, was still lighted
up under the quaint wig by a pair of moist bright eyes that it must have
cost their owner, in years gone by, some pains to drill to the composed
and reserved expression of Tellson's Bank. He had a healthy colour in
his cheeks, and his face, though lined, bore few traces of anxiety. But,
perhaps the confidential bachelor clerks in Tellson's Bank were
principally occupied with the cares of other people; and perhaps
second-hand cares, like second-hand clothes, come easily off and on.
Completing his resemblance to a man who was
sitting for his portrait, Mr. Lorry dropped off to sleep. The arrival of
his breakfast roused him, and he said to the drawer, as he moved his
chair to it:
"I wish accommodation prepared for a young
lady who may come here at any time to-day. She may ask for Mr. Jarvis
Lorry, or she may only ask for a gentleman from Tellson's Bank. Please
to let me know."
"Yes, sir. Tellson's Bank in London,
sir?"
"Yes."
"Yes, sir. We have oftentimes the honour to
entertain your gentlemen in their travelling backwards and forwards
betwixt London and Paris, sir. A vast deal of travelling, sir, in
Tellson and Company's House."
"Yes. We are quite a French House, as well as
an English one."
"Yes, sir. Not much in the habit of such
travelling yourself, I think, sir?"
"Not of late years. It is fifteen years since
we--since I--came last from France."
"Indeed, sir? That was before my time here,
sir. Before our people's time here, sir. The George was in other hands
at that time, sir."
"I believe so."
"But I would hold a pretty wager, sir, that a
House like Tellson and Company was flourishing, a matter of fifty, not
to speak of fifteen years ago?"
"You might treble that, and say a hundred and
fifty, yet not be far from the truth."
"Indeed, sir!"
Rounding his mouth and both his eyes, as he
stepped backward from the table, the waiter shifted his napkin from his
right arm to his left, dropped into a comfortable attitude, and stood
surveying the guest while he ate and drank, as from an observatory or
watchtower. According to the immemorial usage of waiters in all ages.
When Mr. Lorry had finished his breakfast, he went
out for a stroll on the beach. The little narrow, crooked town of Dover
hid itself away from the beach, and ran its head into the chalk cliffs,
like a marine ostrich. The beach was a desert of heaps of sea and stones
tumbling wildly about, and the sea did what it liked, and what it liked
was destruction. It thundered at the town, and thundered at the cliffs,
and brought the coast down, madly. The air among the houses was of so
strong a piscatory flavour that one might have supposed sick fish went
up to be dipped in it, as sick people went down to be dipped in the sea.
A little fishing was done in the port, and a quantity of strolling about
by night, and looking seaward: particularly at those times when the tide
made, and was near flood. Small tradesmen, who did no business whatever,
sometimes unaccountably realised large fortunes, and it was remarkable
that nobody in the neighbourhood could endure a lamplighter.
As the day declined into the afternoon, and the
air, which had been at intervals clear enough to allow the French coast
to be seen, became again charged with mist and vapour, Mr. Lorry's
thoughts seemed to cloud too. When it was dark, and he sat before the
coffee-room fire, awaiting his dinner as he had awaited his breakfast,
his mind was busily digging, digging, digging, in the live red coals.
A bottle of good claret after dinner does a digger
in the red coals no harm, otherwise than as it has a tendency to throw
him out of work. Mr. Lorry had been idle a long time, and had just
poured out his last glassful of wine with as complete an appearance of
satisfaction as is ever to be found in an elderly gentleman of a fresh
complexion who has got to the end of a bottle, when a rattling of wheels
came up the narrow street, and rumbled into the inn-yard.
He set down his glass untouched. "This is
Mam'selle!" said he.
In a very few minutes the waiter came in to
announce that Miss Manette had arrived from London, and would be happy
to see the gentleman from Tellson's.
"So soon?"
Miss Manette had taken some refreshment on the
road, and required none then, and was extremely anxious to see the
gentleman from Tellson's immediately, if it suited his pleasure and
convenience.
The gentleman from Tellson's had nothing left for
it but to empty his glass with an air of stolid desperation, settle his
odd little flaxen wig at the ears, and follow the waiter to Miss
Manette's apartment. It was a large, dark room, furnished in a funereal
manner with black horsehair, and loaded with heavy dark tables. These
had been oiled and oiled, until the two tall candles on the table in the
middle of the room were gloomily reflected on every leaf; as if _they_
were buried, in deep graves of black mahogany, and no light to speak of
could be expected from them until they were dug out.
The obscurity was so difficult to penetrate that
Mr. Lorry, picking his way over the well-worn Turkey carpet, supposed
Miss Manette to be, for the moment, in some adjacent room, until, having
got past the two tall candles, he saw standing to receive him by the
table between them and the fire, a young lady of not more than
seventeen, in a riding-cloak, and still holding her straw travelling-
hat by its ribbon in her hand. As his eyes rested on a short, slight,
pretty figure, a quantity of golden hair, a pair of blue eyes that met
his own with an inquiring look, and a forehead with a singular capacity
(remembering how young and smooth it was), of rifting and knitting
itself into an expression that was not quite one of perplexity, or
wonder, or alarm, or merely of a bright fixed attention, though it
included all the four expressions--as his eyes rested on these things, a
sudden vivid likeness passed before him, of a child whom he had held in
his arms on the passage across that very Channel, one cold time, when
the hail drifted heavily and the sea ran high. The likeness passed away,
like a breath along the surface of the gaunt pier-glass behind her, on
the frame of which, a hospital procession of negro cupids, several
headless and all cripples, were offering black baskets of Dead Sea fruit
to black divinities of the feminine gender--and he made his formal bow
to Miss Manette.
"Pray take a seat, sir." In a very clear
and pleasant young voice; a little foreign in its accent, but a very
little indeed.
"I kiss your hand, miss," said Mr.
Lorry, with the manners of an earlier date, as he made his formal bow
again, and took his seat.
"I received a letter from the Bank, sir,
yesterday, informing me that some intelligence--or discovery--"
"The word is not material, miss; either word
will do."
"--respecting the small property of my poor
father, whom I never saw--so long dead--"
Mr. Lorry moved in his chair, and cast a troubled
look towards the hospital procession of negro cupids. As if _they_ had
any help for anybody in their absurd baskets!
"--rendered it necessary that I should go to
Paris, there to communicate with a gentleman of the Bank, so good as to
be despatched to Paris for the purpose."
"Myself."
"As I was prepared to hear, sir."
She curtseyed to him (young ladies made curtseys
in those days), with a pretty desire to convey to him that she felt how
much older and wiser he was than she. He made her another bow.
"I replied to the Bank, sir, that as it was
considered necessary, by those who know, and who are so kind as to
advise me, that I should go to France, and that as I am an orphan and
have no friend who could go with me, I should esteem it highly if I
might be permitted to place myself, during the journey, under that
worthy gentleman's protection. The gentleman had left London, but I
think a messenger was sent after him to beg the favour of his waiting
for me here."
"I was happy," said Mr. Lorry, "to
be entrusted with the charge. I shall be more happy to execute it."
"Sir, I thank you indeed. I thank you very
gratefully. It was told me by the Bank that the gentleman would explain
to me the details of the business, and that I must prepare myself to
find them of a surprising nature. I have done my best to prepare myself,
and I naturally have a strong and eager interest to know what they
are."
"Naturally," said Mr. Lorry.
"Yes--I--"
After a pause, he added, again settling the crisp
flaxen wig at the ears, "It is very difficult to begin."
He did not begin, but, in his indecision, met her
glance. The young forehead lifted itself into that singular
expression--but it was pretty and characteristic, besides being
singular--and she raised her hand, as if with an involuntary action she
caught at, or stayed some passing shadow.
"Are you quite a stranger to me, sir?"
"Am I not?" Mr. Lorry opened his hands,
and extended them outwards with an argumentative smile.
Between the eyebrows and just over the little
feminine nose, the line of which was as delicate and fine as it was
possible to be, the expression deepened itself as she took her seat
thoughtfully in the chair by which she had hitherto remained standing.
He watched her as she mused, and the moment she raised her eyes again,
went on:
"In your adopted country, I presume, I cannot
do better than address you as a young English lady, Miss Manette?"
"If you please, sir."
"Miss Manette, I am a man of business. I have
a business charge to acquit myself of. In your reception of it, don't
heed me any more than if I was a speaking machine--truly, I am not much
else. I will, with your leave, relate to you, miss, the story of one of
our customers."
"Story!"
He seemed wilfully to mistake the word she had
repeated, when he added, in a hurry, "Yes, customers; in the
banking business we usually call our connection our customers. He was a
French gentleman; a scientific gentleman; a man of great acquirements--a
Doctor."
"Not of Beauvais?"
"Why, yes, of Beauvais. Like Monsieur Manette,
your father, the gentleman was of Beauvais. Like Monsieur Manette, your
father, the gentleman was of repute in Paris. I had the honour of
knowing him there. Our relations were business relations, but
confidential. I was at that time in our French House, and had been--oh!
twenty years."
"At that time--I may ask, at what time,
sir?"
"I speak, miss, of twenty years ago. He
married--an English lady--and I was one of the trustees. His affairs,
like the affairs of many other French gentlemen and French families,
were entirely in Tellson's hands. In a similar way I am, or I have been,
trustee of one kind or other for scores of our customers. These are mere
business relations, miss; there is no friendship in them, no particular
interest, nothing like sentiment. I have passed from one to another, in
the course of my business life, just as I pass from one of our customers
to another in the course of my business day; in short, I have no
feelings; I am a mere machine. To go on--"
"But this is my father's story, sir; and I
begin to think" --the curiously roughened forehead was very intent
upon him--"that when I was left an orphan through my mother's
surviving my father only two years, it was you who brought me to
England. I am almost sure it was you."
Mr. Lorry took the hesitating little hand that
confidingly advanced to take his, and he put it with some ceremony to
his lips. He then conducted the young lady straightway to her chair
again, and, holding the chair-back with his left hand, and using his
right by turns to rub his chin, pull his wig at the ears, or point what
he said, stood looking down into her face while she sat looking up into
his.
"Miss Manette, it _was_ I. And you will see
how truly I spoke of myself just now, in saying I had no feelings, and
that all the relations I hold with my fellow-creatures are mere business
relations, when you reflect that I have never seen you since. No; you
have been the ward of Tellson's House since, and I have been busy with
the other business of Tellson's House since. Feelings! I have no time
for them, no chance of them. I pass my whole life, miss, in turning an
immense pecuniary Mangle."
After this odd description of his daily routine of
employment, Mr. Lorry flattened his flaxen wig upon his head with both
hands (which was most unnecessary, for nothing could be flatter than its
shining surface was before), and resumed his former attitude.
"So far, miss (as you have remarked), this is
the story of your regretted father. Now comes the difference. If your
father had not died when he did--Don't be frightened! How you
start!"
She did, indeed, start. And she caught his wrist
with both her hands.
"Pray," said Mr. Lorry, in a soothing
tone, bringing his left hand from the back of the chair to lay it on the
supplicatory fingers that clasped him in so violent a tremble:
"pray control your agitation--a matter of business. As I was
saying--"
Her look so discomposed him that he stopped,
wandered, and began anew:
"As I was saying; if Monsieur Manette had not
died; if he had suddenly and silently disappeared; if he had been
spirited away; if it had not been difficult to guess to what dreadful
place, though no art could trace him; if he had an enemy in some
compatriot who could exercise a privilege that I in my own time have
known the boldest people afraid to speak of in a whisper, across the
water there; for instance, the privilege of filling up blank forms for
the consignment of any one to the oblivion of a prison for any length of
time; if his wife had implored the king, the queen, the court, the
clergy, for any tidings of him, and all quite in vain;--then the history
of your father would have been the history of this unfortunate
gentleman, the Doctor of Beauvais."
"I entreat you to tell me more, sir."
"I will. I am going to. You can bear
it?"
"I can bear anything but the uncertainty you
leave me in at this moment."
"You speak collectedly, and you--_are_
collected. That's good!" (Though his manner was less satisfied than
his words.) "A matter of business. Regard it as a matter of
business--business that must be done. Now if this doctor's wife, though
a lady of great courage and spirit, had suffered so intensely from this
cause before her little child was born--"
"The little child was a daughter, sir."
"A daughter. A-a-matter of business--don't be
distressed. Miss, if the poor lady had suffered so intensely before her
little child was born, that she came to the determination of sparing the
poor child the inheritance of any part of the agony she had known the
pains of, by rearing her in the belief that her father was dead-- No,
don't kneel! In Heaven's name why should you kneel to me!"
"For the truth. O dear, good, compassionate
sir, for the truth!"
"A--a matter of business. You confuse me, and
how can I transact business if I am confused? Let us be clear-headed. If
you could kindly mention now, for instance, what nine times ninepence
are, or how many shillings in twenty guineas, it would be so
encouraging. I should be so much more at my ease about your state of
mind."
Without directly answering to this appeal, she sat
so still when he had very gently raised her, and the hands that had not
ceased to clasp his wrists were so much more steady than they had been,
that she communicated some reassurance to Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"That's right, that's right. Courage!
Business! You have business before you; useful business. Miss Manette,
your mother took this course with you. And when she died--I believe
broken-hearted-- having never slackened her unavailing search for your
father, she left you, at two years old, to grow to be blooming,
beautiful, and happy, without the dark cloud upon you of living in
uncertainty whether your father soon wore his heart out in prison, or
wasted there through many lingering years."
As he said the words he looked down, with an
admiring pity, on the flowing golden hair; as if he pictured to himself
that it might have been already tinged with grey.
"You know that your parents had no great
possession, and that what they had was secured to your mother and to
you. There has been no new discovery, of money, or of any other
property; but--"
He felt his wrist held closer, and he stopped. The
expression in the forehead, which had so particularly attracted his
notice, and which was now immovable, had deepened into one of pain and
horror.
"But he has been--been found. He is alive.
Greatly changed, it is too probable; almost a wreck, it is possible;
though we will hope the best. Still, alive. Your father has been taken
to the house of an old servant in Paris, and we are going there: I, to
identify him if I can: you, to restore him to life, love, duty, rest,
comfort."
A shiver ran through her frame, and from it
through his. She said, in a low, distinct, awe-stricken voice, as if she
were saying it in a dream,
"I am going to see his Ghost! It will be his
Ghost--not him!"
Mr. Lorry quietly chafed the hands that held his
arm. "There, there, there! See now, see now! The best and the worst
are known to you, now. You are well on your way to the poor wronged
gentleman, and, with a fair sea voyage, and a fair land journey, you
will be soon at his dear side."
She repeated in the same tone, sunk to a whisper,
"I have been free, I have been happy, yet his Ghost has never
haunted me!"
"Only one thing more," said Mr. Lorry,
laying stress upon it as a wholesome means of enforcing her attention:
"he has been found under another name; his own, long forgotten or
long concealed. It would be worse than useless now to inquire which;
worse than useless to seek to know whether he has been for years
overlooked, or always designedly held prisoner. It would be worse than
useless now to make any inquiries, because it would be dangerous. Better
not to mention the subject, anywhere or in any way, and to remove
him--for a while at all events-- out of France. Even I, safe as an
Englishman, and even Tellson's, important as they are to French credit,
avoid all naming of the matter. I carry about me, not a scrap of writing
openly referring to it. This is a secret service altogether. My
credentials, entries, and memoranda, are all comprehended in the one
line, `Recalled to Life;' which may mean anything. But what is the
matter! She doesn't notice a word! Miss Manette!"
Perfectly still and silent, and not even fallen
back in her chair, she sat under his hand, utterly insensible; with her
eyes open and fixed upon him, and with that last expression looking as
if it were carved or branded into her forehead. So close was her hold
upon his arm, that he feared to detach himself lest he should hurt her;
therefore he called out loudly for assistance without moving.
A wild-looking woman, whom even in his agitation,
Mr. Lorry observed to be all of a red colour, and to have red hair, and
to be dressed in some extraordinary tight-fitting fashion, and to have
on her head a most wonderful bonnet like a Grenadier wooden measure, and
good measure too, or a great Stilton cheese, came running into the room
in advance of the inn servants, and soon settled the question of his
detachment from the poor young lady, by laying a brawny hand upon his
chest, and sending him flying back against the nearest wall.
("I really think this must be a man!"
was Mr. Lorry's breathless reflection, simultaneously with his coming
against the wall.)
"Why, look at you all!" bawled this
figure, addressing the inn servants. "Why don't you go and fetch
things, instead of standing there staring at me? I am not so much to
look at, am I? Why don't you go and fetch things? I'll let you know, if
you don't bring smelling-salts, cold water, and vinegar, quick, I
will."
There was an immediate dispersal for these
restoratives, and she softly laid the patient on a sofa, and tended her
with great skill and gentleness: calling her "my precious!"
and "my bird!" and spreading her golden hair aside over her
shoulders with great pride and care.
"And you in brown!" she said,
indignantly turning to Mr. Lorry; "couldn't you tell her what you
had to tell her, without frightening her to death? Look at her, with her
pretty pale face and her cold hands. Do you call _that_ being a
Banker?"
Mr. Lorry was so exceedingly disconcerted by a
question so hard to answer, that he could only look on, at a distance,
with much feebler sympathy and humility, while the strong woman, having
banished the inn servants under the mysterious penalty of "letting
them know" something not mentioned if they stayed there, staring,
recovered her charge by a regular series of gradations, and coaxed her
to lay her drooping head upon her shoulder.
"I hope she will do well now," said Mr.
Lorry.
"No thanks to you in brown, if she does. My
darling pretty!"
"I hope," said Mr. Lorry, after another
pause of feeble sympathy and humility, "that you accompany Miss
Manette to France?"
"A likely thing, too!" replied the
strong woman. "If it was ever intended that I should go across salt
water, do you suppose Providence would have cast my lot in an
island?"
This being another question hard to answer, Mr.
Jarvis Lorry withdrew to consider it.
V
The Wine-shop
A large cask of wine had been dropped and broken,
in the street. The accident had happened in getting it out of a cart;
the cask had tumbled out with a run, the hoops had burst, and it lay on
the stones just outside the door of the wine-shop, shattered like a
walnut-shell.
All the people within reach had suspended their
business, or their idleness, to run to the spot and drink the wine. The
rough, irregular stones of the street, pointing every way, and designed,
one might have thought, expressly to lame all living creatures that
approached them, had dammed it into little pools; these were surrounded,
each by its own jostling group or crowd, according to its size. Some men
kneeled down, made scoops of their two hands joined, and sipped, or
tried to help women, who bent over their shoulders, to sip, before the
wine had all run out between their fingers. Others, men and women,
dipped in the puddles with little mugs of mutilated earthenware, or even
with handkerchiefs from women's heads, which were squeezed dry into
infants' mouths; others made small mud- embankments, to stem the wine as
it ran; others, directed by lookers-on up at high windows, darted here
and there, to cut off little streams of wine that started away in new
directions; others devoted themselves to the sodden and lee-dyed pieces
of the cask, licking, and even champing the moister wine-rotted
fragments with eager relish. There was no drainage to carry off the
wine, and not only did it all get taken up, but so much mud got taken up
along with it, that there might have been a scavenger in the street, if
anybody acquainted with it could have believed in such a miraculous
presence.
A shrill sound of laughter and of amused
voices--voices of men, women, and children--resounded in the street
while this wine game lasted. There was little roughness in the sport,
and much playfulness. There was a special companionship in it, an
observable inclination on the part of every one to join some other one,
which led, especially among the luckier or lighter-hearted, to
frolicsome embraces, drinking of healths, shaking of hands, and even
joining of hands and dancing, a dozen together. When the wine was gone,
and the places where it had been most abundant were raked into a
gridiron-pattern by fingers, these demonstrations ceased, as suddenly as
they had broken out. The man who had left his saw sticking in the
firewood he was cutting, set it in motion again; the women who had left
on a door-step the little pot of hot ashes, at which she had been trying
to soften the pain in her own starved fingers and toes, or in those of
her child, returned to it; men with bare arms, matted locks, and
cadaverous faces, who had emerged into the winter light from cellars,
moved away, to descend again; and a gloom gathered on the scene that
appeared more natural to it than sunshine.
The wine was red wine, and had stained the ground
of the narrow street in the suburb of Saint Antoine, in Paris, where it
was spilled. It had stained many hands, too, and many faces, and many
naked feet, and many wooden shoes. The hands of the man who sawed the
wood, left red marks on the billets; and the forehead of the woman who
nursed her baby, was stained with the stain of the old rag she wound
about her head again. Those who had been greedy with the staves of the
cask, had acquired a tigerish smear about the mouth; and one tall joker
so besmirched, his head more out of a long squalid bag of a nightcap
than in it, scrawled upon a wall with his finger dipped in muddy
wine-lees--BLOOD.
The time was to come, when that wine too would be
spilled on the street-stones, and when the stain of it would be red upon
many there.
And now that the cloud settled on Saint Antoine,
which a momentary gleam had driven from his sacred countenance, the
darkness of it was heavy--cold, dirt, sickness, ignorance, and want,
were the lords in waiting on the saintly presence--nobles of great power
all of them; but, most especially the last. Samples of a people that had
undergone a terrible grinding and regrinding in the mill, and certainly
not in the fabulous mill which ground old people young, shivered at
every corner, passed in and out at every doorway, looked from every
window, fluttered in every vestige of a garment that the wind shook. The
mill which had worked them down, was the mill that grinds young people
old; the children had ancient faces and grave voices; and upon them, and
upon the grown faces, and ploughed into every furrow of age and coming
up afresh, was the sigh, Hunger. It was prevalent everywhere. Hunger was
pushed out of the tall houses, in the wretched clothing that hung upon
poles and lines; Hunger was patched into them with straw and rag and
wood and paper; Hunger was repeated in every fragment of the small
modicum of firewood that the man sawed off; Hunger stared down from the
smokeless chimneys, and started up from the filthy street that had no
offal, among its refuse, of anything to eat. Hunger was the inscription
on the baker's shelves, written in every small loaf of his scanty stock
of bad bread; at the sausage-shop, in every dead-dog preparation that
was offered for sale. Hunger rattled its dry bones among the roasting
chestnuts in the turned cylinder; Hunger was shred into atomics in every
farthing porringer of husky chips of potato, fried with some reluctant
drops of oil.
Its abiding place was in all things fitted to it.
A narrow winding street, full of offence and stench, with other narrow
winding streets diverging, all peopled by rags and nightcaps, and all
smelling of rags and nightcaps, and all visible things with a brooding
look upon them that looked ill. In the hunted air of the people there
was yet some wild-beast thought of the possibility of turning at bay.
Depressed and slinking though they were, eyes of fire were not wanting
among them; nor compressed lips, white with what they suppressed; nor
foreheads knitted into the likeness of the gallows-rope they mused about
enduring, or inflicting. The trade signs (and they were almost as many
as the shops) were, all, grim illustrations of Want. The butcher and the
porkman painted up, only the leanest scrags of meat; the baker, the
coarsest of meagre loaves. The people rudely pictured as drinking in the
wine-shops, croaked over their scanty measures of thin wine and beer,
and were gloweringly confidential together. Nothing was represented in a
flourishing condition, save tools and weapons; but, the cutler's knives
and axes were sharp and bright, the smith's hammers were heavy, and the
gunmaker's stock was murderous. The crippling stones of the pavement,
with their many little reservoirs of mud and water, had no footways, but
broke off abruptly at the doors. The kennel, to make amends, ran down
the middle of the street--when it ran at all: which was only after heavy
rains, and then it ran, by many eccentric fits, into the houses. Across
the streets, at wide intervals, one clumsy lamp was slung by a rope and
pulley; at night, when the lamplighter had let these down, and lighted,
and hoisted them again, a feeble grove of dim wicks swung in a sickly
manner overhead, as if they were at sea. Indeed they were at sea, and
the ship and crew were in peril of tempest.
For, the time was to come, when the gaunt
scarecrows of that region should have watched the lamplighter, in their
idleness and hunger, so long, as to conceive the idea of improving on
his method, and hauling up men by those ropes and pulleys, to flare upon
the darkness of their condition. But, the time was not come yet; and
every wind that blew over France shook the rags of the scarecrows in
vain, for the birds, fine of song and feather, took no warning.
The wine-shop was a corner shop, better than most
others in its appearance and degree, and the master of the wine-shop had
stood outside it, in a yellow waistcoat and green breeches, looking on
at the struggle for the lost wine. "It's not my affair," said
he, with a final shrug of the shoulders. "The people from the
market did it. Let them bring another."
There, his eyes happening to catch the tall joker
writing up his joke, he called to him across the way:
"Say, then, my Gaspard, what do you do
there?"
The fellow pointed to his joke with immense
significance, as is often the way with his tribe. It missed its mark,
and completely failed, as is often the way with his tribe too.
"What now? Are you a subject for the mad
hospital?" said the wine-shop keeper, crossing the road, and
obliterating the jest with a handful of mud, picked up for the purpose,
and smeared over it. "Why do you write in the public streets? Is
there--tell me thou--is there no other place to write such words
in?"
In his expostulation he dropped his cleaner hand
(perhaps accidentally, perhaps not) upon the joker's heart. The joker
rapped it with his own, took a nimble spring upward, and came down in a
fantastic dancing attitude, with one of his stained shoes jerked off his
foot into his hand, and held out. A joker of an extremely, not to say
wolfishly practical character, he looked, under those circumstances.
"Put it on, put it on," said the other.
"Call wine, wine; and finish there." With that advice, he
wiped his soiled hand upon the joker's dress, such as it was--quite
deliberately, as having dirtied the hand on his account; and then
recrossed the road and entered the wine-shop.
This wine-shop keeper was a bull-necked,
martial-looking man of thirty, and he should have been of a hot
temperament, for, although it was a bitter day, he wore no coat, but
carried one slung over his shoulder. His shirt-sleeves were rolled up,
too, and his brown arms were bare to the elbows. Neither did he wear
anything more on his head than his own crisply-curling short dark hair.
He was a dark man altogether, with good eyes and a good bold breadth
between them. Good-humoured looking on the whole, but
implacable-looking, too; evidently a man of a strong resolution and a
set purpose; a man not desirable to be met, rushing down a narrow pass
with a gulf on either side, for nothing would turn the man.
Madame Defarge, his wife, sat in the shop behind
the counter as he came in. Madame Defarge was a stout woman of about his
own age, with a watchful eye that seldom seemed to look at anything, a
large hand heavily ringed, a steady face, strong features, and great
composure of manner. There was a character about Madame Defarge, from
which one might have predicated that she did not often make mistakes
against herself in any of the reckonings over which she presided. Madame
Defarge being sensitive to cold, was wrapped in fur, and had a quantity
of bright shawl twined about her head, though not to the concealment of
her large earrings. Her knitting was before her, but she had laid it
down to pick her teeth with a toothpick. Thus engaged, with her right
elbow supported by her left hand, Madame Defarge said nothing when her
lord came in, but coughed just one grain of cough. This, in combination
with the lifting of her darkly defined eyebrows over her toothpick by
the breadth of a line, suggested to her husband that he would do well to
look round the shop among the customers, for any new customer who had
dropped in while he stepped over the way.
The wine-shop keeper accordingly rolled his eyes
about, until they rested upon an elderly gentleman and a young lady, who
were seated in a corner. Other company were there: two playing cards,
two playing dominoes, three standing by the counter lengthening out a
short supply of wine. As he passed behind the counter, he took notice
that the elderly gentleman said in a look to the young lady, "This
is our man."
"What the devil do _you_ do in that galley
there?" said Monsieur Defarge to himself; "I don't know
you."
But, he feigned not to notice the two strangers,
and fell into discourse with the triumvirate of customers who were
drinking at the counter.
"How goes it, Jacques?" said one of
these three to Monsieur Defarge. "Is all the spilt wine
swallowed?"
"Every drop, Jacques," answered Monsieur
Defarge.
When this interchange of Christian name was
effected, Madame Defarge, picking her teeth with her toothpick, coughed
another grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth of
another line.
"It is not often," said the second of
the three, addressing Monsieur Defarge, "that many of these
miserable beasts know the taste of wine, or of anything but black bread
and death. Is it not so, Jacques?"
"It is so, Jacques," Monsieur Defarge
returned.
At this second interchange of the Christian name,
Madame Defarge, still using her toothpick with profound composure,
coughed another grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth
of another line.
The last of the three now said his say, as he put
down his empty drinking vessel and smacked his lips.
"Ah! So much the worse! A bitter taste it is
that such poor cattle always have in their mouths, and hard lives they
live, Jacques. Am I right, Jacques?"
"You are right, Jacques," was the
response of Monsieur Defarge.
This third interchange of the Christian name was
completed at the moment when Madame Defarge put her toothpick by, kept
her eyebrows up, and slightly rustled in her seat.
"Hold then! True!" muttered her husband.
"Gentlemen--my wife!"
The three customers pulled off their hats to
Madame Defarge, with three flourishes. She acknowledged their homage by
bending her head, and giving them a quick look. Then she glanced in a
casual manner round the wine-shop, took up her knitting with great
apparent calmness and repose of spirit, and became absorbed in it.
"Gentlemen," said her husband, who had
kept his bright eye observantly upon her, "good day. The chamber,
furnished bachelor- fashion, that you wished to see, and were inquiring
for when I stepped out, is on the fifth floor. The doorway of the
staircase gives on the little courtyard close to the left here,"
pointing with his hand, "near to the window of my establishment.
But, now that I remember, one of you has already been there, and can
show the way. Gentlemen, adieu!"
They paid for their wine, and left the place. The
eyes of Monsieur Defarge were studying his wife at her knitting when the
elderly gentleman advanced from his corner, and begged the favour of a
word.
"Willingly, sir," said Monsieur Defarge,
and quietly stepped with him to the door.
Their conference was very short, but very decided.
Almost at the first word, Monsieur Defarge started and became deeply
attentive. It had not lasted a minute, when he nodded and went out. The
gentleman then beckoned to the young lady, and they, too, went out.
Madame Defarge knitted with nimble fingers and steady eyebrows, and saw
nothing.
Mr. Jarvis Lorry and Miss Manette, emerging from
the wine-shop thus, joined Monsieur Defarge in the doorway to which he
had directed his own company just before. It opened from a stinking
little black courtyard, and was the general public entrance to a great
pile of houses, inhabited by a great number of people. In the gloomy
tile- paved entry to the gloomy tile-paved staircase, Monsieur Defarge
bent down on one knee to the child of his old master, and put her hand
to his lips. It was a gentle action, but not at all gently done; a very
remarkable transformation had come over him in a few seconds. He had no
good-humour in his face, nor any openness of aspect left, but had become
a secret, angry, dangerous man.
"It is very high; it is a little difficult.
Better to begin slowly." Thus, Monsieur Defarge, in a stern voice,
to Mr. Lorry, as they began ascending the stairs.
"Is he alone?" the latter whispered.
"Alone! God help him, who should be with
him!" said the other, in the same low voice.
"Is he always alone, then?"
"Yes."
"Of his own desire?"
"Of his own necessity. As he was, when I
first saw him after they found me and demanded to know if I would take
him, and, at my peril be discreet--as he was then, so he is now."
"He is greatly changed?"
"Changed!"
The keeper of the wine-shop stopped to strike the
wall with his hand, and mutter a tremendous curse. No direct answer
could have been half so forcible. Mr. Lorry's spirits grew heavier and
heavier, as he and his two companions ascended higher and higher.
Such a staircase, with its accessories, in the
older and more crowded parts of Paris, would be bad enough now; but, at
that time, it was vile indeed to unaccustomed and unhardened senses.
Every little habitation within the great foul nest of one high
building--that is to say, the room or rooms within every door that
opened on the general staircase--left its own heap of refuse on its own
landing, besides flinging other refuse from its own windows. The
uncontrollable and hopeless mass of decomposition so engendered, would
have polluted the air, even if poverty and deprivation had not loaded it
with their intangible impurities; the two bad sources combined made it
almost insupportable. Through such an atmosphere, by a steep dark shaft
of dirt and poison, the way lay. Yielding to his own disturbance of
mind, and to his young companion's agitation, which became greater every
instant, Mr. Jarvis Lorry twice stopped to rest. Each of these stoppages
was made at a doleful grating, by which any languishing good airs that
were left uncorrupted, seemed to escape, and all spoilt and sickly
vapours seemed to crawl in. Through the rusted bars, tastes, rather than
glimpses, were caught of the jumbled neighbourhood; and nothing within
range, nearer or lower than the summits of the two great towers of
Notre-Dame, had any promise on it of healthy life or wholesome
aspirations.
At last, the top of the staircase was gained, and
they stopped for the third time. There was yet an upper staircase, of a
steeper inclination and of contracted dimensions, to be ascended, before
the garret story was reached. The keeper of the wine-shop, always going
a little in advance, and always going on the side which Mr. Lorry took,
as though he dreaded to be asked any question by the young lady, turned
himself about here, and, carefully feeling in the pockets of the coat he
carried over his shoulder, took out a key.
"The door is locked then, my friend?"
said Mr. Lorry, surprised.
"Ay. Yes," was the grim reply of
Monsieur Defarge.
"You think it necessary to keep the
unfortunate gentleman so retired?"
"I think it necessary to turn the key."
Monsieur Defarge whispered it closer in his ear, and frowned heavily.
"Why?"
"Why! Because he has lived so long, locked
up, that he would be frightened--rave--tear himself to pieces--die--come
to I know not what harm--if his door was left open."
"Is it possible!" exclaimed Mr. Lorry.
"Is it possible!" repeated Defarge,
bitterly. "Yes. And a beautiful world we live in, when it _is_
possible, and when many other such things are possible, and not only
possible, but done--done, see you!--under that sky there, every day.
Long live the Devil. Let us go on."
This dialogue had been held in so very low a
whisper, that not a word of it had reached the young lady's ears. But,
by this time she trembled under such strong emotion, and her face
expressed such deep anxiety, and, above all, such dread and terror, that
Mr. Lorry felt it incumbent on him to speak a word or two of
reassurance.
"Courage, dear miss! Courage! Business! The
worst will be over in a moment; it is but passing the room-door, and the
worst is over. Then, all the good you bring to him, all the relief, all
the happiness you bring to him, begin. Let our good friend here, assist
you on that side. That's well, friend Defarge. Come, now. Business,
business!"
They went up slowly and softly. The staircase was
short, and they were soon at the top. There, as it had an abrupt turn in
it, they came all at once in sight of three men, whose heads were bent
down close together at the side of a door, and who were intently looking
into the room to which the door belonged, through some chinks or holes
in the wall. On hearing footsteps close at hand, these three turned, and
rose, and showed themselves to be the three of one name who had been
drinking in the wine-shop.
"I forgot them in the surprise of your
visit," explained Monsieur Defarge. "Leave us, good boys; we
have business here."
The three glided by, and went silently down.
There appearing to be no other door on that floor,
and the keeper of the wine-shop going straight to this one when they
were left alone, Mr. Lorry asked him in a whisper, with a little anger:
"Do you make a show of Monsieur Manette?"
"I show him, in the way you have seen, to a
chosen few."
"Is that well?"
"_I_ think it is well."
"Who are the few? How do you choose
them?"
"I choose them as real men, of my
name--Jacques is my name--to whom the sight is likely to do good.
Enough; you are English; that is another thing. Stay there, if you
please, a little moment."
With an admonitory gesture to keep them back, he
stooped, and looked in through the crevice in the wall. Soon raising his
head again, he struck twice or thrice upon the door--evidently with no
other object than to make a noise there. With the same intention, he
drew the key across it, three or four times, before he put it clumsily
into the lock, and turned it as heavily as he could.
The door slowly opened inward under his hand, and
he looked into the room and said something. A faint voice answered
something. Little more than a single syllable could have been spoken on
either side.
He looked back over his shoulder, and beckoned
them to enter. Mr. Lorry got his arm securely round the daughter's
waist, and held her; for he felt that she was sinking.
"A-a-a-business, business!" he urged,
with a moisture that was not of business shining on his cheek.
"Come in, come in!"
"I am afraid of it," she answered,
shuddering.
"Of it? What?"
"I mean of him. Of my father."
Rendered in a manner desperate, by her state and
by the beckoning of their conductor, he drew over his neck the arm that
shook upon his shoulder, lifted her a little, and hurried her into the
room. He sat her down just within the door, and held her, clinging to
him.
Defarge drew out the key, closed the door, locked
it on the inside, took out the key again, and held it in his hand. All
this he did, methodically, and with as loud and harsh an accompaniment
of noise as he could make. Finally, he walked across the room with a
measured tread to where the window was. He stopped there, and faced
round.
The garret, built to be a depository for firewood
and the like, was dim and dark: for, the window of dormer shape, was in
truth a door in the roof, with a little crane over it for the hoisting
up of stores from the street: unglazed, and closing up the middle in two
pieces, like any other door of French construction. To exclude the cold,
one half of this door was fast closed, and the other was opened but a
very little way. Such a scanty portion of light was admitted through
these means, that it was difficult, on first coming in, to see anything;
and long habit alone could have slowly formed in any one, the ability to
do any work requiring nicety in such obscurity. Yet, work of that kind
was being done in the garret; for, with his back towards the door, and
his face towards the window where the keeper of the wine-shop stood
looking at him, a white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping forward
and very busy, making shoes.
VI
The Shoemaker
"Good day!" said Monsieur Defarge,
looking down at the white head that bent low over the shoemaking.
It was raised for a moment, and a very faint voice
responded to the salutation, as if it were at a distance:
"Good day!"
"You are still hard at work, I see?"
After a long silence, the head was lifted for
another moment, and the voice replied, "Yes--I am working."
This time, a pair of haggard eyes had looked at the questioner, before
the face had dropped again.
The faintness of the voice was pitiable and
dreadful. It was not the faintness of physical weakness, though
confinement and hard fare no doubt had their part in it. Its deplorable
peculiarity was, that it was the faintness of solitude and disuse. It
was like the last feeble echo of a sound made long and long ago. So
entirely had it lost the life and resonance of the human voice, that it
affected the senses like a once beautiful colour faded away into a poor
weak stain. So sunken and suppressed it was, that it was like a voice
underground. So expressive it was, of a hopeless and lost creature, that
a famished traveller, wearied out by lonely wandering in a wilderness,
would have remembered home and friends in such a tone before lying down
to die.
Some minutes of silent work had passed: and the
haggard eyes had looked up again: not with any interest or curiosity,
but with a dull mechanical perception, beforehand, that the spot where
the only visitor they were aware of had stood, was not yet empty.
"I want," said Defarge, who had not
removed his gaze from the shoemaker, "to let in a little more light
here. You can bear a little more?"
The shoemaker stopped his work; looked with a
vacant air of listening, at the floor on one side of him; then
similarly, at the floor on the other side of him; then, upward at the
speaker.
"What did you say?"
"You can bear a little more light?"
"I must bear it, if you let it in."
(Laying the palest shadow of a stress upon the second word.)
The opened half-door was opened a little further,
and secured at that angle for the time. A broad ray of light fell into
the garret, and showed the workman with an unfinished shoe upon his lap,
pausing in his labour. His few common tools and various scraps of
leather were at his feet and on his bench. He had a white beard,
raggedly cut, but not very long, a hollow face, and exceedingly bright
eyes. The hollowness and thinness of his face would have caused them to
look large, under his yet dark eyebrows and his confused white hair,
though they had been really otherwise; but, they were naturally large,
and looked unnaturally so. His yellow rags of shirt lay open at the
throat, and showed his body to be withered and worn. He, and his old
canvas frock, and his loose stockings, and all his poor tatters of
clothes, had, in a long seclusion from direct light and air, faded down
to such a dull uniformity of parchment-yellow, that it would have been
hard to say which was which.
He had put up a hand between his eyes and the
light, and the very bones of it seemed transparent. So he sat, with a
steadfastly vacant gaze, pausing in his work. He never looked at the
figure before him, without first looking down on this side of himself,
then on that, as if he had lost the habit of associating place with
sound; he never spoke, without first wandering in this manner, and
forgetting to speak.
"Are you going to finish that pair of shoes
to-day?" asked Defarge, motioning to Mr. Lorry to come forward.
"What did you say?"
"Do you mean to finish that pair of shoes
to-day?"
"I can't say that I mean to. I suppose so. I
don't know."
But, the question reminded him of his work, and he
bent over it again.
Mr. Lorry came silently forward, leaving the
daughter by the door. When he had stood, for a minute or two, by the
side of Defarge, the shoemaker looked up. He showed no surprise at
seeing another figure, but the unsteady fingers of one of his hands
strayed to his lips as he looked at it (his lips and his nails were of
the same pale lead- colour), and then the hand dropped to his work, and
he once more bent over the shoe. The look and the action had occupied
but an instant.
"You have a visitor, you see," said
Monsieur Defarge.
"What did you say?"
"Here is a visitor."
The shoemaker looked up as before, but without
removing a hand from his work.
"Come!" said Defarge. "Here is
monsieur, who knows a well-made shoe when he sees one. Show him that
shoe you are working at. Take it, monsieur."
Mr. Lorry took it in his hand.
"Tell monsieur what kind of shoe it is, and
the maker's name."
There was a longer pause than usual, before the
shoemaker replied:
"I forget what it was you asked me. What did
you say?"
"I said, couldn't you describe the kind of
shoe, for monsieur's information?"
"It is a lady's shoe. It is a young lady's
walking-shoe. It is in the present mode. I never saw the mode. I have
had a pattern in my hand." He glanced at the shoe with some little
passing touch of pride.
"And the maker's name?" said Defarge.
Now that he had no work to hold, he laid the
knuckles of the right hand in the hollow of the left, and then the
knuckles of the left hand in the hollow of the right, and then passed a
hand across his bearded chin, and so on in regular changes, without a
moment's intermission. The task of recalling him from the vagrancy into
which he always sank when he had spoken, was like recalling some very
weak person from a swoon, or endeavouring, in the hope of some
disclosure, to stay the spirit of a fast-dying man.
"Did you ask me for my name?"
"Assuredly I did."
"One Hundred and Five, North Tower."
"Is that all?"
"One Hundred and Five, North Tower."
With a weary sound that was not a sigh, nor a
groan, he bent to work again, until the silence was again broken.
"You are not a shoemaker by trade?" said
Mr. Lorry, looking steadfastly at him.
His haggard eyes turned to Defarge as if he would
have transferred the question to him: but as no help came from that
quarter, they turned back on the questioner when they had sought the
ground.
"I am not a shoemaker by trade? No, I was not
a shoemaker by trade. I-I learnt it here. I taught myself. I asked leave
to--"
He lapsed away, even for minutes, ringing those
measured changes on his hands the whole time. His eyes came slowly back,
at last, to the face from which they had wandered; when they rested on
it, he started, and resumed, in the manner of a sleeper that moment
awake, reverting to a subject of last night.
"I asked leave to teach myself, and I got it
with much difficulty after a long while, and I have made shoes ever
since."
As he held out his hand for the shoe that had been
taken from him, Mr. Lorry said, still looking steadfastly in his face:
"Monsieur Manette, do you remember nothing of
me?"
The shoe dropped to the ground, and he sat looking
fixedly at the questioner.
"Monsieur Manette"; Mr. Lorry laid his
hand upon Defarge's arm; "do you remember nothing of this man? Look
at him. Look at me. Is there no old banker, no old business, no old
servant, no old time, rising in your mind, Monsieur Manette?"
As the captive of many years sat looking fixedly,
by turns, at Mr. Lorry and at Defarge, some long obliterated marks of an
actively intent intelligence in the middle of the forehead, gradually
forced themselves through the black mist that had fallen on him. They
were overclouded again, they were fainter, they were gone; but they had
been there. And so exactly was the expression repeated on the fair young
face of her who had crept along the wall to a point where she could see
him, and where she now stood looking at him, with hands which at first
had been only raised in frightened compassion, if not even to keep him
off and shut out the sight of him, but which were now extending towards
him, trembling with eagerness to lay the spectral face upon her warm
young breast, and love it back to life and hope--so exactly was the
expression repeated (though in stronger characters) on her fair young
face, that it looked as though it had passed like a moving light, from
him to her.
Darkness had fallen on him in its place. He looked
at the two, less and less attentively, and his eyes in gloomy
abstraction sought the ground and looked about him in the old way.
Finally, with a deep long sigh, he took the shoe up, and resumed his
work.
"Have you recognised him, monsieur?"
asked Defarge in a whisper.
"Yes; for a moment. At first I thought it
quite hopeless, but I have unquestionably seen, for a single moment, the
face that I once knew so well. Hush! Let us draw further back.
Hush!"
She had moved from the wall of the garret, very
near to the bench on which he sat. There was something awful in his
unconsciousness of the figure that could have put out its hand and
touched him as he stooped over his labour.
Not a word was spoken, not a sound was made. She
stood, like a spirit, beside him, and he bent over his work.
It happened, at length, that he had occasion to
change the instrument in his hand, for his shoemaker's knife. It lay on
that side of him which was not the side on which she stood. He had taken
it up, and was stooping to work again, when his eyes caught the skirt of
her dress. He raised them, and saw her face. The two spectators started
forward, but she stayed them with a motion of her hand. She had no fear
of his striking at her with the knife, though they had.
He stared at her with a fearful look, and after a
while his lips began to form some words, though no sound proceeded from
them. By degrees, in the pauses of his quick and laboured breathing, he
was heard to say:
"What is this?"
With the tears streaming down her face, she put
her two hands to her lips, and kissed them to him; then clasped them on
her breast, as if she laid his ruined head there.
"You are not the gaoler's daughter?"
She sighed "No."
"Who are you?"
Not yet trusting the tones of her voice, she sat
down on the bench beside him. He recoiled, but she laid her hand upon
his arm. A strange thrill struck him when she did so, and visibly passed
over his frame; he laid the knife down softly, as he sat staring at her.
Her golden hair, which she wore in long curls, had
been hurriedly pushed aside, and fell down over her neck. Advancing his
hand by little and little, he took it up and looked at it. In the midst
of the action he went astray, and, with another deep sigh, fell to work
at his shoemaking.
But not for long. Releasing his arm, she laid her
hand upon his shoulder. After looking doubtfully at it, two or three
times, as if to be sure that it was really there, he laid down his work,
put his hand to his neck, and took off a blackened string with a scrap
of folded rag attached to it. He opened this, carefully, on his knee,
and it contained a very little quantity of hair: not more than one or
two long golden hairs, which he had, in some old day, wound off upon his
finger.
He took her hair into his hand again, and looked
closely at it. "It is the same. How can it be! When was it! How was
it!"
As the concentrated expression returned to his
forehead, he seemed to become conscious that it was in hers too. He
turned her full to the light, and looked at her.
"She had laid her head upon my shoulder, that
night when I was summoned out--she had a fear of my going, though I had
none--and when I was brought to the North Tower they found these upon my
sleeve. 'You will leave me them? They can never help me to escape in the
body, though they may in the spirit.' Those were the words I said. I
remember them very well."
He formed this speech with his lips many times
before he could utter it. But when he did find spoken words for it, they
came to him coherently, though slowly.
"How was this?--_Was it you_?"
Once more, the two spectators started, as he
turned upon her with a frightful suddenness. But she sat perfectly still
in his grasp, and only said, in a low voice, "I entreat you, good
gentlemen, do not come near us, do not speak, do not move!"
"Hark!" he exclaimed. "Whose voice
was that?"
His hands released her as he uttered this cry, and
went up to his white hair, which they tore in a frenzy. It died out, as
everything but his shoemaking did die out of him, and he refolded his
little packet and tried to secure it in his breast; but he still looked
at her, and gloomily shook his head.
"No, no, no; you are too young, too blooming.
It can't be. See what the prisoner is. These are not the hands she knew,
this is not the face she knew, this is not a voice she ever heard. No,
no. She was--and He was--before the slow years of the North Tower--ages
ago. What is your name, my gentle angel?"
Hailing his softened tone and manner, his daughter
fell upon her knees before him, with her appealing hands upon his
breast.
"O, sir, at another time you shall know my
name, and who my mother was, and who my father, and how I never knew
their hard, hard history. But I cannot tell you at this time, and I
cannot tell you here. All that I may tell you, here and now, is, that I
pray to you to touch me and to bless me. Kiss me, kiss me! O my dear, my
dear!"
His cold white head mingled with her radiant hair,
which warmed and lighted it as though it were the light of Freedom
shining on him.
"If you hear in my voice--I don't know that
it is so, but I hope it is--if you hear in my voice any resemblance to a
voice that once was sweet music in your ears, weep for it, weep for it!
If you touch, in touching my hair, anything that recalls a beloved head
that lay on your breast when you were young and free, weep for it, weep
for it! If, when I hint to you of a Home that is before us, where I will
be true to you with all my duty and with all my faithful service, I
bring back the remembrance of a Home long desolate, while your poor
heart pined away, weep for it, weep for it!"
She held him closer round the neck, and rocked him
on her breast like a child.
"If, when I tell you, dearest dear, that your
agony is over, and that I have come here to take you from it, and that
we go to England to be at peace and at rest, I cause you to think of
your useful life laid waste, and of our native France so wicked to you,
weep for it, weep for it! And if, when I shall tell you of my name, and
of my father who is living, and of my mother who is dead, you learn that
I have to kneel to my honoured father, and implore his pardon for having
never for his sake striven all day and lain awake and wept all night,
because the love of my poor mother hid his torture from me, weep for it,
weep for it! Weep for her, then, and for me! Good gentlemen, thank God!
I feel his sacred tears upon my face, and his sobs strike against my
heart. O, see! Thank God for us, thank God!"
He had sunk in her arms, and his face dropped on
her breast: a sight so touching, yet so terrible in the tremendous wrong
and suffering which had gone before it, that the two beholders covered
their faces.
When the quiet of the garret had been long
undisturbed, and his heaving breast and shaken form had long yielded to
the calm that must follow all storms--emblem to humanity, of the rest
and silence into which the storm called Life must hush at last--they
came forward to raise the father and daughter from the ground. He had
gradually dropped to the floor, and lay there in a lethargy, worn out.
She had nestled down with him, that his head might lie upon her arm; and
her hair drooping over him curtained him from the light.
"If, without disturbing him," she said,
raising her hand to Mr. Lorry as he stooped over them, after repeated
blowings of his nose, "all could be arranged for our leaving Paris
at once, so that, from the very door, he could be taken away--"
"But, consider. Is he fit for the
journey?" asked Mr. Lorry.
"More fit for that, I think, than to remain
in this city, so dreadful to him."
"It is true," said Defarge, who was
kneeling to look on and hear. "More than that; Monsieur Manette is,
for all reasons, best out of France. Say, shall I hire a carriage and
post-horses?"
"That's business," said Mr. Lorry,
resuming on the shortest notice his methodical manners; "and if
business is to be done, I had better do it."
"Then be so kind," urged Miss Manette,
"as to leave us here. You see how composed he has become, and you
cannot be afraid to leave him with me now. Why should you be? If you
will lock the door to secure us from interruption, I do not doubt that
you will find him, when you come back, as quiet as you leave him. In any
case, I will take care of him until you return, and then we will remove
him straight."
Both Mr. Lorry and Defarge were rather disinclined
to this course, and in favour of one of them remaining. But, as there
were not only carriage and horses to be seen to, but travelling papers;
and as time pressed, for the day was drawing to an end, it came at last
to their hastily dividing the business that was necessary to be done,
and hurrying away to do it.
Then, as the darkness closed in, the daughter laid
her head down on the hard ground close at the father's side, and watched
him. The darkness deepened and deepened, and they both lay quiet, until
a light gleamed through the chinks in the wall.
Mr. Lorry and Monsieur Defarge had made all ready
for the journey, and had brought with them, besides travelling cloaks
and wrappers, bread and meat, wine, and hot coffee. Monsieur Defarge put
this provender, and the lamp he carried, on the shoemaker's bench (there
was nothing else in the garret but a pallet bed), and he and Mr. Lorry
roused the captive, and assisted him to his feet.
No human intelligence could have read the
mysteries of his mind, in the scared blank wonder of his face. Whether
he knew what had happened, whether he recollected what they had said to
him, whether he knew that he was free, were questions which no sagacity
could have solved. They tried speaking to him; but, he was so confused,
and so very slow to answer, that they took fright at his bewilderment,
and agreed for the time to tamper with him no more. He had a wild, lost
manner of occasionally clasping his head in his hands, that had not been
seen in him before; yet, he had some pleasure in the mere sound of his
daughter's voice, and invariably turned to it when she spoke.
In the submissive way of one long accustomed to
obey under coercion, he ate and drank what they gave him to eat and
drink, and put on the cloak and other wrappings, that they gave him to
wear. He readily responded to his daughter's drawing her arm through
his, and took--and kept--her hand in both his own.
They began to descend; Monsieur Defarge going
first with the lamp, Mr. Lorry closing the little procession. They had
not traversed many steps of the long main staircase when he stopped, and
stared at the roof and round at the wails.
"You remember the place, my father? You
remember coming up here?"
"What did you say?"
But, before she could repeat the question, he
murmured an answer as if she had repeated it.
"Remember? No, I don't remember. It was so
very long ago."
That he had no recollection whatever of his having
been brought from his prison to that house, was apparent to them. They
heard him mutter, "One Hundred and Five, North Tower;" and
when he looked about him, it evidently was for the strong fortress-walls
which had long encompassed him. On their reaching the courtyard he
instinctively altered his tread, as being in expectation of a
drawbridge; and when there was no drawbridge, and he saw the carriage
waiting in the open street, he dropped his daughter's hand and clasped
his head again.
No crowd was about the door; no people were
discernible at any of the many windows; not even a chance passerby was
in the street. An unnatural silence and desertion reigned there. Only
one soul was to be seen, and that was Madame Defarge--who leaned against
the door-post, knitting, and saw nothing.
The prisoner had got into a coach, and his
daughter had followed him, when Mr. Lorry's feet were arrested on the
step by his asking, miserably, for his shoemaking tools and the
unfinished shoes. Madame Defarge immediately called to her husband that
she would get them, and went, knitting, out of the lamplight, through
the courtyard. She quickly brought them down and handed them in;--and
immediately afterwards leaned against the door-post, knitting, and saw
nothing.
Defarge got upon the box, and gave the word
"To the Barrier!" The postilion cracked his whip, and they
clattered away under the feeble over-swinging lamps.
Under the over-swinging lamps--swinging ever
brighter in the better streets, and ever dimmer in the worse--and by
lighted shops, gay crowds, illuminated coffee-houses, and theatre-doors,
to one of the city gates. Soldiers with lanterns, at the guard-house
there. "Your papers, travellers!" "See here then,
Monsieur the Officer," said Defarge, getting down, and taking him
gravely apart, "these are the papers of monsieur inside, with the
white head. They were consigned to me, with him, at the--" He
dropped his voice, there was a flutter among the military lanterns, and
one of them being handed into the coach by an arm in uniform, the eyes
connected with the arm looked, not an every day or an every night look,
at monsieur with the white head. "It is well. Forward!" from
the uniform. "Adieu!" from Defarge. And so, under a short
grove of feebler and feebler over-swinging lamps, out under the great
grove of stars.
Beneath that arch of unmoved and eternal lights;
some, so remote from this little earth that the learned tell us it is
doubtful whether their rays have even yet discovered it, as a point in
space where anything is suffered or done: the shadows of the night were
broad and black. All through the cold and restless interval, until dawn,
they once more whispered in the ears of Mr. Jarvis Lorry--sitting
opposite the buried man who had been dug out, and wondering what subtle
powers were for ever lost to him, and what were capable of
restoration--the old inquiry:
"I hope you care to be recalled to
life?"
And the old answer:
"I can't say."
The end of the first book.
Book the Second--the Golden Thread
I
Five Years Later
Tellson's Bank by Temple Bar was an old-fashioned
place, even in the year one thousand seven hundred and eighty. It was
very small, very dark, very ugly, very incommodious. It was an
old-fashioned place, moreover, in the moral attribute that the partners
in the House were proud of its smallness, proud of its darkness, proud
of its ugliness, proud of its incommodiousness. They were even boastful
of its eminence in those particulars, and were fired by an express
conviction that, if it were less objectionable, it would be less
respectable. This was no passive belief, but an active weapon which they
flashed at more convenient places of business. Tellson's (they said)
wanted no elbow-room, Tellson's wanted no light, Tellson's wanted no
embellishment. Noakes and Co.'s might, or Snooks Brothers' might; but
Tellson's, thank Heaven!--
Any one of these partners would have disinherited
his son on the question of rebuilding Tellson's. In this respect the
House was much on a par with the Country; which did very often
disinherit its sons for suggesting improvements in laws and customs that
had long been highly objectionable, but were only the more respectable.
Thus it had come to pass, that Tellson's was the
triumphant perfection of inconvenience. After bursting open a door of
idiotic obstinacy with a weak rattle in its throat, you fell into
Tellson's down two steps, and came to your senses in a miserable little
shop, with two little counters, where the oldest of men made your cheque
shake as if the wind rustled it, while they examined the signature by
the dingiest of windows, which were always under a shower-bath of mud
from Fleet-street, and which were made the dingier by their own iron
bars proper, and the heavy shadow of Temple Bar. If your business
necessitated your seeing "the House," you were put into a
species of Condemned Hold at the back, where you meditated on a misspent
life, until the House came with its hands in its pockets, and you could
hardly blink at it in the dismal twilight. Your money came out of, or
went into, wormy old wooden drawers, particles of which flew up your
nose and down your throat when they were opened and shut. Your
bank-notes had a musty odour, as if they were fast decomposing into rags
again. Your plate was stowed away among the neighbouring cesspools, and
evil communications corrupted its good polish in a day or two. Your
deeds got into extemporised strong-rooms made of kitchens and
sculleries, and fretted all the fat out of their parchments into the
banking-house air. Your lighter boxes of family papers went up-stairs
into a Barmecide room, that always had a great dining-table in it and
never had a dinner, and where, even in the year one thousand seven
hundred and eighty, the first letters written to you by your old love,
or by your little children, were but newly released from the horror of
being ogled through the windows, by the heads exposed on Temple Bar with
an insensate brutality and ferocity worthy of Abyssinia or Ashantee.
But indeed, at that time, putting to death was a
recipe much in vogue with all trades and professions, and not least of
all with Tellson's. Death is Nature's remedy for all things, and why not
Legislation's? Accordingly, the forger was put to Death; the utterer of
a bad note was put to Death; the unlawful opener of a letter was put to
Death; the purloiner of forty shillings and sixpence was put to Death;
the holder of a horse at Tellson's door, who made off with it, was put
to Death; the coiner of a bad shilling was put to Death; the sounders of
three-fourths of the notes in the whole gamut of Crime, were put to
Death. Not that it did the least good in the way of prevention--it might
almost have been worth remarking that the fact was exactly the
reverse--but, it cleared off (as to this world) the trouble of each
particular case, and left nothing else connected with it to be looked
after. Thus, Tellson's, in its day, like greater places of business, its
contemporaries, had taken so many lives, that, if the heads laid low
before it had been ranged on Temple Bar instead of being privately
disposed of, they would probably have excluded what little light the
ground floor had, in a rather significant manner.
Cramped in all kinds of dun cupboards and hutches
at Tellson's, the oldest of men carried on the business gravely. When
they took a young man into Tellson's London house, they hid him
somewhere till he was old. They kept him in a dark place, like a cheese,
until he had the full Tellson flavour and blue-mould upon him. Then only
was he permitted to be seen, spectacularly poring over large books, and
casting his breeches and gaiters into the general weight of the
establishment.
Outside Tellson's--never by any means in it,
unless called in--was an odd-job-man, an occasional porter and
messenger, who served as the live sign of the house. He was never absent
during business hours, unless upon an errand, and then he was
represented by his son: a grisly urchin of twelve, who was his express
image. People understood that Tellson's, in a stately way, tolerated the
odd-job-man. The house had always tolerated some person in that
capacity, and time and tide had drifted this person to the post. His
surname was Cruncher, and on the youthful occasion of his renouncing by
proxy the works of darkness, in the easterly parish church of Hounsditch,
he had received the added appellation of Jerry.
The scene was Mr. Cruncher's private lodging in
Hanging-sword-alley, Whitefriars: the time, half-past seven of the clock
on a windy March morning, Anno Domini seventeen hundred and eighty. (Mr.
Cruncher himself always spoke of the year of our Lord as Anna Dominoes:
apparently under the impression that the Christian era dated from the
invention of a popular game, by a lady who had bestowed her name upon
it.)
Mr. Cruncher's apartments were not in a savoury
neighbourhood, and were but two in number, even if a closet with a
single pane of glass in it might be counted as one. But they were very
decently kept. Early as it was, on the windy March morning, the room in
which he lay abed was already scrubbed throughout; and between the cups
and saucers arranged for breakfast, and the lumbering deal table, a very
clean white cloth was spread.
Mr. Cruncher reposed under a patchwork
counterpane, like a Harlequin at home. At first, he slept heavily, but,
by degrees, began to roll and surge in bed, until he rose above the
surface, with his spiky hair looking as if it must tear the sheets to
ribbons. At which juncture, he exclaimed, in a voice of dire
exasperation:
"Bust me, if she ain't at it agin!"
A woman of orderly and industrious appearance rose
from her knees in a corner, with sufficient haste and trepidation to
show that she was the person referred to.
"What!" said Mr. Cruncher, looking out
of bed for a boot. "You're at it agin, are you?"
After hailing the mom with this second salutation,
he threw a boot at the woman as a third. It was a very muddy boot, and
may introduce the odd circumstance connected with Mr. Cruncher's
domestic economy, that, whereas he often came home after banking hours
with clean boots, he often got up next morning to find the same boots
covered with clay.
"What," said Mr. Cruncher, varying his
apostrophe after missing his mark--"what are you up to,
Aggerawayter?"
"I was only saying my prayers."
"Saying your prayers! You're a nice woman!
What do you mean by flopping yourself down and praying agin me?"
"I was not praying against you; I was praying
for you."
"You weren't. And if you were, I won't be
took the liberty with. Here! your mother's a nice woman, young Jerry,
going a praying agin your father's prosperity. You've got a dutiful
mother, you have, my son. You've got a religious mother, you have, my
boy: going and flopping herself down, and praying that the
bread-and-butter may be snatched out of the mouth of her only
child."
Master Cruncher (who was in his shirt) took this
very ill, and, turning to his mother, strongly deprecated any praying
away of his personal board.
"And what do you suppose, you conceited
female," said Mr. Cruncher, with unconscious inconsistency,
"that the worth of _your_ prayers may be? Name the price that you
put _your_ prayers at!"
"They only come from the heart, Jerry. They
are worth no more than that."
"Worth no more than that," repeated Mr.
Cruncher. "They ain't worth much, then. Whether or no, I won't be
prayed agin, I tell you. I can't afford it. I'm not a going to be made
unlucky by _your_ sneaking. If you must go flopping yourself down, flop
in favour of your husband and child, and not in opposition to 'em. If I
had had any but a unnat'ral wife, and this poor boy had had any but a
unnat'ral mother, I might have made some money last week instead of
being counter-prayed and countermined and religiously circumwented into
the worst of luck. B-u-u-ust me!" said Mr. Cruncher, who all this
time had been putting on his clothes, "if I ain't, what with piety
and one blowed thing and another, been choused this last week into as
bad luck as ever a poor devil of a honest tradesman met with! Young
Jerry, dress yourself, my boy, and while I clean my boots keep a eye
upon your mother now and then, and if you see any signs of more
flopping, give me a call. For, I tell you," here he addressed his
wife once more, "I won't be gone agin, in this manner. I am as
rickety as a hackney-coach, I'm as sleepy as laudanum, my lines is
strained to that degree that I shouldn't know, if it wasn't for the pain
in 'em, which was me and which somebody else, yet I'm none the better
for it in pocket; and it's my suspicion that you've been at it from
morning to night to prevent me from being the better for it in pocket,
and I won't put up with it, Aggerawayter, and what do you say now!"
Growling, in addition, such phrases as "Ah!
yes! You're religious, too. You wouldn't put yourself in opposition to
the interests of your husband and child, would you? Not you!" and
throwing off other sarcastic sparks from the whirling grindstone of his
indignation, Mr. Cruncher betook himself to his boot-cleaning and his
general preparation for business. In the meantime, his son, whose head
was garnished with tenderer spikes, and whose young eyes stood close by
one another, as his father's did, kept the required watch upon his
mother. He greatly disturbed that poor woman at intervals, by darting
out of his sleeping closet, where he made his toilet, with a suppressed
cry of "You are going to flop, mother. --Halloa, father!" and,
after raising this fictitious alarm, darting in again with an undutiful
grin.
Mr. Cruncher's temper was not at all improved when
he came to his breakfast. He resented Mrs. Cruncher's saying grace with
particular animosity.
"Now, Aggerawayter! What are you up to? At it
again?"
His wife explained that she had merely "asked
a blessing."
"Don't do it!" said Mr. Crunches looking
about, as if he rather expected to see the loaf disappear under the
efficacy of his wife's petitions. "I ain't a going to be blest out
of house and home. I won't have my wittles blest off my table. Keep
still!"
Exceedingly red-eyed and grim, as if he had been
up all night at a party which had taken anything but a convivial turn,
Jerry Cruncher worried his breakfast rather than ate it, growling over
it like any four-footed inmate of a menagerie. Towards nine o'clock he
smoothed his ruffled aspect, and, presenting as respectable and
business-like an exterior as he could overlay his natural self with,
issued forth to the occupation of the day.
It could scarcely be called a trade, in spite of
his favourite description of himself as "a honest tradesman."
His stock consisted of a wooden stool, made out of a broken-backed chair
cut down, which stool, young Jerry, walking at his father's side,
carried every morning to beneath the banking-house window that was
nearest Temple Bar: where, with the addition of the first handful of
straw that could be gleaned from any passing vehicle to keep the cold
and wet from the odd-job-man's feet, it formed the encampment for the
day. On this post of his, Mr. Cruncher was as well known to Fleet-street
and the Temple, as the Bar itself,--and was almost as in-looking.
Encamped at a quarter before nine, in good time to
touch his three- cornered hat to the oldest of men as they passed in to
Tellson's, Jerry took up his station on this windy March morning, with
young Jerry standing by him, when not engaged in making forays through
the Bar, to inflict bodily and mental injuries of an acute description
on passing boys who were small enough for his amiable purpose. Father
and son, extremely like each other, looking silently on at the morning
traffic in Fleet-street, with their two heads as near to one another as
the two eyes of each were, bore a considerable resemblance to a pair of
monkeys. The resemblance was not lessened by the accidental
circumstance, that the mature Jerry bit and spat out straw, while the
twinkling eyes of the youthful Jerry were as restlessly watchful of him
as of everything else in Fleet-street.
The head of one of the regular indoor messengers
attached to Tellson's establishment was put through the door, and the
word was given:
"Porter wanted!"
"Hooray, father! Here's an early job to begin
with!"
Having thus given his parent God speed, young
Jerry seated himself on the stool, entered on his reversionary interest
in the straw his father had been chewing, and cogitated.
"Al-ways rusty! His fingers is al-ways
rusty!" muttered young Jerry. "Where does my father get all
that iron rust from? He don't get no iron rust here!"
II
A Sight
"You know the Old Bailey, well, no
doubt?" said one of the oldest of clerks to Jerry the messenger.
"Ye-es, sir," returned Jerry, in
something of a dogged manner. "I _do_ know the Bailey."
"Just so. And you know Mr. Lorry."
"I know Mr. Lorry, sir, much better than I
know the Bailey. Much better," said Jerry, not unlike a reluctant
witness at the establishment in question, "than I, as a honest
tradesman, wish to know the Bailey."
"Very well. Find the door where the witnesses
go in, and show the door-keeper this note for Mr. Lorry. He will then
let you in."
"Into the court, sir?"
"Into the court."
Mr. Cruncher's eyes seemed to get a little closer
to one another, and to interchange the inquiry, "What do you think
of this?"
"Am I to wait in the court, sir?" he
asked, as the result of that conference.
"I am going to tell you. The door-keeper will
pass the note to Mr. Lorry, and do you make any gesture that will
attract Mr. Lorry's attention, and show him where you stand. Then what
you have to do, is, to remain there until he wants you."
"Is that all, sir?"
"That's all. He wishes to have a messenger at
hand. This is to tell him you are there."
As the ancient clerk deliberately folded and
superscribed the note, Mr. Cruncher, after surveying him in silence
until he came to the blotting-paper stage, remarked:
"I suppose they'll be trying Forgeries this
morning?"
"Treason!"
"That's quartering," said Jerry.
"Barbarous!"
"It is the law," remarked the ancient
clerk, turning his surprised spectacles upon him. "It is the
law."
"It's hard in the law to spile a man, I
think. Ifs hard enough to kill him, but it's wery hard to spile him,
sir."
"Not at all," retained the ancient
clerk. "Speak well of the law. Take care of your chest and voice,
my good friend, and leave the law to take care of itself. I give you
that advice."
"It's the damp, sir, what settles on my chest
and voice," said Jerry. "I leave you to judge what a damp way
of earning a living mine is."
"Well, well," said the old clerk;
"we all have our various ways of gaining a livelihood. Some of us
have damp ways, and some of us have dry ways. Here is the letter. Go
along."
Jerry took the letter, and, remarking to himself
with less internal deference than he made an outward show of, "You
are a lean old one, too," made his bow, informed his son, in
passing, of his destination, and went his way.
They hanged at Tyburn, in those days, so the
street outside Newgate had not obtained one infamous notoriety that has
since attached to it. But, the gaol was a vile place, in which most
kinds of debauchery and villainy were practised, and where dire diseases
were bred, that came into court with the prisoners, and sometimes rushed
straight from the dock at my Lord Chief Justice himself, and pulled him
off the bench. It had more than once happened, that the Judge in the
black cap pronounced his own doom as certainly as the prisoner's, and
even died before him. For the rest, the Old Bailey was famous as a kind
of deadly inn-yard, from which pale travellers set out continually, in
carts and coaches, on a violent passage into the other world: traversing
some two miles and a half of public street and road, and shaming few
good citizens, if any. So powerful is use, and so desirable to be good
use in the beginning. It was famous, too, for the pillory, a wise old
institution, that inflicted a punishment of which no one could foresee
the extent; also, for the whipping-post, another dear old institution,
very humanising and softening to behold in action; also, for extensive
transactions in blood-money, another fragment of ancestral wisdom,
systematically leading to the most frightful mercenary crimes that could
be committed under Heaven. Altogether, the Old Bailey, at that date, was
a choice illustration of the precept, that "Whatever is is
right;" an aphorism that would be as final as it is lazy, did it
not include the troublesome consequence, that nothing that ever was, was
wrong.
Making his way through the tainted crowd,
dispersed up and down this hideous scene of action, with the skill of a
man accustomed to make his way quietly, the messenger found out the door
he sought, and handed in his letter through a trap in it. For, people
then paid to see the play at the Old Bailey, just as they paid to see
the play in Bedlam--only the former entertainment was much the dearer.
Therefore, all the Old Bailey doors were well guarded--except, indeed,
the social doors by which the criminals got there, and those were always
left wide open.
After some delay and demur, the door grudgingly
turned on its hinges a very little way, and allowed Mr. Jerry Cruncher
to squeeze himself into court.
"What's on?" he asked, in a whisper, of
the man he found himself next to.
"Nothing yet."
"What's coming on?"
"The Treason case."
"The quartering one, eh?"
"Ah!" returned the man, with a relish;
"he'll be drawn on a hurdle to be half hanged, and then he'll be
taken down and sliced before his own face, and then his inside will be
taken out and burnt while he looks on, and then his head will be chopped
off, and he'll be cut into quarters. That's the sentence."
"If he's found Guilty, you mean to say?"
Jerry added, by way of proviso.
"Oh! they'll find him guilty," said the
other. "Don't you be afraid of that."
Mr. Cruncher's attention was here diverted to the
door-keeper, whom he saw making his way to Mr. Lorry, with the note in
his hand. Mr. Lorry sat at a table, among the gentlemen in wigs: not far
from a wigged gentleman, the prisoner's counsel, who had a great bundle
of papers before him: and nearly opposite another wigged gentleman with
his hands in his pockets, whose whole attention, when Mr. Cruncher
looked at him then or afterwards, seemed to be concentrated on the
ceiling of the court. After some gruff coughing and rubbing of his chin
and signing with his hand, Jerry attracted the notice of Mr. Lorry, who
had stood up to look for him, and who quietly nodded and sat down again.
"What's _he_ got to do with the case?"
asked the man he had spoken with.
"Blest if I know," said Jerry.
"What have _you_ got to do with it, then, if
a person may inquire?"
"Blest if I know that either," said
Jerry.
The entrance of the Judge, and a consequent great
stir and settling down in the court, stopped the dialogue. Presently,
the dock became the central point of interest. Two gaolers, who had been
standing there, went out, and the prisoner was brought in, and put to
the bar.
Everybody present, except the one wigged gentleman
who looked at the ceiling, stared at him. All the human breath in the
place, rolled at him, like a sea, or a wind, or a fire. Eager faces
strained round pillars and corners, to get a sight of him; spectators in
back rows stood up, not to miss a hair of him; people on the floor of
the court, laid their hands on the shoulders of the people before them,
to help themselves, at anybody's cost, to a view of him--stood a-tiptoe,
got upon ledges, stood upon next to nothing, to see every inch of him.
Conspicuous among these latter, like an animated bit of the spiked wall
of Newgate, Jerry stood: aiming at the prisoner the beery breath of a
whet he had taken as he came along, and discharging it to mingle with
the waves of other beer, and gin, and tea, and coffee, and what not,
that flowed at him, and already broke upon the great windows behind him
in an impure mist and rain.
The object of all this staring and blaring, was a
young man of about five-and-twenty, well-grown and well-looking, with a
sunburnt cheek and a dark eye. His condition was that of a young
gentleman. He was plainly dressed in black, or very dark grey, and his
hair, which was long and dark, was gathered in a ribbon at the back of
his neck; more to be out of his way than for ornament. As an emotion of
the mind will express itself through any covering of the body, so the
paleness which his situation engendered came through the brown upon his
cheek, showing the soul to be stronger than the sun. He was otherwise
quite self-possessed, bowed to the Judge, and stood quiet.
The sort of interest with which this man was
stared and breathed at, was not a sort that elevated humanity. Had he
stood in peril of a less horrible sentence--had there been a chance of
any one of its savage details being spared--by just so much would he
have lost in his fascination. The form that was to be doomed to be so
shamefully mangled, was the sight; the immortal creature that was to be
so butchered and torn asunder, yielded the sensation. Whatever gloss the
various spectators put upon the interest, according to their several
arts and powers of self-deceit, the interest was, at the root of it,
Ogreish.
Silence in the court! Charles Darnay had yesterday
pleaded Not Guilty to an indictment denouncing him (with infinite jingle
and jangle) for that he was a false traitor to our serene, illustrious,
excellent, and so forth, prince, our Lord the King, by reason of his
having, on divers occasions, and by divers means and ways, assisted
Lewis, the French King, in his wars against our said serene,
illustrious, excellent, and so forth; that was to say, by coming and
going, between the dominions of our said serene, illustrious, excellent,
and so forth, and those of the said French Lewis, and wickedly, falsely,
traitorously, and otherwise evil-adverbiously, revealing to the said
French Lewis what forces our said serene, illustrious, excellent, and so
forth, had in preparation to send to Canada and North America. This
much, Jerry, with his head becoming more and more spiky as the law terms
bristled it, made out with huge satisfaction, and so arrived
circuitously at the understanding that the aforesaid, and over and over
again aforesaid, Charles Darnay, stood there before him upon his trial;
that the jury were swearing in; and that Mr. Attorney-General was making
ready to speak.
The accused, who was (and who knew he was) being
mentally hanged, beheaded, and quartered, by everybody there, neither
flinched from the situation, nor assumed any theatrical air in it. He
was quiet and attentive; watched the opening proceedings with a grave
interest; and stood with his hands resting on the slab of wood before
him, so composedly, that they had not displaced a leaf of the herbs with
which it was strewn. The court was all bestrewn with herbs and sprinkled
with vinegar, as a precaution against gaol air and gaol fever.
Over the prisoner's head there was a mirror, to
throw the light down upon him. Crowds of the wicked and the wretched had
been reflected in it, and had passed from its surface and this earth's
together. Haunted in a most ghastly manner that abominable place would
have been, if the glass could ever have rendered back its reflections,
as the ocean is one day to give up its dead. Some passing thought of the
infamy and disgrace for which it had been reserved, may have struck the
prisoner's mind. Be that as it may, a change in his position making him
conscious of a bar of light across his face, he looked up; and when he
saw the glass his face flushed, and his right hand pushed the herbs
away.
It happened, that the action turned his face to
that side of the court which was on his left. About on a level with his
eyes, there sat, in that corner of the Judge's bench, two persons upon
whom his look immediately rested; so immediately, and so much to the
changing of his aspect, that all the eyes that were turned upon him,
turned to them.
The spectators saw in the two figures, a young
lady of little more than twenty, and a gentleman who was evidently her
father; a man of a very remarkable appearance in respect of the absolute
whiteness of his hair, and a certain indescribable intensity of face:
not of an active kind, but pondering and self-communing. When this
expression was upon him, he looked as if he were old; but when it was
stirred and broken up--as it was now, in a moment, on his speaking to
his daughter--he became a handsome man, not past the prime of life.
His daughter had one of her hands drawn through
his arm, as she sat by him, and the other pressed upon it. She had drawn
close to him, in her dread of the scene, and in her pity for the
prisoner. Her forehead had been strikingly expressive of an engrossing
terror and compassion that saw nothing but the peril of the accused.
This had been so very noticeable, so very powerfully and naturally
shown, that starers who had had no pity for him were touched by her; and
the whisper went about, "Who are they?"
Jerry, the messenger, who had made his own
observations, in his own manner, and who had been sucking the rust off
his fingers in his absorption, stretched his neck to hear who they were.
The crowd about him had pressed and passed the inquiry on to the nearest
attendant, and from him it had been more slowly pressed and passed back;
at last it got to Jerry:
"Witnesses."
"For which side?"
"Against."
"Against what side?"
"The prisoner's."
The Judge, whose eyes had gone in the general
direction, recalled them, leaned back in his seat, and looked steadily
at the man whose life was in his hand, as Mr. Attorney-General rose to
spin the rope, grind the axe, and hammer the nails into the scaffold.
III
A Disappointment
Mr. Attorney-General had to inform the jury, that
the prisoner before them, though young in years, was old in the
treasonable practices which claimed the forfeit of his life. That this
correspondence with the public enemy was not a correspondence of to-day,
or of yesterday, or even of last year, or of the year before. That, it
was certain the prisoner had, for longer than that, been in the habit of
passing and repassing between France and England, on secret business of
which he could give no honest account. That, if it were in the nature of
traitorous ways to thrive (which happily it never was), the real
wickedness and guilt of his business might have remained undiscovered.
That Providence, however, had put it into the heart of a person who was
beyond fear and beyond reproach, to ferret out the nature of the
prisoner's schemes, and, struck with horror, to disclose them to his
Majesty's Chief Secretary of State and most honourable Privy Council.
That, this patriot would be produced before them. That, his position and
attitude were, on the whole, sublime. That, he had been the prisoner's
friend, but, at once in an auspicious and an evil hour detecting his
infamy, had resolved to immolate the traitor he could no longer cherish
in his bosom, on the sacred altar of his country. That, if statues were
decreed in Britain, as in ancient Greece and Rome, to public
benefactors, this shining citizen would assuredly have had one. That, as
they were not so decreed, he probably would not have one. That, Virtue,
as had been observed by the poets (in many passages which he well knew
the jury would have, word for word, at the tips of their tongues;
whereat the jury's countenances displayed a guilty consciousness that
they knew nothing about the passages), was in a manner contagious; more
especially the bright virtue known as patriotism, or love of country.
That, the lofty example of this immaculate and unimpeachable witness for
the Crown, to refer to whom however unworthily was an honour, had
communicated itself to the prisoner's servant, and had engendered in him
a holy determination to examine his master's table-drawers and pockets,
and secrete his papers. That, he (Mr. Attorney-General) was prepared to
hear some disparagement attempted of this admirable servant; but that,
in a general way, he preferred him to his (Mr. Attorney-General's)
brothers and sisters, and honoured him more than his (Mr.
Attorney-General's) father and mother. That, he called with confidence
on the jury to come and do likewise. That, the evidence of these two
witnesses, coupled with the documents of their discovering that would be
produced, would show the prisoner to have been furnished with lists of
his Majesty's forces, and of their disposition and preparation, both by
sea and land, and would leave no doubt that he had habitually conveyed
such information to a hostile power. That, these lists could not be
proved to be in the prisoner's handwriting; but that it was all the
same; that, indeed, it was rather the better for the prosecution, as
showing the prisoner to be artful in his precautions. That, the proof
would go back five years, and would show the prisoner already engaged in
these pernicious missions, within a few weeks before the date of the
very first action fought between the British troops and the Americans.
That, for these reasons, the jury, being a loyal jury (as he knew they
were), and being a responsible jury (as _they_ knew they were), must
positively find the prisoner Guilty, and make an end of him, whether
they liked it or not. That, they never could lay their heads upon their
pillows; that, they never could tolerate the idea of their wives laying
their heads upon their pillows; that, they never could endure the notion
of their children laying their heads upon their pillows; in short, that
there never more could be, for them or theirs, any laying of heads upon
pillows at all, unless the prisoner's head was taken off. That head Mr.
Attorney-General concluded by demanding of them, in the name of
everything he could think of with a round turn in it, and on the faith
of his solemn asseveration that he already considered the prisoner as
good as dead and gone.
When the Attorney-General ceased, a buzz arose in
the court as if a cloud of great blue-flies were swarming about the
prisoner, in anticipation of what he was soon to become. When toned down
again, the unimpeachable patriot appeared in the witness-box.
Mr. Solicitor-General then, following his leader's
lead, examined the patriot: John Barsad, gentleman, by name. The story
of his pure soul was exactly what Mr. Attorney-General had described it
to be-- perhaps, if it had a fault, a little too exactly. Having
released his noble bosom of its burden, he would have modestly withdrawn
himself, but that the wigged gentleman with the papers before him,
sitting not far from Mr. Lorry, begged to ask him a few questions. The
wigged gentleman sitting opposite, still looking at the ceiling of the
court.
Had he ever been a spy himself? No, he scorned the
base insinuation. What did he live upon? His property. Where was his
property? He didn't precisely remember where it was. What was it? No
business of anybody's. Had he inherited it? Yes, he had. From whom?
Distant relation. Very distant? Rather. Ever been in prison? Certainly
not. Never in a debtors' prison? Didn't see what that had to do with it.
Never in a debtors' prison?--Come, once again. Never? Yes. How many
times? Two or three times. Not five or six? Perhaps. Of what profession?
Gentleman. Ever been kicked? Might have been. Frequently? No. Ever
kicked downstairs? Decidedly not; once received a kick on the top of a
staircase, and fell downstairs of his own accord. Kicked on that
occasion for cheating at dice? Something to that effect was said by the
intoxicated liar who committed the assault, but it was not true. Swear
it was not true? Positively. Ever live by cheating at play? Never. Ever
live by play? Not more than other gentlemen do. Ever borrow money of the
prisoner? Yes. Ever pay him? No. Was not this intimacy with the
prisoner, in reality a very slight one, forced upon the prisoner in
coaches, inns, and packets? No. Sure he saw the prisoner with these
lists? Certain. Knew no more about the lists? No. Had not procured them
himself, for instance? No. Expect to get anything by this evidence? No.
Not in regular government pay and employment, to lay traps? Oh dear no.
Or to do anything? Oh dear no. Swear that? Over and over again. No
motives but motives of sheer patriotism? None whatever.
The virtuous servant, Roger Cly, swore his way
through the case at a great rate. He had taken service with the
prisoner, in good faith and simplicity, four years ago. He had asked the
prisoner, aboard the Calais packet, if he wanted a handy fellow, and the
prisoner had engaged him. He had not asked the prisoner to take the
handy fellow as an act of charity--never thought of such a thing. He
began to have suspicions of the prisoner, and to keep an eye upon him,
soon afterwards. In arranging his clothes, while travelling, he had seen
similar lists to these in the prisoner's pockets, over and over again.
He had taken these lists from the drawer of the prisoner's desk. He had
not put them there first. He had seen the prisoner show these identical
lists to French gentlemen at Calais, and similar lists to French
gentlemen, both at Calais and Boulogne. He loved his country, and
couldn't bear it, and had given information. He had never been suspected
of stealing a silver tea-pot; he had been maligned respecting a
mustard-pot, but it turned out to be only a plated one. He had known the
last witness seven or eight years; that was merely a coincidence. He
didn't call it a particularly curious coincidence; most coincidences
were curious. Neither did he call it a curious coincidence that true
patriotism was _his_ only motive too. He was a true Briton, and hoped
there were many like him.
The blue-flies buzzed again, and Mr.
Attorney-General called Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"Mr. Jarvis Lorry, are you a clerk in
Tellson's bank?"
"I am."
"On a certain Friday night in November one
thousand seven hundred and seventy-five, did business occasion you to
travel between London and Dover by the mail?"
"It did."
"Were there any other passengers in the
mail?"
"Two."
"Did they alight on the road in the course of
the night?"
"They did."
"Mr. Lorry, look upon the prisoner. Was he
one of those two passengers?"
"I cannot undertake to say that he was."
"Does he resemble either of these two
passengers?"
"Both were so wrapped up, and the night was
so dark, and we were all so reserved, that I cannot undertake to say
even that."
"Mr. Lorry, look again upon the prisoner.
Supposing him wrapped up as those two passengers were, is there anything
in his bulk and stature to render it unlikely that he was one of
them?"
"No."
"You will not swear, Mr. Lorry, that he was
not one of them?"
"No."
"So at least you say he may have been one of
them?"
"Yes. Except that I remember them both to
have been--like myself-- timorous of highwaymen, and the prisoner has
not a timorous air."
"Did you ever see a counterfeit of timidity,
Mr. Lorry?"
"I certainly have seen that."
"Mr. Lorry, look once more upon the prisoner.
Have you seen him, to your certain knowledge, before?"
"I have."
"When?"
"I was returning from France a few days
afterwards, and, at Calais, the prisoner came on board the packet-ship
in which I returned, and made the voyage with me."
"At what hour did he come on board?"
"At a little after midnight."
"In the dead of the night. Was he the only
passenger who came on board at that untimely hour?"
"He happened to be the only one."
"Never mind about `happening,' Mr. Lorry. He
was the only passenger who came on board in the dead of the night?"
"He was."
"Were you travelling alone, Mr. Lorry, or
with any companion?"
"With two companions. A gentleman and lady.
They are here."
"They are here. Had you any conversation with
the prisoner?"
"Hardly any. The weather was stormy, and the
passage long and rough, and I lay on a sofa, almost from shore to
shore."
"Miss Manette!"
The young lady, to whom all eyes had been turned
before, and were now turned again, stood up where she had sat. Her
father rose with her, and kept her hand drawn through his arm.
"Miss Manette, look upon the prisoner."
To be confronted with such pity, and such earnest
youth and beauty, was far more trying to the accused than to be
confronted with all the crowd. Standing, as it were, apart with her on
the edge of his grave, not all the staring curiosity that looked on,
could, for the moment, nerve him to remain quite still. His hurried
right hand parcelled out the herbs before him into imaginary beds of
flowers in a garden; and his efforts to control and steady his breathing
shook the lips from which the colour rushed to his heart. The buzz of
the great flies was loud again.
"Miss Manette, have you seen the prisoner
before?"
"Yes, sir."
"Where?"
"On board of the packet-ship just now
referred to, sir, and on the same occasion."
"You are the young lady just now referred
to?"
"O! most unhappily, I am!"
The plaintive tone of her compassion merged into
the less musical voice of the Judge, as he said something fiercely:
"Answer the questions put to you, and make no remark upon
them."
"Miss Manette, had you any conversation with
the prisoner on that passage across the Channel?"
"Yes, sir."
"Recall it."
In the midst of a profound stillness, she faintly
began: "When the gentleman came on board--"
"Do you mean the prisoner?" inquired the
Judge, knitting his brows.
"Yes, my Lord."
"Then say the prisoner."
"When the prisoner came on board, he noticed
that my father," turning her eyes lovingly to him as he stood
beside her, "was much fatigued and in a very weak state of health.
My father was so reduced that I was afraid to take him out of the air,
and I had made a bed for him on the deck near the cabin steps, and I sat
on the deck at his side to take care of him. There were no other
passengers that night, but we four. The prisoner was so good as to beg
permission to advise me how I could shelter my father from the wind and
weather, better than I had done. I had not known how to do it well, not
understanding how the wind would set when we were out of the harbour. He
did it for me. He expressed great gentleness and kindness for my
father's state, and I am sure he felt it. That was the manner of our
beginning to speak together."
"Let me interrupt you for a moment. Had he
come on board alone?"
"No."
"How many were with him?"
"Two French gentlemen."
"Had they conferred together?"
"They had conferred together until the last
moment, when it was necessary for the French gentlemen to be landed in
their boat."
"Had any papers been handed about among them,
similar to these lists?"
"Some papers had been handed about among
them, but I don't know what papers."
"Like these in shape and size?"
"Possibly, but indeed I don't know, although
they stood whispering very near to me: because they stood at the top of
the cabin steps to have the light of the lamp that was hanging there; it
was a dull lamp, and they spoke very low, and I did not hear what they
said, and saw only that they looked at papers."
"Now, to the prisoner's conversation, Miss
Manette."
"The prisoner was as open in his confidence
with me--which arose out of my helpless situation--as he was kind, and
good, and useful to my father. I hope," bursting into tears,
"I may not repay him by doing him harm to-day."
Buzzing from the blue-flies.
"Miss Manette, if the prisoner does not
perfectly understand that you give the evidence which it is your duty to
give--which you must give-- and which you cannot escape from
giving--with great unwillingness, he is the only person present in that
condition. Please to go on."
"He told me that he was travelling on
business of a delicate and difficult nature, which might get people into
trouble, and that he was therefore travelling under an assumed name. He
said that this business had, within a few days, taken him to France, and
might, at intervals, take him backwards and forwards between France and
England for a long time to come."
"Did he say anything about America, Miss
Manette? Be particular."
"He tried to explain to me how that quarrel
had arisen, and he said that, so far as he could judge, it was a wrong
and foolish one on England's part. He added, in a jesting way, that
perhaps George Washington might gain almost as great a name in history
as George the Third. But there was no harm in his way of saying this: it
was said laughingly, and to beguile the time."
Any strongly marked expression of face on the part
of a chief actor in a scene of great interest to whom many eyes are
directed, will be unconsciously imitated by the spectators. Her forehead
was painfully anxious and intent as she gave this evidence, and, in the
pauses when she stopped for the Judge to write it down, watched its
effect upon the counsel for and against. Among the lookers-on there was
the same expression in all quarters of the court; insomuch, that a great
majority of the foreheads there, might have been mirrors reflecting the
witness, when the Judge looked up from his notes to glare at that
tremendous heresy about George Washington.
Mr. Attorney-General now signified to my Lord,
that he deemed it necessary, as a matter of precaution and form, to call
the young lady's father, Doctor Manette. Who was called accordingly.
"Doctor Manette, look upon the prisoner. Have
you ever seen him before?"
"Once. When he called at my lodgings in
London. Some three years, or three years and a half ago."
"Can you identify him as your
fellow-passenger on board the packet, or speak to his conversation with
your daughter?"
"Sir, I can do neither."
"Is there any particular and special reason
for your being unable to do either?"
He answered, in a low voice, "There is."
"Has it been your misfortune to undergo a
long imprisonment, without trial, or even accusation, in your native
country, Doctor Manette?"
He answered, in a tone that went to every heart,
"A long imprisonment."
"Were you newly released on the occasion in
question?"
"They tell me so."
"Have you no remembrance of the
occasion?"
"None. My mind is a blank, from some time--I
cannot even say what time-- when I employed myself, in my captivity, in
making shoes, to the time when I found myself living in London with my
dear daughter here. She had become familiar to me, when a gracious God
restored my faculties; but, I am quite unable even to say how she had
become familiar. I have no remembrance of the process."
Mr. Attorney-General sat down, and the father and
daughter sat down together.
A singular circumstance then arose in the case.
The object in hand being to show that the prisoner went down, with some
fellow-plotter untracked, in the Dover mail on that Friday night in
November five years ago, and got out of the mail in the night, as a
blind, at a place where he did not remain, but from which he travelled
back some dozen miles or more, to a garrison and dockyard, and there
collected information; a witness was called to identify him as having
been at the precise time required, in the coffee-room of an hotel in
that garrison-and-dockyard town, waiting for another person. The
prisoner's counsel was cross-examining this witness with no result,
except that he had never seen the prisoner on any other occasion, when
the wigged gentleman who had all this time been looking at the ceiling
of the court, wrote a word or two on a little piece of paper, screwed it
up, and tossed it to him. Opening this piece of paper in the next pause,
the counsel looked with great attention and curiosity at the prisoner.
"You say again you are quite sure that it was
the prisoner?"
The witness was quite sure.
"Did you ever see anybody very like the
prisoner?"
Not so like (the witness said) as that he could be
mistaken.
"Look well upon that gentleman, my learned
friend there," pointing to him who had tossed the paper over,
"and then look well upon the prisoner. How say you? Are they very
like each other?"
Allowing for my learned friend's appearance being
careless and slovenly if not debauched, they were sufficiently like each
other to surprise, not only the witness, but everybody present, when
they were thus brought into comparison. My Lord being prayed to bid my
learned friend lay aside his wig, and giving no very gracious consent,
the likeness became much more remarkable. My Lord inquired of Mr.
Stryver (the prisoner's counsel), whether they were next to try Mr.
Carton (name of my learned friend) for treason? But, Mr. Stryver replied
to my Lord, no; but he would ask the witness to tell him whether what
happened once, might happen twice; whether he would have been so
confident if he had seen this illustration of his rashness sooner,
whether he would be so confident, having seen it; and more. The upshot
of which, was, to smash this witness like a crockery vessel, and shiver
his part of the case to useless lumber.
Mr. Cruncher had by this time taken quite a lunch
of rust off his fingers in his following of the evidence. He had now to
attend while Mr. Stryver fitted the prisoner's case on the jury, like a
compact suit of clothes; showing them how the patriot, Barsad, was a
hired spy and traitor, an unblushing trafficker in blood, and one of the
greatest scoundrels upon earth since accursed Judas--which he certainly
did look rather like. How the virtuous servant, Cly, was his friend and
partner, and was worthy to be; how the watchful eyes of those forgers
and false swearers had rested on the prisoner as a victim, because some
family affairs in France, he being of French extraction, did require his
making those passages across the Channel--though what those affairs
were, a consideration for others who were near and dear to him, forbade
him, even for his life, to disclose. How the evidence that had been
warped and wrested from the young lady, whose anguish in giving it they
had witnessed, came to nothing, involving the mere little innocent
gallantries and politenesses likely to pass between any young gentleman
and young lady so thrown together;--with the exception of that reference
to George Washington, which was altogether too extravagant and
impossible to be regarded in any other light than as a monstrous joke.
How it would be a weakness in the government to break down in this
attempt to practise for popularity on the lowest national antipathies
and fears, and therefore Mr. Attorney-General had made the most of it;
how, nevertheless, it rested upon nothing, save that vile and infamous
character of evidence too often disfiguring such cases, and of which the
State Trials of this country were full. But, there my Lord interposed
(with as grave a face as if it had not been true), saying that he could
not sit upon that Bench and suffer those allusions.
Mr. Stryver then called his few witnesses, and Mr.
Cruncher had next to attend while Mr. Attorney-General turned the whole
suit of clothes Mr. Stryver had fitted on the jury, inside out; showing
how Barsad and Cly were even a hundred times better than he had thought
them, and the prisoner a hundred times worse. Lastly, came my Lord
himself, turning the suit of clothes, now inside out, now outside in,
but on the whole decidedly trimming and shaping them into grave-clothes
for the prisoner.
And now, the jury turned to consider, and the
great flies swarmed again.
Mr. Carton, who had so long sat looking at the
ceiling of the court, changed neither his place nor his attitude, even
in this excitement. While his teamed friend, Mr. Stryver, massing his
papers before him, whispered with those who sat near, and from time to
time glanced anxiously at the jury; while all the spectators moved more
or less, and grouped themselves anew; while even my Lord himself arose
from his seat, and slowly paced up and down his platform, not unattended
by a suspicion in the minds of the audience that his state was feverish;
this one man sat leaning back, with his torn gown half off him, his
untidy wig put on just as it had happened to fight on his head after its
removal, his hands in his pockets, and his eyes on the ceiling as they
had been all day. Something especially reckless in his demeanour, not
only gave him a disreputable look, but so diminished the strong
resemblance he undoubtedly bore to the prisoner (which his momentary
earnestness, when they were compared together, had strengthened), that
many of the lookers-on, taking note of him now, said to one another they
would hardly have thought the two were so alike. Mr. Cruncher made the
observation to his next neighbour, and added, "I'd hold half a
guinea that _he_ don't get no law-work to do. Don't look like the sort
of one to get any, do he?"
Yet, this Mr. Carton took in more of the details
of the scene than he appeared to take in; for now, when Miss Manette's
head dropped upon her father's breast, he was the first to see it, and
to say audibly: "Officer! look to that young lady. Help the
gentleman to take her out. Don't you see she will fall!"
There was much commiseration for her as she was
removed, and much sympathy with her father. It had evidently been a
great distress to him, to have the days of his imprisonment recalled. He
had shown strong internal agitation when he was questioned, and that
pondering or brooding look which made him old, had been upon him, like a
heavy cloud, ever since. As he passed out, the jury, who had turned back
and paused a moment, spoke, through their foreman.
They were not agreed, and wished to retire. My
Lord (perhaps with George Washington on his mind) showed some surprise
that they were not agreed, but signified his pleasure that they should
retire under watch and ward, and retired himself. The trial had lasted
all day, and the lamps in the court were now being lighted. It began to
be rumoured that the jury would be out a long while. The spectators
dropped off to get refreshment, and the prisoner withdrew to the back of
the dock, and sat down.
Mr. Lorry, who had gone out when the young lady
and her father went out, now reappeared, and beckoned to Jerry: who, in
the slackened interest, could easily get near him.
"Jerry, if you wish to take something to eat,
you can. But, keep in the way. You will be sure to hear when the jury
come in. Don't be a moment behind them, for I want you to take the
verdict back to the bank. You are the quickest messenger I know, and
will get to Temple Bar long before I can."
Jerry had just enough forehead to knuckle, and he
knuckled it in acknowledgment of this communication and a shilling. Mr.
Carton came up at the moment, and touched Mr. Lorry on the arm.
"How is the young lady?"
"She is greatly distressed; but her father is
comforting her, and she feels the better for being out of court."
"I'll tell the prisoner so. It won't do for a
respectable bank gentleman like you, to be seen speaking to him
publicly, you know."
Mr. Lorry reddened as if he were conscious of
having debated the point in his mind, and Mr. Carton made his way to the
outside of the bar. The way out of court lay in that direction, and
Jerry followed him, all eyes, ears, and spikes.
"Mr. Darnay!"
The prisoner came forward directly.
"You will naturally be anxious to hear of the
witness, Miss Manette. She will do very well. You have seen the worst of
her agitation."
"I am deeply sorry to have been the cause of
it. Could you tell her so for me, with my fervent acknowledgments?"
"Yes, I could. I will, if you ask it."
Mr. Carton's manner was so careless as to be
almost insolent. He stood, half turned from the prisoner, lounging with
his elbow against the bar.
"I do ask it. Accept my cordial thanks."
"What," said Carton, still only half
turned towards him, "do you expect, Mr. Darnay?"
"The worst."
"It's the wisest thing to expect, and the
likeliest. But I think their withdrawing is in your favour."
Loitering on the way out of court not being
allowed, Jerry heard no more: but left them--so like each other in
feature, so unlike each other in manner--standing side by side, both
reflected in the glass above them.
An hour and a half limped heavily away in the
thief-and-rascal crowded passages below, even though assisted off with
mutton pies and ale. The hoarse messenger, uncomfortably seated on a
form after taking that refection, had dropped into a doze, when a loud
murmur and a rapid tide of people setting up the stairs that led to the
court, carried him along with them.
"Jerry! Jerry!" Mr. Lorry was already
calling at the door when he got there.
"Here, sir! It's a fight to get back again.
Here I am, sir!"
Mr. Lorry handed him a paper through the throng.
"Quick! Have you got it?"
"Yes, sir."
Hastily written on the paper was the word "AQUITTED."
"If you had sent the message, `Recalled to
Life,' again," muttered Jerry, as he turned, "I should have
known what you meant, this time."
He had no opportunity of saying, or so much as
thinking, anything else, until he was clear of the Old Bailey; for, the
crowd came pouring out with a vehemence that nearly took him off his
legs, and a loud buzz swept into the street as if the baffled blue-flies
were dispersing in search of other carrion.
IV
Congratulatory
From the dimly-lighted passages of the court, the
last sediment of the human stew that had been boiling there all day, was
straining off, when Doctor Manette, Lucie Manette, his daughter, Mr.
Lorry, the solicitor for the defence, and its counsel, Mr. Stryver,
stood gathered round Mr. Charles Darnay--just released--congratulating
him on his escape from death.
It would have been difficult by a far brighter
light, to recognise in Doctor Manette, intellectual of face and upright
of bearing, the shoemaker of the garret in Paris. Yet, no one could have
looked at him twice, without looking again: even though the opportunity
of observation had not extended to the mournful cadence of his low grave
voice, and to the abstraction that overclouded him fitfully, without any
apparent reason. While one external cause, and that a reference to his
long lingering agony, would always--as on the trial--evoke this
condition from the depths of his soul, it was also in its nature to
arise of itself, and to draw a gloom over him, as incomprehensible to
those unacquainted with his story as if they had seen the shadow of the
actual Bastille thrown upon him by a summer sun, when the substance was
three hundred miles away.
Only his daughter had the power of charming this
black brooding from his mind. She was the golden thread that united him
to a Past beyond his misery, and to a Present beyond his misery: and the
sound of her voice, the light of her face, the touch of her hand, had a
strong beneficial influence with him almost always. Not absolutely
always, for she could recall some occasions on which her power had
failed; but they were few and slight, and she believed them over.
Mr. Darnay had kissed her hand fervently and
gratefully, and had turned to Mr. Stryver, whom he warmly thanked. Mr.
Stryver, a man of little more than thirty, but looking twenty years
older than he was, stout, loud, red, bluff, and free from any drawback
of delicacy, had a pushing way of shouldering himself (morally and
physically) into companies and conversations, that argued well for his
shouldering his way up in life.
He still had his wig and gown on, and he said,
squaring himself at his late client to that degree that he squeezed the
innocent Mr. Lorry clean out of the group: "I am glad to have
brought you off with honour, Mr. Darnay. It was an infamous prosecution,
grossly infamous; but not the less likely to succeed on that
account."
"You have laid me under an obligation to you
for life--in two senses," said his late client, taking his hand.
"I have done my best for you, Mr. Darnay; and
my best is as good as another man's, I believe."
It clearly being incumbent on some one to say,
"Much better," Mr. Lorry said it; perhaps not quite
disinterestedly, but with the interested object of squeezing himself
back again.
"You think so?" said Mr. Stryver.
"Well! you have been present all day, and you ought to know. You
are a man of business, too."
"And as such," quoth Mr. Lorry, whom the
counsel learned in the law had now shouldered back into the group, just
as he had previously shouldered him out of it--"as such I will
appeal to Doctor Manette, to break up this conference and order us all
to our homes. Miss Lucie looks ill, Mr. Darnay has had a terrible day,
we are worn out."
"Speak for yourself, Mr. Lorry," said
Stryver; "I have a night's work to do yet. Speak for
yourself."
"I speak for myself," answered Mr.
Lorry, "and for Mr. Darnay, and for Miss Lucie, and--Miss Lucie, do
you not think I may speak for us all?" He asked her the question
pointedly, and with a glance at her father.
His face had become frozen, as it were, in a very
curious look at Darnay: an intent look, deepening into a frown of
dislike and distrust, not even unmixed with fear. With this strange
expression on him his thoughts had wandered away.
"My father," said Lucie, softly laying
her hand on his.
He slowly shook the shadow off, and turned to her.
"Shall we go home, my father?"
With a long breath, he answered "Yes."
The friends of the acquitted prisoner had
dispersed, under the impression--which he himself had originated--that
he would not be released that night. The lights were nearly all
extinguished in the passages, the iron gates were being closed with a
jar and a rattle, and the dismal place was deserted until to-morrow
morning's interest of gallows, pillory, whipping-post, and
branding-iron, should repeople it. Walking between her father and Mr.
Darnay, Lucie Manette passed into the open air. A hackney-coach was
called, and the father and daughter departed in it.
Mr. Stryver had left them in the passages, to
shoulder his way back to the robing-room. Another person, who had not
joined the group, or interchanged a word with any one of them, but who
had been leaning against the wall where its shadow was darkest, had
silently strolled out after the rest, and had looked on until the coach
drove away. He now stepped up to where Mr. Lorry and Mr. Darnay stood
upon the pavement.
"So, Mr. Lorry! Men of business may speak to
Mr. Darnay now?"
Nobody had made any acknowledgment of Mr. Carton's
part in the day's proceedings; nobody had known of it. He was unrobed,
and was none the better for it in appearance.
"If you knew what a conflict goes on in the
business mind, when the business mind is divided between good-natured
impulse and business appearances, you would be amused, Mr. Darnay."
Mr. Lorry reddened, and said, warmly, "You
have mentioned that before, sir. We men of business, who serve a House,
are not our own masters. We have to think of the House more than
ourselves."
"_I_ know, _I_ know," rejoined Mr.
Carton, carelessly. "Don't be nettled, Mr. Lorry. You are as good
as another, I have no doubt: better, I dare say."
"And indeed, sir," pursued Mr. Lorry,
not minding him, "I really don't know what you have to do with the
matter. If you'll excuse me, as very much your elder, for saying so, I
really don't know that it is your business."
"Business! Bless you, _I_ have no
business," said Mr. Carton.
"It is a pity you have not, sir."
"I think so, too."
"If you had," pursued Mr. Lorry,
"perhaps you would attend to it."
"Lord love you, no!--I shouldn't," said
Mr. Carton.
"Well, sir!" cried Mr. Lorry, thoroughly
heated by his indifference, "business is a very good thing, and a
very respectable thing. And, sir, if business imposes its restraints and
its silences and impediments, Mr. Darnay as a young gentleman of
generosity knows how to make allowance for that circumstance. Mr. Darnay,
good night, God bless you, sir! I hope you have been this day preserved
for a prosperous and happy life.--Chair there!"
Perhaps a little angry with himself, as well as
with the barrister, Mr. Lorry bustled into the chair, and was carried
off to Tellson's. Carton, who smelt of port wine, and did not appear to
be quite sober, laughed then, and turned to Darnay:
"This is a strange chance that throws you and
me together. This must be a strange night to you, standing alone here
with your counterpart on these street stones?"
"I hardly seem yet," returned Charles
Darnay, "to belong to this world again."
"I don't wonder at it; it's not so long since
you were pretty far advanced on your way to another. You speak
faintly."
"I begin to think I _am_ faint."
"Then why the devil don't you dine? I dined,
myself, while those numskulls were deliberating which world you should
belong to--this, or some other. Let me show you the nearest tavern to
dine well at."
Drawing his arm through his own, he took him down
Ludgate-hill to Fleet-street, and so, up a covered way, into a tavern.
Here, they were shown into a little room, where Charles Darnay was soon
recruiting his strength with a good plain dinner and good wine: while
Carton sat opposite to him at the same table, with his separate bottle
of port before him, and his fully half-insolent manner upon him.
"Do you feel, yet, that you belong to this
terrestrial scheme again, Mr. Darnay?"
"I am frightfully confused regarding time and
place; but I am so far mended as to feel that."
"It must be an immense satisfaction!"
He said it bitterly, and filled up his glass
again: which was a large one.
"As to me, the greatest desire I have, is to
forget that I belong to it. It has no good in it for me--except wine
like this--nor I for it. So we are not much alike in that particular.
Indeed, I begin to think we are not much alike in any particular, you
and I."
Confused by the emotion of the day, and feeling
his being there with this Double of coarse deportment, to be like a
dream, Charles Darnay was at a loss how to answer; finally, answered not
at all.
"Now your dinner is done," Carton
presently said, "why don't you call a health, Mr. Darnay; why don't
you give your toast?"
"What health? What toast?"
"Why, it's on the tip of your tongue. It
ought to be, it must be, I'll swear it's there."
"Miss Manette, then!"
"Miss Manette, then!"
Looking his companion full in the face while he
drank the toast, Carton flung his glass over his shoulder against the
wall, where it shivered to pieces; then, rang the bell, and ordered in
another.
"That's a fair young lady to hand to a coach
in the dark, Mr. Darnay!" he said, ruing his new goblet.
A slight frown and a laconic "Yes," were
the answer.
"That's a fair young lady to be pitied by and
wept for by! How does it feel? Is it worth being tried for one's life,
to be the object of such sympathy and compassion, Mr. Darnay?"
Again Darnay answered not a word.
"She was mightily pleased to have your
message, when I gave it her. Not that she showed she was pleased, but I
suppose she was."
The allusion served as a timely reminder to Darnay
that this disagreeable companion had, of his own free will, assisted him
in the strait of the day. He turned the dialogue to that point, and
thanked him for it.
"I neither want any thanks, nor merit
any," was the careless rejoinder. "It was nothing to do, in
the first place; and I don't know why I did it, in the second. Mr.
Darnay, let me ask you a question."
"Willingly, and a small return for your good
offices."
"Do you think I particularly like you?"
"Really, Mr. Carton," returned the
other, oddly disconcerted, "I have not asked myself the
question."
"But ask yourself the question now."
"You have acted as if you do; but I don't
think you do."
"_I_ don't think I do," said Carton.
"I begin to have a very good opinion of your understanding."
"Nevertheless," pursued Darnay, rising
to ring the bell, "there is nothing in that, I hope, to prevent my
calling the reckoning, and our parting without ill-blood on either
side."
Carton rejoining, "Nothing in life!"
Darnay rang. "Do you call the whole reckoning?" said Carton.
On his answering in the affirmative, "Then bring me another pint of
this same wine, drawer, and come and wake me at ten."
The bill being paid, Charles Darnay rose and
wished him good night. Without returning the wish, Carton rose too, with
something of a threat of defiance in his manner, and said, "A last
word, Mr. Darnay: you think I am drunk?"
"I think you have been drinking, Mr.
Carton."
"Think? You know I have been drinking."
"Since I must say so, I know it."
"Then you shall likewise know why. I am a
disappointed drudge, sir. I care for no man on earth, and no man on
earth cares for me."
"Much to be regretted. You might have used
your talents better."
"May be so, Mr. Darnay; may be not. Don't let
your sober face elate you, however; you don't know what it may come to.
Good night!"
When he was left alone, this strange being took up
a candle, went to a glass that hung against the wall, and surveyed
himself minutely in it.
"Do you particularly like the man?" he
muttered, at his own image; "why should you particularly like a man
who resembles you? There is nothing in you to like; you know that. Ah,
confound you! What a change you have made in yourself! A good reason for
taking to a man, that he shows you what you have fallen away from, and
what you might have been! Change places with him, and would you have
been looked at by those blue eyes as he was, and commiserated by that
agitated face as he was? Come on, and have it out in plain words! You
hate the fellow."
He resorted to his pint of wine for consolation,
drank it all in a few minutes, and fell asleep on his arms, with his
hair straggling over the table, and a long winding-sheet in the candle
dripping down upon him.
V
The Jackal
Those were drinking days, and most men drank hard.
So very great is the improvement Time has brought about in such habits,
that a moderate statement of the quantity of wine and punch which one
man would swallow in the course of a night, without any detriment to his
reputation as a perfect gentleman, would seem, in these days, a
ridiculous exaggeration. The learned profession of the law was certainly
not behind any other learned profession in its Bacchanalian
propensities; neither was Mr. Stryver, already fast shouldering his way
to a large and lucrative practice, behind his compeers in this
particular, any more than in the drier parts of the legal race.
A favourite at the Old Bailey, and eke at the
Sessions, Mr. Stryver had begun cautiously to hew away the lower staves
of the ladder on which he mounted. Sessions and Old Bailey had now to
summon their favourite, specially, to their longing arms; and
shouldering itself towards the visage of the Lord Chief Justice in the
Court of King's Bench, the florid countenance of Mr. Stryver might be
daily seen, bursting out of the bed of wigs, like a great sunflower
pushing its way at the sun from among a rank garden-full of flaring
companions.
It had once been noted at the Bar, that while Mr.
Stryver was a glib man, and an unscrupulous, and a ready, and a bold, he
had not that faculty of extracting the essence from a heap of
statements, which is among the most striking and necessary of the
advocate's accomplishments. But, a remarkable improvement came upon him
as to this. The more business he got, the greater his power seemed to
grow of getting at its pith and marrow; and however late at night he sat
carousing with Sydney Carton, he always had his points at his fingers'
ends in the morning.
Sydney Carton, idlest and most unpromising of men,
was Stryver's great ally. What the two drank together, between Hilary
Term and Michaelmas, might have floated a king's ship. Stryver never had
a case in hand, anywhere, but Carton was there, with his hands in his
pockets, staring at the ceiling of the court; they went the same
Circuit, and even there they prolonged their usual orgies late into the
night, and Carton was rumoured to be seen at broad day, going home
stealthily and unsteadily to his lodgings, like a dissipated cat. At
last, it began to get about, among such as were interested in the
matter, that although Sydney Carton would never be a lion, he was an
amazingly good jackal, and that he rendered suit and service to Stryver
in that humble capacity.
"Ten o'clock, sir," said the man at the
tavern, whom he had charged to wake him--"ten o'clock, sir."
"_What's_ the matter?"
"Ten o'clock, sir."
"What do you mean? Ten o'clock at
night?"
"Yes, sir. Your honour told me to call
you."
"Oh! I remember. Very well, very well."
After a few dull efforts to get to sleep again,
which the man dexterously combated by stirring the fire continuously for
five minutes, he got up, tossed his hat on, and walked out. He turned
into the Temple, and, having revived himself by twice pacing the
pavements of King's Bench-walk and Paper-buildings, turned into the
Stryver chambers.
The Stryver clerk, who never assisted at these
conferences, had gone home, and the Stryver principal opened the door.
He had his slippers on, and a loose bed-gown, and his throat was bare
for his greater ease. He had that rather wild, strained, seared marking
about the eyes, which may be observed in all free livers of his class,
from the portrait of Jeffries downward, and which can be traced, under
various disguises of Art, through the portraits of every Drinking Age.
"You are a little late, Memory," said
Stryver.
"About the usual time; it may be a quarter of
an hour later."
They went into a dingy room lined with books and
littered with papers, where there was a blazing fire. A kettle steamed
upon the hob, and in the midst of the wreck of papers a table shone,
with plenty of wine upon it, and brandy, and rum, and sugar, and lemons.
"You have had your bottle, I perceive,
Sydney."
"Two to-night, I think. I have been dining
with the day's client; or seeing him dine--it's all one!"
"That was a rare point, Sydney, that you
brought to bear upon the identification. How did you come by it? When
did it strike you?"
"I thought he was rather a handsome fellow,
and I thought I should have been much the same sort of fellow, if I had
had any luck."
Mr. Stryver laughed till he shook his precocious
paunch.
"You and your luck, Sydney! Get to work, get
to work."
Sullenly enough, the jackal loosened his dress,
went into an adjoining room, and came back with a large jug of cold
water, a basin, and a towel or two. Steeping the towels in the water,
and partially wringing them out, he folded them on his head in a manner
hideous to behold, sat down at the table, and said, "Now I am
ready!"
"Not much boiling down to be done to-night,
Memory," said Mr. Stryver, gaily, as he looked among his papers.
"How much?"
"Only two sets of them."
"Give me the worst first."
"There they are, Sydney. Fire away!"
The lion then composed himself on his back on a
sofa on one side of the drinking-table, while the jackal sat at his own
paper-bestrewn table proper, on the other side of it, with the bottles
and glasses ready to his hand. Both resorted to the drinking-table
without stint, but each in a different way; the lion for the most part
reclining with his hands in his waistband, looking at the fire, or
occasionally flirting with some lighter document; the jackal, with
knitted brows and intent face, so deep in his task, that his eyes did
not even follow the hand he stretched out for his glass--which often
groped about, for a minute or more, before it found the glass for his
lips. Two or three times, the matter in hand became so knotty, that the
jackal found it imperative on him to get up, and steep his towels anew.
From these pilgrimages to the jug and basin, he returned with such
eccentricities of damp headgear as no words can describe; which were
made the more ludicrous by his anxious gravity.
At length the jackal had got together a compact
repast for the lion, and proceeded to offer it to him. The lion took it
with care and caution, made his selections from it, and his remarks upon
it, and the jackal assisted both. When the repast was fully discussed,
the lion put his hands in his waistband again, and lay down to mediate.
The jackal then invigorated himself with a bum for his throttle, and a
fresh application to his head, and applied himself to the collection of
a second meal; this was administered to the lion in the same manner, and
was not disposed of until the clocks struck three in the morning.
"And now we have done, Sydney, fill a bumper
of punch," said Mr. Stryver.
The jackal removed the towels from his head, which
had been steaming again, shook himself, yawned, shivered, and complied.
"You were very sound, Sydney, in the matter
of those crown witnesses to-day. Every question told."
"I always am sound; am I not?"
"I don't gainsay it. What has roughened your
temper? Put some punch to it and smooth it again."
With a deprecatory grunt, the jackal again
complied.
"The old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury
School," said Stryver, nodding his head over him as he reviewed him
in the present and the past, "the old seesaw Sydney. Up one minute
and down the next; now in spirits and now in despondency!"
"Ah!" returned the other, sighing:
"yes! The same Sydney, with the same luck. Even then, I did
exercises for other boys, and seldom did my own."
"And why not?"
"God knows. It was my way, I suppose."
He sat, with his hands in his pockets and his legs
stretched out before him, looking at the fire.
"Carton," said his friend, squaring
himself at him with a bullying air, as if the fire-grate had been the
furnace in which sustained endeavour was forged, and the one delicate
thing to be done for the old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury School was
to shoulder him into it, "your way is, and always was, a lame way.
You summon no energy and purpose. Look at me."
"Oh, botheration!" returned Sydney, with
a lighter and more good- humoured laugh, "don't _you_ be
moral!"
"How have I done what I have done?" said
Stryver; "how do I do what I do?"
"Partly through paying me to help you, I
suppose. But it's not worth your while to apostrophise me, or the air,
about it; what you want to do, you do. You were always in the front
rank, and I was always behind."
"I had to get into the front rank; I was not
born there, was I?"
"I was not present at the ceremony; but my
opinion is you were," said Carton. At this, he laughed again, and
they both laughed.
"Before Shrewsbury, and at Shrewsbury, and
ever since Shrewsbury," pursued Carton, "you have fallen into
your rank, and I have fallen into mine. Even when we were
fellow-students in the Student-Quarter of Paris, picking up French, and
French law, and other French crumbs that we didn't get much good of, you
were always somewhere, and I was always nowhere."
"And whose fault was that?"
"Upon my soul, I am not sure that it was not
yours. You were always driving and riving and shouldering and passing,
to that restless degree that I had no chance for my life but in rust and
repose. It's a gloomy thing, however, to talk about one's own past, with
the day breaking. Turn me in some other direction before I go."
"Well then! Pledge me to the pretty
witness," said Stryver, holding up his glass. "Are you turned
in a pleasant direction?"
Apparently not, for he became gloomy again.
"Pretty witness," he muttered, looking
down into his glass. "I have had enough of witnesses to-day and
to-night; who's your pretty witness?"
"The picturesque doctor's daughter, Miss
Manette."
"_She_ pretty?"
"Is she not?"
"No."
"Why, man alive, she was the admiration of
the whole Court!"
"Rot the admiration of the whole Court! Who
made the Old Bailey a judge of beauty? She was a golden-haired
doll!"
"Do you know, Sydney," said Mr. Stryver,
looking at him with sharp eyes, and slowly drawing a hand across his
florid face: "do you know, I rather thought, at the time, that you
sympathised with the golden-haired doll, and were quick to see what
happened to the golden-haired doll?"
"Quick to see what happened! If a girl, doll
or no doll, swoons within a yard or two of a man's nose, he can see it
without a perspective-glass. I pledge you, but I deny the beauty. And
now I'll have no more drink; I'll get to bed."
When his host followed him out on the staircase
with a candle, to light him down the stairs, the day was coldly looking
in through its grimy windows. When he got out of the house, the air was
cold and sad, the dull sky overcast, the river dark and dim, the whole
scene like a lifeless desert. And wreaths of dust were spinning round
and round before the morning blast, as if the desert-sand had risen far
away, and the first spray of it in its advance had begun to overwhelm
the city.
Waste forces within him, and a desert all around,
this man stood still on his way across a silent terrace, and saw for a
moment, lying in the wilderness before him, a mirage of honourable
ambition, self-denial, and perseverance. In the fair city of this
vision, there were airy galleries from which the loves and graces looked
upon him, gardens in which the fruits of life hung ripening, waters of
Hope that sparkled in his sight. A moment, and it was gone. Climbing to
a high chamber in a well of houses, he threw himself down in his clothes
on a neglected bed, and its pillow was wet with wasted tears.
Sadly, sadly, the sun rose; it rose upon no sadder
sight than the man of good abilities and good emotions, incapable of
their directed exercise, incapable of his own help and his own
happiness, sensible of the blight on him, and resigning himself to let
it eat him away.
VI
Hundreds of People
The quiet lodgings of Doctor Manette were in a
quiet street-corner not far from Soho-square. On the afternoon of a
certain fine Sunday when the waves of four months had roiled over the
trial for treason, and carried it, as to the public interest and memory,
far out to sea, Mr. Jarvis Lorry walked along the sunny streets from
Clerkenwell where he lived, on his way to dine with the Doctor. After
several relapses into business-absorption, Mr. Lorry had become the
Doctor's friend, and the quiet street-corner was the sunny part of his
life.
On this certain fine Sunday, Mr. Lorry walked
towards Soho, early in the afternoon, for three reasons of habit.
Firstly, because, on fine Sundays, he often walked out, before dinner,
with the Doctor and Lucie; secondly, because, on unfavourable Sundays,
he was accustomed to be with them as the family friend, talking,
reading, looking out of window, and generally getting through the day;
thirdly, because he happened to have his own little shrewd doubts to
solve, and knew how the ways of the Doctor's household pointed to that
time as a likely time for solving them.
A quainter corner than the corner where the Doctor
lived, was not to be found in London. There was no way through it, and
the front windows of the Doctor's lodgings commanded a pleasant little
vista of street that had a congenial air of retirement on it. There were
few buildings then, north of the Oxford-road, and forest-trees
flourished, and wild flowers grew, and the hawthorn blossomed, in the
now vanished fields. As a consequence, country airs circulated in Soho
with vigorous freedom, instead of languishing into the parish like stray
paupers without a settlement; and there was many a good south wall, not
far off, on which the peaches ripened in their season.
The summer light struck into the corner
brilliantly in the earlier part of the day; but, when the streets grew
hot, the corner was in shadow, though not in shadow so remote but that
you could see beyond it into a glare of brightness. It was a cool spot,
staid but cheerful, a wonderful place for echoes, and a very harbour
from the raging streets.
There ought to have been a tranquil bark in such
an anchorage, and there was. The Doctor occupied two floors of a large
stiff house, where several callings purported to be pursued by day, but
whereof little was audible any day, and which was shunned by all of them
at night. In a building at the back, attainable by a courtyard where a
plane-tree rustled its green leaves, church-organs claimed to be made,
and silver to be chased, and likewise gold to be beaten by some
mysterious giant who had a golden arm starting out of the wall of the
front hall--as if he had beaten himself precious, and menaced a similar
conversion of all visitors. Very little of these trades, or of a lonely
lodger rumoured to live up-stairs, or of a dim coach-trimming maker
asserted to have a counting-house below, was ever heard or seen.
Occasionally, a stray workman putting his coat on, traversed the hall,
or a stranger peered about there, or a distant clink was heard across
the courtyard, or a thump from the golden giant. These, however, were
only the exceptions required to prove the rule that the sparrows in the
plane-tree behind the house, and the echoes in the corner before it, had
their own way from Sunday morning unto Saturday night.
Doctor Manette received such patients here as his
old reputation, and its revival in the floating whispers of his story,
brought him. His scientific knowledge, and his vigilance and skill in
conducting ingenious experiments, brought him otherwise into moderate
request, and he earned as much as he wanted.
These things were within Mr. Jarvis Lorry's
knowledge, thoughts, and notice, when he rang the door-bell of the
tranquil house in the corner, on the fine Sunday afternoon.
"Doctor Manette at home?"
Expected home.
"Miss Lucie at home?"
Expected home.
"Miss Pross at home?"
Possibly at home, but of a certainty impossible
for handmaid to anticipate intentions of Miss Pross, as to admission or
denial of the fact.
"As I am at home myself," said Mr.
Lorry, "I'll go upstairs."
Although the Doctor's daughter had known nothing
of the country of her birth, she appeared to have innately derived from
it that ability to make much of little means, which is one of its most
useful and most agreeable characteristics. Simple as the furniture was,
it was set off by so many little adornments, of no value but for their
taste and fancy, that its effect was delightful. The disposition of
everything in the rooms, from the largest object to the least; the
arrangement of colours, the elegant variety and contrast obtained by
thrift in trifles, by delicate hands, clear eyes, and good sense; were
at once so pleasant in themselves, and so expressive of their
originator, that, as Mr. Lorry stood looking about him, the very chairs
and tables seemed to ask him, with something of that peculiar expression
which he knew so well by this time, whether he approved?
There were three rooms on a floor, and, the doors
by which they communicated being put open that the air might pass freely
through them all, Mr. Lorry, smilingly observant of that fanciful
resemblance which he detected all around him, walked from one to
another. The first was the best room, and in it were Lucie's birds, and
flowers, and books, and desk, and work-table, and box of water-colours;
the second was the Doctor's consulting-room, used also as the
dining-room; the third, changingly speckled by the rustle of the
plane-tree in the yard, was the Doctor's bedroom, and there, in a
corner, stood the disused shoemaker's bench and tray of tools, much as
it had stood on the fifth floor of the dismal house by the wine-shop, in
the suburb of Saint Antoine in Paris.
"I wonder," said Mr. Lorry, pausing in
his looking about, "that he keeps that reminder of his sufferings
about him!"
"And why wonder at that?" was the abrupt
inquiry that made him start.
It proceeded from Miss Pross, the wild red woman,
strong of hand, whose acquaintance he had first made at the Royal George
Hotel at Dover, and had since improved.
"I should have thought--" Mr. Lorry
began.
"Pooh! You'd have thought!" said Miss
Pross; and Mr. Lorry left off.
"How do you do?" inquired that lady
then--sharply, and yet as if to express that she bore him no malice.
"I am pretty well, I thank you,"
answered Mr. Lorry, with meekness; "how are you?"
"Nothing to boast of," said Miss Pross.
"Indeed?"
"Ah! indeed!" said Miss Pross. "I
am very much put out about my Ladybird."
"Indeed?"
"For gracious sake say something else besides
`indeed,' or you'll fidget me to death," said Miss Pross: whose
character (dissociated from stature) was shortness.
"Really, then?" said Mr. Lorry, as an
amendment.
"Really, is bad enough," returned Miss
Pross, "but better. Yes, I am very much put out."
"May I ask the cause?"
"I don't want dozens of people who are not at
all worthy of Ladybird, to come here looking after her," said Miss
Pross.
"_Do_ dozens come for that purpose?"
"Hundreds," said Miss Pross.
It was characteristic of this lady (as of some
other people before her time and since) that whenever her original
proposition was questioned, she exaggerated it.
"Dear me!" said Mr. Lorry, as the safest
remark he could think of.
"I have lived with the darling--or the
darling has lived with me, and paid me for it; which she certainly
should never have done, you may take your affidavit, if I could have
afforded to keep either myself or her for nothing--since she was ten
years old. And it's really very hard," said Miss Pross.
Not seeing with precision what was very hard, Mr.
Lorry shook his head; using that important part of himself as a sort of
fairy cloak that would fit anything.
"All sorts of people who are not in the least
degree worthy of the pet, are always turning up," said Miss Pross.
"When you began it--"
"_I_ began it, Miss Pross?"
"Didn't you? Who brought her father to
life?"
"Oh! If _that_ was beginning it--" said
Mr. Lorry.
"It wasn't ending it, I suppose? I say, when
you began it, it was hard enough; not that I have any fault to find with
Doctor Manette, except that he is not worthy of such a daughter, which
is no imputation on him, for it was not to be expected that anybody
should be, under any circumstances. But it really is doubly and trebly
hard to have crowds and multitudes of people turning up after him (I
could have forgiven him), to take Ladybird's affections away from
me."
Mr. Lorry knew Miss Pross to be very jealous, but
he also knew her by this time to be, beneath the service of her
eccentricity, one of those unselfish creatures--found only among
women--who will, for pure love and admiration, bind themselves willing
slaves, to youth when they have lost it, to beauty that they never had,
to accomplishments that they were never fortunate enough to gain, to
bright hopes that never shone upon their own sombre lives. He knew
enough of the world to know that there is nothing in it better than the
faithful service of the heart; so rendered and so free from any
mercenary taint, he had such an exalted respect for it, that in the
retributive arrangements made by his own mind--we all make such
arrangements, more or less-- he stationed Miss Pross much nearer to the
lower Angels than many ladies immeasurably better got up both by Nature
and Art, who had balances at Tellson's.
"There never was, nor will be, but one man
worthy of Ladybird," said Miss Pross; "and that was my brother
Solomon, if he hadn't made a mistake in life."
Here again: Mr. Lorry's inquiries into Miss
Pross's personal history had established the fact that her brother
Solomon was a heartless scoundrel who had stripped her of everything she
possessed, as a stake to speculate with, and had abandoned her in her
poverty for evermore, with no touch of compunction. Miss Pross's
fidelity of belief in Solomon (deducting a mere trifle for this slight
mistake) was quite a serious matter with Mr. Lorry, and had its weight
in his good opinion of her.
"As we happen to be alone for the moment, and
are both people of business," he said, when they had got back to
the drawing-room and had sat down there in friendly relations, "let
me ask you--does the Doctor, in talking with Lucie, never refer to the
shoemaking time, yet?"
"Never."
"And yet keeps that bench and those tools
beside him?"
"Ah!" returned Miss Pross, shaking her
head. "But I don't say he don't refer to it within himself."
"Do you believe that he thinks of it
much?"
"I do," said Miss Pross.
"Do you imagine--" Mr. Lorry had begun,
when Miss Pross took him up short with:
"Never imagine anything. Have no imagination
at all."
"I stand corrected; do you suppose--you go so
far as to suppose, sometimes?"
"Now and then," said Miss Pross.
"Do you suppose," Mr. Lorry went on,
with a laughing twinkle in his bright eye, as it looked kindly at her,
"that Doctor Manette has any theory of his own, preserved through
all those years, relative to the cause of his being so oppressed;
perhaps, even to the name of his oppressor?"
"I don't suppose anything about it but what
Ladybird tells me."
"And that is--?"
"That she thinks he has."
"Now don't be angry at my asking all these
questions; because I am a mere dull man of business, and you are a woman
of business."
"Dull?" Miss Pross inquired, with
placidity.
Rather wishing his modest adjective away, Mr.
Lorry replied, "No, no, no. Surely not. To return to business:--Is
it not remarkable that Doctor Manette, unquestionably innocent of any
crime as we are all well assured he is, should never touch upon that
question? I will not say with me, though he had business relations with
me many years ago, and we are now intimate; I will say with the fair
daughter to whom he is so devotedly attached, and who is so devotedly
attached to him? Believe me, Miss Pross, I don't approach the topic with
you, out of curiosity, but out of zealous interest."
"Well! To the best of my understanding, and
bad's the best, you'll tell me," said Miss Pross, softened by the
tone of the apology, "he is afraid of the whole subject."
"Afraid?"
"It's plain enough, I should think, why he
may be. It's a dreadful remembrance. Besides that, his loss of himself
grew out of it. Not knowing how he lost himself, or how he recovered
himself, he may never feel certain of not losing himself again. That
alone wouldn't make the subject pleasant, I should think."
It was a profounder remark than Mr. Lorry had
looked for. "True," said he, "and fearful to reflect
upon. Yet, a doubt lurks in my mind, Miss Pross, whether it is good for
Doctor Manette to have that suppression always shut up within him.
Indeed, it is this doubt and the uneasiness it sometimes causes me that
has led me to our present confidence."
"Can't be helped," said Miss Pross,
shaking her head. "Touch that string, and he instantly changes for
the worse. Better leave it alone. In short, must leave it alone, like or
no like. Sometimes, he gets up in the dead of the night, and will be
heard, by us overhead there, walking up and down, walking up and down,
in his room. Ladybird has learnt to know then that his mind is walking
up and down, walking up and down, in his old prison. She hurries to him,
and they go on together, walking up and down, walking up and down, until
he is composed. But he never says a word of the true reason of his
restlessness, to her, and she finds it best not to hint at it to him. In
silence they go walking up and down together, walking up and down
together, till her love and company have brought him to himself."
Notwithstanding Miss Pross's denial of her own
imagination, there was a perception of the pain of being monotonously
haunted by one sad idea, in her repetition of the phrase, walking up and
down, which testified to her possessing such a thing.
The corner has been mentioned as a wonderful
corner for echoes; it had begun to echo so resoundingly to the tread of
coming feet, that it seemed as though the very mention of that weary
pacing to and fro had set it going.
"Here they are!" said Miss Pross, rising
to break up the conference; "and now we shall have hundreds of
people pretty soon!"
It was such a curious corner in its acoustical
properties, such a peculiar Ear of a place, that as Mr. Lorry stood at
the open window, looking for the father and daughter whose steps he
heard, he fancied they would never approach. Not only would the echoes
die away, as though the steps had gone; but, echoes of other steps that
never came would be heard in their stead, and would die away for good
when they seemed close at hand. However, father and daughter did at last
appear, and Miss Pross was ready at the street door to receive them.
Miss Pross was a pleasant sight, albeit wild, and
red, and grim, taking off her darling's bonnet when she came up-stairs,
and touching it up with the ends of her handkerchief, and blowing the
dust off it, and folding her mantle ready for laying by, and smoothing
her rich hair with as much pride as she could possibly have taken in her
own hair if she had been the vainest and handsomest of women. Her
darling was a pleasant sight too, embracing her and thanking her, and
protesting against her taking so much trouble for her--which last she
only dared to do playfully, or Miss Pross, sorely hurt, would have
retired to her own chamber and cried. The Doctor was a pleasant sight
too, looking on at them, and telling Miss Pross how she spoilt Lucie, in
accents and with eyes that had as much spoiling in them as Miss Pross
had, and would have had more if it were possible. Mr. Lorry was a
pleasant sight too, beaming at all this in his little wig, and thanking
his bachelor stars for having lighted him in his declining years to a
Home. But, no Hundreds of people came to see the sights, and Mr. Lorry
looked in vain for the fulfilment of Miss Pross's prediction.
Dinner-time, and still no Hundreds of people. In
the arrangements of the little household, Miss Pross took charge of the
lower regions, and always acquitted herself marvellously. Her dinners,
of a very modest quality, were so well cooked and so well served, and so
neat in their contrivances, half English and half French, that nothing
could be better. Miss Pross's friendship being of the thoroughly
practical kind, she had ravaged Soho and the adjacent provinces, in
search of impoverished French, who, tempted by shillings and half-
crowns, would impart culinary mysteries to her. From these decayed sons
and daughters of Gaul, she had acquired such wonderful arts, that the
woman and girl who formed the staff of domestics regarded her as quite a
Sorceress, or Cinderella's Godmother: who would send out for a fowl, a
rabbit, a vegetable or two from the garden, and change them into
anything she pleased.
On Sundays, Miss Pross dined at the Doctor's
table, but on other days persisted in taking her meals at unknown
periods, either in the lower regions, or in her own room on the second
floor--a blue chamber, to which no one but her Ladybird ever gained
admittance. On this occasion, Miss Pross, responding to Ladybird's
pleasant face and pleasant efforts to please her, unbent exceedingly; so
the dinner was very pleasant, too.
It was an oppressive day, and, after dinner, Lucie
proposed that the wine should be carried out under the plane-tree, and
they should sit there in the air. As everything turned upon her, and
revolved about her, they went out under the plane-tree, and she carried
the wine down for the special benefit of Mr. Lorry. She had installed
herself, some time before, as Mr. Lorry's cup-bearer; and while they sat
under the plane-tree, talking, she kept his glass replenished.
Mysterious backs and ends of houses peeped at them as they talked, and
the plane-tree whispered to them in its own way above their heads.
Still, the Hundreds of people did not present
themselves. Mr. Darnay presented himself while they were sitting under
the plane-tree, but he was only One.
Doctor Manette received him kindly, and so did
Lucie. But, Miss Pross suddenly became afflicted with a twitching in the
head and body, and retired into the house. She was not unfrequently the
victim of this disorder, and she called it, in familiar conversation,
"a fit of the jerks."
The Doctor was in his best condition, and looked
specially young. The resemblance between him and Lucie was very strong
at such times, and as they sat side by side, she leaning on his
shoulder, and he resting his arm on the back of her chair, it was very
agreeable to trace the likeness.
He had been talking all day, on many subjects, and
with unusual vivacity. "Pray, Doctor Manette," said Mr. Darnay,
as they sat under the plane-tree--and he said it in the natural pursuit
of the topic in hand, which happened to be the old buildings of
London--"have you seen much of the Tower?"
"Lucie and I have been there; but only
casually. We have seen enough of it, to know that it teems with
interest; little more."
"_I_ have been there, as you remember,"
said Darnay, with a smile, though reddening a little angrily, "in
another character, and not in a character that gives facilities for
seeing much of it. They told me a curious thing when I was there."
"What was that?" Lucie asked.
"In making some alterations, the workmen came
upon an old dungeon, which had been, for many years, built up and
forgotten. Every stone of its inner wall was covered by inscriptions
which had been carved by prisoners--dates, names, complaints, and
prayers. Upon a corner stone in an angle of the wall, one prisoner, who
seemed to have gone to execution, had cut as his last work, three
letters. They were done with some very poor instrument, and hurriedly,
with an unsteady hand. At first, they were read as D. I. C.; but, on
being more carefully examined, the last letter was found to be G. There
was no record or legend of any prisoner with those initials, and many
fruitless guesses were made what the name could have been. At length, it
was suggested that the letters were not initials, but the complete word,
DIG. The floor was examined very carefully under the inscription, and,
in the earth beneath a stone, or tile, or some fragment of paving, were
found the ashes of a paper, mingled with the ashes of a small leathern
case or bag. What the unknown prisoner had written will never be read,
but he had written something, and hidden it away to keep it from the
gaoler."
"My father," exclaimed Lucie, "you
are ill!"
He had suddenly started up, with his hand to his
head. His manner and his look quite terrified them all.
"No, my dear, not ill. There are large drops
of rain falling, and they made me start. We had better go in."
He recovered himself almost instantly. Rain was
really falling in large drops, and he showed the back of his hand with
rain-drops on it. But, he said not a single word in reference to the
discovery that had been told of, and, as they went into the house, the
business eye of Mr. Lorry either detected, or fancied it detected, on
his face, as it turned towards Charles Darnay, the same singular look
that had been upon it when it turned towards him in the passages of the
Court House.
He recovered himself so quickly, however, that Mr.
Lorry had doubts of his business eye. The arm of the golden giant in the
hall was not more steady than he was, when he stopped under it to remark
to them that he was not yet proof against slight surprises (if he ever
would be), and that the rain had startled him.
Tea-time, and Miss Pross making tea, with another
fit of the jerks upon her, and yet no Hundreds of people. Mr. Carton had
lounged in, but he made only Two.
The night was so very sultry, that although they
sat with doors and windows open, they were overpowered by heat. When the
tea-table was done with, they all moved to one of the windows, and
looked out into the heavy twilight. Lucie sat by her father; Darnay sat
beside her; Carton leaned against a window. The curtains were long and
white, and some of the thunder-gusts that whirled into the corner,
caught them up to the ceiling, and waved them like spectral wings.
"The rain-drops are still falling, large,
heavy, and few," said Doctor Manette. "It comes slowly."
"It comes surely," said Carton.
They spoke low, as people watching and waiting
mostly do; as people in a dark room, watching and waiting for Lightning,
always do.
There was a great hurry in the streets of people
speeding away to get shelter before the storm broke; the wonderful
corner for echoes resounded with the echoes of footsteps coming and
going, yet not a footstep was there.
"A multitude of people, and yet a
solitude!" said Darnay, when they had listened for a while.
"Is it not impressive, Mr. Darnay?"
asked Lucie. "Sometimes, I have sat here of an evening, until I
have fancied--but even the shade of a foolish fancy makes me shudder
to-night, when all is so black and solemn--"
"Let us shudder too. We may know what it
is."
"It will seem nothing to you. Such whims are
only impressive as we originate them, I think; they are not to be
communicated. I have sometimes sat alone here of an evening, listening,
until I have made the echoes out to be the echoes of all the footsteps
that are coming by-and-bye into our lives."
"There is a great crowd coming one day into
our lives, if that be so," Sydney Carton struck in, in his moody
way.
The footsteps were incessant, and the hurry of
them became more and more rapid. The corner echoed and re-echoed with
the tread of feet; some, as it seemed, under the windows; some, as it
seemed, in the room; some coming, some going, some breaking off, some
stopping altogether; all in the distant streets, and not one within
sight.
"Are all these footsteps destined to come to
all of us, Miss Manette, or are we to divide them among us?"
"I don't know, Mr. Darnay; I told you it was
a foolish fancy, but you asked for it. When I have yielded myself to it,
I have been alone, and then I have imagined them the footsteps of the
people who are to come into my life, and my father's."
"I take them into mine!" said Carton.
"_I_ ask no questions and make no stipulations. There is a great
crowd bearing down upon us, Miss Manette, and I see them--by the
Lightning." He added the last words, after there had been a vivid
flash which had shown him lounging in the window.
"And I hear them!" he added again, after
a peal of thunder. "Here they come, fast, fierce, and
furious!"
It was the rush and roar of rain that he typified,
and it stopped him, for no voice could be heard in it. A memorable storm
of thunder and lightning broke with that sweep of water, and there was
not a moment's interval in crash, and fire, and rain, until after the
moon rose at midnight.
The great bell of Saint Paul's was striking one in
the cleared air, when Mr. Lorry, escorted by Jerry, high-booted and
bearing a lantern, set forth on his return-passage to Clerkenwell. There
were solitary patches of road on the way between Soho and Clerkenwell,
and Mr. Lorry, mindful of foot-pads, always retained Jerry for this
service: though it was usually performed a good two hours earlier.
"What a night it has been! Almost a night,
Jerry," said Mr. Lorry, "to bring the dead out of their
graves."
"I never see the night myself, master--nor
yet I don't expect to--what would do that," answered Jerry.
"Good night, Mr. Carton," said the man
of business. "Good night, Mr. Darnay. Shall we ever see such a
night again, together!"
Perhaps. Perhaps, see the great crowd of people
with its rush and roar, bearing down upon them, too.
VII
Monseigneur in Town
Monseigneur, one of the great lords in power at
the Court, held his fortnightly reception in his grand hotel in Paris.
Monseigneur was in his inner room, his sanctuary of sanctuaries, the
Holiest of Holiests to the crowd of worshippers in the suite of rooms
without. Monseigneur was about to take his chocolate. Monseigneur could
swallow a great many things with ease, and was by some few sullen minds
supposed to be rather rapidly swallowing France; but, his morning's
chocolate could not so much as get into the throat of Monseigneur,
without the aid of four strong men besides the Cook.
Yes. It took four men, all four ablaze with
gorgeous decoration, and the Chief of them unable to exist with fewer
than two gold watches in his pocket, emulative of the noble and chaste
fashion set by Monseigneur, to conduct the happy chocolate to
Monseigneur's lips. One lacquey carried the chocolate-pot into the
sacred presence; a second, milled and frothed the chocolate with the
little instrument he bore for that function; a third, presented the
favoured napkin; a fourth (he of the two gold watches), poured the
chocolate out. It was impossible for Monseigneur to dispense with one of
these attendants on the chocolate and hold his high place under the
admiring Heavens. Deep would have been the blot upon his escutcheon if
his chocolate had been ignobly waited on by only three men; he must have
died of two.
Monseigneur had been out at a little supper last
night, where the Comedy and the Grand Opera were charmingly represented.
Monseigneur was out at a little supper most nights, with fascinating
company. So polite and so impressible was Monseigneur, that the Comedy
and the Grand Opera had far more influence with him in the tiresome
articles of state affairs and state secrets, than the needs of all
France. A happy circumstance for France, as the like always is for all
countries similarly favoured!--always was for England (by way of
example), in the regretted days of the merry Stuart who sold it.
Monseigneur had one truly noble idea of general
public business, which was, to let everything go on in its own way; of
particular public business, Monseigneur had the other truly noble idea
that it must all go his way--tend to his own power and pocket. Of his
pleasures, general and particular, Monseigneur had the other truly noble
idea, that the world was made for them. The text of his order (altered
from the original by only a pronoun, which is not much) ran: "The
earth and the fulness thereof are mine, saith Monseigneur."
Yet, Monseigneur had slowly found that vulgar
embarrassments crept into his affairs, both private and public; and he
had, as to both classes of affairs, allied himself perforce with a
Farmer-General. As to finances public, because Monseigneur could not
make anything at all of them, and must consequently let them out to
somebody who could; as to finances private, because Farmer-Generals were
rich, and Monseigneur, after generations of great luxury and expense,
was growing poor. Hence Monseigneur had taken his sister from a convent,
while there was yet time to ward off the impending veil, the cheapest
garment she could wear, and had bestowed her as a prize upon a very rich
Farmer-General, poor in family. Which Farmer-General, carrying an
appropriate cane with a golden apple on the top of it, was now among the
company in the outer rooms, much prostrated before by mankind--always
excepting superior mankind of the blood of Monseigneur, who, his own
wife included, looked down upon him with the loftiest contempt.
A sumptuous man was the Farmer-General. Thirty
horses stood in his stables, twenty-four male domestics sat in his
halls, six body-women waited on his wife. As one who pretended to do
nothing but plunder and forage where he could, the
Farmer-General--howsoever his matrimonial relations conduced to social
morality--was at least the greatest reality among the personages who
attended at the hotel of Monseigneur that day.
For, the rooms, though a beautiful scene to look
at, and adorned with every device of decoration that the taste and skill
of the time could achieve, were, in truth, not a sound business;
considered with any reference to the scarecrows in the rags and
nightcaps elsewhere (and not so far off, either, but that the watching
towers of Notre Dame, almost equidistant from the two extremes, could
see them both), they would have been an exceedingly uncomfortable
business--if that could have been anybody's business, at the house of
Monseigneur. Military officers destitute of military knowledge; naval
officers with no idea of a ship; civil officers without a notion of
affairs; brazen ecclesiastics, of the worst world worldly, with sensual
eyes, loose tongues, and looser lives; all totally unfit for their
several callings, all lying horribly in pretending to belong to them,
but all nearly or remotely of the order of Monseigneur, and therefore
foisted on all public employments from which anything was to be got;
these were to be told off by the score and the score. People not
immediately connected with Monseigneur or the State, yet equally
unconnected with anything that was real, or with lives passed in
travelling by any straight road to any true earthly end, were no less
abundant. Doctors who made great fortunes out of dainty remedies for
imaginary disorders that never existed, smiled upon their courtly
patients in the ante-chambers of Monseigneur. Projectors who had
discovered every kind of remedy for the little evils with which the
State was touched, except the remedy of setting to work in earnest to
root out a single sin, poured their distracting babble into any ears
they could lay hold of, at the reception of Monseigneur. Unbelieving
Philosophers who were remodelling the world with words, and making
card-towers of Babel to scale the skies with, talked with Unbelieving
Chemists who had an eye on the transmutation of metals, at this
wonderful gathering accumulated by Monseigneur. Exquisite gentlemen of
the finest breeding, which was at that remarkable time--and has been
since--to be known by its fruits of indifference to every natural
subject of human interest, were in the most exemplary state of
exhaustion, at the hotel of Monseigneur. Such homes had these various
notabilities left behind them in the fine world of Paris, that the spies
among the assembled devotees of Monseigneur--forming a goodly half of
the polite company--would have found it hard to discover among the
angels of that sphere one solitary wife, who, in her manners and
appearance, owned to being a Mother. Indeed, except for the mere act of
bringing a troublesome creature into this world-- which does not go far
towards the realisation of the name of mother-- there was no such thing
known to the fashion. Peasant women kept the unfashionable babies close,
and brought them up, and charming grandmammas of sixty dressed and
supped as at twenty.
The leprosy of unreality disfigured every human
creature in attendance upon Monseigneur. In the outermost room were half
a dozen exceptional people who had had, for a few years, some vague
misgiving in them that things in general were going rather wrong. As a
promising way of setting them right, half of the half-dozen had become
members of a fantastic sect of Convulsionists, and were even then
considering within themselves whether they should foam, rage, roar, and
turn cataleptic on the spot--thereby setting up a highly intelligible
finger-post to the Future, for Monseigneur's guidance. Besides these
Dervishes, were other three who had rushed into another sect, which
mended matters with a jargon about "the Centre of Truth:"
holding that Man had got out of the Centre of Truth--which did not need
much demonstration--but had not got out of the Circumference, and that
he was to be kept from flying out of the Circumference, and was even to
be shoved back into the Centre, by fasting and seeing of spirits. Among
these, accordingly, much discoursing with spirits went on--and it did a
world of good which never became manifest.
But, the comfort was, that all the company at the
grand hotel of Monseigneur were perfectly dressed. If the Day of
Judgment had only been ascertained to be a dress day, everybody there
would have been eternally correct. Such frizzling and powdering and
sticking up of hair, such delicate complexions artificially preserved
and mended, such gallant swords to look at, and such delicate honour to
the sense of smell, would surely keep anything going, for ever and ever.
The exquisite gentlemen of the finest breeding wore little pendent
trinkets that chinked as they languidly moved; these golden fetters rang
like precious little bells; and what with that ringing, and with the
rustle of silk and brocade and fine linen, there was a flutter in the
air that fanned Saint Antoine and his devouring hunger far away.
Dress was the one unfailing talisman and charm
used for keeping all things in their places. Everybody was dressed for a
Fancy Ball that was never to leave off. From the Palace of the Tuileries,
through Monseigneur and the whole Court, through the Chambers, the
Tribunals of Justice, and all society (except the scarecrows), the Fancy
Ball descended to the Common Executioner: who, in pursuance of the
charm, was required to officiate "frizzled, powdered, in a
gold-laced coat, pumps, and white silk stockings." At the gallows
and the wheel--the axe was a rarity--Monsieur Paris, as it was the
episcopal mode among his brother Professors of the provinces, Monsieur
Orleans, and the rest, to call him, presided in this dainty dress. And
who among the company at Monseigneur's reception in that seventeen
hundred and eightieth year of our Lord, could possibly doubt, that a
system rooted in a frizzled hangman, powdered, gold-laced, pumped, and
white-silk stockinged, would see the very stars out!
Monseigneur having eased his four men of their
burdens and taken his chocolate, caused the doors of the Holiest of
Holiests to be thrown open, and issued forth. Then, what submission,
what cringing and fawning, what servility, what abject humiliation! As
to bowing down in body and spirit, nothing in that way was left for
Heaven--which may have been one among other reasons why the worshippers
of Monseigneur never troubled it.
Bestowing a word of promise here and a smile
there, a whisper on one happy slave and a wave of the hand on another,
Monseigneur affably passed through his rooms to the remote region of the
Circumference of Truth. There, Monseigneur turned, and came back again,
and so in due course of time got himself shut up in his sanctuary by the
chocolate sprites, and was seen no more.
The show being over, the flutter in the air became
quite a little storm, and the precious little bells went ringing
downstairs. There was soon but one person left of all the crowd, and he,
with his hat under his arm and his snuff-box in his hand, slowly passed
among the mirrors on his way out.
"I devote you," said this person,
stopping at the last door on his way, and turning in the direction of
the sanctuary, "to the Devil!"
With that, he shook the snuff from his fingers as
if he had shaken the dust from his feet, and quietly walked downstairs.
He was a man of about sixty, handsomely dressed,
haughty in manner, and with a face like a fine mask. A face of a
transparent paleness; every feature in it clearly defined; one set
expression on it. The nose, beautifully formed otherwise, was very
slightly pinched at the top of each nostril. In those two compressions,
or dints, the only little change that the face ever showed, resided.
They persisted in changing colour sometimes, and they would be
occasionally dilated and contracted by something like a faint pulsation;
then, they gave a look of treachery, and cruelty, to the whole
countenance. Examined with attention, its capacity of helping such a
look was to be found in the line of the mouth, and the lines of the
orbits of the eyes, being much too horizontal and thin; still, in the
effect of the face made, it was a handsome face, and a remarkable one.
Its owner went downstairs into the courtyard, got
into his carriage, and drove away. Not many people had talked with him
at the reception; he had stood in a little space apart, and Monseigneur
might have been warmer in his manner. It appeared, under the
circumstances, rather agreeable to him to see the common people
dispersed before his horses, and often barely escaping from being run
down. His man drove as if he were charging an enemy, and the furious
recklessness of the man brought no check into the face, or to the lips,
of the master. The complaint had sometimes made itself audible, even in
that deaf city and dumb age, that, in the narrow streets without
footways, the fierce patrician custom of hard driving endangered and
maimed the mere vulgar in a barbarous manner. But, few cared enough for
that to think of it a second time, and, in this matter, as in all
others, the common wretches were left to get out of their difficulties
as they could.
With a wild rattle and clatter, and an inhuman
abandonment of consideration not easy to be understood in these days,
the carriage dashed through streets and swept round corners, with women
screaming before it, and men clutching each other and clutching children
out of its way. At last, swooping at a street corner by a fountain, one
of its wheels came to a sickening little jolt, and there was a loud cry
from a number of voices, and the horses reared and plunged.
But for the latter inconvenience, the carriage
probably would not have stopped; carriages were often known to drive on,
and leave their wounded behind, and why not? But the frightened valet
had got down in a hurry, and there were twenty hands at the horses'
bridles.
"What has gone wrong?" said Monsieur,
calmly looking out.
A tall man in a nightcap had caught up a bundle
from among the feet of the horses, and had laid it on the basement of
the fountain, and was down in the mud and wet, howling over it like a
wild animal.
"Pardon, Monsieur the Marquis!" said a
ragged and submissive man, "it is a child."
"Why does he make that abominable noise? Is
it his child?"
"Excuse me, Monsieur the Marquis--it is a
pity--yes."
The fountain was a little removed; for the street
opened, where it was, into a space some ten or twelve yards square. As
the tall man suddenly got up from the ground, and came running at the
carriage, Monsieur the Marquis clapped his hand for an instant on his
sword-hilt.
"Killed!" shrieked the man, in wild
desperation, extending both arms at their length above his head, and
staring at him. "Dead!"
The people closed round, and looked at Monsieur
the Marquis. There was nothing revealed by the many eyes that looked at
him but watchfulness and eagerness; there was no visible menacing or
anger. Neither did the people say anything; after the first cry, they
had been silent, and they remained so. The voice of the submissive man
who had spoken, was flat and tame in its extreme submission. Monsieur
the Marquis ran his eyes over them all, as if they had been mere rats
come out of their holes.
He took out his purse.
"It is extraordinary to me," said he,
"that you people cannot take care of yourselves and your children.
One or the other of you is for ever in the way. How do I know what
injury you have done my horses. See! Give him that."
He threw out a gold coin for the valet to pick up,
and all the heads craned forward that all the eyes might look down at it
as it fell. The tall man called out again with a most unearthly cry,
"Dead!"
He was arrested by the quick arrival of another
man, for whom the rest made way. On seeing him, the miserable creature
fell upon his shoulder, sobbing and crying, and pointing to the
fountain, where some women were stooping over the motionless bundle, and
moving gently about it. They were as silent, however, as the men.
"I know all, I know all," said the last
comer. "Be a brave man, my Gaspard! It is better for the poor
little plaything to die so, than to live. It has died in a moment
without pain. Could it have lived an hour as happily?"
"You are a philosopher, you there," said
the Marquis, smiling. "How do they call you?"
"They call me Defarge."
"Of what trade?"
"Monsieur the Marquis, vendor of wine."
"Pick up that, philosopher and vendor of
wine," said the Marquis, throwing him another gold coin, "and
spend it as you will. The horses there; are they right?"
Without deigning to look at the assemblage a
second time, Monsieur the Marquis leaned back in his seat, and was just
being driven away with the air of a gentleman who had accidentally broke
some common thing, and had paid for it, and could afford to pay for it;
when his ease was suddenly disturbed by a coin flying into his carriage,
and ringing on its floor.
"Hold!" said Monsieur the Marquis.
"Hold the horses! Who threw that?"
He looked to the spot where Defarge the vendor of
wine had stood, a moment before; but the wretched father was grovelling
on his face on the pavement in that spot, and the figure that stood
beside him was the figure of a dark stout woman, knitting.
"You dogs!" said the Marquis, but
smoothly, and with an unchanged front, except as to the spots on his
nose: "I would ride over any of you very willingly, and exterminate
you from the earth. If I knew which rascal threw at the carriage, and if
that brigand were sufficiently near it, he should be crushed under the
wheels."
So cowed was their condition, and so long and hard
their experience of what such a man could do to them, within the law and
beyond it, that not a voice, or a hand, or even an eye was raised. Among
the men, not one. But the woman who stood knitting looked up steadily,
and looked the Marquis in the face. It was not for his dignity to notice
it; his contemptuous eyes passed over her, and over all the other rats;
and he leaned back in his seat again, and gave the word "Go
on!"
He was driven on, and other carriages came
whirling by in quick succession; the Minister, the State-Projector, the
Farmer-General, the Doctor, the Lawyer, the Ecclesiastic, the Grand
Opera, the Comedy, the whole Fancy Ball in a bright continuous flow,
came whirling by. The rats had crept out of their holes to look on, and
they remained looking on for hours; soldiers and police often passing
between them and the spectacle, and making a barrier behind which they
slunk, and through which they peeped. The father had long ago taken up
his bundle and bidden himself away with it, when the women who had
tended the bundle while it lay on the base of the fountain, sat there
watching the running of the water and the rolling of the Fancy
Ball--when the one woman who had stood conspicuous, knitting, still
knitted on with the steadfastness of Fate. The water of the fountain
ran, the swift river ran, the day ran into evening, so much life in the
city ran into death according to rule, time and tide waited for no man,
the rats were sleeping close together in their dark holes again, the
Fancy Ball was lighted up at supper, all things ran their course.
VIII
Monseigneur in the Country
A beautiful landscape, with the corn bright in it,
but not abundant. Patches of poor rye where corn should have been,
patches of poor peas and beans, patches of most coarse vegetable
substitutes for wheat. On inanimate nature, as on the men and women who
cultivated it, a prevalent tendency towards an appearance of vegetating
unwillingly--a dejected disposition to give up, and wither away.
Monsieur the Marquis in his travelling carriage
(which might have been lighter), conducted by four post-horses and two
postilions, fagged up a steep hill. A blush on the countenance of
Monsieur the Marquis was no impeachment of his high breeding; it was not
from within; it was occasioned by an external circumstance beyond his
control--the setting sun.
The sunset struck so brilliantly into the
travelling carriage when it gained the hill-top, that its occupant was
steeped in crimson. "It will die out," said Monsieur the
Marquis, glancing at his hands, "directly."
In effect, the sun was so low that it dipped at
the moment. When the heavy drag had been adjusted to the wheel, and the
carriage slid down hill, with a cinderous smell, in a cloud of dust, the
red glow departed quickly; the sun and the Marquis going down together,
there was no glow left when the drag was taken off.
But, there remained a broken country, bold and
open, a little village at the bottom of the hill, a broad sweep and rise
beyond it, a church- tower, a windmill, a forest for the chase, and a
crag with a fortress on it used as a prison. Round upon all these
darkening objects as the night drew on, the Marquis looked, with the air
of one who was coming near home.
The village had its one poor street, with its poor
brewery, poor tannery, poor tavern, poor stable-yard for relays of
post-horses, poor fountain, all usual poor appointments. It had its poor
people too. All its people were poor, and many of them were sitting at
their doors, shredding spare onions and the like for supper, while many
were at the fountain, washing leaves, and grasses, and any such small
yieldings of the earth that could be eaten. Expressive sips of what made
them poor, were not wanting; the tax for the state, the tax for the
church, the tax for the lord, tax local and tax general, were to be paid
here and to be paid there, according to solemn inscription in the little
village, until the wonder was, that there was any village left
unswallowed.
Few children were to be seen, and no dogs. As to
the men and women, their choice on earth was stated in the
prospect--Life on the lowest terms that could sustain it, down in the
little village under the mill; or captivity and Death in the dominant
prison on the crag.
Heralded by a courier in advance, and by the
cracking of his postilions' whips, which twined snake-like about their
heads in the evening air, as if he came attended by the Furies, Monsieur
the Marquis drew up in his travelling carriage at the posting-house
gate. It was hard by the fountain, and the peasants suspended their
operations to look at him. He looked at them, and saw in them, without
knowing it, the slow sure filing down of misery-worn face and figure,
that was to make the meagreness of Frenchmen an English superstition
which should survive the truth through the best part of a hundred years.
Monsieur the Marquis cast his eyes over the
submissive faces that drooped before him, as the like of himself had
drooped before Monseigneur of the Court--only the difference was, that
these faces drooped merely to suffer and not to propitiate--when a
grizzled mender of the roads joined the group.
"Bring me hither that fellow!" said the
Marquis to the courier.
The fellow was brought, cap in hand, and the other
fellows closed round to look and listen, in the manner of the people at
the Paris fountain.
"I passed you on the road?"
"Monseigneur, it is true. I had the honour of
being passed on the road."
"Coming up the hill, and at the top of the
hill, both?"
"Monseigneur, it is true."
"What did you look at, so fixedly?"
"Monseigneur, I looked at the man."
He stooped a little, and with his tattered blue
cap pointed under the carriage. All his fellows stooped to look under
the carriage.
"What man, pig? And why look there?"
"Pardon, Monseigneur; he swung by the chain
of the shoe--the drag."
"Who?" demanded the traveller.
"Monseigneur, the man."
"May the Devil carry away these idiots! How
do you call the man? You know all the men of this part of the country.
Who was he?"
"Your clemency, Monseigneur! He was not of
this part of the country. Of all the days of my life, I never saw
him."
"Swinging by the chain? To be
suffocated?"
"With your gracious permission, that was the
wonder of it, Monseigneur. His head hanging over--like this!"
He turned himself sideways to the carriage, and
leaned back, with his face thrown up to the sky, and his head hanging
down; then recovered himself, fumbled with his cap, and made a bow.
"What was he like?"
"Monseigneur, he was whiter than the miller.
All covered with dust, white as a spectre, tall as a spectre!"
The picture produced an immense sensation in the
little crowd; but all eyes, without comparing notes with other eyes,
looked at Monsieur the Marquis. Perhaps, to observe whether he had any
spectre on his conscience.
"Truly, you did well," said the Marquis,
felicitously sensible that such vermin were not to ruffle him, "to
see a thief accompanying my carriage, and not open that great mouth of
yours. Bah! Put him aside, Monsieur Gabelle!"
Monsieur Gabelle was the Postmaster, and some
other taxing functionary united; he had come out with great
obsequiousness to assist at this examination, and had held the examined
by the drapery of his arm in an official manner.
"Bah! Go aside!" said Monsieur Gabelle.
"Lay hands on this stranger if he seeks to
lodge in your village to-night, and be sure that his business is honest,
Gabelle."
"Monseigneur, I am flattered to devote myself
to your orders."
"Did he run away, fellow?--where is that
Accursed?"
The accursed was already under the carriage with
some half-dozen particular friends, pointing out the chain with his blue
cap. Some half-dozen other particular friends promptly hauled him out,
and presented him breathless to Monsieur the Marquis.
"Did the man run away, Dolt, when we stopped
for the drag?"
"Monseigneur, he precipitated himself over
the hill-side, head first, as a person plunges into the river."
"See to it, Gabelle. Go on!"
The half-dozen who were peering at the chain were
still among the wheels, like sheep; the wheels turned so suddenly that
they were lucky to save their skins and bones; they had very little else
to save, or they might not have been so fortunate.
The burst with which the carriage started out of
the village and up the rise beyond, was soon checked by the steepness of
the hill. Gradually, it subsided to a foot pace, swinging and lumbering
upward among the many sweet scents of a summer night. The postilions,
with a thousand gossamer gnats circling about them in lieu of the
Furies, quietly mended the points to the lashes of their whips; the
valet walked by the horses; the courier was audible, trotting on ahead
into the dun distance.
At the steepest point of the hill there was a
little burial-ground, with a Cross and a new large figure of Our Saviour
on it; it was a poor figure in wood, done by some inexperienced rustic
carver, but he had studied the figure from the life--his own life,
maybe--for it was dreadfully spare and thin.
To this distressful emblem of a great distress
that had long been growing worse, and was not at its worst, a woman was
kneeling. She turned her head as the carriage came up to her, rose
quickly, and presented herself at the carriage-door.
"It is you, Monseigneur! Monseigneur, a
petition."
With an exclamation of impatience, but with his
unchangeable face, Monseigneur looked out.
"How, then! What is it? Always
petitions!"
"Monseigneur. For the love of the great God!
My husband, the forester."
"What of your husband, the forester? Always
the same with you people. He cannot pay something?"
"He has paid all, Monseigneur. He is
dead."
"Well! He is quiet. Can I restore him to
you?"
"Alas, no, Monseigneur! But he lies yonder,
under a little heap of poor grass."
"Well?"
"Monseigneur, there are so many little heaps
of poor grass?"
"Again, well?"
She looked an old woman, but was young. Her manner
was one of passionate grief; by turns she clasped her veinous and
knotted hands together with wild energy, and laid one of them on the
carriage-door --tenderly, caressingly, as if it had been a human breast,
and could be expected to feel the appealing touch.
"Monseigneur, hear me! Monseigneur, hear my
petition! My husband died of want; so many die of want; so many more
will die of want."
"Again, well? Can I feed them?"
"Monseigneur, the good God knows; but I don't
ask it. My petition is, that a morsel of stone or wood, with my
husband's name, may be placed over him to show where he lies. Otherwise,
the place will be quickly forgotten, it will never be found when I am
dead of the same malady, I shall be laid under some other heap of poor
grass. Monseigneur, they are so many, they increase so fast, there is so
much want. Monseigneur! Monseigneur!"
The valet had put her away from the door, the
carriage had broken into a brisk trot, the postilions had quickened the
pace, she was left far behind, and Monseigneur, again escorted by the
Furies, was rapidly diminishing the league or two of distance that
remained between him and his chateau.
The sweet scents of the summer night rose all
around him, and rose, as the rain falls, impartially, on the dusty,
ragged, and toil-worn group at the fountain not far away; to whom the
mender of roads, with the aid of the blue cap without which he was
nothing, still enlarged upon his man like a spectre, as long as they
could bear it. By degrees, as they could bear no more, they dropped off
one by one, and lights twinkled in little casements; which lights, as
the casements darkened, and more stars came out, seemed to have shot up
into the sky instead of having been extinguished.
The shadow of a large high-roofed house, and of
many over-hanging trees, was upon Monsieur the Marquis by that time; and
the shadow was exchanged for the light of a flambeau, as his carriage
stopped, and the great door of his chateau was opened to him.
"Monsieur Charles, whom I expect; is he
arrived from England?"
"Monseigneur, not yet."
IX
The Gorgon's Head
It was a heavy mass of building, that chateau of
Monsieur the Marquis, with a large stone courtyard before it, and two
stone sweeps of staircase meeting in a stone terrace before the
principal door. A stony business altogether, with heavy stone
balustrades, and stone urns, and stone flowers, and stone faces of men,
and stone heads of lions, in all directions. As if the Gorgon's head had
surveyed it, when it was finished, two centuries ago.
Up the broad flight of shallow steps, Monsieur the
Marquis, flambeau preceded, went from his carriage, sufficiently
disturbing the darkness to elicit loud remonstrance from an owl in the
roof of the great pile of stable building away among the trees. All else
was so quiet, that the flambeau carried up the steps, and the other
flambeau held at the great door, burnt as if they were in a close room
of state, instead of being in the open night-air. Other sound than the
owl's voice there was none, save the failing of a fountain into its
stone basin; for, it was one of those dark nights that hold their breath
by the hour together, and then heave a long low sigh, and hold their
breath again.
The great door clanged behind him, and Monsieur
the Marquis crossed a hall grim with certain old boar-spears, swords,
and knives of the chase; grimmer with certain heavy riding-rods and
riding-whips, of which many a peasant, gone to his benefactor Death, had
felt the weight when his lord was angry.
Avoiding the larger rooms, which were dark and
made fast for the night, Monsieur the Marquis, with his flambeau-bearer
going on before, went up the staircase to a door in a corridor. This
thrown open, admitted him to his own private apartment of three rooms:
his bed-chamber and two others. High vaulted rooms with cool uncarpeted
floors, great dogs upon the hearths for the burning of wood in winter
time, and all luxuries befitting the state of a marquis in a luxurious
age and country. The fashion of the last Louis but one, of the line that
was never to break --the fourteenth Louis--was conspicuous in their rich
furniture; but, it was diversified by many objects that were
illustrations of old pages in the history of France.
A supper-table was laid for two, in the third of
the rooms; a round room, in one of the chateau's four
extinguisher-topped towers. A small lofty room, with its window wide
open, and the wooden jalousie-blinds closed, so that the dark night only
showed in slight horizontal lines of black, alternating with their broad
lines of stone colour.
"My nephew," said the Marquis, glancing
at the supper preparation; "they said he was not arrived."
Nor was he; but, he had been expected with
Monseigneur.
"Ah! It is not probable he will arrive
to-night; nevertheless, leave the table as it is. I shall be ready in a
quarter of an hour."
In a quarter of an hour Monseigneur was ready, and
sat down alone to his sumptuous and choice supper. His chair was
opposite to the window, and he had taken his soup, and was raising his
glass of Bordeaux to his lips, when he put it down.
"What is that?" he calmly asked, looking
with attention at the horizontal lines of black and stone colour.
"Monseigneur? That?"
"Outside the blinds. Open the blinds."
It was done.
"Well?"
"Monseigneur, it is nothing. The trees and
the night are all that are here."
The servant who spoke, had thrown the blinds wide,
had looked out into the vacant darkness, and stood with that blank
behind him, looking round for instructions.
"Good," said the imperturbable master.
"Close them again."
That was done too, and the Marquis went on with
his supper. He was half way through it, when he again stopped with his
glass in his hand, hearing the sound of wheels. It came on briskly, and
came up to the front of the chateau.
"Ask who is arrived."
It was the nephew of Monseigneur. He had been some
few leagues behind Monseigneur, early in the afternoon. He had
diminished the distance rapidly, but not so rapidly as to come up with
Monseigneur on the road. He had heard of Monseigneur, at the
posting-houses, as being before him.
He was to be told (said Monseigneur) that supper
awaited him then and there, and that he was prayed to come to it. In a
little while he came. He had been known in England as Charles Darnay.
Monseigneur received him in a courtly manner, but
they did not shake hands.
"You left Paris yesterday, sir?" he said
to Monseigneur, as he took his seat at table.
"Yesterday. And you?"
"I come direct."
"From London?"
"Yes."
"You have been a long time coming," said
the Marquis, with a smile.
"On the contrary; I come direct."
"Pardon me! I mean, not a long time on the
journey; a long time intending the journey."
"I have been detained by"--the nephew
stopped a moment in his answer--"various business."
"Without doubt," said the polished
uncle.
So long as a servant was present, no other words
passed between them. When coffee had been served and they were alone
together, the nephew, looking at the uncle and meeting the eyes of the
face that was like a fine mask, opened a conversation.
"I have come back, sir, as you anticipate,
pursuing the object that took me away. It carried me into great and
unexpected peril; but it is a sacred object, and if it had carried me to
death I hope it would have sustained me."
"Not to death," said the uncle; "it
is not necessary to say, to death."
"I doubt, sir," returned the nephew,
"whether, if it had carried me to the utmost brink of death, you
would have cared to stop me there."
The deepened marks in the nose, and the
lengthening of the fine straight lines in the cruel face, looked ominous
as to that; the uncle made a graceful gesture of protest, which was so
clearly a slight form of good breeding that it was not reassuring.
"Indeed, sir," pursued the nephew,
"for anything I know, you may have expressly worked to give a more
suspicious appearance to the suspicious circumstances that surrounded
me."
"No, no, no," said the uncle,
pleasantly.
"But, however that may be," resumed the
nephew, glancing at him with deep distrust, "I know that your
diplomacy would stop me by any means, and would know no scruple as to
means."
"My friend, I told you so," said the
uncle, with a fine pulsation in the two marks. "Do me the favour to
recall that I told you so, long ago."
"I recall it."
"Thank you," said the Marquise--very
sweetly indeed.
His tone lingered in the air, almost like the tone
of a musical instrument.
"In effect, sir," pursued the nephew,
"I believe it to be at once your bad fortune, and my good fortune,
that has kept me out of a prison in France here."
"I do not quite understand," returned
the uncle, sipping his coffee. "Dare I ask you to explain?"
"I believe that if you were not in disgrace
with the Court, and had not been overshadowed by that cloud for years
past, a letter de cachet would have sent me to some fortress
indefinitely."
"It is possible," said the uncle, with
great calmness. "For the honour of the family, I could even resolve
to incommode you to that extent. Pray excuse me!"
"I perceive that, happily for me, the
Reception of the day before yesterday was, as usual, a cold one,"
observed the nephew.
"I would not say happily, my friend,"
returned the uncle, with refined politeness; "I would not be sure
of that. A good opportunity for consideration, surrounded by the
advantages of solitude, might influence your destiny to far greater
advantage than you influence it for yourself. But it is useless to
discuss the question. I am, as you say, at a disadvantage. These little
instruments of correction, these gentle aids to the power and honour of
families, these slight favours that might so incommode you, are only to
be obtained now by interest and importunity. They are sought by so many,
and they are granted (comparatively) to so few! It used not to be so,
but France in all such things is changed for the worse. Our not remote
ancestors held the right of life and death over the surrounding vulgar.
From this room, many such dogs have been taken out to be hanged; in the
next room (my bedroom), one fellow, to our knowledge, was poniarded on
the spot for professing some insolent delicacy respecting his
daughter--_his_ daughter? We have lost many privileges; a new philosophy
has become the mode; and the assertion of our station, in these days,
might (I do not go so far as to say would, but might) cause us real
inconvenience. All very bad, very bad!"
The Marquis took a gentle little pinch of snuff,
and shook his head; as elegantly despondent as he could becomingly be of
a country still containing himself, that great means of regeneration.
"We have so asserted our station, both in the
old time and in the modern time also," said the nephew, gloomily,
"that I believe our name to be more detested than any name in
France."
"Let us hope so," said the uncle.
"Detestation of the high is the involuntary homage of the
low."
"There is not," pursued the nephew, in
his former tone, "a face I can look at, in all this country round
about us, which looks at me with any deference on it but the dark
deference of fear and slavery."
"A compliment," said the Marquis,
"to the grandeur of the family, merited by the manner in which the
family has sustained its grandeur. Hah!" And he took another gentle
little pinch of snuff, and lightly crossed his legs.
But, when his nephew, leaning an elbow on the
table, covered his eyes thoughtfully and dejectedly with his hand, the
fine mask looked at him sideways with a stronger concentration of
keenness, closeness, and dislike, than was comportable with its wearer's
assumption of indifference.
"Repression is the only lasting philosophy.
The dark deference of fear and slavery, my friend," observed the
Marquis, "will keep the dogs obedient to the whip, as long as this
roof," looking up to it, "shuts out the sky."
That might not be so long as the Marquis supposed.
If a picture of the chateau as it was to be a very few years hence, and
of fifty like it as they too were to be a very few years hence, could
have been shown to him that night, he might have been at a loss to claim
his own from the ghastly, fire-charred, plunder-wrecked rains. As for
the roof he vaunted, he might have found _that_ shutting out the sky in
a new way--to wit, for ever, from the eyes of the bodies into which its
lead was fired, out of the barrels of a hundred thousand muskets.
"Meanwhile," said the Marquis, "I
will preserve the honour and repose of the family, if you will not. But
you must be fatigued. Shall we terminate our conference for the
night?"
"A moment more."
"An hour, if you please."
"Sir," said the nephew, "we have
done wrong, and are reaping the fruits of wrong."
"_We_ have done wrong?" repeated the
Marquis, with an inquiring smile, and delicately pointing, first to his
nephew, then to himself.
"Our family; our honourable family, whose
honour is of so much account to both of us, in such different ways. Even
in my father's time, we did a world of wrong, injuring every human
creature who came between us and our pleasure, whatever it was. Why need
I speak of my father's time, when it is equally yours? Can I separate my
father's twin-brother, joint inheritor, and next successor, from
himself?"
"Death has done that!" said the Marquis.
"And has left me," answered the nephew,
"bound to a system that is frightful to me, responsible for it, but
powerless in it; seeking to execute the last request of my dear mother's
lips, and obey the last look of my dear mother's eyes, which implored me
to have mercy and to redress; and tortured by seeking assistance and
power in vain."
"Seeking them from me, my nephew," said
the Marquis, touching him on the breast with his forefinger--they were
now standing by the hearth--"you will for ever seek them in vain,
be assured."
Every fine straight line in the clear whiteness of
his face, was cruelly, craftily, and closely compressed, while he stood
looking quietly at his nephew, with his snuff-box in his hand. Once
again he touched him on the breast, as though his finger were the fine
point of a small sword, with which, in delicate finesse, he ran him
through the body, and said,
"My friend, I will die, perpetuating the
system under which I have lived."
When he had said it, he took a culminating pinch
of snuff, and put his box in his pocket.
"Better to be a rational creature," he
added then, after ringing a small bell on the table, "and accept
your natural destiny. But you are lost, Monsieur Charles, I see."
"This property and France are lost to
me," said the nephew, sadly; "I renounce them."
"Are they both yours to renounce? France may
be, but is the property? It is scarcely worth mentioning; but, is it
yet?"
"I had no intention, in the words I used, to
claim it yet. If it passed to me from you, to-morrow--"
"Which I have the vanity to hope is not
probable."
"--or twenty years hence--"
"You do me too much honour," said the
Marquis; "still, I prefer that supposition."
"--I would abandon it, and live otherwise and
elsewhere. It is little to relinquish. What is it but a wilderness of
misery and ruin!"
"Hah!" said the Marquis, glancing round
the luxurious room.
"To the eye it is fair enough, here; but seen
in its integrity, under the sky, and by the daylight, it is a crumbling
tower of waste, mismanagement, extortion, debt, mortgage, oppression,
hunger, nakedness, and suffering."
"Hah!" said the Marquis again, in a
well-satisfied manner.
"If it ever becomes mine, it shall be put
into some hands better qualified to free it slowly (if such a thing is
possible) from the weight that drags it down, so that the miserable
people who cannot leave it and who have been long wrung to the last
point of endurance, may, in another generation, suffer less; but it is
not for me. There is a curse on it, and on all this land."
"And you?" said the uncle. "Forgive
my curiosity; do you, under your new philosophy, graciously intend to
live?"
"I must do, to live, what others of my
countrymen, even with nobility at their backs, may have to do some
day-work."
"In England, for example?"
"Yes. The family honour, sir, is safe from me
in this country. The family name can suffer from me in no other, for I
bear it in no other."
The ringing of the bell had caused the adjoining
bed-chamber to be lighted. It now shone brightly, through the door of
communication. The Marquis looked that way, and listened for the
retreating step of his valet.
"England is very attractive to you, seeing
how indifferently you have prospered there," he observed then,
turning his calm face to his nephew with a smile.
"I have already said, that for my prospering
there, I am sensible I may be indebted to you, sir. For the rest, it is
my Refuge."
"They say, those boastful English, that it is
the Refuge of many. You know a compatriot who has found a Refuge there?
A Doctor?"
"Yes."
"With a daughter?"
"Yes."
"Yes," said the Marquis. "You are
fatigued. Good night!"
As he bent his head in his most courtly manner,
there was a secrecy in his smiling face, and he conveyed an air of
mystery to those words, which struck the eyes and ears of his nephew
forcibly. At the same time, the thin straight lines of the setting of
the eyes, and the thin straight lips, and the markings in the nose,
curved with a sarcasm that looked handsomely diabolic.
"Yes," repeated the Marquis. "A
Doctor with a daughter. Yes. So commences the new philosophy! You are
fatigued. Good night!"
It would have been of as much avail to interrogate
any stone face outside the chateau as to interrogate that face of his.
The nephew looked at him, in vain, in passing on to the door.
"Good night!" said the uncle. "I
look to the pleasure of seeing you again in the morning. Good repose!
Light Monsieur my nephew to his chamber there!--And burn Monsieur my
nephew in his bed, if you will," he added to himself, before he
rang his little bell again, and summoned his valet to his own bedroom.
The valet come and gone, Monsieur the Marquis
walked to and fro in his loose chamber-robe, to prepare himself gently
for sleep, that hot still night. Rustling about the room, his softly-slippered
feet making no noise on the floor, he moved like a refined
tiger:--looked like some enchanted marquis of the impenitently wicked
sort, in story, whose periodical change into tiger form was either just
going off, or just coming on.
He moved from end to end of his voluptuous
bedroom, looking again at the scraps of the day's journey that came
unbidden into his mind; the slow toil up the hill at sunset, the setting
sun, the descent, the mill, the prison on the crag, the little village
in the hollow, the peasants at the fountain, and the mender of roads
with his blue cap pointing out the chain under the carriage. That
fountain suggested the Paris fountain, the little bundle lying on the
step, the women bending over it, and the tall man with his arms up,
crying, "Dead!"
"I am cool now," said Monsieur the
Marquis, "and may go to bed."
So, leaving only one light burning on the large
hearth, he let his thin gauze curtains fall around him, and heard the
night break its silence with a long sigh as he composed himself to
sleep.
The stone faces on the outer walls stared blindly
at the black night for three heavy hours; for three heavy hours, the
horses in the stables rattled at their racks, the dogs barked, and the
owl made a noise with very little resemblance in it to the noise
conventionally assigned to the owl by men-poets. But it is the obstinate
custom of such creatures hardly ever to say what is set down for them.
For three heavy hours, the stone faces of the
chateau, lion and human, stared blindly at the night. Dead darkness lay
on all the landscape, dead darkness added its own hush to the hushing
dust on all the roads. The burial-place had got to the pass that its
little heaps of poor grass were undistinguishable from one another; the
figure on the Cross might have come down, for anything that could be
seen of it. In the village, taxers and taxed were fast asleep. Dreaming,
perhaps, of banquets, as the starved usually do, and of ease and rest,
as the driven slave and the yoked ox may, its lean inhabitants slept
soundly, and were fed and freed.
The fountain in the village flowed unseen and
unheard, and the fountain at the chateau dropped unseen and
unheard--both melting away, like the minutes that were falling from the
spring of Time-- through three dark hours. Then, the grey water of both
began to be ghostly in the light, and the eyes of the stone faces of the
chateau were opened.
Lighter and lighter, until at last the sun touched
the tops of the still trees, and poured its radiance over the hill. In
the glow, the water of the chateau fountain seemed to turn to blood, and
the stone faces crimsoned. The carol of the birds was loud and high,
and, on the weather-beaten sill of the great window of the bed- chamber
of Monsieur the Marquis, one little bird sang its sweetest song with all
its might. At this, the nearest stone face seemed to stare amazed, and,
with open mouth and dropped under-jaw, looked awe-stricken.
Now, the sun was full up, and movement began in
the village. Casement windows opened, crazy doors were unbarred, and
people came forth shivering--chilled, as yet, by the new sweet air. Then
began the rarely lightened toil of the day among the village population.
Some, to the fountain; some, to the fields; men and women here, to dig
and delve; men and women there, to see to the poor live stock, and lead
the bony cows out, to such pasture as could be found by the roadside. In
the church and at the Cross, a kneeling figure or two; attendant on the
latter prayers, the led cow, trying for a breakfast among the weeds at
its foot.
The chateau awoke later, as became its quality,
but awoke gradually and surely. First, the lonely boar-spears and knives
of the chase had been reddened as of old; then, had gleamed trenchant in
the morning sunshine; now, doors and windows were thrown open, horses in
their stables looked round over their shoulders at the light and
freshness pouring in at doorways, leaves sparkled and rustled at
iron-grated windows, dogs pulled hard at their chains, and reared
impatient to be loosed.
All these trivial incidents belonged to the
routine of life, and the return of morning. Surely, not so the ringing
of the great bell of the chateau, nor the running up and down the
stairs; nor the hurried figures on the terrace; nor the booting and
tramping here and there and everywhere, nor the quick saddling of horses
and riding away?
What winds conveyed this hurry to the grizzled
mender of roads, already at work on the hill-top beyond the village,
with his day's dinner (not much to carry) lying in a bundle that it was
worth no crow's while to peck at, on a heap of stones? Had the birds,
carrying some grains of it to a distance, dropped one over him as they
sow chance seeds? Whether or no, the mender of roads ran, on the sultry
morning, as if for his life, down the hill, knee-high in dust, and never
stopped till he got to the fountain.
All the people of the village were at the
fountain, standing about in their depressed manner, and whispering low,
but showing no other emotions than grim curiosity and surprise. The led
cows, hastily brought in and tethered to anything that would hold them,
were looking stupidly on, or lying down chewing the cud of nothing
particularly repaying their trouble, which they had picked up in their
interrupted saunter. Some of the people of the chateau, and some of
those of the posting-house, and all the taxing authorities, were armed
more or less, and were crowded on the other side of the little street in
a purposeless way, that was highly fraught with nothing. Already, the
mender of roads had penetrated into the midst of a group of fifty
particular friends, and was smiting himself in the breast with his blue
cap. What did all this portend, and what portended the swift hoisting-up
of Monsieur Gabelle behind a servant on horseback, and the conveying
away of the said Gabelle (double-laden though the horse was), at a
gallop, like a new version of the German ballad of Leonora?
It portended that there was one stone face too
many, up at the chateau.
The Gorgon had surveyed the building again in the
night, and had added the one stone face wanting; the stone face for
which it had waited through about two hundred years.
It lay back on the pillow of Monsieur the Marquis.
It was like a fine mask, suddenly startled, made angry, and petrified.
Driven home into the heart of the stone figure attached to it, was a
knife. Round its hilt was a frill of paper, on which was scrawled:
"Drive him fast to his tomb. This, from
Jacques."
X
Two Promises
More months, to the number of twelve, had come and
gone, and Mr. Charles Darnay was established in England as a higher
teacher of the French language who was conversant with French
literature. In this age, he would have been a Professor; in that age, he
was a Tutor. He read with young men who could find any leisure and
interest for the study of a living tongue spoken all over the world, and
he cultivated a taste for its stores of knowledge and fancy. He could
write of them, besides, in sound English, and render them into sound
English. Such masters were not at that time easily found; Princes that
had been, and Kings that were to be, were not yet of the Teacher class,
and no ruined nobility had dropped out of Tellson's ledgers, to turn
cooks and carpenters. As a tutor, whose attainments made the student's
way unusually pleasant and profitable, and as an elegant translator who
brought something to his work besides mere dictionary knowledge, young
Mr. Darnay soon became known and encouraged. He was well acquainted,
more-over, with the circumstances of his country, and those were of
ever-growing interest. So, with great perseverance and untiring
industry, he prospered.
In London, he had expected neither to walk on
pavements of gold, nor to lie on beds of roses; if he had had any such
exalted expectation, he would not have prospered. He had expected labour,
and he found it, and did it and made the best of it. In this, his
prosperity consisted.
A certain portion of his time was passed at
Cambridge, where he read with undergraduates as a sort of tolerated
smuggler who drove a contraband trade in European languages, instead of
conveying Greek and Latin through the Custom-house. The rest of his time
he passed in London.
Now, from the days when it was always summer in
Eden, to these days when it is mostly winter in fallen latitudes, the
world of a man has invariably gone one way--Charles Darnay's way--the
way of the love of a woman.
He had loved Lucie Manette from the hour of his
danger. He had never heard a sound so sweet and dear as the sound of her
compassionate voice; he had never seen a face so tenderly beautiful, as
hers when it was confronted with his own on the edge of the grave that
had been dug for him. But, he had not yet spoken to her on the subject;
the assassination at the deserted chateau far away beyond the heaving
water and the long, long, dusty roads--the solid stone chateau which had
itself become the mere mist of a dream--had been done a year, and he had
never yet, by so much as a single spoken word, disclosed to her the
state of his heart.
That he had his reasons for this, he knew full
well. It was again a summer day when, lately arrived in London from his
college occupation, he turned into the quiet corner in Soho, bent on
seeking an opportunity of opening his mind to Doctor Manette. It was the
close of the summer day, and he knew Lucie to be out with Miss Pross.
He found the Doctor reading in his arm-chair at a
window. The energy which had at once supported him under his old
sufferings and aggravated their sharpness, had been gradually restored
to him. He was now a very energetic man indeed, with great firmness of
purpose, strength of resolution, and vigour of action. In his recovered
energy he was sometimes a little fitful and sudden, as he had at first
been in the exercise of his other recovered faculties; but, this had
never been frequently observable, and had grown more and more rare.
He studied much, slept little, sustained a great
deal of fatigue with ease, and was equably cheerful. To him, now entered
Charles Darnay, at sight of whom he laid aside his book and held out his
hand.
"Charles Darnay! I rejoice to see you. We
have been counting on your return these three or four days past. Mr.
Stryver and Sydney Carton were both here yesterday, and both made you
out to be more than due."
"I am obliged to them for their interest in
the matter," he answered, a little coldly as to them, though very
warmly as to the Doctor. "Miss Manette--"
"Is well," said the Doctor, as he
stopped short, "and your return will delight us all. She has gone
out on some household matters, but will soon be home."
"Doctor Manette, I knew she was from home. I
took the opportunity of her being from home, to beg to speak to
you."
There was a blank silence.
"Yes?" said the Doctor, with evident
constraint. "Bring your chair here, and speak on."
He complied as to the chair, but appeared to find
the speaking on less easy.
"I have had the happiness, Doctor Manette, of
being so intimate here," so he at length began, "for some year
and a half, that I hope the topic on which I am about to touch may
not--"
He was stayed by the Doctor's putting out his hand
to stop him. When he had kept it so a little while, he said, drawing it
back:
"Is Lucie the topic?"
"She is."
"It is hard for me to speak of her at any
time. It is very hard for me to hear her spoken of in that tone of
yours, Charles Darnay."
"It is a tone of fervent admiration, true
homage, and deep love, Doctor Manette!" he said deferentially.
There was another blank silence before her father
rejoined:
"I believe it. I do you justice; I believe
it."
His constraint was so manifest, and it was so
manifest, too, that it originated in an unwillingness to approach the
subject, that Charles Darnay hesitated.
"Shall I go on, sir?"
Another blank.
"Yes, go on."
"You anticipate what I would say, though you
cannot know how earnestly I say it, how earnestly I feel it, without
knowing my secret heart, and the hopes and fears and anxieties with
which it has long been laden. Dear Doctor Manette, I love your daughter
fondly, dearly, disinterestedly, devotedly. If ever there were love in
the world, I love her. You have loved yourself; let your old love speak
for me!"
The Doctor sat with his face turned away, and his
eyes bent on the ground. At the last words, he stretched out his hand
again, hurriedly, and cried:
"Not that, sir! Let that be! I adjure you, do
not recall that!"
His cry was so like a cry of actual pain, that it
rang in Charles Darnay's ears long after he had ceased. He motioned with
the hand he had extended, and it seemed to be an appeal to Darnay to
pause. The latter so received it, and remained silent.
"I ask your pardon," said the Doctor, in
a subdued tone, after some moments. "I do not doubt your loving
Lucie; you may be satisfied of it."
He turned towards him in his chair, but did not
look at him, or raise his eyes. His chin dropped upon his hand, and his
white hair overshadowed his face:
"Have you spoken to Lucie?"
"No."
"Nor written?"
"Never."
"It would be ungenerous to affect not to know
that your self-denial is to be referred to your consideration for her
father. Her father thanks you."
He offered his hand; but his eyes did not go with
it.
"I know," said Darnay, respectfully,
"how can I fail to know, Doctor Manette, I who have seen you
together from day to day, that between you and Miss Manette there is an
affection so unusual, so touching, so belonging to the circumstances in
which it has been nurtured, that it can have few parallels, even in the
tenderness between a father and child. I know, Doctor Manette--how can I
fail to know--that, mingled with the affection and duty of a daughter
who has become a woman, there is, in her heart, towards you, all the
love and reliance of infancy itself. I know that, as in her childhood
she had no parent, so she is now devoted to you with all the constancy
and fervour of her present years and character, united to the
trustfulness and attachment of the early days in which you were lost to
her. I know perfectly well that if you had been restored to her from the
world beyond this life, you could hardly be invested, in her sight, with
a more sacred character than that in which you are always with her. I
know that when she is clinging to you, the hands of baby, girl, and
woman, all in one, are round your neck. I know that in loving you she
sees and loves her mother at her own age, sees and loves you at my age,
loves her mother broken-hearted, loves you through your dreadful trial
and in your blessed restoration. I have known this, night and day, since
I have known you in your home."
Her father sat silent, with his face bent down.
His breathing was a little quickened; but he repressed all other signs
of agitation.
"Dear Doctor Manette, always knowing this,
always seeing her and you with this hallowed light about you, I have
forborne, and forborne, as long as it was in the nature of man to do it.
I have felt, and do even now feel, that to bring my love--even
mine--between you, is to touch your history with something not quite so
good as itself. But I love her. Heaven is my witness that I love
her!"
"I believe it," answered her father,
mournfully. "I have thought so before now. I believe it."
"But, do not believe," said Darnay, upon
whose ear the mournful voice struck with a reproachful sound, "that
if my fortune were so cast as that, being one day so happy as to make
her my wife, I must at any time put any separation between her and you,
I could or would breathe a word of what I now say. Besides that I should
know it to be hopeless, I should know it to be a baseness. If I had any
such possibility, even at a remote distance of years, harboured in my
thoughts, and hidden in my heart--if it ever had been there--if it ever
could be there--I could not now touch this honoured hand."
He laid his own upon it as he spoke.
"No, dear Doctor Manette. Like you, a
voluntary exile from France; like you, driven from it by its
distractions, oppressions, and miseries; like you, striving to live away
from it by my own exertions, and trusting in a happier future; I look
only to sharing your fortunes, sharing your life and home, and being
faithful to you to the death. Not to divide with Lucie her privilege as
your child, companion, and friend; but to come in aid of it, and bind
her closer to you, if such a thing can be."
His touch still lingered on her father's hand.
Answering the touch for a moment, but not coldly, her father rested his
hands upon the arms of his chair, and looked up for the first time since
the beginning of the conference. A struggle was evidently in his face; a
struggle with that occasional look which had a tendency in it to dark
doubt and dread.
"You speak so feelingly and so manfully,
Charles Darnay, that I thank you with all my heart, and will open all my
heart--or nearly so. Have you any reason to believe that Lucie loves
you?"
"None. As yet, none."
"Is it the immediate object of this
confidence, that you may at once ascertain that, with my
knowledge?"
"Not even so. I might not have the
hopefulness to do it for weeks; I might (mistaken or not mistaken) have
that hopefulness to-morrow."
"Do you seek any guidance from me?"
"I ask none, sir. But I have thought it
possible that you might have it in your power, if you should deem it
right, to give me some."
"Do you seek any promise from me?"
"I do seek that."
"What is it?"
"I well understand that, without you, I could
have no hope. I well understand that, even if Miss Manette held me at
this moment in her innocent heart--do not think I have the presumption
to assume so much-- I could retain no place in it against her love for
her father."
"If that be so, do you see what, on the other
hand, is involved in it?"
"I understand equally well, that a word from
her father in any suitor's favour, would outweigh herself and all the
world. For which reason, Doctor Manette," said Darnay, modestly but
firmly, "I would not ask that word, to save my life."
"I am sure of it. Charles Darnay, mysteries
arise out of close love, as well as out of wide division; in the former
case, they are subtle and delicate, and difficult to penetrate. My
daughter Lucie is, in this one respect, such a mystery to me; I can make
no guess at the state of her heart."
"May I ask, sir, if you think she is--"
As he hesitated, her father supplied the rest.
"Is sought by any other suitor?"
"It is what I meant to say."
Her father considered a little before he answered:
"You have seen Mr. Carton here, yourself. Mr.
Stryver is here too, occasionally. If it be at all, it can only be by
one of these."
"Or both," said Darnay.
"I had not thought of both; I should not
think either, likely. You want a promise from me. Tell me what it
is."
"It is, that if Miss Manette should bring to
you at any time, on her own part, such a confidence as I have ventured
to lay before you, you will bear testimony to what I have said, and to
your belief in it. I hope you may be able to think so well of me, as to
urge no influence against me. I say nothing more of my stake in this;
this is what I ask. The condition on which I ask it, and which you have
an undoubted right to require, I will observe immediately."
"I give the promise," said the Doctor,
"without any condition. I believe your object to be, purely and
truthfully, as you have stated it. I believe your intention is to
perpetuate, and not to weaken, the ties between me and my other and far
dearer self. If she should ever tell me that you are essential to her
perfect happiness, I will give her to you. If there were--Charles Darnay,
if there were--"
The young man had taken his hand gratefully; their
hands were joined as the Doctor spoke:
"--any fancies, any reasons, any
apprehensions, anything whatsoever, new or old, against the man she
really loved--the direct responsibility thereof not lying on his
head--they should all be obliterated for her sake. She is everything to
me; more to me than suffering, more to me than wrong, more to me--Well!
This is idle talk."
So strange was the way in which he faded into
silence, and so strange his fixed look when he had ceased to speak, that
Darnay felt his own hand turn cold in the hand that slowly released and
dropped it.
"You said something to me," said Doctor
Manette, breaking into a smile. "What was it you said to me?"
He was at a loss how to answer, until he
remembered having spoken of a condition. Relieved as his mind reverted
to that, he answered:
"Your confidence in me ought to be returned
with full confidence on my part. My present name, though but slightly
changed from my mother's, is not, as you will remember, my own. I wish
to tell you what that is, and why I am in England."
"Stop!" said the Doctor of Beauvais.
"I wish it, that I may the better deserve
your confidence, and have no secret from you."
"Stop!"
For an instant, the Doctor even had his two hands
at his ears; for another instant, even had his two hands laid on
Darnay's lips.
"Tell me when I ask you, not now. If your
suit should prosper, if Lucie should love you, you shall tell me on your
marriage morning. Do you promise?"
"Willingly.
"Give me your hand. She will be home
directly, and it is better she should not see us together to-night. Go!
God bless you!"
It was dark when Charles Darnay left him, and it
was an hour later and darker when Lucie came home; she hurried into the
room alone-- for Miss Pross had gone straight up-stairs--and was
surprised to find his reading-chair empty.
"My father!" she called to him.
"Father dear!"
Nothing was said in answer, but she heard a low
hammering sound in his bedroom. Passing lightly across the intermediate
room, she looked in at his door and came running back frightened, crying
to herself, with her blood all chilled, "What shall I do! What
shall I do!"
Her uncertainty lasted but a moment; she hurried
back, and tapped at his door, and softly called to him. The noise ceased
at the sound of her voice, and he presently came out to her, and they
walked up and down together for a long time.
She came down from her bed, to look at him in his
sleep that night. He slept heavily, and his tray of shoemaking tools,
and his old unfinished work, were all as usual.
XI
A Companion Picture
"Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, on that
self-same night, or morning, to his jackal; "mix another bowl of
punch; I have something to say to you."
Sydney had been working double tides that night,
and the night before, and the night before that, and a good many nights
in succession, making a grand clearance among Mr. Stryver's papers
before the setting in of the long vacation. The clearance was effected
at last; the Stryver arrears were handsomely fetched up; everything was
got rid of until November should come with its fogs atmospheric, and
fogs legal, and bring grist to the mill again.
Sydney was none the livelier and none the soberer
for so much application. It had taken a deal of extra wet-towelling to
pull him through the night; a correspondingly extra quantity of wine had
preceded the towelling; and he was in a very damaged condition, as he
now pulled his turban off and threw it into the basin in which he had
steeped it at intervals for the last six hours.
"Are you mixing that other bowl of
punch?" said Stryver the portly, with his hands in his waistband,
glancing round from the sofa where he lay on his back.
"I am."
"Now, look here! I am going to tell you
something that will rather surprise you, and that perhaps will make you
think me not quite as shrewd as you usually do think me. I intend to
marry."
"_Do_ you?"
"Yes. And not for money. What do you say
now?"
"I don't feel disposed to say much. Who is
she?"
"Guess."
"Do I know her?"
"Guess."
"I am not going to guess, at five o'clock in
the morning, with my brains frying and sputtering in my head. If you
want me to guess, you must ask me to dinner."
"Well then, I'll tell you," said Stryver,
coming slowly into a sitting posture. "Sydney, I rather despair of
making myself intelligible to you, because you are such an insensible
dog."
"And you," returned Sydney, busy
concocting the punch, "are such a sensitive and poetical
spirit--"
"Come!" rejoined Stryver, laughing
boastfully, "though I don't prefer any claim to being the soul of
Romance (for I hope I know better), still I am a tenderer sort of fellow
than _you_."
"You are a luckier, if you mean that."
"I don't mean that. I mean I am a man of
more--more--"
"Say gallantry, while you are about it,"
suggested Carton.
"Well! I'll say gallantry. My meaning is that
I am a man," said Stryver, inflating himself at his friend as he
made the punch, "who cares more to be agreeable, who takes more
pains to be agreeable, who knows better how to be agreeable, in a
woman's society, than you do."
"Go on," said Sydney Carton.
"No; but before I go on," said Stryver,
shaking his head in his bullying way, "I'll have this out with you.
You've been at Doctor Manette's house as much as I have, or more than I
have. Why, I have been ashamed of your moroseness there! Your manners
have been of that silent and sullen and hangdog kind, that, upon my life
and soul, I have been ashamed of you, Sydney!"
"It should be very beneficial to a man in
your practice at the bar, to be ashamed of anything," returned
Sydney; "you ought to be much obliged to me."
"You shall not get off in that way,"
rejoined Stryver, shouldering the rejoinder at him; "no, Sydney,
it's my duty to tell you--and I tell you to your face to do you
good--that you are a devilish ill-conditioned fellow in that sort of
society. You are a disagreeable fellow."
Sydney drank a bumper of the punch he had made,
and laughed.
"Look at me!" said Stryver, squaring
himself; "I have less need to make myself agreeable than you have,
being more independent in circumstances. Why do I do it?"
"I never saw you do it yet," muttered
Carton.
"I do it because it's politic; I do it on
principle. And look at me! I get on."
"You don't get on with your account of your
matrimonial intentions," answered Carton, with a careless air;
"I wish you would keep to that. As to me--will you never understand
that I am incorrigible?"
He asked the question with some appearance of
scorn.
"You have no business to be
incorrigible," was his friend's answer, delivered in no very
soothing tone.
"I have no business to be, at all, that I
know of," said Sydney Carton. "Who is the lady?"
"Now, don't let my announcement of the name
make you uncomfortable, Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, preparing him
with ostentatious friendliness for the disclosure he was about to make,
"because I know you don't mean half you say; and if you meant it
all, it would be of no importance. I make this little preface, because
you once mentioned the young lady to me in slighting terms."
"I did?"
"Certainly; and in these chambers."
Sydney Carton looked at his punch and looked at
his complacent friend; drank his punch and looked at his complacent
friend.
"You made mention of the young lady as a
golden-haired doll. The young lady is Miss Manette. If you had been a
fellow of any sensitiveness or delicacy of feeling in that kind of way,
Sydney, I might have been a little resentful of your employing such a
designation; but you are not. You want that sense altogether; therefore
I am no more annoyed when I think of the expression, than I should be
annoyed by a man's opinion of a picture of mine, who had no eye for
pictures: or of a piece of music of mine, who had no ear for
music."
Sydney Carton drank the punch at a great rate;
drank it by bumpers, looking at his friend.
"Now you know all about it, Syd," said
Mr. Stryver. "I don't care about fortune: she is a charming
creature, and I have made up my mind to please myself: on the whole, I
think I can afford to please myself. She will have in me a man already
pretty well off, and a rapidly rising man, and a man of some
distinction: it is a piece of good fortune for her, but she is worthy of
good fortune. Are you astonished?"
Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined,
"Why should I be astonished?"
"You approve?"
Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined,
"Why should I not approve?"
"Well!" said his friend Stryver,
"you take it more easily than I fancied you would, and are less
mercenary on my behalf than I thought you would be; though, to be sure,
you know well enough by this time that your ancient chum is a man of a
pretty strong will. Yes, Sydney, I have had enough of this style of
life, with no other as a change from it; I feel that it is a pleasant
thing for a man to have a home when he feels inclined to go to it (when
he doesn't, he can stay away), and I feel that Miss Manette will tell
well in any station, and will always do me credit. So I have made up my
mind. And now, Sydney, old boy, I want to say a word to _you_ about
_your_ prospects. You are in a bad way, you know; you really are in a
bad way. You don't know the value of money, you live hard, you'll knock
up one of these days, and be ill and poor; you really ought to think
about a nurse."
The prosperous patronage with which he said it,
made him look twice as big as he was, and four times as offensive.
"Now, let me recommend you," pursued
Stryver, "to look it in the face. I have looked it in the face, in
my different way; look it in the face, you, in your different way.
Marry. Provide somebody to take care of you. Never mind your having no
enjoyment of women's society, nor understanding of it, nor tact for it.
Find out somebody. Find out some respectable woman with a little
property--somebody in the landlady way, or lodging-letting way--and
marry her, against a rainy day. That's the kind of thing for _you_. Now
think of it, Sydney."
"I'll think of it," said Sydney.
XII
The Fellow of Delicacy
Mr. Stryver having made up his mind to that
magnanimous bestowal of good fortune on the Doctor's daughter, resolved
to make her happiness known to her before he left town for the Long
Vacation. After some mental debating of the point, he came to the
conclusion that it would be as well to get all the preliminaries done
with, and they could then arrange at their leisure whether he should
give her his hand a week or two before Michaelmas Term, or in the little
Christmas vacation between it and Hilary.
As to the strength of his case, he had not a doubt
about it, but clearly saw his way to the verdict. Argued with the jury
on substantial worldly grounds--the only grounds ever worth taking into
account-- it was a plain case, and had not a weak spot in it. He called
himself for the plaintiff, there was no getting over his evidence, the
counsel for the defendant threw up his brief, and the jury did not even
turn to consider. After trying it, Stryver, C. J., was satisfied that no
plainer case could be.
Accordingly, Mr. Stryver inaugurated the Long
Vacation with a formal proposal to take Miss Manette to Vauxhall
Gardens; that failing, to Ranelagh; that unaccountably failing too, it
behoved him to present himself in Soho, and there declare his noble
mind.
Towards Soho, therefore, Mr. Stryver shouldered
his way from the Temple, while the bloom of the Long Vacation's infancy
was still upon it. Anybody who had seen him projecting himself into Soho
while he was yet on Saint Dunstan's side of Temple Bar, bursting in his
full-blown way along the pavement, to the jostlement of all weaker
people, might have seen how safe and strong he was.
His way taking him past Tellson's, and he both
banking at Tellson's and knowing Mr. Lorry as the intimate friend of the
Manettes, it entered Mr. Stryver's mind to enter the bank, and reveal to
Mr. Lorry the brightness of the Soho horizon. So, he pushed open the
door with the weak rattle in its throat, stumbled down the two steps,
got past the two ancient cashiers, and shouldered himself into the musty
back closet where Mr. Lorry sat at great books ruled for figures, with
perpendicular iron bars to his window as if that were ruled for figures
too, and everything under the clouds were a sum.
"Halloa!" said Mr. Stryver. "How do
you do? I hope you are well!"
It was Stryver's grand peculiarity that he always
seemed too big for any place, or space. He was so much too big for
Tellson's, that old clerks in distant corners looked up with looks of
remonstrance, as though he squeezed them against the wall. The House
itself, magnificently reading the paper quite in the far-off
perspective, lowered displeased, as if the Stryver head had been butted
into its responsible waistcoat.
The discreet Mr. Lorry said, in a sample tone of
the voice he would recommend under the circumstances, "How do you
do, Mr. Stryver? How do you do, sir?" and shook hands. There was a
peculiarity in his manner of shaking hands, always to be seen in any
clerk at Tellson's who shook hands with a customer when the House
pervaded the air. He shook in a self-abnegating way, as one who shook
for Tellson and Co.
"Can I do anything for you, Mr. Stryver?"
asked Mr. Lorry, in his business character.
"Why, no, thank you; this is a private visit
to yourself, Mr. Lorry; I have come for a private word."
"Oh indeed!" said Mr. Lorry, bending
down his ear, while his eye strayed to the House afar off.
"I am going," said Mr. Stryver, leaning
his arms confidentially on the desk: whereupon, although it was a large
double one, there appeared to be not half desk enough for him: "I
am going to make an offer of myself in marriage to your agreeable little
friend, Miss Manette, Mr. Lorry."
"Oh dear me!" cried Mr. Lorry, rubbing
his chin, and looking at his visitor dubiously.
"Oh dear me, sir?" repeated Stryver,
drawing back. "Oh dear you, sir? What may your meaning be, Mr.
Lorry?"
"My meaning," answered the man of
business, "is, of course, friendly and appreciative, and that it
does you the greatest credit, and-- in short, my meaning is everything
you could desire. But--really, you know, Mr. Stryver--" Mr. Lorry
paused, and shook his head at him in the oddest manner, as if he were
compelled against his will to add, internally, "you know there
really is so much too much of you!"
"Well!" said Stryver, slapping the desk
with his contentious hand, opening his eyes wider, and taking a long
breath, "if I understand you, Mr. Lorry, I'll be hanged!"
Mr. Lorry adjusted his little wig at both ears as
a means towards that end, and bit the feather of a pen.
"D--n it all, sir!" said Stryver,
staring at him, "am I not eligible?"
"Oh dear yes! Yes. Oh yes, you're
eligible!" said Mr. Lorry. "If you say eligible, you are
eligible."
"Am I not prosperous?" asked Stryver.
"Oh! if you come to prosperous, you are
prosperous," said Mr. Lorry.
"And advancing?"
"If you come to advancing you know,"
said Mr. Lorry, delighted to be able to make another admission,
"nobody can doubt that."
"Then what on earth is your meaning, Mr.
Lorry?" demanded Stryver, perceptibly crestfallen.
"Well! I--Were you going there now?"
asked Mr. Lorry.
"Straight!" said Stryver, with a plump
of his fist on the desk.
"Then I think I wouldn't, if I was you."
"Why?" said Stryver. "Now, I'll put
you in a corner," forensically shaking a forefinger at him.
"You are a man of business and bound to have a reason. State your
reason. Why wouldn't you go?"
"Because," said Mr. Lorry, "I
wouldn't go on such an object without having some cause to believe that
I should succeed."
"D--n _me_!" cried Stryver, "but
this beats everything."
Mr. Lorry glanced at the distant House, and
glanced at the angry Stryver.
"Here's a man of business--a man of years--a
man of experience-- _in_ a Bank," said Stryver; "and having
summed up three leading reasons for complete success, he says there's no
reason at all! Says it with his head on!" Mr. Stryver remarked upon
the peculiarity as if it would have been infinitely less remarkable if
he had said it with his head off.
"When I speak of success, I speak of success
with the young lady; and when I speak of causes and reasons to make
success probable, I speak of causes and reasons that will tell as such
with the young lady. The young lady, my good sir," said Mr. Lorry,
mildly tapping the Stryver arm, "the young lady. The young lady
goes before all."
"Then you mean to tell me, Mr. Lorry,"
said Stryver, squaring his elbows, "that it is your deliberate
opinion that the young lady at present in question is a mincing
Fool?"
"Not exactly so. I mean to tell you, Mr.
Stryver," said Mr. Lorry, reddening, "that I will hear no
disrespectful word of that young lady from any lips; and that if I knew
any man--which I hope I do not-- whose taste was so coarse, and whose
temper was so overbearing, that he could not restrain himself from
speaking disrespectfully of that young lady at this desk, not even
Tellson's should prevent my giving him a piece of my mind."
The necessity of being angry in a suppressed tone
had put Mr. Stryver's blood-vessels into a dangerous state when it was
his turn to be angry; Mr. Lorry's veins, methodical as their courses
could usually be, were in no better state now it was his turn.
"That is what I mean to tell you, sir,"
said Mr. Lorry. "Pray let there be no mistake about it."
Mr. Stryver sucked the end of a ruler for a little
while, and then stood hitting a tune out of his teeth with it, which
probably gave him the toothache. He broke the awkward silence by saying:
"This is something new to me, Mr. Lorry. You
deliberately advise me not to go up to Soho and offer myself--_my_self,
Stryver of the King's Bench bar?"
"Do you ask me for my advice, Mr. Stryver?"
"Yes, I do."
"Very good. Then I give it, and you have
repeated it correctly."
"And all I can say of it is," laughed
Stryver with a vexed laugh, "that this--ha, ha!--beats everything
past, present, and to come."
"Now understand me," pursued Mr. Lorry.
"As a man of business, I am not justified in saying anything about
this matter, for, as a man of business, I know nothing of it. But, as an
old fellow, who has carried Miss Manette in his arms, who is the trusted
friend of Miss Manette and of her father too, and who has a great
affection for them both, I have spoken. The confidence is not of my
seeking, recollect. Now, you think I may not be right?"
"Not I!" said Stryver, whistling.
"I can't undertake to find third parties in common sense; I can
only find it for myself. I suppose sense in certain quarters; you
suppose mincing bread-and-butter nonsense. It's new to me, but you are
right, I dare say."
"What I suppose, Mr. Stryver, I claim to
characterise for myself--And understand me, sir," said Mr. Lorry,
quickly flushing again, "I will not--not even at Tellson's--have it
characterised for me by any gentleman breathing."
"There! I beg your pardon!" said Stryver.
"Granted. Thank you. Well, Mr. Stryver, I was
about to say:--it might be painful to you to find yourself mistaken, it
might be painful to Doctor Manette to have the task of being explicit
with you, it might be very painful to Miss Manette to have the task of
being explicit with you. You know the terms upon which I have the honour
and happiness to stand with the family. If you please, committing you in
no way, representing you in no way, I will undertake to correct my
advice by the exercise of a little new observation and judgment
expressly brought to bear upon it. If you should then be dissatisfied
with it, you can but test its soundness for yourself; if, on the other
hand, you should be satisfied with it, and it should be what it now is,
it may spare all sides what is best spared. What do you say?"
"How long would you keep me in town?"
"Oh! It is only a question of a few hours. I
could go to Soho in the evening, and come to your chambers
afterwards."
"Then I say yes," said Stryver: "I
won't go up there now, I am not so hot upon it as that comes to; I say
yes, and I shall expect you to look in to-night. Good morning."
Then Mr. Stryver turned and burst out of the Bank,
causing such a concussion of air on his passage through, that to stand
up against it bowing behind the two counters, required the utmost
remaining strength of the two ancient clerks. Those venerable and feeble
persons were always seen by the public in the act of bowing, and were
popularly believed, when they had bowed a customer out, still to keep on
bowing in the empty office until they bowed another customer in.
The barrister was keen enough to divine that the
banker would not have gone so far in his expression of opinion on any
less solid ground than moral certainty. Unprepared as he was for the
large pill he had to swallow, he got it down. "And now," said
Mr. Stryver, shaking his forensic forefinger at the Temple in general,
when it was down, "my way out of this, is, to put you all in the
wrong."
It was a bit of the art of an Old Bailey
tactician, in which he found great relief. "You shall not put me in
the wrong, young lady," said Mr. Stryver; "I'll do that for
you."
Accordingly, when Mr. Lorry called that night as
late as ten o'clock, Mr. Stryver, among a quantity of books and papers
littered out for the purpose, seemed to have nothing less on his mind
than the subject of the morning. He even showed surprise when he saw Mr.
Lorry, and was altogether in an absent and preoccupied state.
"Well!" said that good-natured emissary,
after a full half-hour of bootless attempts to bring him round to the
question. "I have been to Soho."
"To Soho?" repeated Mr. Stryver, coldly.
"Oh, to be sure! What am I thinking of!"
"And I have no doubt," said Mr. Lorry,
"that I was right in the conversation we had. My opinion is
confirmed, and I reiterate my advice."
"I assure you," returned Mr. Stryver, in
the friendliest way, "that I am sorry for it on your account, and
sorry for it on the poor father's account. I know this must always be a
sore subject with the family; let us say no more about it."
"I don't understand you," said Mr.
Lorry.
"I dare say not," rejoined Stryver,
nodding his head in a smoothing and final way; "no matter, no
matter."
"But it does matter," Mr. Lorry urged.
"No it doesn't; I assure you it doesn't.
Having supposed that there was sense where there is no sense, and a
laudable ambition where there is not a laudable ambition, I am well out
of my mistake, and no harm is done. Young women have committed similar
follies often before, and have repented them in poverty and obscurity
often before. In an unselfish aspect, I am sorry that the thing is
dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly
point of view; in a selfish aspect, I am glad that the thing has
dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly
point of view-- it is hardly necessary to say I could have gained
nothing by it. There is no harm at all done. I have not proposed to the
young lady, and, between ourselves, I am by no means certain, on
reflection, that I ever should have committed myself to that extent. Mr.
Lorry, you cannot control the mincing vanities and giddinesses of
empty-headed girls; you must not expect to do it, or you will always be
disappointed. Now, pray say no more about it. I tell you, I regret it on
account of others, but I am satisfied on my own account. And I am really
very much obliged to you for allowing me to sound you, and for giving me
your advice; you know the young lady better than I do; you were right,
it never would have done."
Mr. Lorry was so taken aback, that he looked quite
stupidly at Mr. Stryver shouldering him towards the door, with an
appearance of showering generosity, forbearance, and goodwill, on his
erring head. "Make the best of it, my dear sir," said Stryver;
"say no more about it; thank you again for allowing me to sound
you; good night!"
Mr. Lorry was out in the night, before he knew
where he was. Mr. Stryver was lying back on his sofa, winking at his
ceiling.
XIII
The Fellow of No Delicacy
If Sydney Carton ever shone anywhere, he certainly
never shone in the house of Doctor Manette. He had been there often,
during a whole year, and had always been the same moody and morose
lounger there. When he cared to talk, he talked well; but, the cloud of
caring for nothing, which overshadowed him with such a fatal darkness,
was very rarely pierced by the light within him.
And yet he did care something for the streets that
environed that house, and for the senseless stones that made their
pavements. Many a night he vaguely and unhappily wandered there, when
wine had brought no transitory gladness to him; many a dreary daybreak
revealed his solitary figure lingering there, and still lingering there
when the first beams of the sun brought into strong relief, removed
beauties of architecture in spires of churches and lofty buildings, as
perhaps the quiet time brought some sense of better things, else
forgotten and unattainable, into his mind. Of late, the neglected bed in
the Temple Court had known him more scantily than ever; and often when
he had thrown himself upon it no longer than a few minutes, he had got
up again, and haunted that neighbourhood.
On a day in August, when Mr. Stryver (after
notifying to his jackal that "he had thought better of that
marrying matter") had carried his delicacy into Devonshire, and
when the sight and scent of flowers in the City streets had some waifs
of goodness in them for the worst, of health for the sickliest, and of
youth for the oldest, Sydney's feet still trod those stones. From being
irresolute and purposeless, his feet became animated by an intention,
and, in the working out of that intention, they took him to the Doctor's
door.
He was shown up-stairs, and found Lucie at her
work, alone. She had never been quite at her ease with him, and received
him with some little embarrassment as he seated himself near her table.
But, looking up at his face in the interchange of the first few
common-places, she observed a change in it.
"I fear you are not well, Mr. Carton!"
"No. But the life I lead, Miss Manette, is
not conducive to health. What is to be expected of, or by, such
profligates?"
"Is it not--forgive me; I have begun the
question on my lips--a pity to live no better life?"
"God knows it is a shame!"
"Then why not change it?"
Looking gently at him again, she was surprised and
saddened to see that there were tears in his eyes. There were tears in
his voice too, as he answered:
"It is too late for that. I shall never be
better than I am. I shall sink lower, and be worse."
He leaned an elbow on her table, and covered his
eyes with his hand. The table trembled in the silence that followed.
She had never seen him softened, and was much
distressed. He knew her to be so, without looking at her, and said:
"Pray forgive me, Miss Manette. I break down
before the knowledge of what I want to say to you. Will you hear
me?"
"If it will do you any good, Mr. Carton, if
it would make you happier, it would make me very glad!"
"God bless you for your sweet
compassion!"
He unshaded his face after a little while, and
spoke steadily.
"Don't be afraid to hear me. Don't shrink
from anything I say. I am like one who died young. All my life might
have been."
"No, Mr. Carton. I am sure that the best part
of it might still be; I am sure that you might be much, much worthier of
yourself."
"Say of you, Miss Manette, and although I
know better--although in the mystery of my own wretched heart I know
better--I shall never forget it!"
She was pale and trembling. He came to her relief
with a fixed despair of himself which made the interview unlike any
other that could have been holden.
"If it had been possible, Miss Manette, that
you could have returned the love of the man you see before
yourself--flung away, wasted, drunken, poor creature of misuse as you
know him to be--he would have been conscious this day and hour, in spite
of his happiness, that he would bring you to misery, bring you to sorrow
and repentance, blight you, disgrace you, pull you down with him. I know
very well that you can have no tenderness for me; I ask for none; I am
even thankful that it cannot be."
"Without it, can I not save you, Mr. Carton?
Can I not recall you-- forgive me again!--to a better course? Can I in
no way repay your confidence? I know this is a confidence," she
modestly said, after a little hesitation, and in earnest tears, "I
know you would say this to no one else. Can I turn it to no good account
for yourself, Mr. Carton?"
He shook his head.
"To none. No, Miss Manette, to none. If you
will hear me through a very little more, all you can ever do for me is
done. I wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.
In my degradation I have not been so degraded but that the sight of you
with your father, and of this home made such a home by you, has stirred
old shadows that I thought had died out of me. Since I knew you, I have
been troubled by a remorse that I thought would never reproach me again,
and have heard whispers from old voices impelling me upward, that I
thought were silent for ever. I have had unformed ideas of striving
afresh, beginning anew, shaking off sloth and sensuality, and fighting
out the abandoned fight. A dream, all a dream, that ends in nothing, and
leaves the sleeper where he lay down, but I wish you to know that you
inspired it."
"Will nothing of it remain? O Mr. Carton,
think again! Try again!"
"No, Miss Manette; all through it, I have
known myself to be quite undeserving. And yet I have had the weakness,
and have still the weakness, to wish you to know with what a sudden
mastery you kindled me, heap of ashes that I am, into fire--a fire,
however, inseparable in its nature from myself, quickening nothing,
lighting nothing, doing no service, idly burning away."
"Since it is my misfortune, Mr. Carton, to
have made you more unhappy than you were before you knew me--"
"Don't say that, Miss Manette, for you would
have reclaimed me, if anything could. You will not be the cause of my
becoming worse."
"Since the state of your mind that you
describe, is, at all events, attributable to some influence of
mine--this is what I mean, if I can make it plain--can I use no
influence to serve you? Have I no power for good, with you, at
all?"
"The utmost good that I am capable of now,
Miss Manette, I have come here to realise. Let me carry through the rest
of my misdirected life, the remembrance that I opened my heart to you,
last of all the world; and that there was something left in me at this
time which you could deplore and pity."
"Which I entreated you to believe, again and
again, most fervently, with all my heart, was capable of better things,
Mr. Carton!"
"Entreat me to believe it no more, Miss
Manette. I have proved myself, and I know better. I distress you; I draw
fast to an end. Will you let me believe, when I recall this day, that
the last confidence of my life was reposed in your pure and innocent
breast, and that it lies there alone, and will be shared by no
one?"
"If that will be a consolation to you,
yes."
"Not even by the dearest one ever to be known
to you?"
"Mr. Carton," she answered, after an
agitated pause, "the secret is yours, not mine; and I promise to
respect it."
"Thank you. And again, God bless you."
He put her hand to his lips, and moved towards the
door.
"Be under no apprehension, Miss Manette, of
my ever resuming this conversation by so much as a passing word. I will
never refer to it again. If I were dead, that could not be surer than it
is henceforth. In the hour of my death, I shall hold sacred the one good
remembrance-- and shall thank and bless you for it--that my last avowal
of myself was made to you, and that my name, and faults, and miseries
were gently carried in your heart. May it otherwise be light and
happy!"
He was so unlike what he had ever shown himself to
be, and it was so sad to think how much he had thrown away, and how much
he every day kept down and perverted, that Lucie Manette wept mournfully
for him as he stood looking back at her.
"Be comforted!" he said, "I am not
worth such feeling, Miss Manette. An hour or two hence, and the low
companions and low habits that I scorn but yield to, will render me less
worth such tears as those, than any wretch who creeps along the streets.
Be comforted! But, within myself, I shall always be, towards you, what I
am now, though outwardly I shall be what you have heretofore seen me.
The last supplication but one I make to you, is, that you will believe
this of me."
"I will, Mr. Carton."
"My last supplication of all, is this; and
with it, I will relieve you of a visitor with whom I well know you have
nothing in unison, and between whom and you there is an impassable
space. It is useless to say it, I know, but it rises out of my soul. For
you, and for any dear to you, I would do anything. If my career were of
that better kind that there was any opportunity or capacity of sacrifice
in it, I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for those dear to you.
Try to hold me in your mind, at some quiet times, as ardent and sincere
in this one thing. The time will come, the time will not be long in
coming, when new ties will be formed about you--ties that will bind you
yet more tenderly and strongly to the home you so adorn--the dearest
ties that will ever grace and gladden you. O Miss Manette, when the
little picture of a happy father's face looks up in yours, when you see
your own bright beauty springing up anew at your feet, think now and
then that there is a man who would give his life, to keep a life you
love beside you!"
He said, "Farewell!" said a last
"God bless you!" and left her.
XIV
The Honest Tradesman
To the eyes of Mr. Jeremiah Cruncher, sitting on
his stool in Fleet-street with his grisly urchin beside him, a vast
number and variety of objects in movement were every day presented. Who
could sit upon anything in Fleet-street during the busy hours of the
day, and not be dazed and deafened by two immense processions, one ever
tending westward with the sun, the other ever tending eastward from the
sun, both ever tending to the plains beyond the range of red and purple
where the sun goes down!
With his straw in his mouth, Mr. Cruncher sat
watching the two streams, like the heathen rustic who has for several
centuries been on duty watching one stream--saving that Jerry had no
expectation of their ever running dry. Nor would it have been an
expectation of a hopeful kind, since a small part of his income was
derived from the pilotage of timid women (mostly of a full habit and
past the middle term of life) from Tellson's side of the tides to the
opposite shore. Brief as such companionship was in every separate
instance, Mr. Cruncher never failed to become so interested in the lady
as to express a strong desire to have the honour of drinking her very
good health. And it was from the gifts bestowed upon him towards the
execution of this benevolent purpose, that he recruited his finances, as
just now observed.
Time was, when a poet sat upon a stool in a public
place, and mused in the sight of men. Mr. Cruncher, sitting on a stool
in a public place, but not being a poet, mused as little as possible,
and looked about him.
It fell out that he was thus engaged in a season
when crowds were few, and belated women few, and when his affairs in
general were so unprosperous as to awaken a strong suspicion in his
breast that Mrs. Cruncher must have been "flopping" in some
pointed manner, when an unusual concourse pouring down Fleet-street
westward, attracted his attention. Looking that way, Mr. Cruncher made
out that some kind of funeral was coming along, and that there was
popular objection to this funeral, which engendered uproar.
"Young Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher,
turning to his offspring, "it's a buryin'."
"Hooroar, father!" cried Young Jerry.
The young gentleman uttered this exultant sound
with mysterious significance. The elder gentleman took the cry so ill,
that he watched his opportunity, and smote the young gentleman on the
ear.
"What d'ye mean? What are you hooroaring at?
What do you want to conwey to your own father, you young Rip? This boy
is a getting too many for _me_!" said Mr. Cruncher, surveying him.
"Him and his hooroars! Don't let me hear no more of you, or you
shall feel some more of me. D'ye hear?"
"I warn't doing no harm," Young Jerry
protested, rubbing his cheek.
"Drop it then," said Mr. Cruncher;
"I won't have none of _your_ no harms. Get a top of that there
seat, and look at the crowd."
His son obeyed, and the crowd approached; they
were bawling and hissing round a dingy hearse and dingy mourning coach,
in which mourning coach there was only one mourner, dressed in the dingy
trappings that were considered essential to the dignity of the position.
The position appeared by no means to please him, however, with an
increasing rabble surrounding the coach, deriding him, making grimaces
at him, and incessantly groaning and calling out: "Yah! Spies! Tst!
Yaha! Spies!" with many compliments too numerous and forcible to
repeat.
Funerals had at all times a remarkable attraction
for Mr. Cruncher; he always pricked up his senses, and became excited,
when a funeral passed Tellson's. Naturally, therefore, a funeral with
this uncommon attendance excited him greatly, and he asked of the first
man who ran against him:
"What is it, brother? What's it about?"
"_I_ don't know," said the man.
"Spies! Yaha! Tst! Spies!"
He asked another man. "Who is it?"
"_I_ don't know," returned the man,
clapping his hands to his mouth nevertheless, and vociferating in a
surprising heat and with the greatest ardour, "Spies! Yaha! Tst,
tst! Spi--ies!"
At length, a person better informed on the merits
of the case, tumbled against him, and from this person he learned that
the funeral was the funeral of one Roger Cly.
"Was He a spy?" asked Mr. Cruncher.
"Old Bailey spy," returned his
informant. "Yaha! Tst! Yah! Old Bailey Spi--i--ies!"
"Why, to be sure!" exclaimed Jerry,
recalling the Trial at which he had assisted. "I've seen him. Dead,
is he?"
"Dead as mutton," returned the other,
"and can't be too dead. Have 'em out, there! Spies! Pull 'em out,
there! Spies!"
The idea was so acceptable in the prevalent
absence of any idea, that the crowd caught it up with eagerness, and
loudly repeating the suggestion to have 'em out, and to pull 'em out,
mobbed the two vehicles so closely that they came to a stop. On the
crowd's opening the coach doors, the one mourner scuffled out of himself
and was in their hands for a moment; but he was so alert, and made such
good use of his time, that in another moment he was scouring away up a
bye-street, after shedding his cloak, hat, long hatband, white
pocket-handkerchief, and other symbolical tears.
These, the people tore to pieces and scattered far
and wide with great enjoyment, while the tradesmen hurriedly shut up
their shops; for a crowd in those times stopped at nothing, and was a
monster much dreaded. They had already got the length of opening the
hearse to take the coffin out, when some brighter genius proposed
instead, its being escorted to its destination amidst general rejoicing.
Practical suggestions being much needed, this suggestion, too, was
received with acclamation, and the coach was immediately filled with
eight inside and a dozen out, while as many people got on the roof of
the hearse as could by any exercise of ingenuity stick upon it. Among
the first of these volunteers was Jerry Cruncher himself, who modestly
concealed his spiky head from the observation of Tellson's, in the
further corner of the mourning coach.
The officiating undertakers made some protest
against these changes in the ceremonies; but, the river being alarmingly
near, and several voices remarking on the efficacy of cold immersion in
bringing refractory members of the profession to reason, the protest was
faint and brief. The remodelled procession started, with a chimney-sweep
driving the hearse--advised by the regular driver, who was perched
beside him, under close inspection, for the purpose--and with a pieman,
also attended by his cabinet minister, driving the mourning coach. A
bear-leader, a popular street character of the time, was impressed as an
additional ornament, before the cavalcade had gone far down the Strand;
and his bear, who was black and very mangy, gave quite an Undertaking
air to that part of the procession in which he walked.
Thus, with beer-drinking, pipe-smoking,
song-roaring, and infinite caricaturing of woe, the disorderly
procession went its way, recruiting at every step, and all the shops
shutting up before it. Its destination was the old church of Saint
Pancras, far off in the fields. It got there in course of time; insisted
on pouring into the burial-ground; finally, accomplished the interment
of the deceased Roger Cly in its own way, and highly to its own
satisfaction.
The dead man disposed of, and the crowd being
under the necessity of providing some other entertainment for itself,
another brighter genius (or perhaps the same) conceived the humour of
impeaching casual passers-by, as Old Bailey spies, and wreaking
vengeance on them. Chase was given to some scores of inoffensive persons
who had never been near the Old Bailey in their lives, in the
realisation of this fancy, and they were roughly hustled and maltreated.
The transition to the sport of window-breaking, and thence to the
plundering of public-houses, was easy and natural. At last, after
several hours, when sundry summer-houses had been pulled down, and some
area-railings had been torn up, to arm the more belligerent spirits, a
rumour got about that the Guards were coming. Before this rumour, the
crowd gradually melted away, and perhaps the Guards came, and perhaps
they never came, and this was the usual progress of a mob.
Mr. Cruncher did not assist at the closing sports,
but had remained behind in the churchyard, to confer and condole with
the undertakers. The place had a soothing influence on him. He procured
a pipe from a neighbouring public-house, and smoked it, looking in at
the railings and maturely considering the spot.
"Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher,
apostrophising himself in his usual way, "you see that there Cly
that day, and you see with your own eyes that he was a young 'un and a
straight made 'un."
Having smoked his pipe out, and ruminated a little
longer, he turned himself about, that he might appear, before the hour
of closing, on his station at Tellson's. Whether his meditations on
mortality had touched his liver, or whether his general health had been
previously at all amiss, or whether he desired to show a little
attention to an eminent man, is not so much to the purpose, as that he
made a short call upon his medical adviser--a distinguished surgeon--on
his way back.
Young Jerry relieved his father with dutiful
interest, and reported No job in his absence. The bank closed, the
ancient clerks came out, the usual watch was set, and Mr. Cruncher and
his son went home to tea.
"Now, I tell you where it is!" said Mr.
Cruncher to his wife, on entering. "If, as a honest tradesman, my
wenturs goes wrong to-night, I shall make sure that you've been praying
again me, and I shall work you for it just the same as if I seen you do
it."
The dejected Mrs. Cruncher shook her head.
"Why, you're at it afore my face!" said
Mr. Cruncher, with signs of angry apprehension.
"I am saying nothing."
"Well, then; don't meditate nothing. You
might as well flop as meditate. You may as well go again me one way as
another. Drop it altogether."
"Yes, Jerry."
"Yes, Jerry," repeated Mr. Cruncher
sitting down to tea. "Ah! It _is_ yes, Jerry. That's about it. You
may say yes, Jerry."
Mr. Cruncher had no particular meaning in these
sulky corroborations, but made use of them, as people not unfrequently
do, to express general ironical dissatisfaction.
"You and your yes, Jerry," said Mr.
Cruncher, taking a bite out of his bread-and-butter, and seeming to help
it down with a large invisible oyster out of his saucer. "Ah! I
think so. I believe you."
"You are going out to-night?" asked his
decent wife, when he took another bite.
"Yes, I am."
"May I go with you, father?" asked his
son, briskly.
"No, you mayn't. I'm a going--as your mother
knows--a fishing. That's where I'm going to. Going a fishing."
"Your fishing-rod gets rayther rusty; don't
it, father?"
"Never you mind."
"Shall you bring any fish home, father?"
"If I don't, you'll have short commons,
to-morrow," returned that gentleman, shaking his head; "that's
questions enough for you; I ain't a going out, till you've been long
abed."
He devoted himself during the remainder of the
evening to keeping a most vigilant watch on Mrs. Cruncher, and sullenly
holding her in conversation that she might be prevented from meditating
any petitions to his disadvantage. With this view, he urged his son to
hold her in conversation also, and led the unfortunate woman a hard life
by dwelling on any causes of complaint he could bring against her,
rather than he would leave her for a moment to her own reflections. The
devoutest person could have rendered no greater homage to the efficacy
of an honest prayer than he did in this distrust of his wife. It was as
if a professed unbeliever in ghosts should be frightened by a ghost
story.
"And mind you!" said Mr. Cruncher.
"No games to-morrow! If I, as a honest tradesman, succeed in
providing a jinte of meat or two, none of your not touching of it, and
sticking to bread. If I, as a honest tradesman, am able to provide a
little beer, none of your declaring on water. When you go to Rome, do as
Rome does. Rome will be a ugly customer to you, if you don't. _I_'m your
Rome, you know."
Then he began grumbling again:
"With your flying into the face of your own
wittles and drink! I don't know how scarce you mayn't make the wittles
and drink here, by your flopping tricks and your unfeeling conduct. Look
at your boy: he _is_ your'n, ain't he? He's as thin as a lath. Do you
call yourself a mother, and not know that a mother's first duty is to
blow her boy out?"
This touched Young Jerry on a tender place; who
adjured his mother to perform her first duty, and, whatever else she did
or neglected, above all things to lay especial stress on the discharge
of that maternal function so affectingly and delicately indicated by his
other parent.
Thus the evening wore away with the Cruncher
family, until Young Jerry was ordered to bed, and his mother, laid under
similar injunctions, obeyed them. Mr. Cruncher beguiled the earlier
watches of the night with solitary pipes, and did not start upon his
excursion until nearly one o'clock. Towards that small and ghostly hour,
he rose up from his chair, took a key out of his pocket, opened a locked
cupboard, and brought forth a sack, a crowbar of convenient size, a rope
and chain, and other fishing tackle of that nature. Disposing these
articles about him in skilful manner, he bestowed a parting defiance on
Mrs. Cruncher, extinguished the light, and went out.
Young Jerry, who had only made a feint of
undressing when he went to bed, was not long after his father. Under
cover of the darkness he followed out of the room, followed down the
stairs, followed down the court, followed out into the streets. He was
in no uneasiness concerning his getting into the house again, for it was
full of lodgers, and the door stood ajar all night.
Impelled by a laudable ambition to study the art
and mystery of his father's honest calling, Young Jerry, keeping as
close to house fronts, walls, and doorways, as his eyes were close to
one another, held his honoured parent in view. The honoured parent
steering Northward, had not gone far, when he was joined by another
disciple of Izaak Walton, and the two trudged on together.
Within half an hour from the first starting, they
were beyond the winking lamps, and the more than winking watchmen, and
were out upon a lonely road. Another fisherman was picked up here--and
that so silently, that if Young Jerry had been superstitious, he might
have supposed the second follower of the gentle craft to have, all of a
sudden, split himself into two.
The three went on, and Young Jerry went on, until
the three stopped under a bank overhanging the road. Upon the top of the
bank was a low brick wall, surmounted by an iron railing. In the shadow
of bank and wall the three turned out of the road, and up a blind lane,
of which the wall--there, risen to some eight or ten feet high--formed
one side. Crouching down in a corner, peeping up the lane, the next
object that Young Jerry saw, was the form of his honoured parent, pretty
well defined against a watery and clouded moon, nimbly scaling an iron
gate. He was soon over, and then the second fisherman got over, and then
the third. They all dropped softly on the ground within the gate, and
lay there a little--listening perhaps. Then, they moved away on their
hands and knees.
It was now Young Jerry's turn to approach the
gate: which he did, holding his breath. Crouching down again in a corner
there, and looking in, he made out the three fishermen creeping through
some rank grass! and all the gravestones in the churchyard--it was a
large churchyard that they were in--looking on like ghosts in white,
while the church tower itself looked on like the ghost of a monstrous
giant. They did not creep far, before they stopped and stood upright.
And then they began to fish.
They fished with a spade, at first. Presently the
honoured parent appeared to be adjusting some instrument like a great
corkscrew. Whatever tools they worked with, they worked hard, until the
awful striking of the church clock so terrified Young Jerry, that he
made off, with his hair as stiff as his father's.
But, his long-cherished desire to know more about
these matters, not only stopped him in his running away, but lured him
back again. They were still fishing perseveringly, when he peeped in at
the gate for the second time; but, now they seemed to have got a bite.
There was a screwing and complaining sound down below, and their bent
figures were strained, as if by a weight. By slow degrees the weight
broke away the earth upon it, and came to the surface. Young Jerry very
well knew what it would be; but, when he saw it, and saw his honoured
parent about to wrench it open, he was so frightened, being new to the
sight, that he made off again, and never stopped until he had run a mile
or more.
He would not have stopped then, for anything less
necessary than breath, it being a spectral sort of race that he ran, and
one highly desirable to get to the end of. He had a strong idea that the
coffin he had seen was running after him; and, pictured as hopping on
behind him, bolt upright, upon its narrow end, always on the point of
overtaking him and hopping on at his side--perhaps taking his arm--it
was a pursuer to shun. It was an inconsistent and ubiquitous fiend too,
for, while it was making the whole night behind him dreadful, he darted
out into the roadway to avoid dark alleys, fearful of its coming hopping
out of them like a dropsical boy's-Kite without tail and wings. It hid
in doorways too, rubbing its horrible shoulders against doors, and
drawing them up to its ears, as if it were laughing. It got into shadows
on the road, and lay cunningly on its back to trip him up. All this time
it was incessantly hopping on behind and gaining on him, so that when
the boy got to his own door he had reason for being half dead. And even
then it would not leave him, but followed him upstairs with a bump on
every stair, scrambled into bed with him, and bumped down, dead and
heavy, on his breast when he fell asleep.
From his oppressed slumber, Young Jerry in his
closet was awakened after daybreak and before sunrise, by the presence
of his father in the family room. Something had gone wrong with him; at
least, so Young Jerry inferred, from the circumstance of his holding
Mrs. Cruncher by the ears, and knocking the back of her head against the
head-board of the bed.
"I told you I would," said Mr. Cruncher,
"and I did."
"Jerry, Jerry, Jerry!" his wife
implored.
"You oppose yourself to the profit of the
business," said Jerry, "and me and my partners suffer. You was
to honour and obey; why the devil don't you?"
"I try to be a good wife, Jerry," the
poor woman protested, with tears.
"Is it being a good wife to oppose your
husband's business? Is it honouring your husband to dishonour his
business? Is it obeying your husband to disobey him on the wital subject
of his business?"
"You hadn't taken to the dreadful business
then, Jerry."
"It's enough for you," retorted Mr.
Cruncher, "to be the wife of a honest tradesman, and not to occupy
your female mind with calculations when he took to his trade or when he
didn't. A honouring and obeying wife would let his trade alone
altogether. Call yourself a religious woman? If you're a religious
woman, give me a irreligious one! You have no more nat'ral sense of duty
than the bed of this here Thames river has of a pile, and similarly it
must be knocked into you."
The altercation was conducted in a low tone of
voice, and terminated in the honest tradesman's kicking off his
clay-soiled boots, and lying down at his length on the floor. After
taking a timid peep at him lying on his back, with his rusty hands under
his head for a pillow, his son lay down too, and fell asleep again.
There was no fish for breakfast, and not much of
anything else. Mr. Cruncher was out of spirits, and out of temper, and
kept an iron pot-lid by him as a projectile for the correction of Mrs.
Cruncher, in case he should observe any symptoms of her saying Grace. He
was brushed and washed at the usual hour, and set off with his son to
pursue his ostensible calling.
Young Jerry, walking with the stool under his arm
at his father's side along sunny and crowded Fleet-street, was a very
different Young Jerry from him of the previous night, running home
through darkness and solitude from his grim pursuer. His cunning was
fresh with the day, and his qualms were gone with the night--in which
particulars it is not improbable that he had compeers in Fleet-street
and the City of London, that fine morning.
"Father," said Young Jerry, as they
walked along: taking care to keep at arm's length and to have the stool
well between them: "what's a Resurrection-Man?"
Mr. Cruncher came to a stop on the pavement before
he answered, "How should I know?"
"I thought you knowed everything,
father," said the artless boy.
"Hem! Well," returned Mr. Cruncher,
going on again, and lifting off his hat to give his spikes free play,
"he's a tradesman."
"What's his goods, father?" asked the
brisk Young Jerry.
"His goods," said Mr. Cruncher, after
turning it over in his mind, "is a branch of Scientific
goods."
"Persons' bodies, ain't it, father?"
asked the lively boy.
"I believe it is something of that
sort," said Mr. Cruncher.
"Oh, father, I should so like to be a
Resurrection-Man when I'm quite growed up!"
Mr. Cruncher was soothed, but shook his head in a
dubious and moral way. "It depends upon how you dewelop your
talents. Be careful to dewelop your talents, and never to say no more
than you can help to nobody, and there's no telling at the present time
what you may not come to be fit for." As Young Jerry, thus
encouraged, went on a few yards in advance, to plant the stool in the
shadow of the Bar, Mr. Cruncher added to himself: "Jerry, you
honest tradesman, there's hopes wot that boy will yet be a blessing to
you, and a recompense to you for his mother!"
XV
Knitting
There had been earlier drinking than usual in the
wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge. As early as six o'clock in the morning,
sallow faces peeping through its barred windows had descried other faces
within, bending over measures of wine. Monsieur Defarge sold a very thin
wine at the best of times, but it would seem to have been an unusually
thin wine that he sold at this time. A sour wine, moreover, or a
souring, for its influence on the mood of those who drank it was to make
them gloomy. No vivacious Bacchanalian flame leaped out of the pressed
grape of Monsieur Defarge: but, a smouldering fire that burnt in the
dark, lay hidden in the dregs of it.
This had been the third morning in succession, on
which there had been early drinking at the wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge.
It had begun on Monday, and here was Wednesday come. There had been more
of early brooding than drinking; for, many men had listened and
whispered and slunk about there from the time of the opening of the
door, who could not have laid a piece of money on the counter to save
their souls. These were to the full as interested in the place, however,
as if they could have commanded whole barrels of wine; and they glided
from seat to seat, and from corner to corner, swallowing talk in lieu of
drink, with greedy looks.
Notwithstanding an unusual flow of company, the
master of the wine-shop was not visible. He was not missed; for, nobody
who crossed the threshold looked for him, nobody asked for him, nobody
wondered to see only Madame Defarge in her seat, presiding over the
distribution of wine, with a bowl of battered small coins before her, as
much defaced and beaten out of their original impress as the small
coinage of humanity from whose ragged pockets they had come.
A suspended interest and a prevalent absence of
mind, were perhaps observed by the spies who looked in at the wine-shop,
as they looked in at every place, high and low, from the kings palace to
the criminal's gaol. Games at cards languished, players at dominoes
musingly built towers with them, drinkers drew figures on the tables
with spilt drops of wine, Madame Defarge herself picked out the pattern
on her sleeve with her toothpick, and saw and heard something inaudible
and invisible a long way off.
Thus, Saint Antoine in this vinous feature of his,
until midday. It was high noontide, when two dusty men passed through
his streets and under his swinging lamps: of whom, one was Monsieur
Defarge: the other a mender of roads in a blue cap. All adust and
athirst, the two entered the wine-shop. Their arrival had lighted a kind
of fire in the breast of Saint Antoine, fast spreading as they came
along, which stirred and flickered in flames of faces at most doors and
windows. Yet, no one had followed them, and no man spoke when they
entered the wine-shop, though the eyes of every man there were turned
upon them.
"Good day, gentlemen!" said Monsieur
Defarge.
It may have been a signal for loosening the
general tongue. It elicited an answering chorus of "Good day!"
"It is bad weather, gentlemen," said
Defarge, shaking his head.
Upon which, every man looked at his neighbour, and
then all cast down their eyes and sat silent. Except one man, who got up
and went out.
"My wife," said Defarge aloud,
addressing Madame Defarge: "I have travelled certain leagues with
this good mender of roads, called Jacques. I met him--by accident--a day
and half's journey out of Paris. He is a good child, this mender of
roads, called Jacques. Give him to drink, my wife!"
A second man got up and went out. Madame Defarge
set wine before the mender of roads called Jacques, who doffed his blue
cap to the company, and drank. In the breast of his blouse he carried
some coarse dark bread; he ate of this between whiles, and sat munching
and drinking near Madame Defarge's counter. A third man got up and went
out.
Defarge refreshed himself with a draught of
wine--but, he took less than was given to the stranger, as being himself
a man to whom it was no rarity--and stood waiting until the countryman
had made his breakfast. He looked at no one present, and no one now
looked at him; not even Madame Defarge, who had taken up her knitting,
and was at work.
"Have you finished your repast, friend?"
he asked, in due season.
"Yes, thank you."
"Come, then! You shall see the apartment that
I told you you could occupy. It will suit you to a marvel."
Out of the wine-shop into the street, out of the
street into a courtyard, out of the courtyard up a steep staircase, out
of the staircase into a garret,--formerly the garret where a
white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping forward and very busy,
making shoes.
No white-haired man was there now; but, the three
men were there who had gone out of the wine-shop singly. And between
them and the white-haired man afar off, was the one small link, that
they had once looked in at him through the chinks in the wall.
Defarge closed the door carefully, and spoke in a
subdued voice:
"Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques Three!
This is the witness encountered by appointment, by me, Jacques Four. He
will tell you all. Speak, Jacques Five!"
The mender of roads, blue cap in hand, wiped his
swarthy forehead with it, and said, "Where shall I commence,
monsieur?"
"Commence," was Monsieur Defarge's not
unreasonable reply, "at the commencement."
"I saw him then, messieurs," began the
mender of roads, "a year ago this running summer, underneath the
carriage of the Marquis, hanging by the chain. Behold the manner of it.
I leaving my work on the road, the sun going to bed, the carriage of the
Marquis slowly ascending the hill, he hanging by the chain--like
this."
Again the mender of roads went through the whole
performance; in which he ought to have been perfect by that time, seeing
that it had been the infallible resource and indispensable entertainment
of his village during a whole year.
Jacques One struck in, and asked if he had ever
seen the man before?
"Never," answered the mender of roads,
recovering his perpendicular.
Jacques Three demanded how he afterwards
recognised him then?
"By his tall figure," said the mender of
roads, softly, and with his finger at his nose. "When Monsieur the
Marquis demands that evening, 'Say, what is he like?' I make response,
`Tall as a spectre.'"
"You should have said, short as a
dwarf," returned Jacques Two.
"But what did I know? The deed was not then
accomplished, neither did he confide in me. Observe! Under those
circumstances even, I do not offer my testimony. Monsieur the Marquis
indicates me with his finger, standing near our little fountain, and
says, `To me! Bring that rascal!' My faith, messieurs, I offer
nothing."
"He is right there, Jacques," murmured
Defarge, to him who had interrupted. "Go on!"
"Good!" said the mender of roads, with
an air of mystery. "The tall man is lost, and he is sought--how
many months? Nine, ten, eleven?"
"No matter, the number," said Defarge.
"He is well hidden, but at last he is unluckily found. Go on!"
"I am again at work upon the hill-side, and
the sun is again about to go to bed. I am collecting my tools to descend
to my cottage down in the village below, where it is already dark, when
I raise my eyes, and see coming over the hill six soldiers. In the midst
of them is a tall man with his arms bound--tied to his sides--like
this!"
With the aid of his indispensable cap, he
represented a man with his elbows bound fast at his hips, with cords
that were knotted behind him.
"I stand aside, messieurs, by my heap of
stones, to see the soldiers and their prisoner pass (for it is a
solitary road, that, where any spectacle is well worth looking at), and
at first, as they approach, I see no more than that they are six
soldiers with a tall man bound, and that they are almost black to my
sight--except on the side of the sun going to bed, where they have a red
edge, messieurs. Also, I see that their long shadows are on the hollow
ridge on the opposite side of the road, and are on the hill above it,
and are like the shadows of giants. Also, I see that they are covered
with dust, and that the dust moves with them as they come, tramp, tramp!
But when they advance quite near to me, I recognise the tall man, and he
recognises me. Ah, but he would be well content to precipitate himself
over the hill-side once again, as on the evening when he and I first
encountered, close to the same spot!"
He described it as if he were there, and it was
evident that he saw it vividly; perhaps he had not seen much in his
life.
"I do not show the soldiers that I recognise
the tall man; he does not show the soldiers that he recognises me; we do
it, and we know it, with our eyes. `Come on!' says the chief of that
company, pointing to the village, `bring him fast to his tomb!' and they
bring him faster. I follow. His arms are swelled because of being bound
so tight, his wooden shoes are large and clumsy, and he is lame. Because
he is lame, and consequently slow, they drive him with their guns--like
this!"
He imitated the action of a man's being impelled
forward by the butt-ends of muskets.
"As they descend the hill like madmen running
a race, he falls. They laugh and pick him up again. His face is bleeding
and covered with dust, but he cannot touch it; thereupon they laugh
again. They bring him into the village; all the village runs to look;
they take him past the mill, and up to the prison; all the village sees
the prison gate open in the darkness of the night, and swallow him--like
this!"
He opened his mouth as wide as he could, and shut
it with a sounding snap of his teeth. Observant of his unwillingness to
mar the effect by opening it again, Defarge said, "Go on,
Jacques."
"All the village," pursued the mender of
roads, on tiptoe and in a low voice, "withdraws; all the village
whispers by the fountain; all the village sleeps; all the village dreams
of that unhappy one, within the locks and bars of the prison on the
crag, and never to come out of it, except to perish. In the morning,
with my tools upon my shoulder, eating my morsel of black bread as I go,
I make a circuit by the prison, on my way to my work. There I see him,
high up, behind the bars of a lofty iron cage, bloody and dusty as last
night, looking through. He has no hand free, to wave to me; I dare not
call to him; he regards me like a dead man."
Defarge and the three glanced darkly at one
another. The looks of all of them were dark, repressed, and revengeful,
as they listened to the countryman's story; the manner of all of them,
while it was secret, was authoritative too. They had the air of a rough
tribunal; Jacques One and Two sitting on the old pallet-bed, each with
his chin resting on his hand, and his eyes intent on the road-mender;
Jacques Three, equally intent, on one knee behind them, with his
agitated hand always gliding over the network of fine nerves about his
mouth and nose; Defarge standing between them and the narrator, whom he
had stationed in the light of the window, by turns looking from him to
them, and from them to him.
"Go on, Jacques," said Defarge.
"He remains up there in his iron cage some
days. The village looks at him by stealth, for it is afraid. But it
always looks up, from a distance, at the prison on the crag; and in the
evening, when the work of the day is achieved and it assembles to gossip
at the fountain, all faces are turned towards the prison. Formerly, they
were turned towards the posting-house; now, they are turned towards the
prison. They whisper at the fountain, that although condemned to death
he will not be executed; they say that petitions have been presented in
Paris, showing that he was enraged and made mad by the death of his
child; they say that a petition has been presented to the King himself.
What do I know? It is possible. Perhaps yes, perhaps no."
"Listen then, Jacques," Number One of
that name sternly interposed. "Know that a petition was presented
to the King and Queen. All here, yourself excepted, saw the King take
it, in his carriage in the street, sitting beside the Queen. It is
Defarge whom you see here, who, at the hazard of his life, darted out
before the horses, with the petition in his hand."
"And once again listen, Jacques!" said
the kneeling Number Three: his fingers ever wandering over and over
those fine nerves, with a strikingly greedy air, as if he hungered for
something--that was neither food nor drink; "the guard, horse and
foot, surrounded the petitioner, and struck him blows. You hear?"
"I hear, messieurs."
"Go on then," said Defarge.
"Again; on the other hand, they whisper at
the fountain," resumed the countryman, "that he is brought
down into our country to be executed on the spot, and that he will very
certainly be executed. They even whisper that because he has slain
Monseigneur, and because Monseigneur was the father of his
tenants--serfs--what you will--he will be executed as a parricide. One
old man says at the fountain, that his right hand, armed with the knife,
will be burnt off before his face; that, into wounds which will be made
in his arms, his breast, and his legs, there will be poured boiling oil,
melted lead, hot resin, wax, and sulphur; finally, that he will be torn
limb from limb by four strong horses. That old man says, all this was
actually done to a prisoner who made an attempt on the life of the late
King, Louis Fifteen. But how do I know if he lies? I am not a
scholar."
"Listen once again then, Jacques!" said
the man with the restless hand and the craving air. "The name of
that prisoner was Damiens, and it was all done in open day, in the open
streets of this city of Paris; and nothing was more noticed in the vast
concourse that saw it done, than the crowd of ladies of quality and
fashion, who were full of eager attention to the last--to the last,
Jacques, prolonged until nightfall, when he had lost two legs and an
arm, and still breathed! And it was done--why, how old are you?"
"Thirty-five," said the mender of roads,
who looked sixty.
"It was done when you were more than ten
years old; you might have seen it."
"Enough!" said Defarge, with grim
impatience. "Long live the Devil! Go on."
"Well! Some whisper this, some whisper that;
they speak of nothing else; even the fountain appears to fall to that
tune. At length, on Sunday night when all the village is asleep, come
soldiers, winding down from the prison, and their guns ring on the
stones of the little street. Workmen dig, workmen hammer, soldiers laugh
and sing; in the morning, by the fountain, there is raised a gallows
forty feet high, poisoning the water."
The mender of roads looked _through_ rather than
_at_ the low ceiling, and pointed as if he saw the gallows somewhere in
the sky.
"All work is stopped, all assemble there,
nobody leads the cows out, the cows are there with the rest. At midday,
the roll of drums. Soldiers have marched into the prison in the night,
and he is in the midst of many soldiers. He is bound as before, and in
his mouth there is a gag--tied so, with a tight string, making him look
almost as if he laughed." He suggested it, by creasing his face
with his two thumbs, from the corners of his mouth to his ears. "On
the top of the gallows is fixed the knife, blade upwards, with its point
in the air. He is hanged there forty feet high--and is left hanging,
poisoning the water."
They looked at one another, as he used his blue
cap to wipe his face, on which the perspiration had started afresh while
he recalled the spectacle.
"It is frightful, messieurs. How can the
women and the children draw water! Who can gossip of an evening, under
that shadow! Under it, have I said? When I left the village, Monday
evening as the sun was going to bed, and looked back from the hill, the
shadow struck across the church, across the mill, across the
prison--seemed to strike across the earth, messieurs, to where the sky
rests upon it!"
The hungry man gnawed one of his fingers as he
looked at the other three, and his finger quivered with the craving that
was on him.
"That's all, messieurs. I left at sunset (as
I had been warned to do), and I walked on, that night and half next day,
until I met (as I was warned I should) this comrade. With him, I came
on, now riding and now walking, through the rest of yesterday and
through last night. And here you see me!"
After a gloomy silence, the first Jacques said,
"Good! You have acted and recounted faithfully. Will you wait for
us a little, outside the door?"
"Very willingly," said the mender of
roads. Whom Defarge escorted to the top of the stairs, and, leaving
seated there, returned.
The three had risen, and their heads were together
when he came back to the garret.
"How say you, Jacques?" demanded Number
One. "To be registered?"
"To be registered, as doomed to
destruction," returned Defarge.
"Magnificent!" croaked the man with the
craving.
"The chateau, and all the race?"
inquired the first.
"The chateau and all the race," returned
Defarge. "Extermination."
The hungry man repeated, in a rapturous croak,
"Magnificent!" and began gnawing another finger.
"Are you sure," asked Jacques Two, of
Defarge, "that no embarrassment can arise from our manner of
keeping the register? Without doubt it is safe, for no one beyond
ourselves can decipher it; but shall we always be able to decipher
it--or, I ought to say, will she?"
"Jacques," returned Defarge, drawing
himself up, "if madame my wife undertook to keep the register in
her memory alone, she would not lose a word of it--not a syllable of it.
Knitted, in her own stitches and her own symbols, it will always be as
plain to her as the sun. Confide in Madame Defarge. It would be easier
for the weakest poltroon that lives, to erase himself from existence,
than to erase one letter of his name or crimes from the knitted register
of Madame Defarge."
There was a murmur of confidence and approval, and
then the man who hungered, asked: "Is this rustic to be sent back
soon? I hope so. He is very simple; is he not a little dangerous?"
"He knows nothing," said Defarge;
"at least nothing more than would easily elevate himself to a
gallows of the same height. I charge myself with him; let him remain
with me; I will take care of him, and set him on his road. He wishes to
see the fine world--the King, the Queen, and Court; let him see them on
Sunday."
"What?" exclaimed the hungry man,
staring. "Is it a good sign, that he wishes to see Royalty and
Nobility?"
"Jacques," said Defarge;
"judiciously show a cat milk, if you wish her to thirst for it.
Judiciously show a dog his natural prey, if you wish him to bring it
down one day."
Nothing more was said, and the mender of roads,
being found already dozing on the topmost stair, was advised to lay
himself down on the pallet-bed and take some rest. He needed no
persuasion, and was soon asleep.
Worse quarters than Defarge's wine-shop, could
easily have been found in Paris for a provincial slave of that degree.
Saving for a mysterious dread of madame by which he was constantly
haunted, his life was very new and agreeable. But, madame sat all day at
her counter, so expressly unconscious of him, and so particularly
determined not to perceive that his being there had any connection with
anything below the surface, that he shook in his wooden shoes whenever
his eye lighted on her. For, he contended with himself that it was
impossible to foresee what that lady might pretend next; and he felt
assured that if she should take it into her brightly ornamented head to
pretend that she had seen him do a murder and afterwards flay the
victim, she would infallibly go through with it until the play was
played out.
Therefore, when Sunday came, the mender of roads
was not enchanted (though he said he was) to find that madame was to
accompany monsieur and himself to Versailles. It was additionally
disconcerting to have madame knitting all the way there, in a public
conveyance; it was additionally disconcerting yet, to have madame in the
crowd in the afternoon, still with her knitting in her hands as the
crowd waited to see the carriage of the King and Queen.
"You work hard, madame," said a man near
her.
"Yes," answered Madame Defarge; "I
have a good deal to do."
"What do you make, madame?"
"Many things."
"For instance--"
"For instance," returned Madame Defarge,
composedly, "shrouds."
The man moved a little further away, as soon as he
could, and the mender of roads fanned himself with his blue cap: feeling
it mightily close and oppressive. If he needed a King and Queen to
restore him, he was fortunate in having his remedy at hand; for, soon
the large-faced King and the fair-faced Queen came in their golden
coach, attended by the shining Bull's Eye of their Court, a glittering
multitude of laughing ladies and fine lords; and in jewels and silks and
powder and splendour and elegantly spurning figures and handsomely
disdainful faces of both sexes, the mender of roads bathed himself, so
much to his temporary intoxication, that he cried Long live the King,
Long live the Queen, Long live everybody and everything! as if he had
never heard of ubiquitous Jacques in his time. Then, there were gardens,
courtyards, terraces, fountains, green banks, more King and Queen, more
Bull's Eye, more lords and ladies, more Long live they all! until he
absolutely wept with sentiment. During the whole of this scene, which
lasted some three hours, he had plenty of shouting and weeping and
sentimental company, and throughout Defarge held him by the collar, as
if to restrain him from flying at the objects of his brief devotion and
tearing them to pieces.
"Bravo!" said Defarge, clapping him on
the back when it was over, like a patron; "you are a good
boy!"
The mender of roads was now coming to himself, and
was mistrustful of having made a mistake in his late demonstrations; but
no.
"You are the fellow we want," said
Defarge, in his ear; "you make these fools believe that it will
last for ever. Then, they are the more insolent, and it is the nearer
ended."
"Hey!" cried the mender of roads,
reflectively; "that's true."
"These fools know nothing. While they despise
your breath, and would stop it for ever and ever, in you or in a hundred
like you rather than in one of their own horses or dogs, they only know
what your breath tells them. Let it deceive them, then, a little longer;
it cannot deceive them too much."
Madame Defarge looked superciliously at the
client, and nodded in confirmation.
"As to you," said she, "you would
shout and shed tears for anything, if it made a show and a noise. Say!
Would you not?"
"Truly, madame, I think so. For the
moment."
"If you were shown a great heap of dolls, and
were set upon them to pluck them to pieces and despoil them for your own
advantage, you would pick out the richest and gayest. Say! Would you
not?"
"Truly yes, madame."
"Yes. And if you were shown a flock of birds,
unable to fly, and were set upon them to strip them of their feathers
for your own advantage, you would set upon the birds of the finest
feathers; would you not?"
"It is true, madame."
"You have seen both dolls and birds
to-day," said Madame Defarge, with a wave of her hand towards the
place where they had last been apparent; "now, go home!"
XVI
Still Knitting
Madame Defarge and monsieur her husband returned
amicably to the bosom of Saint Antoine, while a speck in a blue cap
toiled through the darkness, and through the dust, and down the weary
miles of avenue by the wayside, slowly tending towards that point of the
compass where the chateau of Monsieur the Marquis, now in his grave,
listened to the whispering trees. Such ample leisure had the stone
faces, now, for listening to the trees and to the fountain, that the few
village scarecrows who, in their quest for herbs to eat and fragments of
dead stick to burn, strayed within sight of the great stone courtyard
and terrace staircase, had it borne in upon their starved fancy that the
expression of the faces was altered. A rumour just lived in the
village--had a faint and bare existence there, as its people had--that
when the knife struck home, the faces changed, from faces of pride to
faces of anger and pain; also, that when that dangling figure was hauled
up forty feet above the fountain, they changed again, and bore a cruel
look of being avenged, which they would henceforth bear for ever. In the
stone face over the great window of the bed-chamber where the murder was
done, two fine dints were pointed out in the sculptured nose, which
everybody recognised, and which nobody had seen of old; and on the
scarce occasions when two or three ragged peasants emerged from the
crowd to take a hurried peep at Monsieur the Marquis petrified, a skinny
finger would not have pointed to it for a minute, before they all
started away among the moss and leaves, like the more fortunate hares
who could find a living there.
Chateau and hut, stone face and dangling figure,
the red stain on the stone floor, and the pure water in the village
well--thousands of acres of land--a whole province of France--all France
itself--lay under the night sky, concentrated into a faint hair-breadth
line. So does a whole world, with all its greatnesses and littlenesses,
lie in a twinkling star. And as mere human knowledge can split a ray of
light and analyse the manner of its composition, so, sublimer
intelligences may read in the feeble shining of this earth of ours,
every thought and act, every vice and virtue, of every responsible
creature on it.
The Defarges, husband and wife, came lumbering
under the starlight, in their public vehicle, to that gate of Paris
whereunto their journey naturally tended. There was the usual stoppage
at the barrier guardhouse, and the usual lanterns came glancing forth
for the usual examination and inquiry. Monsieur Defarge alighted;
knowing one or two of the soldiery there, and one of the police. The
latter he was intimate with, and affectionately embraced.
When Saint Antoine had again enfolded the Defarges
in his dusky wings, and they, having finally alighted near the Saint's
boundaries, were picking their way on foot through the black mud and
offal of his streets, Madame Defarge spoke to her husband:
"Say then, my friend; what did Jacques of the
police tell thee?"
"Very little to-night, but all he knows.
There is another spy commissioned for our quarter. There may be many
more, for all that he can say, but he knows of one."
"Eh well!" said Madame Defarge, raising
her eyebrows with a cool business air. "It is necessary to register
him. How do they call that man?"
"He is English."
"So much the better. His name?"
"Barsad," said Defarge, making it French
by pronunciation. But, he had been so careful to get it accurately, that
he then spelt it with perfect correctness.
"Barsad," repeated madame. "Good.
Christian name?"
"John."
"John Barsad," repeated madame, after
murmuring it once to herself. "Good. His appearance; is it
known?"
"Age, about forty years; height, about five
feet nine; black hair; complexion dark; generally, rather handsome
visage; eyes dark, face thin, long, and sallow; nose aquiline, but not
straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left cheek;
expression, therefore, sinister."
"Eh my faith. It is a portrait!" said
madame, laughing. "He shall be registered to-morrow."
They turned into the wine-shop, which was closed
(for it was midnight), and where Madame Defarge immediately took her
post at her desk, counted the small moneys that had been taken during
her absence, examined the stock, went through the entries in the book,
made other entries of her own, checked the serving man in every possible
way, and finally dismissed him to bed. Then she turned out the contents
of the bowl of money for the second time, and began knotting them up in
her handkerchief, in a chain of separate knots, for safe keeping through
the night. All this while, Defarge, with his pipe in his mouth, walked
up and down, complacently admiring, but never interfering; in which
condition, indeed, as to the business and his domestic affairs, he
walked up and down through life.
The night was hot, and the shop, close shut and
surrounded by so foul a neighbourhood, was ill-smelling. Monsieur
Defarge's olfactory sense was by no means delicate, but the stock of
wine smelt much stronger than it ever tasted, and so did the stock of
rum and brandy and aniseed. He whiffed the compound of scents away, as
he put down his smoked-out pipe.
"You are fatigued," said madame, raising
her glance as she knotted the money. "There are only the usual
odours."
"I am a little tired," her husband
acknowledged.
"You are a little depressed, too," said
madame, whose quick eyes had never been so intent on the accounts, but
they had had a ray or two for him. "Oh, the men, the men!"
"But my dear!" began Defarge.
"But my dear!" repeated madame, nodding
firmly; "but my dear! You are faint of heart to-night, my
dear!"
"Well, then," said Defarge, as if a
thought were wrung out of his breast, "it _is_ a long time."
"It is a long time," repeated his wife;
"and when is it not a long time? Vengeance and retribution require
a long time; it is the rule."
"It does not take a long time to strike a man
with Lightning," said Defarge.
"How long," demanded madame, composedly,
"does it take to make and store the lightning? Tell me."
Defarge raised his head thoughtfully, as if there
were something in that too.
"It does not take a long time," said
madame, "for an earthquake to swallow a town. Eh well! Tell me how
long it takes to prepare the earthquake?"
"A long time, I suppose," said Defarge.
"But when it is ready, it takes place, and
grinds to pieces everything before it. In the meantime, it is always
preparing, though it is not seen or heard. That is your consolation.
Keep it."
She tied a knot with flashing eyes, as if it
throttled a foe.
"I tell thee," said madame, extending
her right hand, for emphasis, "that although it is a long time on
the road, it is on the road and coming. I tell thee it never retreats,
and never stops. I tell thee it is always advancing. Look around and
consider the lives of all the world that we know, consider the faces of
all the world that we know, consider the rage and discontent to which
the Jacquerie addresses itself with more and more of certainty every
hour. Can such things last? Bah! I mock you."
"My brave wife," returned Defarge,
standing before her with his head a little bent, and his hands clasped
at his back, like a docile and attentive pupil before his catechist,
"I do not question all this. But it has lasted a long time, and it
is possible--you know well, my wife, it is possible--that it may not
come, during our lives."
"Eh well! How then?" demanded madame,
tying another knot, as if there were another enemy strangled.
"Well!" said Defarge, with a half
complaining and half apologetic shrug. "We shall not see the
triumph."
"We shall have helped it," returned
madame, with her extended hand in strong action. "Nothing that we
do, is done in vain. I believe, with all my soul, that we shall see the
triumph. But even if not, even if I knew certainly not, show me the neck
of an aristocrat and tyrant, and still I would--"
Then madame, with her teeth set, tied a very
terrible knot indeed.
"Hold!" cried Defarge, reddening a
little as if he felt charged with cowardice; "I too, my dear, will
stop at nothing."
"Yes! But it is your weakness that you
sometimes need to see your victim and your opportunity, to sustain you.
Sustain yourself without that. When the time comes, let loose a tiger
and a devil; but wait for the time with the tiger and the devil
chained--not shown--yet always ready."
Madame enforced the conclusion of this piece of
advice by striking her little counter with her chain of money as if she
knocked its brains out, and then gathering the heavy handkerchief under
her arm in a serene manner, and observing that it was time to go to bed.
Next noontide saw the admirable woman in her usual
place in the wine-shop, knitting away assiduously. A rose lay beside
her, and if she now and then glanced at the flower, it was with no
infraction of her usual preoccupied air. There were a few customers,
drinking or not drinking, standing or seated, sprinkled about. The day
was very hot, and heaps of flies, who were extending their inquisitive
and adventurous perquisitions into all the glutinous little glasses near
madame, fell dead at the bottom. Their decease made no impression on the
other flies out promenading, who looked at them in the coolest manner
(as if they themselves were elephants, or something as far removed),
until they met the same fate. Curious to consider how heedless flies
are!--perhaps they thought as much at Court that sunny summer day.
A figure entering at the door threw a shadow on
Madame Defarge which she felt to be a new one. She laid down her
knitting, and began to pin her rose in her head-dress, before she looked
at the figure.
It was curious. The moment Madame Defarge took up
the rose, the customers ceased talking, and began gradually to drop out
of the wine-shop.
"Good day, madame," said the new-comer.
"Good day, monsieur."
She said it aloud, but added to herself, as she
resumed her knitting: "Hah! Good day, age about forty, height about
five feet nine, black hair, generally rather handsome visage, complexion
dark, eyes dark, thin, long and sallow face, aquiline nose but not
straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left cheek which
imparts a sinister expression! Good day, one and all!"
"Have the goodness to give me a little glass
of old cognac, and a mouthful of cool fresh water, madame."
Madame complied with a polite air.
"Marvellous cognac this, madame!"
It was the first time it had ever been so
complemented, and Madame Defarge knew enough of its antecedents to know
better. She said, however, that the cognac was flattered, and took up
her knitting. The visitor watched her fingers for a few moments, and
took the opportunity of observing the place in general.
"You knit with great skill, madame."
"I am accustomed to it."
"A pretty pattern too!"
"_You_ think so?" said madame, looking
at him with a smile.
"Decidedly. May one ask what it is for?"
"Pastime," said madame, still looking at
him with a smile while her fingers moved nimbly.
"Not for use?"
"That depends. I may find a use for it one
day. If I do--Well," said madame, drawing a breath and nodding her
head with a stern kind of coquetry, "I'll use it!"
It was remarkable; but, the taste of Saint Antoine
seemed to be decidedly opposed to a rose on the head-dress of Madame
Defarge. Two men had entered separately, and had been about to order
drink, when, catching sight of that novelty, they faltered, made a
pretence of looking about as if for some friend who was not there, and
went away. Nor, of those who had been there when this visitor entered,
was there one left. They had all dropped off. The spy had kept his eyes
open, but had been able to detect no sign. They had lounged away in a
poverty-stricken, purposeless, accidental manner, quite natural and
unimpeachable.
"_John_," thought madame, checking off
her work as her fingers knitted, and her eyes looked at the stranger.
"Stay long enough, and I shall knit `BARSAD' before you go."
"You have a husband, madame?"
"I have."
"Children?"
"No children."
"Business seems bad?"
"Business is very bad; the people are so
poor."
"Ah, the unfortunate, miserable people! So
oppressed, too--as you say."
"As _you_ say," madame retorted,
correcting him, and deftly knitting an extra something into his name
that boded him no good.
"Pardon me; certainly it was I who said so,
but you naturally think so. Of course."
"_I_ think?" returned madame, in a high
voice. "I and my husband have enough to do to keep this wine-shop
open, without thinking. All we think, here, is how to live. That is the
subject _we_ think of, and it gives us, from morning to night, enough to
think about, without embarrassing our heads concerning others. _I_ think
for others? No, no."
The spy, who was there to pick up any crumbs he
could find or make, did not allow his baffled state to express itself in
his sinister face; but, stood with an air of gossiping gallantry,
leaning his elbow on Madame Defarge's little counter, and occasionally
sipping his cognac.
"A bad business this, madame, of Gaspard's
execution. Ah! the poor Gaspard!" With a sigh of great compassion.
"My faith!" returned madame, coolly and
lightly, "if people use knives for such purposes, they have to pay
for it. He knew beforehand what the price of his luxury was; he has paid
the price."
"I believe," said the spy, dropping his
soft voice to a tone that invited confidence, and expressing an injured
revolutionary susceptibility in every muscle of his wicked face: "I
believe there is much compassion and anger in this neighbourhood,
touching the poor fellow? Between ourselves."
"Is there?" asked madame, vacantly.
"Is there not?"
"--Here is my husband!" said Madame
Defarge.
As the keeper of the wine-shop entered at the
door, the spy saluted him by touching his hat, and saying, with an
engaging smile, "Good day, Jacques!" Defarge stopped short,
and stared at him.
"Good day, Jacques!" the spy repeated;
with not quite so much confidence, or quite so easy a smile under the
stare.
"You deceive yourself, monsieur,"
returned the keeper of the wine-shop. "You mistake me for another.
That is not my name. I am Ernest Defarge."
"It is all the same," said the spy,
airily, but discomfited too: "good day!"
"Good day!" answered Defarge, drily.
"I was saying to madame, with whom I had the
pleasure of chatting when you entered, that they tell me there is--and
no wonder!--much sympathy and anger in Saint Antoine, touching the
unhappy fate of poor Gaspard."
"No one has told me so," said Defarge,
shaking his head. "I know nothing of it."
Having said it, he passed behind the little
counter, and stood with his hand on the back of his wife's chair,
looking over that barrier at the person to whom they were both opposed,
and whom either of them would have shot with the greatest satisfaction.
The spy, well used to his business, did not change
his unconscious attitude, but drained his little glass of cognac, took a
sip of fresh water, and asked for another glass of cognac. Madame
Defarge poured it out for him, took to her knitting again, and hummed a
little song over it.
"You seem to know this quarter well; that is
to say, better than I do?" observed Defarge.
"Not at all, but I hope to know it better. I
am so profoundly interested in its miserable inhabitants."
"Hah!" muttered Defarge.
"The pleasure of conversing with you,
Monsieur Defarge, recalls to me," pursued the spy, "that I
have the honour of cherishing some interesting associations with your
name."
"Indeed!" said Defarge, with much
indifference.
"Yes, indeed. When Doctor Manette was
released, you, his old domestic, had the charge of him, I know. He was
delivered to you. You see I am informed of the circumstances?"
"Such is the fact, certainly," said
Defarge. He had had it conveyed to him, in an accidental touch of his
wife's elbow as she knitted and warbled, that he would do best to
answer, but always with brevity.
"It was to you," said the spy,
"that his daughter came; and it was from your care that his
daughter took him, accompanied by a neat brown monsieur; how is he
called?--in a little wig--Lorry--of the bank of Tellson and
Company--over to England."
"Such is the fact," repeated Defarge.
"Very interesting remembrances!" said
the spy. "I have known Doctor Manette and his daughter, in
England."
"Yes?" said Defarge.
"You don't hear much about them now?"
said the spy.
"No," said Defarge.
"In effect," madame struck in, looking
up from her work and her little song, "we never hear about them. We
received the news of their safe arrival, and perhaps another letter, or
perhaps two; but, since then, they have gradually taken their road in
life--we, ours--and we have held no correspondence."
"Perfectly so, madame," replied the spy.
"She is going to be married."
"Going?" echoed madame. "She was
pretty enough to have been married long ago. You English are cold, it
seems to me."
"Oh! You know I am English."
"I perceive your tongue is," returned
madame; "and what the tongue is, I suppose the man is."
He did not take the identification as a
compliment; but he made the best of it, and turned it off with a laugh.
After sipping his cognac to the end, he added:
"Yes, Miss Manette is going to be married.
But not to an Englishman; to one who, like herself, is French by birth.
And speaking of Gaspard (ah, poor Gaspard! It was cruel, cruel!), it is
a curious thing that she is going to marry the nephew of Monsieur the
Marquis, for whom Gaspard was exalted to that height of so many feet; in
other words, the present Marquis. But he lives unknown in England, he is
no Marquis there; he is Mr. Charles Darnay. D'Aulnais is the name of his
mother's family."
Madame Defarge knitted steadily, but the
intelligence had a palpable effect upon her husband. Do what he would,
behind the little counter, as to the striking of a light and the
lighting of his pipe, he was troubled, and his hand was not trustworthy.
The spy would have been no spy if he had failed to see it, or to record
it in his mind.
Having made, at least, this one hit, whatever it
might prove to be worth, and no customers coming in to help him to any
other, Mr. Barsad paid for what he had drunk, and took his leave: taking
occasion to say, in a genteel manner, before he departed, that he looked
forward to the pleasure of seeing Monsieur and Madame Defarge again. For
some minutes after he had emerged into the outer presence of Saint
Antoine, the husband and wife remained exactly as he had left them, lest
he should come back.
"Can it be true," said Defarge, in a low
voice, looking down at his wife as he stood smoking with his hand on the
back of her chair: "what he has said of Ma'amselle Manette?"
"As he has said it," returned madame,
lifting her eyebrows a little, "it is probably false. But it may be
true."
"If it is--" Defarge began, and stopped.
"If it is?" repeated his wife.
"--And if it does come, while we live to see
it triumph--I hope, for her sake, Destiny will keep her husband out of
France."
"Her husband's destiny," said Madame
Defarge, with her usual composure, "will take him where he is to
go, and will lead him to the end that is to end him. That is all I
know."
"But it is very strange--now, at least, is it
not very strange"--said Defarge, rather pleading with his wife to
induce her to admit it, "that, after all our sympathy for Monsieur
her father, and herself, her husband's name should be proscribed under
your hand at this moment, by the side of that infernal dog's who has
just left us?"
"Stranger things than that will happen when
it does come," answered madame. "I have them both here, of a
certainty; and they are both here for their merits; that is
enough."
She rolled up her knitting when she had said those
words, and presently took the rose out of the handkerchief that was
wound about her head. Either Saint Antoine had an instinctive sense that
the objectionable decoration was gone, or Saint Antoine was on the watch
for its disappearance; howbeit, the Saint took courage to lounge in,
very shortly afterwards, and the wine-shop recovered its habitual
aspect.
In the evening, at which season of all others
Saint Antoine turned himself inside out, and sat on door-steps and
window-ledges, and came to the corners of vile streets and courts, for a
breath of air, Madame Defarge with her work in her hand was accustomed
to pass from place to place and from group to group: a Missionary--there
were many like her--such as the world will do well never to breed again.
All the women knitted. They knitted worthless things; but, the
mechanical work was a mechanical substitute for eating and drinking; the
hands moved for the jaws and the digestive apparatus: if the bony
fingers had been still, the stomachs would have been more
famine-pinched.
But, as the fingers went, the eyes went, and the
thoughts. And as Madame Defarge moved on from group to group, all three
went quicker and fiercer among every little knot of women that she had
spoken with, and left behind.
Her husband smoked at his door, looking after her
with admiration. "A great woman," said he, "a strong
woman, a grand woman, a frightfully grand woman!"
Darkness closed around, and then came the ringing
of church bells and the distant beating of the military drums in the
Palace Courtyard, as the women sat knitting, knitting. Darkness
encompassed them. Another darkness was closing in as surely, when the
church bells, then ringing pleasantly in many an airy steeple over
France, should be melted into thundering cannon; when the military drums
should be beating to drown a wretched voice, that night all potent as
the voice of Power and Plenty, Freedom and Life. So much was closing in
about the women who sat knitting, knitting, that they their very selves
were closing in around a structure yet unbuilt, where they were to sit
knitting, knitting, counting dropping heads.
XVII
One Night
Never did the sun go down with a brighter glory on
the quiet corner in Soho, than one memorable evening when the Doctor and
his daughter sat under the plane-tree together. Never did the moon rise
with a milder radiance over great London, than on that night when it
found them still seated under the tree, and shone upon their faces
through its leaves.
Lucie was to be married to-morrow. She had
reserved this last evening for her father, and they sat alone under the
plane-tree.
"You are happy, my dear father?"
"Quite, my child."
They had said little, though they had been there a
long time. When it was yet light enough to work and read, she had
neither engaged herself in her usual work, nor had she read to him. She
had employed herself in both ways, at his side under the tree, many and
many a time; but, this time was not quite like any other, and nothing
could make it so.
"And I am very happy to-night, dear father. I
am deeply happy in the love that Heaven has so blessed--my love for
Charles, and Charles's love for me. But, if my life were not to be still
consecrated to you, or if my marriage were so arranged as that it would
part us, even by the length of a few of these streets, I should be more
unhappy and self-reproachful now than I can tell you. Even as it
is--"
Even as it was, she could not command her voice.
In the sad moonlight, she clasped him by the neck,
and laid her face upon his breast. In the moonlight which is always sad,
as the light of the sun itself is--as the light called human life is--at
its coming and its going.
"Dearest dear! Can you tell me, this last
time, that you feel quite, quite sure, no new affections of mine, and no
new duties of mine, will ever interpose between us? _I_ know it well,
but do you know it? In your own heart, do you feel quite certain?"
Her father answered, with a cheerful firmness of
conviction he could scarcely have assumed, "Quite sure, my darling!
More than that," he added, as he tenderly kissed her: "my
future is far brighter, Lucie, seen through your marriage, than it could
have been--nay, than it ever was--without it."
"If I could hope _that_, my father!--"
"Believe it, love! Indeed it is so. Consider
how natural and how plain it is, my dear, that it should be so. You,
devoted and young, cannot fully appreciate the anxiety I have felt that
your life should not be wasted--"
She moved her hand towards his lips, but he took
it in his, and repeated the word.
"--wasted, my child--should not be wasted,
struck aside from the natural order of things--for my sake. Your
unselfishness cannot entirely comprehend how much my mind has gone on
this; but, only ask yourself, how could my happiness be perfect, while
yours was incomplete?"
"If I had never seen Charles, my father, I
should have been quite happy with you."
He smiled at her unconscious admission that she
would have been unhappy without Charles, having seen him; and replied:
"My child, you did see him, and it is
Charles. If it had not been Charles, it would have been another. Or, if
it had been no other, I should have been the cause, and then the dark
part of my life would have cast its shadow beyond myself, and would have
fallen on you."
It was the first time, except at the trial, of her
ever hearing him refer to the period of his suffering. It gave her a
strange and new sensation while his words were in her ears; and she
remembered it long afterwards.
"See!" said the Doctor of Beauvais,
raising his hand towards the moon. "I have looked at her from my
prison-window, when I could not bear her light. I have looked at her
when it has been such torture to me to think of her shining upon what I
had lost, that I have beaten my head against my prison-walls. I have
looked at her, in a state so dun and lethargic, that I have thought of
nothing but the number of horizontal lines I could draw across her at
the full, and the number of perpendicular lines with which I could
intersect them." He added in his inward and pondering manner, as he
looked at the moon, "It was twenty either way, I remember, and the
twentieth was difficult to squeeze in."
The strange thrill with which she heard him go
back to that time, deepened as he dwelt upon it; but, there was nothing
to shock her in the manner of his reference. He only seemed to contrast
his present cheerfulness and felicity with the dire endurance that was
over.
"I have looked at her, speculating thousands
of times upon the unborn child from whom I had been rent. Whether it was
alive. Whether it had been born alive, or the poor mother's shock had
killed it. Whether it was a son who would some day avenge his father.
(There was a time in my imprisonment, when my desire for vengeance was
unbearable.) Whether it was a son who would never know his father's
story; who might even live to weigh the possibility of his father's
having disappeared of his own will and act. Whether it was a daughter
who would grow to be a woman."
She drew closer to him, and kissed his cheek and
his hand.
"I have pictured my daughter, to myself, as
perfectly forgetful of me --rather, altogether ignorant of me, and
unconscious of me. I have cast up the years of her age, year after year.
I have seen her married to a man who knew nothing of my fate. I have
altogether perished from the remembrance of the living, and in the next
generation my place was a blank."
"My father! Even to hear that you had such
thoughts of a daughter who never existed, strikes to my heart as if I
had been that child."
"You, Lucie? It is out of the Consolation and
restoration you have brought to me, that these remembrances arise, and
pass between us and the moon on this last night.--What did I say just
now?"
"She knew nothing of you. She cared nothing
for you."
"So! But on other moonlight nights, when the
sadness and the silence have touched me in a different way--have
affected me with something as like a sorrowful sense of peace, as any
emotion that had pain for its foundations could--I have imagined her as
coming to me in my cell, and leading me out into the freedom beyond the
fortress. I have seen her image in the moonlight often, as I now see
you; except that I never held her in my arms; it stood between the
little grated window and the door. But, you understand that that was not
the child I am speaking of?"
"The figure was not; the--the--image; the
fancy?"
"No. That was another thing. It stood before
my disturbed sense of sight, but it never moved. The phantom that my
mind pursued, was another and more real child. Of her outward appearance
I know no more than that she was like her mother. The other had that
likeness too --as you have--but was not the same. Can you follow me,
Lucie? Hardly, I think? I doubt you must have been a solitary prisoner
to understand these perplexed distinctions."
His collected and calm manner could not prevent
her blood from running cold, as he thus tried to anatomise his old
condition.
"In that more peaceful state, I have imagined
her, in the moonlight, coming to me and taking me out to show me that
the home of her married life was full of her loving remembrance of her
lost father. My picture was in her room, and I was in her prayers. Her
life was active, cheerful, useful; but my poor history pervaded it
all."
"I was that child, my father, I was not half
so good, but in my love that was I."
"And she showed me her children," said
the Doctor of Beauvais, "and they had heard of me, and had been
taught to pity me. When they passed a prison of the State, they kept far
from its frowning walls, and looked up at its bars, and spoke in
whispers. She could never deliver me; I imagined that she always brought
me back after showing me such things. But then, blessed with the relief
of tears, I fell upon my knees, and blessed her."
"I am that child, I hope, my father. O my
dear, my dear, will you bless me as fervently to-morrow?"
"Lucie, I recall these old troubles in the
reason that I have to-night for loving you better than words can tell,
and thanking God for my great happiness. My thoughts, when they were
wildest, never rose near the happiness that I have known with you, and
that we have before us."
He embraced her, solemnly commended her to Heaven,
and humbly thanked Heaven for having bestowed her on him. By-and-bye,
they went into the house.
There was no one bidden to the marriage but Mr.
Lorry; there was even to be no bridesmaid but the gaunt Miss Pross. The
marriage was to make no change in their place of residence; they had
been able to extend it, by taking to themselves the upper rooms formerly
belonging to the apocryphal invisible lodger, and they desired nothing
more.
Doctor Manette was very cheerful at the little
supper. They were only three at table, and Miss Pross made the third. He
regretted that Charles was not there; was more than half disposed to
object to the loving little plot that kept him away; and drank to him
affectionately.
So, the time came for him to bid Lucie good night,
and they separated. But, in the stillness of the third hour of the
morning, Lucie came downstairs again, and stole into his room; not free
from unshaped fears, beforehand.
All things, however, were in their places; all was
quiet; and he lay asleep, his white hair picturesque on the untroubled
pillow, and his hands lying quiet on the coverlet. She put her needless
candle in the shadow at a distance, crept up to his bed, and put her
lips to his; then, leaned over him, and looked at him.
Into his handsome face, the bitter waters of
captivity had worn; but, he covered up their tracks with a determination
so strong, that he held the mastery of them even in his sleep. A more
remarkable face in its quiet, resolute, and guarded struggle with an
unseen assailant, was not to be beheld in all the wide dominions of
sleep, that night.
She timidly laid her hand on his dear breast, and
put up a prayer that she might ever be as true to him as her love
aspired to be, and as his sorrows deserved. Then, she withdrew her hand,
and kissed his lips once more, and went away. So, the sunrise came, and
the shadows of the leaves of the plane-tree moved upon his face, as
softly as her lips had moved in praying for him.
XVIII
Nine Days
The marriage-day was shining brightly, and they
were ready outside the closed door of the Doctor's room, where he was
speaking with Charles Darnay. They were ready to go to church; the
beautiful bride, Mr. Lorry, and Miss Pross--to whom the event, through a
gradual process of reconcilement to the inevitable, would have been one
of absolute bliss, but for the yet lingering consideration that her
brother Solomon should have been the bridegroom.
"And so," said Mr. Lorry, who could not
sufficiently admire the bride, and who had been moving round her to take
in every point of her quiet, pretty dress; "and so it was for this,
my sweet Lucie, that I brought you across the Channel, such a baby! Lord
bless me! How little I thought what I was doing! How lightly I valued
the obligation I was conferring on my friend Mr. Charles!"
"You didn't mean it," remarked the
matter-of-fact Miss Pross, "and therefore how could you know it?
Nonsense!"
"Really? Well; but don't cry," said the
gentle Mr. Lorry.
"I am not crying," said Miss Pross;
"_you_ are."
"I, my Pross?" (By this time, Mr. Lorry
dared to be pleasant with her, on occasion.)
"You were, just now; I saw you do it, and I
don't wonder at it. Such a present of plate as you have made 'em, is
enough to bring tears into anybody's eyes. There's not a fork or a spoon
in the collection," said Miss Pross, "that I didn't cry over,
last night after the box came, till I couldn't see it."
"I am highly gratified," said Mr. Lorry,
"though, upon my honour, I had no intention of rendering those
trifling articles of remembrance invisible to any one. Dear me! This is
an occasion that makes a man speculate on all he has lost. Dear, dear,
dear! To think that there might have been a Mrs. Lorry, any time these
fifty years almost!"
"Not at all!" From Miss Pross.
"You think there never might have been a Mrs.
Lorry?" asked the gentleman of that name.
"Pooh!" rejoined Miss Pross; "you
were a bachelor in your cradle."
"Well!" observed Mr. Lorry, beamingly
adjusting his little wig, "that seems probable, too."
"And you were cut out for a bachelor,"
pursued Miss Pross, "before you were put in your cradle."
"Then, I think," said Mr. Lorry,
"that I was very unhandsomely dealt with, and that I ought to have
had a voice in the selection of my pattern. Enough! Now, my dear Lucie,"
drawing his arm soothingly round her waist, "I hear them moving in
the next room, and Miss Pross and I, as two formal folks of business,
are anxious not to lose the final opportunity of saying something to you
that you wish to hear. You leave your good father, my dear, in hands as
earnest and as loving as your own; he shall be taken every conceivable
care of; during the next fortnight, while you are in Warwickshire and
thereabouts, even Tellson's shall go to the wall (comparatively
speaking) before him. And when, at the fortnight's end, he comes to join
you and your beloved husband, on your other fortnight's trip in Wales,
you shall say that we have sent him to you in the best health and in the
happiest frame. Now, I hear Somebody's step coming to the door. Let me
kiss my dear girl with an old-fashioned bachelor blessing, before
Somebody comes to claim his own."
For a moment, he held the fair face from him to
look at the well-remembered expression on the forehead, and then laid
the bright golden hair against his little brown wig, with a genuine
tenderness and delicacy which, if such things be old-fashioned, were as
old as Adam.
The door of the Doctor's room opened, and he came
out with Charles Darnay. He was so deadly pale--which had not been the
case when they went in together--that no vestige of colour was to be
seen in his face. But, in the composure of his manner he was unaltered,
except that to the shrewd glance of Mr. Lorry it disclosed some shadowy
indication that the old air of avoidance and dread had lately passed
over him, like a cold wind.
He gave his arm to his daughter, and took her
down-stairs to the chariot which Mr. Lorry had hired in honour of the
day. The rest followed in another carriage, and soon, in a neighbouring
church, where no strange eyes looked on, Charles Darnay and Lucie
Manette were happily married.
Besides the glancing tears that shone among the
smiles of the little group when it was done, some diamonds, very bright
and sparkling, glanced on the bride's hand, which were newly released
from the dark obscurity of one of Mr. Lorry's pockets. They returned
home to breakfast, and all went well, and in due course the golden hair
that had mingled with the poor shoemaker's white locks in the Paris
garret, were mingled with them again in the morning sunlight, on the
threshold of the door at parting.
It was a hard parting, though it was not for long.
But her father cheered her, and said at last, gently disengaging himself
from her enfolding arms, "Take her, Charles! She is yours!"
And her agitated hand waved to them from a chaise
window, and she was gone.
The corner being out of the way of the idle and
curious, and the preparations having been very simple and few, the
Doctor, Mr. Lorry, and Miss Pross, were left quite alone. It was when
they turned into the welcome shade of the cool old hall, that Mr. Lorry
observed a great change to have come over the Doctor; as if the golden
arm uplifted there, had struck him a poisoned blow.
He had naturally repressed much, and some
revulsion might have been expected in him when the occasion for
repression was gone. But, it was the old scared lost look that troubled
Mr. Lorry; and through his absent manner of clasping his head and
drearily wandering away into his own room when they got up-stairs, Mr.
Lorry was reminded of Defarge the wine-shop keeper, and the starlight
ride.
"I think," he whispered to Miss Pross,
after anxious consideration, "I think we had best not speak to him
just now, or at all disturb him. I must look in at Tellson's; so I will
go there at once and come back presently. Then, we will take him a ride
into the country, and dine there, and all will be well."
It was easier for Mr. Lorry to look in at
Tellson's, than to look out of Tellson's. He was detained two hours.
When he came back, he ascended the old staircase alone, having asked no
question of the servant; going thus into the Doctor's rooms, he was
stopped by a low sound of knocking.
"Good God!" he said, with a start.
"What's that?"
Miss Pross, with a terrified face, was at his ear.
"O me, O me! All is lost!" cried she, wringing her hands.
"What is to be told to Ladybird? He doesn't know me, and is making
shoes!"
Mr. Lorry said what he could to calm her, and went
himself into the Doctor's room. The bench was turned towards the light,
as it had been when he had seen the shoemaker at his work before, and
his head was bent down, and he was very busy.
"Doctor Manette. My dear friend, Doctor
Manette!"
The Doctor looked at him for a moment--half
inquiringly, half as if he were angry at being spoken to--and bent over
his work again.
He had laid aside his coat and waistcoat; his
shirt was open at the throat, as it used to be when he did that work;
and even the old haggard, faded surface of face had come back to him. He
worked hard-- impatiently--as if in some sense of having been
interrupted.
Mr. Lorry glanced at the work in his hand, and
observed that it was a shoe of the old size and shape. He took up
another that was lying by him, and asked what it was.
"A young lady's walking shoe," he
muttered, without looking up. "It ought to have been finished long
ago. Let it be."
"But, Doctor Manette. Look at me!"
He obeyed, in the old mechanically submissive
manner, without pausing in his work.
"You know me, my dear friend? Think again.
This is not your proper occupation. Think, dear friend!"
Nothing would induce him to speak more. He looked
up, for an instant at a time, when he was requested to do so; but, no
persuasion would extract a word from him. He worked, and worked, and
worked, in silence, and words fell on him as they would have fallen on
an echoless wall, or on the air. The only ray of hope that Mr. Lorry
could discover, was, that he sometimes furtively looked up without being
asked. In that, there seemed a faint expression of curiosity or
perplexity--as though he were trying to reconcile some doubts in his
mind.
Two things at once impressed themselves on Mr.
Lorry, as important above all others; the first, that this must be kept
secret from Lucie; the second, that it must be kept secret from all who
knew him. In conjunction with Miss Pross, he took immediate steps
towards the latter precaution, by giving out that the Doctor was not
well, and required a few days of complete rest. In aid of the kind
deception to be practised on his daughter, Miss Pross was to write,
describing his having been called away professionally, and referring to
an imaginary letter of two or three hurried lines in his own hand,
represented to have been addressed to her by the same post.
These measures, advisable to be taken in any case,
Mr. Lorry took in the hope of his coming to himself. If that should
happen soon, he kept another course in reserve; which was, to have a
certain opinion that he thought the best, on the Doctor's case.
In the hope of his recovery, and of resort to this
third course being thereby rendered practicable, Mr. Lorry resolved to
watch him attentively, with as little appearance as possible of doing
so. He therefore made arrangements to absent himself from Tellson's for
the first time in his life, and took his post by the window in the same
room.
He was not long in discovering that it was worse
than useless to speak to him, since, on being pressed, he became
worried. He abandoned that attempt on the first day, and resolved merely
to keep himself always before him, as a silent protest against the
delusion into which he had fallen, or was falling. He remained,
therefore, in his seat near the window, reading and writing, and
expressing in as many pleasant and natural ways as he could think of,
that it was a free place.
Doctor Manette took what was given him to eat and
drink, and worked on, that first day, until it was too dark to
see--worked on, half an hour after Mr. Lorry could not have seen, for
his life, to read or write. When he put his tools aside as useless,
until morning, Mr. Lorry rose and said to him:
"Will you go out?"
He looked down at the floor on either side of him
in the old manner, looked up in the old manner, and repeated in the old
low voice:
"Out?"
"Yes; for a walk with me. Why not?"
He made no effort to say why not, and said not a
word more. But, Mr. Lorry thought he saw, as he leaned forward on his
bench in the dusk, with his elbows on his knees and his head in his
hands, that he was in some misty way asking himself, "Why
not?" The sagacity of the man of business perceived an advantage
here, and determined to hold it.
Miss Pross and he divided the night into two
watches, and observed him at intervals from the adjoining room. He paced
up and down for a long time before he lay down; but, when he did finally
lay himself down, he fell asleep. In the morning, he was up betimes, and
went straight to his bench and to work.
On this second day, Mr. Lorry saluted him
cheerfully by his name, and spoke to him on topics that had been of late
familiar to them. He returned no reply, but it was evident that he heard
what was said, and that he thought about it, however confusedly. This
encouraged Mr. Lorry to have Miss Pross in with her work, several times
during the day; at those times, they quietly spoke of Lucie, and of her
father then present, precisely in the usual manner, and as if there were
nothing amiss. This was done without any demonstrative accompaniment,
not long enough, or often enough to harass him; and it lightened Mr.
Lorry's friendly heart to believe that he looked up oftener, and that he
appeared to be stirred by some perception of inconsistencies surrounding
him.
When it fell dark again, Mr. Lorry asked him as
before:
"Dear Doctor, will you go out?"
As before, he repeated, "Out?"
"Yes; for a walk with me. Why not?"
This time, Mr. Lorry feigned to go out when he
could extract no answer from him, and, after remaining absent for an
hour, returned. In the meanwhile, the Doctor had removed to the seat in
the window, and had sat there looking down at the plane-tree; but, on
Mr. Lorry's return, he slipped away to his bench.
The time went very slowly on, and Mr. Lorry's hope
darkened, and his heart grew heavier again, and grew yet heavier and
heavier every day. The third day came and went, the fourth, the fifth.
Five days, six days, seven days, eight days, nine days.
With a hope ever darkening, and with a heart
always growing heavier and heavier, Mr. Lorry passed through this
anxious time. The secret was well kept, and Lucie was unconscious and
happy; but he could not fail to observe that the shoemaker, whose hand
had been a little out at first, was growing dreadfully skilful, and that
he had never been so intent on his work, and that his hands had never
been so nimble and expert, as in the dusk of the ninth evening.
XIX
An Opinion
Worn out by anxious watching, Mr. Lorry fell
asleep at his post. On the tenth morning of his suspense, he was
startled by the shining of the sun into the room where a heavy slumber
had overtaken him when it was dark night.
He rubbed his eyes and roused himself; but he
doubted, when he had done so, whether he was not still asleep. For,
going to the door of the Doctor's room and looking in, he perceived that
the shoemaker's bench and tools were put aside again, and that the
Doctor himself sat reading at the window. He was in his usual morning
dress, and his face (which Mr. Lorry could distinctly see), though still
very pale, was calmly studious and attentive.
Even when he had satisfied himself that he was
awake, Mr. Lorry felt giddily uncertain for some few moments whether the
late shoemaking might not be a disturbed dream of his own; for, did not
his eyes show him his friend before him in his accustomed clothing and
aspect, and employed as usual; and was there any sign within their
range, that the change of which he had so strong an impression had
actually happened?
It was but the inquiry of his first confusion and
astonishment, the answer being obvious. If the impression were not
produced by a real corresponding and sufficient cause, how came he,
Jarvis Lorry, there? How came he to have fallen asleep, in his clothes,
on the sofa in Doctor Manette's consulting-room, and to be debating
these points outside the Doctor's bedroom door in the early morning?
Within a few minutes, Miss Pross stood whispering
at his side. If he had had any particle of doubt left, her talk would of
necessity have resolved it; but he was by that time clear-headed, and
had none. He advised that they should let the time go by until the
regular breakfast-hour, and should then meet the Doctor as if nothing
unusual had occurred. If he appeared to be in his customary state of
mind, Mr. Lorry would then cautiously proceed to seek direction and
guidance from the opinion he had been, in his anxiety, so anxious to
obtain.
Miss Pross, submitting herself to his judgment,
the scheme was worked out with care. Having abundance of time for his
usual methodical toilette, Mr. Lorry presented himself at the
breakfast-hour in his usual white linen, and with his usual neat leg.
The Doctor was summoned in the usual way, and came to breakfast.
So far as it was possible to comprehend him
without overstepping those delicate and gradual approaches which Mr.
Lorry felt to be the only safe advance, he at first supposed that his
daughter's marriage had taken place yesterday. An incidental allusion,
purposely thrown out, to the day of the week, and the day of the month,
set him thinking and counting, and evidently made him uneasy. In all
other respects, however, he was so composedly himself, that Mr. Lorry
determined to have the aid he sought. And that aid was his own.
Therefore, when the breakfast was done and cleared
away, and he and the Doctor were left together, Mr. Lorry said,
feelingly:
"My dear Manette, I am anxious to have your
opinion, in confidence, on a very curious case in which I am deeply
interested; that is to say, it is very curious to me; perhaps, to your
better information it may be less so."
Glancing at his hands, which were discoloured by
his late work, the Doctor looked troubled, and listened attentively. He
had already glanced at his hands more than once.
"Doctor Manette," said Mr. Lorry,
touching him affectionately on the arm, "the case is the case of a
particularly dear friend of mine. Pray give your mind to it, and advise
me well for his sake--and above all, for his daughter's--his daughter's,
my dear Manette."
"If I understand," said the Doctor, in a
subdued tone, "some mental shock--?"
"Yes!"
"Be explicit," said the Doctor.
"Spare no detail."
Mr. Lorry saw that they understood one another,
and proceeded.
"My dear Manette, it is the case of an old
and a prolonged shock, of great acuteness and severity to the
affections, the feelings, the--the--as you express it--the mind. The
mind. It is the case of a shock under which the sufferer was borne down,
one cannot say for how long, because I believe he cannot calculate the
time himself, and there are no other means of getting at it. It is the
case of a shock from which the sufferer recovered, by a process that he
cannot trace himself--as I once heard him publicly relate in a striking
manner. It is the case of a shock from which he has recovered, so
completely, as to be a highly intelligent man, capable of close
application of mind, and great exertion of body, and of constantly
making fresh additions to his stock of knowledge, which was already very
large. But, unfortunately, there has been," he paused and took a
deep breath--"a slight relapse."
The Doctor, in a low voice, asked, "Of how
long duration?"
"Nine days and nights."
"How did it show itself? I infer,"
glancing at his hands again, "in the resumption of some old pursuit
connected with the shock?"
"That is the fact."
"Now, did you ever see him," asked the
Doctor, distinctly and collectedly, though in the same low voice,
"engaged in that pursuit originally?"
"Once."
"And when the relapse fell on him, was he in
most respects--or in all respects--as he was then?"
"I think in all respects."
"You spoke of his daughter. Does his daughter
know of the relapse?"
"No. It has been kept from her, and I hope
will always be kept from her. It is known only to myself, and to one
other who may be trusted."
The Doctor grasped his hand, and murmured,
"That was very kind. That was very thoughtful!" Mr. Lorry
grasped his hand in return, and neither of the two spoke for a little
while.
"Now, my dear Manette," said Mr. Lorry,
at length, in his most considerate and most affectionate way, "I am
a mere man of business, and unfit to cope with such intricate and
difficult matters. I do not possess the kind of information necessary; I
do not possess the kind of intelligence; I want guiding. There is no man
in this world on whom I could so rely for right guidance, as on you.
Tell me, how does this relapse come about? Is there danger of another?
Could a repetition of it be prevented? How should a repetition of it be
treated? How does it come about at all? What can I do for my friend? No
man ever can have been more desirous in his heart to serve a friend,
than I am to serve mine, if I knew how.
"But I don't know how to originate, in such a
case. If your sagacity, knowledge, and experience, could put me on the
right track, I might be able to do so much; unenlightened and
undirected, I can do so little. Pray discuss it with me; pray enable me
to see it a little more clearly, and teach me how to be a little more
useful."
Doctor Manette sat meditating after these earnest
words were spoken, and Mr. Lorry did not press him.
"I think it probable," said the Doctor,
breaking silence with an effort, "that the relapse you have
described, my dear friend, was not quite unforeseen by its
subject."
"Was it dreaded by him?" Mr. Lorry
ventured to ask.
"Very much." He said it with an
involuntary shudder.
"You have no idea how such an apprehension
weighs on the sufferer's mind, and how difficult--how almost
impossible--it is, for him to force himself to utter a word upon the
topic that oppresses him."
"Would he," asked Mr. Lorry, "be
sensibly relieved if he could prevail upon himself to impart that secret
brooding to any one, when it is on him?"
"I think so. But it is, as I have told you,
next to impossible. I even believe it--in some cases--to be quite
impossible."
"Now," said Mr. Lorry, gently laying his
hand on the Doctor's arm again, after a short silence on both sides,
"to what would you refer this attack?"
"I believe," returned Doctor Manette,
"that there had been a strong and extraordinary revival of the
train of thought and remembrance that was the first cause of the malady.
Some intense associations of a most distressing nature were vividly
recalled, I think. It is probable that there had long been a dread
lurking in his mind, that those associations would be recalled--say,
under certain circumstances--say, on a particular occasion. He tried to
prepare himself in vain; perhaps the effort to prepare himself made him
less able to bear it."
"Would he remember what took place in the
relapse?" asked Mr. Lorry, with natural hesitation.
The Doctor looked desolately round the room, shook
his head, and answered, in a low voice, "Not at all."
"Now, as to the future," hinted Mr.
Lorry.
"As to the future," said the Doctor,
recovering firmness, "I should have great hope. As it pleased
Heaven in its mercy to restore him so soon, I should have great hope.
He, yielding under the pressure of a complicated something, long dreaded
and long vaguely foreseen and contended against, and recovering after
the cloud had burst and passed, I should hope that the worst was
over."
"Well, well! That's good comfort. I am
thankful!" said Mr. Lorry.
"I am thankful!" repeated the Doctor,
bending his head with reverence.
"There are two other points," said Mr.
Lorry, "on which I am anxious to be instructed. I may go on?"
"You cannot do your friend a better
service." The Doctor gave him his hand.
"To the first, then. He is of a studious
habit, and unusually energetic; he applies himself with great ardour to
the acquisition of professional knowledge, to the conducting of
experiments, to many things. Now, does he do too much?"
"I think not. It may be the character of his
mind, to be always in singular need of occupation. That may be, in part,
natural to it; in part, the result of affliction. The less it was
occupied with healthy things, the more it would be in danger of turning
in the unhealthy direction. He may have observed himself, and made the
discovery."
"You are sure that he is not under too great
a strain?"
"I think I am quite sure of it."
"My dear Manette, if he were overworked
now--"
"My dear Lorry, I doubt if that could easily
be. There has been a violent stress in one direction, and it needs a
counterweight."
"Excuse me, as a persistent man of business.
Assuming for a moment, that he _was_ overworked; it would show itself in
some renewal of this disorder?"
"I do not think so. I do not think,"
said Doctor Manette with the firmness of self-conviction, "that
anything but the one train of association would renew it. I think that,
henceforth, nothing but some extraordinary jarring of that chord could
renew it. After what has happened, and after his recovery, I find it
difficult to imagine any such violent sounding of that string again. I
trust, and I almost believe, that the circumstances likely to renew it
are exhausted."
He spoke with the diffidence of a man who knew how
slight a thing would overset the delicate organisation of the mind, and
yet with the confidence of a man who had slowly won his assurance out of
personal endurance and distress. It was not for his friend to abate that
confidence. He professed himself more relieved and encouraged than he
really was, and approached his second and last point. He felt it to be
the most difficult of all; but, remembering his old Sunday morning
conversation with Miss Pross, and remembering what he had seen in the
last nine days, he knew that he must face it.
"The occupation resumed under the influence
of this passing affliction so happily recovered from," said Mr.
Lorry, clearing his throat, "we will call--Blacksmith's work,
Blacksmith's work. We will say, to put a case and for the sake of
illustration, that he had been used, in his bad time, to work at a
little forge. We will say that he was unexpectedly found at his forge
again. Is it not a pity that he should keep it by him?"
The Doctor shaded his forehead with his hand, and
beat his foot nervously on the ground.
"He has always kept it by him," said Mr.
Lorry, with an anxious look at his friend. "Now, would it not be
better that he should let it go?"
Still, the Doctor, with shaded forehead, beat his
foot nervously on the ground.
"You do not find it easy to advise me?"
said Mr. Lorry. "I quite understand it to be a nice question. And
yet I think--" And there he shook his head, and stopped.
"You see," said Doctor Manette, turning
to him after an uneasy pause, "it is very hard to explain,
consistently, the innermost workings of this poor man's mind. He once
yearned so frightfully for that occupation, and it was so welcome when
it came; no doubt it relieved his pain so much, by substituting the
perplexity of the fingers for the perplexity of the brain, and by
substituting, as he became more practised, the ingenuity of the hands,
for the ingenuity of the mental torture; that he has never been able to
bear the thought of putting it quite out of his reach. Even now, when I
believe he is more hopeful of himself than he has ever been, and even
speaks of himself with a kind of confidence, the idea that he might need
that old employment, and not find it, gives him a sudden sense of
terror, like that which one may fancy strikes to the heart of a lost
child."
He looked like his illustration, as he raised his
eyes to Mr. Lorry's face.
"But may not--mind! I ask for information, as
a plodding man of business who only deals with such material objects as
guineas, shillings, and bank-notes--may not the retention of the thing
involve the retention of the idea? If the thing were gone, my dear
Manette, might not the fear go with it? In short, is it not a concession
to the misgiving, to keep the forge?"
There was another silence.
"You see, too," said the Doctor,
tremulously, "it is such an old companion."
"I would not keep it," said Mr. Lorry,
shaking his head; for he gained in firmness as he saw the Doctor
disquieted. "I would recommend him to sacrifice it. I only want
your authority. I am sure it does no good. Come! Give me your authority,
like a dear good man. For his daughter's sake, my dear Manette!"
Very strange to see what a struggle there was
within him!
"In her name, then, let it be done; I
sanction it. But, I would not take it away while he was present. Let it
be removed when he is not there; let him miss his old companion after an
absence."
Mr. Lorry readily engaged for that, and the
conference was ended. They passed the day in the country, and the Doctor
was quite restored. On the three following days he remained perfectly
well, and on the fourteenth day he went away to join Lucie and her
husband. The precaution that had been taken to account for his silence,
Mr. Lorry had previously explained to him, and he had written to Lucie
in accordance with it, and she had no suspicions.
On the night of the day on which he left the
house, Mr. Lorry went into his room with a chopper, saw, chisel, and
hammer, attended by Miss Pross carrying a light. There, with closed
doors, and in a mysterious and guilty manner, Mr. Lorry hacked the
shoemaker's bench to pieces, while Miss Pross held the candle as if she
were assisting at a murder--for which, indeed, in her grimness, she was
no unsuitable figure. The burning of the body (previously reduced to
pieces convenient for the purpose) was commenced without delay in the
kitchen fire; and the tools, shoes, and leather, were buried in the
garden. So wicked do destruction and secrecy appear to honest minds,
that Mr. Lorry and Miss Pross, while engaged in the commission of their
deed and in the removal of its traces, almost felt, and almost looked,
like accomplices in a horrible crime.
XX
A Plea
When the newly-married pair came home, the first
person who appeared, to offer his congratulations, was Sydney Carton.
They had not been at home many hours, when he presented himself. He was
not improved in habits, or in looks, or in manner; but there was a
certain rugged air of fidelity about him, which was new to the
observation of Charles Darnay.
He watched his opportunity of taking Darnay aside
into a window, and of speaking to him when no one overheard.
"Mr. Darnay," said Carton, "I wish
we might be friends."
"We are already friends, I hope."
"You are good enough to say so, as a fashion
of speech; but, I don't mean any fashion of speech. Indeed, when I say I
wish we might be friends, I scarcely mean quite that, either."
Charles Darnay--as was natural--asked him, in all
good-humour and good-fellowship, what he did mean?
"Upon my life," said Carton, smiling,
"I find that easier to comprehend in my own mind, than to convey to
yours. However, let me try. You remember a certain famous occasion when
I was more drunk than--than usual?"
"I remember a certain famous occasion when
you forced me to confess that you had been drinking."
"I remember it too. The curse of those
occasions is heavy upon me, for I always remember them. I hope it may be
taken into account one day, when all days are at an end for me! Don't be
alarmed; I am not going to preach."
"I am not at all alarmed. Earnestness in you,
is anything but alarming to me."
"Ah!" said Carton, with a careless wave
of his hand, as if he waved that away. "On the drunken occasion in
question (one of a large number, as you know), I was insufferable about
liking you, and not liking you. I wish you would forget it."
"I forgot it long ago."
"Fashion of speech again! But, Mr. Darnay,
oblivion is not so easy to me, as you represent it to be to you. I have
by no means forgotten it, and a light answer does not help me to forget
it."
"If it was a light answer," returned
Darnay, "I beg your forgiveness for it. I had no other object than
to turn a slight thing, which, to my surprise, seems to trouble you too
much, aside. I declare to you, on the faith of a gentleman, that I have
long dismissed it from my mind. Good Heaven, what was there to dismiss!
Have I had nothing more important to remember, in the great service you
rendered me that day?"
"As to the great service," said Carton,
"I am bound to avow to you, when you speak of it in that way, that
it was mere professional claptrap, I don't know that I cared what became
of you, when I rendered it.--Mind! I say when I rendered it; I am
speaking of the past."
"You make light of the obligation,"
returned Darnay, "but I will not quarrel with _your_ light
answer."
"Genuine truth, Mr. Darnay, trust me! I have
gone aside from my purpose; I was speaking about our being friends. Now,
you know me; you know I am incapable of all the higher and better
flights of men. If you doubt it, ask Stryver, and he'll tell you
so."
"I prefer to form my own opinion, without the
aid of his."
"Well! At any rate you know me as a dissolute
dog, who has never done any good, and never will."
"I don't know that you `never will.'"
"But I do, and you must take my word for it.
Well! If you could endure to have such a worthless fellow, and a fellow
of such indifferent reputation, coming and going at odd times, I should
ask that I might be permitted to come and go as a privileged person
here; that I might be regarded as an useless (and I would add, if it
were not for the resemblance I detected between you and me, an
unornamental) piece of furniture, tolerated for its old service, and
taken no notice of. I doubt if I should abuse the permission. It is a
hundred to one if I should avail myself of it four times in a year. It
would satisfy me, I dare say, to know that I had it."
"Will you try?"
"That is another way of saying that I am
placed on the footing I have indicated. I thank you, Darnay. I may use
that freedom with your name?"
"I think so, Carton, by this time."
They shook hands upon it, and Sydney turned away.
Within a minute afterwards, he was, to all outward appearance, as
unsubstantial as ever.
When he was gone, and in the course of an evening
passed with Miss Pross, the Doctor, and Mr. Lorry, Charles Darnay made
some mention of this conversation in general terms, and spoke of Sydney
Carton as a problem of carelessness and recklessness. He spoke of him,
in short, not bitterly or meaning to bear hard upon him, but as anybody
might who saw him as he showed himself.
He had no idea that this could dwell in the
thoughts of his fair young wife; but, when he afterwards joined her in
their own rooms, he found her waiting for him with the old pretty
lifting of the forehead strongly marked.
"We are thoughtful to-night!" said
Darnay, drawing his arm about her.
"Yes, dearest Charles," with her hands
on his breast, and the inquiring and attentive expression fixed upon
him; "we are rather thoughtful to-night, for we have something on
our mind to-night."
"What is it, my Lucie?"
"Will you promise not to press one question
on me, if I beg you not to ask it?"
"Will I promise? What will I not promise to
my Love?"
What, indeed, with his hand putting aside the
golden hair from the cheek, and his other hand against the heart that
beat for him!
"I think, Charles, poor Mr. Carton deserves
more consideration and respect than you expressed for him
to-night."
"Indeed, my own? Why so?"
"That is what you are not to ask me. But I
think--I know--he does."
"If you know it, it is enough. What would you
have me do, my Life?"
"I would ask you, dearest, to be very
generous with him always, and very lenient on his faults when he is not
by. I would ask you to believe that he has a heart he very, very seldom
reveals, and that there are deep wounds in it. My dear, I have seen it
bleeding."
"It is a painful reflection to me," said
Charles Darnay, quite astounded, "that I should have done him any
wrong. I never thought this of him."
"My husband, it is so. I fear he is not to be
reclaimed; there is scarcely a hope that anything in his character or
fortunes is reparable now. But, I am sure that he is capable of good
things, gentle things, even magnanimous things."
She looked so beautiful in the purity of her faith
in this lost man, that her husband could have looked at her as she was
for hours.
"And, O my dearest Love!" she urged,
clinging nearer to him, laying her head upon his breast, and raising her
eyes to his, "remember how strong we are in our happiness, and how
weak he is in his misery!"
The supplication touched him home. "I will
always remember it, dear Heart! I will remember it as long as I
live."
He bent over the golden head, and put the rosy
lips to his, and folded her in his arms. If one forlorn wanderer then
pacing the dark streets, could have heard her innocent disclosure, and
could have seen the drops of pity kissed away by her husband from the
soft blue eyes so loving of that husband, he might have cried to the
night--and the words would not have parted from his lips for the first
time--
"God bless her for her sweet
compassion!"
XXI
Echoing Footsteps
A wonderful corner for echoes, it has been
remarked, that corner where the Doctor lived. Ever busily winding the
golden thread which bound her husband, and her father, and herself, and
her old directress and companion, in a life of quiet bliss, Lucie sat in
the still house in the tranquilly resounding corner, listening to the
echoing footsteps of years.
At first, there were times, though she was a
perfectly happy young wife, when her work would slowly fall from her
hands, and her eyes would be dimmed. For, there was something coming in
the echoes, something light, afar off, and scarcely audible yet, that
stirred her heart too much. Fluttering hopes and doubts--hopes, of a
love as yet unknown to her: doubts, of her remaining upon earth, to
enjoy that new delight--divided her breast. Among the echoes then, there
would arise the sound of footsteps at her own early grave; and thoughts
of the husband who would be left so desolate, and who would mourn for
her so much, swelled to her eyes, and broke like waves.
That time passed, and her little Lucie lay on her
bosom. Then, among the advancing echoes, there was the tread of her tiny
feet and the sound of her prattling words. Let greater echoes resound as
they would, the young mother at the cradle side could always hear those
coming. They came, and the shady house was sunny with a child's laugh,
and the Divine friend of children, to whom in her trouble she had
confided hers, seemed to take her child in his arms, as He took the
child of old, and made it a sacred joy to her.
Ever busily winding the golden thread that bound
them all together, weaving the service of her happy influence through
the tissue of all their lives, and making it predominate nowhere, Lucie
heard in the echoes of years none but friendly and soothing sounds. Her
husband's step was strong and prosperous among them; her father's firm
and equal. Lo, Miss Pross, in harness of string, awakening the echoes,
as an unruly charger, whip-corrected, snorting and pawing the earth
under the plane-tree in the garden!
Even when there were sounds of sorrow among the
rest, they were not harsh nor cruel. Even when golden hair, like her
own, lay in a halo on a pillow round the worn face of a little boy, and
he said, with a radiant smile, "Dear papa and mamma, I am very
sorry to leave you both, and to leave my pretty sister; but I am called,
and I must go!" those were not tears all of agony that wetted his
young mother's cheek, as the spirit departed from her embrace that had
been entrusted to it. Suffer them and forbid them not. They see my
Father's face. O Father, blessed words!
Thus, the rustling of an Angel's wings got blended
with the other echoes, and they were not wholly of earth, but had in
them that breath of Heaven. Sighs of the winds that blew over a little
garden-tomb were mingled with them also, and both were audible to Lucie,
in a hushed murmur--like the breathing of a summer sea asleep upon a
sandy shore --as the little Lucie, comically studious at the task of the
morning, or dressing a doll at her mother's footstool, chattered in the
tongues of the Two Cities that were blended in her life.
The Echoes rarely answered to the actual tread of
Sydney Carton. Some half-dozen times a year, at most, he claimed his
privilege of coming in uninvited, and would sit among them through the
evening, as he had once done often. He never came there heated with
wine. And one other thing regarding him was whispered in the echoes,
which has been whispered by all true echoes for ages and ages.
No man ever really loved a woman, lost her, and
knew her with a blameless though an unchanged mind, when she was a wife
and a mother, but her children had a strange sympathy with him--an
instinctive delicacy of pity for him. What fine hidden sensibilities are
touched in such a case, no echoes tell; but it is so, and it was so
here. Carton was the first stranger to whom little Lucie held out her
chubby arms, and he kept his place with her as she grew. The little boy
had spoken of him, almost at the last. "Poor Carton! Kiss him for
me!"
Mr. Stryver shouldered his way through the law,
like some great engine forcing itself through turbid water, and dragged
his useful friend in his wake, like a boat towed astern. As the boat so
favoured is usually in a rough plight, and mostly under water, so,
Sydney had a swamped life of it. But, easy and strong custom, unhappily
so much easier and stronger in him than any stimulating sense of desert
or disgrace, made it the life he was to lead; and he no more thought of
emerging from his state of lion's jackal, than any real jackal may be
supposed to think of rising to be a lion. Stryver was rich; had married
a florid widow with property and three boys, who had nothing
particularly shining about them but the straight hair of their dumpling
heads.
These three young gentlemen, Mr. Stryver, exuding
patronage of the most offensive quality from every pore, had walked
before him like three sheep to the quiet corner in Soho, and had offered
as pupils to Lucie's husband: delicately saying "Halloa! here are
three lumps of bread-and- cheese towards your matrimonial picnic, Darnay!"
The polite rejection of the three lumps of bread-and-cheese had quite
bloated Mr. Stryver with indignation, which he afterwards turned to
account in the training of the young gentlemen, by directing them to
beware of the pride of Beggars, like that tutor-fellow. He was also in
the habit of declaiming to Mrs. Stryver, over his full-bodied wine, on
the arts Mrs. Darnay had once put in practice to "catch" him,
and on the diamond-cut-diamond arts in himself, madam, which had
rendered him "not to be caught." Some of his King's Bench
familiars, who were occasionally parties to the full-bodied wine and the
lie, excused him for the latter by saying that he had told it so often,
that he believed it himself--which is surely such an incorrigible
aggravation of an originally bad offence, as to justify any such
offender's being carried off to some suitably retired spot, and there
hanged out of the way.
These were among the echoes to which Lucie,
sometimes pensive, sometimes amused and laughing, listened in the
echoing corner, until her little daughter was six years old. How near to
her heart the echoes of her child's tread came, and those of her own
dear father's, always active and self-possessed, and those of her dear
husband's, need not be told. Nor, how the lightest echo of their united
home, directed by herself with such a wise and elegant thrift that it
was more abundant than any waste, was music to her. Nor, how there were
echoes all about her, sweet in her ears, of the many times her father
had told her that he found her more devoted to him married (if that
could be) than single, and of the many times her husband had said to her
that no cares and duties seemed to divide her love for him or her help
to him, and asked her "What is the magic secret, my darling, of
your being everything to all of us, as if there were only one of us, yet
never seeming to be hurried, or to have too much to do?"
But, there were other echoes, from a distance,
that rumbled menacingly in the corner all through this space of time.
And it was now, about little Lucie's sixth birthday, that they began to
have an awful sound, as of a great storm in France with a dreadful sea
rising.
On a night in mid-July, one thousand seven hundred
and eighty-nine, Mr. Lorry came in late, from Tellson's, and sat himself
down by Lucie and her husband in the dark window. It was a hot, wild
night, and they were all three reminded of the old Sunday night when
they had looked at the lightning from the same place.
"I began to think," said Mr. Lorry,
pushing his brown wig back, "that I should have to pass the night
at Tellson's. We have been so full of business all day, that we have not
known what to do first, or which way to turn. There is such an
uneasiness in Paris, that we have actually a run of confidence upon us!
Our customers over there, seem not to be able to confide their property
to us fast enough. There is positively a mania among some of them for
sending it to England."
"That has a bad look," said Darnay--
"A bad look, you say, my dear Darnay? Yes,
but we don't know what reason there is in it. People are so
unreasonable! Some of us at Tellson's are getting old, and we really
can't be troubled out of the ordinary course without due occasion."
"Still," said Darnay, "you know how
gloomy and threatening the sky is."
"I know that, to be sure," assented Mr.
Lorry, trying to persuade himself that his sweet temper was soured, and
that he grumbled, "but I am determined to be peevish after my long
day's botheration. Where is Manette?"
"Here he is," said the Doctor, entering
the dark room at the moment.
"I am quite glad you are at home; for these
hurries and forebodings by which I have been surrounded all day long,
have made me nervous without reason. You are not going out, I
hope?"
"No; I am going to play backgammon with you,
if you like," said the Doctor.
"I don't think I do like, if I may speak my
mind. I am not fit to be pitted against you to-night. Is the teaboard
still there, Lucie? I can't see."
"Of course, it has been kept for you."
"Thank ye, my dear. The precious child is
safe in bed?"
"And sleeping soundly."
"That's right; all safe and well! I don't
know why anything should be otherwise than safe and well here, thank
God; but I have been so put out all day, and I am not as young as I was!
My tea, my dear! Thank ye. Now, come and take your place in the circle,
and let us sit quiet, and hear the echoes about which you have your
theory."
"Not a theory; it was a fancy."
"A fancy, then, my wise pet," said Mr.
Lorry, patting her hand. "They are very numerous and very loud,
though, are they not? Only hear them!"
Headlong, mad, and dangerous footsteps to force
their way into anybody's life, footsteps not easily made clean again if
once stained red, the footsteps raging in Saint Antoine afar off, as the
little circle sat in the dark London window.
Saint Antoine had been, that morning, a vast dusky
mass of scarecrows heaving to and fro, with frequent gleams of light
above the billowy heads, where steel blades and bayonets shone in the
sun. A tremendous roar arose from the throat of Saint Antoine, and a
forest of naked arms struggled in the air like shrivelled branches of
trees in a winter wind: all the fingers convulsively clutching at every
weapon or semblance of a weapon that was thrown up from the depths
below, no matter how far off.
Who gave them out, whence they last came, where
they began, through what agency they crookedly quivered and jerked,
scores at a time, over the heads of the crowd, like a kind of lightning,
no eye in the throng could have told; but, muskets were being
distributed--so were cartridges, powder, and ball, bars of iron and
wood, knives, axes, pikes, every weapon that distracted ingenuity could
discover or devise. People who could lay hold of nothing else, set
themselves with bleeding hands to force stones and bricks out of their
places in walls. Every pulse and heart in Saint Antoine was on
high-fever strain and at high-fever heat. Every living creature there
held life as of no account, and was demented with a passionate readiness
to sacrifice it.
As a whirlpool of boiling waters has a centre
point, so, all this raging circled round Defarge's wine-shop, and every
human drop in the caldron had a tendency to be sucked towards the vortex
where Defarge himself, already begrimed with gunpowder and sweat, issued
orders, issued arms, thrust this man back, dragged this man forward,
disarmed one to arm another, laboured and strove in the thickest of the
uproar.
"Keep near to me, Jacques Three," cried
Defarge; "and do you, Jacques One and Two, separate and put
yourselves at the head of as many of these patriots as you can. Where is
my wife?"
"Eh, well! Here you see me!" said madame,
composed as ever, but not knitting to-day. Madame's resolute right hand
was occupied with an axe, in place of the usual softer implements, and
in her girdle were a pistol and a cruel knife.
"Where do you go, my wife?"
"I go," said madame, "with you at
present. You shall see me at the head of women, by-and-bye."
"Come, then!" cried Defarge, in a
resounding voice. "Patriots and friends, we are ready! The
Bastille!"
With a roar that sounded as if all the breath in
France had been shaped into the detested word, the living sea rose, wave
on wave, depth on depth, and overflowed the city to that point.
Alarm-bells ringing, drums beating, the sea raging and thundering on its
new beach, the attack began.
Deep ditches, double drawbridge, massive stone
walls, eight great towers, cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. Through the
fire and through the smoke--in the fire and in the smoke, for the sea
cast him up against a cannon, and on the instant he became a
cannonier--Defarge of the wine-shop worked like a manful soldier, Two
fierce hours.
Deep ditch, single drawbridge, massive stone
walls, eight great towers, cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. One
drawbridge down! "Work, comrades all, work! Work, Jacques One,
Jacques Two, Jacques One Thousand, Jacques Two Thousand, Jacques
Five-and-Twenty Thousand; in the name of all the Angels or the
Devils--which you prefer--work!" Thus Defarge of the wine-shop,
still at his gun, which had long grown hot.
"To me, women!" cried madame his wife.
"What! We can kill as well as the men when the place is
taken!" And to her, with a shrill thirsty cry, trooping women
variously armed, but all armed alike in hunger and revenge.
Cannon, muskets, fire and smoke; but, still the
deep ditch, the single drawbridge, the massive stone walls, and the
eight great towers. Slight displacements of the raging sea, made by the
falling wounded. Flashing weapons, blazing torches, smoking waggonloads
of wet straw, hard work at neighbouring barricades in all directions,
shrieks, volleys, execrations, bravery without stint, boom smash and
rattle, and the furious sounding of the living sea; but, still the deep
ditch, and the single drawbridge, and the massive stone walls, and the
eight great towers, and still Defarge of the wine-shop at his gun, grown
doubly hot by the service of Four fierce hours.
A white flag from within the fortress, and a
parley--this dimly perceptible through the raging storm, nothing audible
in it--suddenly the sea rose immeasurably wider and higher, and swept
Defarge of the wine-shop over the lowered drawbridge, past the massive
stone outer walls, in among the eight great towers surrendered!
So resistless was the force of the ocean bearing
him on, that even to draw his breath or turn his head was as
impracticable as if he had been struggling in the surf at the South Sea,
until he was landed in the outer courtyard of the Bastille. There,
against an angle of a wall, he made a struggle to look about him.
Jacques Three was nearly at his side; Madame Defarge, still heading some
of her women, was visible in the inner distance, and her knife was in
her hand. Everywhere was tumult, exultation, deafening and maniacal
bewilderment, astounding noise, yet furious dumb-show.
"The Prisoners!"
"The Records!"
"The secret cells!"
"The instruments of torture!"
"The Prisoners!"
Of all these cries, and ten thousand incoherences,
"The Prisoners!" was the cry most taken up by the sea that
rushed in, as if there were an eternity of people, as well as of time
and space. When the foremost billows rolled past, bearing the prison
officers with them, and threatening them all with instant death if any
secret nook remained undisclosed, Defarge laid his strong hand on the
breast of one of these men--a man with a grey head, who had a lighted
torch in his hand-- separated him from the rest, and got him between
himself and the wall.
"Show me the North Tower!" said Defarge.
"Quick!"
"I will faithfully," replied the man,
"if you will come with me. But there is no one there."
"What is the meaning of One Hundred and Five,
North Tower?" asked Defarge. "Quick!"
"The meaning, monsieur?"
"Does it mean a captive, or a place of
captivity? Or do you mean that I shall strike you dead?"
"Kill him!" croaked Jacques Three, who
had come close up.
"Monsieur, it is a cell."
"Show it me!"
"Pass this way, then."
Jacques Three, with his usual craving on him, and
evidently disappointed by the dialogue taking a turn that did not seem
to promise bloodshed, held by Defarge's arm as he held by the turnkey's.
Their three heads had been close together during this brief discourse,
and it had been as much as they could do to hear one another, even then:
so tremendous was the noise of the living ocean, in its irruption into
the Fortress, and its inundation of the courts and passages and
staircases. All around outside, too, it beat the walls with a deep,
hoarse roar, from which, occasionally, some partial shouts of tumult
broke and leaped into the air like spray.
Through gloomy vaults where the light of day had
never shone, past hideous doors of dark dens and cages, down cavernous
flights of steps, and again up steep rugged ascents of stone and brick,
more like dry waterfalls than staircases, Defarge, the turnkey, and
Jacques Three, linked hand and arm, went with all the speed they could
make. Here and there, especially at first, the inundation started on
them and swept by; but when they had done descending, and were winding
and climbing up a tower, they were alone. Hemmed in here by the massive
thickness of walls and arches, the storm within the fortress and without
was only audible to them in a dull, subdued way, as if the noise out of
which they had come had almost destroyed their sense of hearing.
The turnkey stopped at a low door, put a key in a
clashing lock, swung the door slowly open, and said, as they all bent
their heads and passed in:
"One hundred and five, North Tower!"
There was a small, heavily-grated, unglazed window
high in the wall, with a stone screen before it, so that the sky could
be only seen by stooping low and looking up. There was a small chimney,
heavily barred across, a few feet within. There was a heap of old
feathery wood-ashes on the hearth. There was a stool, and table, and a
straw bed. There were the four blackened walls, and a rusted iron ring
in one of them.
"Pass that torch slowly along these walls,
that I may see them," said Defarge to the turnkey.
The man obeyed, and Defarge followed the light
closely with his eyes.
"Stop!--Look here, Jacques!"
"A. M.!" croaked Jacques Three, as he
read greedily.
"Alexandre Manette," said Defarge in his
ear, following the letters with his swart forefinger, deeply engrained
with gunpowder. "And here he wrote `a poor physician.' And it was
he, without doubt, who scratched a calendar on this stone. What is that
in your hand? A crowbar? Give it me!"
He had still the linstock of his gun in his own
hand. He made a sudden exchange of the two instruments, and turning on
the worm-eaten stool and table, beat them to pieces in a few blows.
"Hold the light higher!" he said,
wrathfully, to the turnkey. "Look among those fragments with care,
Jacques. And see! Here is my knife," throwing it to him; "rip
open that bed, and search the straw. Hold the light higher, you!"
With a menacing look at the turnkey he crawled
upon the hearth, and, peering up the chimney, struck and prised at its
sides with the crowbar, and worked at the iron grating across it. In a
few minutes, some mortar and dust came dropping down, which he averted
his face to avoid; and in it, and in the old wood-ashes, and in a
crevice in the chimney into which his weapon had slipped or wrought
itself, he groped with a cautious touch.
"Nothing in the wood, and nothing in the
straw, Jacques?"
"Nothing."
"Let us collect them together, in the middle
of the cell. So! Light them, you!"
The turnkey fired the little pile, which blazed
high and hot. Stooping again to come out at the low-arched door, they
left it burning, and retraced their way to the courtyard; seeming to
recover their sense of hearing as they came down, until they were in the
raging flood once more.
They found it surging and tossing, in quest of
Defarge himself. Saint Antoine was clamorous to have its wine-shop
keeper foremost in the guard upon the governor who had defended the
Bastille and shot the people. Otherwise, the governor would not be
marched to the Hotel de Ville for judgment. Otherwise, the governor
would escape, and the people's blood (suddenly of some value, after many
years of worthlessness) be unavenged.
In the howling universe of passion and contention
that seemed to encompass this grim old officer conspicuous in his grey
coat and red decoration, there was but one quite steady figure, and that
was a woman's. "See, there is my husband!" she cried, pointing
him out. "See Defarge!" She stood immovable close to the grim
old officer, and remained immovable close to him; remained immovable
close to him through the streets, as Defarge and the rest bore him
along; remained immovable close to him when he was got near his
destination, and began to be struck at from behind; remained immovable
close to him when the long-gathering rain of stabs and blows fell heavy;
was so close to him when he dropped dead under it, that, suddenly
animated, she put her foot upon his neck, and with her cruel knife--long
ready--hewed off his head.
The hour was come, when Saint Antoine was to
execute his horrible idea of hoisting up men for lamps to show what he
could be and do. Saint Antoine's blood was up, and the blood of tyranny
and domination by the iron hand was down--down on the steps of the Hotel
de Ville where the governor's body lay--down on the sole of the shoe of
Madame Defarge where she had trodden on the body to steady it for
mutilation. "Lower the lamp yonder!" cried Saint Antoine,
after glaring round for a new means of death; "here is one of his
soldiers to be left on guard!" The swinging sentinel was posted,
and the sea rushed on.
The sea of black and threatening waters, and of
destructive upheaving of wave against wave, whose depths were yet
unfathomed and whose forces were yet unknown. The remorseless sea of
turbulently swaying shapes, voices of vengeance, and faces hardened in
the furnaces of suffering until the touch of pity could make no mark on
them.
But, in the ocean of faces where every fierce and
furious expression was in vivid life, there were two groups of
faces--each seven in number --so fixedly contrasting with the rest, that
never did sea roll which bore more memorable wrecks with it. Seven faces
of prisoners, suddenly released by the storm that had burst their tomb,
were carried high overhead: all scared, all lost, all wondering and
amazed, as if the Last Day were come, and those who rejoiced around them
were lost spirits. Other seven faces there were, carried higher, seven
dead faces, whose drooping eyelids and half-seen eyes awaited the Last
Day. Impassive faces, yet with a suspended--not an abolished--expression
on them; faces, rather, in a fearful pause, as having yet to raise the
dropped lids of the eyes, and bear witness with the bloodless lips,
"THOU DIDST IT!"
Seven prisoners released, seven gory heads on
pikes, the keys of the accursed fortress of the eight strong towers,
some discovered letters and other memorials of prisoners of old time,
long dead of broken hearts,--such, and such--like, the loudly echoing
footsteps of Saint Antoine escort through the Paris streets in mid-July,
one thousand seven hundred and eighty-nine. Now, Heaven defeat the fancy
of Lucie Darnay, and keep these feet far out of her life! For, they are
headlong, mad, and dangerous; and in the years so long after the
breaking of the cask at Defarge's wine-shop door, they are not easily
purified when once stained red.
XXII
The Sea Still Rises
Haggard Saint Antoine had had only one exultant
week, in which to soften his modicum of hard and bitter bread to such
extent as he could, with the relish of fraternal embraces and
congratulations, when Madame Defarge sat at her counter, as usual,
presiding over the customers. Madame Defarge wore no rose in her head,
for the great brotherhood of Spies had become, even in one short week,
extremely chary of trusting themselves to the saint's mercies. The lamps
across his streets had a portentously elastic swing with them.
Madame Defarge, with her arms folded, sat in the
morning light and heat, contemplating the wine-shop and the street. In
both, there were several knots of loungers, squalid and miserable, but
now with a manifest sense of power enthroned on their distress. The
raggedest nightcap, awry on the wretchedest head, had this crooked
significance in it: "I know how hard it has grown for me, the
wearer of this, to support life in myself; but do you know how easy it
has grown for me, the wearer of this, to destroy life in you?"
Every lean bare arm, that had been without work before, had this work
always ready for it now, that it could strike. The fingers of the
knitting women were vicious, with the experience that they could tear.
There was a change in the appearance of Saint Antoine; the image had
been hammering into this for hundreds of years, and the last finishing
blows had told mightily on the expression.
Madame Defarge sat observing it, with such
suppressed approval as was to be desired in the leader of the Saint
Antoine women. One of her sisterhood knitted beside her. The short,
rather plump wife of a starved grocer, and the mother of two children
withal, this lieutenant had already earned the complimentary name of The
Vengeance.
"Hark!" said The Vengeance.
"Listen, then! Who comes?"
As if a train of powder laid from the outermost
bound of Saint Antoine Quarter to the wine-shop door, had been suddenly
fired, a fast-spreading murmur came rushing along.
"It is Defarge," said madame.
"Silence, patriots!"
Defarge came in breathless, pulled off a red cap
he wore, and looked around him! "Listen, everywhere!" said
madame again. "Listen to him!" Defarge stood, panting, against
a background of eager eyes and open mouths, formed outside the door; all
those within the wine-shop had sprung to their feet.
"Say then, my husband. What is it?"
"News from the other world!"
"How, then?" cried madame,
contemptuously. "The other world?"
"Does everybody here recall old Foulon, who
told the famished people that they might eat grass, and who died, and
went to Hell?"
"Everybody!" from all throats.
"The news is of him. He is among us!"
"Among us!" from the universal throat
again. "And dead?"
"Not dead! He feared us so much--and with
reason--that he caused himself to be represented as dead, and had a
grand mock-funeral. But they have found him alive, hiding in the
country, and have brought him in. I have seen him but now, on his way to
the Hotel de Ville, a prisoner. I have said that he had reason to fear
us. Say all! _Had_ he reason?"
Wretched old sinner of more than threescore years
and ten, if he had never known it yet, he would have known it in his
heart of hearts if he could have heard the answering cry.
A moment of profound silence followed. Defarge and
his wife looked steadfastly at one another. The Vengeance stooped, and
the jar of a drum was heard as she moved it at her feet behind the
counter.
"Patriots!" said Defarge, in a
determined voice, "are we ready?"
Instantly Madame Defarge's knife was in her
girdle; the drum was beating in the streets, as if it and a drummer had
flown together by magic; and The Vengeance, uttering terrific shrieks,
and flinging her arms about her head like all the forty Furies at once,
was tearing from house to house, rousing the women.
The men were terrible, in the bloody-minded anger
with which they looked from windows, caught up what arms they had, and
came pouring down into the streets; but, the women were a sight to chill
the boldest. From such household occupations as their bare poverty
yielded, from their children, from their aged and their sick crouching
on the bare ground famished and naked, they ran out with streaming hair,
urging one another, and themselves, to madness with the wildest cries
and actions. Villain Foulon taken, my sister! Old Foulon taken, my
mother! Miscreant Foulon taken, my daughter! Then, a score of others ran
into the midst of these, beating their breasts, tearing their hair, and
screaming, Foulon alive! Foulon who told the starving people they might
eat grass! Foulon who told my old father that he might eat grass, when I
had no bread to give him! Foulon who told my baby it might suck grass,
when these breasts where dry with want! O mother of God, this Foulon! O
Heaven our suffering! Hear me, my dead baby and my withered father: I
swear on my knees, on these stones, to avenge you on Foulon! Husbands,
and brothers, and young men, Give us the blood of Foulon, Give us the
head of Foulon, Give us the heart of Foulon, Give us the body and soul
of Foulon, Rend Foulon to pieces, and dig him into the ground, that
grass may grow from him! With these cries, numbers of the women, lashed
into blind frenzy, whirled about, striking and tearing at their own
friends until they dropped into a passionate swoon, and were only saved
by the men belonging to them from being trampled under foot.
Nevertheless, not a moment was lost; not a moment!
This Foulon was at the Hotel de Ville, and might be loosed. Never, if
Saint Antoine knew his own sufferings, insults, and wrongs! Armed men
and women flocked out of the Quarter so fast, and drew even these last
dregs after them with such a force of suction, that within a quarter of
an hour there was not a human creature in Saint Antoine's bosom but a
few old crones and the wailing children.
No. They were all by that time choking the Hall of
Examination where this old man, ugly and wicked, was, and overflowing
into the adjacent open space and streets. The Defarges, husband and
wife, The Vengeance, and Jacques Three, were in the first press, and at
no great distance from him in the Hall.
"See!" cried madame, pointing with her
knife. "See the old villain bound with ropes. That was well done to
tie a bunch of grass upon his back. Ha, ha! That was well done. Let him
eat it now!" Madame put her knife under her arm, and clapped her
hands as at a play.
The people immediately behind Madame Defarge,
explaining the cause of her satisfaction to those behind them, and those
again explaining to others, and those to others, the neighbouring
streets resounded with the clapping of hands. Similarly, during two or
three hours of drawl, and the winnowing of many bushels of words, Madame
Defarge's frequent expressions of impatience were taken up, with
marvellous quickness, at a distance: the more readily, because certain
men who had by some wonderful exercise of agility climbed up the
external architecture to look in from the windows, knew Madame Defarge
well, and acted as a telegraph between her and the crowd outside the
building.
At length the sun rose so high that it struck a
kindly ray as of hope or protection, directly down upon the old
prisoner's head. The favour was too much to bear; in an instant the
barrier of dust and chaff that had stood surprisingly long, went to the
winds, and Saint Antoine had got him!
It was known directly, to the furthest confines of
the crowd. Defarge had but sprung over a railing and a table, and folded
the miserable wretch in a deadly embrace--Madame Defarge had but
followed and turned her hand in one of the ropes with which he was
tied--The Vengeance and Jacques Three were not yet up with them, and the
men at the windows had not yet swooped into the Hall, like birds of prey
from their high perches--when the cry seemed to go up, all over the
city, "Bring him out! Bring him to the lamp!"
Down, and up, and head foremost on the steps of
the building; now, on his knees; now, on his feet; now, on his back;
dragged, and struck at, and stifled by the bunches of grass and straw
that were thrust into his face by hundreds of hands; torn, bruised,
panting, bleeding, yet always entreating and beseeching for mercy; now
full of vehement agony of action, with a small clear space about him as
the people drew one another back that they might see; now, a log of dead
wood drawn through a forest of legs; he was hauled to the nearest street
corner where one of the fatal lamps swung, and there Madame Defarge let
him go--as a cat might have done to a mouse--and silently and composedly
looked at him while they made ready, and while he besought her: the
women passionately screeching at him all the time, and the men sternly
calling out to have him killed with grass in his mouth. Once, he went
aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught him shrieking; twice, he went
aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught him shrieking; then, the rope
was merciful, and held him, and his head was soon upon a pike, with
grass enough in the mouth for all Saint Antoine to dance at the sight
of.
Nor was this the end of the day's bad work, for
Saint Antoine so shouted and danced his angry blood up, that it boiled
again, on hearing when the day closed in that the son-in-law of the
despatched, another of the people's enemies and insulters, was coming
into Paris under a guard five hundred strong, in cavalry alone. Saint
Antoine wrote his crimes on flaring sheets of paper, seized him--would
have torn him out of the breast of an army to bear Foulon company--set
his head and heart on pikes, and carried the three spoils of the day, in
Wolf-procession through the streets.
Not before dark night did the men and women come
back to the children, wailing and breadless. Then, the miserable bakers'
shops were beset by long files of them, patiently waiting to buy bad
bread; and while they waited with stomachs faint and empty, they
beguiled the time by embracing one another on the triumphs of the day,
and achieving them again in gossip. Gradually, these strings of ragged
people shortened and frayed away; and then poor lights began to shine in
high windows, and slender fires were made in the streets, at which
neighbours cooked in common, afterwards supping at their doors.
Scanty and insufficient suppers those, and
innocent of meat, as of most other sauce to wretched bread. Yet, human
fellowship infused some nourishment into the flinty viands, and struck
some sparks of cheerfulness out of them. Fathers and mothers who had had
their full share in the worst of the day, played gently with their
meagre children; and lovers, with such a world around them and before
them, loved and hoped.
It was almost morning, when Defarge's wine-shop
parted with its last knot of customers, and Monsieur Defarge said to
madame his wife, in husky tones, while fastening the door:
"At last it is come, my dear!"
"Eh well!" returned madame.
"Almost."
Saint Antoine slept, the Defarges slept: even The
Vengeance slept with her starved grocer, and the drum was at rest. The
drum's was the only voice in Saint Antoine that blood and hurry had not
changed. The Vengeance, as custodian of the drum, could have wakened him
up and had the same speech out of him as before the Bastille fell, or
old Foulon was seized; not so with the hoarse tones of the men and women
in Saint Antoine's bosom.
XXIII
Fire Rises
There was a change on the village where the
fountain fell, and where the mender of roads went forth daily to hammer
out of the stones on the highway such morsels of bread as might serve
for patches to hold his poor ignorant soul and his poor reduced body
together. The prison on the crag was not so dominant as of yore; there
were soldiers to guard it, but not many; there were officers to guard
the soldiers, but not one of them knew what his men would do--beyond
this: that it would probably not be what he was ordered.
Far and wide lay a ruined country, yielding
nothing but desolation. Every green leaf, every blade of grass and blade
of grain, was as shrivelled and poor as the miserable people. Everything
was bowed down, dejected, oppressed, and broken. Habitations, fences,
domesticated animals, men, women, children, and the soil that bore
them--all worn out.
Monseigneur (often a most worthy individual
gentleman) was a national blessing, gave a chivalrous tone to things,
was a polite example of luxurious and shining fife, and a great deal
more to equal purpose; nevertheless, Monseigneur as a class had, somehow
or other, brought things to this. Strange that Creation, designed
expressly for Monseigneur, should be so soon wrung dry and squeezed out!
There must be something short-sighted in the eternal arrangements,
surely! Thus it was, however; and the last drop of blood having been
extracted from the flints, and the last screw of the rack having been
turned so often that its purchase crumbled, and it now turned and turned
with nothing to bite, Monseigneur began to run away from a phenomenon so
low and unaccountable.
But, this was not the change on the village, and
on many a village like it. For scores of years gone by, Monseigneur had
squeezed it and wrung it, and had seldom graced it with his presence
except for the pleasures of the chase--now, found in hunting the people;
now, found in hunting the beasts, for whose preservation Monseigneur
made edifying spaces of barbarous and barren wilderness. No. The change
consisted in the appearance of strange faces of low caste, rather than
in the disappearance of the high caste, chiselled, and otherwise
beautified and beautifying features of Monseigneur.
For, in these times, as the mender of roads
worked, solitary, in the dust, not often troubling himself to reflect
that dust he was and to dust he must return, being for the most part too
much occupied in thinking how little he had for supper and how much more
he would eat if he had it--in these times, as he raised his eyes from
his lonely labour, and viewed the prospect, he would see some rough
figure approaching on foot, the like of which was once a rarity in those
parts, but was now a frequent presence. As it advanced, the mender of
roads would discern without surprise, that it was a shaggy-haired man,
of almost barbarian aspect, tall, in wooden shoes that were clumsy even
to the eyes of a mender of roads, grim, rough, swart, steeped in the mud
and dust of many highways, dank with the marshy moisture of many low
grounds, sprinkled with the thorns and leaves and moss of many byways
through woods.
Such a man came upon him, like a ghost, at noon in
the July weather, as he sat on his heap of stones under a bank, taking
such shelter as he could get from a shower of hail.
The man looked at him, looked at the village in
the hollow, at the mill, and at the prison on the crag. When he had
identified these objects in what benighted mind he had, he said, in a
dialect that was just intelligible:
"How goes it, Jacques?"
"All well, Jacques."
"Touch then!"
They joined hands, and the man sat down on the
heap of stones.
"No dinner?"
"Nothing but supper now," said the
mender of roads, with a hungry face.
"It is the fashion," growled the man.
"I meet no dinner anywhere."
He took out a blackened pipe, filled it, lighted
it with flint and steel, pulled at it until it was in a bright glow:
then, suddenly held it from him and dropped something into it from
between his finger and thumb, that blazed and went out in a puff of
smoke.
"Touch then." It was the turn of the
mender of roads to say it this time, after observing these operations.
They again joined hands.
"To-night?" said the mender of roads.
"To-night," said the man, putting the
pipe in his mouth.
"Where?"
"Here."
He and the mender of roads sat on the heap of
stones looking silently at one another, with the hail driving in between
them like a pigmy charge of bayonets, until the sky began to clear over
the village.
"Show me!" said the traveller then,
moving to the brow of the hill.
"See!" returned the mender of roads,
with extended finger. "You go down here, and straight through the
street, and past the fountain--"
"To the Devil with all that!"
interrupted the other, rolling his eye over the landscape. "_I_ go
through no streets and past no fountains. Well?"
"Well! About two leagues beyond the summit of
that hill above the village."
"Good. When do you cease to work?"
"At sunset."
"Will you wake me, before departing? I have
walked two nights without resting. Let me finish my pipe, and I shall
sleep like a child. Will you wake me?"
"Surely."
The wayfarer smoked his pipe out, put it in his
breast, slipped off his great wooden shoes, and lay down on his back on
the heap of stones. He was fast asleep directly.
As the road-mender plied his dusty labour, and the
hail-clouds, rolling away, revealed bright bars and streaks of sky which
were responded to by silver gleams upon the landscape, the little man
(who wore a red cap now, in place of his blue one) seemed fascinated by
the figure on the heap of stones. His eyes were so often turned towards
it, that he used his tools mechanically, and, one would have said, to
very poor account. The bronze face, the shaggy black hair and beard, the
coarse woollen red cap, the rough medley dress of home-spun stuff and
hairy skins of beasts, the powerful frame attenuated by spare living,
and the sullen and desperate compression of the lips in sleep, inspired
the mender of roads with awe. The traveller had travelled far, and his
feet were footsore, and his ankles chafed and bleeding; his great shoes,
stuffed with leaves and grass, had been heavy to drag over the many long
leagues, and his clothes were chafed into holes, as he himself was into
sores. Stooping down beside him, the road-mender tried to get a peep at
secret weapons in his breast or where not; but, in vain, for he slept
with his arms crossed upon him, and set as resolutely as his lips.
Fortified towns with their stockades, guard-houses, gates, trenches, and
drawbridges, seemed to the mender of roads, to be so much air as against
this figure. And when he lifted his eyes from it to the horizon and
looked around, he saw in his small fancy similar figures, stopped by no
obstacle, tending to centres all over France.
The man slept on, indifferent to showers of hail
and intervals of brightness, to sunshine on his face and shadow, to the
paltering lumps of dull ice on his body and the diamonds into which the
sun changed them, until the sun was low in the west, and the sky was
glowing. Then, the mender of roads having got his tools together and all
things ready to go down into the village, roused him.
"Good!" said the sleeper, rising on his
elbow. "Two leagues beyond the summit of the hill?"
"About."
"About. Good!"
The mender of roads went home, with the dust going
on before him according to the set of the wind, and was soon at the
fountain, squeezing himself in among the lean kine brought there to
drink, and appearing even to whisper to them in his whispering to all
the village. When the village had taken its poor supper, it did not
creep to bed, as it usually did, but came out of doors again, and
remained there. A curious contagion of whispering was upon it, and also,
when it gathered together at the fountain in the dark, another curious
contagion of looking expectantly at the sky in one direction only.
Monsieur Gabelle, chief functionary of the place, became uneasy; went
out on his house-top alone, and looked in that direction too; glanced
down from behind his chimneys at the darkening faces by the fountain
below, and sent word to the sacristan who kept the keys of the church,
that there might be need to ring the tocsin by-and-bye.
The night deepened. The trees environing the old
chateau, keeping its solitary state apart, moved in a rising wind, as
though they threatened the pile of building massive and dark in the
gloom. Up the two terrace flights of steps the rain ran wildly, and beat
at the great door, like a swift messenger rousing those within; uneasy
rushes of wind went through the hall, among the old spears and knives,
and passed lamenting up the stairs, and shook the curtains of the bed
where the last Marquis had slept. East, West, North, and South, through
the woods, four heavy-treading, unkempt figures crushed the high grass
and cracked the branches, striding on cautiously to come together in the
courtyard. Four lights broke out there, and moved away in different
directions, and all was black again.
But, not for long. Presently, the chateau began to
make itself strangely visible by some light of its own, as though it
were growing luminous. Then, a flickering streak played behind the
architecture of the front, picking out transparent places, and showing
where balustrades, arches, and windows were. Then it soared higher, and
grew broader and brighter. Soon, from a score of the great windows,
flames burst forth, and the stone faces awakened, stared out of fire.
A faint murmur arose about the house from the few
people who were left there, and there was a saddling of a horse and
riding away. There was spurring and splashing through the darkness, and
bridle was drawn in the space by the village fountain, and the horse in
a foam stood at Monsieur Gabelle's door. "Help, Gabelle! Help,
every one!" The tocsin rang impatiently, but other help (if that
were any) there was none. The mender of roads, and two hundred and fifty
particular friends, stood with folded arms at the fountain, looking at
the pillar of fire in the sky. "It must be forty feet high,"
said they, grimly; and never moved.
The rider from the chateau, and the horse in a
foam, clattered away through the village, and galloped up the stony
steep, to the prison on the crag. At the gate, a group of officers were
looking at the fire; removed from them, a group of soldiers. "Help,
gentlemen-- officers! The chateau is on fire; valuable objects may be
saved from the flames by timely aid! Help, help!" The officers
looked towards the soldiers who looked at the fire; gave no orders; and
answered, with shrugs and biting of lips, "It must burn."
As the rider rattled down the hill again and
through the street, the village was illuminating. The mender of roads,
and the two hundred and fifty particular friends, inspired as one man
and woman by the idea of lighting up, had darted into their houses, and
were putting candles in every dull little pane of glass. The general
scarcity of everything, occasioned candles to be borrowed in a rather
peremptory manner of Monsieur Gabelle; and in a moment of reluctance and
hesitation on that functionary's part, the mender of roads, once so
submissive to authority, had remarked that carriages were good to make
bonfires with, and that post-horses would roast.
The chateau was left to itself to flame and burn.
In the roaring and raging of the conflagration, a red-hot wind, driving
straight from the infernal regions, seemed to be blowing the edifice
away. With the rising and falling of the blaze, the stone faces showed
as if they were in torment. When great masses of stone and timber fell,
the face with the two dints in the nose became obscured: anon struggled
out of the smoke again, as if it were the face of the cruel Marquis,
burning at the stake and contending with the fire.
The chateau burned; the nearest trees, laid hold
of by the fire, scorched and shrivelled; trees at a distance, fired by
the four fierce figures, begirt the blazing edifice with a new forest of
smoke. Molten lead and iron boiled in the marble basin of the fountain;
the water ran dry; the extinguisher tops of the towers vanished like ice
before the heat, and trickled down into four rugged wells of flame.
Great rents and splits branched out in the solid walls, like
crystallisation; stupefied birds wheeled about and dropped into the
furnace; four fierce figures trudged away, East, West, North, and South,
along the night- enshrouded roads, guided by the beacon they had
lighted, towards their next destination. The illuminated village had
seized hold of the tocsin, and, abolishing the lawful ringer, rang for
joy.
Not only that; but the village, light-headed with
famine, fire, and bell-ringing, and bethinking itself that Monsieur
Gabelle had to do with the collection of rent and taxes--though it was
but a small instalment of taxes, and no rent at all, that Gabelle had
got in those latter days--became impatient for an interview with him,
and, surrounding his house, summoned him to come forth for personal
conference. Whereupon, Monsieur Gabelle did heavily bar his door, and
retire to hold counsel with himself. The result of that conference was,
that Gabelle again withdrew himself to his housetop behind his stack of
chimneys; this time resolved, if his door were broken in (he was a small
Southern man of retaliative temperament), to pitch himself head foremost
over the parapet, and crush a man or two below.
Probably, Monsieur Gabelle passed a long night up
there, with the distant chateau for fire and candle, and the beating at
his door, combined with the joy-ringing, for music; not to mention his
having an ill-omened lamp slung across the road before his posting-house
gate, which the village showed a lively inclination to displace in his
favour. A trying suspense, to be passing a whole summer night on the
brink of the black ocean, ready to take that plunge into it upon which
Monsieur Gabelle had resolved! But, the friendly dawn appearing at last,
and the rush-candles of the village guttering out, the people happily
dispersed, and Monsieur Gabelle came down bringing his life with him for
that while.
Within a hundred miles, and in the light of other
fires, there were other functionaries less fortunate, that night and
other nights, whom the rising sun found hanging across once-peaceful
streets, where they had been born and bred; also, there were other
villagers and townspeople less fortunate than the mender of roads and
his fellows, upon whom the functionaries and soldiery turned with
success, and whom they strung up in their turn. But, the fierce figures
were steadily wending East, West, North, and South, be that as it would;
and whosoever hung, fire burned. The altitude of the gallows that would
turn to water and quench it, no functionary, by any stretch of
mathematics, was able to calculate successfully.
XXIV
Drawn to the Loadstone Rock
In such risings of fire and risings of sea--the
firm earth shaken by the rushes of an angry ocean which had now no ebb,
but was always on the flow, higher and higher, to the terror and wonder
of the beholders on the shore--three years of tempest were consumed.
Three more birthdays of little Lucie had been woven by the golden thread
into the peaceful tissue of the life of her home.
Many a night and many a day had its inmates
listened to the echoes in the corner, with hearts that failed them when
they heard the thronging feet. For, the footsteps had become to their
minds as the footsteps of a people, tumultuous under a red flag and with
their country declared in danger, changed into wild beasts, by terrible
enchantment long persisted in.
Monseigneur, as a class, had dissociated himself
from the phenomenon of his not being appreciated: of his being so little
wanted in France, as to incur considerable danger of receiving his
dismissal from it, and this life together. Like the fabled rustic who
raised the Devil with infinite pains, and was so terrified at the sight
of him that he could ask the Enemy no question, but immediately fled;
so, Monseigneur, after boldly reading the Lord's Prayer backwards for a
great number of years, and performing many other potent spells for
compelling the Evil One, no sooner beheld him in his terrors than he
took to his noble heels.
The shining Bull's Eye of the Court was gone, or
it would have been the mark for a hurricane of national bullets. It had
never been a good eye to see with--had long had the mote in it of
Lucifer's pride, Sardanapalus's luxury, and a mole's blindness--but it
had dropped out and was gone. The Court, from that exclusive inner
circle to its outermost rotten ring of intrigue, corruption, and
dissimulation, was all gone together. Royalty was gone; had been
besieged in its Palace and "suspended," when the last tidings
came over.
The August of the year one thousand seven hundred
and ninety-two was come, and Monseigneur was by this time scattered far
and wide.
As was natural, the head-quarters and great
gathering-place of Monseigneur, in London, was Tellson's Bank. Spirits
are supposed to haunt the places where their bodies most resorted, and
Monseigneur without a guinea haunted the spot where his guineas used to
be. Moreover, it was the spot to which such French intelligence as was
most to be relied upon, came quickest. Again: Tellson's was a munificent
house, and extended great liberality to old customers who had fallen
from their high estate. Again: those nobles who had seen the coming
storm in time, and anticipating plunder or confiscation, had made
provident remittances to Tellson's, were always to be heard of there by
their needy brethren. To which it must be added that every new-comer
from France reported himself and his tidings at Tellson's, almost as a
matter of course. For such variety of reasons, Tellson's was at that
time, as to French intelligence, a kind of High Exchange; and this was
so well known to the public, and the inquiries made there were in
consequence so numerous, that Tellson's sometimes wrote the latest news
out in a line or so and posted it in the Bank windows, for all who ran
through Temple Bar to read.
On a steaming, misty afternoon, Mr. Lorry sat at
his desk, and Charles Darnay stood leaning on it, talking with him in a
low voice. The penitential den once set apart for interviews with the
House, was now the news-Exchange, and was filled to overflowing. It was
within half an hour or so of the time of closing.
"But, although you are the youngest man that
ever lived," said Charles Darnay, rather hesitating, "I must
still suggest to you--"
"I understand. That I am too old?" said
Mr. Lorry.
"Unsettled weather, a long journey, uncertain
means of travelling, a disorganised country, a city that may not be even
safe for you."
"My dear Charles," said Mr. Lorry, with
cheerful confidence, "you touch some of the reasons for my going:
not for my staying away. It is safe enough for me; nobody will care to
interfere with an old fellow of hard upon fourscore when there are so
many people there much better worth interfering with. As to its being a
disorganised city, if it were not a disorganised city there would be no
occasion to send somebody from our House here to our House there, who
knows the city and the business, of old, and is in Tellson's confidence.
As to the uncertain travelling, the long journey, and the winter
weather, if I were not prepared to submit myself to a few inconveniences
for the sake of Tellson's, after all these years, who ought to be?"
"I wish I were going myself," said
Charles Darnay, somewhat restlessly, and like one thinking aloud.
"Indeed! You are a pretty fellow to object
and advise!" exclaimed Mr. Lorry. "You wish you were going
yourself? And you a Frenchman born? You are a wise counsellor."
"My dear Mr. Lorry, it is because I am a
Frenchman born, that the thought (which I did not mean to utter here,
however) has passed through my mind often. One cannot help thinking,
having had some sympathy for the miserable people, and having abandoned
something to them," he spoke here in his former thoughtful manner,
"that one might be listened to, and might have the power to
persuade to some restraint. Only last night, after you had left us, when
I was talking to Lucie--"
"When you were talking to Lucie," Mr.
Lorry repeated. "Yes. I wonder you are not ashamed to mention the
name of Lucie! Wishing you were going to France at this time of
day!"
"However, I am not going," said Charles
Darnay, with a smile. "It is more to the purpose that you say you
are."
"And I am, in plain reality. The truth is, my
dear Charles," Mr. Lorry glanced at the distant House, and lowered
his voice, "you can have no conception of the difficulty with which
our business is transacted, and of the peril in which our books and
papers over yonder are involved. The Lord above knows what the
compromising consequences would be to numbers of people, if some of our
documents were seized or destroyed; and they might be, at any time, you
know, for who can say that Paris is not set afire to-day, or sacked
to-morrow! Now, a judicious selection from these with the least possible
delay, and the burying of them, or otherwise getting of them out of
harm's way, is within the power (without loss of precious time) of
scarcely any one but myself, if any one. And shall I hang back, when
Tellson's knows this and says this--Tellson's, whose bread I have eaten
these sixty years--because I am a little stiff about the joints? Why, I
am a boy, sir, to half a dozen old codgers here!"
"How I admire the gallantry of your youthful
spirit, Mr. Lorry."
"Tut! Nonsense, sir!--And, my dear
Charles," said Mr. Lorry, glancing at the House again, "you
are to remember, that getting things out of Paris at this present time,
no matter what things, is next to an impossibility. Papers and precious
matters were this very day brought to us here (I speak in strict
confidence; it is not business-like to whisper it, even to you), by the
strangest bearers you can imagine, every one of whom had his head
hanging on by a single hair as he passed the Barriers. At another time,
our parcels would come and go, as easily as in business-like Old
England; but now, everything is stopped."
"And do you really go to-night?"
"I really go to-night, for the case has
become too pressing to admit of delay."
"And do you take no one with you?"
"All sorts of people have been proposed to
me, but I will have nothing to say to any of them. I intend to take
Jerry. Jerry has been my bodyguard on Sunday nights for a long time past
and I am used to him. Nobody will suspect Jerry of being anything but an
English bull-dog, or of having any design in his head but to fly at
anybody who touches his master."
"I must say again that I heartily admire your
gallantry and youthfulness."
"I must say again, nonsense, nonsense! When I
have executed this little commission, I shall, perhaps, accept Tellson's
proposal to retire and live at my ease. Time enough, then, to think
about growing old."
This dialogue had taken place at Mr. Lorry's usual
desk, with Monseigneur swarming within a yard or two of it, boastful of
what he would do to avenge himself on the rascal-people before long. It
was too much the way of Monseigneur under his reverses as a refugee, and
it was much too much the way of native British orthodoxy, to talk of
this terrible Revolution as if it were the only harvest ever known under
the skies that had not been sown--as if nothing had ever been done, or
omitted to be done, that had led to it--as if observers of the wretched
millions in France, and of the misused and perverted resources that
should have made them prosperous, had not seen it inevitably coming,
years before, and had not in plain words recorded what they saw. Such
vapouring, combined with the extravagant plots of Monseigneur for the
restoration of a state of things that had utterly exhausted itself, and
worn out Heaven and earth as well as itself, was hard to be endured
without some remonstrance by any sane man who knew the truth. And it was
such vapouring all about his ears, like a troublesome confusion of blood
in his own head, added to a latent uneasiness in his mind, which had
already made Charles Darnay restless, and which still kept him so.
Among the talkers, was Stryver, of the King's
Bench Bar, far on his way to state promotion, and, therefore, loud on
the theme: broaching to Monseigneur, his devices for blowing the people
up and exterminating them from the face of the earth, and doing without
them: and for accomplishing many similar objects akin in their nature to
the abolition of eagles by sprinkling salt on the tails of the race.
Him, Darnay heard with a particular feeling of objection; and Darnay
stood divided between going away that he might hear no more, and
remaining to interpose his word, when the thing that was to be, went on
to shape itself out.
The House approached Mr. Lorry, and laying a
soiled and unopened letter before him, asked if he had yet discovered
any traces of the person to whom it was addressed? The House laid the
letter down so close to Darnay that he saw the direction--the more
quickly because it was his own right name. The address, turned into
English, ran:
"Very pressing. To Monsieur heretofore the
Marquis St. Evremonde, of France. Confided to the cares of Messrs.
Tellson and Co., Bankers, London, England."
On the marriage morning, Doctor Manette had made
it his one urgent and express request to Charles Darnay, that the secret
of this name should be--unless he, the Doctor, dissolved the
obligation--kept inviolate between them. Nobody else knew it to be his
name; his own wife had no suspicion of the fact; Mr. Lorry could have
none.
"No," said Mr. Lorry, in reply to the
House; "I have referred it, I think, to everybody now here, and no
one can tell me where this gentleman is to be found."
The hands of the clock verging upon the hour of
closing the Bank, there was a general set of the current of talkers past
Mr. Lorry's desk. He held the letter out inquiringly; and Monseigneur
looked at it, in the person of this plotting and indignant refugee; and
Monseigneur looked at it in the person of that plotting and indignant
refugee; and This, That, and The Other, all had something disparaging to
say, in French or in English, concerning the Marquis who was not to be
found.
"Nephew, I believe--but in any case
degenerate successor--of the polished Marquis who was murdered,"
said one. "Happy to say, I never knew him."
"A craven who abandoned his post," said
another--this Monseigneur had been got out of Paris, legs uppermost and
half suffocated, in a load of hay--"some years ago."
"Infected with the new doctrines," said
a third, eyeing the direction through his glass in passing; "set
himself in opposition to the last Marquis, abandoned the estates when he
inherited them, and left them to the ruffian herd. They will recompense
him now, I hope, as he deserves."
"Hey?" cried the blatant Stryver.
"Did he though? Is that the sort of fellow? Let us look at his
infamous name. D--n the fellow!"
Darnay, unable to restrain himself any longer,
touched Mr. Stryver on the shoulder, and said:
"I know the fellow."
"Do you, by Jupiter?" said Stryver.
"I am sorry for it."
"Why?"
"Why, Mr. Darnay? D'ye hear what he did?
Don't ask, why, in these times."
"But I do ask why?"
"Then I tell you again, Mr. Darnay, I am
sorry for it. I am sorry to hear you putting any such extraordinary
questions. Here is a fellow, who, infected by the most pestilent and
blasphemous code of devilry that ever was known, abandoned his property
to the vilest scum of the earth that ever did murder by wholesale, and
you ask me why I am sorry that a man who instructs youth knows him?
Well, but I'll answer you. I am sorry because I believe there is
contamination in such a scoundrel. That's why."
Mindful of the secret, Darnay with great
difficulty checked himself, and said: "You may not understand the
gentleman."
"I understand how to put _you_ in a corner,
Mr. Darnay," said Bully Stryver, "and I'll do it. If this
fellow is a gentleman, I _don't_ understand him. You may tell him so,
with my compliments. You may also tell him, from me, that after
abandoning his worldly goods and position to this butcherly mob, I
wonder he is not at the head of them. But, no, gentlemen," said
Stryver, looking all round, and snapping his fingers, "I know
something of human nature, and I tell you that you'll never find a
fellow like this fellow, trusting himself to the mercies of such
precious _protégés_. No, gentlemen; he'll always show 'em a clean pair
of heels very early in the scuffle, and sneak away."
With those words, and a final snap of his fingers,
Mr. Stryver shouldered himself into Fleet-street, amidst the general
approbation of his hearers. Mr. Lorry and Charles Darnay were left alone
at the desk, in the general departure from the Bank.
"Will you take charge of the letter?"
said Mr. Lorry. "You know where to deliver it?"
"I do."
"Will you undertake to explain, that we
suppose it to have been addressed here, on the chance of our knowing
where to forward it, and that it has been here some time?"
"I will do so. Do you start for Paris from
here?"
"From here, at eight."
"I will come back, to see you off."
Very ill at ease with himself, and with Stryver
and most other men, Darnay made the best of his way into the quiet of
the Temple, opened the letter, and read it. These were its contents:
"Prison of the Abbaye, Paris.
"June 21, 1792. "MONSIEUR HERETOFORE THE
MARQUIS.
"After having long been in danger of my life
at the hands of the village, I have been seized, with great violence and
indignity, and brought a long journey on foot to Paris. On the road I
have suffered a great deal. Nor is that all; my house has been
destroyed--razed to the ground.
"The crime for which I am imprisoned,
Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, and for which I shall be summoned
before the tribunal, and shall lose my life (without your so generous
help), is, they tell me, treason against the majesty of the people, in
that I have acted against them for an emigrant. It is in vain I
represent that I have acted for them, and not against, according to your
commands. It is in vain I represent that, before the sequestration of
emigrant property, I had remitted the imposts they had ceased to pay;
that I had collected no rent; that I had had recourse to no process. The
only response is, that I have acted for an emigrant, and where is that
emigrant?
"Ah! most gracious Monsieur heretofore the
Marquis, where is that emigrant? I cry in my sleep where is he? I demand
of Heaven, will he not come to deliver me? No answer. Ah Monsieur
heretofore the Marquis, I send my desolate cry across the sea, hoping it
may perhaps reach your ears through the great bank of Tilson known at
Paris!
"For the love of Heaven, of justice, of
generosity, of the honour of your noble name, I supplicate you, Monsieur
heretofore the Marquis, to succour and release me. My fault is, that I
have been true to you. Oh Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I pray you be
you true to me!
"From this prison here of horror, whence I
every hour tend nearer and nearer to destruction, I send you, Monsieur
heretofore the Marquis, the assurance of my dolorous and unhappy
service.
"Your afflicted,
"Gabelle."
The latent uneasiness in Darnay's mind was roused
to vigourous life by this letter. The peril of an old servant and a good
one, whose only crime was fidelity to himself and his family, stared him
so reproachfully in the face, that, as he walked to and fro in the
Temple considering what to do, he almost hid his face from the
passersby.
He knew very well, that in his horror of the deed
which had culminated the bad deeds and bad reputation of the old family
house, in his resentful suspicions of his uncle, and in the aversion
with which his conscience regarded the crumbling fabric that he was
supposed to uphold, he had acted imperfectly. He knew very well, that in
his love for Lucie, his renunciation of his social place, though by no
means new to his own mind, had been hurried and incomplete. He knew that
he ought to have systematically worked it out and supervised it, and
that he had meant to do it, and that it had never been done.
The happiness of his own chosen English home, the
necessity of being always actively employed, the swift changes and
troubles of the time which had followed on one another so fast, that the
events of this week annihilated the immature plans of last week, and the
events of the week following made all new again; he knew very well, that
to the force of these circumstances he had yielded:--not without
disquiet, but still without continuous and accumulating resistance. That
he had watched the times for a time of action, and that they had shifted
and struggled until the time had gone by, and the nobility were trooping
from France by every highway and byway, and their property was in course
of confiscation and destruction, and their very names were blotting out,
was as well known to himself as it could be to any new authority in
France that might impeach him for it.
But, he had oppressed no man, he had imprisoned no
man; he was so far from having harshly exacted payment of his dues, that
he had relinquished them of his own will, thrown himself on a world with
no favour in it, won his own private place there, and earned his own
bread. Monsieur Gabelle had held the impoverished and involved estate on
written instructions, to spare the people, to give them what little
there was to give--such fuel as the heavy creditors would let them have
in the winter, and such produce as could be saved from the same grip in
the summer--and no doubt he had put the fact in plea and proof, for his
own safety, so that it could not but appear now.
This favoured the desperate resolution Charles
Darnay had begun to make, that he would go to Paris.
Yes. Like the mariner in the old story, the winds
and streams had driven him within the influence of the Loadstone Rock,
and it was drawing him to itself, and he must go. Everything that arose
before his mind drifted him on, faster and faster, more and more
steadily, to the terrible attraction. His latent uneasiness had been,
that bad aims were being worked out in his own unhappy land by bad
instruments, and that he who could not fail to know that he was better
than they, was not there, trying to do something to stay bloodshed, and
assert the claims of mercy and humanity. With this uneasiness half
stifled, and half reproaching him, he had been brought to the pointed
comparison of himself with the brave old gentleman in whom duty was so
strong; upon that comparison (injurious to himself) had instantly
followed the sneers of Monseigneur, which had stung him bitterly, and
those of Stryver, which above all were coarse and galling, for old
reasons. Upon those, had followed Gabelle's letter: the appeal of an
innocent prisoner, in danger of death, to his justice, honour, and good
name.
His resolution was made. He must go to Paris.
Yes. The Loadstone Rock was drawing him, and he
must sail on, until he struck. He knew of no rock; he saw hardly any
danger. The intention with which he had done what he had done, even
although he had left it incomplete, presented it before him in an aspect
that would be gratefully acknowledged in France on his presenting
himself to assert it. Then, that glorious vision of doing good, which is
so often the sanguine mirage of so many good minds, arose before him,
and he even saw himself in the illusion with some influence to guide
this raging Revolution that was running so fearfully wild.
As he walked to and fro with his resolution made,
he considered that neither Lucie nor her father must know of it until he
was gone. Lucie should be spared the pain of separation; and her father,
always reluctant to turn his thoughts towards the dangerous ground of
old, should come to the knowledge of the step, as a step taken, and not
in the balance of suspense and doubt. How much of the incompleteness of
his situation was referable to her father, through the painful anxiety
to avoid reviving old associations of France in his mind, he did not
discuss with himself. But, that circumstance too, had had its influence
in his course.
He walked to and fro, with thoughts very busy,
until it was time to return to Tellson's and take leave of Mr. Lorry. As
soon as he arrived in Paris he would present himself to this old friend,
but he must say nothing of his intention now.
A carriage with post-horses was ready at the Bank
door, and Jerry was booted and equipped.
"I have delivered that letter," said
Charles Darnay to Mr. Lorry. "I would not consent to your being
charged with any written answer, but perhaps you will take a verbal
one?"
"That I will, and readily," said Mr.
Lorry, "if it is not dangerous."
"Not at all. Though it is to a prisoner in
the Abbaye."
"What is his name?" said Mr. Lorry, with
his open pocket-book in his hand.
"Gabelle."
"Gabelle. And what is the message to the
unfortunate Gabelle in prison?"
"Simply, `that he has received the letter,
and will come.'"
"Any time mentioned?"
"He will start upon his journey to-morrow
night."
"Any person mentioned?"
"No."
He helped Mr. Lorry to wrap himself in a number of
coats and cloaks, and went out with him from the warm atmosphere of the
old Bank, into the misty air of Fleet-street. "My love to Lucie,
and to little Lucie," said Mr. Lorry at parting, "and take
precious care of them till I come back." Charles Darnay shook his
head and doubtfully smiled, as the carriage rolled away.
That night--it was the fourteenth of August--he
sat up late, and wrote two fervent letters; one was to Lucie, explaining
the strong obligation he was under to go to Paris, and showing her, at
length, the reasons that he had, for feeling confident that he could
become involved in no personal danger there; the other was to the
Doctor, confiding Lucie and their dear child to his care, and dwelling
on the same topics with the strongest assurances. To both, he wrote that
he would despatch letters in proof of his safety, immediately after his
arrival.
It was a hard day, that day of being among them,
with the first reservation of their joint lives on his mind. It was a
hard matter to preserve the innocent deceit of which they were
profoundly unsuspicious. But, an affectionate glance at his wife, so
happy and busy, made him resolute not to tell her what impended (he had
been half moved to do it, so strange it was to him to act in anything
without her quiet aid), and the day passed quickly. Early in the evening
he embraced her, and her scarcely less dear namesake, pretending that he
would return by-and-bye (an imaginary engagement took him out, and he
had secreted a valise of clothes ready), and so he emerged into the
heavy mist of the heavy streets, with a heavier heart.
The unseen force was drawing him fast to itself,
now, and all the tides and winds were setting straight and strong
towards it. He left his two letters with a trusty porter, to be
delivered half an hour before midnight, and no sooner; took horse for
Dover; and began his journey. "For the love of Heaven, of justice,
of generosity, of the honour of your noble name!" was the poor
prisoner's cry with which he strengthened his sinking heart, as he left
all that was dear on earth behind him, and floated away for the
Loadstone Rock.
The end of the second book.
Book the Third--the Track of a Storm
I
In Secret
The traveller fared slowly on his way, who fared
towards Paris from England in the autumn of the year one thousand seven
hundred and ninety-two. More than enough of bad roads, bad equipages,
and bad horses, he would have encountered to delay him, though the
fallen and unfortunate King of France had been upon his throne in all
his glory; but, the changed times were fraught with other obstacles than
these. Every town-gate and village taxing-house had its band of citizen-
patriots, with their national muskets in a most explosive state of
readiness, who stopped all comers and goers, cross-questioned them,
inspected their papers, looked for their names in lists of their own,
turned them back, or sent them on, or stopped them and laid them in
hold, as their capricious judgment or fancy deemed best for the dawning
Republic One and Indivisible, of Liberty, Equality, Fraternity, or
Death.
A very few French leagues of his journey were
accomplished, when Charles Darnay began to perceive that for him along
these country roads there was no hope of return until he should have
been declared a good citizen at Paris. Whatever might befall now, he
must on to his journey's end. Not a mean village closed upon him, not a
common barrier dropped across the road behind him, but he knew it to be
another iron door in the series that was barred between him and England.
The universal watchfulness so encompassed him, that if he had been taken
in a net, or were being forwarded to his destination in a cage, he could
not have felt his freedom more completely gone.
This universal watchfulness not only stopped him
on the highway twenty times in a stage, but retarded his progress twenty
times in a day, by riding after him and taking him back, riding before
him and stopping him by anticipation, riding with him and keeping him in
charge. He had been days upon his journey in France alone, when he went
to bed tired out, in a little town on the high road, still a long way
from Paris.
Nothing but the production of the afflicted
Gabelle's letter from his prison of the Abbaye would have got him on so
far. His difficulty at the guard-house in this small place had been
such, that he felt his journey to have come to a crisis. And he was,
therefore, as little surprised as a man could be, to find himself
awakened at the small inn to which he had been remitted until morning,
in the middle of the night.
Awakened by a timid local functionary and three
armed patriots in rough red caps and with pipes in their mouths, who sat
down on the bed.
"Emigrant," said the functionary,
"I am going to send you on to Paris, under an escort."
"Citizen, I desire nothing more than to get
to Paris, though I could dispense with the escort."
"Silence!" growled a red-cap, striking
at the coverlet with the butt-end of his musket. "Peace,
aristocrat!"
"It is as the good patriot says,"
observed the timid functionary. "You are an aristocrat, and must
have an escort--and must pay for it."
"I have no choice," said Charles Darnay.
"Choice! Listen to him!" cried the same
scowling red-cap. "As if it was not a favour to be protected from
the lamp-iron!"
"It is always as the good patriot says,"
observed the functionary. "Rise and dress yourself, emigrant."
Darnay complied, and was taken back to the
guard-house, where other patriots in rough red caps were smoking,
drinking, and sleeping, by a watch-fire. Here he paid a heavy price for
his escort, and hence he started with it on the wet, wet roads at three
o'clock in the morning.
The escort were two mounted patriots in red caps
and tri-coloured cockades, armed with national muskets and sabres, who
rode one on either side of him.
The escorted governed his own horse, but a loose
line was attached to his bridle, the end of which one of the patriots
kept girded round his wrist. In this state they set forth with the sharp
rain driving in their faces: clattering at a heavy dragoon trot over the
uneven town pavement, and out upon the mire-deep roads. In this state
they traversed without change, except of horses and pace, all the mire-
deep leagues that lay between them and the capital.
They travelled in the night, halting an hour or
two after daybreak, and lying by until the twilight fell. The escort
were so wretchedly clothed, that they twisted straw round their bare
legs, and thatched their ragged shoulders to keep the wet off. Apart
from the personal discomfort of being so attended, and apart from such
considerations of present danger as arose from one of the patriots being
chronically drunk, and carrying his musket very recklessly, Charles
Darnay did not allow the restraint that was laid upon him to awaken any
serious fears in his breast; for, he reasoned with himself that it could
have no reference to the merits of an individual case that was not yet
stated, and of representations, confirmable by the prisoner in the
Abbaye, that were not yet made.
But when they came to the town of Beauvais--which
they did at eventide, when the streets were filled with people--he could
not conceal from himself that the aspect of affairs was very alarming.
An ominous crowd gathered to see him dismount of the posting-yard, and
many voices called out loudly, "Down with the emigrant!"
He stopped in the act of swinging himself out of
his saddle, and, resuming it as his safest place, said:
"Emigrant, my friends! Do you not see me
here, in France, of my own will?"
"You are a cursed emigrant," cried a
farrier, making at him in a furious manner through the press, hammer in
hand; "and you are a cursed aristocrat!"
The postmaster interposed himself between this man
and the rider's bridle (at which he was evidently making), and
soothingly said, "Let him be; let him be! He will be judged at
Paris."
"Judged!" repeated the farrier, swinging
his hammer. "Ay! and condemned as a traitor." At this the
crowd roared approval.
Checking the postmaster, who was for turning his
horse's head to the yard (the drunken patriot sat composedly in his
saddle looking on, with the line round his wrist), Darnay said, as soon
as he could make his voice heard:
"Friends, you deceive yourselves, or you are
deceived. I am not a traitor."
"He lies!" cried the smith. "He is
a traitor since the decree. His life is forfeit to the people. His
cursed life is not his own!"
At the instant when Darnay saw a rush in the eyes
of the crowd, which another instant would have brought upon him, the
postmaster turned his horse into the yard, the escort rode in close upon
his horse's flanks, and the postmaster shut and barred the crazy double
gates. The farrier struck a blow upon them with his hammer, and the
crowd groaned; but, no more was done.
"What is this decree that the smith spoke
of?" Darnay asked the postmaster, when he had thanked him, and
stood beside him in the yard.
"Truly, a decree for selling the property of
emigrants."
"When passed?"
"On the fourteenth."
"The day I left England!"
"Everybody says it is but one of several, and
that there will be others--if there are not already--banishing all
emigrants, and condemning all to death who return. That is what he meant
when he said your life was not your own."
"But there are no such decrees yet?"
"What do I know!" said the postmaster,
shrugging his shoulders; "there may be, or there will be. It is all
the same. What would you have?"
They rested on some straw in a loft until the
middle of the night, and then rode forward again when all the town was
asleep. Among the many wild changes observable on familiar things which
made this wild ride unreal, not the least was the seeming rarity of
sleep. After long and lonely spurring over dreary roads, they would come
to a cluster of poor cottages, not steeped in darkness, but all
glittering with lights, and would find the people, in a ghostly manner
in the dead of the night, circling hand in hand round a shrivelled tree
of Liberty, or all drawn up together singing a Liberty song. Happily,
however, there was sleep in Beauvais that night to help them out of it
and they passed on once more into solitude and loneliness: jingling
through the untimely cold and wet, among impoverished fields that had
yielded no fruits of the earth that year, diversified by the blackened
remains of burnt houses, and by the sudden emergence from ambuscade, and
sharp reining up across their way, of patriot patrols on the watch on
all the roads.
Daylight at last found them before the wall of
Paris. The barrier was closed and strongly guarded when they rode up to
it.
"Where are the papers of this prisoner?"
demanded a resolute-looking man in authority, who was summoned out by
the guard.
Naturally struck by the disagreeable word, Charles
Darnay requested the speaker to take notice that he was a free traveller
and French citizen, in charge of an escort which the disturbed state of
the country had imposed upon him, and which he had paid for.
"Where," repeated the same personage,
without taking any heed of him whatever, "are the papers of this
prisoner?"
The drunken patriot had them in his cap, and
produced them. Casting his eyes over Gabelle's letter, the same
personage in authority showed some disorder and surprise, and looked at
Darnay with a close attention.
He left escort and escorted without saying a word,
however, and went into the guard-room; meanwhile, they sat upon their
horses outside the gate. Looking about him while in this state of
suspense, Charles Darnay observed that the gate was held by a mixed
guard of soldiers and patriots, the latter far outnumbering the former;
and that while ingress into the city for peasants' carts bringing in
supplies, and for similar traffic and traffickers, was easy enough,
egress, even for the homeliest people, was very difficult. A numerous
medley of men and women, not to mention beasts and vehicles of various
sorts, was waiting to issue forth; but, the previous identification was
so strict, that they filtered through the barrier very slowly. Some of
these people knew their turn for examination to be so far off, that they
lay down on the ground to sleep or smoke, while others talked together,
or loitered about. The red cap and tri-colour cockade were universal,
both among men and women.
When he had sat in his saddle some half-hour,
taking note of these things, Darnay found himself confronted by the same
man in authority, who directed the guard to open the barrier. Then he
delivered to the escort, drunk and sober, a receipt for the escorted,
and requested him to dismount. He did so, and the two patriots, leading
his tired horse, turned and rode away without entering the city.
He accompanied his conductor into a guard-room,
smelling of common wine and tobacco, where certain soldiers and
patriots, asleep and awake, drunk and sober, and in various neutral
states between sleeping and waking, drunkenness and sobriety, were
standing and lying about. The light in the guard-house, half derived
from the waning oil-lamps of the night, and half from the overcast day,
was in a correspondingly uncertain condition. Some registers were lying
open on a desk, and an officer of a coarse, dark aspect, presided over
these.
"Citizen Defarge," said he to Darnay's
conductor, as he took a slip of paper to write on. "Is this the
emigrant Evremonde?"
"This is the man."
"Your age, Evremonde?"
"Thirty-seven."
"Married, Evremonde?"
"Yes."
"Where married?"
"In England."
"Without doubt. Where is your wife, Evremonde?"
"In England."
"Without doubt. You are consigned, Evremonde,
to the prison of La Force."
"Just Heaven!" exclaimed Darnay.
"Under what law, and for what offence?"
The officer looked up from his slip of paper for a
moment.
"We have new laws, Evremonde, and new
offences, since you were here." He said it with a hard smile, and
went on writing.
"I entreat you to observe that I have come
here voluntarily, in response to that written appeal of a
fellow-countryman which lies before you. I demand no more than the
opportunity to do so without delay. Is not that my right?"
"Emigrants have no rights, Evremonde,"
was the stolid reply. The officer wrote until he had finished, read over
to himself what he had written, sanded it, and handed it to Defarge,
with the words "In secret."
Defarge motioned with the paper to the prisoner
that he must accompany him. The prisoner obeyed, and a guard of two
armed patriots attended them.
"Is it you," said Defarge, in a low
voice, as they went down the guardhouse steps and turned into Paris,
"who married the daughter of Doctor Manette, once a prisoner in the
Bastille that is no more?"
"Yes," replied Darnay, looking at him
with surprise.
"My name is Defarge, and I keep a wine-shop
in the Quarter Saint Antoine. Possibly you have heard of me."
"My wife came to your house to reclaim her
father? Yes!"
The word "wife" seemed to serve as a
gloomy reminder to Defarge, to say with sudden impatience, "In the
name of that sharp female newly-born, and called La Guillotine, why did
you come to France?"
"You heard me say why, a minute ago. Do you
not believe it is the truth?"
"A bad truth for you," said Defarge,
speaking with knitted brows, and looking straight before him.
"Indeed I am lost here. All here is so
unprecedented, so changed, so sudden and unfair, that I am absolutely
lost. Will you render me a little help?"
"None." Defarge spoke, always looking
straight before him.
"Will you answer me a single question?"
"Perhaps. According to its nature. You can
say what it is."
"In this prison that I am going to so
unjustly, shall I have some free communication with the world
outside?"
"You will see."
"I am not to be buried there, prejudged, and
without any means of presenting my case?"
"You will see. But, what then? Other people
have been similarly buried in worse prisons, before now."
"But never by me, Citizen Defarge."
Defarge glanced darkly at him for answer, and
walked on in a steady and set silence. The deeper he sank into this
silence, the fainter hope there was--or so Darnay thought--of his
softening in any slight degree. He, therefore, made haste to say:
"It is of the utmost importance to me (you
know, Citizen, even better than I, of how much importance), that I
should be able to communicate to Mr. Lorry of Tellson's Bank, an English
gentleman who is now in Paris, the simple fact, without comment, that I
have been thrown into the prison of La Force. Will you cause that to be
done for me?"
"I will do," Defarge doggedly rejoined,
"nothing for you. My duty is to my country and the People. I am the
sworn servant of both, against you. I will do nothing for you."
Charles Darnay felt it hopeless to entreat him
further, and his pride was touched besides. As they walked on in
silence, he could not but see how used the people were to the spectacle
of prisoners passing along the streets. The very children scarcely
noticed him. A few passers turned their heads, and a few shook their
fingers at him as an aristocrat; otherwise, that a man in good clothes
should be going to prison, was no more remarkable than that a labourer
in working clothes should be going to work. In one narrow, dark, and
dirty street through which they passed, an excited orator, mounted on a
stool, was addressing an excited audience on the crimes against the
people, of the king and the royal family. The few words that he caught
from this man's lips, first made it known to Charles Darnay that the
king was in prison, and that the foreign ambassadors had one and all
left Paris. On the road (except at Beauvais) he had heard absolutely
nothing. The escort and the universal watchfulness had completely
isolated him.
That he had fallen among far greater dangers than
those which had developed themselves when he left England, he of course
knew now. That perils had thickened about him fast, and might thicken
faster and faster yet, he of course knew now. He could not but admit to
himself that he might not have made this journey, if he could have
foreseen the events of a few days. And yet his misgivings were not so
dark as, imagined by the light of this later time, they would appear.
Troubled as the future was, it was the unknown future, and in its
obscurity there was ignorant hope. The horrible massacre, days and
nights long, which, within a few rounds of the clock, was to set a great
mark of blood upon the blessed garnering time of harvest, was as far out
of his knowledge as if it had been a hundred thousand years away. The
"sharp female newly-born, and called La Guillotine," was
hardly known to him, or to the generality of people, by name. The
frightful deeds that were to be soon done, were probably unimagined at
that time in the brains of the doers. How could they have a place in the
shadowy conceptions of a gentle mind?
Of unjust treatment in detention and hardship, and
in cruel separation from his wife and child, he foreshadowed the
likelihood, or the certainty; but, beyond this, he dreaded nothing
distinctly. With this on his mind, which was enough to carry into a
dreary prison courtyard, he arrived at the prison of La Force.
A man with a bloated face opened the strong
wicket, to whom Defarge presented "The Emigrant Evremonde."
"What the Devil! How many more of them!"
exclaimed the man with the bloated face.
Defarge took his receipt without noticing the
exclamation, and withdrew, with his two fellow-patriots.
"What the Devil, I say again!" exclaimed
the gaoler, left with his wife. "How many more!"
The gaoler's wife, being provided with no answer
to the question, merely replied, "One must have patience, my
dear!" Three turnkeys who entered responsive to a bell she rang,
echoed the sentiment, and one added, "For the love of
Liberty;" which sounded in that place like an inappropriate
conclusion.
The prison of La Force was a gloomy prison, dark
and filthy, and with a horrible smell of foul sleep in it. Extraordinary
how soon the noisome flavour of imprisoned sleep, becomes manifest in
all such places that are ill cared for!
"In secret, too," grumbled the gaoler,
looking at the written paper. "As if I was not already full to
bursting!"
He stuck the paper on a file, in an ill-humour,
and Charles Darnay awaited his further pleasure for half an hour:
sometimes, pacing to and fro in the strong arched room: sometimes,
resting on a stone seat: in either case detained to be imprinted on the
memory of the chief and his subordinates.
"Come!" said the chief, at length taking
up his keys, "come with me, emigrant."
Through the dismal prison twilight, his new charge
accompanied him by corridor and staircase, many doors clanging and
locking behind them, until they came into a large, low, vaulted chamber,
crowded with prisoners of both sexes. The women were seated at a long
table, reading and writing, knitting, sewing, and embroidering; the men
were for the most part standing behind their chairs, or lingering up and
down the room.
In the instinctive association of prisoners with
shameful crime and disgrace, the new-comer recoiled from this company.
But the crowning unreality of his long unreal ride, was, their all at
once rising to receive him, with every refinement of manner known to the
time, and with all the engaging graces and courtesies of life.
So strangely clouded were these refinements by the
prison manners and gloom, so spectral did they become in the
inappropriate squalor and misery through which they were seen, that
Charles Darnay seemed to stand in a company of the dead. Ghosts all! The
ghost of beauty, the ghost of stateliness, the ghost of elegance, the
ghost of pride, the ghost of frivolity, the ghost of wit, the ghost of
youth, the ghost of age, all waiting their dismissal from the desolate
shore, all turning on him eyes that were changed by the death they had
died in coming there.
It struck him motionless. The gaoler standing at
his side, and the other gaolers moving about, who would have been well
enough as to appearance in the ordinary exercise of their functions,
looked so extravagantly coarse contrasted with sorrowing mothers and
blooming daughters who were there--with the apparitions of the coquette,
the young beauty, and the mature woman delicately bred--that the
inversion of all experience and likelihood which the scene of shadows
presented, was heightened to its utmost. Surely, ghosts all. Surely, the
long unreal ride some progress of disease that had brought him to these
gloomy shades!
"In the name of the assembled companions in
misfortune," said a gentleman of courtly appearance and address,
coming forward, "I have the honour of giving you welcome to La
Force, and of condoling with you on the calamity that has brought you
among us. May it soon terminate happily! It would be an impertinence
elsewhere, but it is not so here, to ask your name and condition?"
Charles Darnay roused himself, and gave the
required information, in words as suitable as he could find.
"But I hope," said the gentleman,
following the chief gaoler with his eyes, who moved across the room,
"that you are not in secret?"
"I do not understand the meaning of the term,
but I have heard them say so."
"Ah, what a pity! We so much regret it! But
take courage; several members of our society have been in secret, at
first, and it has lasted but a short time." Then he added, raising
his voice, "I grieve to inform the society--in secret."
There was a murmur of commiseration as Charles
Darnay crossed the room to a grated door where the gaoler awaited him,
and many voices--among which, the soft and compassionate voices of women
were conspicuous--gave him good wishes and encouragement. He turned at
the grated door, to render the thanks of his heart; it closed under the
gaoler's hand; and the apparitions vanished from his sight forever.
The wicket opened on a stone staircase, leading
upward. When they had ascended forty steps (the prisoner of half an hour
already counted them), the gaoler opened a low black door, and they
passed into a solitary cell. It struck cold and damp, but was not dark.
"Yours," said the gaoler.
"Why am I confined alone?"
"How do I know!"
"I can buy pen, ink, and paper?"
"Such are not my orders. You will be visited,
and can ask then. At present, you may buy your food, and nothing
more."
There were in the cell, a chair, a table, and a
straw mattress. As the gaoler made a general inspection of these
objects, and of the four walls, before going out, a wandering fancy
wandered through the mind of the prisoner leaning against the wall
opposite to him, that this gaoler was so unwholesomely bloated, both in
face and person, as to look like a man who had been drowned and filled
with water. When the gaoler was gone, he thought in the same wandering
way, "Now am I left, as if I were dead." Stopping then, to
look down at the mattress, he turned from it with a sick feeling, and
thought, "And here in these crawling creatures is the first
condition of the body after death."
"Five paces by four and a half, five paces by
four and a half, five paces by four and a half." The prisoner
walked to and fro in his cell, counting its measurement, and the roar of
the city arose like muffled drums with a wild swell of voices added to
them. "He made shoes, he made shoes, he made shoes." The
prisoner counted the measurement again, and paced faster, to draw his
mind with him from that latter repetition. "The ghosts that
vanished when the wicket closed. There was one among them, the
appearance of a lady dressed in black, who was leaning in the embrasure
of a window, and she had a light shining upon her golden hair, and she
looked like * * * * Let us ride on again, for God's sake, through the
illuminated villages with the people all awake! * * * * He made shoes,
he made shoes, he made shoes. * * * * Five paces by four and a
half." With such scraps tossing and rolling upward from the depths
of his mind, the prisoner walked faster and faster, obstinately counting
and counting; and the roar of the city changed to this extent--that it
still rolled in like muffled drums, but with the wail of voices that he
knew, in the swell that rose above them.
II
The Grindstone
Tellson's Bank, established in the Saint Germain
Quarter of Paris, was in a wing of a large house, approached by a
courtyard and shut off from the street by a high wall and a strong gate.
The house belonged to a great nobleman who had lived in it until he made
a flight from the troubles, in his own cook's dress, and got across the
borders. A mere beast of the chase flying from hunters, he was still in
his metempsychosis no other than the same Monseigneur, the preparation
of whose chocolate for whose lips had once occupied three strong men
besides the cook in question.
Monseigneur gone, and the three strong men
absolving themselves from the sin of having drawn his high wages, by
being more than ready and willing to cut his throat on the altar of the
dawning Republic one and indivisible of Liberty, Equality, Fraternity,
or Death, Monseigneur's house had been first sequestrated, and then
confiscated. For, all things moved so fast, and decree followed decree
with that fierce precipitation, that now upon the third night of the
autumn month of September, patriot emissaries of the law were in
possession of Monseigneur's house, and had marked it with the tri-colour,
and were drinking brandy in its state apartments.
A place of business in London like Tellson's place
of business in Paris, would soon have driven the House out of its mind
and into the Gazette. For, what would staid British responsibility and
respectability have said to orange-trees in boxes in a Bank courtyard,
and even to a Cupid over the counter? Yet such things were. Tellson's
had whitewashed the Cupid, but he was still to be seen on the ceiling,
in the coolest linen, aiming (as he very often does) at money from
morning to night. Bankruptcy must inevitably have come of this young
Pagan, in Lombard-street, London, and also of a curtained alcove in the
rear of the immortal boy, and also of a looking-glass let into the wall,
and also of clerks not at all old, who danced in public on the slightest
provocation. Yet, a French Tellson's could get on with these things
exceedingly well, and, as long as the times held together, no man had
taken fright at them, and drawn out his money.
What money would be drawn out of Tellson's
henceforth, and what would lie there, lost and forgotten; what plate and
jewels would tarnish in Tellson's hiding-places, while the depositors
rusted in prisons, and when they should have violently perished; how
many accounts with Tellson's never to be balanced in this world, must be
carried over into the next; no man could have said, that night, any more
than Mr. Jarvis Lorry could, though he thought heavily of these
questions. He sat by a newly-lighted wood fire (the blighted and
unfruitful year was prematurely cold), and on his honest and courageous
face there was a deeper shade than the pendent lamp could throw, or any
object in the room distortedly reflect--a shade of horror.
He occupied rooms in the Bank, in his fidelity to
the House of which he had grown to be a part, like strong root-ivy. It
chanced that they derived a kind of security from the patriotic
occupation of the main building, but the true-hearted old gentleman
never calculated about that. All such circumstances were indifferent to
him, so that he did his duty. On the opposite side of the courtyard,
under a colonnade, was extensive standing--for carriages--where, indeed,
some carriages of Monseigneur yet stood. Against two of the pillars were
fastened two great flaring flambeaux, and in the light of these,
standing out in the open air, was a large grindstone: a roughly mounted
thing which appeared to have hurriedly been brought there from some
neighbouring smithy, or other workshop. Rising and looking out of window
at these harmless objects, Mr. Lorry shivered, and retired to his seat
by the fire. He had opened, not only the glass window, but the lattice
blind outside it, and he had closed both again, and he shivered through
his frame.
From the streets beyond the high wall and the
strong gate, there came the usual night hum of the city, with now and
then an indescribable ring in it, weird and unearthly, as if some
unwonted sounds of a terrible nature were going up to Heaven.
"Thank God," said Mr. Lorry, clasping
his hands, "that no one near and dear to me is in this dreadful
town to-night. May He have mercy on all who are in danger!"
Soon afterwards, the bell at the great gate
sounded, and he thought, "They have come back!" and sat
listening. But, there was no loud irruption into the courtyard, as he
had expected, and he heard the gate clash again, and all was quiet.
The nervousness and dread that were upon him
inspired that vague uneasiness respecting the Bank, which a great change
would naturally awaken, with such feelings roused. It was well guarded,
and he got up to go among the trusty people who were watching it, when
his door suddenly opened, and two figures rushed in, at sight of which
he fell back in amazement.
Lucie and her father! Lucie with her arms
stretched out to him, and with that old look of earnestness so
concentrated and intensified, that it seemed as though it had been
stamped upon her face expressly to give force and power to it in this
one passage of her life.
"What is this?" cried Mr. Lorry,
breathless and confused. "What is the matter? Lucie! Manette! What
has happened? What has brought you here? What is it?"
With the look fixed upon him, in her paleness and
wildness, she panted out in his arms, imploringly, "O my dear
friend! My husband!"
"Your husband, Lucie?"
"Charles."
"What of Charles?"
"Here.
"Here, in Paris?"
"Has been here some days--three or four--I
don't know how many-- I can't collect my thoughts. An errand of
generosity brought him here unknown to us; he was stopped at the
barrier, and sent to prison."
The old man uttered an irrepressible cry. Almost
at the same moment, the beg of the great gate rang again, and a loud
noise of feet and voices came pouring into the courtyard.
"What is that noise?" said the Doctor,
turning towards the window.
"Don't look!" cried Mr. Lorry.
"Don't look out! Manette, for your life, don't touch the
blind!"
The Doctor turned, with his hand upon the
fastening of the window, and said, with a cool, bold smile:
"My dear friend, I have a charmed life in
this city. I have been a Bastille prisoner. There is no patriot in
Paris--in Paris? In France--who, knowing me to have been a prisoner in
the Bastille, would touch me, except to overwhelm me with embraces, or
carry me in triumph. My old pain has given me a power that has brought
us through the barrier, and gained us news of Charles there, and brought
us here. I knew it would be so; I knew I could help Charles out of all
danger; I told Lucie so.--What is that noise?" His hand was again
upon the window.
"Don't look!" cried Mr. Lorry,
absolutely desperate. "No, Lucie, my dear, nor you!" He got
his arm round her, and held her. "Don't be so terrified, my love. I
solemnly swear to you that I know of no harm having happened to Charles;
that I had no suspicion even of his being in this fatal place. What
prison is he in?"
"La Force!"
"La Force! Lucie, my child, if ever you were
brave and serviceable in your life--and you were always both--you will
compose yourself now, to do exactly as I bid you; for more depends upon
it than you can think, or I can say. There is no help for you in any
action on your part to-night; you cannot possibly stir out. I say this,
because what I must bid you to do for Charles's sake, is the hardest
thing to do of all. You must instantly be obedient, still, and quiet.
You must let me put you in a room at the back here. You must leave your
father and me alone for two minutes, and as there are Life and Death in
the world you must not delay."
"I will be submissive to you. I see in your
face that you know I can do nothing else than this. I know you are
true."
The old man kissed her, and hurried her into his
room, and turned the key; then, came hurrying back to the Doctor, and
opened the window and partly opened the blind, and put his hand upon the
Doctor's arm, and looked out with him into the courtyard.
Looked out upon a throng of men and women: not
enough in number, or near enough, to fill the courtyard: not more than
forty or fifty in all. The people in possession of the house had let
them in at the gate, and they had rushed in to work at the grindstone;
it had evidently been set up there for their purpose, as in a convenient
and retired spot.
But, such awful workers, and such awful work!
The grindstone had a double handle, and, turning
at it madly were two men, whose faces, as their long hair flapped back
when the whirlings of the grindstone brought their faces up, were more
horrible and cruel than the visages of the wildest savages in their most
barbarous disguise. False eyebrows and false moustaches were stuck upon
them, and their hideous countenances were all bloody and sweaty, and all
awry with howling, and all staring and glaring with beastly excitement
and want of sleep. As these ruffians turned and turned, their matted
locks now flung forward over their eyes, now flung backward over their
necks, some women held wine to their mouths that they might drink; and
what with dropping blood, and what with dropping wine, and what with the
stream of sparks struck out of the stone, all their wicked atmosphere
seemed gore and fire. The eye could not detect one creature in the group
free from the smear of blood. Shouldering one another to get next at the
sharpening-stone, were men stripped to the waist, with the stain all
over their limbs and bodies; men in all sorts of rags, with the stain
upon those rags; men devilishly set off with spoils of women's lace and
silk and ribbon, with the stain dyeing those trifles through and
through. Hatchets, knives, bayonets, swords, all brought to be
sharpened, were all red with it. Some of the hacked swords were tied to
the wrists of those who carried them, with strips of linen and fragments
of dress: ligatures various in kind, but all deep of the one colour. And
as the frantic wielders of these weapons snatched them from the stream
of sparks and tore away into the streets, the same red hue was red in
their frenzied eyes;--eyes which any unbrutalised beholder would have
given twenty years of life, to petrify with a well-directed gun.
All this was seen in a moment, as the vision of a
drowning man, or of any human creature at any very great pass, could see
a world if it were there. They drew back from the window, and the Doctor
looked for explanation in his friend's ashy face.
"They are," Mr. Lorry whispered the
words, glancing fearfully round at the locked room, "murdering the
prisoners. If you are sure of what you say; if you really have the power
you think you have--as I believe you have--make yourself known to these
devils, and get taken to La Force. It may be too late, I don't know, but
let it not be a minute later!"
Doctor Manette pressed his hand, hastened
bareheaded out of the room, and was in the courtyard when Mr. Lorry
regained the blind.
His streaming white hair, his remarkable face, and
the impetuous confidence of his manner, as he put the weapons aside like
water, carried him in an instant to the heart of the concourse at the
stone. For a few moments there was a pause, and a hurry, and a murmur,
and the unintelligible sound of his voice; and then Mr. Lorry saw him,
surrounded by all, and in the midst of a line of twenty men long, all
linked shoulder to shoulder, and hand to shoulder, hurried out with
cries of--"Live the Bastille prisoner! Help for the Bastille
prisoner's kindred in La Force! Room for the Bastille prisoner in front
there! Save the prisoner Evremonde at La Force!" and a thousand
answering shouts.
He closed the lattice again with a fluttering
heart, closed the window and the curtain, hastened to Lucie, and told
her that her father was assisted by the people, and gone in search of
her husband. He found her child and Miss Pross with her; but, it never
occurred to him to be surprised by their appearance until a long time
afterwards, when he sat watching them in such quiet as the night knew.
Lucie had, by that time, fallen into a stupor on
the floor at his feet, clinging to his hand. Miss Pross had laid the
child down on his own bed, and her head had gradually fallen on the
pillow beside her pretty charge. O the long, long night, with the moans
of the poor wife! And O the long, long night, with no return of her
father and no tidings!
Twice more in the darkness the bell at the great
gate sounded, and the irruption was repeated, and the grindstone whirled
and spluttered. "What is it?" cried Lucie, affrighted.
"Hush! The soldiers' swords are sharpened there," said Mr.
Lorry. "The place is national property now, and used as a kind of
armoury, my love."
Twice more in all; but, the last spell of work was
feeble and fitful. Soon afterwards the day began to dawn, and he softly
detached himself from the clasping hand, and cautiously looked out
again. A man, so besmeared that he might have been a sorely wounded
soldier creeping back to consciousness on a field of slain, was rising
from the pavement by the side of the grindstone, and looking about him
with a vacant air. Shortly, this worn-out murderer descried in the
imperfect light one of the carriages of Monseigneur, and, staggering to
that gorgeous vehicle, climbed in at the door, and shut himself up to
take his rest on its dainty cushions.
The great grindstone, Earth, had turned when Mr.
Lorry looked out again, and the sun was red on the courtyard. But, the
lesser grindstone stood alone there in the calm morning air, with a red
upon it that the sun had never given, and would never take away.
III
The Shadow
One of the first considerations which arose in the
business mind of Mr. Lorry when business hours came round, was
this:--that he had no right to imperil Tellson's by sheltering the wife
of an emigrant prisoner under the Bank roof. His own possessions,
safety, life, he would have hazarded for Lucie and her child, without a
moment's demur; but the great trust he held was not his own, and as to
that business charge he was a strict man of business.
At first, his mind reverted to Defarge, and he
thought of finding out the wine-shop again and taking counsel with its
master in reference to the safest dwelling-place in the distracted state
of the city. But, the same consideration that suggested him, repudiated
him; he lived in the most violent Quarter, and doubtless was influential
there, and deep in its dangerous workings.
Noon coming, and the Doctor not returning, and
every minute's delay tending to compromise Tellson's, Mr. Lorry advised
with Lucie. She said that her father had spoken of hiring a lodging for
a short term, in that Quarter, near the Banking-house. As there was no
business objection to this, and as he foresaw that even if it were all
well with Charles, and he were to be released, he could not hope to
leave the city, Mr. Lorry went out in quest of such a lodging, and found
a suitable one, high up in a removed by-street where the closed blinds
in all the other windows of a high melancholy square of buildings marked
deserted homes.
To this lodging he at once removed Lucie and her
child, and Miss Pross: giving them what comfort he could, and much more
than he had himself. He left Jerry with them, as a figure to fill a
doorway that would bear considerable knocking on the head, and retained
to his own occupations. A disturbed and doleful mind he brought to bear
upon them, and slowly and heavily the day lagged on with him.
It wore itself out, and wore him out with it,
until the Bank closed. He was again alone in his room of the previous
night, considering what to do next, when he heard a foot upon the stair.
In a few moments, a man stood in his presence, who, with a keenly
observant look at him, addressed him by his name.
"Your servant," said Mr. Lorry. "Do
you know me?"
He was a strongly made man with dark curling hair,
from forty-five to fifty years of age. For answer he repeated, without
any change of emphasis, the words:
"Do you know me?"
"I have seen you somewhere."
"Perhaps at my wine-shop?"
Much interested and agitated, Mr. Lorry said:
"You come from Doctor Manette?"
"Yes. I come from Doctor Manette."
"And what says he? What does he send
me?"
Defarge gave into his anxious hand, an open scrap
of paper. It bore the words in the Doctor's writing:
"Charles is safe, but I cannot safely leave
this place yet. I have obtained the favour that the bearer has a short
note from Charles to his wife. Let the bearer see his wife."
It was dated from La Force, within an hour.
"Will you accompany me," said Mr. Lorry,
joyfully relieved after reading this note aloud, "to where his wife
resides?"
"Yes," returned Defarge.
Scarcely noticing as yet, in what a curiously
reserved and mechanical way Defarge spoke, Mr. Lorry put on his hat and
they went down into the courtyard. There, they found two women; one,
knitting.
"Madame Defarge, surely!" said Mr.
Lorry, who had left her in exactly the same attitude some seventeen
years ago.
"It is she," observed her husband.
"Does Madame go with us?" inquired Mr.
Lorry, seeing that she moved as they moved.
"Yes. That she may be able to recognise the
faces and know the persons. It is for their safety."
Beginning to be struck by Defarge's manner, Mr.
Lorry looked dubiously at him, and led the way. Both the women followed;
the second woman being The Vengeance.
They passed through the intervening streets as
quickly as they might, ascended the staircase of the new domicile, were
admitted by Jerry, and found Lucie weeping, alone. She was thrown into a
transport by the tidings Mr. Lorry gave her of her husband, and clasped
the hand that delivered his note--little thinking what it had been doing
near him in the night, and might, but for a chance, have done to him.
"DEAREST,--Take courage. I am well, and your
father has influence around me. You cannot answer this. Kiss our child
for me."
That was all the writing. It was so much, however,
to her who received it, that she turned from Defarge to his wife, and
kissed one of the hands that knitted. It was a passionate, loving,
thankful, womanly action, but the hand made no response--dropped cold
and heavy, and took to its knitting again.
There was something in its touch that gave Lucie a
check. She stopped in the act of putting the note in her bosom, and,
with her hands yet at her neck, looked terrified at Madame Defarge.
Madame Defarge met the lifted eyebrows and forehead with a cold,
impassive stare.
"My dear," said Mr. Lorry, striking in
to explain; "there are frequent risings in the streets; and,
although it is not likely they will ever trouble you, Madame Defarge
wishes to see those whom she has the power to protect at such times, to
the end that she may know them--that she may identify them. I
believe," said Mr. Lorry, rather halting in his reassuring words,
as the stony manner of all the three impressed itself upon him more and
more, "I state the case, Citizen Defarge?"
Defarge looked gloomily at his wife, and gave no
other answer than a gruff sound of acquiescence.
"You had better, Lucie," said Mr. Lorry,
doing all he could to propitiate, by tone and manner, "have the
dear child here, and our good Pross. Our good Pross, Defarge, is an
English lady, and knows no French."
The lady in question, whose rooted conviction that
she was more than a match for any foreigner, was not to be shaken by
distress and, danger, appeared with folded arms, and observed in English
to The Vengeance, whom her eyes first encountered, "Well, I am
sure, Boldface! I hope _you_ are pretty well!" She also bestowed a
British cough on Madame Defarge; but, neither of the two took much heed
of her.
"Is that his child?" said Madame Defarge,
stopping in her work for the first time, and pointing her
knitting-needle at little Lucie as if it were the finger of Fate.
"Yes, madame," answered Mr. Lorry;
"this is our poor prisoner's darling daughter, and only
child."
The shadow attendant on Madame Defarge and her
party seemed to fall so threatening and dark on the child, that her
mother instinctively kneeled on the ground beside her, and held her to
her breast. The shadow attendant on Madame Defarge and her party seemed
then to fall, threatening and dark, on both the mother and the child.
"It is enough, my husband," said Madame
Defarge. "I have seen them. We may go."
But, the suppressed manner had enough of menace in
it--not visible and presented, but indistinct and withheld--to alarm
Lucie into saying, as she laid her appealing hand on Madame Defarge's
dress:
"You will be good to my poor husband. You
will do him no harm. You will help me to see him if you can?"
"Your husband is not my business here,"
returned Madame Defarge, looking down at her with perfect composure.
"It is the daughter of your father who is my business here."
"For my sake, then, be merciful to my
husband. For my child's sake! She will put her hands together and pray
you to be merciful. We are more afraid of you than of these
others."
Madame Defarge received it as a compliment, and
looked at her husband. Defarge, who had been uneasily biting his
thumb-nail and looking at her, collected his face into a sterner
expression.
"What is it that your husband says in that
little letter?" asked Madame Defarge, with a lowering smile.
"Influence; he says something touching influence?"
"That my father," said Lucie, hurriedly
taking the paper from her breast, but with her alarmed eyes on her
questioner and not on it, "has much influence around him."
"Surely it will release him!" said
Madame Defarge. "Let it do so."
"As a wife and mother," cried Lucie,
most earnestly, "I implore you to have pity on me and not to
exercise any power that you possess, against my innocent husband, but to
use it in his behalf. O sister-woman, think of me. As a wife and
mother!"
Madame Defarge looked, coldly as ever, at the
suppliant, and said, turning to her friend The Vengeance:
"The wives and mothers we have been used to
see, since we were as little as this child, and much less, have not been
greatly considered? We have known _their_ husbands and fathers laid in
prison and kept from them, often enough? All our lives, we have seen our
sister-women suffer, in themselves and in their children, poverty,
nakedness, hunger, thirst, sickness, misery, oppression and neglect of
all kinds?"
"We have seen nothing else," returned
The Vengeance.
"We have borne this a long time," said
Madame Defarge, turning her eyes again upon Lucie. "Judge you! Is
it likely that the trouble of one wife and mother would be much to us
now?"
She resumed her knitting and went out. The
Vengeance followed. Defarge went last, and closed the door.
"Courage, my dear Lucie," said Mr.
Lorry, as he raised her. "Courage, courage! So far all goes well
with us--much, much better than it has of late gone with many poor
souls. Cheer up, and have a thankful heart."
"I am not thankless, I hope, but that
dreadful woman seems to throw a shadow on me and on all my hopes."
"Tut, tut!" said Mr. Lorry; "what
is this despondency in the brave little breast? A shadow indeed! No
substance in it, Lucie."
But the shadow of the manner of these Defarges was
dark upon himself, for all that, and in his secret mind it troubled him
greatly.
IV
Calm in Storm
Doctor Manette did not return until the morning of
the fourth day of his absence. So much of what had happened in that
dreadful time as could be kept from the knowledge of Lucie was so well
concealed from her, that not until long afterwards, when France and she
were far apart, did she know that eleven hundred defenceless prisoners
of both sexes and all ages had been killed by the populace; that four
days and nights had been darkened by this deed of horror; and that the
air around her had been tainted by the slain. She only knew that there
had been an attack upon the prisons, that all political prisoners had
been in danger, and that some had been dragged out by the crowd and
murdered.
To Mr. Lorry, the Doctor communicated under an
injunction of secrecy on which he had no need to dwell, that the crowd
had taken him through a scene of carnage to the prison of La Force.
That, in the prison he had found a self-appointed Tribunal sitting,
before which the prisoners were brought singly, and by which they were
rapidly ordered to be put forth to be massacred, or to be released, or
(in a few cases) to be sent back to their cells. That, presented by his
conductors to this Tribunal, he had announced himself by name and
profession as having been for eighteen years a secret and unaccused
prisoner in the Bastille; that, one of the body so sitting in judgment
had risen and identified him, and that this man was Defarge.
That, hereupon he had ascertained, through the
registers on the table, that his son-in-law was among the living
prisoners, and had pleaded hard to the Tribunal--of whom some members
were asleep and some awake, some dirty with murder and some clean, some
sober and some not--for his life and liberty. That, in the first frantic
greetings lavished on himself as a notable sufferer under the overthrown
system, it had been accorded to him to have Charles Darnay brought
before the lawless Court, and examined. That, he seemed on the point of
being at once released, when the tide in his favour met with some
unexplained check (not intelligible to the Doctor), which led to a few
words of secret conference. That, the man sitting as President had then
informed Doctor Manette that the prisoner must remain in custody, but
should, for his sake, be held inviolate in safe custody. That,
immediately, on a signal, the prisoner was removed to the interior of
the prison again; but, that he, the Doctor, had then so strongly pleaded
for permission to remain and assure himself that his son-in-law was,
through no malice or mischance, delivered to the concourse whose
murderous yells outside the gate had often drowned the proceedings, that
he had obtained the permission, and had remained in that Hall of Blood
until the danger was over.
The sights he had seen there, with brief snatches
of food and sleep by intervals, shall remain untold. The mad joy over
the prisoners who were saved, had astounded him scarcely less than the
mad ferocity against those who were cut to pieces. One prisoner there
was, he said, who had been discharged into the street free, but at whom
a mistaken savage had thrust a pike as he passed out. Being besought to
go to him and dress the wound, the Doctor had passed out at the same
gate, and had found him in the arms of a company of Samaritans, who were
seated on the bodies of their victims. With an inconsistency as
monstrous as anything in this awful nightmare, they had helped the
healer, and tended the wounded man with the gentlest solicitude-- had
made a litter for him and escorted him carefully from the spot-- had
then caught up their weapons and plunged anew into a butchery so
dreadful, that the Doctor had covered his eyes with his hands, and
swooned away in the midst of it.
As Mr. Lorry received these confidences, and as he
watched the face of his friend now sixty-two years of age, a misgiving
arose within him that such dread experiences would revive the old
danger.
But, he had never seen his friend in his present
aspect: he had never at all known him in his present character. For the
first time the Doctor felt, now, that his suffering was strength and
power. For the first time he felt that in that sharp fire, he had slowly
forged the iron which could break the prison door of his daughter's
husband, and deliver him. "It all tended to a good end, my friend;
it was not mere waste and ruin. As my beloved child was helpful in
restoring me to myself, I will be helpful now in restoring the dearest
part of herself to her; by the aid of Heaven I will do it!" Thus,
Doctor Manette. And when Jarvis Lorry saw the kindled eyes, the resolute
face, the calm strong look and bearing of the man whose life always
seemed to him to have been stopped, like a clock, for so many years, and
then set going again with an energy which had lain dormant during the
cessation of its usefulness, he believed.
Greater things than the Doctor had at that time to
contend with, would have yielded before his persevering purpose. While
he kept himself in his place, as a physician, whose business was with
all degrees of mankind, bond and free, rich and poor, bad and good, he
used his personal influence so wisely, that he was soon the inspecting
physician of three prisons, and among them of La Force. He could now
assure Lucie that her husband was no longer confined alone, but was
mixed with the general body of prisoners; he saw her husband weekly, and
brought sweet messages to her, straight from his lips; sometimes her
husband himself sent a letter to her (though never by the Doctor's
hand), but she was not permitted to write to him: for, among the many
wild suspicions of plots in the prisons, the wildest of all pointed at
emigrants who were known to have made friends or permanent connections
abroad.
This new life of the Doctor's was an anxious life,
no doubt; still, the sagacious Mr. Lorry saw that there was a new
sustaining pride in it. Nothing unbecoming tinged the pride; it was a
natural and worthy one; but he observed it as a curiosity. The Doctor
knew, that up to that time, his imprisonment had been associated in the
minds of his daughter and his friend, with his personal affliction,
deprivation, and weakness. Now that this was changed, and he knew
himself to be invested through that old trial with forces to which they
both looked for Charles's ultimate safety and deliverance, he became so
far exalted by the change, that he took the lead and direction, and
required them as the weak, to trust to him as the strong. The preceding
relative positions of himself and Lucie were reversed, yet only as the
liveliest gratitude and affection could reverse them, for he could have
had no pride but in rendering some service to her who had rendered so
much to him. "All curious to see," thought Mr. Lorry, in his
amiably shrewd way, "but all natural and right; so, take the lead,
my dear friend, and keep it; it couldn't be in better hands."
But, though the Doctor tried hard, and never
ceased trying, to get Charles Darnay set at liberty, or at least to get
him brought to trial, the public current of the time set too strong and
fast for him. The new era began; the king was tried, doomed, and
beheaded; the Republic of Liberty, Equality, Fraternity, or Death,
declared for victory or death against the world in arms; the black flag
waved night and day from the great towers of Notre Dame; three hundred
thousand men, summoned to rise against the tyrants of the earth, rose
from all the varying soils of France, as if the dragon's teeth had been
sown broadcast, and had yielded fruit equally on hill and plain, on
rock, in gravel, and alluvial mud, under the bright sky of the South and
under the clouds of the North, in fell and forest, in the vineyards and
the olive-grounds and among the cropped grass and the stubble of the
corn, along the fruitful banks of the broad rivers, and in the sand of
the sea-shore. What private solicitude could rear itself against the
deluge of the Year One of Liberty--the deluge rising from below, not
falling from above, and with the windows of Heaven shut, not opened!
There was no pause, no pity, no peace, no interval
of relenting rest, no measurement of time. Though days and nights
circled as regularly as when time was young, and the evening and morning
were the first day, other count of time there was none. Hold of it was
lost in the raging fever of a nation, as it is in the fever of one
patient. Now, breaking the unnatural silence of a whole city, the
executioner showed the people the head of the king--and now, it seemed
almost in the same breath, the head of his fair wife which had had eight
weary months of imprisoned widowhood and misery, to turn it grey.
And yet, observing the strange law of
contradiction which obtains in all such cases, the time was long, while
it flamed by so fast. A revolutionary tribunal in the capital, and forty
or fifty thousand revolutionary committees all over the land; a law of
the Suspected, which struck away all security for liberty or life, and
delivered over any good and innocent person to any bad and guilty one;
prisons gorged with people who had committed no offence, and could
obtain no hearing; these things became the established order and nature
of appointed things, and seemed to be ancient usage before they were
many weeks old. Above all, one hideous figure grew as familiar as if it
had been before the general gaze from the foundations of the world--the
figure of the sharp female called La Guillotine.
It was the popular theme for jests; it was the
best cure for headache, it infallibly prevented the hair from turning
grey, it imparted a peculiar delicacy to the complexion, it was the
National Razor which shaved close: who kissed La Guillotine, looked
through the little window and sneezed into the sack. It was the sign of
the regeneration of the human race. It superseded the Cross. Models of
it were worn on breasts from which the Cross was discarded, and it was
bowed down to and believed in where the Cross was denied.
It sheared off heads so many, that it, and the
ground it most polluted, were a rotten red. It was taken to pieces, like
a toy-puzzle for a young Devil, and was put together again when the
occasion wanted it. It hushed the eloquent, struck down the powerful,
abolished the beautiful and good. Twenty-two friends of high public
mark, twenty-one living and one dead, it had lopped the heads off, in
one morning, in as many minutes. The name of the strong man of Old
Scripture had descended to the chief functionary who worked it; but, so
armed, he was stronger than his namesake, and blinder, and tore away the
gates of God's own Temple every day.
Among these terrors, and the brood belonging to
them, the Doctor walked with a steady head: confident in his power,
cautiously persistent in his end, never doubting that he would save
Lucie's husband at last. Yet the current of the time swept by, so strong
and deep, and carried the time away so fiercely, that Charles had lain
in prison one year and three months when the Doctor was thus steady and
confident. So much more wicked and distracted had the Revolution grown
in that December month, that the rivers of the South were encumbered
with the bodies of the violently drowned by night, and prisoners were
shot in lines and squares under the southern wintry sun. Still, the
Doctor walked among the terrors with a steady head. No man better known
than he, in Paris at that day; no man in a stranger situation. Silent,
humane, indispensable in hospital and prison, using his art equally
among assassins and victims, he was a man apart. In the exercise of his
skill, the appearance and the story of the Bastille Captive removed him
from all other men. He was not suspected or brought in question, any
more than if he had indeed been recalled to life some eighteen years
before, or were a Spirit moving among mortals.
V
The Wood-Sawyer
One year and three months. During all that time
Lucie was never sure, from hour to hour, but that the Guillotine would
strike off her husband's head next day. Every day, through the stony
streets, the tumbrils now jolted heavily, filled with Condemned. Lovely
girls; bright women, brown-haired, black-haired, and grey; youths;
stalwart men and old; gentle born and peasant born; all red wine for La
Guillotine, all daily brought into light from the dark cellars of the
loathsome prisons, and carried to her through the streets to slake her
devouring thirst. Liberty, equality, fraternity, or death;--the last,
much the easiest to bestow, O Guillotine!
If the suddenness of her calamity, and the
whirling wheels of the time, had stunned the Doctor's daughter into
awaiting the result in idle despair, it would but have been with her as
it was with many. But, from the hour when she had taken the white head
to her fresh young bosom in the garret of Saint Antoine, she had been
true to her duties. She was truest to them in the season of trial, as
all the quietly loyal and good will always be.
As soon as they were established in their new
residence, and her father had entered on the routine of his avocations,
she arranged the little household as exactly as if her husband had been
there. Everything had its appointed place and its appointed time. Little
Lucie she taught, as regularly, as if they had all been united in their
English home. The slight devices with which she cheated herself into the
show of a belief that they would soon be reunited-- the little
preparations for his speedy return, the setting aside of his chair and
his books--these, and the solemn prayer at night for one dear prisoner
especially, among the many unhappy souls in prison and the shadow of
death--were almost the only outspoken reliefs of her heavy mind.
She did not greatly alter in appearance. The plain
dark dresses, akin to mourning dresses, which she and her child wore,
were as neat and as well attended to as the brighter clothes of happy
days. She lost her colour, and the old and intent expression was a
constant, not an occasional, thing; otherwise, she remained very pretty
and comely. Sometimes, at night on kissing her father, she would burst
into the grief she had repressed all day, and would say that her sole
reliance, under Heaven, was on him. He always resolutely answered:
"Nothing can happen to him without my knowledge, and I know that I
can save him, Lucie."
They had not made the round of their changed life
many weeks, when her father said to her, on coming home one evening:
"My dear, there is an upper window in the
prison, to which Charles can sometimes gain access at three in the
afternoon. When he can get to it--which depends on many uncertainties
and incidents--he might see you in the street, he thinks, if you stood
in a certain place that I can show you. But you will not be able to see
him, my poor child, and even if you could, it would be unsafe for you to
make a sign of recognition."
"O show me the place, my father, and I will
go there every day."
From that time, in all weathers, she waited there
two hours. As the clock struck two, she was there, and at four she
turned resignedly away. When it was not too wet or inclement for her
child to be with her, they went together; at other times she was alone;
but, she never missed a single day.
It was the dark and dirty corner of a small
winding street. The hovel of a cutter of wood into lengths for burning,
was the only house at that end; all else was wall. On the third day of
her being there, he noticed her.
"Good day, citizeness."
"Good day, citizen."
This mode of address was now prescribed by decree.
It had been established voluntarily some time ago, among the more
thorough patriots; but, was now law for everybody.
"Walking here again, citizeness?"
"You see me, citizen!"
The wood-sawyer, who was a little man with a
redundancy of gesture (he had once been a mender of roads), cast a
glance at the prison, pointed at the prison, and putting his ten fingers
before his face to represent bars, peeped through them jocosely.
"But it's not my business," said he. And
went on sawing his wood.
Next day he was looking out for her, and accosted
her the moment she appeared.
"What? Walking here again, citizeness?"
"Yes, citizen."
"Ah! A child too! Your mother, is it not, my
little citizeness?"
"Do I say yes, mamma?" whispered little
Lucie, drawing close to her.
"Yes, dearest."
"Yes, citizen."
"Ah! But it's not my business. My work is my
business. See my saw! I call it my Little Guillotine. La, la, la; La,
la, la! And off his head comes!"
The billet fell as he spoke, and he threw it into
a basket.
"I call myself the Samson of the firewood
guillotine. See here again! Loo, loo, loo; Loo, loo, loo! And off _her_
head comes! Now, a child. Tickle, tickle; Pickle, pickle! And off _its_
head comes. All the family!"
Lucie shuddered as he threw two more billets into
his basket, but it was impossible to be there while the wood-sawyer was
at work, and not be in his sight. Thenceforth, to secure his good will,
she always spoke to him first, and often gave him drink-money, which he
readily received.
He was an inquisitive fellow, and sometimes when
she had quite forgotten him in gazing at the prison roof and grates, and
in lifting her heart up to her husband, she would come to herself to
find him looking at her, with his knee on his bench and his saw stopped
in its work. "But it's not my business!" he would generally
say at those times, and would briskly fall to his sawing again.
In all weathers, in the snow and frost of winter,
in the bitter winds of spring, in the hot sunshine of summer, in the
rains of autumn, and again in the snow and frost of winter, Lucie passed
two hours of every day at this place; and every day on leaving it, she
kissed the prison wall. Her husband saw her (so she learned from her
father) it might be once in five or six times: it might be twice or
thrice running: it might be, not for a week or a fortnight together. It
was enough that he could and did see her when the chances served, and on
that possibility she would have waited out the day, seven days a week.
These occupations brought her round to the
December month, wherein her father walked among the terrors with a
steady head. On a lightly-snowing afternoon she arrived at the usual
corner. It was a day of some wild rejoicing, and a festival. She had
seen the houses, as she came along, decorated with little pikes, and
with little red caps stuck upon them; also, with tricoloured ribbons;
also, with the standard inscription (tricoloured letters were the
favourite), Republic One and Indivisible. Liberty, Equality, Fraternity,
or Death!
The miserable shop of the wood-sawyer was so
small, that its whole surface furnished very indifferent space for this
legend. He had got somebody to scrawl it up for him, however, who had
squeezed Death in with most inappropriate difficulty. On his house-top,
he displayed pike and cap, as a good citizen must, and in a window he
had stationed his saw inscribed as his "Little Sainte
Guillotine"-- for the great sharp female was by that time popularly
canonised. His shop was shut and he was not there, which was a relief to
Lucie, and left her quite alone.
But, he was not far off, for presently she heard a
troubled movement and a shouting coming along, which filled her with
fear. A moment afterwards, and a throng of people came pouring round the
corner by the prison wall, in the midst of whom was the wood-sawyer hand
in hand with The Vengeance. There could not be fewer than five hundred
people, and they were dancing like five thousand demons. There was no
other music than their own singing. They danced to the popular
Revolution song, keeping a ferocious time that was like a gnashing of
teeth in unison. Men and women danced together, women danced together,
men danced together, as hazard had brought them together. At first, they
were a mere storm of coarse red caps and coarse woollen rags; but, as
they filled the place, and stopped to dance about Lucie, some ghastly
apparition of a dance-figure gone raving mad arose among them. They
advanced, retreated, struck at one another's hands, clutched at one
another's heads, spun round alone, caught one another and spun round in
pairs, until many of them dropped. While those were down, the rest
linked hand in hand, and all spun round together: then the ring broke,
and in separate rings of two and four they turned and turned until they
all stopped at once, began again, struck, clutched, and tore, and then
reversed the spin, and all spun round another way. Suddenly they stopped
again, paused, struck out the time afresh, formed into lines the width
of the public way, and, with their heads low down and their hands high
up, swooped screaming off. No fight could have been half so terrible as
this dance. It was so emphatically a fallen sport--a something, once
innocent, delivered over to all devilry--a healthy pastime changed into
a means of angering the blood, bewildering the senses, and steeling the
heart. Such grace as was visible in it, made it the uglier, showing how
warped and perverted all things good by nature were become. The maidenly
bosom bared to this, the pretty almost-child's head thus distracted, the
delicate foot mincing in this slough of blood and dirt, were types of
the disjointed time.
This was the Carmagnole. As it passed, leaving
Lucie frightened and bewildered in the doorway of the wood-sawyer's
house, the feathery snow fell as quietly and lay as white and soft, as
if it had never been.
"O my father!" for he stood before her
when she lifted up the eyes she had momentarily darkened with her hand;
"such a cruel, bad sight."
"I know, my dear, I know. I have seen it many
times. Don't be frightened! Not one of them would harm you."
"I am not frightened for myself, my father.
But when I think of my husband, and the mercies of these people--"
"We will set him above their mercies very
soon. I left him climbing to the window, and I came to tell you. There
is no one here to see. You may kiss your hand towards that highest
shelving roof."
"I do so, father, and I send him my Soul with
it!"
"You cannot see him, my poor dear?"
"No, father," said Lucie, yearning and
weeping as she kissed her hand, "no."
A footstep in the snow. Madame Defarge. "I
salute you, citizeness," from the Doctor. "I salute you,
citizen." This in passing. Nothing more. Madame Defarge gone, like
a shadow over the white road.
"Give me your arm, my love. Pass from here
with an air of cheerfulness and courage, for his sake. That was well
done;" they had left the spot; "it shall not be in vain.
Charles is summoned for to-morrow."
"For to-morrow!"
"There is no time to lose. I am well
prepared, but there are precautions to be taken, that could not be taken
until he was actually summoned before the Tribunal. He has not received
the notice yet, but I know that he will presently be summoned for
to-morrow, and removed to the Conciergerie; I have timely information.
You are not afraid?"
She could scarcely answer, "I trust in
you."
"Do so, implicitly. Your suspense is nearly
ended, my darling; he shall be restored to you within a few hours; I
have encompassed him with every protection. I must see Lorry."
He stopped. There was a heavy lumbering of wheels
within hearing. They both knew too well what it meant. One. Two. Three.
Three tumbrils faring away with their dread loads over the hushing snow.
"I must see Lorry," the Doctor repeated,
turning her another way.
The staunch old gentleman was still in his trust;
had never left it. He and his books were in frequent requisition as to
property confiscated and made national. What he could save for the
owners, he saved. No better man living to hold fast by what Tellson's
had in keeping, and to hold his peace.
A murky red and yellow sky, and a rising mist from
the Seine, denoted the approach of darkness. It was almost dark when
they arrived at the Bank. The stately residence of Monseigneur was
altogether blighted and deserted. Above a heap of dust and ashes in the
court, ran the letters: National Property. Republic One and Indivisible.
Liberty, Equality, Fraternity, or Death!
Who could that be with Mr. Lorry--the owner of the
riding-coat upon the chair--who must not be seen? From whom newly
arrived, did he come out, agitated and surprised, to take his favourite
in his arms? To whom did he appear to repeat her faltering words, when,
raising his voice and turning his head towards the door of the room from
which he had issued, he said: "Removed to the Conciergerie, and
summoned for to-morrow?"
VI
Triumph
The dread tribunal of five Judges, Public
Prosecutor, and determined Jury, sat every day. Their lists went forth
every evening, and were read out by the gaolers of the various prisons
to their prisoners. The standard gaoler-joke was, "Come out and
listen to the Evening Paper, you inside there!"
"Charles Evremonde, called Darnay!"
So at last began the Evening Paper at La Force.
When a name was called, its owner stepped apart
into a spot reserved for those who were announced as being thus fatally
recorded. Charles Evremonde, called Darnay, had reason to know the
usage; he had seen hundreds pass away so.
His bloated gaoler, who wore spectacles to read
with, glanced over them to assure himself that he had taken his place,
and went through the list, making a similar short pause at each name.
There were twenty-three names, but only twenty were responded to; for
one of the prisoners so summoned had died in gaol and been forgotten,
and two had already been guillotined and forgotten. The list was read,
in the vaulted chamber where Darnay had seen the associated prisoners on
the night of his arrival. Every one of those had perished in the
massacre; every human creature he had since cared for and parted with,
had died on the scaffold.
There were hurried words of farewell and kindness,
but the parting was soon over. It was the incident of every day, and the
society of La Force were engaged in the preparation of some games of
forfeits and a little concert, for that evening. They crowded to the
grates and shed tears there; but, twenty places in the projected
entertainments had to be refilled, and the time was, at best, short to
the lock-up hour, when the common rooms and corridors would be delivered
over to the great dogs who kept watch there through the night. The
prisoners were far from insensible or unfeeling; their ways arose out of
the condition of the time. Similarly, though with a subtle difference, a
species of fervour or intoxication, known, without doubt, to have led
some persons to brave the guillotine unnecessarily, and to die by it,
was not mere boastfulness, but a wild infection of the wildly shaken
public mind. In seasons of pestilence, some of us will have a secret
attraction to the disease-- a terrible passing inclination to die of it.
And all of us have like wonders hidden in our breasts, only needing
circumstances to evoke them.
The passage to the Conciergerie was short and
dark; the night in its vermin-haunted cells was long and cold. Next day,
fifteen prisoners were put to the bar before Charles Darnay's name was
called. All the fifteen were condemned, and the trials of the whole
occupied an hour and a half.
"Charles Evremonde, called Darnay," was
at length arraigned.
His judges sat upon the Bench in feathered hats;
but the rough red cap and tricoloured cockade was the head-dress
otherwise prevailing. Looking at the Jury and the turbulent audience, he
might have thought that the usual order of things was reversed, and that
the felons were trying the honest men. The lowest, cruelest, and worst
populace of a city, never without its quantity of low, cruel, and bad,
were the directing spirits of the scene: noisily commenting, applauding,
disapproving, anticipating, and precipitating the result, without a
check. Of the men, the greater part were armed in various ways; of the
women, some wore knives, some daggers, some ate and drank as they looked
on, many knitted. Among these last, was one, with a spare piece of
knitting under her arm as she worked. She was in a front row, by the
side of a man whom he had never seen since his arrival at the Barrier,
but whom he directly remembered as Defarge. He noticed that she once or
twice whispered in his ear, and that she seemed to be his wife; but,
what he most noticed in the two figures was, that although they were
posted as close to himself as they could be, they never looked towards
him. They seemed to be waiting for something with a dogged
determination, and they looked at the Jury, but at nothing else. Under
the President sat Doctor Manette, in his usual quiet dress. As well as
the prisoner could see, he and Mr. Lorry were the only men there,
unconnected with the Tribunal, who wore their usual clothes, and had not
assumed the coarse garb of the Carmagnole.
Charles Evremonde, called Darnay, was accused by
the public prosecutor as an emigrant, whose life was forfeit to the
Republic, under the decree which banished all emigrants on pain of
Death. It was nothing that the decree bore date since his return to
France. There he was, and there was the decree; he had been taken in
France, and his head was demanded.
"Take off his head!" cried the audience.
"An enemy to the Republic!"
The President rang his bell to silence those
cries, and asked the prisoner whether it was not true that he had lived
many years in England?
Undoubtedly it was.
Was he not an emigrant then? What did he call
himself?
Not an emigrant, he hoped, within the sense and
spirit of the law.
Why not? the President desired to know.
Because he had voluntarily relinquished a title
that was distasteful to him, and a station that was distasteful to him,
and had left his country--he submitted before the word emigrant in the
present acceptation by the Tribunal was in use--to live by his own
industry in England, rather than on the industry of the overladen people
of France.
What proof had he of this?
He handed in the names of two witnesses; Theophile
Gabelle, and Alexandre Manette.
But he had married in England? the President
reminded him.
True, but not an English woman.
A citizeness of France?
Yes. By birth.
Her name and family?
"Lucie Manette, only daughter of Doctor
Manette, the good physician who sits there."
This answer had a happy effect upon the audience.
Cries in exaltation of the well-known good physician rent the hall. So
capriciously were the people moved, that tears immediately rolled down
several ferocious countenances which had been glaring at the prisoner a
moment before, as if with impatience to pluck him out into the streets
and kill him.
On these few steps of his dangerous way, Charles
Darnay had set his foot according to Doctor Manette's reiterated
instructions. The same cautious counsel directed every step that lay
before him, and had prepared every inch of his road.
The President asked, why had he returned to France
when he did, and not sooner?
He had not returned sooner, he replied, simply
because he had no means of living in France, save those he had resigned;
whereas, in England, he lived by giving instruction in the French
language and literature. He had returned when he did, on the pressing
and written entreaty of a French citizen, who represented that his life
was endangered by his absence. He had come back, to save a citizen's
life, and to bear his testimony, at whatever personal hazard, to the
truth. Was that criminal in the eyes of the Republic?
The populace cried enthusiastically,
"No!" and the President rang his bell to quiet them. Which it
did not, for they continued to cry "No!" until they left off,
of their own will.
The President required the name of that citizen.
The accused explained that the citizen was his first witness. He also
referred with confidence to the citizen's letter, which had been taken
from him at the Barrier, but which he did not doubt would be found among
the papers then before the President.
The Doctor had taken care that it should be
there--had assured him that it would be there--and at this stage of the
proceedings it was produced and read. Citizen Gabelle was called to
confirm it, and did so. Citizen Gabelle hinted, with infinite delicacy
and politeness, that in the pressure of business imposed on the Tribunal
by the multitude of enemies of the Republic with which it had to deal,
he had been slightly overlooked in his prison of the Abbaye--in fact,
had rather passed out of the Tribunal's patriotic remembrance--until
three days ago; when he had been summoned before it, and had been set at
liberty on the Jury's declaring themselves satisfied that the accusation
against him was answered, as to himself, by the surrender of the citizen
Evremonde, called Darnay.
Doctor Manette was next questioned. His high
personal popularity, and the clearness of his answers, made a great
impression; but, as he proceeded, as he showed that the Accused was his
first friend on his release from his long imprisonment; that, the
accused had remained in England, always faithful and devoted to his
daughter and himself in their exile; that, so far from being in favour
with the Aristocrat government there, he had actually been tried for his
life by it, as the foe of England and friend of the United States--as he
brought these circumstances into view, with the greatest discretion and
with the straightforward force of truth and earnestness, the Jury and
the populace became one. At last, when he appealed by name to Monsieur
Lorry, an English gentleman then and there present, who, like himself,
had been a witness on that English trial and could corroborate his
account of it, the Jury declared that they had heard enough, and that
they were ready with their votes if the President were content to
receive them.
At every vote (the Jurymen voted aloud and
individually), the populace set up a shout of applause. All the voices
were in the prisoner's favour, and the President declared him free.
Then, began one of those extraordinary scenes with
which the populace sometimes gratified their fickleness, or their better
impulses towards generosity and mercy, or which they regarded as some
set-off against their swollen account of cruel rage. No man can decide
now to which of these motives such extraordinary scenes were referable;
it is probable, to a blending of all the three, with the second
predominating. No sooner was the acquittal pronounced, than tears were
shed as freely as blood at another time, and such fraternal embraces
were bestowed upon the prisoner by as many of both sexes as could rush
at him, that after his long and unwholesome confinement he was in danger
of fainting from exhaustion; none the less because he knew very well,
that the very same people, carried by another current, would have rushed
at him with the very same intensity, to rend him to pieces and strew him
over the streets.
His removal, to make way for other accused persons
who were to be tried, rescued him from these caresses for the moment.
Five were to be tried together, next, as enemies of the Republic,
forasmuch as they had not assisted it by word or deed. So quick was the
Tribunal to compensate itself and the nation for a chance lost, that
these five came down to him before he left the place, condemned to die
within twenty-four hours. The first of them told him so, with the
customary prison sign of Death--a raised finger--and they all added in
words, "Long live the Republic!"
The five had had, it is true, no audience to
lengthen their proceedings, for when he and Doctor Manette emerged from
the gate, there was a great crowd about it, in which there seemed to be
every face he had seen in Court--except two, for which he looked in
vain. On his coming out, the concourse made at him anew, weeping,
embracing, and shouting, all by turns and all together, until the very
tide of the river on the bank of which the mad scene was acted, seemed
to run mad, like the people on the shore.
They put him into a great chair they had among
them, and which they had taken either out of the Court itself, or one of
its rooms or passages. Over the chair they had thrown a red flag, and to
the back of it they had bound a pike with a red cap on its top. In this
car of triumph, not even the Doctor's entreaties could prevent his being
carried to his home on men's shoulders, with a confused sea of red caps
heaving about him, and casting up to sight from the stormy deep such
wrecks of faces, that he more than once misdoubted his mind being in
confusion, and that he was in the tumbril on his way to the Guillotine.
In wild dreamlike procession, embracing whom they
met and pointing him out, they carried him on. Reddening the snowy
streets with the prevailing Republican colour, in winding and tramping
through them, as they had reddened them below the snow with a deeper
dye, they carried him thus into the courtyard of the building where he
lived. Her father had gone on before, to prepare her, and when her
husband stood upon his feet, she dropped insensible in his arms.
As he held her to his heart and turned her
beautiful head between his face and the brawling crowd, so that his
tears and her lips might come together unseen, a few of the people fell
to dancing. Instantly, all the rest fell to dancing, and the courtyard
overflowed with the Carmagnole. Then, they elevated into the vacant
chair a young woman from the crowd to be carried as the Goddess of
Liberty, and then swelling and overflowing out into the adjacent
streets, and along the river's bank, and over the bridge, the Carmagnole
absorbed them every one and whirled them away.
After grasping the Doctor's hand, as he stood
victorious and proud before him; after grasping the hand of Mr. Lorry,
who came panting in breathless from his struggle against the waterspout
of the Carmagnole; after kissing little Lucie, who was lifted up to
clasp her arms round his neck; and after embracing the ever zealous and
faithful Pross who lifted her; he took his wife in his arms, and carried
her up to their rooms.
"Lucie! My own! I am safe."
"O dearest Charles, let me thank God for this
on my knees as I have prayed to Him."
They all reverently bowed their heads and hearts.
When she was again in his arms, he said to her:
"And now speak to your father, dearest. No
other man in all this France could have done what he has done for
me."
She laid her head upon her father's breast, as she
had laid his poor head on her own breast, long, long ago. He was happy
in the return he had made her, he was recompensed for his suffering, he
was proud of his strength. "You must not be weak, my darling,"
he remonstrated; "don't tremble so. I have saved him."
VII
A Knock at the Door
"I have saved him." It was not another
of the dreams in which he had often come back; he was really here. And
yet his wife trembled, and a vague but heavy fear was upon her.
All the air round was so thick and dark, the
people were so passionately revengeful and fitful, the innocent were so
constantly put to death on vague suspicion and black malice, it was so
impossible to forget that many as blameless as her husband and as dear
to others as he was to her, every day shared the fate from which he had
been clutched, that her heart could not be as lightened of its load as
she felt it ought to be. The shadows of the wintry afternoon were
beginning to fall, and even now the dreadful carts were rolling through
the streets. Her mind pursued them, looking for him among the Condemned;
and then she clung closer to his real presence and trembled more.
Her father, cheering her, showed a compassionate
superiority to this woman's weakness, which was wonderful to see. No
garret, no shoemaking, no One Hundred and Five, North Tower, now! He had
accomplished the task he had set himself, his promise was redeemed, he
had saved Charles. Let them all lean upon him.
Their housekeeping was of a very frugal kind: not
only because that was the safest way of life, involving the least
offence to the people, but because they were not rich, and Charles,
throughout his imprisonment, had had to pay heavily for his bad food,
and for his guard, and towards the living of the poorer prisoners.
Partly on this account, and partly to avoid a domestic spy, they kept no
servant; the citizen and citizeness who acted as porters at the
courtyard gate, rendered them occasional service; and Jerry (almost
wholly transferred to them by Mr. Lorry) had become their daily
retainer, and had his bed there every night.
It was an ordinance of the Republic One and
Indivisible of Liberty, Equality, Fraternity, or Death, that on the door
or doorpost of every house, the name of every inmate must be legibly
inscribed in letters of a certain size, at a certain convenient height
from the ground. Mr. Jerry Cruncher's name, therefore, duly embellished
the doorpost down below; and, as the afternoon shadows deepened, the
owner of that name himself appeared, from overlooking a painter whom
Doctor Manette had employed to add to the list the name of Charles
Evremonde, called Darnay.
In the universal fear and distrust that darkened
the time, all the usual harmless ways of life were changed. In the
Doctor's little household, as in very many others, the articles of daily
consumption that were wanted were purchased every evening, in small
quantities and at various small shops. To avoid attracting notice, and
to give as little occasion as possible for talk and envy, was the
general desire.
For some months past, Miss Pross and Mr. Cruncher
had discharged the office of purveyors; the former carrying the money;
the latter, the basket. Every afternoon at about the time when the
public lamps were lighted, they fared forth on this duty, and made and
brought home such purchases as were needful. Although Miss Pross,
through her long association with a French family, might have known as
much of their language as of her own, if she had had a mind, she had no
mind in that direction; consequently she knew no more of that
"nonsense" (as she was pleased to call it) than Mr. Cruncher
did. So her manner of marketing was to plump a noun-substantive at the
head of a shopkeeper without any introduction in the nature of an
article, and, if it happened not to be the name of the thing she wanted,
to look round for that thing, lay hold of it, and hold on by it until
the bargain was concluded. She always made a bargain for it, by holding
up, as a statement of its just price, one finger less than the merchant
held up, whatever his number might be.
"Now, Mr. Cruncher," said Miss Pross,
whose eyes were red with felicity; "if you are ready, I am."
Jerry hoarsely professed himself at Miss Pross's
service. He had worn all his rust off long ago, but nothing would file
his spiky head down.
"There's all manner of things wanted,"
said Miss Pross, "and we shall have a precious time of it. We want
wine, among the rest. Nice toasts these Redheads will be drinking,
wherever we buy it."
"It will be much the same to your knowledge,
miss, I should think," retorted Jerry, "whether they drink
your health or the Old Un's."
"Who's he?" said Miss Pross.
Mr. Cruncher, with some diffidence, explained
himself as meaning "Old Nick's."
"Ha!" said Miss Pross, "it doesn't
need an interpreter to explain the meaning of these creatures. They have
but one, and it's Midnight Murder, and Mischief."
"Hush, dear! Pray, pray, be cautious!"
cried Lucie.
"Yes, yes, yes, I'll be cautious," said
Miss Pross; "but I may say among ourselves, that I do hope there
will be no oniony and tobaccoey smotherings in the form of embracings
all round, going on in the streets. Now, Ladybird, never you stir from
that fire till I come back! Take care of the dear husband you have
recovered, and don't move your pretty head from his shoulder as you have
it now, till you see me again! May I ask a question, Doctor Manette,
before I go?"
"I think you may take that liberty," the
Doctor answered, smiling.
"For gracious sake, don't talk about Liberty;
we have quite enough of that," said Miss Pross.
"Hush, dear! Again?" Lucie remonstrated.
"Well, my sweet," said Miss Pross,
nodding her head emphatically, "the short and the long of it is,
that I am a subject of His Most Gracious Majesty King George the
Third;" Miss Pross curtseyed at the name; "and as such, my
maxim is, Confound their politics, Frustrate their knavish tricks, On
him our hopes we fix, God save the King!"
Mr. Cruncher, in an access of loyalty, growlingly
repeated the words after Miss Pross, like somebody at church.
"I am glad you have so much of the Englishman
in you, though I wish you had never taken that cold in your voice,"
said Miss Pross, approvingly. "But the question, Doctor Manette. Is
there"--it was the good creature's way to affect to make light of
anything that was a great anxiety with them all, and to come at it in
this chance manner--"is there any prospect yet, of our getting out
of this place?"
"I fear not yet. It would be dangerous for
Charles yet."
"Heigh-ho-hum!" said Miss Pross,
cheerfully repressing a sigh as she glanced at her darling's golden hair
in the light of the fire, "then we must have patience and wait:
that's all. We must hold up our heads and fight low, as my brother
Solomon used to say. Now, Mr. Cruncher!--Don't you move, Ladybird!"
They went out, leaving Lucie, and her husband, her
father, and the child, by a bright fire. Mr. Lorry was expected back
presently from the Banking House. Miss Pross had lighted the lamp, but
had put it aside in a corner, that they might enjoy the fire-light
undisturbed. Little Lucie sat by her grandfather with her hands clasped
through his arm: and he, in a tone not rising much above a whisper,
began to tell her a story of a great and powerful Fairy who had opened a
prison-wall and let out a captive who had once done the Fairy a service.
All was subdued and quiet, and Lucie was more at ease than she had been.
"What is that?" she cried, all at once.
"My dear!" said her father, stopping in
his story, and laying his hand on hers, "command yourself. What a
disordered state you are in! The least thing--nothing--startles you!
_You_, your father's daughter!"
"I thought, my father," said Lucie,
excusing herself, with a pale face and in a faltering voice, "that
I heard strange feet upon the stairs."
"My love, the staircase is as still as
Death."
As he said the word, a blow was struck upon the
door.
"Oh father, father. What can this be! Hide
Charles. Save him!"
"My child," said the Doctor, rising, and
laying his hand upon her shoulder, "I _have_ saved him. What
weakness is this, my dear! Let me go to the door."
He took the lamp in his hand, crossed the two
intervening outer rooms, and opened it. A rude clattering of feet over
the floor, and four rough men in red caps, armed with sabres and
pistols, entered the room.
"The Citizen Evremonde, called Darnay,"
said the first.
"Who seeks him?" answered Darnay.
"I seek him. We seek him. I know you,
Evremonde; I saw you before the Tribunal to-day. You are again the
prisoner of the Republic."
The four surrounded him, where he stood with his
wife and child clinging to him.
"Tell me how and why am I again a
prisoner?"
"It is enough that you return straight to the
Conciergerie, and will know to-morrow. You are summoned for
to-morrow."
Doctor Manette, whom this visitation had so turned
into stone, that he stood with the lamp in his hand, as if be woe a
statue made to hold it, moved after these words were spoken, put the
lamp down, and confronting the speaker, and taking him, not ungently, by
the loose front of his red woollen shirt, said:
"You know him, you have said. Do you know
me?"
"Yes, I know you, Citizen Doctor."
"We all know you, Citizen Doctor," said
the other three.
He looked abstractedly from one to another, and
said, in a lower voice, after a pause:
"Will you answer his question to me then? How
does this happen?"
"Citizen Doctor," said the first,
reluctantly, "he has been denounced to the Section of Saint
Antoine. This citizen," pointing out the second who had entered,
"is from Saint Antoine."
The citizen here indicated nodded his head, and
added:
"He is accused by Saint Antoine."
"Of what?" asked the Doctor.
"Citizen Doctor," said the first, with
his former reluctance, "ask no more. If the Republic demands
sacrifices from you, without doubt you as a good patriot will be happy
to make them. The Republic goes before all. The People is supreme.
Evremonde, we are pressed."
"One word," the Doctor entreated.
"Will you tell me who denounced him?"
"It is against rule," answered the
first; "but you can ask Him of Saint Antoine here."
The Doctor turned his eyes upon that man. Who
moved uneasily on his feet, rubbed his beard a little, and at length
said:
"Well! Truly it is against rule. But he is
denounced--and gravely--by the Citizen and Citizeness Defarge. And by
one other."
"What other?"
"Do _you_ ask, Citizen Doctor?"
"Yes."
"Then," said he of Saint Antoine, with a
strange look, "you will be answered to-morrow. Now, I am
dumb!"
VIII
A Hand at Cards
Happily unconscious of the new calamity at home,
Miss Pross threaded her way along the narrow streets and crossed the
river by the bridge of the Pont-Neuf, reckoning in her mind the number
of indispensable purchases she had to make. Mr. Cruncher, with the
basket, walked at her side. They both looked to the right and to the
left into most of the shops they passed, had a wary eye for all
gregarious assemblages of people, and turned out of their road to avoid
any very excited group of talkers. It was a raw evening, and the misty
river, blurred to the eye with blazing lights and to the ear with harsh
noises, showed where the barges were stationed in which the smiths
worked, making guns for the Army of the Republic. Woe to the man who
played tricks with _that_ Army, or got undeserved promotion in it!
Better for him that his beard had never grown, for the National Razor
shaved him close.
Having purchased a few small articles of grocery,
and a measure of oil for the lamp, Miss Pross bethought herself of the
wine they wanted. After peeping into several wine-shops, she stopped at
the sign of the Good Republican Brutus of Antiquity, not far from the
National Palace, once (and twice) the Tuileries, where the aspect of
things rather took her fancy. It had a quieter look than any other place
of the same description they had passed, and, though red with patriotic
caps, was not so red as the rest. Sounding Mr. Cruncher, and finding him
of her opinion, Miss Pross resorted to the Good Republican Brutus of
Antiquity, attended by her cavalier.
Slightly observant of the smoky lights; of the
people, pipe in mouth, playing with limp cards and yellow dominoes; of
the one bare- breasted, bare-armed, soot-begrimed workman reading a
journal aloud, and of the others listening to him; of the weapons worn,
or laid aside to be resumed; of the two or three customers fallen
forward asleep, who in the popular high-shouldered shaggy black spencer
looked, in that attitude, like slumbering bears or dogs; the two
outlandish customers approached the counter, and showed what they
wanted.
As their wine was measuring out, a man parted from
another man in a corner, and rose to depart. In going, he had to face
Miss Pross. No sooner did he face her, than Miss Pross uttered a scream,
and clapped her hands.
In a moment, the whole company were on their feet.
That somebody was assassinated by somebody vindicating a difference of
opinion was the likeliest occurrence. Everybody looked to see somebody
fall, but only saw a man and a woman standing staring at each other; the
man with all the outward aspect of a Frenchman and a thorough
Republican; the woman, evidently English.
What was said in this disappointing anti-climax,
by the disciples of the Good Republican Brutus of Antiquity, except that
it was something very voluble and loud, would have been as so much
Hebrew or Chaldean to Miss Pross and her protector, though they had been
all ears. But, they had no ears for anything in their surprise. For, it
must be recorded, that not only was Miss Pross lost in amazement and
agitation, but, Mr. Cruncher--though it seemed on his own separate and
individual account--was in a state of the greatest wonder.
"What is the matter?" said the man who
had caused Miss Pross to scream; speaking in a vexed, abrupt voice
(though in a low tone), and in English.
"Oh, Solomon, dear Solomon!" cried Miss
Pross, clapping her hands again. "After not setting eyes upon you
or hearing of you for so long a time, do I find you here!"
"Don't call me Solomon. Do you want to be the
death of me?" asked the man, in a furtive, frightened way.
"Brother, brother!" cried Miss Pross,
bursting into tears. "Have I ever been so hard with you that you
ask me such a cruel question?"
"Then hold your meddlesome tongue," said
Solomon, "and come out, if you want to speak to me. Pay for your
wine, and come out. Who's this man?"
Miss Pross, shaking her loving and dejected head
at her by no means affectionate brother, said through her tears,
"Mr. Cruncher."
"Let him come out too," said Solomon.
"Does he think me a ghost?"
Apparently, Mr. Cruncher did, to judge from his
looks. He said not a word, however, and Miss Pross, exploring the depths
of her reticule through her tears with great difficulty paid for her
wine. As she did so, Solomon turned to the followers of the Good
Republican Brutus of Antiquity, and offered a few words of explanation
in the French language, which caused them all to relapse into their
former places and pursuits.
"Now," said Solomon, stopping at the
dark street corner, "what do you want?"
"How dreadfully unkind in a brother nothing
has ever turned my love away from!" cried Miss Pross, "to give
me such a greeting, and show me no affection."
"There. Confound it! There," said
Solomon, making a dab at Miss Pross's lips with his own. "Now are
you content?"
Miss Pross only shook her head and wept in
silence.
"If you expect me to be surprised," said
her brother Solomon, "I am not surprised; I knew you were here; I
know of most people who are here. If you really don't want to endanger
my existence--which I half believe you do--go your ways as soon as
possible, and let me go mine. I am busy. I am an official."
"My English brother Solomon," mourned
Miss Pross, casting up her tear-fraught eyes, "that had the makings
in him of one of the best and greatest of men in his native country, an
official among foreigners, and such foreigners! I would almost sooner
have seen the dear boy lying in his--"
"I said so!" cried her brother,
interrupting. "I knew it. You want to be the death of me. I shall
be rendered Suspected, by my own sister. Just as I am getting on!"
"The gracious and merciful Heavens
forbid!" cried Miss Pross. "Far rather would I never see you
again, dear Solomon, though I have ever loved you truly, and ever shall.
Say but one affectionate word to me, and tell me there is nothing angry
or estranged between us, and I will detain you no longer."
Good Miss Pross! As if the estrangement between
them had come of any culpability of hers. As if Mr. Lorry had not known
it for a fact, years ago, in the quiet corner in Soho, that this
precious brother had spent her money and left her!
He was saying the affectionate word, however, with
a far more grudging condescension and patronage than he could have shown
if their relative merits and positions had been reversed (which is
invariably the case, all the world over), when Mr. Cruncher, touching
him on the shoulder, hoarsely and unexpectedly interposed with the
following singular question:
"I say! Might I ask the favour? As to whether
your name is John Solomon, or Solomon John?"
The official turned towards him with sudden
distrust. He had not previously uttered a word.
"Come!" said Mr. Cruncher. "Speak
out, you know." (Which, by the way, was more than he could do
himself.) "John Solomon, or Solomon John? She calls you Solomon,
and she must know, being your sister. And _I_ know you're John, you
know. Which of the two goes first? And regarding that name of Pross,
likewise. That warn't your name over the water."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, I don't know all I mean, for I can't
call to mind what your name was, over the water."
"No?"
"No. But I'll swear it was a name of two
syllables."
"Indeed?"
"Yes. T'other one's was one syllable. I know
you. You was a spy-- witness at the Bailey. What, in the name of the
Father of Lies, own father to yourself, was you called at that
time?"
"Barsad," said another voice, striking
in.
"That's the name for a thousand pound!"
cried Jerry.
The speaker who struck in, was Sydney Carton. He
had his hands behind him under the skirts of his riding-coat, and he
stood at Mr. Cruncher's elbow as negligently as he might have stood at
the Old Bailey itself.
"Don't be alarmed, my dear Miss Pross. I
arrived at Mr. Lorry's, to his surprise, yesterday evening; we agreed
that I would not present myself elsewhere until all was well, or unless
I could be useful; I present myself here, to beg a little talk with your
brother. I wish you had a better employed brother than Mr. Barsad. I
wish for your sake Mr. Barsad was not a Sheep of the Prisons."
Sheep was a cant word of the time for a spy, under
the gaolers. The spy, who was pale, turned paler, and asked him how he
dared--
"I'll tell you," said Sydney. "I
lighted on you, Mr. Barsad, coming out of the prison of the Conciergerie
while I was contemplating the walls, an hour or more ago. You have a
face to be remembered, and I remember faces well. Made curious by seeing
you in that connection, and having a reason, to which you are no
stranger, for associating you with the misfortunes of a friend now very
unfortunate, I walked in your direction. I walked into the wine-shop
here, close after you, and sat near you. I had no difficulty in deducing
from your unreserved conversation, and the rumour openly going about
among your admirers, the nature of your calling. And gradually, what I
had done at random, seemed to shape itself into a purpose, Mr.
Barsad."
"What purpose?" the spy asked.
"It would be troublesome, and might be
dangerous, to explain in the street. Could you favour me, in confidence,
with some minutes of your company--at the office of Tellson's Bank, for
instance?"
"Under a threat?"
"Oh! Did I say that?"
"Then, why should I go there?"
"Really, Mr. Barsad, I can't say, if you
can't."
"Do you mean that you won't say, sir?"
the spy irresolutely asked.
"You apprehend me very clearly, Mr. Barsad. I
won't."
Carton's negligent recklessness of manner came
powerfully in aid of his quickness and skill, in such a business as he
had in his secret mind, and with such a man as he had to do with. His
practised eye saw it, and made the most of it.
"Now, I told you so," said the spy,
casting a reproachful look at his sister; "if any trouble comes of
this, it's your doing."
"Come, come, Mr. Barsad!" exclaimed
Sydney. "Don't be ungrateful. But for my great respect for your
sister, I might not have led up so pleasantly to a little proposal that
I wish to make for our mutual satisfaction. Do you go with me to the
Bank?"
"I'll hear what you have got to say. Yes,
I'll go with you."
"I propose that we first conduct your sister
safely to the corner of her own street. Let me take your arm, Miss
Pross. This is not a good city, at this time, for you to be out in,
unprotected; and as your escort knows Mr. Barsad, I will invite him to
Mr. Lorry's with us. Are we ready? Come then!"
Miss Pross recalled soon afterwards, and to the
end of her life remembered, that as she pressed her hands on Sydney's
arm and looked up in his face, imploring him to do no hurt to Solomon,
there was a braced purpose in the arm and a kind of inspiration in the
eyes, which not only contradicted his light manner, but changed and
raised the man. She was too much occupied then with fears for the
brother who so little deserved her affection, and with Sydney's friendly
reassurances, adequately to heed what she observed.
They left her at the corner of the street, and
Carton led the way to Mr. Lorry's, which was within a few minutes' walk.
John Barsad, or Solomon Pross, walked at his side.
Mr. Lorry had just finished his dinner, and was
sitting before a cheery little log or two of fire--perhaps looking into
their blaze for the picture of that younger elderly gentleman from
Tellson's, who had looked into the red coals at the Royal George at
Dover, now a good many years ago. He turned his head as they entered,
and showed the surprise with which he saw a stranger.
"Miss Pross's brother, sir," said
Sydney. "Mr. Barsad."
"Barsad?" repeated the old gentleman,
"Barsad? I have an association with the name--and with the
face."
"I told you you had a remarkable face, Mr.
Barsad," observed Carton, coolly. "Pray sit down."
As he took a chair himself, he supplied the link
that Mr. Lorry wanted, by saying to him with a frown, "Witness at
that trial." Mr. Lorry immediately remembered, and regarded his new
visitor with an undisguised look of abhorrence.
"Mr. Barsad has been recognised by Miss Pross
as the affectionate brother you have heard of," said Sydney,
"and has acknowledged the relationship. I pass to worse news.
Darnay has been arrested again."
Struck with consternation, the old gentleman
exclaimed, "What do you tell me! I left him safe and free within
these two hours, and am about to return to him!"
"Arrested for all that. When was it done, Mr.
Barsad?"
"Just now, if at all."
"Mr. Barsad is the best authority possible,
sir," said Sydney, "and I have it from Mr. Barsad's
communication to a friend and brother Sheep over a bottle of wine, that
the arrest has taken place. He left the messengers at the gate, and saw
them admitted by the porter. There is no earthly doubt that he is
retaken."
Mr. Lorry's business eye read in the speaker's
face that it was loss of time to dwell upon the point. Confused, but
sensible that something might depend on his presence of mind, he
commanded himself, and was silently attentive.
"Now, I trust," said Sydney to him,
"that the name and influence of Doctor Manette may stand him in as
good stead to-morrow--you said he would be before the Tribunal again
to-morrow, Mr. Barsad?--"
"Yes; I believe so."
"--In as good stead to-morrow as to-day. But
it may not be so. I own to you, I am shaken, Mr. Lorry, by Doctor
Manette's not having had the power to prevent this arrest."
"He may not have known of it
beforehand," said Mr. Lorry.
"But that very circumstance would be
alarming, when we remember how identified he is with his
son-in-law."
"That's true," Mr. Lorry acknowledged,
with his troubled hand at his chin, and his troubled eyes on Carton.
"In short," said Sydney, "this is a
desperate time, when desperate games are played for desperate stakes.
Let the Doctor play the winning game; I will play the losing one. No
man's life here is worth purchase. Any one carried home by the people
to-day, may be condemned tomorrow. Now, the stake I have resolved to
play for, in case of the worst, is a friend in the Conciergerie. And the
friend I purpose to myself to win, is Mr. Barsad."
"You need have good cards, sir," said
the spy.
"I'll run them over. I'll see what I
hold,--Mr. Lorry, you know what a brute I am; I wish you'd give me a
little brandy."
It was put before him, and he drank off a
glassful--drank off another glassful--pushed the bottle thoughtfully
away.
"Mr. Barsad," he went on, in the tone of
one who really was looking over a hand at cards: "Sheep of the
prisons, emissary of Republican committees, now turnkey, now prisoner,
always spy and secret informer, so much the more valuable here for being
English that an Englishman is less open to suspicion of subornation in
those characters than a Frenchman, represents himself to his employers
under a false name. That's a very good card. Mr. Barsad, now in the
employ of the republican French government, was formerly in the employ
of the aristocratic English government, the enemy of France and freedom.
That's an excellent card. Inference clear as day in this region of
suspicion, that Mr. Barsad, still in the pay of the aristocratic English
government, is the spy of Pitt, the treacherous foe of the Republic
crouching in its bosom, the English traitor and agent of all mischief so
much spoken of and so difficult to find. That's a card not to be beaten.
Have you followed my hand, Mr. Barsad?"
"Not to understand your play," returned
the spy, somewhat uneasily.
"I play my Ace, Denunciation of Mr. Barsad to
the nearest Section Committee. Look over your hand, Mr. Barsad, and see
what you have. Don't hurry."
He drew the bottle near, poured out another
glassful of brandy, and drank it off. He saw that the spy was fearful of
his drinking himself into a fit state for the immediate denunciation of
him. Seeing it, he poured out and drank another glassful.
"Look over your hand carefully, Mr. Barsad.
Take time."
It was a poorer hand than he suspected. Mr. Barsad
saw losing cards in it that Sydney Carton knew nothing of. Thrown out of
his honourable employment in England, through too much unsuccessful hard
swearing there--not because he was not wanted there; our English reasons
for vaunting our superiority to secrecy and spies are of very modern
date--he knew that he had crossed the Channel, and accepted service in
France: first, as a tempter and an eavesdropper among his own countrymen
there: gradually, as a tempter and an eavesdropper among the natives. He
knew that under the overthrown government he had been a spy upon Saint
Antoine and Defarge's wine-shop; had received from the watchful police
such heads of information concerning Doctor Manette's imprisonment,
release, and history, as should serve him for an introduction to
familiar conversation with the Defarges; and tried them on Madame
Defarge, and had broken down with them signally. He always remembered
with fear and trembling, that that terrible woman had knitted when he
talked with her, and had looked ominously at him as her fingers moved.
He had since seen her, in the Section of Saint Antoine, over and over
again produce her knitted registers, and denounce people whose lives the
guillotine then surely swallowed up. He knew, as every one employed as
he was did, that he was never safe; that flight was impossible; that he
was tied fast under the shadow of the axe; and that in spite of his
utmost tergiversation and treachery in furtherance of the reigning
terror, a word might bring it down upon him. Once denounced, and on such
grave grounds as had just now been suggested to his mind, he foresaw
that the dreadful woman of whose unrelenting character he had seen many
proofs, would produce against him that fatal register, and would quash
his last chance of life. Besides that all secret men are men soon
terrified, here were surely cards enough of one black suit, to justify
the holder in growing rather livid as he turned them over.
"You scarcely seem to like your hand,"
said Sydney, with the greatest composure. "Do you play?"
"I think, sir," said the spy, in the
meanest manner, as he turned to Mr. Lorry, "I may appeal to a
gentleman of your years and benevolence, to put it to this other
gentleman, so much your junior, whether he can under any circumstances
reconcile it to his station to play that Ace of which he has spoken. I
admit that _I_ am a spy, and that it is considered a discreditable
station--though it must be filled by somebody; but this gentleman is no
spy, and why should he so demean himself as to make himself one?"
"I play my Ace, Mr. Barsad," said
Carton, taking the answer on himself, and looking at his watch,
"without any scruple, in a very few minutes."
"I should have hoped, gentlemen both,"
said the spy, always striving to hook Mr. Lorry into the discussion,
"that your respect for my sister--"
"I could not better testify my respect for
your sister than by finally relieving her of her brother," said
Sydney Carton.
"You think not, sir?"
"I have thoroughly made up my mind about
it."
The smooth manner of the spy, curiously in
dissonance with his ostentatiously rough dress, and probably with his
usual demeanour, received such a check from the inscrutability of
Carton,--who was a mystery to wiser and honester men than he,--that it
faltered here and failed him. While he was at a loss, Carton said,
resuming his former air of contemplating cards:
"And indeed, now I think again, I have a
strong impression that I have another good card here, not yet
enumerated. That friend and fellow-Sheep, who spoke of himself as
pasturing in the country prisons; who was he?"
"French. You don't know him," said the
spy, quickly.
"French, eh?" repeated Carton, musing,
and not appearing to notice him at all, though he echoed his word.
"Well; he may be."
"Is, I assure you," said the spy;
"though it's not important."
"Though it's not important," repeated
Carton, in the same mechanical way--"though it's not important--No,
it's not important. No. Yet I know the face."
"I think not. I am sure not. It can't
be," said the spy.
"It-can't-be," muttered Sydney Carton,
retrospectively, and idling his glass (which fortunately was a small
one) again. "Can't-be. Spoke good French. Yet like a foreigner, I
thought?"
"Provincial," said the spy.
"No. Foreign!" cried Carton, striking
his open hand on the table, as a light broke clearly on his mind.
"Cly! Disguised, but the same man. We had that man before us at the
Old Bailey."
"Now, there you are hasty, sir," said
Barsad, with a smile that gave his aquiline nose an extra inclination to
one side; "there you really give me an advantage over you. Cly (who
I will unreservedly admit, at this distance of time, was a partner of
mine) has been dead several years. I attended him in his last illness.
He was buried in London, at the church of Saint Pancras-in-the-Fields.
His unpopularity with the blackguard multitude at the moment prevented
my following his remains, but I helped to lay him in his coffin."
Here, Mr. Lorry became aware, from where he sat,
of a most remarkable goblin shadow on the wall. Tracing it to its
source, he discovered it to be caused by a sudden extraordinary rising
and stiffening of all the risen and stiff hair on Mr. Cruncher's head.
"Let us be reasonable," said the spy,
"and let us be fair. To show you how mistaken you are, and what an
unfounded assumption yours is, I will lay before you a certificate of
Cly's burial, which I happened to have carried in my pocket-book,"
with a hurried hand he produced and opened it, "ever since. There
it is. Oh, look at it, look at it! You may take it in your hand; it's no
forgery."
Here, Mr. Lorry perceived the reflection on the
wall to elongate, and Mr. Cruncher rose and stepped forward. His hair
could not have been more violently on end, if it had been that moment
dressed by the Cow with the crumpled horn in the house that Jack built.
Unseen by the spy, Mr. Cruncher stood at his side,
and touched him on the shoulder like a ghostly bailiff.
"That there Roger Cly, master," said Mr.
Cruncher, with a taciturn and iron-bound visage. "So _you_ put him
in his coffin?"
"I did."
"Who took him out of it?"
Barsad leaned back in his chair, and stammered,
"What do you mean?"
"I mean," said Mr. Cruncher, "that
he warn't never in it. No! Not he! I'll have my head took off, if he was
ever in it."
The spy looked round at the two gentlemen; they
both looked in unspeakable astonishment at Jerry.
"I tell you," said Jerry, "that you
buried paving-stones and earth in that there coffin. Don't go and tell
me that you buried Cly. It was a take in. Me and two more knows
it."
"How do you know it?"
"What's that to you? Ecod!" growled Mr.
Cruncher, "it's you I have got a old grudge again, is it, with your
shameful impositions upon tradesmen! I'd catch hold of your throat and
choke you for half a guinea."
Sydney Carton, who, with Mr. Lorry, had been lost
in amazement at this turn of the business, here requested Mr. Cruncher
to moderate and explain himself.
"At another time, sir," he returned,
evasively, "the present time is ill-conwenient for explainin'. What
I stand to, is, that he knows well wot that there Cly was never in that
there coffin. Let him say he was, in so much as a word of one syllable,
and I'll either catch hold of his throat and choke him for half a
guinea;" Mr. Cruncher dwelt upon this as quite a liberal offer;
"or I'll out and announce him."
"Humph! I see one thing," said Carton.
"I hold another card, Mr. Barsad. Impossible, here in raging Paris,
with Suspicion filling the air, for you to outlive denunciation, when
you are in communication with another aristocratic spy of the same
antecedents as yourself, who, moreover, has the mystery about him of
having feigned death and come to life again! A plot in the prisons, of
the foreigner against the Republic. A strong card--a certain Guillotine
card! Do you play?"
"No!" returned the spy. "I throw
up. I confess that we were so unpopular with the outrageous mob, that I
only got away from England at the risk of being ducked to death, and
that Cly was so ferreted up and down, that he never would have got away
at all but for that sham. Though how this man knows it was a sham, is a
wonder of wonders to me."
"Never you trouble your head about this
man," retorted the contentious Mr. Cruncher; "you'll have
trouble enough with giving your attention to that gentleman. And look
here! Once more!"-- Mr. Cruncher could not be restrained from
making rather an ostentatious parade of his liberality--"I'd catch
hold of your throat and choke you for half a guinea."
The Sheep of the prisons turned from him to Sydney
Carton, and said, with more decision, "It has come to a point. I go
on duty soon, and can't overstay my time. You told me you had a
proposal; what is it? Now, it is of no use asking too much of me. Ask me
to do anything in my office, putting my head in great extra danger, and
I had better trust my life to the chances of a refusal than the chances
of consent. In short, I should make that choice. You talk of
desperation. We are all desperate here. Remember! I may denounce you if
I think proper, and I can swear my way through stone walls, and so can
others. Now, what do you want with me?"
"Not very much. You are a turnkey at the
Conciergerie?"
"I tell you once for all, there is no such
thing as an escape possible," said the spy, firmly.
"Why need you tell me what I have not asked?
You are a turnkey at the Conciergerie?"
"I am sometimes."
"You can be when you choose?"
"I can pass in and out when I choose."
Sydney Carton filled another glass with brandy,
poured it slowly out upon the hearth, and watched it as it dropped. It
being all spent, he said, rising:
"So far, we have spoken before these two,
because it was as well that the merits of the cards should not rest
solely between you and me. Come into the dark room here, and let us have
one final word alone."
IX
The Game Made
While Sydney Carton and the Sheep of the prisons
were in the adjoining dark room, speaking so low that not a sound was
heard, Mr. Lorry looked at Jerry in considerable doubt and mistrust.
That honest tradesman's manner of receiving the look, did not inspire
confidence; he changed the leg on which he rested, as often as if he had
fifty of those limbs, and were trying them all; he examined his
finger-nails with a very questionable closeness of attention; and
whenever Mr. Lorry's eye caught his, he was taken with that peculiar
kind of short cough requiring the hollow of a hand before it, which is
seldom, if ever, known to be an infirmity attendant on perfect openness
of character.
"Jerry," said Mr. Lorry. "Come
here."
Mr. Cruncher came forward sideways, with one of
his shoulders in advance of him.
"What have you been, besides a
messenger?"
After some cogitation, accompanied with an intent
look at his patron, Mr. Cruncher conceived the luminous idea of
replying, "Agicultooral character."
"My mind misgives me much," said Mr.
Lorry, angrily shaking a forefinger at him, "that you have used the
respectable and great house of Tellson's as a blind, and that you have
had an unlawful occupation of an infamous description. If you have,
don't expect me to befriend you when you get back to England. If you
have, don't expect me to keep your secret. Tellson's shall not be
imposed upon."
"I hope, sir," pleaded the abashed Mr.
Cruncher, "that a gentleman like yourself wot I've had the honour
of odd jobbing till I'm grey at it, would think twice about harming of
me, even if it wos so--I don't say it is, but even if it wos. And which
it is to be took into account that if it wos, it wouldn't, even then, be
all o' one side. There'd be two sides to it. There might be medical
doctors at the present hour, a picking up their guineas where a honest
tradesman don't pick up his fardens--fardens! no, nor yet his half
fardens-- half fardens! no, nor yet his quarter--a banking away like
smoke at Tellson's, and a cocking their medical eyes at that tradesman
on the sly, a going in and going out to their own carriages--ah! equally
like smoke, if not more so. Well, that 'ud be imposing, too, on
Tellson's. For you cannot sarse the goose and not the gander. And here's
Mrs. Cruncher, or leastways wos in the Old England times, and would be
to-morrow, if cause given, a floppin' again the business to that degree
as is ruinating--stark ruinating! Whereas them medical doctors' wives
don't flop--catch 'em at it! Or, if they flop, their toppings goes in
favour of more patients, and how can you rightly have one without
t'other? Then, wot with undertakers, and wot with parish clerks, and wot
with sextons, and wot with private watchmen (all awaricious and all in
it), a man wouldn't get much by it, even if it wos so. And wot little a
man did get, would never prosper with him, Mr. Lorry. He'd never have no
good of it; he'd want all along to be out of the line, if he, could see
his way out, being once in-- even if it wos so."
"Ugh!" cried Mr. Lorry, rather
relenting, nevertheless, "I am shocked at the sight of you."
"Now, what I would humbly offer to you,
sir," pursued Mr. Cruncher, "even if it wos so, which I don't
say it is--"
"Don't prevaricate," said Mr. Lorry.
"No, I will _not_, sir," returned Mr.
Crunches as if nothing were further from his thoughts or
practice--"which I don't say it is--wot I would humbly offer to
you, sir, would be this. Upon that there stool, at that there Bar, sets
that there boy of mine, brought up and growed up to be a man, wot will
errand you, message you, general- light-job you, till your heels is
where your head is, if such should be your wishes. If it wos so, which I
still don't say it is (for I will not prewaricate to you, sir), let that
there boy keep his father's place, and take care of his mother; don't
blow upon that boy's father--do not do it, sir--and let that father go
into the line of the reg'lar diggin', and make amends for what he would
have undug--if it wos so--by diggin' of 'em in with a will, and with
conwictions respectin' the futur' keepin' of 'em safe. That, Mr.
Lorry," said Mr. Cruncher, wiping his forehead with his arm, as an
announcement that he had arrived at the peroration of his discourse,
"is wot I would respectfully offer to you, sir. A man don't see all
this here a goin' on dreadful round him, in the way of Subjects without
heads, dear me, plentiful enough fur to bring the price down to
porterage and hardly that, without havin' his serious thoughts of
things. And these here would be mine, if it wos so, entreatin' of you
fur to bear in mind that wot I said just now, I up and said in the good
cause when I might have kep' it back."
"That at least is true," said Mr. Lorry.
"Say no more now. It may be that I shall yet stand your friend, if
you deserve it, and repent in action--not in words. I want no more
words."
Mr. Cruncher knuckled his forehead, as Sydney
Carton and the spy returned from the dark room. "Adieu, Mr.
Barsad," said the former; "our arrangement thus made, you have
nothing to fear from me."
He sat down in a chair on the hearth, over against
Mr. Lorry. When they were alone, Mr. Lorry asked him what he had done?
"Not much. If it should go ill with the
prisoner, I have ensured access to him, once."
Mr. Lorry's countenance fell.
"It is all I could do," said Carton.
"To propose too much, would be to put this man's head under the
axe, and, as he himself said, nothing worse could happen to him if he
were denounced. It was obviously the weakness of the position. There is
no help for it."
"But access to him," said Mr. Lorry,
"if it should go ill before the Tribunal, will not save him."
"I never said it would."
Mr. Lorry's eyes gradually sought the fire; his
sympathy with his darling, and the heavy disappointment of his second
arrest, gradually weakened them; he was an old man now, overborne with
anxiety of late, and his tears fell.
"You are a good man and a true friend,"
said Carton, in an altered voice. "Forgive me if I notice that you
are affected. I could not see my father weep, and sit by, careless. And
I could not respect your sorrow more, if you were my father. You are
free from that misfortune, however."
Though he said the last words, with a slip into
his usual manner, there was a true feeling and respect both in his tone
and in his touch, that Mr. Lorry, who had never seen the better side of
him, was wholly unprepared for. He gave him his hand, and Carton gently
pressed it.
"To return to poor Darnay," said Carton.
"Don't tell Her of this interview, or this arrangement. It would
not enable Her to go to see him. She might think it was contrived, in
case of the worse, to convey to him the means of anticipating the
sentence."
Mr. Lorry had not thought of that, and he looked
quickly at Carton to see if it were in his mind. It seemed to be; he
returned the look, and evidently understood it.
"She might think a thousand things,"
Carton said, "and any of them would only add to her trouble. Don't
speak of me to her. As I said to you when I first came, I had better not
see her. I can put my hand out, to do any little helpful work for her
that my hand can find to do, without that. You are going to her, I hope?
She must be very desolate to-night."
"I am going now, directly."
"I am glad of that. She has such a strong
attachment to you and reliance on you. How does she look?"
"Anxious and unhappy, but very
beautiful."
"Ah!"
It was a long, grieving sound, like a sigh--almost
like a sob. It attracted Mr. Lorry's eyes to Carton's face, which was
turned to the fire. A light, or a shade (the old gentleman could not
have said which), passed from it as swiftly as a change will sweep over
a hill-side on a wild bright day, and he lifted his foot to put back one
of the little flaming logs, which was tumbling forward. He wore the
white riding-coat and top-boots, then in vogue, and the light of the
fire touching their light surfaces made him look very pale, with his
long brown hair, all untrimmed, hanging loose about him. His
indifference to fire was sufficiently remarkable to elicit a word of
remonstrance from Mr. Lorry; his boot was still upon the hot embers of
the flaming log, when it had broken under the weight of his foot.
"I forgot it," he said.
Mr. Lorry's eyes were again attracted to his face.
Taking note of the wasted air which clouded the naturally handsome
features, and having the expression of prisoners' faces fresh in his
mind, he was strongly reminded of that expression.
"And your duties here have drawn to an end,
sir?" said Carton, turning to him.
"Yes. As I was telling you last night when
Lucie came in so unexpectedly, I have at length done all that I can do
here. I hoped to have left them in perfect safety, and then to have
quitted Paris. I have my Leave to Pass. I was ready to go."
They were both silent.
"Yours is a long life to look back upon,
sir?" said Carton, wistfully.
"I am in my seventy-eighth year."
"You have been useful all your life; steadily
and constantly occupied; trusted, respected, and looked up to?"
"I have been a man of business, ever since I
have been a man. Indeed, I may say that I was a man of business when a
boy."
"See what a place you fill at seventy-eight.
How many people will miss you when you leave it empty!"
"A solitary old bachelor," answered Mr.
Lorry, shaking his head. "There is nobody to weep for me."
"How can you say that? Wouldn't She weep for
you? Wouldn't her child?"
"Yes, yes, thank God. I didn't quite mean
what I said."
"It _is_ a thing to thank God for; is it
not?"
"Surely, surely."
"If you could say, with truth, to your own
solitary heart, to-night, 'I have secured to myself the love and
attachment, the gratitude or respect, of no human creature; I have won
myself a tender place in no regard; I have done nothing good or
serviceable to be remembered by!' your seventy-eight years would be
seventy-eight heavy curses; would they not?"
"You say truly, Mr. Carton; I think they
would be."
Sydney turned his eyes again upon the fire, and,
after a silence of a few moments, said:
"I should like to ask you:--Does your
childhood seem far off? Do the days when you sat at your mother's knee,
seem days of very long ago?"
Responding to his softened manner, Mr. Lorry
answered:
"Twenty years back, yes; at this time of my
life, no. For, as I draw closer and closer to the end, I travel in the
circle, nearer and nearer to the beginning. It seems to be one of the
kind smoothings and preparings of the way. My heart is touched now, by
many remembrances that had long fallen asleep, of my pretty young mother
(and I so old!), and by many associations of the days when what we call
the World was not so real with me, and my faults were not confirmed in
me."
"I understand the feeling!" exclaimed
Carton, with a bright flush. "And you are the better for it?"
"I hope so."
Carton terminated the conversation here, by rising
to help him on with his outer coat; "But you," said Mr. Lorry,
reverting to the theme, "you are young."
"Yes," said Carton. "I am not old,
but my young way was never the way to age. Enough of me."
"And of me, I am sure," said Mr. Lorry.
"Are you going out?"
"I'll walk with you to her gate. You know my
vagabond and restless habits. If I should prowl about the streets a long
time, don't be uneasy; I shall reappear in the morning. You go to the
Court to-morrow?"
"Yes, unhappily."
"I shall be there, but only as one of the
crowd. My Spy will find a place for me. Take my arm, sir."
Mr. Lorry did so, and they went down-stairs and
out in the streets. A few minutes brought them to Mr. Lorry's
destination. Carton left him there; but lingered at a little distance,
and turned back to the gate again when it was shut, and touched it. He
had heard of her going to the prison every day. "She came out
here," he said, looking about him, "turned this way, must have
trod on these stones often. Let me follow in her steps."
It was ten o'clock at night when he stood before
the prison of La Force, where she had stood hundreds of times. A little
wood-sawyer, having closed his shop, was smoking his pipe at his
shop-door.
"Good night, citizen," said Sydney
Carton, pausing in going by; for, the man eyed him inquisitively.
"Good night, citizen."
"How goes the Republic?"
"You mean the Guillotine. Not ill.
Sixty-three to-day. We shall mount to a hundred soon. Samson and his men
complain sometimes, of being exhausted. Ha, ha, ha! He is so droll, that
Samson. Such a Barber!"
"Do you often go to see him--"
"Shave? Always. Every day. What a barber! You
have seen him at work?"
"Never."
"Go and see him when he has a good batch.
Figure this to yourself, citizen; he shaved the sixty-three to-day, in
less than two pipes! Less than two pipes. Word of honour!"
As the grinning little man held out the pipe he
was smoking, to explain how he timed the executioner, Carton was so
sensible of a rising desire to strike the life out of him, that he
turned away.
"But you are not English," said the
wood-sawyer, "though you wear English dress?"
"Yes," said Carton, pausing again, and
answering over his shoulder.
"You speak like a Frenchman."
"I am an old student here."
"Aha, a perfect Frenchman! Good night,
Englishman."
"Good night, citizen."
"But go and see that droll dog," the
little man persisted, calling after him. "And take a pipe with
you!"
Sydney had not gone far out of sight, when he
stopped in the middle of the street under a glimmering lamp, and wrote
with his pencil on a scrap of paper. Then, traversing with the decided
step of one who remembered the way well, several dark and dirty
streets--much dirtier than usual, for the best public thoroughfares
remained uncleansed in those times of terror--he stopped at a chemist's
shop, which the owner was closing with his own hands. A small, dim,
crooked shop, kept in a tortuous, up-hill thoroughfare, by a small, dim,
crooked man.
Giving this citizen, too, good night, as he
confronted him at his counter, he laid the scrap of paper before him.
"Whew!" the chemist whistled softly, as he read it. "Hi!
hi! hi!"
Sydney Carton took no heed, and the chemist said:
"For you, citizen?"
"For me."
"You will be careful to keep them separate,
citizen? You know the consequences of mixing them?"
"Perfectly."
Certain small packets were made and given to him.
He put them, one by one, in the breast of his inner coat, counted out
the money for them, and deliberately left the shop. "There is
nothing more to do," said he, glancing upward at the moon,
"until to-morrow. I can't sleep."
It was not a reckless manner, the manner in which
he said these words aloud under the fast-sailing clouds, nor was it more
expressive of negligence than defiance. It was the settled manner of a
tired man, who had wandered and struggled and got lost, but who at
length struck into his road and saw its end.
Long ago, when he had been famous among his
earliest competitors as a youth of great promise, he had followed his
father to the grave. His mother had died, years before. These solemn
words, which had been read at his father's grave, arose in his mind as
he went down the dark streets, among the heavy shadows, with the moon
and the clouds sailing on high above him. "I am the resurrection
and the life, saith the Lord: he that believeth in me, though he were
dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me, shall
never die."
In a city dominated by the axe, alone at night,
with natural sorrow rising in him for the sixty-three who had been that
day put to death, and for to-morrow's victims then awaiting their doom
in the prisons, and still of to-morrow's and to-morrow's, the chain of
association that brought the words home, like a rusty old ship's anchor
from the deep, might have been easily found. He did not seek it, but
repeated them and went on.
With a solemn interest in the lighted windows
where the people were going to rest, forgetful through a few calm hours
of the horrors surrounding them; in the towers of the churches, where no
prayers were said, for the popular revulsion had even travelled that
length of self-destruction from years of priestly impostors, plunderers,
and profligates; in the distant burial-places, reserved, as they wrote
upon the gates, for Eternal Sleep; in the abounding gaols; and in the
streets along which the sixties rolled to a death which had become so
common and material, that no sorrowful story of a haunting Spirit ever
arose among the people out of all the working of the Guillotine; with a
solemn interest in the whole life and death of the city settling down to
its short nightly pause in fury; Sydney Carton crossed the Seine again
for the lighter streets.
Few coaches were abroad, for riders in coaches
were liable to be suspected, and gentility hid its head in red
nightcaps, and put on heavy shoes, and trudged. But, the theatres were
all well filled, and the people poured cheerfully out as he passed, and
went chatting home. At one of the theatre doors, there was a little girl
with a mother, looking for a way across the street through the mud. He
carried the child over, and before the timid arm was loosed from his
neck asked her for a kiss.
"I am the resurrection and the life, saith
the Lord: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he
live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me, shall never die."
Now, that the streets were quiet, and the night
wore on, the words were in the echoes of his feet, and were in the air.
Perfectly calm and steady, he sometimes repeated them to himself as he
walked; but, he heard them always.
The night wore out, and, as he stood upon the
bridge listening to the water as it splashed the river-walls of the
Island of Paris, where the picturesque confusion of houses and cathedral
shone bright in the light of the moon, the day came coldly, looking like
a dead face out of the sky. Then, the night, with the moon and the
stars, turned pale and died, and for a little while it seemed as if
Creation were delivered over to Death's dominion.
But, the glorious sun, rising, seemed to strike
those words, that burden of the night, straight and warm to his heart in
its long bright rays. And looking along them, with reverently shaded
eyes, a bridge of light appeared to span the air between him and the
sun, while the river sparkled under it.
The strong tide, so swift, so deep, and certain,
was like a congenial friend, in the morning stillness. He walked by the
stream, far from the houses, and in the light and warmth of the sun fell
asleep on the bank. When he awoke and was afoot again, he lingered there
yet a little longer, watching an eddy that turned and turned
purposeless, until the stream absorbed it, and carried it on to the
sea.--"Like me."
A trading-boat, with a sail of the softened colour
of a dead leaf, then glided into his view, floated by him, and died
away. As its silent track in the water disappeared, the prayer that had
broken up out of his heart for a merciful consideration of all his poor
blindnesses and errors, ended in the words, "I am the resurrection
and the life."
Mr. Lorry was already out when he got back, and it
was easy to surmise where the good old man was gone. Sydney Carton drank
nothing but a little coffee, ate some bread, and, having washed and
changed to refresh himself, went out to the place of trial.
The court was all astir and a-buzz, when the black
sheep--whom many fell away from in dread--pressed him into an obscure
corner among the crowd. Mr. Lorry was there, and Doctor Manette was
there. She was there, sitting beside her father.
When her husband was brought in, she turned a look
upon him, so sustaining, so encouraging, so full of admiring love and
pitying tenderness, yet so courageous for his sake, that it called the
healthy blood into his face, brightened his glance, and animated his
heart. If there had been any eyes to notice the influence of her look,
on Sydney Carton, it would have been seen to be the same influence
exactly.
Before that unjust Tribunal, there was little or
no order of procedure, ensuring to any accused person any reasonable
hearing. There could have been no such Revolution, if all laws, forms,
and ceremonies, had not first been so monstrously abused, that the
suicidal vengeance of the Revolution was to scatter them all to the
winds.
Every eye was turned to the jury. The same
determined patriots and good republicans as yesterday and the day
before, and to-morrow and the day after. Eager and prominent among them,
one man with a craving face, and his fingers perpetually hovering about
his lips, whose appearance gave great satisfaction to the spectators. A
life- thirsting, cannibal-looking, bloody-minded juryman, the Jacques
Three of St. Antoine. The whole jury, as a jury of dogs empannelled to
try the deer.
Every eye then turned to the five judges and the
public prosecutor. No favourable leaning in that quarter to-day. A fell,
uncompromising, murderous business-meaning there. Every eye then sought
some other eye in the crowd, and gleamed at it approvingly; and heads
nodded at one another, before bending forward with a strained attention.
Charles Evremonde, called Darnay. Released
yesterday. Reaccused and retaken yesterday. Indictment delivered to him
last night. Suspected and Denounced enemy of the Republic, Aristocrat,
one of a family of tyrants, one of a race proscribed, for that they had
used their abolished privileges to the infamous oppression of the
people. Charles Evremonde, called Darnay, in right of such proscription,
absolutely Dead in Law.
To this effect, in as few or fewer words, the
Public Prosecutor.
The President asked, was the Accused openly
denounced or secretly?
"Openly, President."
"By whom?"
"Three voices. Ernest Defarge, wine-vendor of
St. Antoine."
"Good."
"Therese Defarge, his wife."
"Good."
"Alexandre Manette, physician."
A great uproar took place in the court, and in the
midst of it, Doctor Manette was seen, pale and trembling, standing where
he had been seated.
"President, I indignantly protest to you that
this is a forgery and a fraud. You know the accused to be the husband of
my daughter. My daughter, and those dear to her, are far dearer to me
than my life. Who and where is the false conspirator who says that I
denounce the husband of my child!"
"Citizen Manette, be tranquil. To fail in
submission to the authority of the Tribunal would be to put yourself out
of Law. As to what is dearer to you than life, nothing can be so dear to
a good citizen as the Republic."
Loud acclamations hailed this rebuke. The
President rang his bell, and with warmth resumed.
"If the Republic should demand of you the
sacrifice of your child herself, you would have no duty but to sacrifice
her. Listen to what is to follow. In the meanwhile, be silent!"
Frantic acclamations were again raised. Doctor
Manette sat down, with his eyes looking around, and his lips trembling;
his daughter drew closer to him. The craving man on the jury rubbed his
hands together, and restored the usual hand to his mouth.
Defarge was produced, when the court was quiet
enough to admit of his being heard, and rapidly expounded the story of
the imprisonment, and of his having been a mere boy in the Doctor's
service, and of the release, and of the state of the prisoner when
released and delivered to him. This short examination followed, for the
court was quick with its work.
"You did good service at the taking of the
Bastille, citizen?"
"I believe so."
Here, an excited woman screeched from the crowd:
"You were one of the best patriots there. Why not say so? You were
a cannonier that day there, and you were among the first to enter the
accursed fortress when it fell. Patriots, I speak the truth!"
It was The Vengeance who, amidst the warm
commendations of the audience, thus assisted the proceedings. The
President rang his bell; but, The Vengeance, warming with encouragement,
shrieked, "I defy that bell!" wherein she was likewise much
commended.
"Inform the Tribunal of what you did that day
within the Bastille, citizen."
"I knew," said Defarge, looking down at
his wife, who stood at the bottom of the steps on which he was raised,
looking steadily up at him; "I knew that this prisoner, of whom I
speak, had been confined in a cell known as One Hundred and Five, North
Tower. I knew it from himself. He knew himself by no other name than One
Hundred and Five, North Tower, when he made shoes under my care. As I
serve my gun that day, I resolve, when the place shall fall, to examine
that cell. It falls. I mount to the cell, with a fellow-citizen who is
one of the Jury, directed by a gaoler. I examine it, very closely. In a
hole in the chimney, where a stone has been worked out and replaced, I
find a written paper. This is that written paper. I have made it my
business to examine some specimens of the writing of Doctor Manette.
This is the writing of Doctor Manette. I confide this paper, in the
writing of Doctor Manette, to the hands of the President."
"Let it be read."
In a dead silence and stillness--the prisoner
under trial looking lovingly at his wife, his wife only looking from him
to look with solicitude at her father, Doctor Manette keeping his eyes
fixed on the reader, Madame Defarge never taking hers from the prisoner,
Defarge never taking his from his feasting wife, and all the other eyes
there intent upon the Doctor, who saw none of them--the paper was read,
as follows.
X
The Substance of the Shadow
"I, Alexandre Manette, unfortunate physician,
native of Beauvais, and afterwards resident in Paris, write this
melancholy paper in my doleful cell in the Bastille, during the last
month of the year, 1767. I write it at stolen intervals, under every
difficulty. I design to secrete it in the wall of the chimney, where I
have slowly and laboriously made a place of concealment for it. Some
pitying hand may find it there, when I and my sorrows are dust.
"These words are formed by the rusty iron
point with which I write with difficulty in scrapings of soot and
charcoal from the chimney, mixed with blood, in the last month of the
tenth year of my captivity. Hope has quite departed from my breast. I
know from terrible warnings I have noted in myself that my reason will
not long remain unimpaired, but I solemnly declare that I am at this
time in the possession of my right mind--that my memory is exact and
circumstantial--and that I write the truth as I shall answer for these
my last recorded words, whether they be ever read by men or not, at the
Eternal Judgment-seat.
"One cloudy moonlight night, in the third
week of December (I think the twenty-second of the month) in the year
1757, I was walking on a retired part of the quay by the Seine for the
refreshment of the frosty air, at an hour's distance from my place of
residence in the Street of the School of Medicine, when a carriage came
along behind me, driven very fast. As I stood aside to let that carriage
pass, apprehensive that it might otherwise run me down, a head was put
out at the window, and a voice called to the driver to stop.
"The carriage stopped as soon as the driver
could rein in his horses, and the same voice called to me by my name. I
answered. The carriage was then so far in advance of me that two
gentlemen had time to open the door and alight before I came up with it.
"I observed that they were both wrapped in
cloaks, and appeared to conceal themselves. As they stood side by side
near the carriage door, I also observed that they both looked of about
my own age, or rather younger, and that they were greatly alike, in
stature, manner, voice, and (as far as I could see) face too.
"`You are Doctor Manette?' said one.
"I am."
"`Doctor Manette, formerly of Beauvais,' said
the other; `the young physician, originally an expert surgeon, who
within the last year or two has made a rising reputation in Paris?'
"`Gentlemen,' I returned, `I am that Doctor
Manette of whom you speak so graciously.'
"`We have been to your residence,' said the
first, `and not being so fortunate as to find you there, and being
informed that you were probably walking in this direction, we followed,
in the hope of overtaking you. Will you please to enter the carriage?'
"The manner of both was imperious, and they
both moved, as these words were spoken, so as to place me between
themselves and the carriage door. They were armed. I was not.
"`Gentlemen,' said I, `pardon me; but I
usually inquire who does me the honour to seek my assistance, and what
is the nature of the case to which I am summoned.'
"The reply to this was made by him who had
spoken second. 'Doctor, your clients are people of condition. As to the
nature of the case, our confidence in your skill assures us that you
will ascertain it for yourself better than we can describe it. Enough.
Will you please to enter the carriage?'
"I could do nothing but comply, and I entered
it in silence. They both entered after me--the last springing in, after
putting up the steps. The carriage turned about, and drove on at its
former speed.
"I repeat this conversation exactly as it
occurred. I have no doubt that it is, word for word, the same. I
describe everything exactly as it took place, constraining my mind not
to wander from the task. Where I make the broken marks that follow here,
I leave off for the time, and put my paper in its hiding-place.
* * *
"The carriage left the streets behind, passed
the North Barrier, and emerged upon the country road. At two-thirds of a
league from the Barrier--I did not estimate the distance at that time,
but afterwards when I traversed it--it struck out of the main avenue,
and presently stopped at a solitary house, We all three alighted, and
walked, by a damp soft footpath in a garden where a neglected fountain
had overflowed, to the door of the house. It was not opened immediately,
in answer to the ringing of the bell, and one of my two conductors
struck the man who opened it, with his heavy riding glove, across the
face.
"There was nothing in this action to attract
my particular attention, for I had seen common people struck more
commonly than dogs. But, the other of the two, being angry likewise,
struck the man in like manner with his arm; the look and bearing of the
brothers were then so exactly alike, that I then first perceived them to
be twin brothers.
"From the time of our alighting at the outer
gate (which we found locked, and which one of the brothers had opened to
admit us, and had relocked), I had heard cries proceeding from an upper
chamber. I was conducted to this chamber straight, the cries growing
louder as we ascended the stairs, and I found a patient in a high fever
of the brain, lying on a bed.
"The patient was a woman of great beauty, and
young; assuredly not much past twenty. Her hair was torn and ragged, and
her arms were bound to her sides with sashes and handkerchiefs. I
noticed that these bonds were all portions of a gentleman's dress. On
one of them, which was a fringed scarf for a dress of ceremony, I saw
the armorial bearings of a Noble, and the letter E.
"I saw this, within the first minute of my
contemplation of the patient; for, in her restless strivings she had
turned over on her face on the edge of the bed, had drawn the end of the
scarf into her mouth, and was in danger of suffocation. My first act was
to put out my hand to relieve her breathing; and in moving the scarf
aside, the embroidery in the corner caught my sight.
"I turned her gently over, placed my hands
upon her breast to calm her and keep her down, and looked into her face.
Her eyes were dilated and wild, and she constantly uttered piercing
shrieks, and repeated the words, `My husband, my father, and my
brother!' and then counted up to twelve, and said, `Hush!' For an
instant, and no more, she would pause to listen, and then the piercing
shrieks would begin again, and she would repeat the cry, `My husband, my
father, and my brother!' and would count up to twelve, and say, `Hush!'
There was no variation in the order, or the manner. There was no
cessation, but the regular moment's pause, in the utterance of these
sounds.
"`How long,' I asked, `has this lasted?'
"To distinguish the brothers, I will call
them the elder and the younger; by the elder, I mean him who exercised
the most authority. It was the elder who replied, `Since about this hour
last night.'
"`She has a husband, a father, and a
brother?'
"`A brother.'
"`I do not address her brother?'
"He answered with great contempt, `No.'
"`She has some recent association with the
number twelve?'
"The younger brother impatiently rejoined,
`With twelve o'clock?'
"`See, gentlemen,' said I, still keeping my
hands upon her breast, 'how useless I am, as you have brought me! If I
had known what I was coming to see, I could have come provided. As it
is, time must be lost. There are no medicines to be obtained in this
lonely place.'
"The elder brother looked to the younger, who
said haughtily, `There is a case of medicines here;' and brought it from
a closet, and put it on the table.
* * *
"I opened some of the bottles, smelt them,
and put the stoppers to my lips. If I had wanted to use anything save
narcotic medicines that were poisons in themselves, I would not have
administered any of those.
"`Do you doubt them?' asked the younger
brother.
"`You see, monsieur, I am going to use them,'
I replied, and said no more.
"I made the patient swallow, with great
difficulty, and after many efforts, the dose that I desired to give. As
I intended to repeat it after a while, and as it was necessary to watch
its influence, I then sat down by the side of the bed. There was a timid
and suppressed woman in attendance (wife of the man down-stairs), who
had retreated into a corner. The house was damp and decayed,
indifferently furnished--evidently, recently occupied and temporarily
used. Some thick old hangings had been nailed up before the windows, to
deaden the sound of the shrieks. They continued to be uttered in their
regular succession, with the cry, `My husband, my father, and my
brother!' the counting up to twelve, and `Hush!' The frenzy was so
violent, that I had not unfastened the bandages restraining the arms;
but, I had looked to them, to see that they were not painful. The only
spark of encouragement in the case, was, that my hand upon the
sufferer's breast had this much soothing influence, that for minutes at
a time it tranquillised the figure. It had no effect upon the cries; no
pendulum could be more regular.
"For the reason that my hand had this effect
(I assume), I had sat by the side of the bed for half an hour, with the
two brothers looking on, before the elder said:
"`There is another patient.'
"I was startled, and asked, `Is it a pressing
case?'
"`You had better see,' he carelessly
answered; and took up a light.
* * *
"The other patient lay in a back room across
a second staircase, which was a species of loft over a stable. There was
a low plastered ceiling to a part of it; the rest was open, to the ridge
of the tiled roof, and there were beams across. Hay and straw were
stored in that portion of the place, fagots for firing, and a heap of
apples in sand. I had to pass through that part, to get at the other. My
memory is circumstantial and unshaken. I try it with these details, and
I see them all, in this my cell in the Bastille, near the close of the
tenth year of my captivity, as I saw them all that night.
"On some hay on the ground, with a cushion
thrown under his head, lay a handsome peasant boy--a boy of not more
than seventeen at the most. He lay on his back, with his teeth set, his
right hand clenched on his breast, and his glaring eyes looking straight
upward. I could not see where his wound was, as I kneeled on one knee
over him; but, I could see that he was dying of a wound from a sharp
point.
"`I am a doctor, my poor fellow,' said I.
`Let me examine it.'
"`I do not want it examined,' he answered;
`let it be.'
"It was under his hand, and I soothed him to
let me move his hand away. The wound was a sword-thrust, received from
twenty to twenty- four hours before, but no skill could have saved him
if it had been looked to without delay. He was then dying fast. As I
turned my eyes to the elder brother, I saw him looking down at this
handsome boy whose life was ebbing out, as if he were a wounded bird, or
hare, or rabbit; not at all as if he were a fellow-creature.
"`How has this been done, monsieur?' said I.
"`A crazed young common dog! A serf! Forced
my brother to draw upon him, and has fallen by my brother's sword--like
a gentleman.'
"There was no touch of pity, sorrow, or
kindred humanity, in this answer. The speaker seemed to acknowledge that
it was inconvenient to have that different order of creature dying
there, and that it would have been better if he had died in the usual
obscure routine of his vermin kind. He was quite incapable of any
compassionate feeling about the boy, or about his fate.
"The boy's eyes had slowly moved to him as he
had spoken, and they now slowly moved to me.
"`Doctor, they are very proud, these Nobles;
but we common dogs are proud too, sometimes. They plunder us, outrage
us, beat us, kill us; but we have a little pride left, sometimes.
She--have you seen her, Doctor?'
"The shrieks and the cries were audible
there, though subdued by the distance. He referred to them, as if she
were lying in our presence.
"I said, `I have seen her.'
"`She is my sister, Doctor. They have had
their shameful rights, these Nobles, in the modesty and virtue of our
sisters, many years, but we have had good girls among us. I know it, and
have heard my father say so. She was a good girl. She was betrothed to a
good young man, too: a tenant of his. We were all tenants of his--that
man's who stands there. The other is his brother, the worst of a bad
race.'
"It was with the greatest difficulty that the
boy gathered bodily force to speak; but, his spirit spoke with a
dreadful emphasis.
"`We were so robbed by that man who stands
there, as all we common dogs are by those superior Beings--taxed by him
without mercy, obliged to work for him without pay, obliged to grind our
corn at his mill, obliged to feed scores of his tame birds on our
wretched crops, and forbidden for our lives to keep a single tame bird
of our own, pillaged and plundered to that degree that when we chanced
to have a bit of meat, we ate it in fear, with the door barred and the
shutters closed, that his people should not see it and take it from
us--I say, we were so robbed, and hunted, and were made so poor, that
our father told us it was a dreadful thing to bring a child into the
world, and that what we should most pray for, was, that our women might
be barren and our miserable race die out!'
"I had never before seen the sense of being
oppressed, bursting forth like a fire. I had supposed that it must be
latent in the people somewhere; but, I had never seen it break out,
until I saw it in the dying boy.
"`Nevertheless, Doctor, my sister married. He
was ailing at that time, poor fellow, and she married her lover, that
she might tend and comfort him in our cottage--our dog-hut, as that man
would call it. She had not been married many weeks, when that man's
brother saw her and admired her, and asked that man to lend her to
him--for what are husbands among us! He was willing enough, but my
sister was good and virtuous, and hated his brother with a hatred as
strong as mine. What did the two then, to persuade her husband to use
his influence with her, to make her willing?'
"The boy's eyes, which had been fixed on
mine, slowly turned to the looker-on, and I saw in the two faces that
all he said was true. The two opposing kinds of pride confronting one
another, I can see, even in this Bastille; the gentleman's, all
negligent indifference; the peasants, all trodden-down sentiment, and
passionate revenge.
"`You know, Doctor, that it is among the
Rights of these Nobles to harness us common dogs to carts, and drive us.
They so harnessed him and drove him. You know that it is among their
Rights to keep us in their grounds all night, quieting the frogs, in
order that their noble sleep may not be disturbed. They kept him out in
the unwholesome mists at night, and ordered him back into his harness in
the day. But he was not persuaded. No! Taken out of harness one day at
noon, to feed--if he could find food--he sobbed twelve times, once for
every stroke of the bell, and died on her bosom.'
"Nothing human could have held life in the
boy but his determination to tell all his wrong. He forced back the
gathering shadows of death, as he forced his clenched right hand to
remain clenched, and to cover his wound.
"`Then, with that man's permission and even
with his aid, his brother took her away; in spite of what I know she
must have told his brother--and what that is, will not be long unknown
to you, Doctor, if it is now--his brother took her away--for his
pleasure and diversion, for a little while. I saw her pass me on the
road. When I took the tidings home, our father's heart burst; he never
spoke one of the words that filled it. I took my young sister (for I
have another) to a place beyond the reach of this man, and where, at
least, she will never be _his_ vassal. Then, I tracked the brother here,
and last night climbed in--a common dog, but sword in hand.--Where is
the loft window? It was somewhere here?'
"The room was darkening to his sight; the
world was narrowing around him. I glanced about me, and saw that the hay
and straw were trampled over the floor, as if there had been a struggle.
"`She heard me, and ran in. I told her not to
come near us till he was dead. He came in and first tossed me some
pieces of money; then struck at me with a whip. But I, though a common
dog, so struck at him as to make him draw. Let him break into as many
pieces as he will, the sword that he stained with my common blood; he
drew to defend himself--thrust at me with all his skill for his life.'
"My glance had fallen, but a few moments
before, on the fragments of a broken sword, lying among the hay. That
weapon was a gentleman's. In another place, lay an old sword that seemed
to have been a soldier's.
"`Now, lift me up, Doctor; lift me up. Where
is he?'
"`He is not here,' I said, supporting the
boy, and thinking that he referred to the brother.
"`He! Proud as these nobles are, he is afraid
to see me. Where is the man who was here? Turn my face to him.'
"I did so, raising the boy's head against my
knee. But, invested for the moment with extraordinary power, he raised
himself completely: obliging me to rise too, or I could not have still
supported him.
"`Marquis,' said the boy, turned to him with
his eyes opened wide, and his right hand raised, `in the days when all
these things are to be answered for, I summon you and yours, to the last
of your bad race, to answer for them. I mark this cross of blood upon
you, as a sign that I do it. In the days when all these things are to be
answered for, I summon your brother, the worst of the bad race, to
answer for them separately. I mark this cross of blood upon him, as a
sign that I do it.'
"Twice, he put his hand to the wound in his
breast, and with his forefinger drew a cross in the air. He stood for an
instant with the finger yet raised, and as it dropped, he dropped with
it, and I laid him down dead.
* * *
"When I returned to the bedside of the young
woman, I found her raving in precisely the same order of continuity. I
knew that this might last for many hours, and that it would probably end
in the silence of the grave.
"I repeated the medicines I had given her,
and I sat at the side of the bed until the night was far advanced. She
never abated the piercing quality of her shrieks, never stumbled in the
distinctness or the order of her words. They were always `My husband, my
father, and my brother! One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,
nine, ten, eleven, twelve. Hush!'
"This lasted twenty-six hours from the time
when I first saw her. I had come and gone twice, and was again sitting
by her, when she began to falter. I did what little could be done to
assist that opportunity, and by-and-bye she sank into a lethargy, and
lay like the dead.
"It was as if the wind and rain had lulled at
last, after a long and fearful storm. I released her arms, and called
the woman to assist me to compose her figure and the dress she had torn.
It was then that I knew her condition to be that of one in whom the
first expectations of being a mother have arisen; and it was then that I
lost the little hope I had had of her.
"`Is she dead?' asked the Marquis, whom I
will still describe as the elder brother, coming booted into the room
from his horse.
"`Not dead,' said I; `but like to die.'
"`What strength there is in these common
bodies!' he said, looking down at her with some curiosity.
"`There is prodigious strength,' I answered
him, `in sorrow and despair.'
"He first laughed at my words, and then
frowned at them. He moved a chair with his foot near to mine, ordered
the woman away, and said in a subdued voice,
"`Doctor, finding my brother in this
difficulty with these hinds, I recommended that your aid should be
invited. Your reputation is high, and, as a young man with your fortune
to make, you are probably mindful of your interest. The things that you
see here, are things to be seen, and not spoken of.'
"I listened to the patient's breathing, and
avoided answering.
"`Do you honour me with your attention,
Doctor?'
"`Monsieur,' said I, `in my profession, the
communications of patients are always received in confidence.' I was
guarded in my answer, for I was troubled in my mind with what I had
heard and seen.
"Her breathing was so difficult to trace,
that I carefully tried the pulse and the heart. There was life, and no
more. Looking round as I resumed my seat, I found both the brothers
intent upon me.
* * *
"I write with so much difficulty, the cold is
so severe, I am so fearful of being detected and consigned to an
underground cell and total darkness, that I must abridge this narrative.
There is no confusion or failure in my memory; it can recall, and could
detail, every word that was ever spoken between me and those brothers.
"She lingered for a week. Towards the last, I
could understand some few syllables that she said to me, by placing my
ear close to her lips. She asked me where she was, and I told her; who I
was, and I told her. It was in vain that I asked her for her family
name. She faintly shook her head upon the pillow, and kept her secret,
as the boy had done.
"I had no opportunity of asking her any
question, until I had told the brothers she was sinking fast, and could
not live another day. Until then, though no one was ever presented to
her consciousness save the woman and myself, one or other of them had
always jealously sat behind the curtain at the head of the bed when I
was there. But when it came to that, they seemed careless what
communication I might hold with her; as if--the thought passed through
my mind--I were dying too.
"I always observed that their pride bitterly
resented the younger brother's (as I call him) having crossed swords
with a peasant, and that peasant a boy. The only consideration that
appeared to affect the mind of either of them was the consideration that
this was highly degrading to the family, and was ridiculous. As often as
I caught the younger brother's eyes, their expression reminded me that
he disliked me deeply, for knowing what I knew from the boy. He was
smoother and more polite to me than the elder; but I saw this. I also
saw that I was an incumbrance in the mind of the elder, too.
"My patient died, two hours before
midnight--at a time, by my watch, answering almost to the minute when I
had first seen her. I was alone with her, when her forlorn young head
drooped gently on one side, and all her earthly wrongs and sorrows
ended.
"The brothers were waiting in a room
down-stairs, impatient to ride away. I had heard them, alone at the
bedside, striking their boots with their riding-whips, and loitering up
and down.
"`At last she is dead?' said the elder, when
I went in.
"`She is dead,' said I.
"`I congratulate you, my brother,' were his
words as he turned round.
"He had before offered me money, which I had
postponed taking. He now gave me a rouleau of gold. I took it from his
hand, but laid it on the table. I had considered the question, and had
resolved to accept nothing.
"`Pray excuse me,' said I. `Under the
circumstances, no.'
"They exchanged looks, but bent their heads
to me as I bent mine to them, and we parted without another word on
either side.
* * *
"I am weary, weary, weary--worn down by
misery. I cannot read what I have written with this gaunt hand.
"Early in the morning, the rouleau of gold
was left at my door in a little box, with my name on the outside. From
the first, I had anxiously considered what I ought to do. I decided,
that day, to write privately to the Minister, stating the nature of the
two cases to which I had been summoned, and the place to which I had
gone: in effect, stating all the circumstances. I knew what Court
influence was, and what the immunities of the Nobles were, and I
expected that the matter would never be heard of; but, I wished to
relieve my own mind. I had kept the matter a profound secret, even from
my wife; and this, too, I resolved to state in my letter. I had no
apprehension whatever of my real danger; but I was conscious that there
might be danger for others, if others were compromised by possessing the
knowledge that I possessed.
"I was much engaged that day, and could not
complete my letter that night. I rose long before my usual time next
morning to finish it. It was the last day of the year. The letter was
lying before me just completed, when I was told that a lady waited, who
wished to see me.
* * *
"I am growing more and more unequal to the
task I have set myself. It is so cold, so dark, my senses are so
benumbed, and the gloom upon me is so dreadful.
"The lady was young, engaging, and handsome,
but not marked for long life. She was in great agitation. She presented
herself to me as the wife of the Marquis St. Evremonde. I connected the
title by which the boy had addressed the elder brother, with the initial
letter embroidered on the scarf, and had no difficulty in arriving at
the conclusion that I had seen that nobleman very lately.
"My memory is still accurate, but I cannot
write the words of our conversation. I suspect that I am watched more
closely than I was, and I know not at what times I may be watched. She
had in part suspected, and in part discovered, the main facts of the
cruel story, of her husband's share in it, and my being resorted to. She
did not know that the girl was dead. Her hope had been, she said in
great distress, to show her, in secret, a woman's sympathy. Her hope had
been to avert the wrath of Heaven from a House that had long been
hateful to the suffering many.
"She had reasons for believing that there was
a young sister living, and her greatest desire was, to help that sister.
I could tell her nothing but that there was such a sister; beyond that,
I knew nothing. Her inducement to come to me, relying on my confidence,
had been the hope that I could tell her the name and place of abode.
Whereas, to this wretched hour I am ignorant of both.
* * *
"These scraps of paper fail me. One was taken
from me, with a warning, yesterday. I must finish my record to-day.
"She was a good, compassionate lady, and not
happy in her marriage. How could she be! The brother distrusted and
disliked her, and his influence was all opposed to her; she stood in
dread of him, and in dread of her husband too. When I handed her down to
the door, there was a child, a pretty boy from two to three years old,
in her carriage.
"`For his sake, Doctor,' she said, pointing
to him in tears, `I would do all I can to make what poor amends I can.
He will never prosper in his inheritance otherwise. I have a
presentiment that if no other innocent atonement is made for this, it
will one day be required of him. What I have left to call my own--it is
little beyond the worth of a few jewels--I will make it the first charge
of his life to bestow, with the compassion and lamenting of his dead
mother, on this injured family, if the sister can be discovered.'
"She kissed the boy, and said, caressing him,
`It is for thine own dear sake. Thou wilt be faithful, little Charles?'
The child answered her bravely, `Yes!' I kissed her hand, and she took
him in her arms, and went away caressing him. I never saw her more.
"As she had mentioned her husband's name in
the faith that I knew it, I added no mention of it to my letter. I
sealed my letter, and, not trusting it out of my own hands, delivered it
myself that day.
"That night, the last night of the year,
towards nine o'clock, a man in a black dress rang at my gate, demanded
to see me, and softly followed my servant, Ernest Defarge, a youth,
up-stairs. When my servant came into the room where I sat with my
wife--O my wife, beloved of my heart! My fair young English wife!--we
saw the man, who was supposed to be at the gate, standing silent behind
him.
"An urgent case in the Rue St. Honore, he
said. It would not detain me, he had a coach in waiting.
"It brought me here, it brought me to my
grave. When I was clear of the house, a black muffler was drawn tightly
over my mouth from behind, and my arms were pinioned. The two brothers
crossed the road from a dark corner, and identified me with a single
gesture. The Marquis took from his pocket the letter I had written,
showed it me, burnt it in the light of a lantern that was held, and
extinguished the ashes with his foot. Not a word was spoken. I was
brought here, I was brought to my living grave.
"If it had pleased _God_ to put it in the
hard heart of either of the brothers, in all these frightful years, to
grant me any tidings of my dearest wife--so much as to let me know by a
word whether alive or dead--I might have thought that He had not quite
abandoned them. But, now I believe that the mark of the red cross is
fatal to them, and that they have no part in His mercies. And them and
their descendants, to the last of their race, I, Alexandre Manette,
unhappy prisoner, do this last night of the year 1767, in my unbearable
agony, denounce to the times when all these things shall be answered
for. I denounce them to Heaven and to earth."
A terrible sound arose when the reading of this
document was done. A sound of craving and eagerness that had nothing
articulate in it but blood. The narrative called up the most revengeful
passions of the time, and there was not a head in the nation but must
have dropped before it.
Little need, in presence of that tribunal and that
auditory, to show how the Defarges had not made the paper public, with
the other captured Bastille memorials borne in procession, and had kept
it, biding their time. Little need to show that this detested family
name had long been anathematised by Saint Antoine, and was wrought into
the fatal register. The man never trod ground whose virtues and services
would have sustained him in that place that day, against such
denunciation.
And all the worse for the doomed man, that the
denouncer was a well-known citizen, his own attached friend, the father
of his wife. One of the frenzied aspirations of the populace was, for
imitations of the questionable public virtues of antiquity, and for
sacrifices and self-immolations on the people's altar. Therefore when
the President said (else had his own head quivered on his shoulders),
that the good physician of the Republic would deserve better still of
the Republic by rooting out an obnoxious family of Aristocrats, and
would doubtless feel a sacred glow and joy in making his daughter a
widow and her child an orphan, there was wild excitement, patriotic
fervour, not a touch of human sympathy.
"Much influence around him, has that
Doctor?" murmured Madame Defarge, smiling to The Vengeance.
"Save him now, my Doctor, save him!"
At every juryman's vote, there was a roar. Another
and another. Roar and roar.
Unanimously voted. At heart and by descent an
Aristocrat, an enemy of the Republic, a notorious oppressor of the
People. Back to the Conciergerie, and Death within four-and-twenty
hours!
XI
Dusk
The wretched wife of the innocent man thus doomed
to die, fell under the sentence, as if she had been mortally stricken.
But, she uttered no sound; and so strong was the voice within her,
representing that it was she of all the world who must uphold him in his
misery and not augment it, that it quickly raised her, even from that
shock.
The Judges having to take part in a public
demonstration out of doors, the Tribunal adjourned. The quick noise and
movement of the court's emptying itself by many passages had not ceased,
when Lucie stood stretching out her arms towards her husband, with
nothing in her face but love and consolation.
"If I might touch him! If I might embrace him
once! O, good citizens, if you would have so much compassion for
us!"
There was but a gaoler left, along with two of the
four men who had taken him last night, and Barsad. The people had all
poured out to the show in the streets. Barsad proposed to the rest,
"Let her embrace him then; it is but a moment." It was
silently acquiesced in, and they passed her over the seats in the hall
to a raised place, where he, by leaning over the dock, could fold her in
his arms.
"Farewell, dear darling of my soul. My
parting blessing on my love. We shall meet again, where the weary are at
rest!"
They were her husband's words, as he held her to
his bosom.
"I can bear it, dear Charles. I am supported
from above: don't suffer for me. A parting blessing for our child."
"I send it to her by you. I kiss her by you.
I say farewell to her by you."
"My husband. No! A moment!" He was
tearing himself apart from her. "We shall not be separated long. I
feel that this will break my heart by-and-bye; but I will do my duty
while I can, and when I leave her, God will raise up friends for her, as
He did for me."
Her father had followed her, and would have fallen
on his knees to both of them, but that Darnay put out a hand and seized
him, crying:
"No, no! What have you done, what have you
done, that you should kneel to us! We know now, what a struggle you made
of old. We know, now what you underwent when you suspected my descent,
and when you knew it. We know now, the natural antipathy you strove
against, and conquered, for her dear sake. We thank you with all our
hearts, and all our love and duty. Heaven be with you!"
Her father's only answer was to draw his hands
through his white hair, and wring them with a shriek of anguish.
"It could not be otherwise," said the
prisoner. "All things have worked together as they have fallen out.
It was the always-vain endeavour to discharge my poor mother's trust
that first brought my fatal presence near you. Good could never come of
such evil, a happier end was not in nature to so unhappy a beginning. Be
comforted, and forgive me. Heaven bless you!"
As he was drawn away, his wife released him, and
stood looking after him with her hands touching one another in the
attitude of prayer, and with a radiant look upon her face, in which
there was even a comforting smile. As he went out at the prisoners'
door, she turned, laid her head lovingly on her father's breast, tried
to speak to him, and fell at his feet.
Then, issuing from the obscure corner from which
he had never moved, Sydney Carton came and took her up. Only her father
and Mr. Lorry were with her. His arm trembled as it raised her, and
supported her head. Yet, there was an air about him that was not all of
pity--that had a flush of pride in it.
"Shall I take her to a coach? I shall never
feel her weight."
He carried her lightly to the door, and laid her
tenderly down in a coach. Her father and their old friend got into it,
and he took his seat beside the driver.
When they arrived at the gateway where he had
paused in the dark not many hours before, to picture to himself on which
of the rough stones of the street her feet had trodden, he lifted her
again, and carried her up the staircase to their rooms. There, he laid
her down on a couch, where her child and Miss Pross wept over her.
"Don't recall her to herself," he said,
softly, to the latter, "she is better so. Don't revive her to
consciousness, while she only faints."
"Oh, Carton, Carton, dear Carton!" cried
little Lucie, springing up and throwing her arms passionately round him,
in a burst of grief. "Now that you have come, I think you will do
something to help mamma, something to save papa! O, look at her, dear
Carton! Can you, of all the people who love her, bear to see her
so?"
He bent over the child, and laid her blooming
cheek against his face. He put her gently from him, and looked at her
unconscious mother.
"Before I go," he said, and
paused--"I may kiss her?"
It was remembered afterwards that when he bent
down and touched her face with his lips, he murmured some words. The
child, who was nearest to him, told them afterwards, and told her
grandchildren when she was a handsome old lady, that she heard him say,
"A life you love."
When he had gone out into the next room, he turned
suddenly on Mr. Lorry and her father, who were following, and said to
the latter:
"You had great influence but yesterday,
Doctor Manette; let it at least be tried. These judges, and all the men
in power, are very friendly to you, and very recognisant of your
services; are they not?"
"Nothing connected with Charles was concealed
from me. I had the strongest assurances that I should save him; and I
did." He returned the answer in great trouble, and very slowly.
"Try them again. The hours between this and
to-morrow afternoon are few and short, but try."
"I intend to try. I will not rest a
moment."
"That's well. I have known such energy as
yours do great things before now--though never," he added, with a
smile and a sigh together, "such great things as this. But try! Of
little worth as life is when we misuse it, it is worth that effort. It
would cost nothing to lay down if it were not."
"I will go," said Doctor Manette,
"to the Prosecutor and the President straight, and I will go to
others whom it is better not to name. I will write too, and--But stay!
There is a Celebration in the streets, and no one will be accessible
until dark."
"That's true. Well! It is a forlorn hope at
the best, and not much the forlorner for being delayed till dark. I
should like to know how you speed; though, mind! I expect nothing! When
are you likely to have seen these dread powers, Doctor Manette?"
"Immediately after dark, I should hope.
Within an hour or two from this."
"It will be dark soon after four. Let us
stretch the hour or two. If I go to Mr. Lorry's at nine, shall I hear
what you have done, either from our friend or from yourself?"
"Yes."
"May you prosper!"
Mr. Lorry followed Sydney to the outer door, and,
touching him on the shoulder as he was going away, caused him to turn.
"I have no hope," said Mr. Lorry, in a
low and sorrowful whisper.
"Nor have I."
"If any one of these men, or all of these
men, were disposed to spare him--which is a large supposition; for what
is his life, or any man's to them!--I doubt if they durst spare him
after the demonstration in the court."
"And so do I. I heard the fall of the axe in
that sound."
Mr. Lorry leaned his arm upon the door-post, and
bowed his face upon it.
"Don't despond," said Carton, very
gently; "don't grieve. I encouraged Doctor Manette in this idea,
because I felt that it might one day be consolatory to her. Otherwise,
she might think `his life was want only thrown away or wasted,' and that
might trouble her."
"Yes, yes, yes," returned Mr. Lorry,
drying his eyes, "you are right. But he will perish; there is no
real hope."
"Yes. He will perish: there is no real
hope," echoed Carton.
And walked with a settled step, down-stairs.
XII
Darkness
Sydney Carton paused in the street, not quite
decided where to go. "At Tellson's banking-house at nine," he
said, with a musing face. "Shall I do well, in the mean time, to
show myself? I think so. It is best that these people should know there
is such a man as I here; it is a sound precaution, and may be a
necessary preparation. But care, care, care! Let me think it out!"
Checking his steps which had begun to tend towards
an object, he took a turn or two in the already darkening street, and
traced the thought in his mind to its possible consequences. His first
impression was confirmed. "It is best," he said, finally
resolved, "that these people should know there is such a man as I
here." And he turned his face towards Saint Antoine.
Defarge had described himself, that day, as the
keeper of a wine-shop in the Saint Antoine suburb. It was not difficult
for one who knew the city well, to find his house without asking any
question. Having ascertained its situation, Carton came out of those
closer streets again, and dined at a place of refreshment and fell sound
asleep after dinner. For the first time in many years, he had no strong
drink. Since last night he had taken nothing but a little light thin
wine, and last night he had dropped the brandy slowly down on Mr.
Lorry's hearth like a man who had done with it.
It was as late as seven o'clock when he awoke
refreshed, and went out into the streets again. As he passed along
towards Saint Antoine, he stopped at a shop-window where there was a
mirror, and slightly altered the disordered arrangement of his loose
cravat, and his coat- collar, and his wild hair. This done, he went on
direct to Defarge's, and went in.
There happened to be no customer in the shop but
Jacques Three, of the restless fingers and the croaking voice. This man,
whom he had seen upon the Jury, stood drinking at the little counter, in
conversation with the Defarges, man and wife. The Vengeance assisted in
the conversation, like a regular member of the establishment.
As Carton walked in, took his seat and asked (in
very indifferent French) for a small measure of wine, Madame Defarge
cast a careless glance at him, and then a keener, and then a keener, and
then advanced to him herself, and asked him what it was he had ordered.
He repeated what he had already said.
"English?" asked Madame Defarge,
inquisitively raising her dark eyebrows.
After looking at her, as if the sound of even a
single French word were slow to express itself to him, he answered, in
his former strong foreign accent. "Yes, madame, yes. I am
English!"
Madame Defarge returned to her counter to get the
wine, and, as he took up a Jacobin journal and feigned to pore over it
puzzling out its meaning, he heard her say, "I swear to you, like
Evremonde!"
Defarge brought him the wine, and gave him Good
Evening.
"How?"
"Good evening."
"Oh! Good evening, citizen," filling his
glass. "Ah! and good wine. I drink to the Republic."
Defarge went back to the counter, and said,
"Certainly, a little like." Madame sternly retorted, "I
tell you a good deal like." Jacques Three pacifically remarked,
"He is so much in your mind, see you, madame." The amiable
Vengeance added, with a laugh, "Yes, my faith! And you are looking
forward with so much pleasure to seeing him once more to-morrow!"
Carton followed the lines and words of his paper,
with a slow forefinger, and with a studious and absorbed face. They were
all leaning their arms on the counter close together, speaking low.
After a silence of a few moments, during which they all looked towards
him without disturbing his outward attention from the Jacobin editor,
they resumed their conversation.
"It is true what madame says," observed
Jacques Three. "Why stop? There is great force in that. Why
stop?"
"Well, well," reasoned Defarge,
"but one must stop somewhere. After all, the question is still
where?"
"At extermination," said madame.
"Magnificent!" croaked Jacques Three.
The Vengeance, also, highly approved.
"Extermination is good doctrine, my
wife," said Defarge, rather troubled; "in general, I say
nothing against it. But this Doctor has suffered much; you have seen him
to-day; you have observed his face when the paper was read."
"I have observed his face!" repeated
madame, contemptuously and angrily. "Yes. I have observed his face.
I have observed his face to be not the face of a true friend of the
Republic. Let him take care of his face!"
"And you have observed, my wife," said
Defarge, in a deprecatory manner, "the anguish of his daughter,
which must be a dreadful anguish to him!"
"I have observed his daughter," repeated
madame; "yes, I have observed his daughter, more times than one. I
have observed her to-day, and I have observed her other days. I have
observed her in the court, and I have observed her in the street by the
prison. Let me but lift my finger--!" She seemed to raise it (the
listener's eyes were always on his paper), and to let it fall with a
rattle on the ledge before her, as if the axe had dropped.
"The citizeness is superb!" croaked the
Juryman.
"She is an Angel!" said The Vengeance,
and embraced her.
"As to thee," pursued madame,
implacably, addressing her husband, "if it depended on thee--which,
happily, it does not--thou wouldst rescue this man even now."
"No!" protested Defarge. "Not if to
lift this glass would do it! But I would leave the matter there. I say,
stop there."
"See you then, Jacques," said Madame
Defarge, wrathfully; "and see you, too, my little Vengeance; see
you both! Listen! For other crimes as tyrants and oppressors, I have
this race a long time on my register, doomed to destruction and
extermination. Ask my husband, is that so."
"It is so," assented Defarge, without
being asked.
"In the beginning of the great days, when the
Bastille falls, he finds this paper of to-day, and he brings it home,
and in the middle of the night when this place is clear and shut, we
read it, here on this spot, by the light of this lamp. Ask him, is that
so."
"It is so," assented Defarge.
"That night, I tell him, when the paper is
read through, and the lamp is burnt out, and the day is gleaming in
above those shutters and between those iron bars, that I have now a
secret to communicate. Ask him, is that so."
"It is so," assented Defarge again.
"I communicate to him that secret. I smite
this bosom with these two hands as I smite it now, and I tell him,
`Defarge, I was brought up among the fishermen of the sea-shore, and
that peasant family so injured by the two Evremonde brothers, as that
Bastille paper describes, is my family. Defarge, that sister of the
mortally wounded boy upon the ground was my sister, that husband was my
sister's husband, that unborn child was their child, that brother was my
brother, that father was my father, those dead are my dead, and that
summons to answer for those things descends to me!' Ask him, is that
so."
"It is so," assented Defarge once more.
"Then tell Wind and Fire where to stop,"
returned madame; "but don't tell me."
Both her hearers derived a horrible enjoyment from
the deadly nature of her wrath--the listener could feel how white she
was, without seeing her--and both highly commended it. Defarge, a weak
minority, interposed a few words for the memory of the compassionate
wife of the Marquis; but only elicited from his own wife a repetition of
her last reply. "Tell the Wind and the Fire where to stop; not
me!"
Customers entered, and the group was broken up.
The English customer paid for what he had had, perplexedly counted his
change, and asked, as a stranger, to be directed towards the National
Palace. Madame Defarge took him to the door, and put her arm on his, in
pointing out the road. The English customer was not without his
reflections then, that it might be a good deed to seize that arm, lift
it, and strike under it sharp and deep.
But, he went his way, and was soon swallowed up in
the shadow of the prison wall. At the appointed hour, he emerged from it
to present himself in Mr. Lorry's room again, where he found the old
gentleman walking to and fro in restless anxiety. He said he had been
with Lucie until just now, and had only left her for a few minutes, to
come and keep his appointment. Her father had not been seen, since he
quitted the banking-house towards four o'clock. She had some faint hopes
that his mediation might save Charles, but they were very slight. He had
been more than five hours gone: where could he be?
Mr. Lorry waited until ten; but, Doctor Manette
not returning, and he being unwilling to leave Lucie any longer, it was
arranged that he should go back to her, and come to the banking-house
again at midnight. In the meanwhile, Carton would wait alone by the fire
for the Doctor.
He waited and waited, and the clock struck twelve;
but Doctor Manette did not come back. Mr. Lorry returned, and found no
tidings of him, and brought none. Where could he be?
They were discussing this question, and were
almost building up some weak structure of hope on his prolonged absence,
when they heard him on the stairs. The instant he entered the room, it
was plain that all was lost.
Whether he had really been to any one, or whether
he had been all that time traversing the streets, was never known. As he
stood staring at them, they asked him no question, for his face told
them everything.
"I cannot find it," said he, "and I
must have it. Where is it?"
His head and throat were bare, and, as he spoke
with a helpless look straying all around, he took his coat off, and let
it drop on the floor.
"Where is my bench? I have been looking
everywhere for my bench, and I can't find it. What have they done with
my work? Time presses: I must finish those shoes."
They looked at one another, and their hearts died
within them.
"Come, come!" said he, in a whimpering
miserable way; "let me get to work. Give me my work."
Receiving no answer, he tore his hair, and beat
his feet upon the ground, like a distracted child.
"Don't torture a poor forlorn wretch,"
he implored them, with a dreadful cry; "but give me my work! What
is to become of us, if those shoes are not done to-night?"
Lost, utterly lost!
It was so clearly beyond hope to reason with him,
or try to restore him, that--as if by agreement--they each put a hand
upon his shoulder, and soothed him to sit down before the fire, with a
promise that he should have his work presently. He sank into the chair,
and brooded over the embers, and shed tears. As if all that had happened
since the garret time were a momentary fancy, or a dream, Mr. Lorry saw
him shrink into the exact figure that Defarge had had in keeping.
Affected, and impressed with terror as they both
were, by this spectacle of ruin, it was not a time to yield to such
emotions. His lonely daughter, bereft of her final hope and reliance,
appealed to them both too strongly. Again, as if by agreement, they
looked at one another with one meaning in their faces. Carton was the
first to speak:
"The last chance is gone: it was not much.
Yes; he had better be taken to her. But, before you go, will you, for a
moment, steadily attend to me? Don't ask me why I make the stipulations
I am going to make, and exact the promise I am going to exact; I have a
reason--a good one."
"I do not doubt it," answered Mr. Lorry.
"Say on."
The figure in the chair between them, was all the
time monotonously rocking itself to and fro, and moaning. They spoke in
such a tone as they would have used if they had been watching by a
sick-bed in the night.
Carton stooped to pick up the coat, which lay
almost entangling his feet. As he did so, a small case in which the
Doctor was accustomed to carry the lists of his day's duties, fell
lightly on the floor. Carton took it up, and there was a folded paper in
it. "We should look at this!" he said. Mr. Lorry nodded his
consent. He opened it, and exclaimed, "Thank _God!_"
"What is it?" asked Mr. Lorry, eagerly.
"A moment! Let me speak of it in its place.
First," he put his hand in his coat, and took another paper from
it, "that is the certificate which enables me to pass out of this
city. Look at it. You see-- Sydney Carton, an Englishman?"
Mr. Lorry held it open in his hand, gazing in his
earnest face.
"Keep it for me until to-morrow. I shall see
him to-morrow, you remember, and I had better not take it into the
prison."
"Why not?"
"I don't know; I prefer not to do so. Now,
take this paper that Doctor Manette has carried about him. It is a
similar certificate, enabling him and his daughter and her child, at any
time, to pass the barrier and the frontier! You see?"
"Yes!"
"Perhaps he obtained it as his last and
utmost precaution against evil, yesterday. When is it dated? But no
matter; don't stay to look; put it up carefully with mine and your own.
Now, observe! I never doubted until within this hour or two, that he
had, or could have such a paper. It is good, until recalled. But it may
be soon recalled, and, I have reason to think, will be."
"They are not in danger?"
"They are in great danger. They are in danger
of denunciation by Madame Defarge. I know it from her own lips. I have
overheard words of that woman's, to-night, which have presented their
danger to me in strong colours. I have lost no time, and since then, I
have seen the spy. He confirms me. He knows that a wood-sawyer, living
by the prison wall, is under the control of the Defarges, and has been
rehearsed by Madame Defarge as to his having seen Her"--he never
mentioned Lucie's name--"making signs and signals to prisoners. It
is easy to foresee that the pretence will be the common one, a prison
plot, and that it will involve her life--and perhaps her child's--and
perhaps her father's--for both have been seen with her at that place.
Don't look so horrified. You will save them all."
"Heaven grant I may, Carton! But how?"
"I am going to tell you how. It will depend
on you, and it could depend on no better man. This new denunciation will
certainly not take place until after to-morrow; probably not until two
or three days afterwards; more probably a week afterwards. You know it
is a capital crime, to mourn for, or sympathise with, a victim of the
Guillotine. She and her father would unquestionably be guilty of this
crime, and this woman (the inveteracy of whose pursuit cannot be
described) would wait to add that strength to her case, and make herself
doubly sure. You follow me?"
"So attentively, and with so much confidence
in what you say, that for the moment I lose sight," touching the
back of the Doctor's chair, "even of this distress."
"You have money, and can buy the means of
travelling to the seacoast as quickly as the journey can be made. Your
preparations have been completed for some days, to return to England.
Early to-morrow have your horses ready, so that they may be in starting
trim at two o'clock in the afternoon."
"It shall be done!"
His manner was so fervent and inspiring, that Mr.
Lorry caught the flame, and was as quick as youth.
"You are a noble heart. Did I say we could
depend upon no better man? Tell her, to-night, what you know of her
danger as involving her child and her father. Dwell upon that, for she
would lay her own fair head beside her husband's cheerfully." He
faltered for an instant; then went on as before. "For the sake of
her child and her father, press upon her the necessity of leaving Paris,
with them and you, at that hour. Tell her that it was her husband's last
arrangement. Tell her that more depends upon it than she dare believe,
or hope. You think that her father, even in this sad state, will submit
himself to her; do you not?"
"I am sure of it."
"I thought so. Quietly and steadily have all
these arrangements made in the courtyard here, even to the taking of
your own seat in the carriage. The moment I come to you, take me in, and
drive away."
"I understand that I wait for you under all
circumstances?"
"You have my certificate in your hand with
the rest, you know, and will reserve my place. Wait for nothing but to
have my place occupied, and then for England!"
"Why, then," said Mr. Lorry, grasping
his eager but so firm and steady hand, "it does not all depend on
one old man, but I shall have a young and ardent man at my side."
"By the help of Heaven you shall! Promise me
solemnly that nothing will influence you to alter the course on which we
now stand pledged to one another."
"Nothing, Carton."
"Remember these words to-morrow: change the
course, or delay in it--for any reason--and no life can possibly be
saved, and many lives must inevitably be sacrificed."
"I will remember them. I hope to do my part
faithfully."
"And I hope to do mine. Now, good bye!"
Though he said it with a grave smile of
earnestness, and though he even put the old man's hand to his lips, he
did not part from him then. He helped him so far to arouse the rocking
figure before the dying embers, as to get a cloak and hat put upon it,
and to tempt it forth to find where the bench and work were hidden that
it still moaningly besought to have. He walked on the other side of it
and protected it to the courtyard of the house where the afflicted
heart--so happy in the memorable time when he had revealed his own
desolate heart to it--outwatched the awful night. He entered the
courtyard and remained there for a few moments alone, looking up at the
light in the window of her room. Before he went away, he breathed a
blessing towards it, and a Farewell.
XIII
Fifty-two
In the black prison of the Conciergerie, the
doomed of the day awaited their fate. They were in number as the weeks
of the year. Fifty-two were to roll that afternoon on the life-tide of
the city to the boundless everlasting sea. Before their cells were quit
of them, new occupants were appointed; before their blood ran into the
blood spilled yesterday, the blood that was to mingle with theirs
to-morrow was already set apart.
Two score and twelve were told off. From the
farmer-general of seventy, whose riches could not buy his life, to the
seamstress of twenty, whose poverty and obscurity could not save her.
Physical diseases, engendered in the vices and neglects of men, will
seize on victims of all degrees; and the frightful moral disorder, born
of unspeakable suffering, intolerable oppression, and heartless
indifference, smote equally without distinction.
Charles Darnay, alone in a cell, had sustained
himself with no flattering delusion since he came to it from the
Tribunal. In every line of the narrative he had heard, he had heard his
condemnation. He had fully comprehended that no personal influence could
possibly save him, that he was virtually sentenced by the millions, and
that units could avail him nothing.
Nevertheless, it was not easy, with the face of
his beloved wife fresh before him, to compose his mind to what it must
bear. His hold on life was strong, and it was very, very hard, to
loosen; by gradual efforts and degrees unclosed a little here, it
clenched the tighter there; and when he brought his strength to bear on
that hand and it yielded, this was closed again. There was a hurry, too,
in all his thoughts, a turbulent and heated working of his heart, that
contended against resignation. If, for a moment, he did feel resigned,
then his wife and child who had to live after him, seemed to protest and
to make it a selfish thing.
But, all this was at first. Before long, the
consideration that there was no disgrace in the fate he must meet, and
that numbers went the same road wrongfully, and trod it firmly every
day, sprang up to stimulate him. Next followed the thought that much of
the future peace of mind enjoyable by the dear ones, depended on his
quiet fortitude. So, by degrees he calmed into the better state, when he
could raise his thoughts much higher, and draw comfort down.
Before it had set in dark on the night of his
condemnation, he had travelled thus far on his last way. Being allowed
to purchase the means of writing, and a light, he sat down to write
until such time as the prison lamps should be extinguished.
He wrote a long letter to Lucie, showing her that
he had known nothing of her father's imprisonment, until he had heard of
it from herself, and that he had been as ignorant as she of his father's
and uncle's responsibility for that misery, until the paper had been
read. He had already explained to her that his concealment from herself
of the name he had relinquished, was the one condition--fully
intelligible now--that her father had attached to their betrothal, and
was the one promise he had still exacted on the morning of their
marriage. He entreated her, for her father's sake, never to seek to know
whether her father had become oblivious of the existence of the paper,
or had had it recalled to him (for the moment, or for good), by the
story of the Tower, on that old Sunday under the dear old plane-tree in
the garden. If he had preserved any definite remembrance of it, there
could be no doubt that he had supposed it destroyed with the Bastille,
when he had found no mention of it among the relics of prisoners which
the populace had discovered there, and which had been described to all
the world. He besought her--though he added that he knew it was
needless--to console her father, by impressing him through every tender
means she could think of, with the truth that he had done nothing for
which he could justly reproach himself, but had uniformly forgotten
himself for their joint sakes. Next to her preservation of his own last
grateful love and blessing, and her overcoming of her sorrow, to devote
herself to their dear child, he adjured her, as they would meet in
Heaven, to comfort her father.
To her father himself, he wrote in the same
strain; but, he told her father that he expressly confided his wife and
child to his care. And he told him this, very strongly, with the hope of
rousing him from any despondency or dangerous retrospect towards which
he foresaw he might be tending.
To Mr. Lorry, he commended them all, and explained
his worldly affairs. That done, with many added sentences of grateful
friendship and warm attachment, all was done. He never thought of
Carton. His mind was so full of the others, that he never once thought
of him.
He had time to finish these letters before the
lights were put out. When he lay down on his straw bed, he thought he
had done with this world.
But, it beckoned him back in his sleep, and showed
itself in shining forms. Free and happy, back in the old house in Soho
(though it had nothing in it like the real house), unaccountably
released and light of heart, he was with Lucie again, and she told him
it was all a dream, and he had never gone away. A pause of
forgetfulness, and then he had even suffered, and had come back to her,
dead and at peace, and yet there was no difference in him. Another pause
of oblivion, and he awoke in the sombre morning, unconscious where he
was or what had happened, until it flashed upon his mind, "this is
the day of my death!"
Thus, had he come through the hours, to the day
when the fifty-two heads were to fall. And now, while he was composed,
and hoped that he could meet the end with quiet heroism, a new action
began in his waking thoughts, which was very difficult to master.
He had never seen the instrument that was to
terminate his life. How high it was from the ground, how many steps it
had, where he would be stood, how he would be touched, whether the
touching hands would be dyed red, which way his face would be turned,
whether he would be the first, or might be the last: these and many
similar questions, in nowise directed by his will, obtruded themselves
over and over again, countless times. Neither were they connected with
fear: he was conscious of no fear. Rather, they originated in a strange
besetting desire to know what to do when the time came; a desire
gigantically disproportionate to the few swift moments to which it
referred; a wondering that was more like the wondering of some other
spirit within his, than his own.
The hours went on as he walked to and fro, and the
clocks struck the numbers he would never hear again. Nine gone for ever,
ten gone for ever, eleven gone for ever, twelve coming on to pass away.
After a hard contest with that eccentric action of thought which had
last perplexed him, he had got the better of it. He walked up and down,
softly repeating their names to himself. The worst of the strife was
over. He could walk up and down, free from distracting fancies, praying
for himself and for them.
Twelve gone for ever.
He had been apprised that the final hour was
Three, and he knew he would be summoned some time earlier, inasmuch as
the tumbrils jolted heavily and slowly through the streets. Therefore,
he resolved to keep Two before his mind, as the hour, and so to
strengthen himself in the interval that he might be able, after that
time, to strengthen others.
Walking regularly to and fro with his arms folded
on his breast, a very different man from the prisoner, who had walked to
and fro at La Force, he heard One struck away from him, without
surprise. The hour had measured like most other hours. Devoutly thankful
to Heaven for his recovered self-possession, he thought, "There is
but another now," and turned to walk again.
Footsteps in the stone passage outside the door.
He stopped.
The key was put in the lock, and turned. Before
the door was opened, or as it opened, a man said in a low voice, in
English: "He has never seen me here; I have kept out of his way. Go
you in alone; I wait near. Lose no time!"
The door was quickly opened and closed, and there
stood before him face to face, quiet, intent upon him, with the light of
a smile on his features, and a cautionary finger on his lip, Sydney
Carton.
There was something so bright and remarkable in
his look, that, for the first moment, the prisoner misdoubted him to be
an apparition of his own imagining. But, he spoke, and it was his voice;
he took the prisoner's hand, and it was his real grasp.
"Of all the people upon earth, you least
expected to see me?" he said.
"I could not believe it to be you. I can
scarcely believe it now. You are not"--the apprehension came
suddenly into his mind--"a prisoner?"
"No. I am accidentally possessed of a power
over one of the keepers here, and in virtue of it I stand before you. I
come from her--your wife, dear Darnay."
The prisoner wrung his hand.
"I bring you a request from her."
"What is it?"
"A most earnest, pressing, and emphatic
entreaty, addressed to you in the most pathetic tones of the voice so
dear to you, that you well remember."
The prisoner turned his face partly aside.
"You have no time to ask me why I bring it,
or what it means; I have no time to tell you. You must comply with
it--take off those boots you wear, and draw on these of mine."
There was a chair against the wall of the cell,
behind the prisoner. Carton, pressing forward, had already, with the
speed of lightning, got him down into it, and stood over him, barefoot.
"Draw on these boots of mine. Put your hands
to them; put your will to them. Quick!"
"Carton, there is no escaping from this
place; it never can be done. You will only die with me. It is
madness."
"It would be madness if I asked you to
escape; but do I? When I ask you to pass out at that door, tell me it is
madness and remain here. Change that cravat for this of mine, that coat
for this of mine. While you do it, let me take this ribbon from your
hair, and shake out your hair like this of mine!"
With wonderful quickness, and with a strength both
of will and action, that appeared quite supernatural, he forced all
these changes upon him. The prisoner was like a young child in his
hands.
"Carton! Dear Carton! It is madness. It
cannot be accomplished, it never can be done, it has been attempted, and
has always failed. I implore you not to add your death to the bitterness
of mine."
"Do I ask you, my dear Darnay, to pass the
door? When I ask that, refuse. There are pen and ink and paper on this
table. Is your hand steady enough to write?"
"It was when you came in."
"Steady it again, and write what I shall
dictate. Quick, friend, quick!"
Pressing his hand to his bewildered head, Darnay
sat down at the table. Carton, with his right hand in his breast, stood
close beside him.
"Write exactly as I speak."
"To whom do I address it?"
"To no one." Carton still had his hand
in his breast.
"Do I date it?"
"No."
The prisoner looked up, at each question. Carton,
standing over him with his hand in his breast, looked down.
"`If you remember,'" said Carton,
dictating, "`the words that passed between us, long ago, you will
readily comprehend this when you see it. You do remember them, I know.
It is not in your nature to forget them.'"
He was drawing his hand from his breast; the
prisoner chancing to look up in his hurried wonder as he wrote, the hand
stopped, closing upon something.
"Have you written `forget them'?" Carton
asked.
"I have. Is that a weapon in your hand?"
"No; I am not armed."
"What is it in your hand?"
"You shall know directly. Write on; there are
but a few words more." He dictated again. "`I am thankful that
the time has come, when I can prove them. That I do so is no subject for
regret or grief.'" As he said these words with his eyes fixed on
the writer, his hand slowly and softly moved down close to the writer's
face.
The pen dropped from Darnay's fingers on the
table, and he looked about him vacantly.
"What vapour is that?" he asked.
"Vapour?"
"Something that crossed me?"
"I am conscious of nothing; there can be
nothing here. Take up the pen and finish. Hurry, hurry!"
As if his memory were impaired, or his faculties
disordered, the prisoner made an effort to rally his attention. As he
looked at Carton with clouded eyes and with an altered manner of
breathing, Carton--his hand again in his breast--looked steadily at him.
"Hurry, hurry!"
The prisoner bent over the paper, once more.
"`If it had been otherwise;'" Carton's
hand was again watchfully and softly stealing down; "`I never
should have used the longer opportunity. If it had been
otherwise;'" the hand was at the prisoner's face; "`I should
but have had so much the more to answer for. If it had been
otherwise--'" Carton looked at the pen and saw it was trailing off
into unintelligible signs.
Carton's hand moved back to his breast no more.
The prisoner sprang up with a reproachful look, but Carton's hand was
close and firm at his nostrils, and Carton's left arm caught him round
the waist. For a few seconds he faintly struggled with the man who had
come to lay down his life for him; but, within a minute or so, he was
stretched insensible on the ground.
Quickly, but with hands as true to the purpose as
his heart was, Carton dressed himself in the clothes the prisoner had
laid aside, combed back his hair, and tied it with the ribbon the
prisoner had worn. Then, he softly called, "Enter there! Come
in!" and the Spy presented himself.
"You see?" said Carton, looking up, as
he kneeled on one knee beside the insensible figure, putting the paper
in the breast: "is your hazard very great?"
"Mr. Carton," the Spy answered, with a
timid snap of his fingers, "my hazard is not _that_, in the thick
of business here, if you are true to the whole of your bargain."
"Don't fear me. I will be true to the
death."
"You must be, Mr. Carton, if the tale of
fifty-two is to be right. Being made right by you in that dress, I shall
have no fear."
"Have no fear! I shall soon be out of the way
of harming you, and the rest will soon be far from here, please God!
Now, get assistance and take me to the coach."
"You?" said the Spy nervously.
"Him, man, with whom I have exchanged. You go
out at the gate by which you brought me in?"
"Of course."
"I was weak and faint when you brought me in,
and I am fainter now you take me out. The parting interview has
overpowered me. Such a thing has happened here, often, and too often.
Your life is in your own hands. Quick! Call assistance!"
"You swear not to betray me?" said the
trembling Spy, as he paused for a last moment.
"Man, man!" returned Carton, stamping
his foot; "have I sworn by no solemn vow already, to go through
with this, that you waste the precious moments now? Take him yourself to
the courtyard you know of, place him yourself in the carriage, show him
yourself to Mr. Lorry, tell him yourself to give him no restorative but
air, and to remember my words of last night, and his promise of last
night, and drive away!"
The Spy withdrew, and Carton seated himself at the
table, resting his forehead on his hands. The Spy returned immediately,
with two men.
"How, then?" said one of them,
contemplating the fallen figure. "So afflicted to find that his
friend has drawn a prize in the lottery of Sainte Guillotine?"
"A good patriot," said the other,
"could hardly have been more afflicted if the Aristocrat had drawn
a blank."
They raised the unconscious figure, placed it on a
litter they had brought to the door, and bent to carry it away.
"The time is short, Evremonde," said the
Spy, in a warning voice.
"I know it well," answered Carton.
"Be careful of my friend, I entreat you, and leave me."
"Come, then, my children," said Barsad.
"Lift him, and come away!"
The door closed, and Carton was left alone.
Straining his powers of listening to the utmost, he listened for any
sound that might denote suspicion or alarm. There was none. Keys turned,
doors clashed, footsteps passed along distant passages: no cry was
raised, or hurry made, that seemed unusual. Breathing more freely in a
little while, he sat down at the table, and listened again until the
clock struck Two.
Sounds that he was not afraid of, for he divined
their meaning, then began to be audible. Several doors were opened in
succession, and finally his own. A gaoler, with a list in his hand,
looked in, merely saying, "Follow me, Evremonde!" and he
followed into a large dark room, at a distance. It was a dark winter
day, and what with the shadows within, and what with the shadows
without, he could but dimly discern the others who were brought there to
have their arms bound. Some were standing; some seated. Some were
lamenting, and in restless motion; but, these were few. The great
majority were silent and still, looking fixedly at the ground.
As he stood by the wall in a dim corner, while
some of the fifty-two were brought in after him, one man stopped in
passing, to embrace him, as having a knowledge of him. It thrilled him
with a great dread of discovery; but the man went on. A very few moments
after that, a young woman, with a slight girlish form, a sweet spare
face in which there was no vestige of colour, and large widely opened
patient eyes, rose from the seat where he had observed her sitting, and
came to speak to him.
"Citizen Evremonde," she said, touching
him with her cold hand. "I am a poor little seamstress, who was
with you in La Force."
He murmured for answer: "True. I forget what
you were accused of?"
"Plots. Though the just Heaven knows that I
am innocent of any. Is it likely? Who would think of plotting with a
poor little weak creature like me?"
The forlorn smile with which she said it, so
touched him, that tears started from his eyes.
"I am not afraid to die, Citizen Evremonde,
but I have done nothing. I am not unwilling to die, if the Republic
which is to do so much good to us poor, will profit by my death; but I
do not know how that can be, Citizen Evremonde. Such a poor weak little
creature!"
As the last thing on earth that his heart was to
warm and soften to, it warmed and softened to this pitiable girl.
"I heard you were released, Citizen
Evremonde. I hoped it was true?"
"It was. But, I was again taken and
condemned."
"If I may ride with you, Citizen Evremonde,
will you let me hold your hand? I am not afraid, but I am little and
weak, and it will give me more courage."
As the patient eyes were lifted to his face, he
saw a sudden doubt in them, and then astonishment. He pressed the
work-worn, hunger-worn young fingers, and touched his lips.
"Are you dying for him?" she whispered.
"And his wife and child. Hush! Yes."
"O you will let me hold your brave hand,
stranger?"
"Hush! Yes, my poor sister; to the
last."
* * *
The same shadows that are falling on the prison,
are falling, in that same hour of the early afternoon, on the Barrier
with the crowd about it, when a coach going out of Paris drives up to be
examined.
"Who goes here? Whom have we within?
Papers!"
The papers are handed out, and read.
"Alexandre Manette. Physician. French. Which
is he?"
This is he; this helpless, inarticulately
murmuring, wandering old man pointed out.
"Apparently the Citizen-Doctor is not in his
right mind? The Revolution-fever will have been too much for him?"
Greatly too much for him.
"Hah! Many suffer with it. Lucie. His
daughter. French. Which is she?"
This is she.
"Apparently it must be. Lucie, the wife of
Evremonde; is it not?"
It is.
"Hah! Evremonde has an assignation elsewhere.
Lucie, her child. English. This is she?"
She and no other.
"Kiss me, child of Evremonde. Now, thou hast
kissed a good Republican; something new in thy family; remember it!
Sydney Carton. Advocate. English. Which is he?"
He lies here, in this corner of the carriage. He,
too, is pointed out.
"Apparently the English advocate is in a
swoon?"
It is hoped he will recover in the fresher air. It
is represented that he is not in strong health, and has separated sadly
from a friend who is under the displeasure of the Republic.
"Is that all? It is not a great deal, that!
Many are under the displeasure of the Republic, and must look out at the
little window. Jarvis Lorry. Banker. English. Which is he?"
"I am he. Necessarily, being the last."
It is Jarvis Lorry who has replied to all the
previous questions. It is Jarvis Lorry who has alighted and stands with
his hand on the coach door, replying to a group of officials. They
leisurely walk round the carriage and leisurely mount the box, to look
at what little luggage it carries on the roof; the country-people
hanging about, press nearer to the coach doors and greedily stare in; a
little child, carried by its mother, has its short arm held out for it,
that it may touch the wife of an aristocrat who has gone to the
Guillotine.
"Behold your papers, Jarvis Lorry,
countersigned."
"One can depart, citizen?"
"One can depart. Forward, my postilions! A
good journey!"
"I salute you, citizens.--And the first
danger passed!"
These are again the words of Jarvis Lorry, as he
clasps his hands, and looks upward. There is terror in the carriage,
there is weeping, there is the heavy breathing of the insensible
traveller.
"Are we not going too slowly? Can they not be
induced to go faster?" asks Lucie, clinging to the old man.
"It would seem like flight, my darling. I
must not urge them too much; it would rouse suspicion."
"Look back, look back, and see if we are
pursued!"
"The road is clear, my dearest. So far, we
are not pursued."
Houses in twos and threes pass by us, solitary
farms, ruinous buildings, dye-works, tanneries, and the like, open
country, avenues of leafless trees. The hard uneven pavement is under
us, the soft deep mud is on either side. Sometimes, we strike into the
skirting mud, to avoid the stones that clatter us and shake us;
sometimes, we stick in ruts and sloughs there. The agony of our
impatience is then so great, that in our wild alarm and hurry we are for
getting out and running--hiding--doing anything but stopping.
Out of the open country, in again among ruinous
buildings, solitary farms, dye-works, tanneries, and the like, cottages
in twos and threes, avenues of leafless trees. Have these men deceived
us, and taken us back by another road? Is not this the same place twice
over? Thank Heaven, no. A village. Look back, look back, and see if we
are pursued! Hush! the posting-house.
Leisurely, our four horses are taken out;
leisurely, the coach stands in the little street, bereft of horses, and
with no likelihood upon it of ever moving again; leisurely, the new
horses come into visible existence, one by one; leisurely, the new
postilions follow, sucking and plaiting the lashes of their whips;
leisurely, the old postilions count their money, make wrong additions,
and arrive at dissatisfied results. All the time, our overfraught hearts
are beating at a rate that would far outstrip the fastest gallop of the
fastest horses ever foaled.
At length the new postilions are in their saddles,
and the old are left behind. We are through the village, up the hill,
and down the hill, and on the low watery grounds. Suddenly, the
postilions exchange speech with animated gesticulation, and the horses
are pulled up, almost on their haunches. We are pursued?
"Ho! Within the carriage there. Speak
then!"
"What is it?" asks Mr. Lorry, looking
out at window.
"How many did they say?"
"I do not understand you."
"--At the last post. How many to the
Guillotine to-day?"
"Fifty-two."
"I said so! A brave number! My fellow-citizen
here would have it forty-two; ten more heads are worth having. The
Guillotine goes handsomely. I love it. Hi forward. Whoop!"
The night comes on dark. He moves more; he is
beginning to revive, and to speak intelligibly; he thinks they are still
together; he asks him, by his name, what he has in his hand. O pity us,
kind Heaven, and help us! Look out, look out, and see if we are pursued.
The wind is rushing after us, and the clouds are
flying after us, and the moon is plunging after us, and the whole wild
night is in pursuit of us; but, so far, we are pursued by nothing else.
XIV
The Knitting Done
In that same juncture of time when the Fifty-Two
awaited their fate Madame Defarge held darkly ominous council with The
Vengeance and Jacques Three of the Revolutionary Jury. Not in the
wine-shop did Madame Defarge confer with these ministers, but in the
shed of the wood-sawyer, erst a mender of roads. The sawyer himself did
not participate in the conference, but abided at a little distance, like
an outer satellite who was not to speak until required, or to offer an
opinion until invited.
"But our Defarge," said Jacques Three,
"is undoubtedly a good Republican? Eh?"
"There is no better," the voluble
Vengeance protested in her shrill notes, "in France."
"Peace, little Vengeance," said Madame
Defarge, laying her hand with a slight frown on her lieutenant's lips,
"hear me speak. My husband, fellow-citizen, is a good Republican
and a bold man; he has deserved well of the Republic, and possesses its
confidence. But my husband has his weaknesses, and he is so weak as to
relent towards this Doctor."
"It is a great pity," croaked Jacques
Three, dubiously shaking his head, with his cruel fingers at his hungry
mouth; "it is not quite like a good citizen; it is a thing to
regret."
"See you," said madame, "I care
nothing for this Doctor, I. He may wear his head or lose it, for any
interest I have in him; it is all one to me. But, the Evremonde people
are to be exterminated, and the wife and child must follow the husband
and father."
"She has a fine head for it," croaked
Jacques Three. "I have seen blue eyes and golden hair there, and
they looked charming when Samson held them up." Ogre that he was,
he spoke like an epicure.
Madame Defarge cast down her eyes, and reflected a
little.
"The child also," observed Jacques
Three, with a meditative enjoyment of his words, "has golden hair
and blue eyes. And we seldom have a child there. It is a pretty
sight!"
"In a word," said Madame Defarge, coming
out of her short abstraction, "I cannot trust my husband in this
matter. Not only do I feel, since last night, that I dare not confide to
him the details of my projects; but also I feel that if I delay, there
is danger of his giving warning, and then they might escape."
"That must never be," croaked Jacques
Three; "no one must escape. We have not half enough as it is. We
ought to have six score a day."
"In a word," Madame Defarge went on,
"my husband has not my reason for pursuing this family to
annihilation, and I have not his reason for regarding this Doctor with
any sensibility. I must act for myself, therefore. Come hither, little
citizen."
The wood-sawyer, who held her in the respect, and
himself in the submission, of mortal fear, advanced with his hand to his
red cap.
"Touching those signals, little
citizen," said Madame Defarge, sternly, "that she made to the
prisoners; you are ready to bear witness to them this very day?"
"Ay, ay, why not!" cried the sawyer.
"Every day, in all weathers, from two to four, always signalling,
sometimes with the little one, sometimes without. I know what I know. I
have seen with my eyes."
He made all manner of gestures while he spoke, as
if in incidental imitation of some few of the great diversity of signals
that he had never seen.
"Clearly plots," said Jacques Three.
"Transparently!"
"There is no doubt of the Jury?"
inquired Madame Defarge, letting her eyes turn to him with a gloomy
smile.
"Rely upon the patriotic Jury, dear
citizeness. I answer for my fellow-Jurymen."
"Now, let me see," said Madame Defarge,
pondering again. "Yet once more! Can I spare this Doctor to my
husband? I have no feeling either way. Can I spare him?"
"He would count as one head," observed
Jacques Three, in a low voice. "We really have not heads enough; it
would be a pity, I think."
"He was signalling with her when I saw
her," argued Madame Defarge; "I cannot speak of one without
the other; and I must not be silent, and trust the case wholly to him,
this little citizen here. For, I am not a bad witness."
The Vengeance and Jacques Three vied with each
other in their fervent protestations that she was the most admirable and
marvellous of witnesses. The little citizen, not to be outdone, declared
her to be a celestial witness.
"He must take his chance," said Madame
Defarge. "No, I cannot spare him! You are engaged at three o'clock;
you are going to see the batch of to-day executed.--You?"
The question was addressed to the wood-sawyer, who
hurriedly replied in the affirmative: seizing the occasion to add that
he was the most ardent of Republicans, and that he would be in effect
the most desolate of Republicans, if anything prevented him from
enjoying the pleasure of smoking his afternoon pipe in the contemplation
of the droll national barber. He was so very demonstrative herein, that
he might have been suspected (perhaps was, by the dark eyes that looked
contemptuously at him out of Madame Defarge's head) of having his small
individual fears for his own personal safety, every hour in the day.
"I," said madame, "am equally
engaged at the same place. After it is over--say at eight to-night--come
you to me, in Saint Antoine, and we will give information against these
people at my Section."
The wood-sawyer said he would be proud and
flattered to attend the citizeness. The citizeness looking at him, he
became embarrassed, evaded her glance as a small dog would have done,
retreated among his wood, and hid his confusion over the handle of his
saw.
Madame Defarge beckoned the Juryman and The
Vengeance a little nearer to the door, and there expounded her further
views to them thus:
"She will now be at home, awaiting the moment
of his death. She will be mourning and grieving. She will be in a state
of mind to impeach the justice of the Republic. She will be full of
sympathy with its enemies. I will go to her."
"What an admirable woman; what an adorable
woman!" exclaimed Jacques Three, rapturously. "Ah, my
cherished!" cried The Vengeance; and embraced her.
"Take you my knitting," said Madame
Defarge, placing it in her lieutenant's hands, "and have it ready
for me in my usual seat. Keep me my usual chair. Go you there, straight,
for there will probably be a greater concourse than usual, to-day."
"I willingly obey the orders of my
Chief," said The Vengeance with alacrity, and kissing her cheek.
"You will not be late?"
"I shall be there before the
commencement."
"And before the tumbrils arrive. Be sure you
are there, my soul," said The Vengeance, calling after her, for she
had already turned into the street, "before the tumbrils
arrive!"
Madame Defarge slightly waved her hand, to imply
that she heard, and might be relied upon to arrive in good time, and so
went through the mud, and round the corner of the prison wall. The
Vengeance and the Juryman, looking after her as she walked away, were
highly appreciative of her fine figure, and her superb moral endowments.
There were many women at that time, upon whom the
time laid a dreadfully disfiguring hand; but, there was not one among
them more to be dreaded than this ruthless woman, now taking her way
along the streets. Of a strong and fearless character, of shrewd sense
and readiness, of great determination, of that kind of beauty which not
only seems to impart to its possessor firmness and animosity, but to
strike into others an instinctive recognition of those qualities; the
troubled time would have heaved her up, under any circumstances. But,
imbued from her childhood with a brooding sense of wrong, and an
inveterate hatred of a class, opportunity had developed her into a
tigress. She was absolutely without pity. If she had ever had the virtue
in her, it had quite gone out of her.
It was nothing to her, that an innocent man was to
die for the sins of his forefathers; she saw, not him, but them. It was
nothing to her, that his wife was to be made a widow and his daughter an
orphan; that was insufficient punishment, because they were her natural
enemies and her prey, and as such had no right to live. To appeal to
her, was made hopeless by her having no sense of pity, even for herself.
If she had been laid low in the streets, in any of the many encounters
in which she had been engaged, she would not have pitied herself; nor,
if she had been ordered to the axe to-morrow, would she have gone to it
with any softer feeling than a fierce desire to change places with the
man who sent here there.
Such a heart Madame Defarge carried under her
rough robe. Carelessly worn, it was a becoming robe enough, in a certain
weird way, and her dark hair looked rich under her coarse red cap. Lying
hidden in her bosom, was a loaded pistol. Lying hidden at her waist, was
a sharpened dagger. Thus accoutred, and walking with the confident tread
of such a character, and with the supple freedom of a woman who had
habitually walked in her girlhood, bare-foot and bare-legged, on the
brown sea-sand, Madame Defarge took her way along the streets.
Now, when the journey of the travelling coach, at
that very moment waiting for the completion of its load, had been
planned out last night, the difficulty of taking Miss Pross in it had
much engaged Mr. Lorry's attention. It was not merely desirable to avoid
overloading the coach, but it was of the highest importance that the
time occupied in examining it and its passengers, should be reduced to
the utmost; since their escape might depend on the saving of only a few
seconds here and there. Finally, he had proposed, after anxious
consideration, that Miss Pross and Jerry, who were at liberty to leave
the city, should leave it at three o'clock in the lightest- wheeled
conveyance known to that period. Unencumbered with luggage, they would
soon overtake the coach, and, passing it and preceding it on the road,
would order its horses in advance, and greatly facilitate its progress
during the precious hours of the night, when delay was the most to be
dreaded.
Seeing in this arrangement the hope of rendering
real service in that pressing emergency, Miss Pross hailed it with joy.
She and Jerry had beheld the coach start, had known who it was that
Solomon brought, had passed some ten minutes in tortures of suspense,
and were now concluding their arrangements to follow the coach, even as
Madame Defarge, taking her way through the streets, now drew nearer and
nearer to the else-deserted lodging in which they held their
consultation.
"Now what do you think, Mr. Cruncher,"
said Miss Pross, whose agitation was so great that she could hardly
speak, or stand, or move, or live: "what do you think of our not
starting from this courtyard? Another carriage having already gone from
here to-day, it might awaken suspicion."
"My opinion, miss," returned Mr.
Cruncher, "is as you're right. Likewise wot I'll stand by you,
right or wrong."
"I am so distracted with fear and hope for
our precious creatures," said Miss Pross, wildly crying, "that
I am incapable of forming any plan. Are _you_ capable of forming any
plan, my dear good Mr. Cruncher?"
"Respectin' a future spear o' life,
miss," returned Mr. Cruncher, "I hope so. Respectin' any
present use o' this here blessed old head o' mine, I think not. Would
you do me the favour, miss, to take notice o' two promises and wows wot
it is my wishes fur to record in this here crisis?"
"Oh, for gracious sake!" cried Miss
Pross, still wildly crying, "record them at once, and get them out
of the way, like an excellent man."
"First," said Mr. Cruncher, who was all
in a tremble, and who spoke with an ashy and solemn visage, "them
poor things well out o' this, never no more will I do it, never no
more!"
"I am quite sure, Mr. Cruncher,"
returned Miss Pross, "that you never will do it again, whatever it
is, and I beg you not to think it necessary to mention more particularly
what it is."
"No, miss," returned Jerry, "it
shall not be named to you. Second: them poor things well out o' this,
and never no more will I interfere with Mrs. Cruncher's flopping, never
no more!"
"Whatever housekeeping arrangement that may
be," said Miss Pross, striving to dry her eyes and compose herself,
"I have no doubt it is best that Mrs. Cruncher should have it
entirely under her own superintendence.--O my poor darlings!"
"I go so far as to say, miss, moreover,"
proceeded Mr. Cruncher, with a most alarming tendency to hold forth as
from a pulpit--"and let my words be took down and took to Mrs.
Cruncher through yourself--that wot my opinions respectin' flopping has
undergone a change, and that wot I only hope with all my heart as Mrs.
Cruncher may be a flopping at the present time."
"There, there, there! I hope she is, my dear
man," cried the distracted Miss Pross, "and I hope she finds
it answering her expectations."
"Forbid it," proceeded Mr. Cruncher,
with additional solemnity, additional slowness, and additional tendency
to hold forth and hold out, "as anything wot I have ever said or
done should be wisited on my earnest wishes for them poor creeturs now!
Forbid it as we shouldn't all flop (if it was anyways conwenient) to get
'em out o' this here dismal risk! Forbid it, miss! Wot I say, for-_bid_
it!" This was Mr. Cruncher's conclusion after a protracted but vain
endeavour to find a better one.
And still Madame Defarge, pursuing her way along
the streets, came nearer and nearer.
"If we ever get back to our native
land," said Miss Pross, "you may rely upon my telling Mrs.
Cruncher as much as I may be able to remember and understand of what you
have so impressively said; and at all events you may be sure that I
shall bear witness to your being thoroughly in earnest at this dreadful
time. Now, pray let us think! My esteemed Mr. Cruncher, let us
think!"
Still, Madame Defarge, pursuing her way along the
streets, came nearer and nearer.
"If you were to go before," said Miss
Pross, "and stop the vehicle and horses from coming here, and were
to wait somewhere for me; wouldn't that be best?"
Mr. Cruncher thought it might be best.
"Where could you wait for me?" asked
Miss Pross.
Mr. Cruncher was so bewildered that he could think
of no locality but Temple Bar. Alas! Temple Bar was hundreds of miles
away, and Madame Defarge was drawing very near indeed.
"By the cathedral door," said Miss
Pross. "Would it be much out of the way, to take me in, near the
great cathedral door between the two towers?"
"No, miss," answered Mr. Cruncher.
"Then, like the best of men," said Miss
Pross, "go to the posting- house straight, and make that
change."
"I am doubtful," said Mr. Cruncher,
hesitating and shaking his head, "about leaving of you, you see. We
don't know what may happen."
"Heaven knows we don't," returned Miss
Pross, "but have no fear for me. Take me in at the cathedral, at
Three o'Clock, or as near it as you can, and I am sure it will be better
than our going from here. I feel certain of it. There! Bless you, Mr.
Cruncher! Think-not of me, but of the lives that may depend on both of
us!"
This exordium, and Miss Pross's two hands in quite
agonised entreaty clasping his, decided Mr. Cruncher. With an
encouraging nod or two, he immediately went out to alter the
arrangements, and left her by herself to follow as she had proposed.
The having originated a precaution which was
already in course of execution, was a great relief to Miss Pross. The
necessity of composing her appearance so that it should attract no
special notice in the streets, was another relief. She looked at her
watch, and it was twenty minutes past two. She had no time to lose, but
must get ready at once.
Afraid, in her extreme perturbation, of the
loneliness of the deserted rooms, and of half-imagined faces peeping
from behind every open door in them, Miss Pross got a basin of cold
water and began laving her eyes, which were swollen and red. Haunted by
her feverish apprehensions, she could not bear to have her sight
obscured for a minute at a time by the dripping water, but constantly
paused and looked round to see that there was no one watching her. In
one of those pauses she recoiled and cried out, for she saw a figure
standing in the room.
The basin fell to the ground broken, and the water
flowed to the feet of Madame Defarge. By strange stern ways, and through
much staining blood, those feet had come to meet that water.
Madame Defarge looked coldly at her, and said,
"The wife of Evremonde; where is she?"
It flashed upon Miss Pross's mind that the doors
were all standing open, and would suggest the flight. Her first act was
to shut them. There were four in the room, and she shut them all. She
then placed herself before the door of the chamber which Lucie had
occupied.
Madame Defarge's dark eyes followed her through
this rapid movement, and rested on her when it was finished. Miss Pross
had nothing beautiful about her; years had not tamed the wildness, or
softened the grimness, of her appearance; but, she too was a determined
woman in her different way, and she measured Madame Defarge with her
eyes, every inch.
"You might, from your appearance, be the wife
of Lucifer," said Miss Pross, in her breathing. "Nevertheless,
you shall not get the better of me. I am an Englishwoman."
Madame Defarge looked at her scornfully, but still
with something of Miss Pross's own perception that they two were at bay.
She saw a tight, hard, wiry woman before her, as Mr. Lorry had seen in
the same figure a woman with a strong hand, in the years gone by. She
knew full well that Miss Pross was the family's devoted friend; Miss
Pross knew full well that Madame Defarge was the family's malevolent
enemy.
"On my way yonder," said Madame Defarge,
with a slight movement of her hand towards the fatal spot, "where
they reserve my chair and my knitting for me, I am come to make my
compliments to her in passing. I wish to see her."
"I know that your intentions are evil,"
said Miss Pross, "and you may depend upon it, I'll hold my own
against them."
Each spoke in her own language; neither understood
the other's words; both were very watchful, and intent to deduce from
look and manner, what the unintelligible words meant.
"It will do her no good to keep herself
concealed from me at this moment," said Madame Defarge. "Good
patriots will know what that means. Let me see her. Go tell her that I
wish to see her. Do you hear?"
"If those eyes of yours were
bed-winches," returned Miss Pross, "and I was an English
four-poster, they shouldn't loose a splinter of me. No, you wicked
foreign woman; I am your match."
Madame Defarge was not likely to follow these
idiomatic remarks in detail; but, she so far understood them as to
perceive that she was set at naught.
"Woman imbecile and pig-like!" said
Madame Defarge, frowning. "I take no answer from you. I demand to
see her. Either tell her that I demand to see her, or stand out of the
way of the door and let me go to her!" This, with an angry
explanatory wave of her right arm.
"I little thought," said Miss Pross,
"that I should ever want to understand your nonsensical language;
but I would give all I have, except the clothes I wear, to know whether
you suspect the truth, or any part of it."
Neither of them for a single moment released the
other's eyes. Madame Defarge had not moved from the spot where she stood
when Miss Pross first became aware of her; but, she now advanced one
step.
"I am a Briton," said Miss Pross,
"I am desperate. I don't care an English Twopence for myself. I
know that the longer I keep you here, the greater hope there is for my
Ladybird. I'll not leave a handful of that dark hair upon your head, if
you lay a finger on me!"
Thus Miss Pross, with a shake of her head and a
flash of her eyes between every rapid sentence, and every rapid sentence
a whole breath. Thus Miss Pross, who had never struck a blow in her
life.
But, her courage was of that emotional nature that
it brought the irrepressible tears into her eyes. This was a courage
that Madame Defarge so little comprehended as to mistake for weakness.
"Ha, ha!" she laughed, "you poor wretch! What are you
worth! I address myself to that Doctor." Then she raised her voice
and called out, "Citizen Doctor! Wife of Evremonde! Child of
Evremonde! Any person but this miserable fool, answer the Citizeness
Defarge!"
Perhaps the following silence, perhaps some latent
disclosure in the expression of Miss Pross's face, perhaps a sudden
misgiving apart from either suggestion, whispered to Madame Defarge that
they were gone. Three of the doors she opened swiftly, and looked in.
"Those rooms are all in disorder, there has
been hurried packing, there are odds and ends upon the ground. There is
no one in that room behind you! Let me look."
"Never!" said Miss Pross, who understood
the request as perfectly as Madame Defarge understood the answer.
"If they are not in that room, they are gone,
and can be pursued and brought back," said Madame Defarge to
herself.
"As long as you don't know whether they are
in that room or not, you are uncertain what to do," said Miss Pross
to herself; "and you shall not know that, if I can prevent your
knowing it; and know that, or not know that, you shall not leave here
while I can hold you."
"I have been in the streets from the first,
nothing has stopped me, I will tear you to pieces, but I will have you
from that door," said Madame Defarge.
"We are alone at the top of a high house in a
solitary courtyard, we are not likely to be heard, and I pray for bodily
strength to keep you here, while every minute you are here is worth a
hundred thousand guineas to my darling," said Miss Pross.
Madame Defarge made at the door. Miss Pross, on
the instinct of the moment, seized her round the waist in both her arms,
and held her tight. It was in vain for Madame Defarge to struggle and to
strike; Miss Pross, with the vigorous tenacity of love, always so much
stronger than hate, clasped her tight, and even lifted her from the
floor in the struggle that they had. The two hands of Madame Defarge
buffeted and tore her face; but, Miss Pross, with her head down, held
her round the waist, and clung to her with more than the hold of a
drowning woman.
Soon, Madame Defarge's hands ceased to strike, and
felt at her encircled waist. "It is under my arm," said Miss
Pross, in smothered tones, "you shall not draw it. I am stronger
than you, I bless Heaven for it. I hold you till one or other of us
faints or dies!"
Madame Defarge's hands were at her bosom. Miss
Pross looked up, saw what it was, struck at it, struck out a flash and a
crash, and stood alone--blinded with smoke.
All this was in a second. As the smoke cleared,
leaving an awful stillness, it passed out on the air, like the soul of
the furious woman whose body lay lifeless on the ground.
In the first fright and horror of her situation,
Miss Pross passed the body as far from it as she could, and ran down the
stairs to call for fruitless help. Happily, she bethought herself of the
consequences of what she did, in time to check herself and go back. It
was dreadful to go in at the door again; but, she did go in, and even
went near it, to get the bonnet and other things that she must wear.
These she put on, out on the staircase, first shutting and locking the
door and taking away the key. She then sat down on the stairs a few
moments to breathe and to cry, and then got up and hurried away.
By good fortune she had a veil on her bonnet, or
she could hardly have gone along the streets without being stopped. By
good fortune, too, she was naturally so peculiar in appearance as not to
show disfigurement like any other woman. She needed both advantages, for
the marks of gripping fingers were deep in her face, and her hair was
torn, and her dress (hastily composed with unsteady hands) was clutched
and dragged a hundred ways.
In crossing the bridge, she dropped the door key
in the river. Arriving at the cathedral some few minutes before her
escort, and waiting there, she thought, what if the key were already
taken in a net, what if it were identified, what if the door were opened
and the remains discovered, what if she were stopped at the gate, sent
to prison, and charged with murder! In the midst of these fluttering
thoughts, the escort appeared, took her in, and took her away.
"Is there any noise in the streets?" she
asked him.
"The usual noises," Mr. Cruncher
replied; and looked surprised by the question and by her aspect.
"I don't hear you," said Miss Pross.
"What do you say?"
It was in vain for Mr. Cruncher to repeat what he
said; Miss Pross could not hear him. "So I'll nod my head,"
thought Mr. Cruncher, amazed, "at all events she'll see that."
And she did.
"Is there any noise in the streets now?"
asked Miss Pross again, presently.
Again Mr. Cruncher nodded his head.
"I don't hear it."
"Gone deaf in an hour?" said Mr.
Cruncher, ruminating, with his mind much disturbed; "wot's come to
her?"
"I feel," said Miss Pross, "as if
there had been a flash and a crash, and that crash was the last thing I
should ever hear in this life."
"Blest if she ain't in a queer
condition!" said Mr. Cruncher, more and more disturbed. "Wot
can she have been a takin', to keep her courage up? Hark! There's the
roll of them dreadful carts! You can hear that, miss?"
"I can hear," said Miss Pross, seeing
that he spoke to her, "nothing. O, my good man, there was first a
great crash, and then a great stillness, and that stillness seems to be
fixed and unchangeable, never to be broken any more as long as my life
lasts."
"If she don't hear the roll of those dreadful
carts, now very nigh their journey's end," said Mr. Cruncher,
glancing over his shoulder, "it's my opinion that indeed she never
will hear anything else in this world."
And indeed she never did.
XV
The Footsteps Die Out For Ever
Along the Paris streets, the death-carts rumble,
hollow and harsh. Six tumbrils carry the day's wine to La Guillotine.
All the devouring and insatiate Monsters imagined since imagination
could record itself, are fused in the one realisation, Guillotine. And
yet there is not in France, with its rich variety of soil and climate, a
blade, a leaf, a root, a sprig, a peppercorn, which will grow to
maturity under conditions more certain than those that have produced
this horror. Crush humanity out of shape once more, under similar
hammers, and it will twist itself into the same tortured forms. Sow the
same seed of rapacious license and oppression over again, and it will
surely yield the same fruit according to its kind.
Six tumbrils roll along the streets. Change these
back again to what they were, thou powerful enchanter, Time, and they
shall be seen to be the carriages of absolute monarchs, the equipages of
feudal nobles, the toilettes of flaring Jezebels, the churches that are
not my father's house but dens of thieves, the huts of millions of
starving peasants! No; the great magician who majestically works out the
appointed order of the Creator, never reverses his transformations.
"If thou be changed into this shape by the will of God," say
the seers to the enchanted, in the wise Arabian stories, "then
remain so! But, if thou wear this form through mere passing conjuration,
then resume thy former aspect!" Changeless and hopeless, the
tumbrils roll along.
As the sombre wheels of the six carts go round,
they seem to plough up a long crooked furrow among the populace in the
streets. Ridges of faces are thrown to this side and to that, and the
ploughs go steadily onward. So used are the regular inhabitants of the
houses to the spectacle, that in many windows there are no people, and
in some the occupation of the hands is not so much as suspended, while
the eyes survey the faces in the tumbrils. Here and there, the inmate
has visitors to see the sight; then he points his finger, with something
of the complacency of a curator or authorised exponent, to this cart and
to this, and seems to tell who sat here yesterday, and who there the day
before.
Of the riders in the tumbrils, some observe these
things, and all things on their last roadside, with an impassive stare;
others, with a lingering interest in the ways of life and men. Some,
seated with drooping heads, are sunk in silent despair; again, there are
some so heedful of their looks that they cast upon the multitude such
glances as they have seen in theatres, and in pictures. Several close
their eyes, and think, or try to get their straying thoughts together.
Only one, and he a miserable creature, of a crazed aspect, is so
shattered and made drunk by horror, that he sings, and tries to dance.
Not one of the whole number appeals by look or gesture, to the pity of
the people.
There is a guard of sundry horsemen riding abreast
of the tumbrils, and faces are often turned up to some of them, and they
are asked some question. It would seem to be always the same question,
for, it is always followed by a press of people towards the third cart.
The horsemen abreast of that cart, frequently point out one man in it
with their swords. The leading curiosity is, to know which is he; he
stands at the back of the tumbril with his head bent down, to converse
with a mere girl who sits on the side of the cart, and holds his hand.
He has no curiosity or care for the scene about him, and always speaks
to the girl. Here and there in the long street of St. Honore, cries are
raised against him. If they move him at all, it is only to a quiet
smile, as he shakes his hair a little more loosely about his face. He
cannot easily touch his face, his arms being bound.
On the steps of a church, awaiting the coming-up
of the tumbrils, stands the Spy and prison-sheep. He looks into the
first of them: not there. He looks into the second: not there. He
already asks himself, "Has he sacrificed me?" when his face
clears, as he looks into the third.
"Which is Evremonde?" says a man behind
him.
"That. At the back there."
"With his hand in the girl's?"
"Yes."
The man cries, "Down, Evremonde! To the
Guillotine all aristocrats! Down, Evremonde!"
"Hush, hush!" the Spy entreats him,
timidly.
"And why not, citizen?"
"He is going to pay the forfeit: it will be
paid in five minutes more. Let him be at peace."
But the man continuing to exclaim, "Down,
Evremonde!" the face of Evremonde is for a moment turned towards
him. Evremonde then sees the Spy, and looks attentively at him, and goes
his way.
The clocks are on the stroke of three, and the
furrow ploughed among the populace is turning round, to come on into the
place of execution, and end. The ridges thrown to this side and to that,
now crumble in and close behind the last plough as it passes on, for all
are following to the Guillotine. In front of it, seated in chairs, as in
a garden of public diversion, are a number of women, busily knitting. On
one of the fore-most chairs, stands The Vengeance, looking about for her
friend.
"Therese!" she cries, in her shrill
tones. "Who has seen her? Therese Defarge!"
"She never missed before," says a
knitting-woman of the sisterhood.
"No; nor will she miss now," cries The
Vengeance, petulantly. "Therese."
"Louder," the woman recommends.
Ay! Louder, Vengeance, much louder, and still she
will scarcely hear thee. Louder yet, Vengeance, with a little oath or so
added, and yet it will hardly bring her. Send other women up and down to
seek her, lingering somewhere; and yet, although the messengers have
done dread deeds, it is questionable whether of their own wills they
will go far enough to find her!
"Bad Fortune!" cries The Vengeance,
stamping her foot in the chair, "and here are the tumbrils! And
Evremonde will be despatched in a wink, and she not here! See her
knitting in my hand, and her empty chair ready for her. I cry with
vexation and disappointment!"
As The Vengeance descends from her elevation to do
it, the tumbrils begin to discharge their loads. The ministers of Sainte
Guillotine are robed and ready. Crash!--A head is held up, and the
knitting- women who scarcely lifted their eyes to look at it a moment
ago when it could think and speak, count One.
The second tumbril empties and moves on; the third
comes up. Crash! --And the knitting-women, never faltering or pausing in
their Work, count Two.
The supposed Evremonde descends, and the
seamstress is lifted out next after him. He has not relinquished her
patient hand in getting out, but still holds it as he promised. He
gently places her with her back to the crashing engine that constantly
whirrs up and falls, and she looks into his face and thanks him.
"But for you, dear stranger, I should not be
so composed, for I am naturally a poor little thing, faint of heart; nor
should I have been able to raise my thoughts to Him who was put to
death, that we might have hope and comfort here to-day. I think you were
sent to me by Heaven."
"Or you to me," says Sydney Carton.
"Keep your eyes upon me, dear child, and mind no other
object."
"I mind nothing while I hold your hand. I
shall mind nothing when I let it go, if they are rapid."
"They will be rapid. Fear not!"
The two stand in the fast-thinning throng of
victims, but they speak as if they were alone. Eye to eye, voice to
voice, hand to hand, heart to heart, these two children of the Universal
Mother, else so wide apart and differing, have come together on the dark
highway, to repair home together, and to rest in her bosom.
"Brave and generous friend, will you let me
ask you one last question? I am very ignorant, and it troubles me--just
a little."
"Tell me what it is."
"I have a cousin, an only relative and an
orphan, like myself, whom I love very dearly. She is five years younger
than I, and she lives in a farmer's house in the south country. Poverty
parted us, and she knows nothing of my fate--for I cannot write--and if
I could, how should I tell her! It is better as it is."
"Yes, yes: better as it is."
"What I have been thinking as we came along,
and what I am still thinking now, as I look into your kind strong face
which gives me so much support, is this:--If the Republic really does
good to the poor, and they come to be less hungry, and in all ways to
suffer less, she may live a long time: she may even live to be
old."
"What then, my gentle sister?"
"Do you think:" the uncomplaining eyes
in which there is so much endurance, fill with tears, and the lips part
a little more and tremble: "that it will seem long to me, while I
wait for her in the better land where I trust both you and I will be
mercifully sheltered?"
"It cannot be, my child; there is no Time
there, and no trouble there."
"You comfort me so much! I am so ignorant. Am
I to kiss you now? Is the moment come?"
"Yes."
She kisses his lips; he kisses hers; they solemnly
bless each other. The spare hand does not tremble as he releases it;
nothing worse than a sweet, bright constancy is in the patient face. She
goes next before him--is gone; the knitting-women count Twenty-Two.
"I am the Resurrection and the Life, saith
the Lord: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he
live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die."
The murmuring of many voices, the upturning of
many faces, the pressing on of many footsteps in the outskirts of the
crowd, so that it swells forward in a mass, like one great heave of
water, all flashes away. Twenty-Three.
* * *
They said of him, about the city that night, that
it was the peacefullest man's face ever beheld there. Many added that he
looked sublime and prophetic.
One of the most remarkable sufferers by the same
axe--a woman--had asked at the foot of the same scaffold, not long
before, to be allowed to write down the thoughts that were inspiring
her. If he had given any utterance to his, and they were prophetic, they
would have been these:
"I see Barsad, and Cly, Defarge, The
Vengeance, the Juryman, the Judge, long ranks of the new oppressors who
have risen on the destruction of the old, perishing by this retributive
instrument, before it shall cease out of its present use. I see a
beautiful city and a brilliant people rising from this abyss, and, in
their struggles to be truly free, in their triumphs and defeats, through
long years to come, I see the evil of this time and of the previous time
of which this is the natural birth, gradually making expiation for
itself and wearing out.
"I see the lives for which I lay down my
life, peaceful, useful, prosperous and happy, in that England which I
shall see no more. I see Her with a child upon her bosom, who bears my
name. I see her father, aged and bent, but otherwise restored, and
faithful to all men in his healing office, and at peace. I see the good
old man, so long their friend, in ten years' time enriching them with
all he has, and passing tranquilly to his reward.
"I see that I hold a sanctuary in their
hearts, and in the hearts of their descendants, generations hence. I see
her, an old woman, weeping for me on the anniversary of this day. I see
her and her husband, their course done, lying side by side in their last
earthly bed, and I know that each was not more honoured and held sacred
in the other's soul, than I was in the souls of both.
"I see that child who lay upon her bosom and
who bore my name, a man winning his way up in that path of life which
once was mine. I see him winning it so well, that my name is made
illustrious there by the light of his. I see the blots I threw upon it,
faded away. I see him, fore-most of just judges and honoured men,
bringing a boy of my name, with a forehead that I know and golden hair,
to this place-- then fair to look upon, with not a trace of this day's
disfigurement --and I hear him tell the child my story, with a tender
and a faltering voice.
"It is a far, far better thing that I do,
than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to than I
have ever known."
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